8:35-9:08 God the amount of effort it must’ve taken Keaton to even admit to the fact that he’s hurting himself.🥺 He knows Shawn won’t judge him for it having done it himself but still it can’t have been easy for Keaton to tell someone this😔
3:00 I understand his pain. Ot really feels extremely uncomfortable to be watched, especially while doing something you don't want to 3:50 Oh, yeah... It gave me shivering. How many times I heard this phrase from my mum and how much it hurts. Especially with "in MY house". I feel your pain, boy
9:45 Literally my reaction. God Keaton😔😭 This is honestly heartbreaking. The fact that he burns himself not so much as to cope with pain but rather to punish himself whenever he feels like he’s done something wrong even when he hasn’t is just… he’s punishing himself far worse than Stephen ever could’ve had😭💔
I’m glad Shawn knows about Keaton’s struggles now.🥹 I mean yeah he probably had a pretty good idea considering his childhood and how he used to harm himself in the past but now he actually had solid confirmation on what Keaton had been doing.😌😔 Keaton hid it well but… he still showed all the signs without meaning to. Shawn just knew how to look😔
Poor Keaton.. and Shawn, too. I had a feeling that they were more alike than Keaton thought. Hopefully this will be a step in the right direction for Keaton. Now Shawn knows, so he can help him. Hopefully Zane founds out soon, though. There's only so much that Shawn can do, Keaton needs some professional help. But hey, baby steps!
@@Scarlet_Wolfy yeah I‘m glad Shawn was the one to find out first.🥺 It was just safer for him to address Keaton about it (not to say confront😅), considering he’s been in Keaton’s shoes before. Not saying that Zane would’ve reacted negatively necessarily but… yeah not a whole lot of faith in that right now😬😅 Telling someone about his habits is already a HUGE step for Keaton.🫡🥹 You can just tell how much effort that took out of him.🥺😔 At least he won’t have to hide himself around Shawn anymore. And yeah agreed Keaton really should get professional help.🙏🏻 Because at this point he just feels lost and terrified.😔 Shawn knowing about this is definitely a huge step in the right direction though because he’ll be able to share that pain a bit and make it somewhat easier to handle.🥹😌 The only hurdle here is Zane. Telling him about this won’t be as easy and it’s likely that Keaton will need Shawn around to give him strength.🥺😔 Hope that goes well if Zane does find out because god knows Keaton doesn’t need the extra stress😑😓
11:36-11:55 That hug at the end and in the thumbnail though…🥹🥺😭❤️🩹 Keaton’s no longer alone in his struggles. Finally he has a rock he can lean on. Shawn will do everything in his power to help him through this.🥹 My heart ached for Keaton when he broke down though.😔🥺 Especially when his sobs grew louder and more intense and he clung tighter to Shawn. His pain had built up for so long that releasing it was probably agony to him right then.😔 His and Shawn’s bond probably deepened immeasurably after this.😍🥹
5:03-5:10 That look...🥺 I feel like Shawn was probably thinking it was time for him to address Keaton about his bad habits.😔 He knows he can’t push too hard, lest he‘d scare Keaton off but he wants to try to get him to open up as much as he can. He knows that with gentle prompting he might get Keaton to talk to him. He wants to give Keaton the safety of being able to confide in him without fearing any judgement🥹
8:11 Shawn: I hear you🥺 God Shawn saying that has so much more meaning here because it’s so true. But he doesn’t just hear Keaton, he sees him too.🥺🥹 Because he’s been there. He knows the pain, he knows the heartache. The need to release all that pain, to have a voice, even if that meant using unhealthy ways to do so.😭😔 Keaton’s been screaming internally and hurting inside for a while now. And every time he did Shawn hears it. Loud and clear. Not only does he hear it though he acknowledges and recognizes it. The pain, sadness, despair that’s hidden behind that wall of anger, begging to be heard, for someone to answer it.🥺😭 And finally someone did. A kindred spirit who knew how to look.🥹❤️🩹
3:58 Dude!😠😑 If you looked hard enough you’d know that that could be one of the few typical signs of depression Keaton is showing right there! Heck even Shawn noticed and he hasn’t been around Keaton for as long as you!🤦🏻♀️🙄 (I’m speaking from experience here, people with depression could be laying in bed for DAYS on end and it’s hard for them to even get out of bed for the most simplest task😔😓)
@@kataleah1798 Zane knows something is going on. He knows his son. But every time he asks him about it he's met with "sas" and an "attitude" and because of Zane's past he really doesn't tolerate disrespect. Every time someone does it angers him to his core.
