@@12oq having friends doesn't mean you still can't be lonely, people like greekgodx were great friends with Byron but Mental illness took over his life.
He streamed over 120 hours so far this month. If he keeps it up that's 240h+ this month. If he instead worked a regular job that long he would make way more.
@@firefoxlol1 dont forget that streaming is literally sitting down playing games getting paid in reckful's position, compare that to your average slave job
@@LickerOfAnuses If you like your job then it isn't a slave job now is it? Gotta have a passion for something. I'd personally lose my mind if I was sitting in a chair 12 hours a day talking to thousands of random strangers online.
Same here. I only knew him as the butt of the joke in the Hearthstone community for missing lethal at Blizzcon. Didn't know much else about him before learning about his demise.
i came here from the new mcytbers since someone in the comment section was worried about one of the youtubers and they mentioned reckful, that is, quite honestly pretty depressing, i didn't expect that ill cry today hahaha...
I love you Byron. You are the most relatable person I've known with your ups and downs and your personal choices .I really hope you will get the happiness you deserve. Stay strong ❤
I didn't even become a fan till after this man's death. What a childhood rolemodel I missed out on.... This is too hard to watch now hearing stuff like "I try to tell myself it's alright when things are bad and I'm lonely" and now knowing he's gone? Geez... At least he's finally able to game with his brother again.
The outro gives me so much nostalgia weirdly enough. That tune just brings me back to OG Reckful for some reason, I think seeing him with a censored Natalie has a lot to do with it. Reminds me how much I love this man
Hey @Reckful I've been depressed like you my entire life, I've gone bald early like you have, I don't really enjoy anything and nothing's ever helped. I tried ADHD meds, antidepressants, exercise... A few weeks ago I started acupuncture and Chinese herbs and it's actually helping. My hair's growing back and I'm enjoying stuff like I feel like I never have. Just thought you should know it might be worth a shot even though it sounds like stupid woo woo. I put this in your chat and I'm putting it here. Hope you see it and try it out.
Yeah if he wasn't popular you people would fucking hate his guts. Dude literally cheated on his real girlfriend a bunch of times, and would make fun of other people in his streams.
I didnt think I would like your autochess streams so I ignored it the first 10 days, I am now watching as much as I can, I fucking love you reckful, I never played the game or dota but just watching you enjoying and caring about a game while not taking it to extremes makes me happy. The stream with becca was amazing
That's what you get for the sporadic streaming and never keeping any sort of schedule at all. Also being rich 100% makes your life much much much better. Money doesn't buy happiness but it sure does make happiness easier to find. People who have been well off their entire life just dont understand what its like to not have it.
Dude whenever you are sad just think of the people who likes you cuz there are plenty of those people including me and if you have that much people who likes you , you have made it bro.
You are the only streamer i feel close with. I would always support you and treasure you as a friend whatever happens. I also dont watch any streams but you are one of the only ones i look forward to seeing. Hell i even saw you in my dream once you were sitting in a cafe with jenna and i come and say hi and hug you. That was amazing :) I hope everything goes well for you my friend.
Sadly it didn't... RIP Byron. Your comment made me smile and show me hope. Pls be supportive to those that are dealing with mental illnesses and need our help.
Proof money doesn't buy happiness. But it does buy you a really nice apartment, a sweet PC, fast women, and a comfortable retirement (assuming you live past 60).
This video made me go back to old videos to remember what happened before now, and I gotta say I dont blame you for regretting some of your choices or being sad. Now that you realized you messed up you have to start putting it back together. Once you fix your mental and get moving and being productive you will find success and be happy. Dont focus on becoming happy. Focus on doing whats right or whats gunna make you successful.
What kinda bullshit is this when you have jobs on the bounty board to stream a game for an hour and get paid $8000 Normal people have to work 1/3 of a year to earn that doing a normal job and you’re saying you don’t earn any money? Really dude?
Why do people think 4k month is a lot if he said he worked 10hour every day that month except 2 days at 16 an hour that would be 4,480 a month and he lives in austin which is very expensive and that is without him getting overtime which you would get at a normal job.
