@@supraphysiologicaldad people can change but if this was somebody else not somebody people worship it would be a lot different and that's a fact I hope callum well but let's say somebody like Phil heath or nick walker done all of that it would be a lot different there are people who have done small things in the fitness industry and have been canceled and when they try to return they get harassed reality is its just kids are attached to there idols or heroes not because people want to see others become better people or improve
@@schwaansch3238 Forget about whether it's Phil Heath, if it was any non famous person, it would be cancel city. We are a joke as a culture. We lift up trash. This guy is trash. Just because he says some words with emotional music playing doesn't mean anything. We are measured by our actions, not our words. This creeps resume speaks for itself. Everyone goes through stuff. Just because you are known doesn't give you forgiveness after forgiveness. Go away. He's only doing this to keep a career, just like Liver King. There is zero genuineness.
It's been a few years since I stopped following CVM on TH-cam, but I used to watch his videos every day when I was at the gym for motivation. My heart just sank when I found out his misfortunes the past few years. Holy cow man! Don't ever give up and be an example to others going through the same thing. RIP little brother.
As a father myself, your purpose in life now is to lead as an example. Be the best father possible and show that little boy what to do. Your children are your focus and place for saturation. Good luck in this new journey. Glad to hear you speak of your son and the new path to him.
Great comment about purpose. I currently lack purpose, only goal was doing well in college, Masters degree and MBA. Did that and only goal now is building $20 million plus up. No kids so I guess need keep that as goal with no kids.
@MB Yes, its a means to an end for financial independence and then plan on investing in more meaningful businesses as venture capitalist, do more charity and volunteering to make impact.
was going to rip this video but my heart breaks for this dude. i’m about to lose my mom to stage four cancer and this hit me so hard in the feels. i lost my left leg two years ago and was an opiate addict for years. i’ve since rebounded and am better than ever physically and mentally. sending so much love to this dude. if i can do it, calum can do it.
Calum, the tragic loss of your brother will be a life long journey. I speak from experience. Talk about him as often & as much as you like. He will forever be missed and it may feel like you lost a limb. It's okay, the process is forever. Sending you lots of love and prayers from Florida, USA.
This is all that could be said, All the best and we support every step on this tough journey, dealing with it all myself now to...Chin up,stay true to Yourself and prove it only to yourself.♥
Callum. You need to be in your child’a life. Seeing him happy and having fun will fill you with happiness you couldn’t think you could ever feel again !! Trust me
Bro you’ve changed a lot since the last time I saw you in a video. You may have lost your strength, but you seem stronger. More mature, more rounded more of a father figure to many youngsters out there. Props to you for making it through all the things you have🙏🏽.
I am so Proud of you Calum. I believed in you as a person throughout all these times the past few years. I always felt you're gonna find an inner strength to find a way to defeat your demons and have a great life, motivate others with your story and be a great father to your son. All my continued prayers.
I’m almost 2 yrs clean . I almost lost my little boy . Your story will inspire so many Calum. Don’t quit brother ! Go get that little boy of yours !!! ❤️❤️🩹
Everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about, be kind! Not everyone can talk about it, but you do, so respect to that. Takes heart and guts to come forward. Stay healthy, friend! I did Ayahuasca and a couple of weeks ago Bufo ceremony. The bufo experience was mindblowing! I could recommend this to everyone... Especially if you are not feeling good and need help.
The amount of strength it takes to be this vulnerable is something else. Calum man, best of luck and all the blessings to you in this new journey of life.
Glad to see your back brother, I’ve looked up to you since I was a little kid and there was nothing sadder then seeing you deal with life’s hardships 😞 . We are happy to have you back and will stay supporting you throughout your journey ! You’re 1 of the OG fitness influencers that changed many life’s and had many lads looking up to you!
Not just one of the most rewarding things - it is literately the most rewarding thing. There is absolutely nothing that can even touch it. I was one of those people who wasn't even sure I wanted to have kids in my 20s, then when it happened and my firstborn came into the world I had a complete change. It was as if everything else in my life before that was just nonsense that didn't matter. If you've never had that feeling where you know your calling and you KNOW you'd take a bullet for somebody without even a second of hesitation - that's what having children feels like.
@@robertk49 People say "I don't want kids" far too easily. It's a major decision that shouldn't be taken lightly. It will alter the course of your entire life and often the realization that you've made a mistake comes later on in life as you get to your 30s and 40s. If that's the choice that you want to make I think you need to discuss it either with your partner or somebody else who knows you very well in serious conversation so that you explore the reasons and ramifications. I'd say that it's on the same level as deciding to euthanize yourself for some reason.
Hi Calum. I’m sure I can speak for all of the other viewers when I say that we all really appreciate the update, and that we are all rooting for you! You’ve been through so much, so the fact that you are still here at all is incredible. Physiques come and go - in reality, it is who we are inside that matters the most. I hope that as you continue to reflect on the events of the last few years, you’ll start to feel more confident again by acknowledging the strength you’ve demonstrated: you are as much of an inspiration now as you ever were in the past. Keep going, you’ve got this! ❤
Been exactly where you are sir…I’m 43 and just keep repeating your message to yourself daily…you are impacting many people positively by sharing your comeback. Cheers mate
You’ve no idea how much me, and others, needed to hear this. Thank you C. And congratulations on choosing your son for the next chapter. I appreciate you dude.
