[written on 112524 and 112624 - revised and finalized on 112724 - do not reply here - read first] ... Normally, a deep relationship with other users takes some time to form and build up. Occasionally, setting aside certain differences between others, and reducing discrimination and other negative traits. It is not a 'one size fits all' approach. But even so, not all users have or had matured enough either, some who are more toxic than others, and a 'fight or flight' reaction sometimes can cause deep impacts early on. ... The procedure with a PDF file took way longer than usual, and the file was all set a while ago. The link for the file is all the way down at the bottom of this comment. But, hear me out first. Don't jump blindly into the fire if you haven't felt the heat yet. ... You've been quiet in the weekend though. Also, I did mute-watch this when it was live but, I started streaming an offline game shortly before this stream first started. A stream I already had planned beforehand, after my main one on that day/night. ... I'll admit that in some of your recent/previous streams, certain issues continued persisting, and it's... not as simple a topic to discuss in detail here. And also, I've recently returned to streaming full-time within my own channels. Whatever the case, in the past weeks, I've experienced and had read a brutal series of events from the wars in the real-world, in what I personally felt was too serious a subject matter to ignore. Yes, I know that the next topic is not related to this stream in principle but... There are certain cultures and societies outside of the norm that are sometimes too fragile or too broken. Sometimes in those circumstances it is best not to search deeper, or risk getting shattered, and broken from within. It can be very easy to experience and fall into PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder) and other forms of trauma in that situation. And on top of that, not all users can re-adjust their senses to tolerate such experiences either. Sometimes, users dive in too deep, and get drowned by the darkness as a result. ... ... It's important to read this PDF file, as it explains the multiple subjects of my 'art of streaming' in greater detail, but also, this was personal to me at some level. Specifically, more about who I am, some of the recent skills I learnt as a streamer, and how I fought off another type of darkness, unrelated to this. ... Here's the file, and other users may also learn something here. Keep this information in whichever way you members see fit, preferably privately at first. - drive.google.com/file/d/1IXhCrWxJFkePFRdVct2l8eNGk3FnNHVJ/view?usp=sharing ----
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BIG REMIAO LOVE
VOD Otsuki! Thanks for the fun collab stream~!
Thank you for the stream!
VOD Ostuki!! Thank you for the collab stream, you did well out there!! 🍈💙
Thanks for the fun collab Remia!
[written on 112524 and 112624 - revised and finalized on 112724 - do not reply here - read first]
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Normally, a deep relationship with other users takes some time to form and build up. Occasionally, setting aside certain differences between others, and reducing discrimination and other negative traits. It is not a 'one size fits all' approach. But even so, not all users have or had matured enough either, some who are more toxic than others, and a 'fight or flight' reaction sometimes can cause deep impacts early on.
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The procedure with a PDF file took way longer than usual, and the file was all set a while ago. The link for the file is all the way down at the bottom of this comment.
But, hear me out first. Don't jump blindly into the fire if you haven't felt the heat yet.
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You've been quiet in the weekend though. Also, I did mute-watch this when it was live but, I started streaming an offline game shortly before this stream first started. A stream I already had planned beforehand, after my main one on that day/night.
...
I'll admit that in some of your recent/previous streams, certain issues continued persisting, and it's... not as simple a topic to discuss in detail here. And also, I've recently returned to streaming full-time within my own channels.
Whatever the case, in the past weeks, I've experienced and had read a brutal series of events from the wars in the real-world, in what I personally felt was too serious a subject matter to ignore.
Yes, I know that the next topic is not related to this stream in principle but...
There are certain cultures and societies outside of the norm that are sometimes too fragile or too broken. Sometimes in those circumstances it is best not to search deeper, or risk getting shattered, and broken from within. It can be very easy to experience and fall into PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder) and other forms of trauma in that situation. And on top of that, not all users can re-adjust their senses to tolerate such experiences either. Sometimes, users dive in too deep, and get drowned by the darkness as a result.
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It's important to read this PDF file, as it explains the multiple subjects of my 'art of streaming' in greater detail, but also, this was personal to me at some level. Specifically, more about who I am, some of the recent skills I learnt as a streamer, and how I fought off another type of darkness, unrelated to this.
...
Here's the file, and other users may also learn something here. Keep this information in whichever way you members see fit, preferably privately at first. - drive.google.com/file/d/1IXhCrWxJFkePFRdVct2l8eNGk3FnNHVJ/view?usp=sharing
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