It's rare I comment, but if I can offer you a """viewers""" perspective; all I see is that you do really great short films, with beautiful colors and landscapes (intimate or huge) and lovely music. I feel like these videos are central to your life and you notice all these details/days you miss and what not, but for me, after my own days of work, all I see is that you have posted a lot of great stuff in the last few days ! For the viewers that do notice a day you don't post, I believe they are fond of your work enough to only wish what's best for you. Also, Fudge the algorithm !!!! (PS since I never comment, I really hope I can buy one of your ceramics one day, I am such a fan of the cake slices xx)
as someone who loves your videos, i don't mind if you skip a day or two. i'm just happy whenever you upload, because i love your videos but i don't want you to be making them at the expense of your own wellbeing! i understand feeling that pressure because you want to do what you set out to do but as your viewer i hope this eases some of your frustrations
I have a super different job (IT) but right now I'm feeling a fair amount of work related anxiety and insecurity. It sucks! Sometimes it's hard to forget that work isn't life. Hope you're having a good day today!
i totally get it!! sometimes you don't have to push through, sometimes you just need to give yourself space and time. i appreciate the work you create and they all feel like a short film to me
i've loved your videos for a long time and i hope expressing all of this helped! please take care of yourself and don't make yourself feel bad if you've been struggling to put out videos - self care is important and you don't want to burn yourself out at both ends ❤
Hello, yeah as an artist I know how you feel, sometimes the pressure to produce creatively really makes it hard for it to be enjoyable, and it can make you feel like you're doing it for other people and no longer for yourself! I can only imagine that's magnified times a hundred when you have subscribers/followers. Don't worry about it (easier said than done lol) self care and prioritizing the joy in creating are most important, even if that means not finishing things that you've found aren't working for you! In any case, your work is wonderful and you portray things in a really interesting way - and not just when it's a long piece ☺️
I follow your channel about 8 years now and as a fellow youtuber myself, i need to say please don’t put too much pressure on yourself. This is a very confusing job especially for creative people because you’re the boss, you’re the employee and you’re the product at the same time. Since it is also very fun and enjoyable, it’s so easy to lost track of how much pressure you put on yourself. You don’t feel like you’re working excessively, because you love it. But in reality being a creator constantly invades your personal life, you’re always feel like you should share or use the current moment to create something else. Even if you decide you’re not gonna do it, takes up your mental capacity anyways. Don’t work hard. Most of the times it has the opposite effect. The more you work the more you struggle to capture viewers attention. But if you create with ease and joy, it attracts even if you are not expecting that type of content to thrive. You’re a great artist and I appreciate both your work&personality 🌸💗 Keep enjoying 🤍
You're awesome! Keep being and flowing my love. Resting, self care, being kind to ourselves, etc are essential for our mental and emotional bodies. Your videos are always amazing! It's your energy that's the masterpiece, the rest are add ons to your natural gift 💫🤌🏼🤍
I’ve loved watching your videos for at least 5 yrs now. Thank you for sharing your perspective, kindness, thoughtfulness, and creativity. Please take good care of yourself. Everything else will come in time 💕✨🥰.
Hi Madelynn :-) I never comment on videos but I just wanted to tell you that all these videos you've been uploading lately have been my "small movies" to watch after I came back from work. These 3, 5 or even 1 minute of a video have truly been a delightful piece to watch. I imagine it can be difficult to be creative each day and came up with different ideas, as a subscriber I don't mind if you take breaks and do whatever you feel it's best for you 🙂. So far I think you have done something very original by vlogging each day in a different way that's not usual in youtube, you truly have a personal and unique style! PS: Whenever I watch your content I immediately think about this quote "The good things come in small jam" 🙂
You're such a lovely person, sometimes things get out of our hands and the best we can do is just keep pushing through, but remind yourself always that you have all the right to relax, allow yourself to feel these things that you're feeling and that are not so great but are very important too, to remind you that you're a great artist and a great professional but still a human. I've followed you for some years now and I'm absolutly amazed by how you make the simples things of daily life seem so beautiful, and magic and romantic. I hope you can beat all these problems that are making you feel this way. Lots of love from Brazil 💖
I know what you mean. Art is therapy. But when people begin to spew, it hurts because creating is a part of ourselves. I am an artist but the more known I become, the more it affects my ability to remain in the nice area of creating. Breathe. We were never meant to carry social media and we can all see the result of trying to. XXOO
As a creative I completely understand how time consuming making videos is. Take your time and take care of your self! At the end its the most important thing
I Love this. Don't stop but also don't put so much pressure to do every day. Do it when you can. It looks like you put the effort into the shots. So beautiful!