The fact that you’ve realized that being a dad is the biggest blessing that you’ve been given throughout all of your life speaks immensely on the great man you’re becoming, Cal. From bodybuilding to fatherhood, thank you for bringing us along the ride brother. The best days of your life are still ahead! I’m excited to hear from you again! 🙏🏻
I can relate to your struggles Calum. Over the course of 10 years I lost my Mother to cancer, my Father to liver failure, and both my only surviving Grandmother and Uncle. The only close family I have left is my Sister and 7 year-old Niece. For years I was self-destructive and suicidal. Only when I started taking care of myself physically as well as mentally was I able to fully recover. I gained 20 pounds over the course of a year in the gym and I’m happier than I’ve ever been. You can and will bounce back Calum, you just need to be patient with yourself. Love you man 👍🏻💪🏻
Having lost my brother last year, I can all but sympathise, you got this and we're all proud of you. Keep growing, keep moving forward, we all need you here bro 🤙 There's no right or wrong way to grieve, it'll take time but you will get there.
I'll never stop rooting for people who never stay down. Life has struggles, but we all must get up, keep our chest/head high.. and keep going. Great job man, for simply choosing to get up. Hopefully you inspire your followers, especially the young ones, to do the same
Calum, I am so encouraged, and inspired by these truly deep and valuable life lessons. I have also recently become a father, and although it is not easy, it is full of utter JOY! To find purpose in lifting others up feels so right and I believe we were designed for it. Surely we were made to live for not just ourselves, surely others' victories can be ours too, and surely we can bare others' burdens and sorrows with them. Find your happiness in something that can not be taken away, find it in the one who created you and who died for you. Remember there is power in his name, and his name is JESUS!
Disregarding the opinions of others may come with relative ease, but the true battle lies in the acceptance of our own selves. But once you do, it is as though your eyes open afresh, the world regains its vibrancy, and your purpose crystallizes with newfound clarity.
We love you Calum and we're proud of you and how far you have come. You might not think that you have made progress (with the pain and, as you say, downsizing) but we see you much you have progressed as a person.
It’s sad seeing everything you been thru, I remember watching you back in 2016-17 when I was in high school and you got me into the gym and changed my life. Calum you have so many fans and we all love you and are all rooting for you on this amazing comeback. Remember there’s a reason why the rear view is way smaller then the windshield.❤
Glad to see you back man. I've always been a big fan. I attribute achieving a lot of my fitness goals from watching all your old workout videos. Thanks for the inspiration over the years. I'm excited to see what else you got for us.
Been watching you for the past 8 years and when I say you’re an inspiration,it’s an understatement. Most people who find fitness as their outlet make it into their lifestyle. Not knowing that if that is ever taken from them the impact it will make on their well being. I’m 28 and since I was 20 I’ve had chronic pain. I’ve had a hernia surgery, A/C joint surgery and issues with most of my joints. Watching you on a public forum going through all these same injuries plus some has been a motivation to never stop trying, never give up, it’s only over when you quit. Your purpose whether you see it or not was to show thousands of other people who have experienced these same traumas what resilience really is. You’re the most open, vulnerable body builder/ influencer there is. You’re entire life is out on display for others to see and that says everything about your character. Nobody gave you a play book to life when you got the opportunity to come to the states and live a life 99.9% people don’t. Life is a constant lesson, as much as you’re growing and learning you have literally given thousands of people hope and belief because of your trials and tribulations. You are and will always be an inspiration. Love you brother, keep on keeping on
The amount you have gone through is insane and heart breaking. You are very inspiring. I looked up to you back then, and i look up to you now. Legend #koalafreak
Growing as a person. I also have a 2 year old girl and fighting with my ex over custody. It is truly great being able to be a father figure, passing on your values. I am happy alone and you bring me kind of to tears as I think everyone has struggles but it makes you so empathic I can relate to. True goat.
Massive respect Callum, I’ve loved watching your channel. You are a quality guy, massive character. Thank you for posting this, takes guts. Glad your on the mend. Keep the faith mate
Lifting weights at the gym is easy.. but lifting the weight of all the misfortunes life has thrown at you the past couple of years and making it through shows true strength. Stay strong, you got this 💪
Ever since we have seen you come into the fitness world you have always been at such a high level that quite frankly the vast majority of us could never relate to. This side of you now with the scars, depression, and other personal issues are far more relatable to the every day person that has looked up to you for nearly the last decade. I truly believe your outreach now will be so much more impactful. Keep pushing. You are more than good enough! 💪🏼
Inspirational mate. You’ve truly been through so many obstacles and lows, and this is exactly the attitude in how to pick yourself back up. That is all we can do. Stay strong 💪
Sorry to hear about your brother, that's never easy. I miss your motivation. You helped me when I was starting to work out, I copied any of the workouts you showed and saw great gains because of it. I'm older now and everything hurts, way less energy and drive. Maybe show work outs that you can do and that helps you get stronger and work through your weaknesses. Stay strong brother, hope to see more from you soon.
Man you've gone through a lot last several years but props to you for standing tall and facing it as best you can. Your 3 year old son needs you and it'll give you so much love and satisfaction. I have a 9 month old daughter and nothing has given me a greater joy in life than being her Dad. I hope you find the same feeling I'm sure you will. Best wishes to you big guy.
Welcome back mate, you're an inspiration for many including me. I watched all your videos during covid, got myself started in the gym and have never looked back. Keep the Faith! Your fans are with you
I've been bodybuilding since I was in junior high. I've also been down the road of injury and depression but, I continue everyday to fight as hard as I can for myself, because at the end of the day, it's you vs you. You're on the right track man as am I. Just wake up, and get up!...I promise you ,You're not alone.
