I did not land on this by mistake, I will surely be back here to testify of God's goodness. I decree that a miracle even bigger than this is happening to me and my family in Jesus' name. AMEN
This was such a blessing!! God led me to watch testimonies of getting a home with no money and He led me here! I went through a divorce, got evicted, opened a business, lost my car, got a new one, lost that one, and God told me to walk away from all of it and move to another state. Like Abraham, He said “go to a place and I will show you.” It was scary and felt foreign because I’ve never experienced this before and like your wife, he gave me a dream and vision of our home that I thought would be in the state I lived in, but God said no. I’m waiting for the home He promised us and I KNOW it’s about to happen!!
The devil tried to make me not watch this video thinking this is too big for me as a child of God. God still does good things for His children. Congratulations and Amen
@@annabertuna1805have faith and believe that even through the storm GOD will never forsake you or leave you. The storm comes with a lot of things being disrupted but trust the answer is in the storm. Don’t give up ❤
Thank you so much for this testimony. God sent you both to me at this appointed time to hear about how you got your home. He is no respecter of person. My husband and I are too believing for our miracle home and God showed me in a dream that a billionaire will be purchasing our dream home for us. I'm standing on His promises and according to my faith it is unto me. Thank you both again.
Powerful testimony indeed! The good Lord, showed me receiving keys to my dream home, debt-free. Praise the Lord Jesus for His faithfulness and the promises He has made to us! Hallelujah!!!!
This is confirmation for my family, God told me I'll stay in houses I did not build n fully furnished. this testimony is really strengthening my faith 🙌 no limits with God 🙌 🙌 God is breaking down barriers and doors for me n my family 🙌 🙌
All, please pray and stand in agreement with me that I too would be gifted with a house. I have an awesome testimony of faith. Though I needed to sell my house to assist me financially, I opted to keep it and continue paying the mortgage so that I could provide a home for my elderly parents. Every month I pay my mortgage and my rent so that their latter days would be better than their former days. For some reason I believe that God is going to do something and gift me with a NEW home; a NEW construction home. I'm standing on scripture that states that the earth is the Lord's and the fullness thereof. As a joint heir, it all belongs to me. (LOL) I further believe that we a blessed to be a blessing and someone out there has the resources to bless me with a home. Amen.
Father God in the name of Jesus I pray that everyone in this comment section receives their houses (above what they could ask or imagine) paid in full.
Deut 6:10-12 When GOD, your God, ushers you into the land he promised through your ancestors Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob to give you, you're going to walk into large, bustling cities you didn't build, well-furnished houses you didn't buy, come upon wells you didn't dig, vineyards and olive orchards you didn't plant.
God is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think. What a powerful and encouraging testimony. I can attest to living in the Bronx with the mice and roaches and I felt like your wife like this ain’t for me Lord. It was hard to live through that, but God is faithful and even in that was stretching bc increasing me and molding me in order to grow me in godly character. Thank you for sharing and may God continue to bless you, stretch you, increase you and favor you so that you may continue in the work that he has called you to. Love you all fam! 💪🏽♥️
My GOD!!! My GOD!!!! My GOD!!!! Thank you for sharing your testimony!! You are living proof that GOD makes impossibilities possible. The LORD told my sister and her husband that he was going to give them a house debt free many years ago. I am believing GOD for her and my daughter. May the blessing of the LORD continue to overtake you and your children!
Wow what an Amazing Testimony! This is how Kingdom wealth works. Blessing others abundantly all for God's Glory! 🙌🏾 Lord do it for me as well! In Jesus Christ mighty name, Amen 🙏🏾.
