[FREE] Mac Miller Type Beat "Split Mind"
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As long as you can confront shit
Then I won’t make no assumptions/
Avoiding the paranoia
Them arguments so redundant/
I ain’t trying to control you
Just want you and I function/
Without feeling so reluctant to trust it /
imagine the sum of us supplementing each other’s focus and hustle/
Keep me posted peeping instead paceing back and forth feeling puzzled/
And I’ll properly place the pieces
positioned to prosper/
and rise up out the struggle
Yet still Some how I continue to stumble/
Me and these demons we scuffle
The pain is deep, so it’s subtle/
every day I’m missin my pops and my mother/
I’ve been gone off these drugs, since back when I was youngster/
And it’s sad to say they don’t even know who their son is/
If I wasn’t afraid why spend all them years running/
I wonder would I be stuntin
Had my emotional growth not been stunted/
And still, my love so abundant
I’m honest im humble/
I pick right back up where I fumble
A criminal and a drugged/
Vandal a thug a-hustler
Still just a man, wishing that somebody would love him/
Since he’s convinced that he loves them while they seem oblivious of this/
But what if he doesn’t know what true love is/
It’s the same smoke in the mirror that hes been filling his lungs with
And
He stay high asf
Allways funked up and budded/
Never not on some slut shit
See, The lust Brings him comfort/
he tells her he loves her
Then fills her guts like a cup/
A thirst buster, she nut, he nut they both busted
Wash up then he put her back in the cupboard /
Atleast when she’s there he knows he can trust her/
To pick up whenever he buz her
No tryna play him for a sucker
When she finally pick her phone
And make excuses why she ain’t home yet see
Another night of uncertainty
Not quite sure of what caused the the motive
Nor of this notion that things my kick into motion if he express his emotion
Only to open up and end up heartbroken steadily smokeing this dope just to cope with
Being by your side and how feeling so lonely.
Wondering do you even know me
Do you remember the old me
The one who lost him self in the twisting and turning of your personal story/
I found myself in my vision and now nothing else can cuff me or hold me /
Sincerely and wholy the one and the only
OP
Despise your actions.
I forgive you.
Despise your worth.
I uplift you.
Despise me,
I repent you.
Despise everything launching itself at me.
I find a way to cover from head to toe.
Selfishly letting bystanders get hit.
Anything to avoid defeat.
You ain’t no real hero.
You ain’t no thing.
Blushing from hate,
I know you’re fake.
Resentful full takes.
Ripping the senses out your brain.
Stimulated, frozen, fear struck again.
You’re weak, you’re small, you lay down tamed.
Charmed by fame.
Unforgiving change.
People can’t save you, no one can save you.
Lost and afraid, you’re big enough to make you.
Relying on others to start the flame, depending upon the ways it will affect.
Depending on loved ones who don’t feel a thing, liability insurance pay its own way.
Test your credit,
2 up one.
Buzzer beater, check the score to figures.
Despise this, I despise taste.
Tongue twisted i despise this.
Longe switching lapping high tense.
Meets by high ends.
Flapping wings colors shine in.
Growing, blossoming, plant the seed in.
Fumbling, pass the leech on offering.
Watch the wings now,
Grab a seat.
Watch me now.
Happy feet.
Hear the beat now,
Watch my feet.
Hear me now.
Watching this.
See. Me now?
It’s happening.
Invisibility discriminates liability.
Soon I wished momma could see me.
The way the mirror communicates has me thinking.
A new perspective picked to stick, perception hopeful soon to hit.
Bewildered
I became changed.
Despise your actions,
I forgave you.
Despise your worth,
I uplifted you.
Despise me,
influenced opinions.
Unforgiving factors rental sneak mental.
Shrapnel and debris fly at a speed.
Brave and honored I decide to face my fears.
No longer selfish I began to love my peers.
Spread my wings and embrace my tears.
Fear and hate ain’t the same.
Mixed chemistry hazard haze.
Measured pace, evolution soon came.
Check your score,
4 up one
Wholesome senses stimulate the brain.
Wearing capes, capable of sharing names, hero. Real thing.
Blushing from hate, resentment partakes.
So depending,
I was.
Wasn’t watching washing machines, to expect practices.
Practically stronger, bigger, better intentions. I built my name.
Feel the game,
I start the flame.
Effects overtake.
Despise this?
I despise hate.
Longe chilling hop the high fence.
Meets by low ends.
Flap your wings
Let the color in.
Growing, blossoming, plant the seed in.
Fumbling, pass the leech on offering.
Watch the wings now,
Grab a seat.
Watch me now.
Happy feet.
Hear the beat now,
Watch my feet.
Hear me now.
Watching this.
See. Me now?