You’ve helped and motivated thousands of people around the world brother, me included. I feel your pain brother and thank you for helping me to start my fitness journey many years ago ❤
You’re gonna find your spot in the world again bro. You’re too focused and too determined not to. You’ve overcome so much shit man and you’ve come too far to stop fighting now. Fuck what anybody else thinks bro ‘cause you still have plenty of people out here pulling for you. Keep grinding and keep putting in that work. You’ll get there!✊🏼
Damn this made me tear up. Showing vulnerability and excepting who you are and getting through adversity is truly inspiring! Keep going mate, I wish you the best!
Always great to see you bruv. You look good. Life will break you to your core. But only the strong will rise back up. And you are one of them. Stay strong and healthy. You've always been a inspiration💪💪💪
Calum was a huge influence on my Brother and I to get into the gym. seeing him suffer all these years was heartbreaking. we always talked about him making another come back, and here he is! ❤
Since when I saw Mad desire, I became a big fan of you. Calum, I believe you can get back a happy life and turn the tables!!! I want to see you on a stage again... not for Ego, but for the Victory for you as a Human being. Much love brother!! Thank you. From Brazil !! 🇧🇷
Mate, you've always had much more to offer than just your physique, amazing as it is. You've always inspired me through everything you do. Depression is the toughest thing to battle as many people think it's not real because you can't see anything physically wrong. You even doubt it yourself. But once again you inspire me with putting yourself out there for us to draw energy from. Whatever people want to say, you truly are a legend.
Bem vindo de volta Calum, foi um longo tempo sem saber de notícias de você, você me ensinou muito sobre musculação nos meus primeiros anos de academia. Conheci muitos brasileiros que também aprenderam com você e te admiram. Se um dia pretender voltar para o Brasil, saiba que será muito bem recebido 🇧🇷
Calum the same physical strength that you’ve been blessed with is still in you. The only thing you lost besides your brother are the fake friends and people that never really cared about you. Everyone that stayed is there for you 100%. A true man has accountability and realizes his mistakes and moves forward the wiser. You have been baptized through fire!!! I’m sure anything you do from now on will be stable and successful. We’ve all been through some rough times in our lives. Peace be with my friend.
Thank you for your honesty, bravery and vulnerability in your latest videos. By sharing your struggles with depression and anxiety you have helped to take away the stigma of mental health issues. I too have suffered from major depression and anxiety. I was in a place of SUCH deep darkness that I thought would never end. I luckily made it through 🙏and became a certified RTT Therapist so that I can help others who are suffering from depression, anxiety and addiction. Please don’t feel shame about something that you couldn’t help, you weren’t in your right mind at the time of your accident. You are showing your fans that even someone like you has tough times and struggles. Thank you precious soul. 💛🙏 Victoria
Calum! You are a blessing and an inspiration to so many around the world. I have been watching your journey from states, from the beginning of TH-cam, to all of your competitions, from all of your rehab with Rex and the news about your son! Keep your head up man, life will chew you up and spit you out! But like you said it’s not the size of the dog, it’s the size of the fight in the dog. Keep pushing, this is all part of your story and the plan god has for you
As an addict and someone who uses the gym to escape the constant desire of using, I felt this. Callum your on a life long journey to recover. I wish you the best and support your journey for a healthier you (especially mentally). I could never imagine blowing up famous like you did. Keeping it together with all eyes on you is hard. Temptation gets the best of us all at times in our life. Keep fighting and recover stronger than before!
Stay strong Calum. This video really made me emotional because I can empathize with you and your situation. Im so happy that you took this opportunity to open up and share more of your story. We will always be your fans we love you bro. Stay strong and keep pushing, your journey still has a long road to run. The best is yet to come. All the best🙏
You’ve been an inspiration for me since I was 13 years old, I’m 21 now. It’s been heartbreaking watching what has happened to you over the years but it’s also been extremely inspiring watching you build yourself back up over and over again. You made mistakes and that’s okay you’re human , we all make mistakes and go into dark places. But youre a great guy with a strong heart and I know you’ll find a way to be happy and healthy again and be able to inspire more people. I’m rooting for you and wish nothing but the best for you. I can’t wait to see the next chapter in your life. Keep your head high and push forward knowing that you have people that support you and believe in you. Remember, god challenges his strongest soldiers to make them even stronger, knowing they can handle it.
I know loss is one of the hardest things to deal with, and when bodybuilding means everything and injuries come along, it's almost as hard. You just have to be the best version of yourself, that's the most important thing in the world. And you are an inspiration to so many people in the industry, and got almost 1 million on youtube. Just flick the switch and you got 1 million people around you to support!
Sending love , my man. I respect anyone who can own their shortcomings and then move forward. As a father myself, please embrace that role. It changes your whole outlook on life and solidies the definition of love and selflessness.
Hang in there bro. I can’t imagine losing a sibling. But you’ve always been an inspiration for me. I’m 50 but working out trying to stay positive and get in the CVM physique. Thank you for all you do and you’re inspiring more than you know. You got a friend in Texas
Calum, I lost my older and only brother late 2019. It was sudden and unexpected as well, it does not get easier but you do just learn to accept things and remember all the good times and love that was and is still there. I know he is with you and watching over you, supporting you, Im glad to see you back.
