"Last Words" - Storytelling Trap Beat | Free Rap Hip Hop Instrumental 2019 | Luxray

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  • @Rujay
    @Rujay  5 ปีที่แล้ว +169

    Share your opinion with us and let us know where you’re watching from!
    Who can write the best lyrics for this? Let’s see them in the comments!
    Beat Tempo - 115 BPM.
    This beat is available here - Rujay.co.uk

    • @cringechannel6045
      @cringechannel6045 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Rujay I made my best rap on next level by u

    • @MrLavell1234
      @MrLavell1234 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      These are my last words
      I think I'm tired of trying
      I think I'm tired of crying
      People are steady dying
      @Rujay I made this chorus

    • @zeroivy_yt
      @zeroivy_yt 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hey btw ill see in one my videos with your beats

    • @mattrix8529
      @mattrix8529 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      This was absolutely amazing. I'm honestly gonna make a song out of it. I'll let you know how it goes.

    • @Music-uk9tg
      @Music-uk9tg 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Replay!

  • @danwright8076
    @danwright8076 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Everytime I try to write something this beat brings tears to my eyes!
    Makes you wana dig deep into something you never wanted to come out!

  • @AnhTuan-zo9fv
    @AnhTuan-zo9fv 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Tao nghĩ về chuyện quá khứ
    Để cố gắng cho tương lai
    Bao niềm đau kia luôn phải cố giữ
    Cảm xúc kia không phải là trở ngại
    Luôn chỉ một mình với những nỗi cô đơn
    Luôn nổ lực để mình được tốt hơn
    Luôn nhẫn nại không phải là giận hờn
    Luôn im lặng dù lòng có đau đớn
    Biết bao lần tao luôn phải khó xử
    Khi cuộc sống toàn những áp lực
    Biết bao lần tao muốn mình tự tử
    Đầu mơ màng khi sống trong hiện thực
    Không phải ai cũng được sống như mày
    Không cần phải suy nghĩ về đồng tiền
    Khi mà tao vẫn là kẻ trắng tay
    Những nụ cười cứ vẫn cố tiếp diễn
    Ngồi một mình trên tầng thượng
    Tao cố gắng nghĩ về chuyện sâu xa
    Cố gắng khắc cho tim mình thành tượng
    Rồi một ngày nào đó cũng hoá đá
    Còn ai cùng tao sống tiếp cuộc đời này
    Người xung quanh chỉ toàn là dối trá
    Khi mà tâm hồn cứ để gió cuốn bay
    Có lẽ sống một mình trôi qua từng ngày
    Nhưng tao vẫn luôn cố gắng để thoát ra
    Mong chờ một người nào đó vẫn còn đơi
    Tao không phải là một người tài ba
    Chắc có lẻ chẳng một ai cần tới
    Những đêm dài đôi khi mình ta suy
    Một mình trong căn phòng thật cô quạnh
    Những cuộc tình đến mức làm ta luỵ
    Cố giữ lấy một tình yêu mong manh

  • @lysrun420
    @lysrun420 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I was having a really hard time and this beat double hit me in the chest. Now, im writing a song abt my hard time using this beat. Hope u dun mind! Just to reduce my stress.

  • @alejandrogaray4648
    @alejandrogaray4648 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I spit the hardest bars ive ever spoke, straight from the heart. Thank you for reaching below. Truly Jandi

  • @LilBraille
    @LilBraille ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is one of the best rap beats I have ever heard in my life! Thank you!

  • @JuyalBeatz
    @JuyalBeatz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love how Rujay is still hearting comments for some reason

  • @jaggerhiphop
    @jaggerhiphop 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    adorable bro !

  • @adiozsha7020
    @adiozsha7020 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I thank you from the bottom of my heart for this music... its great stress relieving music.... anytime music... ! keep going brother.... !

  • @cymaticfrequence
    @cymaticfrequence 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This beat is beautiful.

  • @Aquaking6
    @Aquaking6 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Verse 1:
    Growing up, life was tough
    Living in a world that was rough
    Faced struggles, faced pain
    But I never let it keep me in chains
    Grew up in the streets, had it rough
    Fighting for survival, it was tough
    But I never gave up, never quit
    I knew I had to make it, had to commit
    Chorus:
    Rough past, but I'm still standing strong
    Rough past, but I'm where I belong
    I've been through hell and back
    But I'm still here, ain't no turning back
    Verse 2:
    In and out of trouble, always on the run
    Got caught up in the game, thought it was fun
    But it only brought me pain, and made me see
    That this rough past, wasn't where I wanted to be
    Lost some friends, lost some family
    But I had to keep going, had to be free
    Learned from my mistakes, and grew strong
    Now I'm living life, where I belong
    Chorus:
    Rough past, but I'm still standing strong
    Rough past, but I'm where I belong
    I've been through hell and back
    But I'm still here, ain't no turning back
    Verse 3:
    Now I'm chasing my dreams, no more pain
    No more struggles, no more rain
    I'm living proof, that it can be done
    No matter how rough, you can still overcome
    Life ain't easy, that's for sure
    But with perseverance, you can endure
    Rough past, but I'm living proof
    That it's never too late, to make a move
    Chorus:
    Rough past, but I'm still standing strong
    Rough past, but I'm where I belong
    I've been through hell and back
    But I'm still here, ain't no turning back
    Outro:
    So if you're going through a rough past
    Just remember, it won't last
    You have the strength, you have the power
    To overcome and rise higher.

