“I stopped myself from doing it..” simon henriksson x moonlight on the river slowed | Tiktok version
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I have seen a short version of this “remix”, but all in this video I did myself.
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5:09
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it hurts
"I wrote a happy ending,just for myself,i feel better now and i'm more in peace with myself"
Me every fuking day :
• imagining how I wish I would look like
• wearing the best clothes
• scenarios of my crush that'll never happen
• creating people and having a close connection towards them even though they're not real that it feels like I'm living a double life.
• being able to sing and dance and perform any other skill that looks cool
• depending on the song, it shapes my thoughts based on the mood
• having super powers or being part of a show as if I'm a character.
• being in an anime and being in a relationship with a 2D character
•making fake scenarios in my head, and it can shape in different forms depending with music I am currently listening
• going to a concert and imagining myself with an army girls and screaming the fanchant
Sometimes I feel like I should write a novel or manga with the whole story/scenarios just writing itself from my day dreams because of music. And while I'm in this state I start pacing around and around in my room for hours and I get startled when someone walks in the room and I come back to reality. I've noticed that I do hand gestures and facial expressions too. I'd rather daydream than do my hw any day. I guess it's my only escape from real life. I just want to make dad proud just one time
twininem
Bro.. you will not regret having God in your life. Please just consider it
real
i am you.
At least you can think of stuff and have some creativity, my brain is always empty and I can't think of stuff. Kind of like I'm brain dead or empty, idk
I feel empty man, life without purpose, without anyone really. I hate my looks, and go back to when I was truly happy, and wasn’t worried about looks. I miss the old me, where I didn’t have to worry about basically everything, where I actually spent time with my friends, actually went outside, was an extrovert, was being happy and kind. Now I’m so alone, so lonely, I’m bitter and angry. At myself, at the world. I’m angry that I couldn’t change everything that has happened to me, I wish I could just be normal. Be loved, truly loved, but I’m in my bed rotting, going to sleep at 6 am. I’m truly lost.
Consider Jesus bro, you wont regret it.. please
if you want, we can be friends
@@Miguel....................... I know, I love Jesus but I don’t think I’ll make it to 2025 man
I'll pray for you but remember!
“God blesses those who are poor and realize their need for him,
for the Kingdom of Heaven is theirs.
4 God blesses those who mourn,
for they will be comforted.
5 God blesses those who are humble,
for they will inherit the whole earth.
6 God blesses those who hunger and thirst for justice,[b]
for they will be satisfied.
7 God blesses those who are merciful,
for they will be shown mercy.
8 God blesses those whose hearts are pure,
for they will see God.
9 God blesses those who work for peace,
for they will be called the children of God.
10 God blesses those who are persecuted for doing right,
for the Kingdom of Heaven is theirs.
11 “God blesses you when people mock you and persecute you and lie about you and say all sorts of evil things against you because you are my followers. 12 Be happy about it! Be very glad! For a great reward awaits you in heaven. And remember, the ancient prophets were persecuted in the same way.
@@unfoundederrorsmilk
i thought i was the only whos like this lol welcome to the party brother
none of you are alone. I am proud that you have made it this far. Life has its downs but we still find a way to smile at one point or another... So keep going. We love you. Every sunset is followed by a sunrise
im gonna kms.
Perfect song and perfect monologue for this song
Everyone is deserving of a happy ending, no one can just always have one so easily though
i want mine so badly tho.Its been 3 months
@@Honey0re0s-Z I hope you reach it. I don't see one in sight for me yet. I am trapped, Im fighting my way out, but we will get there if we try hard enough. keep going, You got this.
we all will have. some day..
@@wackityhackity553 thank you brother.I appreciate you.
We don't get one easily...
man i really miss her i have depression but i never liked talking abt my feelings only to her but now i lost her.
the perfect song and monologue Doesn't exi-
“ shut up boy let me get one last look at the house” oh stop it Dad you’ll be back…
I miss her.
nao tem como aguentar mais....
realmente, ser analfabeto deve ser difícil.
Sim, eu quero tanto me m4tar...
So do i man
You know, the thing is that it's taken me little over ten years to just figure out that I don't want to die. No, I don't want to kill myself. I'm happy, I have everything I could ever ask for. Yet, still no matter how much pain meds I take there's this pain within my soul that will never go away. And it has never gone away.
Maybe there's certain beauty in being able to at least *experience* this pain (and any other feeling)
I know because I feel like that myself and try to look at it differently
For some reason this pain exists
Maybe it's somehow useful
Maybe one day it's more apparent, and one day it is slightly forgotten
But we're still here and it's beautiful
That's what I wanted to say
@@ShesTiredd that was quite beautiful, I have to say that it's true.
Good to see that you, beated depression Bro 👍
today is june 25 and i have my hs graduation in two hours. it feels as if time has flew by. life has been a pit of hell, but, i continue to have hope for better days. for days to dance in the rain, instead of sitting in it. i wish you all the best, a good day, a good tomorrow, and a good life. always remember you are not alone here and better things are coming for you. farewell!
Wish you good luck aswell @AmandaMidari9
I just feel like i let everyone down and i feel like im just amalgamation of just sadness and anger that i cannot tame. Some days im having the time of my life and other days i feel like i shouldn't be alive. Its even harder when you dont have a support group or even friends to rely on. Sure im trying to improve myself and have such a amazing woman by my side but i just have this pain inside me that is just slowly warping into somethinf worse. Idk i just can't seem to take it ngl
i tried to od 2 times and i failed
Same
CRY OF FEAR OMG IM CLICKING!!
Real. (Days go on and on, they all pass and they blend within one another. I am already detatched from society and my humanity and that there is no real happy ending, only just a ending for me which i know is gonna be shit.)
Real
Real...
balls to the walls
fr dude 😍
dam
No man can walk out on his own story.
- guy from rango
AHHHHHHHHHH
5:09.
i stopped myself from doing it
from committing suicide
i have to spend the rest of my life
in a mental hospital
they let me finish my book
and, uh
it has helped me, a lot
i wrote a happy ending
just for myself
to anyone struggling. your not alone. you matter.
I dont feel better..
@@husseinnasher4428 nobody truly cares.
@@star-pp1ub real
@@star-pp1ub have at least a little bit of respect on what the opposition is feeling
@@sceminxa why should i
nice
Can you do more slowed or reverbed (simons voice )
Im already dead
damn bro
Man wtf im not even 15 and im already scared for the future
People who hurt and greed in pain👉
" I stopped myself from doing it. From committing suicide, I have to spend the rest of my life in a mental hospital. They let me finish my book. . and uh, it has helped me. . alot, I wrote a happy ending. Just for myself. "
What is that from if i may ask?
@@sugerierchip6626 Cry Of Fear
@@RummyGuy Tysm
@@sugerierchip6626 ofc
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god kill me if my lover leaves me
Me
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