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Tao nghĩ về chuyện quá khứ Để cố gắng cho tương lai Bao niềm đau kia luôn phải cố giữ Cảm xúc kia không phải là trở ngại Luôn chỉ một mình với những nỗi cô đơn Luôn nổ lực để mình được tốt hơn Luôn nhẫn nại không phải là giận hờn Luôn im lặng dù lòng có đau đớn Biết bao lần tao luôn phải khó xử Khi cuộc sống toàn những áp lực Biết bao lần tao muốn mình tự tử Đầu mơ màng khi sống trong hiện thực Không phải ai cũng được sống như mày Không cần phải suy nghĩ về đồng tiền Khi mà tao vẫn là kẻ trắng tay Những nụ cười cứ vẫn cố tiếp diễn Ngồi một mình trên tầng thượng Tao cố gắng nghĩ về chuyện sâu xa Cố gắng khắc cho tim mình thành tượng Rồi một ngày nào đó cũng hoá đá Còn ai cùng tao sống tiếp cuộc đời này Người xung quanh chỉ toàn là dối trá Khi mà tâm hồn cứ để gió cuốn bay Có lẽ sống một mình trôi qua từng ngày Nhưng tao vẫn luôn cố gắng để thoát ra Mong chờ một người nào đó vẫn còn đơi Tao không phải là một người tài ba Chắc có lẻ chẳng một ai cần tới Những đêm dài đôi khi mình ta suy Một mình trong căn phòng thật cô quạnh Những cuộc tình đến mức làm ta luỵ Cố giữ lấy một tình yêu mong manh
I was having a really hard time and this beat double hit me in the chest. Now, im writing a song abt my hard time using this beat. Hope u dun mind! Just to reduce my stress.
Mẹ lo về chuyện tình duyên , nên đã tiến thêm bước nữa Từ đó ko còn bình yên , Chẳng thấy cha về trước cửa Bếp lửa ngày tết đoàn viên , Gia đình tâm sự hàn huyên Tất cả tình cảm ấm áp , đã bay đi cùng những đàn chim Con thì vẫn đang mơ hồ , con cha thì luôn luôn mạnh mẽ Gồng gánh trên vai cơ đồ , Phía sau con âm thầm lặng lẽ Lời nói bên tai cặn kẽ , để con ngước mắt nhìn đời Hành động nhìu hơn là nói , còn đáng giá hơn cả nghìn lời Và rồi con lấy nhạc Rap , ra làm phương tiện Cha luôn nói cuộc đời này ác , Nên đừng lương thiện Rồi con sẽ dành lấy chiến thắng , Trên từng phương diện MÀY PHẢI NGẨN ĐẦU LÊN THẬT CAO , để đội vương miệng Ngay từ bé là tao đã bôn ba Trải qua bi kịch khiến tao dần khôn ra Trai tim này hao gầy và trầy trước trên con đường mày bước đừng nhớ ngày hôm qua Ko ai thấy tao trải qua bao khổ cực Con đường danh vọng luôn dành cho kẻ xứng đáng Cây bút trên tay và hằng đêm tao nổ lực Viết chuyện trong đời mong ông trời sẽ trứng giám Chưa đến lúc tao phải rời khỏi đây Những lời nói để gió thổi bay Viết rap mỏi tay những bọn nó vẫn chán ghét ngồi đó và phán xét muốn tao phải đổi thay Tao vẫn cất lại ký ức ngày mưa rơi như 1 cuốn nhật ký Gục ngã thất bại trong tim vẫn chưa vơi tao vẫn ko bật mí Ngày bé bỏ lỡ ko 1 ai chịu đưa nôi tuổi ther tao thật phí Con đường tao đi chông chênh như rừng núi chứ ko được rải hoa Tương lai còn xa và tao đã dần đuối với những gì phải trải qua Tao vẫn tự nhủ đó sẽ là lần cuối tao ngược gió ngược giông Chắp tay cầu nguyện những thứ đã mãi xa trở về có được ko?
They broke me down Tried to hold me down Only hoping now, that I don’t drown. The only sound, that I hear Is my voice This noise Telling me that nobody cares It’s been like this for 20 something years. My last words drenched my page with so many tears.
All this thinking and wishing, Kept me drinking and reminiscing, Questioning my existence, Maken raw demos in my 97’ Expedition, Like we was on a Mission, Grew out of the rock bottom position, Shitty dealt hand that we had been givin, Balance out the pain with depression as we stayed livin, Member the last day my oldest daughters forehead I was kissin, Bloody knuckles from the concrete wall I was hittin, You was holding me Listening, to me sniffling, fighting and kickin 17 years old Begging the creator for forgiveness, 2nd time In life that you kept me from disappearin, Moms died when I was 9 and in life you kept me from quittin, Always said it was me who was convincing... You to remain strong, Learning to accept and move on, Knowing the end is a new beginning like sunsets change to dawn, Been planning on always finishing our songs, But it’s just endless instrumentals as the tune plays on.. Rip kiowa💯
Did those be your last words Flying past me like some birds Killing me silently I feel like they came at me Feeling violently I just scream and shout No one can here me scream aloud I'm loosing my mind I feel so blind Why did those have to be your last words Rushing in I have no words I have lost my will what's the deal I'm running up these hills of depression And obsession I feel like less From all this stress can I confess I feel like a mess why I am so pressed
Tao nghĩ về chuyện quá khứ Để cố gắng cho tương lai Bao niềm đau kia luôn phải cố giữ Cảm xúc kia không phải là trở ngại Luôn chỉ một mình với những nỗi cô đơn Luôn nổ lực để mình được tốt hơn Luôn nhẫn nại không phải là giận hờn Luôn im lặng dù lòng có đau đớn Biết bao lần tao luôn phải khó xử Khi cuộc sống toàn những áp lực Biết bao lần tao muốn mình tự tử Đầu mơ màng khi sống trong hiện thực Không phải ai cũng được sống như mày Không cần phải suy nghĩ về đồng tiền Khi mà tao vẫn là kẻ trắng tay Những nụ cười cứ vẫn cố tiếp diễn Hook: ... Ngồi một mình trên tầng thượng Tao cố gắng nghĩ về chuyện sâu xa Cố gắng khắc cho tim mình thành tượng Rồi một ngày nào đó cũng hoá đá Còn ai cùng tao sống tiếp cuộc đời này Người xung quanh chỉ toàn là dối trá Khi mà tâm hồn cứ để gió cuốn bay Tự sống một mình trôi qua từng ngày Nhưng tao vẫn luôn cố gắng để thoát ra Mong chờ một người nào đó vẫn còn đơi Tao không phải là một người tài ba Chắc có lẻ chẳng một ai cần tới Những đêm dài đôi khi mình ta suy Một mình trong căn phòng thật cô quạnh Những cuộc tình đến mức làm ta luỵ Cố giữ lấy một tình yêu mong manh
0:21 If I ever get to say my last words Well here it is Mom I hope you know I mean this from the bottom of my heart the pain from the past I forgive you We struggled with our relationship but that’s what made us, us as I’m layin in this bed watchin you cry prayin to God to leave me and take you instead 0:37 but if it’s my time to go it’s time to go at my funeral don’t mourn rejoice and grow put some wind chimes outside for me during winter time I’ll be there to ring them listen to the melody I’ll play hope it don’t get you in your feelings I told you I’ll here even after death and tell my siblings I miss them even though I wish death would meet them but they brung the light to my darkness that shines so bright I wish I could hug them and love them tell them it would be alright
Coulda had it all in this cold world Learned not to stall in this cold world Learned not to fuck wit my ex girl Feeling like I sold my soul here Feeling so empty Feeling so alone here So many resent me Down to bone yeah Don’t wanna watch me get the throne They rather get the news when it hits they phone Fuego gone he ain’t had a home You know it’s on Like beef wit some tones Ima don gotta keep in my zone Growing up now gotta keep to my own Sowing up ties that were cut not known Knowing they were lies what they speak that’s wrong Knowing I got me though it won’t be long Coming how I be shit I be too strong Got a lot to beat So many fucking dead to the drugs and streets
I’ve been on this road trough the hard life That is pretty good for a kid who can flow right Mama always told me not to cry... I left so many tears in the corner when I felt like When I was a kid I believed that I could fly Society killed the fantasy that I had in my mind I watch the death of millions and the pain trough my eyes Till the point that I don’t have emotions Sometimes I just feel like I’m the devil in disguise Governors want us in church...wonder why! Maybe I’ll be singing on a choir when Im blind Life is easy but people make it difficult so never stop the grind 💯💪🏾
We were all made to be broken by design the strong one never stop the fight you got to have a missionary mind to be something in life it's hard you can't sit wine
so many hours for the paper that i forgot the time crazy thoughts runnin thru my mind fly high, live yo dreams everybody gunna hate when they see that you doin good lord let me be reminiscence about past time got me full of hate so i look to god and hope for something great
Hook Female- I know we been through it all, Hurting in pain, so we'd fall,,, And these are My last words, I hope you remember our time on this earth,,,,, HyDRA-look I couldn't begin to understand the weight you burdened, All I knew was, I was there every day you were hurting,, So plss let me in baby,,, I'm here for only you and it's time you see,, I'm not just a. NIce face with good game, I been through all of my pain , Steadily reaching through the Rustin rain, been cut like the edge of some blades, everytime you wanted to walk away,,, I swear I would crumble and die, If my baby ever left my side, But we choose what we go through, Everyday I chose you, now what Am i to do, Roll over and accept defeat, Maybe it would hurt less compared to what your doing to me,,, Hook-
I overdosed two days ago srry bro on fake percs i feel your pain it messed my family and the mother of my child seeing me layed out breathless in the bck yard and it happend to me 4 times its real bro. Ima pray for you. Please pray for me im crying for help
These are my last words... I love you, Your hair, your smile, your touch, Girl, you make me feel brand-new, With you, there's nothing I can't do, So amazing, love everything about you, Wish someone would come to my rescue. One day I'm scared she'll leave, Go out find a better me, Lose you, amputee, You're that crucial part of me, Lose you, and I can't breathe, It's getting hard to see, With all my insecurities, Pushin' down on me. The first time that we met, Sat on that bench, Do you know how much that meant, To sit with my new Juliet? Love is like a story and I'm acting like I'm on-set. One sec. Let me re-roll that roulette, And get my head set, As we sit and watch the sunset, What's next? We are like the perfect duet, You help me to forget, All my previous upset, Instant, like internet, That's the love I get. These are my last words... I love you, Your hair, your smile, your touch, Girl, you make me feel brand-new, With you, there's nothing I can't do, So amazing, love everything about you, Wish someone would come to my rescue. Popped the question there and then, A feeling I can't apprehend, Bet she thinks "here we go again", She turned and she said yes, I've never felt so blessed, This girl got me obsessed, Cant wait to see our progress, Oh yes, our next steps, Went home and told my parents. Told them everything about you, Well, at least the stuff that I knew, I only met her this afternoon, She said she'll come and meet you soon, Seems to good to be true, I never wanna lose you, Thank you for the rescue, Love everything about you, Your laugh, your heart, your you, Attached to you just like a tattoo, And never wanna undo, You go away, I miss you, Don't wanna kid you, My. Last. Words. I really love you. ----- I know it's not to the level of everyone else's, but this is my first time ever writing lyrics 🙂 Fantastic beat, loved it❤