  • @Kontorgh_art
    @Kontorgh_art หลายเดือนก่อน

    Amazing beat 🔥

  • @rupam_49
    @rupam_49 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Really , I feel that beat,,,amazing work.

  • @tino2smoovproductions727
    @tino2smoovproductions727 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I just wanted to let yall know that this beat is for real on point. I felt this all the way💯

    • @metehanakyuz4907
      @metehanakyuz4907 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Musste rein es gab jungs redeten
      Während Mama jeden Tag betete

  • @tinahall1866
    @tinahall1866 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This dude got talent keep going for your dreams believe in your self because I do

  • @vmortal5349
    @vmortal5349 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    They broke me down
    Tried to hold me down
    Only hoping now, that I don’t drown.
    The only sound, that I hear
    Is my voice
    This noise
    Telling me that nobody cares
    It’s been like this for 20 something years.
    My last words drenched my page with so many tears.

    • @jamesdukes8797
      @jamesdukes8797 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I fw wit it heavy fr keep workin don’t stop

  • @brandonvalle7120
    @brandonvalle7120 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I want to thank you cause ima make a song about what happened in my city el Paso Texas and this is the perfect beat much love g.

  • @K.M.BeatsOfficial
    @K.M.BeatsOfficial 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Very emotional, good job Luxray!👍

  • @n-id5986
    @n-id5986 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    nice mad skills:) keep grinding !

  • @varunramani9336
    @varunramani9336 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    It's amazing how consistently u are making content ❤️

  • @atwal0007
    @atwal0007 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Beyond the imagination no words to describe the taste
    Just uffwow

  • @onsillachannel8238
    @onsillachannel8238 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You're the best beat master 🙏🙏👑👑🎶🎶

  • @12toesdown-651
    @12toesdown-651 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This bring you back to like Beatslayer days in 2013! 😎

  • @Lil.Kayy1
    @Lil.Kayy1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I love your beats.. New subscriber ❤

  • @zak32132
    @zak32132 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    That is nothing but fire

  • @AlphaKiller333
    @AlphaKiller333 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    perfect for spitting about life!🔥 you nailed it man.!

  • @DanishIqbal888
    @DanishIqbal888 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Bruh ur beats are awesome ❤️

  • @AminoBeats
    @AminoBeats 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Good Job my G 🔥🔥🔥🛸🛸🛸🛸🛸🛸

  • @BigBrainiac
    @BigBrainiac 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This goes too hard, I gotta use it

  • @Rxxxp
    @Rxxxp 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Went in deep thoughts after listening this

  • @owenmather3255
    @owenmather3255 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for this beat

  • @safitaleb8013
    @safitaleb8013 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    its so deep 😮😮💯💯

  • @duniyaawaaz9869
    @duniyaawaaz9869 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    From India🇮🇳 listening right now

  • @tamhuyetthanh7399
    @tamhuyetthanh7399 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks chanel so much ! Sound good , because this beat did help me can’t standing present , I’ll run fasting

  • @joegalvan7841
    @joegalvan7841 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Appreciate everything beats be talking to me

  • @caseypennock5102
    @caseypennock5102 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    All this thinking and wishing,
    Kept me drinking and reminiscing,
    Questioning my existence,
    Maken raw demos in my 97’ Expedition,
    Like we was on a Mission,
    Grew out of the rock bottom position,
    Shitty dealt hand that we had been givin,
    Balance out the pain with depression as we stayed livin,
    Member the last day my oldest daughters forehead I was kissin,
    Bloody knuckles from the concrete wall I was hittin,
    You was holding me Listening,
    to me sniffling,
    fighting and kickin
    17 years old Begging the creator for forgiveness,
    2nd time In life that you kept me from disappearin,
    Moms died when I was 9 and in life you kept me from quittin,
    Always said it was me who was convincing...
    You to remain strong,
    Learning to accept and move on,
    Knowing the end is a new beginning like sunsets change to dawn,
    Been planning on always finishing our songs,
    But it’s just endless instrumentals as the tune plays on..
    Rip kiowa💯

    • @caseypennock5102
      @caseypennock5102 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Worlddreamer. Thank you!🖤

    • @PoppaTyb
      @PoppaTyb 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      yoo hmu on instagram @poppatyb

  • @johnngugi127
    @johnngugi127 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    It's awesome.😍

  • @danebancroft5488
    @danebancroft5488 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    When you saddened within there's no escaping,
    some days we smile with a pretence grin, whilst inside silently suffering,
    In this life of loose and win, I speak these words when times dim, to remind him we singing hymns, singing,
    Today is not the same as yesterday or yesteryear, and all that matters is you right here, putting hearts over minds have no fear...