I mean yeah I figured Zane would notice that something was up. He did raise Keaton on his own for how many years after they were set free? The two of them were on their own until Shawn came into the picture.🤷🏻♀️😅 But yeah I’d totally understand why Zane won’t tolerate disrespect.😓 He did essentially become more outspoken after he was kicked out the first time and his parents were likely anything but respectful towards him afterwards.😑 I mean sure he was probably an active rebel from the start but he didn’t really act on it until after he was kicked out.😬 But yeah I’d get why people being disrespectful towards him would anger him. Keaton being defensive every time his behavior is brought up probably doesn’t help matters either.😓😑 The only issue I see here is that Zane doesn’t really see past Keaton’s wall of anger the way Shawn does. Not saying he isn’t trying, I’m sure he is, but it just seems like he surrenders too quickly.🤦🏻♀️ He only seems to see the anger not the pain hidden behind it. Shawn on the other hand does, judging by how concerned he looks every time Keaton gets mad or the two of them get into it😔🥺
Yikes.😬 Well there goes his emotional support😔 (well one of them anyway😅😉😏🥺) But I was kinda referring to the fact that Keaton was in the same state Spice was when he said he needed help.😏😅 Sure he didn’t outright say it yet but it was hinted at in the description when it said Keaton was afraid of his own thoughts now. He wants to stop just as much as Spice wanted help. The only obstacle he needs to break through to get help right now is Zane. Big oof😓😬
8:35-9:08 God the amount of effort it must’ve taken Keaton to even admit to the fact that he’s hurting himself.🥺 He knows Shawn won’t judge him for it having done it himself but still it can’t have been easy for Keaton to tell someone this😔
3:00 I understand his pain. Ot really feels extremely uncomfortable to be watched, especially while doing something you don't want to
3:50 Oh, yeah... It gave me shivering. How many times I heard this phrase from my mum and how much it hurts. Especially with "in MY house". I feel your pain, boy
9:45 Literally my reaction. God Keaton😔😭
This is honestly heartbreaking. The fact that he burns himself not so much as to cope with pain but rather to punish himself whenever he feels like he’s done something wrong even when he hasn’t is just… he’s punishing himself far worse than Stephen ever could’ve had😭💔
I’m glad Shawn knows about Keaton’s struggles now.🥹 I mean yeah he probably had a pretty good idea considering his childhood and how he used to harm himself in the past but now he actually had solid confirmation on what Keaton had been doing.😌😔 Keaton hid it well but… he still showed all the signs without meaning to. Shawn just knew how to look😔
Poor Keaton.. and Shawn, too. I had a feeling that they were more alike than Keaton thought.
Hopefully this will be a step in the right direction for Keaton. Now Shawn knows, so he can help him. Hopefully Zane founds out soon, though. There's only so much that Shawn can do, Keaton needs some professional help. But hey, baby steps!
@@Scarlet_Wolfy yeah I‘m glad Shawn was the one to find out first.🥺 It was just safer for him to address Keaton about it (not to say confront😅), considering he’s been in Keaton’s shoes before. Not saying that Zane would’ve reacted negatively necessarily but… yeah not a whole lot of faith in that right now😬😅
Telling someone about his habits is already a HUGE step for Keaton.🫡🥹 You can just tell how much effort that took out of him.🥺😔 At least he won’t have to hide himself around Shawn anymore. And yeah agreed Keaton really should get professional help.🙏🏻 Because at this point he just feels lost and terrified.😔 Shawn knowing about this is definitely a huge step in the right direction though because he’ll be able to share that pain a bit and make it somewhat easier to handle.🥹😌 The only hurdle here is Zane. Telling him about this won’t be as easy and it’s likely that Keaton will need Shawn around to give him strength.🥺😔 Hope that goes well if Zane does find out because god knows Keaton doesn’t need the extra stress😑😓
@kataleah1798
Exactly! Couldn't agree more!
I see this happening all over again Shawn needs to tell his dad!!!!