its been a year cant numb this pain shedding tears can’t leave a trace it’s crazy how fast you passed away And Now Your son won’t be the same I’m trying to just jump off this never ending train tired of fighting demons that bring me pain i wish you were here to help me grow so i ask you father give me strength show me the way and the path you made show me the hope that I have lost this day show me the love that i never got cuz now without you i feel mentally drained i miss the stories you loved to say like the one with the witch or the one with the cave take me back to when i was young cuz now I’m starting to just fade away 1:11 1:28 dad forgive me for not being a good son it’s hard to be one when you’re not feeling loved though we always fought a lot you’ll always be remembered as my #1 keep loving us even when we’re doing wrong keep watching us from the heaven up above keep pushing me to my potential so i can show the world the man I’ll become help me show your family that we have God up above and there’s no room to ever give up lets have a bond thats full a trust no more hatred just a lot of love even though your gone you’re still my half so listen to what i say when i sing you this song i promise dad that it won’t be long just get comfortable and have a seat next to mom 2:01 2:18 Dad you and i we were living a lie devil get the best of me and i Couldn’t say goodbye i couldn’t ignore all the pain you brought to my eyes and bc of that I couldn’t apologize and till today this haunts me at night sometimes i just wish i can just suicide and die but that just shows that i have a soft side if only it was possible to sit next to you to talk about life like where’d i go wrong and how can i make it right how can i make up for the fights we had every night I will never forget the way you hurt me but I’ve done the same and to me that’s not right i wish i was able to clear my mind go for a run to remember the good times like playing some checkers or rolling a dice man i miss the past we had if only we could live that life twice
(verse 1) Hayatta kalmak için mi yaşıyoruz? Amansız yolculuk aman son bulur, Diye bir korku, diye bir yol bul, diye bi sorgu. Diyemiyorsun kendine bu yorgun artık, Ne için yaş döküp ağlarsın Niye kaldı bileklerin iz yarasız. Niye sanrın seni salmadı Niye tanrına zarf atmadın yaşadığın gün süre boyu Gözü sendeydi hem de, merhemdi hem de gözü. Derdimeydi yüzüm aşağıda gezdiğim vakitler Ama sordun mu ne vakitler ittin ellerinle Sordun gelip elaleme, sordun kendine derdine ve de kaybolmuş benliğine (hook) Peki sordun mu kendine neden böyleyim diye O baktığın aynalar bile anlatamaz derdini Ama ne olursa olsun ayakta durdun değil mi? Ailenin özlemi bile yıkamadı seni belki Neyse işte hayat böyle devam ediyordu (verse 2) Sigaraya başladığımda 10 yaşındaydım Ardından alkol bile gelmişti Hayallerim olan bu beynimi asla Acımadan mahkum gibi sikmişti Benim kaderim belliydi zaten Okulu da bırakmak istiyordum Her geçen gün beni eriten Bedenimde kapalı bu gizli korku Acımasız olmaya başladı bedenim Hadi sorsana bana ne denir? Ben de bilemedim nedeni nedir? Umutsuz olsa bile yaptım elimden geleni Kafamı yastığa koyduğumda Uyku tutmadı içimde bi kuşku vardı Olan oldu zaten diyip bağladı beynim beni Sanki bi canavar gibi
Why is everyone walking right through me Not caring what the hell it'll do to me God why the fuck you never there for me Im in a constant battle with my head No motivation to get out of bed Tired of life kicking me when I'm already dead on the Inside Then I put out this persona of myself on the Outside That I'm fine and that I'm just a laid back guy Just be ready when I come for payback guy It's ok though I may be the last one over the rainbow No shame though Just screamin in the pillow Smokin don't care if my teeth are yellow Don't judge me I'm just an ordinary fellow Light this cigarette with the lighter flame Life is a one time game A one time thing I shouldn't have to deal with all of this pain Barely holding myself up could use a crane Can't keep holding all these thoughts inside my brain All the bad thoughts I have I'm trying to refrain From Drinking away my sorrows Hoping for no tomorrows All this weight on my shoulders Just too much cargo
Một người lạ - nay bỗng đã rất xa - những cơn mơ đêm qua - mang đi bao dấu yêu bỗng tan biến nơi nào Và giờ đây chỉ là người lạ - cho ta bao đớn đau - bao nhiêu đêm ai thấu -
Last Words Last Words my mom gone I got 2. go on gone my father gone now I got 2 go on gone 4 what I do wrong The world we live in alone we can't call this world home Last Words Last Words we can't call this world home it's Don p yall peace out Rujay
Yo I was blessed with talent to write lyrics check I haven't even started my words can be used as an an emotional target but my last words our for my mu sisters and aunties
When you saddened within there's no escaping, some days we smile with a pretence grin, whilst inside silently suffering, In this life of loose and win, I speak these words when times dim, to remind him we singing hymns, singing, Today is not the same as yesterday or yesteryear, and all that matters is you right here, putting hearts over minds have no fear...
I’ve been trying so hard to make us last But you’ve been so up in your own thing and now I feel our time has past I loved you for a lifetime, how can I leave something like that But the way you make me feel inside when it’s bad, it’s really bad I’m on a different path now, I’m all about myself and what I want I was gonna be your wife and we were starting over as soon as you got out That’s no longer in my future I have to put myself first Cuz the time we spent together all I did was put you first Even though I did that, you put me down and down again. A woman should be treated better by her man You know how much I tried to help you get back on your feet I carried you so long I just hid from the heat I can no longer continue to be your line to life I dull my light for you, I made myself so small If you went out I sat for days sometimes just waiting for your call With you locked up and me out here I’m starting to wake up I see it all so clearly now I’ve been afraid to break us up But now I see I have a choice and I choose to be free I’m done, I’m sorry, I choose me now, our time is up I know your a better man than what you were to me But I can’t wait around anymore, it’s time for me to be free
Verse 1: Growing up, life was tough Living in a world that was rough Faced struggles, faced pain But I never let it keep me in chains Grew up in the streets, had it rough Fighting for survival, it was tough But I never gave up, never quit I knew I had to make it, had to commit Chorus: Rough past, but I'm still standing strong Rough past, but I'm where I belong I've been through hell and back But I'm still here, ain't no turning back Verse 2: In and out of trouble, always on the run Got caught up in the game, thought it was fun But it only brought me pain, and made me see That this rough past, wasn't where I wanted to be Lost some friends, lost some family But I had to keep going, had to be free Learned from my mistakes, and grew strong Now I'm living life, where I belong Chorus: Rough past, but I'm still standing strong Rough past, but I'm where I belong I've been through hell and back But I'm still here, ain't no turning back Verse 3: Now I'm chasing my dreams, no more pain No more struggles, no more rain I'm living proof, that it can be done No matter how rough, you can still overcome Life ain't easy, that's for sure But with perseverance, you can endure Rough past, but I'm living proof That it's never too late, to make a move Chorus: Rough past, but I'm still standing strong Rough past, but I'm where I belong I've been through hell and back But I'm still here, ain't no turning back Outro: So if you're going through a rough past Just remember, it won't last You have the strength, you have the power To overcome and rise higher.
Yeah, I gotta lot on my mind But I’m just trynna stay on my grind Just trynna get to the top Everybody say I’m a flop telling me I won’t make it and tellin me to just stop. I’m going through a lot right now mentally A lot of of people just do it for the attention you see They do intentionally it’s stressing me god why aren’t you blessing me your messin with me with my head id better off dead And all this shit is day in and day out maybe I gotta reroute and find a better way out Now imma bout to go ape shit rage and I’m gonna end up all old gray with age all my feelings are locked up in a cage it feels like life gos be just like turning the page and one day I’m gonna end up on stage with all eyes on me and. These are my last words
Life is a decision we all have to deal with god gives us this so called blessing to control I dont understand how another human being can have my whole life in a hold I try to show im strong and so the powers i deep down possess to show im bold Now adays if im not drunk and high i just feel cold I wish i can have someone in my life there for me and help guide me that i can love and hold Now i ask my self if i have my life going down the right path I see my pain through the scars caused from a gash How come money controls the way we live When day to day i wish i was dead I can understand why a person can have me wrapped around there finger Where my finger ends with and barrel and my hand on the trigger Suicide feels like my only option No ones there leading me to the light now matter how hard or try to fight Wishing i would lead to the light where i fall down to a never ending darkness of black and red Because i chose to fill my brain matter with lead Hoping i caused enough good in life to help people understand that this is gods plan to keep ahead I feel that all hope for happiness is gone where i try to show my soul and heart through a song the best thing in life was ending with me being gone No one cried but my mom I hate life why the fuck did i have a option to open my eyes and try and show that i exist when all i wanted was to share my knowledge through a kid but in a reault the cycle continues causing me to belive that god will understabd the reason you sin Thank you lord for letting express what i feel through a pen -Sweazey
Sweet Sweet November I can remember if was yesterday how time sail away breath taken care everyday what more can I say hay sometimes weather so hot weather can we all join hands together whenever we do Sweet Sweet November I can remember not December peace out n Rujay incredible dude good one 🙏🏾👼🌄✌🥰😃
"Hear me out" Starts at 0:37 Hear me out.. listen to this story, it is semper fi, do or die, never tell a lie.. that's a lie. Listen to me brother, now that I am here and you are gone, I made a promise to your wife, I would get you home, listen to my last words to you, listen to this story closely, hear me out.. everything will be okay don't you close your eyes, hear me out... yeah, hear me out... *pause till **1:28* I told your wife I would bring you home, son waiting for you at the front door, daughter waiting by the front porch.. Mother waiting on the couch, father in the kitchen... US Army Veteran. Walking to the front door, flag folded up, bad news in my mouth.. how do I spit it out? It is to my deepest condolences, that PFC Henderson was KIA. I am sorry for your loss.. I told him I would bring him home, I made a promise, hear me out.. Hear are his last words.. Please don't let me die, I'm bleeding out, am i gonna die? Momma help me, daddy save me.. Hear me out... I failed you, I told a lie.. Its semper fi.. do or die.. do or die.. do... or die.
