【Kasane Teto SV】 Vermilion / CircusP [ ⚠ CW ]
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 16 พ.ค. 2024
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The mourning of one still alive
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⚠ CONTENT WARNING: I promise.
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Song by Circus
/ vocacircus
Mastering by Jamie Paige
/ pamiejaige
Video by rice
/ ricedeity
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Instrumental + VSQ: www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/zt7m8j...
NicoNico upload: www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm4379...
BiliBili upload: www.bilibili.com/video/BV1V74...
vocacircus.com/
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CW: Visual depictions of robot gore - เพลง
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If only I could pre-order a Teto English album with this song on it... Huh?! I can*?! Until May 27th...? Why didn't you say so sooner?!
daemondoll.bigcartel.com/product/daemon-doll-album
*for us and JP customers only, other customers will be able to buy leftover sales after the shipping period ends
That heartbreaking moment when you're neither from the US or Japan... 💔 Still a great album though!
Will leftovers be sold separately?
Us and Japan residents please don’t buy cds so we eu people can have more~
@@emy_definitely_exists i know this is a joke, but here's a quote from their site: "We'll be using the pre-order numbers to gauge demand for the leftover stock, so hopefully everyone who wants one will be able to get a copy!"
That moment when you realize the subtitles are actual subtitles on youtube and not a part of the video
Now that you mention it... What is going on with those subtitle/closed caption options?
@@sajibprobably230whoever formatted them didn't do it right
Subtitles can go pretty hard on the TH-cam platform but no one uses it for some reason I've seen a few Nanahira songs on the synthesize have equally cool subtitles but not many people use TH-cam's subtitles to the full capabilities
@@Luxx_on_paws i'd say it adds to the song almost. i don't exactly know how to explain it.
@@Luxx_on_paws Nah theyre like that on purpose bc its supposed to look like blood filling up the canvas (screen)
I can’t get over the choice to illustrate Teto with her hair down for once 👌👌❤️❤️ Amazing work here^^
Just got to 2:08 THATS CRAZY HOLY SHIT 🙌🙌😵💫
I have a feeling - with the quote from Better Off Worse in the description - that this song is also a meta-commentary on the experience of creating songs and "opening yourself up to the audience for enjoyment". The pattern of using injuries as paint - the line about "teenage aches of stunted growth"...
I feel as if it is very obviously a song about the artist attempting to push themselves to make darker music, in order to keep relevance- even if they are no longer in that mindset and returning to it is like re-opening a scabbed scar. Vermilion itself is made from a mineral that contains a large amount of mercury - making it, by definition, poisonous.
With that in mind, I hope everyone can enjoy Vocacircus' other works too.
I'M AM POSITIVELY SURE ABOUT THE REFERENCE THAT VERMILLION IS MADE WITH CINNABAR AND CINNABAR IS TOXIC BECAUSE IT HAS MERCURY
THIS HAS AWOKEN MY ROCK LOVER SIDE
have you by any chance watched houseki no kuni
@@gjkdshgkjshjkgdfg I don't see whatcha talking about... 👀 (yes absolutely yes)
ITS A CERTIFIED BANGER
incredibly honored to have mastered this!!! ❤️💚 everyone go pre-order daemon/doll now gogogogogogogogogo
Gulp gulp gulp
I'll drop this here in the comments since the lyrics overlapped. :)
Can you see the blood rushing from my veins?
Can you hear the voice that overwhelms my brain?
I don't know what else to do
When I'm stuck in a death loop
I'll throw it all away, rewrite my name
To start a new save
Now let the darkness turn to light
Coat the canvas in pure white
A blank slate for me to make something
Resoundingly great
Can you see the blood rushing from my veins?
It spurs with every brush stroke, blending with the pain
Oh, can you hear the voice that overwhelms my brain?
It forgos any logic, playing the insane
Yet all I do is paint
Eating away, this vermilion is all I paint
Toxic pigments smother all that remains
No it's not good enough, it's not pretty
All these thoughts that I have are so ugly,
Rip it up, try again until it's clean
High above where it's kept oh so pristine
Teenage aches of stunted growth
Linger on as I grow old
What's happening to me?