Maddie … first off … big hugs to you!!! And then just want to let you know that I adore your whimsical vlogs and have watched all of them so far!! Take time off when you need to. Come back when you want to. We are here always and are grateful that you share a small part of your everyday life with us. 🧡🧡🧡🌸🌸🌸🧡🧡🧡
Hi Maddie, please upload your works when you feel like it because when you deliver it with love, in a good wellbeing and mental state, it will be felt and received by us and get multiplied! I am always happy to see a notification but if it costs you too much, I wouldn't mind to wait longer ❤️ We all have our life too, take it easy and having fun at your own. Don't be too hard on yourself because I won't be hard on you 💗🥺
I think you definitely are putting too much pressure on yourself :) you're insanely talented and I enjoy watching everything you create, please don't worry about the volume or frequency or feel that you *have to* overshare. Also I was so surprised to hear you say that New York was a bad experience! Because I absolutely loved your new York videos and I thought they were an amazing frenetic whirlwind, which captures the vibe of the city ☺️ Also I'm hard on myself and try to give 100% to everything I do. something my therapist said to me was that when I'm only able to give 70% (or whatever) in a given situation, then I need to tell myself "okay, today 70% was my 100%, I did the best I could"). And then draw a line under the day and move on. That really helped me, so I thought I'd share in case it'll help you.
Hello lovely soul. You know... I feel you... I soooo feel you. My advice to you -and myself -everyday: Take the pressure out of not pressuring yourself. Unconditional self -love is key. Even when you feel, you can't love your self right now, love your self for acknowledging and trying. We are all just trying. Everyday. Once again. "The sun will rise, and we'll try again." Much love... A.
I’ve only been watching your videos a few weeks now but I just wanted to let you know that I really enjoy them. Maybe you could still vlog everyday but just post 2 days in one video..? So you don’t have to feel like you have to get it done every single day. Your videos are super relaxing and gorgeous. I’d hate for you to feel obligated or rushed while making them. Please remember to take time for yourself though. You are # 1 !!
and yes!! as a vlogger myself … i know just what you mean about how time consuming editing is!! btw i’ve been inspired by your daily vlogs and started my own daily challenge but i def cannot keep up with the daily bits. it’s just too much!!
ITS OKAY, LOVE. It's a joy to watch any snippet from your point of view. Whether it's joyous or not. Perfect or not! I really resonate with you anytime you share. I wish there was a way I could better explain. And eff the algorithm. the stats and everything we hear about it, it just seems dreadful and pressure-ous. I hate that. But I love when you share. This comment was a ramble but I'm not gonna proofread because I'm sure you get it and IT'S OKAY to exist and make stuff with 'flaws'. You got this! Sending good vibes to you through the interwebz! ♡
i relate do i relate.gah. like some other people in the comments i usually watch and like from afar but it’s worth saying i have loved the vlogs ~~ still thinking about some cycling and dancing visuals ~💗🧡💙 it’s nice hearing you recognizing how difficult it’s been, stay with that voice and the hardship,, with all the joy you speak of waiting for you at every corner
Hey doing daily vlogs it’s hard!!! Don’t be that hard on yourself, ofc your life isn’t a film festival, what I love about your content is idk, pretty mundane things like the outfit you’re wearing or seeing violet or the way you’re talking about something like a book or a film. Not gonna lie I really miss your old videos i follow you since I was fourteen and I learned English watching you and other creators. but i miss them because it was more constant and it’s the same with christine. I just love idk seeing your pretty apartment and stuff but you don’t own anyone anything take all the breaks you need and, idk maybe you could use more tiktok cause it’s easier to post n stuff? There’s no need for something big all the time, Or maybe if you’re not doing anything one day you could talk for two minutes about something you like. It’s ok! Love you, best wishes 💕💕💕
oh man, i loved the ny series & your daily little clips. When it's over do you reflect back and have less negative feelings? Sometimes in the moment I struggle to find the joy.
I've been freelancing doing video work! Sponsorships were how I've been making my money over the past few years (influencing???) :-) The ceramics are just for fun!