I decree and declare in the name of my God Lord Jesus Christ see me watching this testimony. He will anoint me with the same testimony in his mighty will 🕯️🕯️🕯️🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾. It is all done 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
It's so powerful to see the love of God for his children. Be bless brothers for transmit me faith and this moment, I had dreams about house and I'm just wow. Bless from Valencia Spain Alleluia🙌
Thank you Lord ...wow yes it is my year. Am so encouraged I' ve been trusting God for a home and the currency that I have is only my faith in God .. Eph 3verse 20. Blessings 🙌 🙏
Abba Father this video come through my TH-cam, are you speaking to me Abba Father I have been praying for a debt- free home, hallelujah!!!! thank you Abba Father! For allowing me to see this video!!!!!- I connect my faith and homelessness situation to this testimony tonight I'm currently@ a shelter on, came 1-10-2025😮 glory to Abba father God, house already furnished, I pray Lord God Almighty you will locate me and release me one of your debt-free homes already furnished for me to steward in Jesus name Amen!!!!!!!!!!! Yea Amen Abba Father I thank you in advance so it again, I'm currently staying @ a shelter and this video come through my TH-cam feed are you showing me Abba father what you are going to do I believe you Abba father, I have been waiting on a debt -free home for a long time, hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah 🎉I receive my debt free home already furnished 🏡🌾🏘️🛋️🛋️🛏️🛏️🪑🪑 it's my season!
AMEN AND AMEN I AM TRULY BLESSED I WAS LOOKING FOR A TESTIMONY TO ENCOURAGE ME AS I AM BELIEVING GOD FOR MY HOME WHICH HE POMISED ME THIS TESTIMONY IS A BLESSING TO ME MY CHILDREN AND I WILL REJOICE WITH CRAZY FAITH I CLAIM THAT WHICH SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE IN JESUS NAME
I just came cross this video i know its for a reason one of my desires to own my own mansion etc im gonna continue to watch this video Glory be to God ✝️🙏🏽
God led me here and this is not a mistake. ❤ I believe and I received my overflow blessings. I am excited and I received my next level.😊 My millionaire life and my home. 🏡 And great health, my ministry to be able to be a blessing. And for him save my family. Amen ,Amen 🙌
This is not a mistake this video came soon as I finished praying. Thank God… my home will be sold and my new home I will be moved into.. and my husband as well…. This is my season for more than enough.
Wowww. Look what God did!!! Thank you Lord! Psalm 35:27 Let the lord be magnified who takes pleasure in the prosperity of his servants!!! God bless this family for sharing their testimony! Very inspiring with God All things are possible!
This is definitely my year! I was literally weeping as I listened to your testimony. My God! I am believing God for a home as well. I am single right now with no children but I desire a husband and family so a home will be a great investment. God is sovereign and He doesn't need anyone's permission to bless you. Congratulations on your beautiful blessing and thank you so much for sharing.❤🙌
Thank you Lord Jesus for this testimony! I pray you will continue to strengthen this couple in faith and hope in you. I also thank you that because you have done this for them, you can also do this for my family and I. As you have spoken to me, so be it!
One of the best house testimonies I have heard. I appreciated the extra teaching on getting out of your comfort zone, maintaining your blessing, keeping God first, etc . . . . . . and that you came from a place with rats, etc. I currently live in a trailer house, and have probably caught 30 mice in here. We discovered one kitchen cabinet with hundreds (thousands) of mouse turds on the shelves, mice got into all 3 drawers of towels in our bathroom, and other places. We got the holes closed up, and there are some stray cats around, so last year was the first winter with no mice. I am believing for a house that is furnished, because I am 64, taking care of my mother and just don't have the energy to set up a new house.
If God can do it for others , He can surely do it for you by faith. I pray for strength and good health for you and your mother. You are doing a good job and God will bless you. With God nothing is impossible 🙏🏾🙏🏾❤
Every day, I am stressing myself on how can I afford to buy a house for myself and 3 young children. And here I am at midnight with this video recommendation in my feed. A few weeks ago, I thought in my mind it would be so nice if some people or organization would just give a home to family just because. I really need to work on my faith. I think this video is a sign. I must believe.
Hi Stephen & Dorian, thank you so much for your testimony. It hit home with me (no pun intended) because I’m trying to allow God to help me to make a decision now about a house. Your testimony is one of tremendous faith and has encouraged me today. Thank you and best wishes from Bermuda! 💕
Hallelujah! Congratulations to you Brother and Sister! May God continue to bless you both and use your testimony to raise faith within His children! This word was engulfed with wisdom and I am so thankful for the Lord using this as confirmation for me! Hallelujah!!!