Great video my guy I'm so sorry about your brother that is the hardest loss ❤ lots of people need to hear this from someone like you, it helps people to know that everyone is going through something and wants to know their place in this crazy world. We all have a place and a purpose just keep pushing ❤
In 2018 I woke up sick one night after starting to cut down weight. At that point in time I had been working out for 15 years and everything went down hill. Turns out it was my gallbladder and it had perforated and became gangrenous which almost killed me. Since then, I’ve had 7 surgeries and wound up with a gastric bypass last January so I can’t eat and workout as much as I used to. I too live with abdominal pain from all the surgery. Like you, I feel lost and it’s hard to navigate but I learned that if I can’t do what I used to do, what I want to do, I do what I can and that’s gotten me through my toughest days. Just keep your head up and do what you can and don’t be hard on yourself for not being who you were. Can’t wait to see what you do from here on out!
The Beast is back! Bro you motivated millions and now you gonna motivate even more people with your comeback! This is the prove that anything is possible if you push yourself! Let go brother happy you are back! 💪🏼
You are my inspiration during 2015-2019 you motivated me to keep going. I’m glad you’re back and glad your on your journey. You’re the man Calum, glad your back.
Bro you are the motivation and the reason i got into this body building sports. following your routine and diets made me a very different person and it made me a very posotive person, the way i see the world is diferent now. Its all positivity, you are the reason i got out of the depression. i believe you will recover and bounce back with a bang. wishes and prayers for you. Good Luck man with the best possiblities.
As a father of a 2yr. It is crucial for you to be there for your son. Once you hold him again you will feel a love like no other in the world! He is a part of you and if anything he is the #1 reason to go back. He will give you a complete whole new meaning to live and work harder. ❤️💪
He has shifted his focus and trusted in his strength to get to where he is now. We all want to see you succeed and be better, healthier, and find stability. We all love you and we’re all rooting for you!
Hope you will read this. I’ve been following you since the start of your journey of being social media influencer and I remember that back then you were strong in your faith in Jesus Christ. I am sure God has allowed you to go through all of these, so you can get back to Him and to find your real purpose in Jesus. He is the way, the truth and the life. Bless you man! 🙏❤️
CVM: I'm so sorry for your loss. You have been in a bad streak for a long time. Its horrible and sould breaking. But it has humbled you, its plain to see. You are a survivor now and a brave one at it. Thank you for sharing. You can reach soooo many people and help them through similar things like their depression, loss, substance use. You are now a better champion than ever and I believe your heart, now forged in the fire of suffering, can lead you to be an even better champion in anything you do, whether its to come back into fitness, or to explore another road. May God bless you in your recovery, and may you find your self, peace and purpose.
As someone who also suffers from mental health issues. The gym has been a huge help to me and I think it's super bad ass of you to make a video like this. Us bodybuilding fans need to keep in mind that mental fitness matters as well. 🔥🤘
Sometimes life doesn’t make sense. Sometimes there is no good reason for the events that take place. But most times, you’ll realize it will all make sense for a much better reason, if you’re patient enough to wait. Much love from india and huge fan of you, waiting for your massive comeback💪🏻 ❤ Prayers🙏🏻
You got this Calum! You have overcome so many set backs, you are one of the strongest ppl i follow. Keep pushing and you next path will be shown when it’s time.
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It takes balls to make a video like this. Rooting for you my brother stay positive youve gotten this far you can get through this
I can't support him post machete attack
@@AbdullahSediqi23 people change, you don’t have to forget, but you should forgive.
@@supraphysiologicaldad people can change but if this was somebody else not somebody people worship it would be a lot different and that's a fact I hope callum well but let's say somebody like Phil heath or nick walker done all of that it would be a lot different
there are people who have done small things in the fitness industry and have been canceled and when they try to return they get harassed reality is its just kids are attached to there idols or heroes not because people want to see others become better people or improve
@@schwaansch3238 Forget about whether it's Phil Heath, if it was any non famous person, it would be cancel city. We are a joke as a culture. We lift up trash. This guy is trash. Just because he says some words with emotional music playing doesn't mean anything. We are measured by our actions, not our words. This creeps resume speaks for itself. Everyone goes through stuff. Just because you are known doesn't give you forgiveness after forgiveness. Go away. He's only doing this to keep a career, just like Liver King. There is zero genuineness.
@@AbdullahSediqi23 Move on. Your comment has zero value and purpose since it is on his channel. Move on and stop commenting.
It's been a few years since I stopped following CVM on TH-cam, but I used to watch his videos every day when I was at the gym for motivation. My heart just sank when I found out his misfortunes the past few years. Holy cow man! Don't ever give up and be an example to others going through the same thing. RIP little brother.
Same here
Yep the uploads at Golds Gym when he was in his best shape were the best.
Same here
I would literally watch his video as I followed along. Chapstick nation. Even his above the head dab I copied when taking pictures lmao
I remember the older guy that would always compliment CVM at Golds!
As a father myself, your purpose in life now is to lead as an example. Be the best father possible and show that little boy what to do. Your children are your focus and place for saturation. Good luck in this new journey. Glad to hear you speak of your son and the new path to him.
So true my friend
+1 to this comment 👍🏼
Your child is your new path bro hold his hand and lead the way 🤟🏼
Be lucky
Great comment about purpose. I currently lack purpose, only goal was doing well in college, Masters degree and MBA. Did that and only goal now is building $20 million plus up. No kids so I guess need keep that as goal with no kids.
Yep. ‘We’ and what ‘We’ want takes second place once we bring life into the world. Having children turns many boys/men to real men 😉
@MB Yes, its a means to an end for financial independence and then plan on investing in more meaningful businesses as venture capitalist, do more charity and volunteering to make impact.
was going to rip this video but my heart breaks for this dude. i’m about to lose my mom to stage four cancer and this hit me so hard in the feels. i lost my left leg two years ago and was an opiate addict for years. i’ve since rebounded and am better than ever physically and mentally. sending so much love to this dude. if i can do it, calum can do it.