  • @balkiswahhaj2227
    @balkiswahhaj2227 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Beautiful

  • @grasshopperbeats7119
    @grasshopperbeats7119 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Damn good man , word

  • @black_bumpkin4060
    @black_bumpkin4060 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Inspiring Beat🔥🔥🔥.

  • @lilsomy4897
    @lilsomy4897 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    you are amazing omg

  • @lilwolfiejunior4291
    @lilwolfiejunior4291 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Did those be your last words
    Flying past me like some birds
    Killing me silently
    I feel like they came at me
    Feeling violently
    I just scream and shout
    No one can here me scream aloud
    I'm loosing my mind I feel so blind
    Why did those have to be your last words
    Rushing in I have no words
    I have lost my will what's the deal
    I'm running up these hills of depression
    And obsession I feel like less
    From all this stress can I confess
    I feel like a mess why I am so pressed

  • @mondobeats6364
    @mondobeats6364 5 ปีที่แล้ว +85

    Skills skills skill!! Mad skills... whowever made this is a beat master 🔥🔥🔥

    • @kotschoms5285
      @kotschoms5285 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Chill

    • @anthonykarsen9061
      @anthonykarsen9061 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      The channel....made the beat

    • @drippnation1650
      @drippnation1650 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I agreeeee🔥🔥🌹

    • @armandonajera5032
      @armandonajera5032 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      P

    • @AnhTuan-zo9fv
      @AnhTuan-zo9fv 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Tao nghĩ về chuyện quá khứ
      Để cố gắng cho tương lai
      Bao niềm đau kia luôn phải cố giữ
      Cảm xúc kia không phải là trở ngại
      Luôn chỉ một mình với những nỗi cô đơn
      Luôn nổ lực để mình được tốt hơn
      Luôn nhẫn nại không phải là giận hờn
      Luôn im lặng dù lòng có đau đớn
      Biết bao lần tao luôn phải khó xử
      Khi cuộc sống toàn những áp lực
      Biết bao lần tao muốn mình tự tử
      Đầu mơ màng khi sống trong hiện thực
      Không phải ai cũng được sống như mày
      Không cần phải suy nghĩ về đồng tiền
      Khi mà tao vẫn là kẻ trắng tay
      Những nụ cười cứ vẫn cố tiếp diễn
      Hook: ...
      Ngồi một mình trên tầng thượng
      Tao cố gắng nghĩ về chuyện sâu xa
      Cố gắng khắc cho tim mình thành tượng
      Rồi một ngày nào đó cũng hoá đá
      Còn ai cùng tao sống tiếp cuộc đời này
      Người xung quanh chỉ toàn là dối trá
      Khi mà tâm hồn cứ để gió cuốn bay
      Tự sống một mình trôi qua từng ngày
      Nhưng tao vẫn luôn cố gắng để thoát ra
      Mong chờ một người nào đó vẫn còn đơi
      Tao không phải là một người tài ba
      Chắc có lẻ chẳng một ai cần tới
      Những đêm dài đôi khi mình ta suy
      Một mình trong căn phòng thật cô quạnh
      Những cuộc tình đến mức làm ta luỵ
      Cố giữ lấy một tình yêu mong manh

  • @jakeslaughter4112
    @jakeslaughter4112 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I have time fades on my wrists. My brothers last words, as he overdosed on H. Thank you for this🙏

    • @NoName-cr1ir
      @NoName-cr1ir 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Damn man. I'm so sorry for your loss. For real. Hope you stay healthy and happy these days.

    • @jasonspades5628
      @jasonspades5628 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Damn, that's ice cold. I'm so incredibly sorry. Lost all my siblings in one car wreck. Keep your head up.