When he'd get mad/upset/hurt/whatever: he'd give me the silent treatment. REMINDER TO SELF: Reasons for narcissistic silent treatment: * Stonewalling * Gaslighting * Emotional immaturity * Lack of interpersonal skill * Victimhood * Dysregulation * Doing to me, what was done to him * Terrified of conflict * Not knowing any other way * Fear/panic/anxiety/terror * Desperation * Power over * Regaining a (false) sense of control * Punishment EVEN STILL, regardless of the above, I miss him and what we had, our friendship, our connection: WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING. But he never really cared about me. He used me and discarded me. Replaced me so easily. Why is she better than me? Why? What makes her so much more profoundly better than me? Is he her best friend now? Or maybe is there even more between them? Why couldn't he love me like he loves her? He's replaced me with another. In an instant: just like that. HE REPLACED ME. HE SHATTERED MY HEART. HE RAPED MY SOUL. I'm all alone and suffering in anguish, and they are living happily ever after together. The PTSD and the loneliness and the grief that he's given me... Makes it so that I can't breathe. I drowned. I suffocate. I die inside. I'm in hell with no escape. NO ESCAPE. I need him. I loved him. He raped my soul: brutally viciously violently maliciously. Every night: nightmares. Every day: panic attacks. I want to die. Every morning I wake up in despair, desperately praying to die. I can no longer bear the pain. I could die from the pain of missing my best friend. He betrayed and abandoned me, discarded me like garbage. My mind can't fathom, my heart can't comprehend. I live in perpetual panic and terror and loneliness and longing... I'm so alone in the world. I die of fear. I'm so fucking traumatized and terrorized and terrified. I'm dying inside. My soul is raped. He's given me severe PTSD. Severe! Severe! Severe! How and when will I ever heal? In 2 days, it'll be exactly 5 months... God, as I walk through this hell and heartache and grief, I pray you guide and direct and hold me... I won't be stuck in hell anymore. Enough is enough!!! It's time to be free: in Jesus's name! I’m giving my life to Jesus! 100%! (ANOTHER REMINDER TO SELF: When you chase a man, you NEVER get the man, and you ALWAYS lose yourself!) * I will no longer be the kind of person who trembles when life walks by her door... I will, instead, be the woman who makes life tremble... when I walk by ITS door! *
WOW , HOW WONDERFUL IS OUR GOD, HOW MARVELOUS IS OUR GOD, ME BACK HERE IN KENYA 🇰🇪, TRY AND STRUGGLING TO COMPLETE OUR HOME, THIS HAS ENCOURAGED ME ALOT, LORD KING OF KINGS, I TRUST IN YOU.
Such an encouraging testimony!!! This truly blessed My wife and I and we are truly trusting God to bless us like this!! Not because we deserve it, but because we will truly glorify his name with our testimony about his goodness and his Mercy the same way you two did with this testimony. God bless you!!!
Praise GOD for your testimony. Your testimony was encouraging and my faith in GOD has increased. I remember GOD telling me to take the limitations off of HIM 20 years ago. GOD showed up in a way that I thought was impossible. HE did what my husband and I couldn’t do. GOD is our source for everything and all things are possible if we believe. GOD can do exceedingly abundantly above all that we can ask or think of HIM according to the power that works in us. It has been 6 years for my husband and I looking for a home, and there were some discouraging moments, where I wanted to give up, but GOD always reminds me of what HE said about taking the limitations off of HIM. GOD is a man of HIS WORD. What HE said that HE would do, it will certainly come to pass. Thank you both and GOD BLESS YOU BOTH 🙏🏽😊❤️.