Paint reserves are getting low
So,
I'll cut my heart wide open
And I'll become vermilion
Can you see the blood rushing from my veins?
It spurs with every brush stroke, blending with the pain
Oh, can you hear the voice that overwhelms my brain?
It forgos any logic, playing the insane
Yet all I do is paint
Eating away, this vermilion is all I paint
Toxic pigments smother all that remains
I think that overlapping is on purpose and thanks 4 the lyrics
@@PhlLipp2406 Oh I know since I looked at the other comments. Just wanted to be able to sing along with it. Also I realized you can move those red lyrics, but not by much.
there are normal subtitles in the menu also
@@fenopamThis is the least normal normal subtitle experience I've ever had but HUH. It. Sure does.
Just what I was looking for, ty
VocaCircus never fails to rip my limb apart one by one as I scream in excrutiating pain and agony meanwhile my consciousness slowly fades away
I can’t remember the last time there’s been a circus song without built in subtitles, let alone with TH-cam subtitles that don’t show the lyrics normally. It’s wild
Edit: it works so so much better on pc oh my gosh 😭
better off worse didn't have lyrics in the video
WHAT A BANGER!!!! And the SUBTITLES are genius, filling the whole screen with even more red!! Great job!
Also, another thing about the subtitles... Using them as yet another layer of storytelling is just marvelous.
Yes. I'm listening.
You've heard of CMYK, now get ready for...
Well, I don't have something clever to say. I just like when Circus songs or albums have names of colors
Can I guess RGBW?
@@KimberlyJordanA6 Damn it! That's way more clever 😭 You get a gold star
Vermilion city /hj
@@D3DBATZ_Artvermillion, viridian, cerulean
I just went into the options for the closed cations for this song because I've been having a hard time reading the default ones, and uhhh.... What did I walk in to???
Edit: I just spend a few minutes transcribing them, I'll post them here in the order they appear. (Side note, I'm not sure they appear in the correct order, as they're ordered alphabetically.)
"A lot of people complimented my work today. I’m happy.
A lot of people complimented my work today. I’m scared.
All I can smell is paint.
Are you listening to me? Like, really truly, listening? Hey, if you’re out there…
Are you listening?
Hey, it hurts… It hurts, it hurts, it hurts!
How closely are you listening to me? Can you hear every beat of my heart? Can you hear each cell grow and die? Ah… Sorry, is that gross?
I don’t mind losing “that”. It’ll be worth it in the end, and it won’t even hurt,
I don’t want to be seen. Please don’t look at me.
I dropped some today. It splattered all over the kitchen tile. What a mess…. I’m not looking forward to cleaning it up.
I hope I can finish my drafts soon.
I need to buy more paint brushes. I haven’t used mine in so long, the bristles are getting stiff. I wonder if I still know the way to the art store.
If I grind it up, it’ll come out. That brilliant color… I just need to destroy it first, and it’ll come out…
Is this what they call “the point of no return”? I don’t think I could stop even if I wanted to.
It hurts.
It’s too dark in here. I can’t see what’s on the canvas. I can’t see what I’m losing.
Look at me too, please. Unless that’s too much to ask? Is it a burden? Can you watch me closely? Sorry.
My hands hurt. But I can’t stop.
No, this is all wrong. I need to keep it up, or else… or else….
Please don’t go. Please don’t go. Please don’t go. Please don’t go. Please don’t go. Please don’t go. Please don’t go. Ah, but no one’s listening….
The art exhibition is tomorrow. I’m worried.
The fumes are choking me. If I don’t open a window, will I die? But if I open a window….
They say drinking yellow paint will make you happy inside. But if my insides are already red, will drinking red paint make a difference?
They say that mistakes make art more beautiful. Or, they say it makes it more human. I wonder if that’s really true.
This is it. This is what I was made to doSurely, this is it.
Where am I? I can’t see, anymore… But if I stop, I’ll be…"
If anyone has any idea what order they should be in, or what this all means, I'd love to hear about it!