Lang tang YO check this out the ryhme or song u wrote ,I don't believe I'm gonna blow any kind of smoke when I say WOW !VERY NICE AND REAL LIFE SUBSTANCE STUFF NO MATTER THE MATERIAL RULZ U DID THIS BEAT JUSTICE AS THE BEAT DID THE LYRICS ALSO BRAVO AND I FELT TRUTH IN LYRICS SPIRIT ALSO !!,SHUCKS WITH THOUGHTS AND WALKS LIKE YOUR TALKIN YOUR PROB ONE OF US 144000 SOLDIERS OF REVELATIONS WHICH OUR CREATOR NOW CALLS UPON THE AWAKENINGS OF THE REMAINDER OF US OPEN YOUR HEART WITH PRAYER TO EXPLORE POSSIBILITY!!!! GOD BLESS AND OH HAPPY AWAKENING LIGHTWORKER !!!AWAKEN UNITE AND ALLIGHN TIME IS NEAR BROTHERS!!! FINALLY OUR PURPOSES SHALL BE FULFILLED SOON!!!!AMEN!!!!
All this time All this time I was able to keep my child's heart The stories of my grandmother I often thought back like it was yesterday I am a little boy That all this time All this time Could keep his child's heart Yes I have grown older and spends seasons I'm a hostage the sky is the roof of my prison All this time All this time I was able to keep my child's heart All this time I was able to remain free All this time the hope kept me alive All this time I was able to remain free I was able to keep my child's heart (x3)
Demons come and speak to me/ Suicidal thoughts they creep to me/ Repent my sins I hope this bring me peace/ Layin restless every night, I don’t sleep easily/ Feelin fucked up in my head don’t you speak to me/ Make you leak wit ease/ They say I’m fucked up/ These demons in my head they tucked up/ They screamin in my ear I can’t translate/ These aren’t real words, just loud screams that filled wit hate/ Emotions out control I watch em Eating off my plate/ This path it take a toll/ If you on it you relate/ Switching chapters/ What part you want on my disasters/ I’m really eating shit on platters/ They say to speak my feelings but I doubt it matter/ Non stop hurting on repeat I watch my world just shatter/ I’m really rottin every day/ Emotions bottled up I’m lost for words don’t know what things to say/ Feel I’m trapped up in my head I bet there’s no escape/ Where my super hero at I need a mask an cape/ Fuck a super hero burn his mask and piss on his cape/ They out there livin while we die from all the hate/ We down here screaming/ Nobody here to save us/ We meant to feel this pain/ Enough to make are brain bust/ Face it on your own don’t let them lace us/ No place to call a home they try to trade us/ Downing percs we take 6 whole bus/ It doesn’t work just make the hole rust/ To much pressure in your head you finna combust/ Just achieve and reach your goals god says you must/ Reaching out for stars but you grabbin dust/ It’s all Part of the plan just to make you tough/ My god gon break us down just to build us up/ Dig deep, that’s what they always tell to me/ Don’t let them take my soul I watch em bring hell to me/ Stared the devil in his face told em I’m to blessed to reach/ ~LemmeRot (If you want more lmk)
Last words still turning curves watching them fly like heavenly birds. Swing around to hold your friends down. From town to town . Which way do we have to go . Head spinning round and round. I might see you around so when I bring all dumb shit down . Just know I killed that evil clown . He won't hear a sound but I still hold us all down all around . Wishing for strength I take another drink . Mighty oh honorable one show me your might cause the battle will run from day to night
People want my last words, But I been sitting sharpening my swords, Sitting striving for awards, Play life like a game of magic my ability is to (ward), deflecting these abusive words. Never had family but my skills unite people drastically. Traveling in between fine lines trying to stay divine, trying to find peace in my mind but it grows harder to shine this diamond was cut what’s that say clearly I ain’t a gem, all these conflictions eating at men trying to change trying to harness the energy to make amends but pain is my only gains,
Karanfiller soldu bugün Doğdu güneş vede boğdu bütün Günyüzü yok 4 Duvar Aşkından içimdeki duyguların öldü tümü Rıhtımım ol. Yolu Kaybediyorum, Düşünmek Yeterince Kahrediyordu. Öldüremedin Sen, Bak Gülüyorum. Hataların Bedelini Bu Kalp Ödüyordu. Zor Geliyor mu? Son Veriyorum Buna Sor Dönüyor mu? Ben Geberiyorum. Prensesim Başkasını Düşlüyor İken İnan ki Ben Onu Çok Seviyodum. Şimdi Ki Nefretim Sevgiye Yönelik Ağladım, Düştüm. Ha Bedelini Ödedim. Nerdesin Söylede Son Bir Göreyim. Nefretim Geçsin Öylece Öleyim. Ben. .. Hatırlarsın Aynı Evde Aynı Odada Kokuna Sarıldım Severken Yanaklarını Öyle bi mayışır Hemencikte uyuya kalırdın Sen. Bu Evin Bi' Gelini Sen, Benim Kadınım! Derdim Eskiden Yalanmış Herşeyin İnandım Kırıldı Kolum vede Kanadım. Nerdesin Sen Gel Toplanır Yerden Ölü Düşlerim Olur Gidemem Erken Daha Var Senden Kalan Tek Kare Heryere Sen Yazarım, Bende Var mı Çaresi.. Yok ki Umut Dünü Unutmak Ne Mümkün Ağlar Bulut Derler Unut. Yok Başka Yolu.. Ben İse Uyurum Hayaller Kurup. ..
Chorus: Through the streets, I learned and grew, Bando houses seemed so cool, Scattering ashes of the youth, Looking above like why so crawl, Looking below saying see you soon, Another killing why so soon? But I move, but i move through these streets Verse 1: I ain’t from the streets but I walk them, I’ve seen a yute get robbed ran slipped then stabbed up, Silence no one’s a witness, Violence they learn from the blocks they play on, Lonely and cold, I just want a table for ten at nobu I wanna hold my fam and sell my notes I’ve wrote for years and bring my peers and haters along for this journey That’s all I got so far
I hear you Lord, with praying hands stuck together like we're together hand in hand- But I'm stuck here and you up there- I lost so much that I became out of touch, with my emotions- That it's all motionless when I tend to move- For it feels like I'm stuck in a freeze game, inside of a steal frame- Born with so much talent, to light the world up- But just like those who you spoke about I went and hid my talents- Instead of increasing them- That's probably why im always stuck in this same position- Like a car with a bad engine Struggle to start needs a tune up And grease the plugs- Voices say I'ma loser and no one will come- Like I said I'm barely moving and theres no increasing no more- Lord, I'm on my knees at this point needing you to lift me up Because I don't know what to do but, give up- and hopes of you could give a little pick me up for I need you Lord- Chorus They say time waits for no man And I'm a man in a no mans land Wasting time- Even though it's in my hands I take wrisk by cancelling out of what's on my wrist and just sit- For I'm lost and Lord I need you to help me through this- By TbdJ
These are my last words You’ve finally done it Bastards Picking on me Was so easy for the laughter But what you didn’t know Is I was beaten by my dad first My mom got it a tad worse Metal belts I remember the welts Last I heard I haven’t been myself Skipping dinner Been gettin’ thinner Degenerate health Minimal wealth Cynical Maybe I need clinical help But it won’t save me I’m in a prison Of my own making A mental cell There is no forsaking The Devil is waiting I’ll be sent to Hell A fuckin demon Sittin on the throne Game over No Winterfell Damn
aye, im just sad, i mess around then i get mad i just wish i could have a dad who just SIT BACK AND LISTEN ABOUT ALL THE THIS IM MISSIN but it aint like that. i lost my best freind i wish i could have him back. sometimes i can be problematic but i just cant forget it. about all the things i once had. all the things i wish i had, my parents just say "too bad.". but i cant give up that fast. its like im always hiding behind a mask. make people laugh is all i do, nobody can see me through, not even you.
Just wrote a song to my leaving fiance. I hope this might let you think about going before you go. I am so sorry things didn't work like we had planned to.
37 seconds- What am I to do? 39 seconds- I’m Expected to step up, when I ain’t got a clue? Keep the whole fam together, When all I feel is blue. Gramps I think you left to early I’m not me, without you. I try to stay strong, So the fam can push thru. I’m the oldest cousin right That’s what I’m supposed to do On the inside I feel empty So what am I to do? I sit alone by myself. With nothing but my thoughts. I feel the balls in my court now Cause this racket will now stop. So I dive in this bottle Until I blackout, belly flop. Drowning out all these demons Cause they won’t ever stop. Pretend it’s all ok You know that’s how I rock. my pride, is here to stay. And lying that’s way. Fool every single person Yeah it’s my DNA. Don’t break the fucking code So I smile and I wave They ask me how I’m doing. O, you know I’m doing great.