    • @shameirstanford5358
      @shameirstanford5358 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I overdosed two days ago srry bro on fake percs i feel your pain it messed my family and the mother of my child seeing me layed out breathless in the bck yard and it happend to me 4 times its real bro. Ima pray for you. Please pray for me im crying for help

  • @TSunny
    @TSunny 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Bro I'm big fan of your beats

  • @hydrafreeworldviews8561
    @hydrafreeworldviews8561 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Hook Female-
    I know we been through it all,
    Hurting in pain, so we'd fall,,,
    And these are My last words,
    I hope you remember our time on this earth,,,,,
    HyDRA-look I couldn't begin to understand the weight you burdened,
    All I knew was, I was there every day you were hurting,,
    So plss let me in baby,,,
    I'm here for only you and it's time you see,,
    I'm not just a. NIce face with good game, I been through all of my pain ,
    Steadily reaching through the Rustin rain, been cut like the edge of some blades, everytime you wanted to walk away,,,
    I swear I would crumble and die,
    If my baby ever left my side,
    But we choose what we go through,
    Everyday I chose you, now what Am i to do,
    Roll over and accept defeat,
    Maybe it would hurt less compared to what your doing to me,,,
    Hook-

  • @majorheard6789
    @majorheard6789 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I like a lot of these beats keep them coming

  • @PIXOTV101
    @PIXOTV101 4 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    I’ve been on this road trough the hard life
    That is pretty good for a kid who can flow right
    Mama always told me not to cry...
    I left so many tears in the corner when I felt like
    When I was a kid I believed that I could fly
    Society killed the fantasy that I had in my mind
    I watch the death of millions and the pain trough my eyes
    Till the point that I don’t have emotions
    Sometimes I just feel like I’m the devil in disguise
    Governors want us in church...wonder why!
    Maybe I’ll be singing on a choir when Im blind
    Life is easy but people make it difficult so never stop the grind 💯💪🏾

    • @palaroarts
      @palaroarts 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Nice

    • @koolkatplayzhello17
      @koolkatplayzhello17 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      We were all made to be broken by design the strong one never stop the fight you got to have a missionary mind to be something in life it's hard you can't sit wine

    • @landonkeller195
      @landonkeller195 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      so many hours for the paper that i forgot the time
      crazy thoughts runnin thru my mind
      fly high, live yo dreams
      everybody gunna hate when they see
      that you doin good lord let me be
      reminiscence about past time got me full of hate
      so i look to god and hope for something great

  • @drock7296
    @drock7296 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow... so good

  • @hwh2012
    @hwh2012 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Some great freestyle material right here, cheers 🙏

  • @karolkowalski8983
    @karolkowalski8983 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    So many emotions in this beat 😭

    • @metehanakyuz4907
      @metehanakyuz4907 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Musste rein es gab jungs die redeten
      Während Mama jeden Tag betete

  • @tafyzrusgangz
    @tafyzrusgangz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Mẹ lo về chuyện tình duyên , nên đã tiến thêm bước nữa
    Từ đó ko còn bình yên , Chẳng thấy cha về trước cửa
    Bếp lửa ngày tết đoàn viên , Gia đình tâm sự hàn huyên
    Tất cả tình cảm ấm áp , đã bay đi cùng những đàn chim
    Con thì vẫn đang mơ hồ , con cha thì luôn luôn mạnh mẽ
    Gồng gánh trên vai cơ đồ , Phía sau con âm thầm lặng lẽ
    Lời nói bên tai cặn kẽ , để con ngước mắt nhìn đời
    Hành động nhìu hơn là nói , còn đáng giá hơn cả nghìn lời
    Và rồi con lấy nhạc Rap , ra làm phương tiện
    Cha luôn nói cuộc đời này ác , Nên đừng lương thiện
    Rồi con sẽ dành lấy chiến thắng , Trên từng phương diện
    MÀY PHẢI NGẨN ĐẦU LÊN THẬT CAO , để đội vương miệng
    Ngay từ bé là tao đã bôn ba
    Trải qua bi kịch khiến tao dần khôn ra
    Trai tim này hao gầy và trầy trước trên con đường mày bước đừng nhớ ngày hôm qua
    Ko ai thấy tao trải qua bao khổ cực
    Con đường danh vọng luôn dành cho kẻ xứng đáng
    Cây bút trên tay và hằng đêm tao nổ lực
    Viết chuyện trong đời mong ông trời sẽ trứng giám
    Chưa đến lúc tao phải rời khỏi đây
    Những lời nói để gió thổi bay
    Viết rap mỏi tay những bọn nó vẫn chán ghét ngồi đó và phán xét muốn tao phải đổi thay
    Tao vẫn cất lại ký ức ngày mưa rơi như 1 cuốn nhật ký
    Gục ngã thất bại trong tim vẫn chưa vơi tao vẫn ko bật mí
    Ngày bé bỏ lỡ ko 1 ai chịu đưa nôi tuổi ther tao thật phí
    Con đường tao đi chông chênh như rừng núi chứ ko được rải hoa
    Tương lai còn xa và tao đã dần đuối với những gì phải trải qua
    Tao vẫn tự nhủ đó sẽ là lần cuối tao ngược gió ngược giông
    Chắp tay cầu nguyện những thứ đã mãi xa trở về có được ko?