Still ask myself why nobody closed to him listened, could've seen the signs. He talked about loneliness and he talk about alcohol and after that he talked about dying..... I mean.....he would still be here if someone close to him actually took time to listen and help
Reckful, i was born in 1989.05.11, almost the same as you, and im kinda in the same situation as you. But i dont feel it as loneliness, mabye because i love doing what im doing and alone. Maybe in the future it will turn into something very bad, i dont know. But im with you dude, i know how you feel, you are not alone.
How can someone be handsome, rich, smart, insanely good at games and still manage to have depression. I feel like smart people have higher risk of being victim of mental illness. There is always a way for people like Reckful to leave this state, you just have to try and change your mindset, people around you, even a country, but there is always a way, you just have to try instead of going deeper and deeper into the neverending whole of depression, partialy of your own accord.
M8 your in a city full of people that you havent met and friends that you dont talk to and yet you say you are lonely? You have friends all over the world you've traveled and met or talked to online and you dont talk to them at all. You can very easily fix this yourself in time.
I never watched many of your videos but I loved the video you made with soda in Japan, I don't know you personally or why you would suicide due to depression , but I had really hoped you just tell people the truth if you are okay or not ,you might thinks it's embarrassing or hard to tell but it so much better then dying, I know it's already too late and I am sorry I couldn't do anything to help you ,i am just a nobody but I still want to live and I hoped i was there to be your friend
The bigger streamers make $4/sub I think, after twitch cut. So their sub count is basically what they make in a week just from subs... Pretty insane to think about.
The last 3 times I've seen him sream he was just talking about how much money he makes on the stockmarket with his smart friend, none of those times he was playing games just sitting in his room moving his mouse cursor around
@@charbel2921 Sitting at his computer for the 10th year in a row saying 'I treat everyone like shit and they don't love me in return, why am I so depressed hahah feelsbadman' as a 30 year old grown man residentsleeper.
@@ChichiNaka I hope you realized he was battling depression like a great war. Poor guy eventually lost, but I hope you understand how lethal his mental illness was.
I kinda get sad every time i see your outro bro... Reminds me so much of when my girlfriend slowly lost feelings for me. I could see it and feel it but i was trapped in my own body trying my hardest to keep her. I didn't even notice that I actually new when it started before afterwards because i could not stomach the thought... Your smart dude. You will find somebody. So try again man, and I'll try with you. (I'm not implying I am so important that he needs to try just because I do btw. I just think we have some of the same feelings. and I sure know I need to do something with it)
Damn he always talked about being lonely.
Wish somebody close to have could have seen the signs. It would have prevented his death :(
but he wasn't though? he actually had many friends and people who care..That's the illness
@@12oq having friends doesn't mean you still can't be lonely, people like greekgodx were great friends with Byron but Mental illness took over his life.
@@glipk you might wanna read this written by his roomie: www.twitlonger.com/show/n_1sradgv they really tried, they did.
@@sodiemonster3885 that's what he was saying
if i made 4k a month i would make 4k more than i do now FeelsBadMan
bait to get UBI from reckful
He streamed over 120 hours so far this month. If he keeps it up that's 240h+ this month. If he instead worked a regular job that long he would make way more.
@@firefoxlol1 dont forget that streaming is literally sitting down playing games getting paid in reckful's position, compare that to your average slave job
@@firefoxlol1 No he wouldn't lol. Where do you live? 4k a month is double the average wage in the UK.
@@LickerOfAnuses If you like your job then it isn't a slave job now is it? Gotta have a passion for something. I'd personally lose my mind if I was sitting in a chair 12 hours a day talking to thousands of random strangers online.
Even if I don’t watch you 24/7 anymore, and I miss out on streams, I’ll always support you Reckful... no matter where your ventures take you
@Rasmusb well.... if its reckful....
@SilenceOfThought Jesus dude we're you beaten as a child?
Then why are you still here, when life isn’t as important as you think. ^Thinking Emoji^
@SilenceOfThought that's not being realistic bud. That's being sad af
@@tm0675 were*
Strange to "get to know" him after his death. It is sad.
But at least he will not be forgotten.
Same here. I only knew him as the butt of the joke in the Hearthstone community for missing lethal at Blizzcon. Didn't know much else about him before learning about his demise.
i came here from the new mcytbers since someone in the comment section was worried about one of the youtubers and they mentioned reckful, that is, quite honestly pretty depressing, i didn't expect that ill cry today hahaha...
Hearing Byron laugh actually puts the biggest smile on my face.