0:38 These are my last words, a nigga been down from from the shit that occurred So much shit going wrong in this world, used to be quick to react now I just sit and observe A nigga been tryin to break the mf curse but it seems like shit keeps gettin worse Yea I make mistakes but ain going in reverse don’t want to be in back of a hearse I’m just tryin to immerse into something better life is a puzzle gotta put it all together knew some fake people that changed like the weather they wanna hold me down but a nigga want let em trying to condemn like ya outchea actin better but these are last words and it's not a love letter damn at times it be hard forget her
This is it... The last words I'll ever spit Putting down the pen... Death of a dream Life unlived I've had faith for so many days I held on tight to it in the rain Watching my time wash away I prayed, I prayed But to my dismay It was to for no end All the lines I'm written All the years Crafting Channelling magic What will I do now? There is no future I want to see Without the love of my life With me I've been married to the Muses The music But this divorce is killing me I coulda been huge Big, blew Fuse lit Boom But instead the fire inside me will live Uninterrupted But small and doomed To never take over the night sky Never see showtimeNever
hey sorry to bother you but im trying to become i new youtube music artis will you please check out my new track i posted please and thank you god bless :))
I was just about to kill my self when a friends suggested this track.. It got me writing and eventually I felt better all thoughts of suicide gone... Thank u so much for this
God bless you friend, stay strong. The world is meant to make normal people go crazy. But you are special, you will be a blessing to people. Keep writing, keep praying, keep dreaming. Things don't always get better but we get stronger. Love, Someone who doesn't know you but would cry if you left too soon.
Stay strong. The next time you feel similar feelings, you know already what to do - express. Write everything down, into prose or verse. Write until you can write no more. You've done it already, and it helps, so do it again the next time the thoughts come.
Holy crap you guys made me cry... Zae Bae, pls stay strong I am in almost the same situation and idk how to feel right now, what to do... but I try to stay positive and stay strong... I don't want no longer be as I am... I want to change myself want to BE someone... these thoughts keep me positive and strong... otherwise idk what I would have done to myself...
@@DonRiinax3 you are doing great friend! God is good! Woke up from our beds today means were meant to do something for the world!! Let's just lift up ourselves and love those around us, even if we don't understand or agree with them, it's all good. I pray the best for you, and I hope you keep moving forward with blessings to come!
Hold up let me spark a Jay, emotionless trying to the perfect words to say, acting like im okay outside but really dying in the inside on my knees praying for better days, wishing I could get my mind outta this phase.
This is a song about a fictional character in a real situation that happened back in 2001. It was a horrible tragedy and to anyone who lost anyone or been affected by the September 11th terrorist attack then this song may not be for you. Just woke up and I feel a little numb the dates the ninth of the 11th 2001.Honestly life’s been great, last night took my wife out on the best fuckin date. My wife just made me breakfast in bed i feel great but something messin my head. She ask me how I’m doin I say great but my smile was fake Just dropped my kids off at school gave em a hug said keep it a hund. Drove my wife to work in the Honda Civic the whole ride there she was bitchen bout how I don’t talk to her I said I don’t wanna talk and that’s how I prefer. Then I made my way to work I feel bad about what I said to my wife when she hopped outa the car I saw she started to cry. when I made my way up the elevator I felt a shiver go down my spine i had a dead look in my eye and I started to fucking cry it was weird and then I got a sudden rush of fear. Made my way up to the 96th floor said wassup to my boy Taylor he asked me what’s wrong don’t know just feel like today’s gonna be long It’s 8:30 now and I’m starting to shiver shivering like I’m in a blizzard. Can’t explain it but there’s a pain in my chest maybe I need some rest I don’t know. It’s 8:40 my stomach is starting to twist my eye starting to twitch and then I stopped. Took a deep breath placed my hand on my chest and felt my heart beat slow down. Sit back in my chair and do some work. It’s 8:45 for some reason I can’t work so I start talking to the desk clerk. We having a conversation about her new guy. Then I saw the sheer terror in her eyes and the I heard her cries and then I turned around and saw my whole life flash before my eyes
Hearing these Last words hearing these last words ye. Hearing my grandma last word Mijo I'm going to die soon I looked at her told that not going to happen any soon 2 day went by now we having laugh and having a blast we never talk about the past only what lays ahead Sunday morning woke heard she not feeling well call the hospital they held for a week then next thing u Kno they let her be released I'm disease now she fall into pieces now I won't find peace but may her soul 🙏💔🌹 rest in peace 💯🙏🌹 can't sleep I overthink seeing you plug in to machines that was letting you breath I give up life I can't fight I don't how to make it right I wish you were here in sight so everything can be alright. Wish I could bleed got nothing to believe got no one to guide me in this life 2020
what a mind of mind living in the world that corrupted by lies and proverty/ nobody can save us from reality so I take time to make up time dont need to be all that just to spit a rap watching the world crumble as I stand with what makes me not stumble.
I’ve been on this road trough the hard life That is pretty good for a kid who can flow right Mama always told me not to cry... I left so many tears in the corner when I felt like When I was a kid I believed that I could fly Society killed the fantasy that I had in my mind I watch the death of millions and the pain trough my eyes Till the point that I don’t have emotions Sometimes I just feel like I’m the devil in disguise Governors want us in church...wonder why! Maybe I’ll be singing on a choir when Im blind Life is easy but people make it difficult so never stop the grind 💯💪🏾
You said I can’t stop my grind Now people, life’s easy this time I see your pain behind those blinds No Curtin call but its church time Let’s grind… The devil falls and you know why You heard the call but don’t reply So how could you be him, even in disguise? I read the pain seen in those eyes Let’s grind… Its hard times, Hard times, Let’s grind… Africa to Ukraine yes pain fly’s But your mind’s eye, Remained the same throughout time Now it’s our time Our time That fantasy is still alive All you have to be is you this time I know mama told you not cry To keep those tears locked inside Get out the corner of your mind Get in the booth and start to grind Now I’ve used your words to write this rhyme Cause like you this beat inspired.
I never thought but It made me believe That I'll never succeed This is the first time I tried I've got 1% Of what I thought I can get I need a faster way All the way of my life for saddest shit I've been prepared I have my parents still alive and well But I know one day they will pass At least I went through much tears Even thinking about that I lost a sibling brother and that's how I reached my level Hurt just breaks my soul but not the outdoors I look fine and happy While my doors are closed Everyone thinks im a silly clown Yes I might am But thats what I need in order to succeed in this world of treason In this world living without a concrete reason One day our story will be over One day I'll only have myself to hang around Nothing but me and dark thoughts All through this reailty avoiding to get poisoned I try but I fall Then I bounce back Yet again I fall I play pinball with myself I am here Working my ass off Waiting for the Game Over
There's always the skies that shine though, if you look up you can catch up to rainbows no cap though, its harder than words can explain bro, you or I or anyone else can be rowing the same boat, an act of kindness can fill an empty hole the light can filter through my shadows the darkness can evaporate to another day all the same yo! Give the you another chance to grow, Work to mentally strength that void so no demons can come over Show up day to day, being humble and sober!
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Beat Tempo - 115 BPM.
This beat is available here - Rujay.co.uk
Rujay I made my best rap on next level by u
These are my last words
I think I'm tired of trying
I think I'm tired of crying
People are steady dying
@Rujay I made this chorus
Hey btw ill see in one my videos with your beats
This was absolutely amazing. I'm honestly gonna make a song out of it. I'll let you know how it goes.
Replay!
Tao nghĩ về chuyện quá khứ
Để cố gắng cho tương lai
Bao niềm đau kia luôn phải cố giữ
Cảm xúc kia không phải là trở ngại
Luôn chỉ một mình với những nỗi cô đơn
Luôn nổ lực để mình được tốt hơn
Luôn nhẫn nại không phải là giận hờn
Luôn im lặng dù lòng có đau đớn
Biết bao lần tao luôn phải khó xử
Khi cuộc sống toàn những áp lực
Biết bao lần tao muốn mình tự tử
Đầu mơ màng khi sống trong hiện thực
Không phải ai cũng được sống như mày
Không cần phải suy nghĩ về đồng tiền
Khi mà tao vẫn là kẻ trắng tay
Những nụ cười cứ vẫn cố tiếp diễn
Ngồi một mình trên tầng thượng
Tao cố gắng nghĩ về chuyện sâu xa
Cố gắng khắc cho tim mình thành tượng
Rồi một ngày nào đó cũng hoá đá
Còn ai cùng tao sống tiếp cuộc đời này
Người xung quanh chỉ toàn là dối trá
Khi mà tâm hồn cứ để gió cuốn bay
Có lẽ sống một mình trôi qua từng ngày
Nhưng tao vẫn luôn cố gắng để thoát ra
Mong chờ một người nào đó vẫn còn đơi
Tao không phải là một người tài ba
Chắc có lẻ chẳng một ai cần tới
Những đêm dài đôi khi mình ta suy
Một mình trong căn phòng thật cô quạnh
Những cuộc tình đến mức làm ta luỵ
Cố giữ lấy một tình yêu mong manh
Thats fckin good man
Everytime I try to write something this beat brings tears to my eyes!
Makes you wana dig deep into something you never wanted to come out!
Love how Rujay is still hearting comments for some reason
I was having a really hard time and this beat double hit me in the chest. Now, im writing a song abt my hard time using this beat. Hope u dun mind! Just to reduce my stress.
I want to thank you cause ima make a song about what happened in my city el Paso Texas and this is the perfect beat much love g.