  • @caribbeankyoto2310
    @caribbeankyoto2310 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Fuego 🔥

  • @loveispatient7090
    @loveispatient7090 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    God bless

  • @leftmid18
    @leftmid18 5 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    These are my last words... I love you,
    Your hair, your smile, your touch,
    Girl, you make me feel brand-new,
    With you, there's nothing I can't do,
    So amazing, love everything about you,
    Wish someone would come to my rescue.
    One day I'm scared she'll leave,
    Go out find a better me,
    Lose you, amputee,
    You're that crucial part of me,
    Lose you, and I can't breathe,
    It's getting hard to see,
    With all my insecurities,
    Pushin' down on me.
    The first time that we met,
    Sat on that bench,
    Do you know how much that meant,
    To sit with my new Juliet?
    Love is like a story and I'm acting like I'm on-set.
    One sec.
    Let me re-roll that roulette,
    And get my head set,
    As we sit and watch the sunset,
    What's next?
    We are like the perfect duet,
    You help me to forget,
    All my previous upset,
    Instant, like internet,
    That's the love I get.
    These are my last words... I love you,
    Your hair, your smile, your touch,
    Girl, you make me feel brand-new,
    With you, there's nothing I can't do,
    So amazing, love everything about you,
    Wish someone would come to my rescue.
    Popped the question there and then,
    A feeling I can't apprehend,
    Bet she thinks "here we go again",
    She turned and she said yes,
    I've never felt so blessed,
    This girl got me obsessed,
    Cant wait to see our progress,
    Oh yes, our next steps,
    Went home and told my parents.
    Told them everything about you,
    Well, at least the stuff that I knew,
    I only met her this afternoon,
    She said she'll come and meet you soon,
    Seems to good to be true,
    I never wanna lose you,
    Thank you for the rescue,
    Love everything about you,
    Your laugh, your heart, your you,
    Attached to you just like a tattoo,
    And never wanna undo,
    You go away, I miss you,
    Don't wanna kid you,
    My. Last. Words.
    I really love you.
    -----
    I know it's not to the level of everyone else's, but this is my first time ever writing lyrics 🙂 Fantastic beat, loved it❤

    • @sidhaantghai8694
      @sidhaantghai8694 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Nice

    • @G_SHATTA
      @G_SHATTA 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Bruh stop being stupid I love ur lyrics I flowed with them very well

    • @that_guy89x89
      @that_guy89x89 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Good job man!!! "scared she might find a better me"....deep!!

    • @marzali8400
      @marzali8400 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Love is like a story and I’m acting like I’m on set, hard asf

  • @soulriders18
    @soulriders18 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Fell in love withh this beat. on repeat ⚡️

  • @donnyd9450
    @donnyd9450 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Sweet Sweet November I can remember if was yesterday how time sail away breath taken care everyday what more can I say hay sometimes weather so hot weather can we all join hands together whenever we do Sweet Sweet November I can remember not December peace out n Rujay incredible dude good one 🙏🏾👼🌄✌🥰😃

  • @aidanpierce2449
    @aidanpierce2449 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    great beat

  • @PNoirmusic
    @PNoirmusic 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Love the vibe, this is sauce, u got a new 🔥

  • @ronniemiller3568
    @ronniemiller3568 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    One of the hardest beats I ever heard

  • @sentodolore8215
    @sentodolore8215 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    (verse 1)
    Hayatta kalmak için mi yaşıyoruz?
    Amansız yolculuk aman son bulur,
    Diye bir korku, diye bir yol bul, diye bi sorgu.
    Diyemiyorsun kendine bu yorgun artık,
    Ne için yaş döküp ağlarsın
    Niye kaldı bileklerin iz yarasız.
    Niye sanrın seni salmadı
    Niye tanrına zarf atmadın yaşadığın gün süre boyu
    Gözü sendeydi hem de, merhemdi hem de gözü.
    Derdimeydi yüzüm aşağıda gezdiğim vakitler
    Ama sordun mu ne vakitler ittin ellerinle
    Sordun gelip elaleme, sordun kendine derdine ve de kaybolmuş benliğine
    (hook)
    Peki sordun mu kendine neden böyleyim diye
    O baktığın aynalar bile anlatamaz derdini
    Ama ne olursa olsun ayakta durdun değil mi?
    Ailenin özlemi bile yıkamadı seni belki
    Neyse işte hayat böyle devam ediyordu
    (verse 2)
    Sigaraya başladığımda 10 yaşındaydım
    Ardından alkol bile gelmişti
    Hayallerim olan bu beynimi asla
    Acımadan mahkum gibi sikmişti
    Benim kaderim belliydi zaten
    Okulu da bırakmak istiyordum
    Her geçen gün beni eriten
    Bedenimde kapalı bu gizli korku
    Acımasız olmaya başladı bedenim
    Hadi sorsana bana ne denir?
    Ben de bilemedim nedeni nedir?
    Umutsuz olsa bile yaptım elimden geleni
    Kafamı yastığa koyduğumda
    Uyku tutmadı içimde bi kuşku vardı
    Olan oldu zaten diyip bağladı beynim beni
    Sanki bi canavar gibi