@Madelynn De La Rosa I LOVE your ceramics that you make! Hoping to purchase a ceramic cake from you soon! Do you have any Santa Barbara recommendations of places that are fun? Sending you good thoughts as well. It doesn't sound easy to put yourself out there on the internet but your vlogs are just lovely.
bb, take ur time! You can do semi-daily filming and post less or make a new kind of schedule for the month, don't stretch urself too thin! And not every post has to be a super cool film piece, sometimes these kinds of open dialogue videos are great too
I really love your cute white shirt. I have to ask where it is from. I am sorry that things have been rough for you lately. If you need to readjust your daily vlogging then definitely do it. It isn’t worth your mental health to finish.
Oh no, about the neighbor issue, I know what it’s like, I’ve been straight up bullied by my next door neighbor, until he moved out. So fucked up. I hope your crazy neighbor situation will resolve soon, it sucks. And about the rest… why not try something different / new video wise, like maybe something fictional and not made -*for* TH-cam idk, something that’s a longer process and out of your comfort zone? (I’m maybe totally beside the point sorry!)
It's rare I comment, but if I can offer you a """viewers""" perspective; all I see is that you do really great short films, with beautiful colors and landscapes (intimate or huge) and lovely music. I feel like these videos are central to your life and you notice all these details/days you miss and what not, but for me, after my own days of work, all I see is that you have posted a lot of great stuff in the last few days ! For the viewers that do notice a day you don't post, I believe they are fond of your work enough to only wish what's best for you. Also, Fudge the algorithm !!!! (PS since I never comment, I really hope I can buy one of your ceramics one day, I am such a fan of the cake slices xx)
AWWW Mathilde! You're so sweet! Thank you for commenting :-) SERIOUSLY, *BLEEP* THE ALGORITHM.
as someone who loves your videos, i don't mind if you skip a day or two. i'm just happy whenever you upload, because i love your videos but i don't want you to be making them at the expense of your own wellbeing! i understand feeling that pressure because you want to do what you set out to do but as your viewer i hope this eases some of your frustrations
I have a super different job (IT) but right now I'm feeling a fair amount of work related anxiety and insecurity. It sucks! Sometimes it's hard to forget that work isn't life. Hope you're having a good day today!
So true! I try not to make my work productivity a self-worth thing... Thank you, angel! ❤
i totally get it!! sometimes you don't have to push through, sometimes you just need to give yourself space and time. i appreciate the work you create and they all feel like a short film to me
Thinking of you, Maddie. This year has been extremely hard...appreciate you sharing your creativity with us through it all.
i've loved your videos for a long time and i hope expressing all of this helped! please take care of yourself and don't make yourself feel bad if you've been struggling to put out videos - self care is important and you don't want to burn yourself out at both ends ❤
Hello, yeah as an artist I know how you feel, sometimes the pressure to produce creatively really makes it hard for it to be enjoyable, and it can make you feel like you're doing it for other people and no longer for yourself! I can only imagine that's magnified times a hundred when you have subscribers/followers. Don't worry about it (easier said than done lol) self care and prioritizing the joy in creating are most important, even if that means not finishing things that you've found aren't working for you! In any case, your work is wonderful and you portray things in a really interesting way - and not just when it's a long piece ☺️
I follow your channel about 8 years now and as a fellow youtuber myself, i need to say please don’t put too much pressure on yourself. This is a very confusing job especially for creative people because you’re the boss, you’re the employee and you’re the product at the same time. Since it is also very fun and enjoyable, it’s so easy to lost track of how much pressure you put on yourself. You don’t feel like you’re working excessively, because you love it. But in reality being a creator constantly invades your personal life, you’re always feel like you should share or use the current moment to create something else. Even if you decide you’re not gonna do it, takes up your mental capacity anyways. Don’t work hard. Most of the times it has the opposite effect. The more you work the more you struggle to capture viewers attention. But if you create with ease and joy, it attracts even if you are not expecting that type of content to thrive. You’re a great artist and I appreciate both your work&personality 🌸💗 Keep enjoying 🤍
You're awesome! Keep being and flowing my love. Resting, self care, being kind to ourselves, etc are essential for our mental and emotional bodies. Your videos are always amazing! It's your energy that's the masterpiece, the rest are add ons to your natural gift 💫🤌🏼🤍
I’ve loved watching your videos for at least 5 yrs now. Thank you for sharing your perspective, kindness, thoughtfulness, and creativity. Please take good care of yourself. Everything else will come in time 💕✨🥰.