I spit the hardest bars ive ever spoke, straight from the heart. Thank you for reaching below. Truly Jandi
I just wanted to let yall know that this beat is for real on point. I felt this all the way💯
Musste rein es gab jungs redeten
Während Mama jeden Tag betete
Mẹ lo về chuyện tình duyên , nên đã tiến thêm bước nữa
Từ đó ko còn bình yên , Chẳng thấy cha về trước cửa
Bếp lửa ngày tết đoàn viên , Gia đình tâm sự hàn huyên
Tất cả tình cảm ấm áp , đã bay đi cùng những đàn chim
Con thì vẫn đang mơ hồ , con cha thì luôn luôn mạnh mẽ
Gồng gánh trên vai cơ đồ , Phía sau con âm thầm lặng lẽ
Lời nói bên tai cặn kẽ , để con ngước mắt nhìn đời
Hành động nhìu hơn là nói , còn đáng giá hơn cả nghìn lời
Và rồi con lấy nhạc Rap , ra làm phương tiện
Cha luôn nói cuộc đời này ác , Nên đừng lương thiện
Rồi con sẽ dành lấy chiến thắng , Trên từng phương diện
MÀY PHẢI NGẨN ĐẦU LÊN THẬT CAO , để đội vương miệng
Ngay từ bé là tao đã bôn ba
Trải qua bi kịch khiến tao dần khôn ra
Trai tim này hao gầy và trầy trước trên con đường mày bước đừng nhớ ngày hôm qua
Ko ai thấy tao trải qua bao khổ cực
Con đường danh vọng luôn dành cho kẻ xứng đáng
Cây bút trên tay và hằng đêm tao nổ lực
Viết chuyện trong đời mong ông trời sẽ trứng giám
Chưa đến lúc tao phải rời khỏi đây
Những lời nói để gió thổi bay
Viết rap mỏi tay những bọn nó vẫn chán ghét ngồi đó và phán xét muốn tao phải đổi thay
Tao vẫn cất lại ký ức ngày mưa rơi như 1 cuốn nhật ký
Gục ngã thất bại trong tim vẫn chưa vơi tao vẫn ko bật mí
Ngày bé bỏ lỡ ko 1 ai chịu đưa nôi tuổi ther tao thật phí
Con đường tao đi chông chênh như rừng núi chứ ko được rải hoa
Tương lai còn xa và tao đã dần đuối với những gì phải trải qua
Tao vẫn tự nhủ đó sẽ là lần cuối tao ngược gió ngược giông
Chắp tay cầu nguyện những thứ đã mãi xa trở về có được ko?
I thank you from the bottom of my heart for this music... its great stress relieving music.... anytime music... ! keep going brother.... !
They broke me down
Tried to hold me down
Only hoping now, that I don’t drown.
The only sound, that I hear
Is my voice
This noise
Telling me that nobody cares
It’s been like this for 20 something years.
My last words drenched my page with so many tears.
I fw wit it heavy fr keep workin don’t stop
This beat is beautiful.
So many emotions in this beat 😭
Musste rein es gab jungs die redeten
Während Mama jeden Tag betete
adorable bro !
This is one of the best rap beats I have ever heard in my life! Thank you!
All this thinking and wishing,
Kept me drinking and reminiscing,
Questioning my existence,
Maken raw demos in my 97’ Expedition,
Like we was on a Mission,
Grew out of the rock bottom position,
Shitty dealt hand that we had been givin,
Balance out the pain with depression as we stayed livin,
Member the last day my oldest daughters forehead I was kissin,
Bloody knuckles from the concrete wall I was hittin,
You was holding me Listening,
to me sniffling,
fighting and kickin
17 years old Begging the creator for forgiveness,
2nd time In life that you kept me from disappearin,
Moms died when I was 9 and in life you kept me from quittin,
Always said it was me who was convincing...
You to remain strong,
Learning to accept and move on,
Knowing the end is a new beginning like sunsets change to dawn,
Been planning on always finishing our songs,
But it’s just endless instrumentals as the tune plays on..
Rip kiowa💯
@Worlddreamer. Thank you!🖤
yoo hmu on instagram @poppatyb
Did those be your last words
Flying past me like some birds
Killing me silently
I feel like they came at me
Feeling violently
I just scream and shout
No one can here me scream aloud
I'm loosing my mind I feel so blind
Why did those have to be your last words
Rushing in I have no words
I have lost my will what's the deal
I'm running up these hills of depression
And obsession I feel like less
From all this stress can I confess
I feel like a mess why I am so pressed
Skills skills skill!! Mad skills... whowever made this is a beat master 🔥🔥🔥
Chill
The channel....made the beat
I agreeeee🔥🔥🌹
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Tao nghĩ về chuyện quá khứ
Để cố gắng cho tương lai
Bao niềm đau kia luôn phải cố giữ
Cảm xúc kia không phải là trở ngại
Luôn chỉ một mình với những nỗi cô đơn
Luôn nổ lực để mình được tốt hơn
Luôn nhẫn nại không phải là giận hờn
Luôn im lặng dù lòng có đau đớn
Biết bao lần tao luôn phải khó xử
Khi cuộc sống toàn những áp lực
Biết bao lần tao muốn mình tự tử
Đầu mơ màng khi sống trong hiện thực
Không phải ai cũng được sống như mày
Không cần phải suy nghĩ về đồng tiền
Khi mà tao vẫn là kẻ trắng tay
Những nụ cười cứ vẫn cố tiếp diễn
Hook: ...
Ngồi một mình trên tầng thượng
Tao cố gắng nghĩ về chuyện sâu xa
Cố gắng khắc cho tim mình thành tượng
Rồi một ngày nào đó cũng hoá đá
Còn ai cùng tao sống tiếp cuộc đời này
Người xung quanh chỉ toàn là dối trá
Khi mà tâm hồn cứ để gió cuốn bay
Tự sống một mình trôi qua từng ngày
Nhưng tao vẫn luôn cố gắng để thoát ra
Mong chờ một người nào đó vẫn còn đơi
Tao không phải là một người tài ba
Chắc có lẻ chẳng một ai cần tới
Những đêm dài đôi khi mình ta suy
Một mình trong căn phòng thật cô quạnh
Những cuộc tình đến mức làm ta luỵ
Cố giữ lấy một tình yêu mong manh
0:21 If I ever get to say my last words
Well here it is
Mom I hope you know I mean this from the bottom of my heart
the pain from the past I forgive you
We struggled with our relationship
but that’s what made us, us
as I’m layin in this bed
watchin you cry prayin to God to leave me and take you instead
0:37 but if it’s my time to go it’s time to go at my funeral don’t mourn rejoice and grow
put some wind chimes outside for me
during winter time I’ll be there to ring them
listen to the melody I’ll play hope it don’t get you in your feelings
I told you I’ll here even after death
and tell my siblings I miss them even though I wish death would meet them but they brung the light to my darkness that shines so bright I wish I could hug them and love them tell them it would be alright
This bring you back to like Beatslayer days in 2013! 😎
Coulda had it all in this cold world
Learned not to stall in this cold world
Learned not to fuck wit my ex girl
Feeling like I sold my soul here
Feeling so empty
Feeling so alone here
So many resent me
Down to bone yeah
Don’t wanna watch me get the throne
They rather get the news when it hits they phone
Fuego gone he ain’t had a home
You know it’s on
Like beef wit some tones
Ima don gotta keep in my zone
Growing up now gotta keep to my own
Sowing up ties that were cut not known
Knowing they were lies what they speak that’s wrong
Knowing I got me though it won’t be long
Coming how I be shit I be too strong
Got a lot to beat
So many fucking dead to the drugs and streets
I’ve been on this road trough the hard life
That is pretty good for a kid who can flow right
Mama always told me not to cry...
I left so many tears in the corner when I felt like
When I was a kid I believed that I could fly
Society killed the fantasy that I had in my mind
I watch the death of millions and the pain trough my eyes
Till the point that I don’t have emotions
Sometimes I just feel like I’m the devil in disguise
Governors want us in church...wonder why!
Maybe I’ll be singing on a choir when Im blind
Life is easy but people make it difficult so never stop the grind 💯💪🏾
Nice
We were all made to be broken by design the strong one never stop the fight you got to have a missionary mind to be something in life it's hard you can't sit wine
so many hours for the paper that i forgot the time
crazy thoughts runnin thru my mind
fly high, live yo dreams
everybody gunna hate when they see
that you doin good lord let me be
reminiscence about past time got me full of hate
so i look to god and hope for something great
Hook Female-
I know we been through it all,
Hurting in pain, so we'd fall,,,
And these are My last words,
I hope you remember our time on this earth,,,,,
HyDRA-look I couldn't begin to understand the weight you burdened,
All I knew was, I was there every day you were hurting,,
So plss let me in baby,,,
I'm here for only you and it's time you see,,
I'm not just a. NIce face with good game, I been through all of my pain ,
Steadily reaching through the Rustin rain, been cut like the edge of some blades, everytime you wanted to walk away,,,
I swear I would crumble and die,
If my baby ever left my side,
But we choose what we go through,
Everyday I chose you, now what Am i to do,
Roll over and accept defeat,
Maybe it would hurt less compared to what your doing to me,,,
Hook-
I have time fades on my wrists. My brothers last words, as he overdosed on H. Thank you for this🙏
Damn man. I'm so sorry for your loss. For real. Hope you stay healthy and happy these days.
Damn, that's ice cold. I'm so incredibly sorry. Lost all my siblings in one car wreck. Keep your head up.
I overdosed two days ago srry bro on fake percs i feel your pain it messed my family and the mother of my child seeing me layed out breathless in the bck yard and it happend to me 4 times its real bro. Ima pray for you. Please pray for me im crying for help
From India🇮🇳 listening right now
These are my last words... I love you,
Your hair, your smile, your touch,
Girl, you make me feel brand-new,
With you, there's nothing I can't do,
So amazing, love everything about you,
Wish someone would come to my rescue.
One day I'm scared she'll leave,
Go out find a better me,
Lose you, amputee,
You're that crucial part of me,
Lose you, and I can't breathe,
It's getting hard to see,
With all my insecurities,
Pushin' down on me.
The first time that we met,
Sat on that bench,
Do you know how much that meant,
To sit with my new Juliet?
Love is like a story and I'm acting like I'm on-set.
One sec.
Let me re-roll that roulette,
And get my head set,
As we sit and watch the sunset,
What's next?
We are like the perfect duet,
You help me to forget,
All my previous upset,
Instant, like internet,
That's the love I get.
These are my last words... I love you,
Your hair, your smile, your touch,
Girl, you make me feel brand-new,
With you, there's nothing I can't do,
So amazing, love everything about you,
Wish someone would come to my rescue.
Popped the question there and then,
A feeling I can't apprehend,
Bet she thinks "here we go again",
She turned and she said yes,
I've never felt so blessed,
This girl got me obsessed,
Cant wait to see our progress,
Oh yes, our next steps,
Went home and told my parents.