    • @texasulkuocaklarbaskan1676
      @texasulkuocaklarbaskan1676 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Merhaba dostum baştaki kısım bana ait de onu soyleyecektim, hic gerek yok boyle seylere :)

  • @r.i.pmybrother7904
    @r.i.pmybrother7904 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Nice beats

  • @carolineahlander400
    @carolineahlander400 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I’ve been trying so hard to make us last
    But you’ve been so up in your own thing and now I feel our time has past
    I loved you for a lifetime, how can I leave something like that
    But the way you make me feel inside when it’s bad, it’s really bad
    I’m on a different path now, I’m all about myself and what I want
    I was gonna be your wife and we were starting over as soon as you got out
    That’s no longer in my future I have to put myself first
    Cuz the time we spent together all I did was put you first
    Even though I did that, you put me down and down again.
    A woman should be treated better by her man
    You know how much I tried to help you get back on your feet
    I carried you so long I just hid from the heat
    I can no longer continue to be your line to life
    I dull my light for you, I made myself so small
    If you went out I sat for days sometimes just waiting for your call
    With you locked up and me out here I’m starting to wake up
    I see it all so clearly now I’ve been afraid to break us up
    But now I see I have a choice and I choose to be free
    I’m done, I’m sorry, I choose me now, our time is up
    I know your a better man than what you were to me
    But I can’t wait around anymore, it’s time for me to be free

  • @Self_stranger
    @Self_stranger ปีที่แล้ว

    Nice track for my lyrics

  • @gpal7397
    @gpal7397 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    One of my fab

  • @kaywise9426
    @kaywise9426 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Mahn , I really love this beat, I can truly relate ,
    Can I use this beat.

  • @gulshanreings7879
    @gulshanreings7879 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Nothing in the mind listen this beat🤟🏻🕉

  • @ggninja5533
    @ggninja5533 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Nothing bt excellent😔😌

  • @Keller1990
    @Keller1990 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This beat fire

  • @g6ed894
    @g6ed894 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    great beat, I put a deep storytelling rap on this.

  • @rkless_jayirl13
    @rkless_jayirl13 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Lost my bro to suicide. He called and I couldn't pick up. This title inspired me. Thank you for making the track.

  • @IONICH.93
    @IONICH.93 ปีที่แล้ว

    Gracias por este beat 🍓💪🏽 daré lo mejor de mi con este beat 🦶👌🏾

  • @soulriders18
    @soulriders18 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Aiiight I'll admit it, this ones heat 🎧

    • @OfficialHAMMERFPV
      @OfficialHAMMERFPV 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      hey sorry to bother you but im trying to become i new youtube music artis will you please check out my new track i posted please and thank you god bless :))

  • @rowlinthunder5870
    @rowlinthunder5870 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Something BIG is going to happen with this one ☝🏽🔥

  • @RapBeatsRB
    @RapBeatsRB 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Great Beat 🎶🔥👍

    • @OfficialHAMMERFPV
      @OfficialHAMMERFPV 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      hey sorry to bother you but im trying to become i new youtube music artis will you please check out my new track i posted please and thank you god bless :))

  • @tylermyers9765
    @tylermyers9765 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    For ever and ever baby girl

  • @osman_RY88
    @osman_RY88 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Gracias ah este beat hermoso le hice una canción a mi madre en paz descanse 🙏❤️

  • @RageToDeath
    @RageToDeath 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Why is everyone walking right through me
    Not caring what the hell it'll do to me
    God why the fuck you never there for me
    Im in a constant battle with my head
    No motivation to get out of bed
    Tired of life kicking me when I'm already dead on the
    Inside
    Then I put out this persona of myself on the
    Outside
    That I'm fine and that I'm just a laid back guy
    Just be ready when I come for payback guy
    It's ok though
    I may be the last one over the rainbow
    No shame though
    Just screamin in the pillow
    Smokin don't care if my teeth are yellow
    Don't judge me I'm just an ordinary fellow
    Light this cigarette with the lighter flame
    Life is a one time game
    A one time thing
    I shouldn't have to deal with all of this pain
    Barely holding myself up could use a crane
    Can't keep holding all these thoughts inside my brain
    All the bad thoughts I have I'm trying to refrain
    From
    Drinking away my sorrows
    Hoping for no tomorrows
    All this weight on my shoulders
    Just too much cargo

  • @erickwolf5524
    @erickwolf5524 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    People want my last words,
    But I been sitting sharpening my swords,
    Sitting striving for awards,
    Play life like a game of magic my ability is to (ward), deflecting these abusive words.
    Never had family but my skills unite people drastically. Traveling in between fine lines trying to stay divine, trying to find peace in my mind but it grows harder to shine this diamond was cut what’s that say clearly I ain’t a gem, all these conflictions eating at men trying to change trying to harness the energy to make amends but pain is my only gains,