Had absolutely no idea these were in there too! I think this is about Teto (the one featured here) poisoning herself - likely intentionally with toxic pigment fumes and blood loss - in order to create a "noticeable" piece of artwork.
At first (though this doesn't really change): she is happy to receive attention for her work( "A lot of people complimented my work today. I’m happy.) but that happiness quickly evolves into fear of the expectations and desperation.
I believe the expectations placed upon her to create another work of art caused her to seek out a pigment "brilliant" enough to be worth looking at. She begins regularly, if apprehensive, and slowly gets worse.
Given she is implied not to be using paint-brushes ("I haven't used mine in a while, the bristles are getting stiff"), it can be inferred that she at some point starts painting with something that does not require a 'brush' to pick up - blood.
At the beginning she likely went outside for some period of time; but after weeks and even months on end trying to complete her drafts, she closes the windows ("If I don't open a window, will I die? But if I open a window...") in order to... 'keep all the fumes contained'. Unfortunately, this means that she either: A, has a large supply of vermilion (red pigment made using cinnabar, which contains notable amounts of poison), or B, is draining herself of her own blood in order to paint. And she cannot stop, for any reason. ("Is this what they call “the point of no return”? I don’t think I could stop even if I wanted to.")
The day before she is intended to show up for the art exhibit, it is likely that the poisoning or blood loss finally claims her life. There are two lines about being unable to see, and both correlate with her falling unconscious while working on her painting. In either scenario, she is falling into a blood-loss fueled coma, or falling unconscious in the middle of a room filled with poisonous fumes, with no one around...
@@alriune Interesting theory, I love it!
1. BANGER
2. Hope your happy and healthy man
idk if someone else has commented this yet but i saw some people mention accessibility with the subs- if the red CC are hard to read or overlap too much on ur screen, pick any of the other english CC in the options, those display normally! :) (also side note, both the standard CC filling up the screen like blood and hiding what reads like tetos internal monologue/diary entries/whatever u wanna call it in the CC options is genius)
perfect song to eat paint to
BABE WAKE UP CIRCUSP DROPPWD A NEW SONG
Not new tho
Until now I was under the incorrect assumption that vermilion was a shade of green. 😭
thinking of viridian maybe?
@@miiyv Honestly I think it was just because the word started with “ver”, haha! I may have unconsciously associated it with “verde” or “vert”.
This is so good 😭 It's like: Classic Circus x New Circus plus Kasane Teto?!?!
It's just so good I have no words. RAHHH
Absolutely loved this song since i first heard it in deamon/doll.
Then again, it's kind of sad cuz it seems like a continuation off better of worse (as mentioned by the description)
Rlly love both songs, but I also love so many other of your songs! There are sooo many underated songs on your channel, it's a sad irony that better off worse specifically got so popular, but then again, it's an incredible song with a unique message.
Hope you're doing well, I love those darker songs just as well as other ones, been loving them for 6 years now
I like how you combined "pristine" and "teenage"
ARE WE ALL JUST GONNA IGNORE THE QUOTE FROM BETTER OFF WORSE IN THE DESCRIPTION!? WHAT DOES IT MEAN!!
I HAVEN’T CHECKED ON CIRCUS’ CHANNEL FOR *MONTHS* AND WHEN I FINALLY DO I FIND THIS BANGER HHHH HIGH QUALITY CONTENT AS ALWAYS!!!!!
the better off worse reference in the description? circus youre crazyyy we cant take you anywhere
No, I've been obsessed with this song when it came out on Spotify and I've been waiting for the post!!!
Can you see the blood rushing from my veins?
Can you hear the voice that overwhelms my brain?
I don't know what else to do
When I'm stuck in a death loop
I'll throw it all away, rewrite my name
To start a new save
Now let the darkness turn to light
Coat the canvas in pure white
A blank slate for me to make something
Resoundingly great
Can you see the blood rushing from my veins?
It spurs with every brush stroke, blending with the pain
Oh, can you hear the voice that overwhelms my brain?