They experience love at first sight.😊 that's enough to know it's of God. Thanks for sharing, I laid my hands on a house by faith no realtor showed up but fell love with another house castle like style 😊
Thank you for sharing your testimony! I believe God will provide more than I could even ask for. God will show me and all others believing for it that he is a God that brings dreams and visions to pass. The year 2024, God will provide an amazing furnished home for my family! I believe and receive it in Jesus' name. I can't wait to share my testimony!
This is such a profound testimony of faith and thank you for allowing God to show himself strong in your lives. I stand in faith trusting God for my next level testimony and I know it's already written.
Hi family May God bless you for more testimonies ❤️ You're right Steve my Friend is soooo pretty...another blessing 😜 And to the crew, good job. The quality of the video is amazing ! God bless
This is very strange but I’m lead to believe that God had this story to pop on my TH-cam feed out of no where. This testimony was much needed and encouraging as I have been seeking the Lord for over a year now on helping me to find and purchase a home. In addition hearing that you’re (COOLJC) born William Lee Bonner baby makes it more interesting!
I did not land on this by mistake, I will surely be back here to testify of God's goodness. I decree that a miracle even bigger than this is happening to me and my family in Jesus' name. AMEN
Me as well! Congrats in advance ❤
This was such a blessing!! God led me to watch testimonies of getting a home with no money and He led me here! I went through a divorce, got evicted, opened a business, lost my car, got a new one, lost that one, and God told me to walk away from all of it and move to another state. Like Abraham, He said “go to a place and I will show you.” It was scary and felt foreign because I’ve never experienced this before and like your wife, he gave me a dream and vision of our home that I thought would be in the state I lived in, but God said no. I’m waiting for the home He promised us and I KNOW it’s about to happen!!
I’m in agreement with your faith. God will bless you soon! 🙏🏽
The devil tried to make me not watch this video thinking this is too big for me as a child of God.
God still does good things for His children.
Congratulations and Amen
Yes he does! Amen
@@d3ministries How come God does nothing for me? Confused here because my family and I are suffering severely
It’s yours God willing
@@annabertuna1805have faith and believe that even through the storm GOD will never forsake you or leave you. The storm comes with a lot of things being disrupted but trust the answer is in the storm. Don’t give up ❤
Same here lol I’m watching it!
Thank you so much for this testimony. God sent you both to me at this appointed time to hear about how you got your home. He is no respecter of person. My husband and I are too believing for our miracle home and God showed me in a dream that a billionaire will be purchasing our dream home for us. I'm standing on His promises and according to my faith it is unto me. Thank you both again.
In Jesus name amen!
Powerful testimony indeed!
The good Lord, showed me receiving keys to my dream home, debt-free. Praise the Lord Jesus for His faithfulness and the promises He has made to us! Hallelujah!!!!
Our God really is great, He can do ANYTHING! I believe it ❤
This is confirmation for my family, God told me I'll stay in houses I did not build n fully furnished. this testimony is really strengthening my faith 🙌 no limits with God 🙌 🙌 God is breaking down barriers and doors for me n my family 🙌 🙌
To God be the glory🙌
All, please pray and stand in agreement with me that I too would be gifted with a house. I have an awesome testimony of faith. Though I needed to sell my house to assist me financially, I opted to keep it and continue paying the mortgage so that I could provide a home for my elderly parents. Every month I pay my mortgage and my rent so that their latter days would be better than their former days. For some reason I believe that God is going to do something and gift me with a NEW home; a NEW construction home. I'm standing on scripture that states that the earth is the Lord's and the fullness thereof. As a joint heir, it all belongs to me. (LOL) I further believe that we a blessed to be a blessing and someone out there has the resources to bless me with a home. Amen.
Amen
This was a TRUE testimony that lines with The Most Highs word! DEBT FREE! Glory to his Name YHVH
This is NOT a mistake.
Father God in the name of Jesus I pray that everyone in this comment section receives their houses (above what they could ask or imagine) paid in full.
I'm sitting here, smiling..Look at God, our God. Only He can do that! More blessings to you and your family. Encouraged!