  • @donnyd9450
    @donnyd9450 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hot one

  • @martingomez3190
    @martingomez3190 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    its been a year cant numb this pain shedding tears can’t leave a trace it’s crazy how fast you passed away And Now Your son won’t be the same I’m trying to just jump off this never ending train tired of fighting demons that bring me pain i wish you were here to help me grow so i ask you father give me strength show me the way and the path you made show me the hope that I have lost this day show me the love that i never got cuz now without you i feel mentally drained i miss the stories you loved to say like the one with the witch or the one with the cave take me back to when i was young cuz now I’m starting to just fade away
    1:11
    1:28 dad forgive me for not being a good son it’s hard to be one when you’re not feeling loved though we always fought a lot you’ll always be remembered as my #1 keep loving us even when we’re doing wrong keep watching us from the heaven up above keep pushing me to my potential so i can show the world the man I’ll become help me show your family that we have God up above and there’s no room to ever give up lets have a bond thats full a trust no more hatred just a lot of love even though your gone you’re still my half so listen to what i say when i sing you this song i promise dad that it won’t be long just get comfortable and have a seat next to mom
    2:01
    2:18 Dad you and i we were living a lie devil get the best of me and i Couldn’t say goodbye i couldn’t ignore all the pain you brought to my eyes and bc of that I couldn’t apologize and till today this haunts me at night sometimes i just wish i can just suicide and die but that just shows that i have a soft side if only it was possible to sit next to you to talk about life like where’d i go wrong and how can i make it right how can i make up for the fights we had every night I will never forget the way you hurt me but I’ve done the same and to me that’s not right i wish i was able to clear my mind go for a run to remember the good times like playing some checkers or rolling a dice man i miss the past we had if only we could live that life twice

  • @blackrabbittdjyd6813
    @blackrabbittdjyd6813 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Yoooo
    This beat the one bro...
    Im out here i see u
    🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @sebastianjohansen2326
    @sebastianjohansen2326 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Soundcloud counts as non commercial right?

  • @NoName-rc6fd
    @NoName-rc6fd ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Chorus:
    Through the streets, I learned and grew,
    Bando houses seemed so cool,
    Scattering ashes of the youth,
    Looking above like why so crawl,
    Looking below saying see you soon,
    Another killing why so soon?
    But I move, but i move through these streets
    Verse 1:
    I ain’t from the streets but I walk them,
    I’ve seen a yute get robbed ran slipped then stabbed up,
    Silence no one’s a witness,
    Violence they learn from the blocks they play on,
    Lonely and cold, I just want a table for ten at nobu I wanna hold my fam and sell my notes I’ve wrote for years and bring my peers and haters along for this journey
    That’s all I got so far

  • @fuegoluciano8944
    @fuegoluciano8944 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Coulda had it all in this cold world
    Learned not to stall in this cold world
    Learned not to fuck wit my ex girl
    Feeling like I sold my soul here
    Feeling so empty
    Feeling so alone here
    So many resent me
    Down to bone yeah
    Don’t wanna watch me get the throne
    They rather get the news when it hits they phone
    Fuego gone he ain’t had a home
    You know it’s on
    Like beef wit some tones
    Ima don gotta keep in my zone
    Growing up now gotta keep to my own
    Sowing up ties that were cut not known
    Knowing they were lies what they speak that’s wrong
    Knowing I got me though it won’t be long
    Coming how I be shit I be too strong
    Got a lot to beat
    So many fucking dead to the drugs and streets

  • @CyrizDaViruz
    @CyrizDaViruz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The producer of Cyriz Da Viruz, you have done it again

  • @spectrumbackingtracks6016
    @spectrumbackingtracks6016 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This beat is 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🎧 goes hard

    • @OfficialHAMMERFPV
      @OfficialHAMMERFPV 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      hey sorry to bother you but im trying to become i new youtube music artis will you please check out my new track i posted please and thank you god bless :))

  • @donnyd9450
    @donnyd9450 3 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    Last Words Last Words my mom gone I got 2. go on gone my father gone now I got 2 go on gone 4 what I do wrong The world we live in alone we can't call this world home Last Words Last Words we can't call this world home it's Don p yall peace out Rujay

    • @jadeexc347
      @jadeexc347 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      🔥

    • @OTMHYAH
      @OTMHYAH 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Be well

    • @samjenkins5789
      @samjenkins5789 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sorry to hear cuz but put this on q beat put your chin up

    • @bobbymorcinek666
      @bobbymorcinek666 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yo I was blessed with talent to write lyrics check I haven't even started my words can be used as an an emotional target but my last words our for my mu sisters and aunties

    • @nbbriggs9440
      @nbbriggs9440 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I feel that my mother past away in 2014 and I was only 9 years old at that point I see where you're coming from

  • @pho3n1xphat31
    @pho3n1xphat31 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Một người lạ - nay bỗng đã rất xa - những cơn mơ đêm qua - mang đi bao dấu yêu bỗng tan biến nơi nào
    Và giờ đây chỉ là người lạ - cho ta bao đớn đau - bao nhiêu đêm ai thấu -

  • @TheWanderersLibrary
    @TheWanderersLibrary ปีที่แล้ว +1

    All i picture is hopsin on this.

