It's crazy. Just a few years ago I was on the lowest point of my life. Listened to bootleg nearly the whole time I was awake, felt the music hitting right into my heart. Overwhelming. Now.. a couple years later.. I'm no longer in that deep dark hole, I am better. But the Feelings are completely gone. No sadness, no anger, hate, love or whatever else - yet these type of mixes - the ones similar to the ones I've heard on long night drives - they open up my heart just a tiny bit to let some light in... Life is better, but sometimes I do miss the emotions.. or feeling free again.
Be more attentive of what is happening, really try and concentrate on what you are doing, what you are feeling, what you are seeing. Taste the coffee, taste the cig, and pay attention to reality. only then will you feel something again
I actually decided to challenge myself about this problem and bought a skateboard. Skated today a few hours and tried to learn ollie. Felt emotionally much better after. Maybe I just try to learn new things now on and lets see if it brings something back.
It's been 5 years since I finished high school and now I'm almost done with college. Despite this, I still haven't learned to deal with the pain of goodbyes and this ends up limiting me in how much I engage with people. I always end up holding myself back, after all, creating friendships involves time, dedication and money, and losing that to the normal cycle of life discourages me from trying again. It's not like I won't see the person anymore, but it will never be the same, because even if you insist on maintaining the friendship, you lose it by no longer sharing the same environment, time and goals as people. Sometimes I want to go and meet old friends and say all this, how I miss those times, their company and that I want to get that back. I know the response will be warm, but it will only serve to vent me. The past cannot be resumed and that person no longer exists and conforming to that is what I should have already done, but I have relapses This way, life follows the cycle of meeting and losing people, of course this is good on the one hand, however it ends up being monotonous having to always make new friends, which are often so superficial. And a friendship lasting 5-10 years is totally different from one lasting a few months. At least I learned to appreciate every moment, whether bad or good, because in the end you remember the good things and the bad things remind you that life is full of things we don't like and dealing with them is a necessary evil. Even so, I'm sadly resigned to these walks that always lead to loneliness, so I begin to understand why people get married.
anyone reading this, I hope you find peace and contentment wherever you are in your life ❤ I believe in you and I hope that you will believe in yourself, too, and believe in your ability to find moments of serenity no matter what happens. Wishing you a slow, soothing time listening to this music...You are not alone, many of us are here listening to these same melodies with you 💗
Nestled within the heart of a serene city lies a haven where tranquility reigns supreme, offering solace amidst the bustling world. Here, the pace slows, enveloping us in a cocoon of peaceful existence, where the gentle rhythm of life whispers sweet melodies to our souls. 💜💜💜 💰
4am wake up…take my pup out back, cool breeze, night trees , stars in the sky, crickets steady chirp. I miss you..go back to my room, crack the window,fresh autumn air..wish you were here, bootleg boy lofi giving me alll the feels, lulls me back to sleep so I can dream of you.
Is the song “rain on me” covered by copy right laws. I love it but feel that it needs a bit more lyrics. I whould like to add some but I’m not sure if its copy right
What’s Ramadan got to do with the music don’t understand you. Anyway Ramadan is ninth of worship so repent and be better Muslim. Anyway back to this music. So calm and relaxing 😊
Listen to my ambient playlist on Spotify - sptfy.com/deep-ambient 💜
It's crazy.
Just a few years ago I was on the lowest point of my life. Listened to bootleg nearly the whole time I was awake, felt the music hitting right into my heart. Overwhelming.
Now.. a couple years later.. I'm no longer in that deep dark hole, I am better. But the Feelings are completely gone. No sadness, no anger, hate, love or whatever else - yet these type of mixes - the ones similar to the ones I've heard on long night drives - they open up my heart just a tiny bit to let some light in... Life is better, but sometimes I do miss the emotions.. or feeling free again.
Be more attentive of what is happening, really try and concentrate on what you are doing, what you are feeling, what you are seeing. Taste the coffee, taste the cig, and pay attention to reality. only then will you feel something again
@@valentinriether4115 I'll try Bro, thank you for that
That's what happened to me too. Life is stable now, but it lacks all the feelings.
I actually decided to challenge myself about this problem and bought a skateboard. Skated today a few hours and tried to learn ollie. Felt emotionally much better after. Maybe I just try to learn new things now on and lets see if it brings something back.