Dude how u loose your leg. Av been opiate addict for many years. Still am
Calum, the tragic loss of your brother will be a life long journey. I speak from experience. Talk about him as often & as much as you like. He will forever be missed and it may feel like you lost a limb. It's okay, the process is forever. Sending you lots of love and prayers from Florida, USA.
Welcome back brother. Hope you the best in this part of the journey.
This is all that could be said, All the best and we support every step on this tough journey, dealing with it all myself now to...Chin up,stay true to Yourself and prove it only to yourself.♥
homiefellas con calum
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"I get knock down but I get up again. You're never gonna keep me down".
CVM you inspired a generation of young men to be fit and chase their dreams , no one can ever take that from you, and you’ll be famous to some of us
What an absolute W for Calum. Massive respect for you for acknowledging your son and his needs for a father figure.
dead beat dad selfish narcissist is playing the victim card. what a joke,
Callum. You need to be in your child’a life. Seeing him happy and having fun will fill you with happiness you couldn’t think you could ever feel again !! Trust me
Bro you’ve changed a lot since the last time I saw you in a video. You may have lost your strength, but you seem stronger. More mature, more rounded more of a father figure to many youngsters out there. Props to you for making it through all the things you have🙏🏽.
I am so Proud of you Calum. I believed in you as a person throughout all these times the past few years. I always felt you're gonna find an inner strength to find a way to defeat your demons and have a great life, motivate others with your story and be a great father to your son. All my continued prayers.
LOSEING FAMILY, FRIENDS IS HARDEST THINGS IN THIS LIFETIME ,HANG TOUGH
Not to mention losing his mind and muscles
I’m almost 2 yrs clean . I almost lost my little boy . Your story will inspire so many Calum. Don’t quit brother ! Go get that little boy of yours !!! ❤️❤️🩹
Everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about, be kind!
Not everyone can talk about it, but you do, so respect to that. Takes heart and guts to come forward.
Stay healthy, friend!
I did Ayahuasca and a couple of weeks ago Bufo ceremony. The bufo experience was mindblowing! I could recommend this to everyone... Especially if you are not feeling good and need help.
How much this man has grown is inconceivable. Wish you well.
Calum, I’m just happy you’re still with us. You changed my life years ago. Take as much time as you need. Just want to see you happy.
“Faith, that’s all we can have”. Yes Calum. A lot of love and faith and prayers for you brother. Happy to see you doing well.
where is that from?
The amount of strength it takes to be this vulnerable is something else. Calum man, best of luck and all the blessings to you in this new journey of life.
Turn it up! 🙄
oh heavens, get real.
Glad to see your back brother, I’ve looked up to you since I was a little kid and there was nothing sadder then seeing you deal with life’s hardships 😞 . We are happy to have you back and will stay supporting you throughout your journey ! You’re 1 of the OG fitness influencers that changed many life’s and had many lads looking up to you!
Being a good father is one of the most rewarding things you can do in life. Well wishes, brother!
Not just one of the most rewarding things - it is literately the most rewarding thing. There is absolutely nothing that can even touch it. I was one of those people who wasn't even sure I wanted to have kids in my 20s, then when it happened and my firstborn came into the world I had a complete change. It was as if everything else in my life before that was just nonsense that didn't matter. If you've never had that feeling where you know your calling and you KNOW you'd take a bullet for somebody without even a second of hesitation - that's what having children feels like.
@@johnvictorengland7703 Well said! 100%
@@johnvictorengland7703 All about perspective.
Not all people want children.
@@robertk49thanks for your input Robert. Amazing contribution to this comment section well done
@@robertk49 People say "I don't want kids" far too easily. It's a major decision that shouldn't be taken lightly. It will alter the course of your entire life and often the realization that you've made a mistake comes later on in life as you get to your 30s and 40s. If that's the choice that you want to make I think you need to discuss it either with your partner or somebody else who knows you very well in serious conversation so that you explore the reasons and ramifications. I'd say that it's on the same level as deciding to euthanize yourself for some reason.
We love you, brother. Stay strong. You are still an inspiration for many souls all around the world
Man this one gave me goosebumps much love and respect to my fellow Aussie Calum. R.I.P Eddie von-moger❤
Hi Calum. I’m sure I can speak for all of the other viewers when I say that we all really appreciate the update, and that we are all rooting for you! You’ve been through so much, so the fact that you are still here at all is incredible. Physiques come and go - in reality, it is who we are inside that matters the most. I hope that as you continue to reflect on the events of the last few years, you’ll start to feel more confident again by acknowledging the strength you’ve demonstrated: you are as much of an inspiration now as you ever were in the past. Keep going, you’ve got this! ❤
Even with injuries and mental health issues, you’ve never been that strong. You’re inspiring, keep up!
Been exactly where you are sir…I’m 43 and just keep repeating your message to yourself daily…you are impacting many people positively by sharing your comeback. Cheers mate
No he isn't.
You’ve no idea how much me, and others, needed to hear this. Thank you C. And congratulations on choosing your son for the next chapter. I appreciate you dude.