My hangovers also got more intense as I got older. strange thing
I love you Byron. You are the most relatable person I've known with your ups and downs and your personal choices .I really hope you will get the happiness you deserve. Stay strong ❤
no homo
Kappa
Relatable? You treat your girlfriends liie shit too?
@@skadithejotunn1143 ForsenCD my man
:(
*looks at title*
Yeah, that's a lie.
Its not a lie bro
He said he doesnt makes lot of money on streaming, he doesnt say that he isnt making money at all.
You think he is streaming without making money :)
PepeLaugh ☝DONT TELL THEM GUYS
"doesn't make any money" yeah please... big boi still makes 7 times more than me just from streaming
I didn't even become a fan till after this man's death. What a childhood rolemodel I missed out on.... This is too hard to watch now hearing stuff like "I try to tell myself it's alright when things are bad and I'm lonely" and now knowing he's gone? Geez... At least he's finally able to game with his brother again.
0:07 2:20 3:00 So sad to hear him say all these things now... Wish we could've done more
Reckful's laugh literally completes my entire day and I don't know why
Bryon's laugh has always made me so much happier, when he laughs hard, its the best damn thing.
:(
Rest in peace buddy :( Hope you're in a better place.
How much harder these conversations hit is insane.
Start with wow classic in August. You will be nr 1 streamer and make friends, money and the lonly feeling will go away 🤗🤗🤗🤗
@@rmk_1 this^
Kapp
Just 4Head
@@rmk_1 he played in classic what are you talking about? So did neilyo
@@xxomicronxx you mean he played in classic like 50 years ago? Yeah bud, Reckful doesn't have the attention span required. It's simple really
You see Reckful, the key is to spin a fidget spinner on your head for 5 seconds, and then call Thanos at 3 am
Does anyone know the song starting from 2:10? fuck, i know i've heard it before, too!
The outro gives me so much nostalgia weirdly enough. That tune just brings me back to OG Reckful for some reason, I think seeing him with a censored Natalie has a lot to do with it. Reminds me how much I love this man
0:07 so sad to hear that now 😭
Hey @Reckful I've been depressed like you my entire life, I've gone bald early like you have, I don't really enjoy anything and nothing's ever helped. I tried ADHD meds, antidepressants, exercise... A few weeks ago I started acupuncture and Chinese herbs and it's actually helping. My hair's growing back and I'm enjoying stuff like I feel like I never have. Just thought you should know it might be worth a shot even though it sounds like stupid woo woo. I put this in your chat and I'm putting it here. Hope you see it and try it out.
Ok dude
Please come back Byron. Please
I wish he would stop playing auto chess residentsleeper
What would you have him play
@@crystyxn anything other than that
@@crystyxn classic wow :D
I wish you'd treat him like a human. If that's all you could come up with after this video, you're what's wrong with this world
@@Mr-R.R. stfu you emotional lesbian
song name at 5:45?
Edit: WarMenace on reddit knew, it is called Orbital - Halcyon On and On
College & Electric Youth - A Real Hero
@@__gavin__ thats another song but not that one Im pretty sure
@@fubunm Oops I replied to the wrong person
I hate see him so sad 😞 Reckful you’re the best and amazing man will always remember you 🥰😘🥰
Why he killhimself
evie honeybees I don’t know I’m so sad he was amazing man
Yeah if he wasn't popular you people would fucking hate his guts. Dude literally cheated on his real girlfriend a bunch of times, and would make fun of other people in his streams.
....is that true😞😭😭
Song around 0:45 pls?
Darude Sandstorm
@@HaloLvl43Legit 0:45 then ... better example
I think it's th-cam.com/video/-DSVDcw6iW8/w-d-xo.html
@@dimayurchanka728 Thank you
Stop playing that chess game dammit!!
Can someone tell me what T shirt brand is this ?
Play wow classic then gonna be a burning crusade and you gonna be rich
He wont play classic cause there is no arena
@@v-7815 World PVP was much better, raiding capital cities so much fun.
9:23 broke my heart. RIP Reckful, you are missed more than you will ever know.
I didnt think I would like your autochess streams so I ignored it the first 10 days, I am now watching as much as I can, I fucking love you reckful, I never played the game or dota but just watching you enjoying and caring about a game while not taking it to extremes makes me happy. The stream with becca was amazing
Byron, you had me here the whole time who is as lonely and looking for a friend like you in life.