Deut 6:10-12 When GOD, your God, ushers you into the land he promised through your ancestors Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob to give you, you're going to walk into large, bustling cities you didn't build, well-furnished houses you didn't buy, come upon wells you didn't dig, vineyards and olive orchards you didn't plant.
My fiancee and I have been praying with this scripture and we are so trusting God.
God is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think. What a powerful and encouraging testimony. I can attest to living in the Bronx with the mice and roaches and I felt like your wife like this ain’t for me Lord. It was hard to live through that, but God is faithful and even in that was stretching bc increasing me and molding me in order to grow me in godly character. Thank you for sharing and may God continue to bless you, stretch you, increase you and favor you so that you may continue in the work that he has called you to. Love you all fam! 💪🏽♥️
God do it for my husband and I
My GOD!!! My GOD!!!! My GOD!!!! Thank you for sharing your testimony!! You are living proof that GOD makes impossibilities possible. The LORD told my sister and her husband that he was going to give them a house debt free many years ago. I am believing GOD for her and my daughter. May the blessing of the LORD continue to overtake you and your children!
Lord bless and protect this couple, give them the desires of their hearts in Jesus name, Amen!
Wow what an Amazing Testimony! This is how Kingdom wealth works. Blessing others abundantly all for God's Glory! 🙌🏾
Lord do it for me as well! In Jesus Christ mighty name, Amen 🙏🏾.
Amen!
That’s beautiful ❤️ she felt the Hand of the Almighty God touch the baby! That’s amazing!
For everything I lost, GOD is giving me double Hallelujah! I'm coming back to testify soon! He did it before and he brought this testimony to me!!
I tap into this blessings
It is yours in the name of Jesus!
I tap into these blessings too
Amen 🙏🏾
I tap in too in Jesus name
Amazing testimony absolutely never give up your dreams no matter if others believe you or not it's gods will ❤
I decree and declare in the name of my God Lord Jesus Christ see me watching this testimony. He will anoint me with the same testimony in his mighty will 🕯️🕯️🕯️🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾. It is all done 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
It's so powerful to see the love of God for his children. Be bless brothers for transmit me faith and this moment, I had dreams about house and I'm just wow. Bless from Valencia Spain Alleluia🙌
This was so beautiful, our God is able and truly withholds NO GOOD THING! I'm so pumped for the many other testimonies from D3 fr fr
Thank you for your testimony. Currently expecting a miracle and this gives us hope.
Lord, I believe you for an exact testimony but greater and better in Jesus name, Amen.
Amen!
Me too!
I stand in faith and belief with this testimony! I receive mine IJN
Thank you Lord ...wow yes it is my year. Am so encouraged I' ve been trusting God for a home and the currency that I have is only my faith in God .. Eph 3verse 20. Blessings 🙌 🙏
I’m claiming a new apartment in Jesus name! 🙏🏽 thank you for sharing! God bless!!
Abba Father this video come through my TH-cam, are you speaking to me Abba Father I have been praying for a debt- free home, hallelujah!!!! thank you Abba Father! For allowing me to see this video!!!!!- I connect my faith and homelessness situation to this testimony tonight I'm currently@ a shelter on, came 1-10-2025😮 glory to Abba father God, house already furnished, I pray Lord God Almighty you will locate me and release me one of your debt-free homes already furnished for me to steward in Jesus name Amen!!!!!!!!!!! Yea Amen Abba Father I thank you in advance so it again, I'm currently staying @ a shelter and this video come through my TH-cam feed are you showing me Abba father what you are going to do I believe you Abba father, I have been waiting on a debt -free home for a long time, hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah 🎉I receive my debt free home already furnished 🏡🌾🏘️🛋️🛋️🛏️🛏️🪑🪑 it's my season!
