Stories - I Tried To Kill Myself Seven Times - Paul de Vera

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  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 21 พ.ค. 2019
  • Depression can strike at the moments that we least expect it, even for Christians. Paul had already attempted suicide 6 times by his mid-20s. Despite a having ticked all the boxes of a “good Christian”, he attempted suicide and 7th time and succeeded. Miraculously, he was revived, but it was clear that God wasn’t done with Paul. His physical revival was just the beginning. There is always hope for those who suffer from depression - hope in Jesus.

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  • @melodyustaris3760
    @melodyustaris3760 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Thanks for sharing this story..i just healed this year from my depression..only Prayers ..CCF d group helped me so much!!Praise God!!

  • @nadalverolda6804
    @nadalverolda6804 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I sent your story to my son Francis with VSD. Pain is a part of his everyday life. The right word maybe is umay na umay na sa araw araw dahil sa sakit niya. I wish and pray na magkaroon siya ng mga taong tutulong sa kanya at bubuo sa kanyang tiwala sa Panginoong Diyos. Lord please heal my son. Sobrang pagod na po siya. Nanghihina na rin po ako. Please pray for my son.

    • @dimplevillareal7856
      @dimplevillareal7856 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I pray for super strength for you Nadal and may your son receive God's salvation through Christ, in Jesus name!

    • @Haer420
      @Haer420 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Praying for you and your son🙏🙏🙏

    • @ericjonpo
      @ericjonpo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Praying for you and your son.
      The Lord is near to the brokenhearted And saves those who are crushed in spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous, But the Lord delivers him out of them all.
      PSALMS 34:18‭-‬19 NASB

  • @bernadettepalermo7495
    @bernadettepalermo7495 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Truly having depression is difficult.this is the way i felt today.i hope you can pray for me too.

    • @samuelaguilar9668
      @samuelaguilar9668 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I had experienced depression last 2016 . Prayer, meditating God's word, Christian Community, and Counseling is really crucial. Early months of 2017 I got healed from depression. Thanks be to God. May God heal you also. Proverbs 3:5-6

    • @suzethsagala1961
      @suzethsagala1961 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Praying for you
      I had depression when my father died and when i found out my mother suspected CA. One day i just woke up dizzy and cant stand. All signs of depression sinking me for 4 months. But when i surrendered all to God through the help of Ccf pastor in satellite cavite. He helped me to see the light in resurrection.
      Praying for you sis
      Surrender and cry it to The Lord He is unchangeable Father. depend on Him

    • @yadipriyono
      @yadipriyono 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Never give up, Jesus love you!

    • @mimiontal3301
      @mimiontal3301 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Just keep on praying.God works in mysterious ways

    • @riazozobrado6292
      @riazozobrado6292 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Spend time with God, sister. Have a quiet time with Him. It is all worth it.

  • @ExploringTheBeautyOfKorea
    @ExploringTheBeautyOfKorea 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Amen.. very inspiring..I was in tears while watching.. The sincerity of healing.. I am so happy for you.. God is alive and he is real.. he lives amongst us.

  • @andrewsoro4625
    @andrewsoro4625 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Edifying video! Micah 7:8 has also helped me to overcome enemy's condemnation against me. All glory be to Christ!

  • @mayanne7349
    @mayanne7349 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Truly inspiring. Thanks for sharing.

  • @snowwhite524
    @snowwhite524 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you very much for sharing this wonderful testimony, brother. As someone who have contemplated about taking my own life, this hit me hard but by the grace of God, he healed me, not only the scars on my wrist, but my heart as well and He offered me thia joy and peace that only can be found in Christ. Again, thank you very much and to God be all the glory.

  • @angelinadannyzelines1310
    @angelinadannyzelines1310 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    "God is not yet done with me"
    🙁😔☝️💕

  • @melodya1992
    @melodya1992 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Now i found answer, thank you. Whata great testimony. Thank you for sharing

  • @simonvelasco9535
    @simonvelasco9535 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    May God continue to use as an encouragement for others who are suffering depression. Thanks and God Bless!

  • @baaaldzrys4957
    @baaaldzrys4957 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for sharing this!

  • @hazelbertolano5532
    @hazelbertolano5532 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for sharing your story, brother. I was in such severe depression in 2017 as well but God fought for me. We are not alone.

  • @lorliechang5060
    @lorliechang5060 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Am blest,Brod.De Vera..Gods glory..He is alive....

  • @cannyguite1949
    @cannyguite1949 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yes,truly its a very powerful testimony dear brother.He has a purpose store in for us,but however we humans lost ourselves in life's pleasure and forget about Him.God bless you and your family.May God used you much more than before in expanding His kingdom.Amen.