It forgos any logic, playing the insane
Yet all I do is paint
Eating away, this vermilion is all I paint
Toxic pigments smother all that remains
No it's not good enough, it's not pretty
All these thoughts that I have are so ugly
Rip it up, try again until it's clean
High above where it's kept oh so pristine
Teenage aches of stunted growth
Linger on as I grow old
What's happening to me?
Paint reserves are getting low
So,
I'll cut my heart wide open
And I'll become vermilion
Can you see the blood rushing from my veins?
It spurs with every brush stroke, blending with the pain
Oh, can you hear the voice that overwhelms my brain?
It forgos any logic, playing the insane
Yet all I do is paint
Eating away, this vermilion is all I paint
Toxic pigments smother all that remains
first deco*27 releases a banger song them CircusP releases a banger song what a type to be alive
This song has actually been released a month ago
@@lowestpaper4186 well okay but that's still kinda closish in time so it's still cool
those subtitles are haunting. amazing work!
this is just fueling my urge to make a painting with my own blood ._.
I love it
new circus-P's song, new song to add to my "fav songs" playlist
Nice to see it finally hit YT, Also good work on the song aswell Circus.
every time i listen to a new song you release i get a mix of emotions, a twisted happiness because i like your music, self hatred for even feeling that way because i always listen to and read the lyrics and get a glimpse at the meaning of the song, and disgust at the comments that just thank you for releasing a song or saying the song slaps or praise the art, all these people who never bother to care about the human behind the song
You must be fun at parties
Not the 27 versions of English subs. Think they messed up guys
In case others haven't notice, go to the subtitle tab, and there's some hidden dialogue
yeah i saw that
THE SUBTITLES FILLING THE SCREEN WITH RED IS SO GENIUS
another Circus bangerrrrr those vocal chops before the last chorus are SO cool 🔥
I've been listening to this song on repeat for a while, love that there's a video for it now!🥰 Love it so much! It seriously has become one of my favourite songs💖
circus, you never fail to amaze me with your storytelling! the subtitles are incredible by themselves but to have a short story within the subtitles options, to go along with the song...?! you have not only grown so much as a songwriter and a musician, but as a storyteller, too. and the entire team as well! all of you have such talent. i will always be in awe of the works of art this channel produces.
This track from you feels kinda fresh in a way and I'm really digging it 🤯
AND ALSO, Teto with her hair down looks sooo cool
How to make a good day even better : Wake up with a(n almost) new Circus song. As always thanks a lot for making this, another really good song to play en repeat for days 😁
AND ATE DOWN SEVERELY?
I have no words to describe this masterpiece, it's so good!!
Although, to me it sounds like a mix of 715 and Circrush days, still believe circus now has adopted a new style of songs, need more of these...
AHHHH CIRCUS UPLOADED
If you go into the subtitle menu it’s really cool (and also you can get a version of them that doesn’t cover the screen if you want it)
Kasane Teto is my favorite depression pop star I love this I'm thriving
This is amazing!I also love the art in the MV!
I also noticed the other English caption options! It's really interesting
This song has such a unique vibe, it's unlike anything I've heard before! 😊👍
This video is absolutely stunning, I feel like this is my first time *really* hearing the song, and the subtitles are cool as hell.
Props to Rice for the art because holy FUCK
Guys go look at the different English captions!!! The details hidden in the functions of youtube are really cool
I dont know why I thought this was a cover of a song you already released but I'm glad I listened to it, it's hauntingly beautiful. The story in the captions was a little hard for me to read (on mobile lol) but I managed to figure it out. This is gorgeous!!
You inspire me, you are the reason I make music ❤
Thank you for your hard work!!! 💙 Remember you are loved 💙
BANGER
YES I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR AN MV
Luv it! ❤
Did you pitch Teto down or use Asterian?
incredible
Obsessed with the subtle heartbeat you can hear at points in the song
すき！！💗
HELL YEAH DAEMON DOLL
I LOVE YOUR SONGS
ANOTHER BANGER OMG
THIS IS SO COOL
THIS IS SO GOOD OH MY GOD??? YET ANOTHER BANGER 💕💕💕
this actually looks really awesome
VocaCircus back with another banger! Seriously, this will be stuck in my head for ages
You are talented and your music is so great! Thank you! ❤
Dude this is one of the best songs ive seen all week this is awesome 🗣🔥
YAY im so glad this got a mv!!!