AMEN AND AMEN I AM TRULY BLESSED I WAS LOOKING FOR A TESTIMONY TO ENCOURAGE ME AS I AM BELIEVING GOD FOR MY HOME WHICH HE POMISED ME THIS TESTIMONY IS A BLESSING TO ME MY CHILDREN AND I WILL REJOICE WITH CRAZY FAITH I CLAIM THAT WHICH SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE IN JESUS NAME
Amen
Wow 🤯 what testimony 🙏🏽 Thank you Lord for building my faith. I ask you Jehova Jireh my provider to remember me 🙏🏽
great testimony i pray that I will be sharing a new home testimony this year in jesus name
I just came cross this video i know its for a reason one of my desires to own my own mansion etc im gonna continue to watch this video Glory be to God ✝️🙏🏽
God led me here and this is not a mistake. ❤ I believe and I received my overflow blessings. I am excited and I received my next level.😊 My millionaire life and my home. 🏡 And great health, my ministry to be able to be a blessing. And for him save my family. Amen ,Amen 🙌
Wow...how sweet to trust in Jesus. We serve a mighty God.
This is not a mistake this video came soon as I finished praying.
Thank God… my home will be sold and my new home I will be moved into.. and my husband as well….
This is my season for more than enough.
A wonderful blessing from our Lord Jesus Christ. Thank you for sharing. Im Praying and waiting for home also😊
Wow Bishop Bonner used to own WKBY radio in Chatham, VA I used to work there! God bless you both! Great testimony
Did the person who bought the house put it in your name ? Wow, what a blessing 🙌 🙏 ❤
WOW!! Such a great testimony 🙏🙌💯✅💰 i Tap into the Blessing in Jesus name 🙏🙌
Wowww. Look what God did!!! Thank you Lord! Psalm 35:27 Let the lord be magnified who takes pleasure in the prosperity of his servants!!! God bless this family for sharing their testimony! Very inspiring with God All things are possible!
Amen
This is definitely my year! I was literally weeping as I listened to your testimony. My God! I am believing God for a home as well. I am single right now with no children but I desire a husband and family so a home will be a great investment. God is sovereign and He doesn't need anyone's permission to bless you. Congratulations on your beautiful blessing and thank you so much for sharing.❤🙌
God is working! I know it ....
To Steven and Dorian AMEN. Your faith is amazing in JESUS CHRIST AMEN.
Thank you Lord Jesus for this testimony! I pray you will continue to strengthen this couple in faith and hope in you. I also thank you that because you have done this for them, you can also do this for my family and I. As you have spoken to me, so be it!
I am tapping into this powerful testimony and in Jesus Almighty name i receive miracles amen 🤲🤲🤲❤️
Amen this is my year and my season to be bless!!!! Love that !
Wow! I want the mind of God
Wow, Victory belongs to Jesus!
Truly He is the God of impossible... His ways are above and His plans are perfect.
Thank you for sharing your story. Amazing story. 😍
One of the best house testimonies I have heard. I appreciated the extra teaching on getting out of your comfort zone, maintaining your blessing, keeping God first, etc . . . . . . and that you came from a place with rats, etc. I currently live in a trailer house, and have probably caught 30 mice in here. We discovered one kitchen cabinet with hundreds (thousands) of mouse turds on the shelves, mice got into all 3 drawers of towels in our bathroom, and other places. We got the holes closed up, and there are some stray cats around, so last year was the first winter with no mice. I am believing for a house that is furnished, because I am 64, taking care of my mother and just don't have the energy to set up a new house.
If God can do it for others , He can surely do it for you by faith. I pray for strength and good health for you and your mother. You are doing a good job and God will bless you. With God nothing is impossible 🙏🏾🙏🏾❤
@@Luveym61 Thank you! I am just beginning this journey!💜💙💜
Glory be to God! What an encouraging and powerful testimony! Thank you Jesus!!
Every day, I am stressing myself on how can I afford to buy a house for myself and 3 young children. And here I am at midnight with this video recommendation in my feed. A few weeks ago, I thought in my mind it would be so nice if some people or organization would just give a home to family just because. I really need to work on my faith. I think this video is a sign. I must believe.