The fact that you’ve realized that being a dad is the biggest blessing that you’ve been given throughout all of your life speaks immensely on the great man you’re becoming, Cal. From bodybuilding to fatherhood, thank you for bringing us along the ride brother. The best days of your life are still ahead! I’m excited to hear from you again! 🙏🏻
I can relate to your struggles Calum. Over the course of 10 years I lost my Mother to cancer, my Father to liver failure, and both my only surviving Grandmother and Uncle. The only close family I have left is my Sister and 7 year-old Niece. For years I was self-destructive and suicidal. Only when I started taking care of myself physically as well as mentally was I able to fully recover. I gained 20 pounds over the course of a year in the gym and I’m happier than I’ve ever been. You can and will bounce back Calum, you just need to be patient with yourself. Love you man 👍🏻💪🏻
Sending love your way brotha!🙌💙💪
Respect brother. That's the hardest sh*t a man can go through.
Having lost my brother last year, I can all but sympathise, you got this and we're all proud of you.
Keep growing, keep moving forward, we all need you here bro 🤙
There's no right or wrong way to grieve, it'll take time but you will get there.
We’re on your team big brother! You got me into fitness years ago! Keep getting 1% better each and every day; we can all climb that mountain once more
I'll never stop rooting for people who never stay down. Life has struggles, but we all must get up, keep our chest/head high.. and keep going. Great job man, for simply choosing to get up. Hopefully you inspire your followers, especially the young ones, to do the same
Calum, I am so encouraged, and inspired by these truly deep and valuable life lessons. I have also recently become a father, and although it is not easy, it is full of utter JOY! To find purpose in lifting others up feels so right and I believe we were designed for it. Surely we were made to live for not just ourselves, surely others' victories can be ours too, and surely we can bare others' burdens and sorrows with them. Find your happiness in something that can not be taken away, find it in the one who created you and who died for you. Remember there is power in his name, and his name is JESUS!
Stay strong, sending love and prayers from the uk 🙏
Disregarding the opinions of others may come with relative ease, but the true battle lies in the acceptance of our own selves. But once you do, it is as though your eyes open afresh, the world regains its vibrancy, and your purpose crystallizes with newfound clarity.
Kids are one of the best ways to humble yourself. You have a greater purpose in life than just yourself.
We love you Calum and we're proud of you and how far you have come. You might not think that you have made progress (with the pain and, as you say, downsizing) but we see you much you have progressed as a person.
My level of respect for you has gone up immensely! You have a purpose, and you continue to motivate and influence people, proud of you Calum! ✊
It’s sad seeing everything you been thru, I remember watching you back in 2016-17 when I was in high school and you got me into the gym and changed my life. Calum you have so many fans and we all love you and are all rooting for you on this amazing comeback. Remember there’s a reason why the rear view is way smaller then the windshield.❤
your an inspiration brother. speaking qith such honesty will help so many people. the best version of yourself is on its way! all love
Glad to see you back man. I've always been a big fan. I attribute achieving a lot of my fitness goals from watching all your old workout videos. Thanks for the inspiration over the years. I'm excited to see what else you got for us.
Been watching you for the past 8 years and when I say you’re an inspiration,it’s an understatement. Most people who find fitness as their outlet make it into their lifestyle. Not knowing that if that is ever taken from them the impact it will make on their well being. I’m 28 and since I was 20 I’ve had chronic pain. I’ve had a hernia surgery, A/C joint surgery and issues with most of my joints. Watching you on a public forum going through all these same injuries plus some has been a motivation to never stop trying, never give up, it’s only over when you quit. Your purpose whether you see it or not was to show thousands of other people who have experienced these same traumas what resilience really is. You’re the most open, vulnerable body builder/ influencer there is. You’re entire life is out on display for others to see and that says everything about your character. Nobody gave you a play book to life when you got the opportunity to come to the states and live a life 99.9% people don’t. Life is a constant lesson, as much as you’re growing and learning you have literally given thousands of people hope and belief because of your trials and tribulations. You are and will always be an inspiration. Love you brother, keep on keeping on
The amount you have gone through is insane and heart breaking. You are very inspiring. I looked up to you back then, and i look up to you now. Legend #koalafreak
You got this! We all have setbacks, it’s the comeback you are remembered for!
Growing as a person. I also have a 2 year old girl and fighting with my ex over custody. It is truly great being able to be a father figure, passing on your values. I am happy alone and you bring me kind of to tears as I think everyone has struggles but it makes you so empathic I can relate to. True goat.
Massive respect Callum, I’ve loved watching your channel. You are a quality guy, massive character. Thank you for posting this, takes guts. Glad your on the mend. Keep the faith mate
you're not just an influencer now, you will be a living testimony to not give up on life and start all over again🙏 take it easy mate 💪
Huge love and respect man. Kids are the best “why’s” for why we’re put on this earth. Wishing you the best dude.
Lifting weights at the gym is easy.. but lifting the weight of all the misfortunes life has thrown at you the past couple of years and making it through shows true strength. Stay strong, you got this 💪
Im pulling for ya buddy. Ive followed your journey since day one. You inspired me then. And you inspire now. In a different way. Keep on trucking 💪
Ever since we have seen you come into the fitness world you have always been at such a high level that quite frankly the vast majority of us could never relate to. This side of you now with the scars, depression, and other personal issues are far more relatable to the every day person that has looked up to you for nearly the last decade. I truly believe your outreach now will be so much more impactful. Keep pushing. You are more than good enough! 💪🏼
Inspirational mate. You’ve truly been through so many obstacles and lows, and this is exactly the attitude in how to pick yourself back up. That is all we can do. Stay strong 💪
Taking meth is not inspirational
Sorry to hear about your brother, that's never easy. I miss your motivation. You helped me when I was starting to work out, I copied any of the workouts you showed and saw great gains because of it. I'm older now and everything hurts, way less energy and drive. Maybe show work outs that you can do and that helps you get stronger and work through your weaknesses. Stay strong brother, hope to see more from you soon.