Thanks for making this video. I don't have time to watch Reckful live, but it's cool to see the highlights of those past streams
That's what you get for the sporadic streaming and never keeping any sort of schedule at all. Also being rich 100% makes your life much much much better. Money doesn't buy happiness but it sure does make happiness easier to find. People who have been well off their entire life just dont understand what its like to not have it.
Reckful has a record of this "Not making money" this taking over and controlling him and his stream. And its annoying af.
RIP my friend !! :(
The song at 00:21 is so chill. anyone knows the name of it?
College & Electric Youth - A Real Hero
Dude whenever you are sad just think of the people who likes you cuz there are plenty of those people including me and if you have that much people who likes you , you have made it bro.
It was so obvious.. rip byron
We will always miss you !!
You are the only streamer i feel close with. I would always support you and treasure you as a friend whatever happens. I also dont watch any streams but you are one of the only ones i look forward to seeing. Hell i even saw you in my dream once you were sitting in a cafe with jenna and i come and say hi and hug you. That was amazing :) I hope everything goes well for you my friend.
Friend with a streamer OMEGALUL
Sadly it didn't... RIP Byron. Your comment made me smile and show me hope. Pls be supportive to those that are dealing with mental illnesses and need our help.
4:20 timestamp
The "we win" comment, why was it funny?
Jesus whats the song at 2:05 I haven't heard it in years
Anyone got song around 5:30?
Proof money doesn't buy happiness.
But it does buy you a really nice apartment, a sweet PC, fast women, and a comfortable retirement (assuming you live past 60).
This video made me go back to old videos to remember what happened before now, and I gotta say I dont blame you for regretting some of your choices or being sad. Now that you realized you messed up you have to start putting it back together. Once you fix your mental and get moving and being productive you will find success and be happy. Dont focus on becoming happy. Focus on doing whats right or whats gunna make you successful.
The first thing he said destroyed me.
Vi Comrade same, I say the same thing
I suffer from depression and loneliness too. It’s tough, just have to be grateful where we are in life.
What kinda bullshit is this when you have jobs on the bounty board to stream a game for an hour and get paid $8000 Normal people have to work 1/3 of a year to earn that doing a normal job and you’re saying you don’t earn any money? Really dude?
Are you coming back for Vanilla WoW?
Why do people think 4k month is a lot if he said he worked 10hour every day that month except 2 days at 16 an hour that would be 4,480 a month and he lives in austin which is very expensive and that is without him getting overtime which you would get at a normal job.
'Worked'
they don't have jobs
meanwhile here (Spain) if you earn 1200€ and live alone you are fine, you wont live at the best house but who cares
i mean, there might be a lot of places that are like the example i said, so for those people 4k seems a lot
Rest in peace,You will be missed forever
Missing lethal made him a lot of money by all the donos trolling him about it 🤔
Still ask myself why nobody closed to him listened, could've seen the signs.
He talked about loneliness and he talk about alcohol and after that he talked about dying..... I mean.....he would still be here if someone close to him actually took time to listen and help
That missing lethal at blizzcon has reached a legendary status at this point, it transcended it's bm value into it becoming a great thing.
Song at 9:40?
The Midnight - Jason (feat. Nikki Flores)
@@iiamjk Thank you
What’s the background music at the start
9:40 song name pls someone
whats the song in the beginning ?
On the subject of not being happy when you have money - it's nicer to cry in a Mercedes than on a bicycle.
does anyone know the song on 9:45
Can someone link me the compilation of Reckful missing lethal at Blizzcon?
just media share and make easy money
:)
love you biran
Is their anyway to get a long version of the song at the end of you're video?
whats the song at 0:22
anyone know background song at 5.20?
Good to hear a streamer being honest about money
what do you think about wow classic? and would you give it a try on 27.8.19 when it lauches?
He's said many times he's not interested in playing because the only thing he enjoyed in WoW was arena which isn't implemented until TBC.
@@__gavin__ thank you. now i know
loneliness is the worst feeling in the world. At the very least we all here for you bro
I already miss you Reckful
Can’t believe what the hell you’ve been through and how big you used to be. I love and support you.
song at 2:10 ?