Hi Stephen & Dorian, thank you so much for your testimony. It hit home with me (no pun intended) because I’m trying to allow God to help me to make a decision now about a house. Your testimony is one of tremendous faith and has encouraged me today. Thank you and best wishes from Bermuda! 💕
I thoroughly needed and enjoyed this testimony, you guys authenticuty, and faith!! Just wow. Literally in tears!! Glory to GOD🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾
I tap into this testimony and I receive this testimony upon my life
Amen
Beautiful God really loves his children ❤
Thank You To God Be All The Glory
This year is my year 🎉🎉2023🎉🎉 Thx u Heavenly Father
Wow In Jesus Mighty name You will indeed testify
Hallelujah! Congratulations to you Brother and Sister! May God continue to bless you both and use your testimony to raise faith within His children! This word was engulfed with wisdom and I am so thankful for the Lord using this as confirmation for me! Hallelujah!!!
Glory
When he'd get mad/upset/hurt/whatever:
he'd give me the silent treatment.
REMINDER TO SELF:
Reasons for narcissistic silent treatment:
* Stonewalling
* Gaslighting
* Emotional immaturity
* Lack of interpersonal skill
* Victimhood
* Dysregulation
* Doing to me, what was done to him
* Terrified of conflict
* Not knowing any other way
* Fear/panic/anxiety/terror
* Desperation
* Power over
* Regaining a (false) sense of control
* Punishment
EVEN STILL, regardless of the above,
I miss him and what we had,
our friendship, our connection:
WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING.
But he never really cared about me.
He used me and discarded me.
Replaced me so easily.
Why is she better than me? Why?
What makes her so much more profoundly better than me?
Is he her best friend now?
Or maybe is there even more between them?
Why couldn't he love me like he loves her?
He's replaced me with another.
In an instant: just like that.
HE REPLACED ME.
HE SHATTERED MY HEART.
HE RAPED MY SOUL.
I'm all alone and suffering in anguish,
and they are living happily ever after together.
The PTSD and the loneliness and the grief that he's given me...
Makes it so that I can't breathe.
I drowned. I suffocate. I die inside.
I'm in hell with no escape.
NO ESCAPE.
I need him.
I loved him.
He raped my soul:
brutally viciously violently maliciously.
Every night: nightmares.
Every day: panic attacks.
I want to die.
Every morning I wake up in despair,
desperately praying to die.
I can no longer bear the pain.
I could die from the pain of missing my best friend.
He betrayed and abandoned me, discarded me like garbage.
My mind can't fathom, my heart can't comprehend.
I live in perpetual panic and terror and loneliness and longing...
I'm so alone in the world. I die of fear.
I'm so fucking traumatized and terrorized and terrified.
I'm dying inside. My soul is raped.
He's given me severe PTSD. Severe! Severe! Severe!
How and when will I ever heal?
In 2 days, it'll be exactly 5 months...
God, as I walk through this hell and heartache and grief,
I pray you guide and direct and hold me...
I won't be stuck in hell anymore. Enough is enough!!!
It's time to be free: in Jesus's name!
I’m giving my life to Jesus! 100%!
(ANOTHER REMINDER TO SELF:
When you chase a man,
you NEVER get the man,
and you ALWAYS lose yourself!)
* I will no longer be the kind of person
who trembles when life walks by her door...
I will, instead, be the woman who makes life tremble...
when I walk by ITS door! *
I will be praying the protection and bountiful blessings from our wondrous Lord for you IN JESUS NAME. How’s your situation now?
To God be the glory 🙏🏾🙏🏾 Happy for you 😊 I continue trusting God for my blessing .
All things are POSSIBLE with GOD! Beautiful Testimony
Thank you for sharing this testimony. My God bless and keep you💜
WOW , HOW WONDERFUL IS OUR GOD, HOW MARVELOUS IS OUR GOD, ME BACK HERE IN KENYA 🇰🇪, TRY AND STRUGGLING TO COMPLETE OUR HOME, THIS HAS ENCOURAGED ME ALOT, LORD KING OF KINGS, I TRUST IN YOU.
AMAZINGGGG!!!!!
Wow!!! What a testimony!!!!