Man you've gone through a lot last several years but props to you for standing tall and facing it as best you can. Your 3 year old son needs you and it'll give you so much love and satisfaction. I have a 9 month old daughter and nothing has given me a greater joy in life than being her Dad. I hope you find the same feeling I'm sure you will. Best wishes to you big guy.
Welcome back mate, you're an inspiration for many including me. I watched all your videos during covid, got myself started in the gym and have never looked back. Keep the Faith! Your fans are with you
I've been bodybuilding since I was in junior high. I've also been down the road of injury and depression but, I continue everyday to fight as hard as I can for myself, because at the end of the day, it's you vs you. You're on the right track man as am I. Just wake up, and get up!...I promise you ,You're not alone.
You’ve helped and motivated thousands of people around the world brother, me included. I feel your pain brother and thank you for helping me to start my fitness journey many years ago ❤
We are all so happy you are still here Calum. We all love you so much! There’s no one else like you.
You’re gonna find your spot in the world again bro. You’re too focused and too determined not to. You’ve overcome so much shit man and you’ve come too far to stop fighting now. Fuck what anybody else thinks bro ‘cause you still have plenty of people out here pulling for you. Keep grinding and keep putting in that work. You’ll get there!✊🏼
Damn this made me tear up. Showing vulnerability and excepting who you are and getting through adversity is truly inspiring! Keep going mate, I wish you the best!
Always great to see you bruv. You look good. Life will break you to your core. But only the strong will rise back up. And you are one of them. Stay strong and healthy. You've always been a inspiration💪💪💪
Calum was a huge influence on my Brother and I to get into the gym. seeing him suffer all these years was heartbreaking. we always talked about him making another come back, and here he is! ❤
Since when I saw Mad desire, I became a big fan of you. Calum, I believe you can get back a happy life and turn the tables!!! I want to see you on a stage again... not for Ego, but for the Victory for you as a Human being. Much love brother!! Thank you. From Brazil !! 🇧🇷
Mate, you've always had much more to offer than just your physique, amazing as it is. You've always inspired me through everything you do. Depression is the toughest thing to battle as many people think it's not real because you can't see anything physically wrong. You even doubt it yourself. But once again you inspire me with putting yourself out there for us to draw energy from. Whatever people want to say, you truly are a legend.
Keep working on yourself! Keep posting! we’re with you! Team Von Moger!!! 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻 You’re more than your muscles!! You have a lot to share!!! 💚
There has been no greater joy in my life than being a father. It brings a fulfillment not previously known. Good luck to you Calum. YOU GOT THIS!
Sometimes our own purpose is to help others.
You do that for us. You help motivate us and help us become better. ❤️
Come Back King
Bem vindo de volta Calum, foi um longo tempo sem saber de notícias de você, você me ensinou muito sobre musculação nos meus primeiros anos de academia. Conheci muitos brasileiros que também aprenderam com você e te admiram. Se um dia pretender voltar para o Brasil, saiba que será muito bem recebido 🇧🇷
Calum the same physical strength that you’ve been blessed with is still in you. The only thing you lost besides your brother are the fake friends and people that never really cared about you. Everyone that stayed is there for you 100%. A true man has accountability and realizes his mistakes and moves forward the wiser. You have been baptized through fire!!! I’m sure anything you do from now on will be stable and successful. We’ve all been through some rough times in our lives. Peace be with my friend.
Thank you for your honesty, bravery and vulnerability in your latest videos. By sharing your struggles with depression and anxiety you have helped to take away the stigma of mental health issues. I too have suffered from major depression and anxiety. I was in a place of SUCH deep darkness that I thought would never end. I luckily made it through 🙏and became a certified RTT Therapist so that I can help others who are suffering from depression, anxiety and addiction. Please don’t feel shame about something that you couldn’t help, you weren’t in your right mind at the time of your accident. You are showing your fans that even someone like you has tough times and struggles. Thank you precious soul.
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Victoria
Calum! You are a blessing and an inspiration to so many around the world. I have been watching your journey from states, from the beginning of TH-cam, to all of your competitions, from all of your rehab with Rex and the news about your son! Keep your head up man, life will chew you up and spit you out! But like you said it’s not the size of the dog, it’s the size of the fight in the dog. Keep pushing, this is all part of your story and the plan god has for you
As an addict and someone who uses the gym to escape the constant desire of using, I felt this. Callum your on a life long journey to recover. I wish you the best and support your journey for a healthier you (especially mentally). I could never imagine blowing up famous like you did. Keeping it together with all eyes on you is hard. Temptation gets the best of us all at times in our life. Keep fighting and recover stronger than before!
i like to combine the two...shit is going off the rails at the moment tbh... calum gives me hope
Stay strong Calum. This video really made me emotional because I can empathize with you and your situation. Im so happy that you took this opportunity to open up and share more of your story. We will always be your fans we love you bro. Stay strong and keep pushing, your journey still has a long road to run. The best is yet to come. All the best🙏
You’ve been an inspiration for me since I was 13 years old, I’m 21 now. It’s been heartbreaking watching what has happened to you over the years but it’s also been extremely inspiring watching you build yourself back up over and over again. You made mistakes and that’s okay you’re human , we all make mistakes and go into dark places. But youre a great guy with a strong heart and I know you’ll find a way to be happy and healthy again and be able to inspire more people. I’m rooting for you and wish nothing but the best for you. I can’t wait to see the next chapter in your life. Keep your head high and push forward knowing that you have people that support you and believe in you. Remember, god challenges his strongest soldiers to make them even stronger, knowing they can handle it.