Im immediately adding this to my playlist🔥
CircusPたっぷりでかっこいい！！
Another amazing song
you gave me 2016 vibe, thank you
I need more of your songs using Teto ❤❤❤❤
WE'VE BEEN BLESSED WITH A BANGER🔥🔥🔥
Omg I love the visuals ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️teto sound so clear and beautiful
I swear Circus is one of the only English Producer I can listen to and still understand most of the lyrics without subtitles.
Amazing work Circus! The song’s really well done and the PV is really creative :)
Soo gooooood. Watched your channel the other day becuase i wanted to hear copycat after so much time, and you jsut uploaded a new song!! I love the lyrics and the detail of the red subtitles staining all the screen !!
Love your songs
from japan❤
Oh nice, you used Teto!!
NEW BANGER WOO 🖤🖤
Absolute banger
BANGER!!!
Surprised I didn't see any comments about the theme of self-harm in this song (there probably are some I just didn't find them), especially since 'Better off Worse' had mentions of death/suicide, mentions of "recovery" (anyone who suffers from an ED or cuts knows what is meant by "recovery"), disordered eating and relapse in it. Pretty sure painting here = cutting. Brush strokes = blade swipes. That's why she only paints with vermillion, it's her blood not paint. 😭She's part of the canvas. I feel like it's easier to see it if you've self-harmed in the past.
To me this song is about trying to cope with the trauma of your past, but not having very healthy coping mechanisms and taking things too far (and dying for it).
Circus I hope you're doing okay. Don't be afraid to reach out.
Banger 🔥🔥🔥
Love it ❤
THIS IS SO FIRE AAAAAAA
I first heard this on your album in a video finally it’s posted love it ❤️
OMG I LOVE THIS SONG!! LOVE YOU CIRCUS :D WELL DONE
I love the idea with the youtube subtitles sadly on mobile they have a black background which destroys the atmosphere but on my PlayStation its perfect
dunno if anyone knew this or im just dumb but you can click and move the subtitles to read em better
Ohhhh this is glorious!
I loved the subtitles; it was fun trying to read what each line was!
this teto sounds so good
I want to ramble about the topic of my theory of this song
From what I think from the lyrics and other comments this song seems to be about being unhappy with one's work and holding yourself back from growth to make others(viewers/source of income) happy. If you don't make the source of income happy and want to stay they leave and now your income is affected. Depressing songs are what people like, but once the artist becomes better and wants to write differently the income leaves. Which leaves the artist with a new reason to be depressed。
Now I'm gonna ramble. It makes me sad that this happens. People will love and praise someone but quickly turn their back for one "wrong thing." Nobody accepts change as a result of growth as a person. Nobody values art. Nobody values the hardwork put into art. Almost everybody is going to listen to this, then find the next thing. The next thing to entertain them and the next new biggest thing. Not many are going to think about the effort circus put into the music, lyrics, mixing. Not many are going to value the effort rice put into the art, video, and 127 hand drawn brushstrokes. People will be quickly to complain about the price of a handmade piece but not recognize the work put into it or that the price is that artist's paycheck.
As an artist myself my work has been greatly changing almost every month as a learn what I like to do and my skill increases, but I worry people will like my older works but not my newer stuff. Personally I'm very empathetic and care a lot about the artists I follow. I constantly worry about how their doing and truly wish the best for them. Not every one of circuses songs are for me and that's ok, I can enjoy the ones I do enjoy and maybe enjoy the next new one.
I have to cut this short because I have to go to work but I genuinely wish for people to value art more and I truly wish the best for all artists, I think about yall all the time and I want the best for you
Voca circus-p you uploaded a teto video let's go i love ur music back in 2017 my first song of you it was infinity
wowoahhhh this is sickkkkk
Omg as usual I’m in love!
OH THIS IS SO COOL..
This song makes me so happy for some reason
Nice❤❤