Powerful testimony I am believing God to do the same for me 🙏🏿
Such an encouraging testimony!!! This truly blessed My wife and I and we are truly trusting God to bless us like this!! Not because we deserve it, but because we will truly glorify his name with our testimony about his goodness and his Mercy the same way you two did with this testimony. God bless you!!!
It's done for you as well
Hallelujah Amen. This is powerful and such an amazing testimony mine is on its way
Praise GOD for your testimony. Your testimony was encouraging and my faith in GOD has increased. I remember GOD telling me to take the limitations off of HIM 20 years ago. GOD showed up in a way that I thought was impossible. HE did what my husband and I couldn’t do. GOD is our source for everything and all things are possible if we believe. GOD can do exceedingly abundantly above all that we can ask or think of HIM according to the power that works in us. It has been 6 years for my husband and I looking for a home, and there were some discouraging moments, where I wanted to give up, but GOD always reminds me of what HE said about taking the limitations off of HIM. GOD is a man of HIS WORD. What HE said that HE would do, it will certainly come to pass. Thank you both and GOD BLESS YOU BOTH 🙏🏽😊❤️.
Glory to Jesus!
Believe God for the impossible. Praise him with a grateful heart always. You never know what has in store for you. ❤
Thank you for sharing!! God lead me hear to hear this testimony! I believe GOD!!
Thank you for sharing. I’m praying believing God for a house for me and my husband. I’m praising him in advance for it.
Amen
They experience love at first sight.😊 that's enough to know it's of God. Thanks for sharing, I laid my hands on a house by faith no realtor showed up but fell love with another house castle like style 😊
i claim this testimony for my family today in Jesus name
Amen
WITH YOU JESUS NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE
This is confirmation thank you for this beautiful testimony 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Wow!!! This was powerful and inspiring!!! Filled me up with the good news!!! I know my house is coming real soon!!! Thanks for sharing!!! 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Amen
This is awesome. I’m glad you both shared your testimony of what God has done. Thank you.
Beautiful testimony.God is good
AMEN wow this is so beautiful. Thank you for sharing the coming to Jesus testimonies and the blessings. OH MY.
Thank you for this!! Such a blessing and confirmation at the same time!!🙌🏽🙌🏽😭😭❤️❤️
Almighty God, you are the true and living God. Thank you for the blessing you gave them. I love you God. Amen.
Amen
Praise the Lord! Blessed your hearts! 🙏🏻♥️🙏🏻
Thank you for sharing your testimony! I believe God will provide more than I could even ask for. God will show me and all others believing for it that he is a God that brings dreams and visions to pass. The year 2024, God will provide an amazing furnished home for my family! I believe and receive it in Jesus' name. I can't wait to share my testimony!
This is such a profound testimony of faith and thank you for allowing God to show himself strong in your lives. I stand in faith trusting God for my next level testimony and I know it's already written.
Amen
Watch this before & still loving it.
Praise God... Hallelujah.. Thank you Jesus... The Lord is worthy to be praised in Jesus name I pray. Praise God! Amen.
What a beautiful couple
Glory to God 🙌🏾
Hi family May God bless you for more testimonies ❤️
You're right Steve my Friend is soooo pretty...another blessing 😜
And to the crew, good job. The quality of the video is amazing ! God bless
God Bless!
Congratulations on your beautiful home the Lord is Worthy. Praise God! Amen.
This is very strange but I’m lead to believe that God had this story to pop on my TH-cam feed out of no where. This testimony was much needed and encouraging as I have been seeking the Lord for over a year now on helping me to find and purchase a home. In addition hearing that you’re (COOLJC) born William Lee Bonner baby makes it more interesting!
God bless yall for sharing your testimony with me. I receive this testimony for myself. In Jesus name this year.
I am a single Mom and I have Faith that God will bless me with a home...Amen.
This is so good. God is so awesome and faithful.
Yhup! He is
Thank you so much for sharing your testimony May Jesus blesses you Even more 🤲🏿
God can!!! Thanks for sharing❤