Told them everything about you,
Well, at least the stuff that I knew,
I only met her this afternoon,
She said she'll come and meet you soon,
Seems to good to be true,
I never wanna lose you,
Thank you for the rescue,
Love everything about you,
Your laugh, your heart, your you,
Attached to you just like a tattoo,
And never wanna undo,
You go away, I miss you,
Don't wanna kid you,
My. Last. Words.
I really love you.
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I know it's not to the level of everyone else's, but this is my first time ever writing lyrics 🙂 Fantastic beat, loved it❤
Nice
Bruh stop being stupid I love ur lyrics I flowed with them very well
Good job man!!! "scared she might find a better me"....deep!!
Love is like a story and I’m acting like I’m on set, hard asf
its been a year cant numb this pain shedding tears can’t leave a trace it’s crazy how fast you passed away And Now Your son won’t be the same I’m trying to just jump off this never ending train tired of fighting demons that bring me pain i wish you were here to help me grow so i ask you father give me strength show me the way and the path you made show me the hope that I have lost this day show me the love that i never got cuz now without you i feel mentally drained i miss the stories you loved to say like the one with the witch or the one with the cave take me back to when i was young cuz now I’m starting to just fade away
1:11
1:28 dad forgive me for not being a good son it’s hard to be one when you’re not feeling loved though we always fought a lot you’ll always be remembered as my #1 keep loving us even when we’re doing wrong keep watching us from the heaven up above keep pushing me to my potential so i can show the world the man I’ll become help me show your family that we have God up above and there’s no room to ever give up lets have a bond thats full a trust no more hatred just a lot of love even though your gone you’re still my half so listen to what i say when i sing you this song i promise dad that it won’t be long just get comfortable and have a seat next to mom
2:01
2:18 Dad you and i we were living a lie devil get the best of me and i Couldn’t say goodbye i couldn’t ignore all the pain you brought to my eyes and bc of that I couldn’t apologize and till today this haunts me at night sometimes i just wish i can just suicide and die but that just shows that i have a soft side if only it was possible to sit next to you to talk about life like where’d i go wrong and how can i make it right how can i make up for the fights we had every night I will never forget the way you hurt me but I’ve done the same and to me that’s not right i wish i was able to clear my mind go for a run to remember the good times like playing some checkers or rolling a dice man i miss the past we had if only we could live that life twice
Went in deep thoughts after listening this
Good Job my G 🔥🔥🔥🛸🛸🛸🛸🛸🛸
(verse 1)
Hayatta kalmak için mi yaşıyoruz?
Amansız yolculuk aman son bulur,
Diye bir korku, diye bir yol bul, diye bi sorgu.
Diyemiyorsun kendine bu yorgun artık,
Ne için yaş döküp ağlarsın
Niye kaldı bileklerin iz yarasız.
Niye sanrın seni salmadı
Niye tanrına zarf atmadın yaşadığın gün süre boyu
Gözü sendeydi hem de, merhemdi hem de gözü.
Derdimeydi yüzüm aşağıda gezdiğim vakitler
Ama sordun mu ne vakitler ittin ellerinle
Sordun gelip elaleme, sordun kendine derdine ve de kaybolmuş benliğine
(hook)
Peki sordun mu kendine neden böyleyim diye
O baktığın aynalar bile anlatamaz derdini
Ama ne olursa olsun ayakta durdun değil mi?
Ailenin özlemi bile yıkamadı seni belki
Neyse işte hayat böyle devam ediyordu
(verse 2)
Sigaraya başladığımda 10 yaşındaydım
Ardından alkol bile gelmişti
Hayallerim olan bu beynimi asla
Acımadan mahkum gibi sikmişti
Benim kaderim belliydi zaten
Okulu da bırakmak istiyordum
Her geçen gün beni eriten
Bedenimde kapalı bu gizli korku
Acımasız olmaya başladı bedenim
Hadi sorsana bana ne denir?
Ben de bilemedim nedeni nedir?
Umutsuz olsa bile yaptım elimden geleni
Kafamı yastığa koyduğumda
Uyku tutmadı içimde bi kuşku vardı
Olan oldu zaten diyip bağladı beynim beni
Sanki bi canavar gibi
Merhaba dostum baştaki kısım bana ait de onu soyleyecektim, hic gerek yok boyle seylere :)
It's amazing how consistently u are making content ❤️
This dude got talent keep going for your dreams believe in your self because I do
Why is everyone walking right through me
Not caring what the hell it'll do to me
God why the fuck you never there for me
Im in a constant battle with my head
No motivation to get out of bed
Tired of life kicking me when I'm already dead on the
Inside
Then I put out this persona of myself on the
Outside
That I'm fine and that I'm just a laid back guy
Just be ready when I come for payback guy
It's ok though
I may be the last one over the rainbow
No shame though
Just screamin in the pillow
Smokin don't care if my teeth are yellow
Don't judge me I'm just an ordinary fellow
Light this cigarette with the lighter flame
Life is a one time game
A one time thing
I shouldn't have to deal with all of this pain
Barely holding myself up could use a crane
Can't keep holding all these thoughts inside my brain
All the bad thoughts I have I'm trying to refrain
From
Drinking away my sorrows
Hoping for no tomorrows
All this weight on my shoulders
Just too much cargo
Nice
Yo this is fire bro keep it up
Can I use this in my rap?
Lost my bro to suicide. He called and I couldn't pick up. This title inspired me. Thank you for making the track.
Very emotional, good job Luxray!👍
Một người lạ - nay bỗng đã rất xa - những cơn mơ đêm qua - mang đi bao dấu yêu bỗng tan biến nơi nào
Và giờ đây chỉ là người lạ - cho ta bao đớn đau - bao nhiêu đêm ai thấu -
Last Words Last Words my mom gone I got 2. go on gone my father gone now I got 2 go on gone 4 what I do wrong The world we live in alone we can't call this world home Last Words Last Words we can't call this world home it's Don p yall peace out Rujay
🔥
Be well
Sorry to hear cuz but put this on q beat put your chin up
Yo I was blessed with talent to write lyrics check I haven't even started my words can be used as an an emotional target but my last words our for my mu sisters and aunties
I feel that my mother past away in 2014 and I was only 9 years old at that point I see where you're coming from
You're the best beat master 🙏🙏👑👑🎶🎶
When you saddened within there's no escaping,
some days we smile with a pretence grin, whilst inside silently suffering,
In this life of loose and win, I speak these words when times dim, to remind him we singing hymns, singing,
Today is not the same as yesterday or yesteryear, and all that matters is you right here, putting hearts over minds have no fear...
I’ve been trying so hard to make us last
But you’ve been so up in your own thing and now I feel our time has past
I loved you for a lifetime, how can I leave something like that
But the way you make me feel inside when it’s bad, it’s really bad
I’m on a different path now, I’m all about myself and what I want
I was gonna be your wife and we were starting over as soon as you got out
That’s no longer in my future I have to put myself first
Cuz the time we spent together all I did was put you first
Even though I did that, you put me down and down again.
A woman should be treated better by her man
You know how much I tried to help you get back on your feet
I carried you so long I just hid from the heat
I can no longer continue to be your line to life
I dull my light for you, I made myself so small
If you went out I sat for days sometimes just waiting for your call
With you locked up and me out here I’m starting to wake up
I see it all so clearly now I’ve been afraid to break us up
But now I see I have a choice and I choose to be free
I’m done, I’m sorry, I choose me now, our time is up
I know your a better man than what you were to me
But I can’t wait around anymore, it’s time for me to be free
Verse 1:
Growing up, life was tough
Living in a world that was rough
Faced struggles, faced pain
But I never let it keep me in chains
Grew up in the streets, had it rough
Fighting for survival, it was tough
But I never gave up, never quit
I knew I had to make it, had to commit
Chorus:
Rough past, but I'm still standing strong
Rough past, but I'm where I belong
I've been through hell and back
But I'm still here, ain't no turning back
Verse 2:
In and out of trouble, always on the run
Got caught up in the game, thought it was fun
But it only brought me pain, and made me see
That this rough past, wasn't where I wanted to be
Lost some friends, lost some family
But I had to keep going, had to be free
Learned from my mistakes, and grew strong
Now I'm living life, where I belong
Chorus:
Rough past, but I'm still standing strong
Rough past, but I'm where I belong
I've been through hell and back
But I'm still here, ain't no turning back
Verse 3:
Now I'm chasing my dreams, no more pain
No more struggles, no more rain
I'm living proof, that it can be done
No matter how rough, you can still overcome
Life ain't easy, that's for sure
But with perseverance, you can endure
Rough past, but I'm living proof
That it's never too late, to make a move
Chorus:
Rough past, but I'm still standing strong
Rough past, but I'm where I belong
I've been through hell and back
But I'm still here, ain't no turning back
Outro:
So if you're going through a rough past
Just remember, it won't last
You have the strength, you have the power
To overcome and rise higher.
Really , I feel that beat,,,amazing work.
I love your beats.. New subscriber ❤
Nothing in the mind listen this beat🤟🏻🕉
One of the hardest beats I ever heard
The producer of Cyriz Da Viruz, you have done it again
Appreciate everything beats be talking to me
its so deep 😮😮💯💯
Damn good man , word
nice mad skills:) keep grinding !
Beyond the imagination no words to describe the taste
Just uffwow
Bruh ur beats are awesome ❤️
That is nothing but fire
All i picture is hopsin on this.
One of my fab
Yeah, I gotta lot on my mind
But I’m just trynna stay on my grind
Just trynna get to the top
Everybody say I’m a flop telling me I won’t make it and tellin me to just stop.
I’m going through a lot right now mentally
A lot of of people just do it for the attention you see
They do intentionally it’s stressing me god why aren’t you blessing me your messin with me with my head id better off dead
And all this shit is day in and day out maybe I gotta reroute and find a better way out
Now imma bout to go ape shit rage and I’m gonna end up all old gray with age all my feelings are locked up in a cage it feels like life gos be just like turning the page and one day I’m gonna end up on stage with all eyes on me and.