  • @eltoncotton222
    @eltoncotton222 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Masterful

  • @catherinegissendaner6265
    @catherinegissendaner6265 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Bout to use this if that’s fine with you

  • @lester-vision7429
    @lester-vision7429 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sound good...

  • @TicmanNgÄlgoritmoS
    @TicmanNgÄlgoritmoS 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Can i use this for non profit?
    This beat is superb. Props.

  • @mandromusic6346
    @mandromusic6346 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hold up let me spark a Jay, emotionless trying to the perfect words to say, acting like im okay outside but really dying in the inside on my knees praying for better days, wishing I could get my mind outta this phase.

  • @leabeganovic9093
    @leabeganovic9093 2 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    I’ve been on this road trough the hard life
    That is pretty good for a kid who can flow right
    Mama always told me not to cry...
    I left so many tears in the corner when I felt like
    When I was a kid I believed that I could fly
    Society killed the fantasy that I had in my mind
    I watch the death of millions and the pain trough my eyes
    Till the point that I don’t have emotions
    Sometimes I just feel like I’m the devil in disguise
    Governors want us in church...wonder why!
    Maybe I’ll be singing on a choir when Im blind
    Life is easy but people make it difficult so never stop the grind 💯💪🏾

    • @jamesdukes8797
      @jamesdukes8797 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Amazing flow your shi peakin fr fr keep working hard

    • @Ryan-mw1ry
      @Ryan-mw1ry 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      The governors don't want people in church, then they wouldn't be as easily controlled. Divide and conquer.

    • @LilBraille
      @LilBraille ปีที่แล้ว

      Bars

    • @antwoneatkins961
      @antwoneatkins961 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      You said I can’t stop my grind
      Now people, life’s easy this time
      I see your pain behind those blinds
      No Curtin call but its church time
      Let’s grind…
      The devil falls and you know why
      You heard the call but don’t reply
      So how could you be him, even in disguise?
      I read the pain seen in those eyes
      Let’s grind…
      Its hard times,
      Hard times,
      Let’s grind…
      Africa to Ukraine yes pain fly’s
      But your mind’s eye,
      Remained the same throughout time
      Now it’s our time
      Our time
      That fantasy is still alive
      All you have to be is you this time
      I know mama told you not cry
      To keep those tears locked inside
      Get out the corner of your mind
      Get in the booth and start to grind
      Now I’ve used your words to write this rhyme
      Cause like you this beat inspired.

  • @Muppet07
    @Muppet07 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I never thought but
    It made me believe
    That I'll never succeed
    This is the first time I tried
    I've got 1%
    Of what I thought I can get
    I need a faster way
    All the way of my life for saddest shit
    I've been prepared
    I have my parents still alive and well
    But I know one day they will pass
    At least I went through much tears
    Even thinking about that
    I lost a sibling brother and that's how I reached my level
    Hurt just breaks my soul but not the outdoors
    I look fine and happy
    While my doors are closed
    Everyone thinks im a silly clown
    Yes I might am
    But thats what I need in order to succeed in this world of treason
    In this world living without a concrete reason
    One day our story will be over
    One day I'll only have myself to hang
    around
    Nothing but me and dark thoughts
    All through this reailty avoiding to get poisoned
    I try but I fall
    Then I bounce back
    Yet again I fall
    I play pinball with myself
    I am here
    Working my ass off
    Waiting for the Game Over

    • @rumshahlatif4726
      @rumshahlatif4726 ปีที่แล้ว

      There's always the skies that shine though,
      if you look up you can catch up to rainbows
      no cap though, its harder than words can explain bro,
      you or I or anyone else can be rowing the same boat,
      an act of kindness can fill an empty hole
      the light can filter through my shadows
      the darkness can evaporate to another day all the same yo!
      Give the you another chance to grow,
      Work to mentally strength that void so no demons can come over
      Show up day to day, being humble and sober!

  • @ariesxflame
    @ariesxflame 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    How can I use this beat? It's perfect

  • @Kidane20
    @Kidane20 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love it so much this hit diffrent im sitting on my bed freestyling on this ...i lost my big brother 6 february 2020 i was 15 years old his last words to me was i will let you come by my house and see my rabbets

    • @maxcartledge1401
      @maxcartledge1401 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sorry for the loss 🙏🏻 pour out the emotion on the beat!