Hi Madelynn :-) I never comment on videos but I just wanted to tell you that all these videos you've been uploading lately have been my "small movies" to watch after I came back from work. These 3, 5 or even 1 minute of a video have truly been a delightful piece to watch. I imagine it can be difficult to be creative each day and came up with different ideas, as a subscriber I don't mind if you take breaks and do whatever you feel it's best for you 🙂. So far I think you have done something very original by vlogging each day in a different way that's not usual in youtube, you truly have a personal and unique style!
PS: Whenever I watch your content I immediately think about this quote "The good things come in small jam" 🙂
You're such a lovely person, sometimes things get out of our hands and the best we can do is just keep pushing through, but remind yourself always that you have all the right to relax, allow yourself to feel these things that you're feeling and that are not so great but are very important too, to remind you that you're a great artist and a great professional but still a human. I've followed you for some years now and I'm absolutly amazed by how you make the simples things of daily life seem so beautiful, and magic and romantic. I hope you can beat all these problems that are making you feel this way. Lots of love from Brazil 💖
I know what you mean. Art is therapy. But when people begin to spew, it hurts because creating is a part of ourselves. I am an artist but the more known I become, the more it affects my ability to remain in the nice area of creating. Breathe. We were never meant to carry social media and we can all see the result of trying to. XXOO
As a creative I completely understand how time consuming making videos is. Take your time and take care of your self! At the end its the most important thing
I Love this. Don't stop but also don't put so much pressure to do every day. Do it when you can. It looks like you put the effort into the shots. So beautiful!
youre an artist maddy thats why you feel like that, i think its part of the game ^^ dont push too hard, let it come to you... lots of love 💛😁
Awe Maddie! I love the content you put out & love that you’re taking care of yourself!🤍 I love the shirt you’re wearing!!
I love watching your vlogs
You’re strong 🫂
I really appreciate you doing these videos. I'm a fan of your vlogs.
Maddie … first off … big hugs to you!!! And then just want to let you know that I adore your whimsical vlogs and have watched all of them so far!! Take time off when you need to. Come back when you want to. We are here always and are grateful that you share a small part of your everyday life with us. 🧡🧡🧡🌸🌸🌸🧡🧡🧡
Hi Maddie, please upload your works when you feel like it because when you deliver it with love, in a good wellbeing and mental state, it will be felt and received by us and get multiplied! I am always happy to see a notification but if it costs you too much, I wouldn't mind to wait longer ❤️
We all have our life too, take it easy and having fun at your own. Don't be too hard on yourself because I won't be hard on you 💗🥺
💗💗💗💗💗💗💗feel whatever you need to feel!! ty for being real. take good care of yourself🤟
I think you definitely are putting too much pressure on yourself :) you're insanely talented and I enjoy watching everything you create, please don't worry about the volume or frequency or feel that you *have to* overshare.
Also I was so surprised to hear you say that New York was a bad experience! Because I absolutely loved your new York videos and I thought they were an amazing frenetic whirlwind, which captures the vibe of the city ☺️
Also I'm hard on myself and try to give 100% to everything I do. something my therapist said to me was that when I'm only able to give 70% (or whatever) in a given situation, then I need to tell myself "okay, today 70% was my 100%, I did the best I could"). And then draw a line under the day and move on. That really helped me, so I thought I'd share in case it'll help you.
Thank you for sharing! Always give yourself a day or more to reset. Hope you find more time for you!🤍
Hello lovely soul.
You know... I feel you... I soooo feel you.
My advice to you -and myself -everyday:
Take the pressure out of not pressuring yourself.
Unconditional self -love is key.
Even when you feel, you can't love your self right now, love your self for acknowledging and trying.
We are all just trying. Everyday. Once again.
"The sun will rise, and we'll try again."
Much love...
A.
I’ve only been watching your videos a few weeks now but I just wanted to let you know that I really enjoy them. Maybe you could still vlog everyday but just post 2 days in one video..? So you don’t have to feel like you have to get it done every single day. Your videos are super relaxing and gorgeous. I’d hate for you to feel obligated or rushed while making them. Please remember to take time for yourself though. You are # 1 !!
and yes!! as a vlogger myself … i know just what you mean about how time consuming editing is!! btw i’ve been inspired by your daily vlogs and started my own daily challenge but i def cannot keep up with the daily bits. it’s just too much!!