I know loss is one of the hardest things to deal with, and when bodybuilding means everything and injuries come along, it's almost as hard.
You just have to be the best version of yourself, that's the most important thing in the world.
And you are an inspiration to so many people in the industry, and got almost 1 million on youtube.
Just flick the switch and you got 1 million people around you to support!
Sending love , my man. I respect anyone who can own their shortcomings and then move forward. As a father myself, please embrace that role. It changes your whole outlook on life and solidies the definition of love and selflessness.
Hang in there bro. I can’t imagine losing a sibling. But you’ve always been an inspiration for me. I’m 50 but working out trying to stay positive and get in the CVM physique. Thank you for all you do and you’re inspiring more than you know. You got a friend in Texas
Love you Cal, it’s good to hear from you and you are very bold for telling us how you feel. Takes a real man to express their feelings. 💯❤️
best of luck brother, i will never forget mad desire changing my life for the best! god bless
Calum, I lost my older and only brother late 2019. It was sudden and unexpected as well, it does not get easier but you do just learn to accept things and remember all the good times and love that was and is still there. I know he is with you and watching over you, supporting you, Im glad to see you back.
So glad to hear from you brother. We are here for you, prayers have been sent.
Everyone loves a comeback story, let's gooooo! Please keep this coming, we're waiting for a part 2 for Calum 2.0
Great video my guy I'm so sorry about your brother that is the hardest loss ❤ lots of people need to hear this from someone like you, it helps people to know that everyone is going through something and wants to know their place in this crazy world. We all have a place and a purpose just keep pushing ❤
Your the reason I stepped up my game and gains. Keep your head up champ, and nice hearing from you again- much love from Houston Tx
In 2018 I woke up sick one night after starting to cut down weight. At that point in time I had been working out for 15 years and everything went down hill. Turns out it was my gallbladder and it had perforated and became gangrenous which almost killed me. Since then, I’ve had 7 surgeries and wound up with a gastric bypass last January so I can’t eat and workout as much as I used to. I too live with abdominal pain from all the surgery. Like you, I feel lost and it’s hard to navigate but I learned that if I can’t do what I used to do, what I want to do, I do what I can and that’s gotten me through my toughest days. Just keep your head up and do what you can and don’t be hard on yourself for not being who you were. Can’t wait to see what you do from here on out!
The Beast is back! Bro you motivated millions and now you gonna motivate even more people with your comeback! This is the prove that anything is possible if you push yourself! Let go brother happy you are back! 💪🏼
You're a champion for doing this. Your words mean more than you will ever know mate. All the best to you sincerely
The resilience and strength you have is amazing mate. A battler through and through, looking forward to this new journey!
You are my inspiration during 2015-2019 you motivated me to keep going. I’m glad you’re back and glad your on your journey. You’re the man Calum, glad your back.
Bro you are the motivation and the reason i got into this body building sports. following your routine and diets made me a very different person and it made me a very posotive person, the way i see the world is diferent now. Its all positivity, you are the reason i got out of the depression. i believe you will recover and bounce back with a bang. wishes and prayers for you. Good Luck man with the best possiblities.
As a father of a 2yr. It is crucial for you to be there for your son. Once you hold him again you will feel a love like no other in the world! He is a part of you and if anything he is the #1 reason to go back. He will give you a complete whole new meaning to live and work harder. ❤️💪
He has shifted his focus and trusted in his strength to get to where he is now. We all want to see you succeed and be better, healthier, and find stability. We all love you and we’re all rooting for you!
Welcome back Calum, we truly missed you. God bless you
Hope you will read this. I’ve been following you since the start of your journey of being social media influencer and I remember that back then you were strong in your faith in Jesus Christ. I am sure God has allowed you to go through all of these, so you can get back to Him and to find your real purpose in Jesus. He is the way, the truth and the life. Bless you man! 🙏❤️
CVM: I'm so sorry for your loss. You have been in a bad streak for a long time. Its horrible and sould breaking. But it has humbled you, its plain to see. You are a survivor now and a brave one at it. Thank you for sharing. You can reach soooo many people and help them through similar things like their depression, loss, substance use. You are now a better champion than ever and I believe your heart, now forged in the fire of suffering, can lead you to be an even better champion in anything you do, whether its to come back into fitness, or to explore another road. May God bless you in your recovery, and may you find your self, peace and purpose.
We love you Calum. Rip to your brother! Yes be more in your son life he will bring out the best in you ❤️🙏🏻
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As someone who also suffers from mental health issues. The gym has been a huge help to me and I think it's super bad ass of you to make a video like this. Us bodybuilding fans need to keep in mind that mental fitness matters as well. 🔥🤘
Sometimes life doesn’t make sense. Sometimes there is no good reason for the events that take place. But most times, you’ll realize it will all make sense for a much better reason, if you’re patient enough to wait. Much love from india and huge fan of you, waiting for your massive comeback💪🏻 ❤
Prayers🙏🏻
Rip Moosewala. Life is something you can be right, fair good, trying & still fail at. We must keep trying
You got this Calum! You have overcome so many set backs, you are one of the strongest ppl i follow. Keep pushing and you next path will be shown when it’s time.
thank you for sharing, Calum. wishing you the best in your next chapter. you got this!
Keep head up man life is sent to test us u will come out the other end a better stronger version of yourself ....