  • @haizenvihyennavarro5612
    @haizenvihyennavarro5612 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is so powerful! I'm bawling my eyes out, I'm so happy for you brother. Resurrected and redeemed by our Saviour Jesus Christ!❤️❤️❤️☝️☝️☝️

  • @manichairdo6346
    @manichairdo6346 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wonderful. Only 4 days ago, I learned a much loved friend had taken his life recently through depression. Those who knew and loved him are in mourning. One wrote to us of when she settles to sleep. THE LORD IS HERE. SOMETIMES IT IS ONLY A DIM SLIVER OF LIGHT PEEKING AT MY SOUL. SOMETIMES IT IS MORE LIKE A BEAMING, BRILLIANT FULL MOON. BUT IT IS ALWAYS HIS HOPE THAT LIES WITH ME........AND YOU............IN THE DARK. PEACE TO YOU.

  • @shielagregorio8901
    @shielagregorio8901 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    thank you for sharing this. God bless you bretheren 🙂

  • @michaelagustin6875
    @michaelagustin6875 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    thank you for sharing your story...

  • @HaLo_Zz
    @HaLo_Zz 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow, this one is deep! Thank you

  • @AbigailB0801
    @AbigailB0801 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Praise God! Glory to God who finishes what he has started in the lives of His children. ❤

  • @thnrrtr
    @thnrrtr 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for sharing brother. Jesus is Lord!

  • @kapatip9936
    @kapatip9936 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    😭😭😭😭GOD LOVES US NO MATTER WHAT OUR CIRCUMSTANCES 😭😭😭😭😭😭. THANK YOU FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL TESTIMONY. I AM BLESSED❤❤❤

  • @azikiel1286
    @azikiel1286 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I seldom see you at school before Paul, and i never knew you had that issue, because you were always smiling :)

  • @drmumu
    @drmumu 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wowo... deeply touched ..thanks bro...yes Jesus lives!!

  • @DoubleYumDoubleHappiness
    @DoubleYumDoubleHappiness 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    It is really by God's grace you are still alive.😢 thank you Jesus!

  • @hascylumnmoriz9992
    @hascylumnmoriz9992 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for sharing your story. I am going through the same battle as yours, right now and I feel stuck and helpless. As a 'christian', I thought, it'll be ungrateful of me if I complain being depressed despite having good family, good church, good friends and other 'goods' in my life. I tried to commit suicide a lot of times and these days I feel being on the edge again. Your life gave me the hope I needed right now. Thank you

  • @richellesales9429
    @richellesales9429 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    thanks for sharing,

  • @aerithe21
    @aerithe21 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i live bec of God....thank u Lord Jesus

  • @ailyndelacruz1733
    @ailyndelacruz1733 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Maybe its not an accident that i watched this video tonight. Im inspired! God is not yet done with me.

  • @Nefertista
    @Nefertista 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Praise God!!

  • @MommyNel_Levi
    @MommyNel_Levi 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Praise God❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️

  • @angelpanaligan8498
    @angelpanaligan8498 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you Lord...

  • @jillygaysuasin7968
    @jillygaysuasin7968 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    God Loves You!!! ❤️😇

  • @rohitjohnathanbaraily9181
    @rohitjohnathanbaraily9181 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    God is expert in turning bad situation into good.Prais God for his life

  • @brenslow967
    @brenslow967 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amen 🙏

  • @andreasy717
    @andreasy717 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    We have the same , situation, i feel you

  • @jeravin0898
    @jeravin0898 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    😭❤️

  • @user-bu7ie2hw3h
    @user-bu7ie2hw3h หลายเดือนก่อน

    ❤❤❤

  • @paulinapablo2690
    @paulinapablo2690 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    PRAISEEEE GOD.

  • @shrm3112
    @shrm3112 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    😭😭💖

  • @shynellamar789
    @shynellamar789 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    In Christ, we have hope

  • @cliffer-jansunmaranon2715
    @cliffer-jansunmaranon2715 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you God for the life of Paul. :)

  • @eyyyka
    @eyyyka 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @JenNy-wj9ow
    @JenNy-wj9ow 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    💔💔💔💔💔 😥😥😥😥

  • @ghalipogi632
    @ghalipogi632 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    haist...

  • @julianapandita6926
    @julianapandita6926 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Pastor pual anu po ag relegion nio po

  • @allisonyau3235
    @allisonyau3235 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    28 suicide attempts and m planning my next and final one.

    • @grantjhoannagomez3895
      @grantjhoannagomez3895 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      allison, i just came across this video on my FB feed. i hope and pray that you are alive and well.. i don't know you, but i whispered a prayer for you. for strength, grace, comfort.. God bless and keep you.

  • @MegaEvelie
    @MegaEvelie 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    ❤️❤️❤️