11:36-11:55 That hug at the end and in the thumbnail though…🥹🥺😭❤️🩹
Keaton’s no longer alone in his struggles. Finally he has a rock he can lean on. Shawn will do everything in his power to help him through this.🥹
My heart ached for Keaton when he broke down though.😔🥺 Especially when his sobs grew louder and more intense and he clung tighter to Shawn. His pain had built up for so long that releasing it was probably agony to him right then.😔 His and Shawn’s bond probably deepened immeasurably after this.😍🥹
Poor Shawn though having to walk in on Zane & Keaton fighting again.😅 Wonder how often that happened since he entered their lives😬🤦🏻♀️
You should do a part to where he tells his father about his problems
5:03-5:10 That look...🥺 I feel like Shawn was probably thinking it was time for him to address Keaton about his bad habits.😔 He knows he can’t push too hard, lest he‘d scare Keaton off but he wants to try to get him to open up as much as he can. He knows that with gentle prompting he might get Keaton to talk to him. He wants to give Keaton the safety of being able to confide in him without fearing any judgement🥹
8:11 Shawn: I hear you🥺
God Shawn saying that has so much more meaning here because it’s so true. But he doesn’t just hear Keaton, he sees him too.🥺🥹 Because he’s been there. He knows the pain, he knows the heartache. The need to release all that pain, to have a voice, even if that meant using unhealthy ways to do so.😭😔 Keaton’s been screaming internally and hurting inside for a while now. And every time he did Shawn hears it. Loud and clear. Not only does he hear it though he acknowledges and recognizes it. The pain, sadness, despair that’s hidden behind that wall of anger, begging to be heard, for someone to answer it.🥺😭 And finally someone did. A kindred spirit who knew how to look.🥹❤️🩹
3:58 Dude!😠😑 If you looked hard enough you’d know that that could be one of the few typical signs of depression Keaton is showing right there! Heck even Shawn noticed and he hasn’t been around Keaton for as long as you!🤦🏻♀️🙄
(I’m speaking from experience here, people with depression could be laying in bed for DAYS on end and it’s hard for them to even get out of bed for the most simplest task😔😓)
@@kataleah1798 Zane knows something is going on. He knows his son. But every time he asks him about it he's met with "sas" and an "attitude" and because of Zane's past he really doesn't tolerate disrespect. Every time someone does it angers him to his core.
I mean yeah I figured Zane would notice that something was up. He did raise Keaton on his own for how many years after they were set free? The two of them were on their own until Shawn came into the picture.🤷🏻♀️😅
But yeah I’d totally understand why Zane won’t tolerate disrespect.😓 He did essentially become more outspoken after he was kicked out the first time and his parents were likely anything but respectful towards him afterwards.😑 I mean sure he was probably an active rebel from the start but he didn’t really act on it until after he was kicked out.😬
But yeah I’d get why people being disrespectful towards him would anger him. Keaton being defensive every time his behavior is brought up probably doesn’t help matters either.😓😑 The only issue I see here is that Zane doesn’t really see past Keaton’s wall of anger the way Shawn does. Not saying he isn’t trying, I’m sure he is, but it just seems like he surrenders too quickly.🤦🏻♀️ He only seems to see the anger not the pain hidden behind it. Shawn on the other hand does, judging by how concerned he looks every time Keaton gets mad or the two of them get into it😔🥺
Very sad..
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There needs to be a part 2
Keaton really be pulling a Spice with how terrible his mindset has gotten though😔😬
@@kataleah1798 he's just angry right now because Genni asked for a small break 😭
Yikes.😬 Well there goes his emotional support😔 (well one of them anyway😅😉😏🥺)
But I was kinda referring to the fact that Keaton was in the same state Spice was when he said he needed help.😏😅 Sure he didn’t outright say it yet but it was hinted at in the description when it said Keaton was afraid of his own thoughts now. He wants to stop just as much as Spice wanted help. The only obstacle he needs to break through to get help right now is Zane. Big oof😓😬
As someone who used to self harm and struggled to get out of bed and do anything at all…this hit hard…
@@Himiko_Toga_17 I'm sorry you went through that 💔💔
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Maybe part 2 ? 😢
But his dad doesn't listen him
SOBBED.
He isnot happy