Awwww, you do you boo! we love you and support you so just be sweet to you! and just flow. lots of energy shifts at the moment.
ITS OKAY, LOVE. It's a joy to watch any snippet from your point of view. Whether it's joyous or not. Perfect or not!
I really resonate with you anytime you share. I wish there was a way I could better explain. And eff the algorithm. the stats and everything we hear about it, it just seems dreadful and pressure-ous. I hate that. But I love when you share. This comment was a ramble but I'm not gonna proofread because I'm sure you get it and IT'S OKAY to exist and make stuff with 'flaws'. You got this! Sending good vibes to you through the interwebz! ♡
we love you and are so grateful for these vlogs ❤❤❤
I always love to watch whatever you like to share ❤
i relate do i relate.gah. like some other people in the comments i usually watch and like from afar but it’s worth saying i have loved the vlogs ~~ still thinking about some cycling and dancing visuals ~💗🧡💙 it’s nice hearing you recognizing how difficult it’s been, stay with that voice and the hardship,, with all the joy you speak of waiting for you at every corner
Just adore you, your work and your sense of aesthetics ❤
Hey doing daily vlogs it’s hard!!! Don’t be that hard on yourself, ofc your life isn’t a film festival, what I love about your content is idk, pretty mundane things like the outfit you’re wearing or seeing violet or the way you’re talking about something like a book or a film. Not gonna lie I really miss your old videos i follow you since I was fourteen and I learned English watching you and other creators. but i miss them because it was more constant and it’s the same with christine. I just love idk seeing your pretty apartment and stuff but you don’t own anyone anything take all the breaks you need and, idk maybe you could use more tiktok cause it’s easier to post n stuff? There’s no need for something big all the time, Or maybe if you’re not doing anything one day you could talk for two minutes about something you like. It’s ok! Love you, best wishes 💕💕💕
I appreciate you and everything you make, take care ❤
oh man, i loved the ny series & your daily little clips. When it's over do you reflect back and have less negative feelings? Sometimes in the moment I struggle to find the joy.
Take care of yourself first! Forget the algorithm, we'll be here when you're ready ❤❤. I hope your neighbor calms down.
Aw babes you are putting way too much pressure on yourself! If it isn't fun then don't do it
Thank you for sharing! Take it easy and make sure to do what’s best for you 🌻
i love your videos you are the best, remember that!!!
I felt this video so much! Feeling the same!
hey maddie, been wondering this, do you have a 9-5 job or is this your main gig + ceramics? sometimes you mention work so I was just wondering.
I've been freelancing doing video work! Sponsorships were how I've been making my money over the past few years (influencing???) :-) The ceramics are just for fun!
@@madelynn-delarosa oh awesome! :) what kind of video/film work? hearing how that has been or seeing behind the scenes sometimes would be cool.
@Madelynn De La Rosa I LOVE your ceramics that you make! Hoping to purchase a ceramic cake from you soon! Do you have any Santa Barbara recommendations of places that are fun? Sending you good thoughts as well. It doesn't sound easy to put yourself out there on the internet but your vlogs are just lovely.
Don't worry, sweet Mad! Beautiful Videos! Love!
like this!!
Do what makes you happy !
Thank you for sharing with us
bb, take ur time! You can do semi-daily filming and post less or make a new kind of schedule for the month, don't stretch urself too thin! And not every post has to be a super cool film piece, sometimes these kinds of open dialogue videos are great too
I've said it before and I'll say it again. You're doing great! Be kind to yourself. 😊
You are going great, i love your videos.🤍
I really love your cute white shirt. I have to ask where it is from. I am sorry that things have been rough for you lately. If you need to readjust your daily vlogging then definitely do it. It isn’t worth your mental health to finish.
Ok, spill the tea on the neighbor 😏 we wanna know 😂☕️☕️
hi !
Hi there!
@@madelynn-delarosa The video is so sensual. I always watch it well. I'm rooting for you
Oh no, about the neighbor issue, I know what it’s like, I’ve been straight up bullied by my next door neighbor, until he moved out. So fucked up. I hope your crazy neighbor situation will resolve soon, it sucks. And about the rest… why not try something different / new video wise, like maybe something fictional and not made -*for* TH-cam idk, something that’s a longer process and out of your comfort zone? (I’m maybe totally beside the point sorry!)