@@Backwayonly Wishing you all the best brother, keep me updated on how it's going 💪🏼
This track is the perfect background music for studying or relaxing. The beats and melodies are so soothing. 😍
Let's rest with these magical Melodies now
thanks for featuring our song 💜
you're nobody
till somebody loves you.
And that somebody is me.
I love you.
Whenever you feel lonely, just look at the moon
Somehow, somewhere, someone is looking at it too…
First song is amazing
It's 2 in the am here but damn really feels like 4am😌.....
I can see my name twice here 💙💙☝ thanks
Thanks so much for the feature! 💜
Always love your themes Bootleg Boy!💜
thankyou 💜
It's been 5 years since I finished high school and now I'm almost done with college. Despite this, I still haven't learned to deal with the pain of goodbyes and this ends up limiting me in how much I engage with people. I always end up holding myself back, after all, creating friendships involves time, dedication and money, and losing that to the normal cycle of life discourages me from trying again.
It's not like I won't see the person anymore, but it will never be the same, because even if you insist on maintaining the friendship, you lose it by no longer sharing the same environment, time and goals as people.
Sometimes I want to go and meet old friends and say all this, how I miss those times, their company and that I want to get that back. I know the response will be warm, but it will only serve to vent me. The past cannot be resumed and that person no longer exists and conforming to that is what I should have already done, but I have relapses
This way, life follows the cycle of meeting and losing people, of course this is good on the one hand, however it ends up being monotonous having to always make new friends, which are often so superficial. And a friendship lasting 5-10 years is totally different from one lasting a few months.
At least I learned to appreciate every moment, whether bad or good, because in the end you remember the good things and the bad things remind you that life is full of things we don't like and dealing with them is a necessary evil.
Even so, I'm sadly resigned to these walks that always lead to loneliness, so I begin to understand why people get married.
anyone reading this, I hope you find peace and contentment wherever you are in your life ❤ I believe in you and I hope that you will believe in yourself, too, and believe in your ability to find moments of serenity no matter what happens. Wishing you a slow, soothing time listening to this music...You are not alone, many of us are here listening to these same melodies with you 💗
I've been here since i started sleeplessness. Thank you very much, bootleg ❤
4am. That's how I like my studying the most. Just 4am.
The intro healing
Love your videos!✩₊⋆☾⋆⁺✧They are so calming.
Have a great day!
What time is it for you right now? 😴
Ironically, its 4pm
11pm for me in England, just finished work so now it's time to relax,
00:10 in rome, italy 😢
7:29
01:28
Its 3am, i just turned 28 today.. woohoo 😒 just another day and night ill spend alone, with my lofi
Nestled within the heart of a serene city lies a haven where tranquility reigns supreme, offering solace amidst the bustling world. Here, the pace slows, enveloping us in a cocoon of peaceful existence, where the gentle rhythm of life whispers sweet melodies to our souls. 💜💜💜 💰
Beautiful ❤
Gonna enjoy it
4am wake up…take my pup out back, cool breeze, night trees , stars in the sky, crickets steady chirp. I miss you..go back to my room, crack the window,fresh autumn air..wish you were here, bootleg boy lofi giving me alll the feels, lulls me back to sleep so I can dream of you.
In the dark in the shadows it's there
☁️💚☁️
love it
When you cross the 3am mark:
"should I go to sleep? Nah, I just have 3 hours of sleep left anyway"
Nice!
Hey! I know what you're thinking..... You are not alone!💙🌌✨
who did this artwork ? it's so good ☺️
memories
Miss you chemo emo
😭
Is the song “rain on me” covered by copy right laws. I love it but feel that it needs a bit more lyrics. I whould like to add some but I’m not sure if its copy right
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😌🎧💖
Nice perfect song ❤️😍17亿
Where's the quote in the intro from?
@thebootlegboy do you know where the quote in the intro is from?
I am awake
NAO VAI HAVER AMANHA- Apolo Creed
First song name please
7:45
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Shit gas
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Dropped a minute ago how would you know😂
first viewer
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No bro.. its Ramadan.. now prayer for salah...
Hahahahaha
fuck ramadan
For some it’s Ramadan for others its life same world but different ones enjoy the now bcuz tomorrow isn’t promised.🕊️
What’s Ramadan got to do with the music don’t understand you. Anyway Ramadan is ninth of worship so repent and be better Muslim. Anyway back to this music. So calm and relaxing 😊
Jesus the Nazirine the Christ. Forgive me and help us with what ever were going through in Jesus name i pray amen
is not 4am
Its 12 am rn (i live in germany)
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