Im depressed too reckful, have been for years. Things will get better for us bro. If you cease to live so will I, stay up
Reckful, i was born in 1989.05.11, almost the same as you, and im kinda in the same situation as you. But i dont feel it as loneliness, mabye because i love doing what im doing and alone. Maybe in the future it will turn into something very bad, i dont know. But im with you dude, i know how you feel, you are not alone.
How can someone be handsome, rich, smart, insanely good at games and still manage to have depression. I feel like smart people have higher risk of being victim of mental illness. There is always a way for people like Reckful to leave this state, you just have to try and change your mindset, people around you, even a country, but there is always a way, you just have to try instead of going deeper and deeper into the neverending whole of depression, partialy of your own accord.
@Daniel CYou might not be as intelligent then.
@Anderson Cooper Is that why you are more successful than he managed to be?
what is the song at 2:56 ?
@b4k Thank you so much!
and the name of song around 1:00 ?
That PTSD when Duck Tales started playing. I felt that. One of my favorite childhood shows, and it will never be the same.
we love you byron. really hopes shit gets better
He should have made friends with a random pleb in chat. Other successful streamers don't value friendship like he did.
0:07
Wow, ok. With all these people I thought he knows, I wouldn't have imagined he would stream 10 h a day nearly every day. That is quite lonely...
M8 your in a city full of people that you havent met and friends that you dont talk to and yet you say you are lonely? You have friends all over the world you've traveled and met or talked to online and you dont talk to them at all. You can very easily fix this yourself in time.
The guy is a multi millionaire. I dont know why people are feeling bad that those who have less money than him arent donating it to him.
it cracks me up how he thought the ducktales song would have a bad word in it
I never watched many of your videos but I loved the video you made with soda in Japan, I don't know you personally or why you would suicide due to depression , but I had really hoped you just tell people the truth if you are okay or not ,you might thinks it's embarrassing or hard to tell but it so much better then dying, I know it's already too late and I am sorry I couldn't do anything to help you ,i am just a nobody but I still want to live and I hoped i was there to be your friend
Is he not playing classic wow?
There always been a bunch of people who would like to be his friend.
What happened with Reynad's card game?
As someone who has never donated to a streamer, I would absolutely pay to play Everland in order to support you.
why arent you playing wow classic? wut
I enjoy being sad. if i was rich i would be still sad. but i would enjoy my sadness even more.
Nice OkayChamp
Like if you want Reckfull to play Classic!!! Get those numbers upto 40k again dad
Love seeing Byron LIVE again. He reminds me that I'm not a true sadboi.
:(
Rest in Peace Reckful
The bigger streamers make $4/sub I think, after twitch cut. So their sub count is basically what they make in a week just from subs... Pretty insane to think about.
We love you Byron
I've missed you, Dad.
"dad" ... Yikes
@@budilamarius5053 shut it
@@malon6048 only if you moan my name like the sensitive sissy femboy you are
This still stays true since he's dead now.
@@touhouyamaxmichezuch.1302 Absolutely. I've never been more affected by someone's death that I didn't know personally.
The last 3 times I've seen him sream he was just talking about how much money he makes on the stockmarket with his smart friend, none of those times he was playing games just sitting in his room moving his mouse cursor around
Games residentsleeper
@@charbel2921 Sitting at his computer for the 10th year in a row saying 'I treat everyone like shit and they don't love me in return, why am I so depressed hahah feelsbadman' as a 30 year old grown man residentsleeper.
@@ChichiNaka I hope you realized he was battling depression like a great war. Poor guy eventually lost, but I hope you understand how lethal his mental illness was.
Autochess ResidentSleeper
This is better content then half the shit I've watched this week on youtube
did he state his opinion on classic?
He doesn't like vanilla but he said he would play tbc if they release it
you'd make a boat load if you get on classic. get that money boi
I kinda get sad every time i see your outro bro... Reminds me so much of when my girlfriend slowly lost feelings for me. I could see it and feel it but i was trapped in my own body trying my hardest to keep her. I didn't even notice that I actually new when it started before afterwards because i could not stomach the thought... Your smart dude. You will find somebody. So try again man, and I'll try with you. (I'm not implying I am so important that he needs to try just because I do btw. I just think we have some of the same feelings. and I sure know I need to do something with it)