It’s happening.
Watch my wings now flapping free.
Every once in awhile I look for her
But she is know where to be found
Sometimes in the shadows of my dreams she will show up
Then she disappears into the night
I wish I never met her
She tore me apart like I never imagined
Come to think of you always haunts me to death
You see she was a beautiful one to me
But the devil was deep
I was scared for my life can’t you see
But she still whispers my name in the dark
Hard to ignore
When you’re lost for someone who doesn’t want you
Living-in-this-Hell
That I wouldn’t wish on Hitler
All the shit-that-I-have-felt
Got me wishing-I-could-melt/
They say ignorance-is-bliss
So I guess authenticity-is-shit
But on-this, I am ready-to-rebel/
Because-if, truth is love then the ignorance-is-hate
We just disguised it in these images-we-made/
But nah they won’t send-me-to-my-grave
As a blind man, wishing-things’d-change
‘Cause I’d rather look the devil-in-his-face/
If ignorance is bliss
Then self love is Impossible,
‘Cause self is reality
Ignorance is its obstacle/
Think-about-it ‘till the wisdom-outed,
Me, I’d couldn’t live-without-it, see the mirror-now-it’s only him-you-doubted/
… Make sure you truly-hear
The truth behind-the-lines,
‘Cause if you think that truth-is-fear
Then your life’s-a-lie/
And to cope with all-the-terror
You must use-a-fiction,
So you’ve made your thought-a-prison cell
and the you-the-victim/
Been thinking of my past and the troubles I’ve endured
Trauma I’ve procured leads a whole life misunderstood
These struggles are ensured but I’m not sure it’s worth living them not something I’ve secured
Been thinking for over a minute
Every second that comes with it
Every hour passed i feel more livid
Every other day feels like it gets more wicked
Every year tragedy strikes getting more rigid
And I’m over these things had rough up bringings never complained or said shit that i didn’t mean sure it’s been tough can see it in gleam’s in your eyes it’s starting to bling but these split minds have you answering things
Questions you don’t need answers you don’t have make you contemplate belief is getting harder to believe I’m sure living a whole life misunderstood
Been thinking of my past and the troubles I’ve endured
Trauma I’ve procured leads a whole life misunderstood
These struggles are ensured but I’m not sure it’s worth living them not something I’ve secured(x2)
As i sit in this darkness i triumph through all this
Made a mistake don’t say that you’ve wronged us
These issues have taught us you’re here for the long run
Can’t sit in delusion depression or sadness
It’s emptiness that kills you
Suicidal i feel you
Don’t let it just pull through
Grab on my hand lemme just pull you
Back To this reality we can handle it together thoughts passing so rapidly
Your feeling anxiety malice thoughts or visions of tragedy
Split minds work different but together we can heal our sanity
Let’s heal together work through this endeavor let it be gone to the nether
Show me the effort i promise I’ll hold on forever and never let go
Never lose hope i promise you’re never alone thoughts of suicide i vanish those ghosts
Been thinking of my past and the troubles I’ve endured
Trauma I’ve procured leads a whole life misunderstood
These struggles are ensured but I’m sure it’s worth living them its something I’ve secured(x2)
Fuck it
I’m unresponsive , line been ringin , but it’s a lot on plate
No correspondence, til im honest considered one the greats
On Conscience rap and i ain’t made not one mistake
fuck a house i cop a lake
Still filled with malice though despondence gon bake my cake
i mean im rising at a higher state
elevated purpose i can’t worry bout the time it take
could do it faster off gun bars but i can’t relate
if i did prolly talk bout how a 556 fit good in SL8’s
Or how hittin spines gon stop the shake
On a cloud , fuck god damn i’m really baked
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Higher than heavens so i start to contemplate my own existence
it’s a shame i need said drugs to keep my bliss in-tact
Ok my room smell like gasoline, I can’t feel my face, I need head not a head ache, and this bitch up in my bed might just be my saving grace. Leave my thoughts up in the distance till my mind finally gets erased. Like the seas of time I left my body to be misplaced. The way it all gets drawn together you would think I painted you a picture, just Close your eyes to see how I made the frame.
How close is hell when heavens so far away
So far away.
@Chxsebank
This one for those in the in betweens of the night.
Awesome, keep up the good work
Sample?
I still hear those echoed screams off the walls of my living room , the burns on my skin ain’t as painful to look at as the ones on my spiritual ,and if I die a man I’d be a legend , from all the stories and memories I left for my kin to see but if my soul dies life would have been for nothing ,cause I won’t make it into heavens gallery to live as one of Gods masterpieces ,my nigga what do you prefer ? That’s a question I’ve been asking myself
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So who won?? @chxsebank
I was wondering the same haha