These are my last words
Life is a decision we all have to deal with god gives us this so called blessing to control
I dont understand how another human being can have my whole life in a hold
I try to show im strong and so the powers i deep down possess to show im bold
Now adays if im not drunk and high i just feel cold
I wish i can have someone in my life there for me and help guide me that i can love and hold
Now i ask my self if i have my life going down the right path
I see my pain through the scars caused from a gash
How come money controls the way we live
When day to day i wish i was dead
I can understand why a person can have me wrapped around there finger
Where my finger ends with and barrel and my hand on the trigger
Suicide feels like my only option
No ones there leading me to the light now matter how hard or try to fight
Wishing i would lead to the light where i fall down to a never ending darkness of black and red
Because i chose to fill my brain matter with lead
Hoping i caused enough good in life to help people understand that this is gods plan to keep ahead
I feel that all hope for happiness is gone where i try to show my soul and heart through a song
the best thing in life was ending with me being gone
No one cried but my mom
I hate life why the fuck did i have a option to open my eyes and try and show that i exist
when all i wanted was to share my knowledge through a kid
but in a reault the cycle continues
causing me to belive that god will understabd the reason you sin
Thank you lord for letting express what i feel through a pen
-Sweazey
Bless that you are happy and well in your life. Those are some moving lyrics.
Sweet Sweet November I can remember if was yesterday how time sail away breath taken care everyday what more can I say hay sometimes weather so hot weather can we all join hands together whenever we do Sweet Sweet November I can remember not December peace out n Rujay incredible dude good one 🙏🏾👼🌄✌🥰😃
Tuff lines
Thanks chanel so much ! Sound good , because this beat did help me can’t standing present , I’ll run fasting
This goes too hard, I gotta use it
perfect for spitting about life!🔥 you nailed it man.!
Something BIG is going to happen with this one ☝🏽🔥
"Hear me out"
Starts at 0:37
Hear me out..
listen to this story, it is semper fi, do or die, never tell a lie..
that's a lie.
Listen to me brother, now that I am here and you are gone, I made a promise to your wife, I would get you home,
listen to my last words to you, listen to this story closely, hear me out..
everything will be okay don't you close your eyes, hear me out... yeah, hear me out...
*pause till **1:28*
I told your wife I would bring you home, son waiting for you at the front door, daughter waiting by the front porch..
Mother waiting on the couch, father in the kitchen...
US Army Veteran.
Walking to the front door, flag folded up, bad news in my mouth.. how do I spit it out?
It is to my deepest condolences, that PFC Henderson was KIA. I am sorry for your loss..
I told him I would bring him home, I made a promise, hear me out..
Hear are his last words..
Please don't let me die, I'm bleeding out, am i gonna die?
Momma help me, daddy save me..
Hear me out...
I failed you, I told a lie..
Its semper fi..
do or die..
do or die..
do...
or die.
Its like when i lasten this kind of beats i go tough my past life maybe cis the title
Lang tang YO check this out the ryhme or song u wrote ,I don't believe I'm gonna blow any kind of smoke when I say WOW !VERY NICE AND REAL LIFE SUBSTANCE STUFF NO MATTER THE MATERIAL RULZ U DID THIS BEAT JUSTICE AS THE BEAT DID THE LYRICS ALSO BRAVO AND I FELT TRUTH IN LYRICS SPIRIT ALSO !!,SHUCKS WITH THOUGHTS AND WALKS LIKE YOUR TALKIN YOUR PROB ONE OF US 144000 SOLDIERS OF REVELATIONS WHICH OUR CREATOR NOW CALLS UPON THE AWAKENINGS OF THE REMAINDER OF US OPEN YOUR HEART WITH PRAYER TO EXPLORE POSSIBILITY!!!! GOD BLESS AND OH HAPPY AWAKENING LIGHTWORKER !!!AWAKEN UNITE AND ALLIGHN TIME IS NEAR BROTHERS!!! FINALLY OUR PURPOSES SHALL BE FULFILLED SOON!!!!AMEN!!!!
All this time
All this time
I was able to keep my child's heart
The stories of my grandmother
I often thought back like it was yesterday
I am a little boy
That all this time
All this time
Could keep his child's heart
Yes I have grown older and spends seasons
I'm a hostage the sky is the roof of my prison
All this time
All this time
I was able to keep my child's heart
All this time I was able to remain free
All this time the hope kept me alive
All this time I was able to remain free
I was able to keep my child's heart (x3)
I like it alot man
Have u ever had enemy
That u will never see
Always in the dark
Making his mark
Lurkin’ the shadows
Murkin’ the hollows
Beautiful
Demons come and speak to me/
Suicidal thoughts they creep to me/
Repent my sins I hope this bring me peace/
Layin restless every night, I don’t sleep easily/
Feelin fucked up in my head don’t you speak to me/
Make you leak wit ease/
They say I’m fucked up/
These demons in my head they tucked up/
They screamin in my ear I can’t translate/
These aren’t real words, just loud screams that filled wit hate/
Emotions out control I watch em Eating off my plate/
This path it take a toll/
If you on it you relate/
Switching chapters/
What part you want on my disasters/
I’m really eating shit on platters/
They say to speak my feelings but I doubt it matter/
Non stop hurting on repeat I watch my world just shatter/
I’m really rottin every day/
Emotions bottled up I’m lost for words don’t know what things to say/
Feel I’m trapped up in my head I bet there’s no escape/
Where my super hero at I need a mask an cape/
Fuck a super hero burn his mask and piss on his cape/
They out there livin while we die from all the hate/
We down here screaming/
Nobody here to save us/
We meant to feel this pain/
Enough to make are brain bust/
Face it on your own don’t let them lace us/
No place to call a home they try to trade us/
Downing percs we take 6 whole bus/
It doesn’t work just make the hole rust/
To much pressure in your head you finna combust/
Just achieve and reach your goals god says you must/
Reaching out for stars but you grabbin dust/
It’s all Part of the plan just to make you tough/
My god gon break us down just to build us up/
Dig deep, that’s what they always tell to me/
Don’t let them take my soul I watch em bring hell to me/
Stared the devil in his face told em I’m to blessed to reach/
~LemmeRot (If you want more lmk)
Last words still turning curves watching them fly like heavenly birds. Swing around to hold your friends down. From town to town . Which way do we have to go . Head spinning round and round. I might see you around so when I bring all dumb shit down . Just know I killed that evil clown . He won't hear a sound but I still hold us all down all around . Wishing for strength I take another drink . Mighty oh honorable one show me your might cause the battle will run from day to night
For ever and ever baby girl
People want my last words,
But I been sitting sharpening my swords,
Sitting striving for awards,
Play life like a game of magic my ability is to (ward), deflecting these abusive words.
Never had family but my skills unite people drastically. Traveling in between fine lines trying to stay divine, trying to find peace in my mind but it grows harder to shine this diamond was cut what’s that say clearly I ain’t a gem, all these conflictions eating at men trying to change trying to harness the energy to make amends but pain is my only gains,
Karanfiller soldu bugün Doğdu güneş vede boğdu bütün
Günyüzü yok 4 Duvar Aşkından içimdeki duyguların öldü tümü
Rıhtımım ol. Yolu Kaybediyorum,
Düşünmek Yeterince Kahrediyordu.
Öldüremedin Sen, Bak Gülüyorum.
Hataların Bedelini Bu Kalp Ödüyordu.
Zor Geliyor mu? Son Veriyorum Buna
Sor Dönüyor mu? Ben Geberiyorum.
Prensesim Başkasını Düşlüyor İken
İnan ki Ben Onu Çok Seviyodum.
Şimdi Ki Nefretim Sevgiye Yönelik
Ağladım, Düştüm. Ha Bedelini Ödedim.
Nerdesin Söylede Son Bir Göreyim.
Nefretim Geçsin Öylece Öleyim. Ben.
..
Hatırlarsın Aynı Evde Aynı Odada Kokuna Sarıldım
Severken Yanaklarını Öyle bi mayışır Hemencikte uyuya kalırdın
Sen. Bu Evin Bi' Gelini Sen, Benim Kadınım!
Derdim Eskiden Yalanmış Herşeyin İnandım Kırıldı Kolum vede Kanadım.
Nerdesin Sen Gel Toplanır Yerden
Ölü Düşlerim Olur Gidemem Erken Daha Var
Senden Kalan Tek Kare
Heryere Sen Yazarım, Bende
Var mı Çaresi..
Yok ki Umut Dünü Unutmak Ne Mümkün Ağlar Bulut
Derler Unut. Yok Başka Yolu..
Ben İse Uyurum Hayaller Kurup.
..
Chorus:
Through the streets, I learned and grew,
Bando houses seemed so cool,
Scattering ashes of the youth,
Looking above like why so crawl,
Looking below saying see you soon,
Another killing why so soon?
But I move, but i move through these streets
Verse 1:
I ain’t from the streets but I walk them,
I’ve seen a yute get robbed ran slipped then stabbed up,
Silence no one’s a witness,
Violence they learn from the blocks they play on,
Lonely and cold, I just want a table for ten at nobu I wanna hold my fam and sell my notes I’ve wrote for years and bring my peers and haters along for this journey
That’s all I got so far
I hear you Lord, with praying hands stuck together like we're together hand in hand-
But I'm stuck here and you up there-
I lost so much that I became out of touch, with my emotions-
That it's all motionless when I tend to move-
For it feels like I'm stuck in a freeze game, inside of a steal frame-
Born with so much talent, to light the world up-
But just like those who you spoke about I went and hid my talents-
Instead of increasing them-
That's probably why im always stuck in this same position-
Like a car with a bad engine
Struggle to start needs a tune up
And grease the plugs-
Voices say I'ma loser and no one will come-
Like I said I'm barely moving and theres no increasing no more-
Lord, I'm on my knees at this point needing you to lift me up
Because I don't know what to do but, give up- and hopes of you could give a little pick me up for I need you Lord-
Chorus
They say time waits for no man
And I'm a man in a no mans land
Wasting time-
Even though it's in my hands
I take wrisk by cancelling out of what's on my wrist and just sit-
For I'm lost and Lord I need you to help me through this-
By TbdJ
Thank you for this beat
These are my last words
You’ve finally done it
Bastards
Picking on me
Was so easy for the laughter
But what you didn’t know
Is I was beaten by my dad first
My mom got it a tad worse
Metal belts I remember the welts
Last I heard
I haven’t been myself
Skipping dinner
Been gettin’ thinner
Degenerate health
Minimal wealth
Cynical
Maybe
I need clinical help
But it won’t save me
I’m in a prison
Of my own making
A mental cell
There is no forsaking
The Devil is waiting
I’ll be sent to Hell
A fuckin demon
Sittin on the throne
Game over
No Winterfell
Damn
@NoVa x Aqua its a joke i think plus a rap
@@evanm7225 sort of a joke is that??
Riley X damn i hope you’re alri bro, you should drop it you can be like x
@@LiterallyJustASock idk
aye,
im just sad, i mess around then i get mad
i just wish i could have a dad who just SIT BACK AND LISTEN ABOUT ALL THE THIS IM MISSIN
but it aint like that.
i lost my best freind i wish i could have him back.
sometimes i can be problematic
but i just cant forget it.
about all the things i once had.
all the things i wish i had, my parents just say "too bad.".
but i cant give up that fast. its like im always hiding behind a mask.
make people laugh is all i do,
nobody can see me through, not even you.
Just wrote a song to my leaving fiance. I hope this might let you think about going before you go. I am so sorry things didn't work like we had planned to.
37 seconds- What am I to do?
39 seconds- I’m Expected to step up,
when I ain’t got a clue?
Keep the whole fam together,
When all I feel is blue.
Gramps I think you left to early
I’m not me, without you.
I try to stay strong,
So the fam can push thru.
I’m the oldest cousin right
That’s what I’m supposed to do
On the inside I feel empty
So what am I to do?
I sit alone by myself.
With nothing but my thoughts.
I feel the balls in my court now
Cause this racket will now stop.
So I dive in this bottle
Until I blackout,
belly flop.
Drowning out all these demons
Cause they won’t ever stop.
Pretend it’s all ok
You know that’s how I rock.
my pride, is here to stay.
And lying that’s way.
Fool every single person
Yeah it’s my DNA.
Don’t break the fucking code
So I smile and I wave
They ask me how I’m doing.
O, you know I’m doing great.
0:38
These are my last words, a nigga been down from from the shit that occurred
So much shit going wrong in this world, used to be quick to react now I just sit and observe
A nigga been tryin to break the mf curse but it seems like shit keeps gettin worse
Yea I make mistakes but ain going in reverse don’t want to be in back of a hearse
I’m just tryin to immerse into something better life is a puzzle gotta put it all together knew some fake people that changed like the weather they wanna hold me down but a nigga want let em trying to condemn like ya outchea actin better but these are last words and it's not a love letter damn at times it be hard forget her
Crazy how fast shit change- in the blink of an eye
Nothing bt excellent😔😌
Gracias ah este beat hermoso le hice una canción a mi madre en paz descanse 🙏❤️
Some great freestyle material right here, cheers 🙏
This is it...
The last words I'll ever spit
Putting down the pen...
Death of a dream
Life unlived
I've had faith for so many days
I held on tight to it in the rain
Watching my time wash away
I prayed, I prayed
But to my dismay
It was to for no end
All the lines I'm written
All the years
Crafting
Channelling magic
What will I do now?
There is no future
I want to see
Without the love of my life
With me
I've been married to the Muses
The music
But this divorce is killing me
I coulda been huge
Big, blew
Fuse lit
Boom
But instead the fire inside me will live
Uninterrupted
But small and doomed
To never take over the night sky
Never see showtimeNever
Aiiight I'll admit it, this ones heat 🎧
hey sorry to bother you but im trying to become i new youtube music artis will you please check out my new track i posted please and thank you god bless :))
I was just about to kill my self when a friends suggested this track.. It got me writing and eventually I felt better all thoughts of suicide gone... Thank u so much for this
God bless you friend, stay strong. The world is meant to make normal people go crazy. But you are special, you will be a blessing to people. Keep writing, keep praying, keep dreaming. Things don't always get better but we get stronger.
Love,
Someone who doesn't know you but would cry if you left too soon.
Stay strong. The next time you feel similar feelings, you know already what to do - express. Write everything down, into prose or verse. Write until you can write no more. You've done it already, and it helps, so do it again the next time the thoughts come.
Holy crap you guys made me cry... Zae Bae, pls stay strong I am in almost the same situation and idk how to feel right now, what to do... but I try to stay positive and stay strong... I don't want no longer be as I am... I want to change myself want to BE someone... these thoughts keep me positive and strong... otherwise idk what I would have done to myself...
@@DonRiinax3 you are doing great friend! God is good! Woke up from our beds today means were meant to do something for the world!! Let's just lift up ourselves and love those around us, even if we don't understand or agree with them, it's all good. I pray the best for you, and I hope you keep moving forward with blessings to come!
THANK GOD U DID NOT COMMIT SUCIDE
God bless
Bro I'm big fan of your beats
Hold up let me spark a Jay, emotionless trying to the perfect words to say, acting like im okay outside but really dying in the inside on my knees praying for better days, wishing I could get my mind outta this phase.
Inspiring Beat🔥🔥🔥.
This is a song about a fictional character in a real situation that happened back in 2001. It was a horrible tragedy and to anyone who lost anyone or been affected by the September 11th terrorist attack then this song may not be for you.
Just woke up and I feel a little numb the dates the ninth of the 11th 2001.Honestly life’s been great, last night took my wife out on the best fuckin date. My wife just made me breakfast in bed i feel great but something messin my head. She ask me how I’m doin I say great but my smile was fake
Just dropped my kids off at school gave em a hug said keep it a hund. Drove my wife to work in the Honda Civic the whole ride there she was bitchen bout how I don’t talk to her I said I don’t wanna talk and that’s how I prefer.
Then I made my way to work I feel bad about what I said to my wife when she hopped outa the car I saw she started to cry. when I made my way up the elevator I felt a shiver go down my spine i had a dead look in my eye and I started to fucking cry it was weird and then I got a sudden rush of fear.
Made my way up to the 96th floor said wassup to my boy Taylor he asked me what’s wrong don’t know just feel like today’s gonna be long
It’s 8:30 now and I’m starting to shiver shivering like I’m in a blizzard. Can’t explain it but there’s a pain in my chest maybe I need some rest I don’t know.
It’s 8:40 my stomach is starting to twist my eye starting to twitch and then I stopped. Took a deep breath placed my hand on my chest and felt my heart beat slow down. Sit back in my chair and do some work.
It’s 8:45 for some reason I can’t work so I start talking to the desk clerk. We having a conversation about her new guy. Then I saw the sheer terror in her eyes and the I heard her cries and then I turned around and saw my whole life flash before my eyes
Hearing these Last words hearing these last words ye. Hearing my grandma last word Mijo I'm going to die soon I looked at her told that not going to happen any soon 2 day went by now we having laugh and having a blast we never talk about the past only what lays ahead Sunday morning woke heard she not feeling well call the hospital they held for a week then next thing u Kno they let her be released I'm disease now she fall into pieces now I won't find peace but may her soul 🙏💔🌹 rest in peace 💯🙏🌹 can't sleep I overthink seeing you plug in to machines that was letting you breath I give up life I can't fight I don't how to make it right I wish you were here in sight so everything can be alright. Wish I could bleed got nothing to believe got no one to guide me in this life 2020
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what a mind of mind living in the world that corrupted by lies and proverty/ nobody can save us from reality so I take time to make up time dont need to be all that just to spit a rap watching the world crumble as I stand with what makes me not stumble.
i want to have this one.
Yoooo
This beat the one bro...
Im out here i see u
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I’ve been on this road trough the hard life
That is pretty good for a kid who can flow right
Mama always told me not to cry...
I left so many tears in the corner when I felt like
When I was a kid I believed that I could fly
Society killed the fantasy that I had in my mind
I watch the death of millions and the pain trough my eyes
Till the point that I don’t have emotions
Sometimes I just feel like I’m the devil in disguise
Governors want us in church...wonder why!
Maybe I’ll be singing on a choir when Im blind
Life is easy but people make it difficult so never stop the grind 💯💪🏾
Amazing flow your shi peakin fr fr keep working hard
The governors don't want people in church, then they wouldn't be as easily controlled. Divide and conquer.
Bars
You said I can’t stop my grind
Now people, life’s easy this time
I see your pain behind those blinds
No Curtin call but its church time
Let’s grind…
The devil falls and you know why
You heard the call but don’t reply
So how could you be him, even in disguise?
I read the pain seen in those eyes
Let’s grind…
Its hard times,
Hard times,
Let’s grind…
Africa to Ukraine yes pain fly’s
But your mind’s eye,
Remained the same throughout time
Now it’s our time
Our time
That fantasy is still alive
All you have to be is you this time
I know mama told you not cry
To keep those tears locked inside
Get out the corner of your mind
Get in the booth and start to grind
Now I’ve used your words to write this rhyme
Cause like you this beat inspired.
I never thought but
It made me believe
That I'll never succeed
This is the first time I tried
I've got 1%
Of what I thought I can get
I need a faster way
All the way of my life for saddest shit
I've been prepared
I have my parents still alive and well
But I know one day they will pass
At least I went through much tears
Even thinking about that
I lost a sibling brother and that's how I reached my level
Hurt just breaks my soul but not the outdoors
I look fine and happy
While my doors are closed
Everyone thinks im a silly clown
Yes I might am
But thats what I need in order to succeed in this world of treason
In this world living without a concrete reason
One day our story will be over
One day I'll only have myself to hang
around
Nothing but me and dark thoughts
All through this reailty avoiding to get poisoned
I try but I fall
Then I bounce back
Yet again I fall
I play pinball with myself
I am here
Working my ass off
Waiting for the Game Over
There's always the skies that shine though,
if you look up you can catch up to rainbows
no cap though, its harder than words can explain bro,
you or I or anyone else can be rowing the same boat,
an act of kindness can fill an empty hole
the light can filter through my shadows
the darkness can evaporate to another day all the same yo!
Give the you another chance to grow,
Work to mentally strength that void so no demons can come over
Show up day to day, being humble and sober!
you are amazing omg