Yup. I understand emotions subconsciously, but can't face them. Sometimes I am just scared of what I know I will have to deal with, so I clear my schedule to prepare for a semi breakdown out of nowhere. It's crazy and stressful to live with this.
Also as. A cancer 8h I feel that this can also go like a dangerous route like sometimes my thoughts 😂😂😂 be wild very dark.. can make us vindictive, want revenge, clingy obsessed etc
I moved out of my parents house 3 years ago when I was 18, over those 3 years I’ve been able to process those traumas with myself and with people who understand where I’m coming from and support me. Meditation, patience, compassion, healthy routines, time outside and nurturing myself has helped me through, and now I’m in a much better place.
My partner has this placement.. & it's beyond exhausting for me. It's a learning experience for both of us on our journey. I aways say, once he evolves/ matures & becomes emotionally available, acknowledges & deals w/ his childhood traumas, he'll be a great mate/ husband to someone..in the future.
My emotions are very private I’ve almost conditioned myself to focus on everyone else so no one knows my deep secrets. My dad was a drug addict and my mom tried to protect us from that.. a lot of time I saw my dad in a horrible way but now that I am 22 and I’ve lost him to the addiction I understand that we all have our battles and I do not judge my parents as harshly as I did as a teenager.
Cancer in 8 making me break in every transformation, Pluto in first house making me transform in every moment. At least I can know that after I break I will come together again, in a new (hopefully improved) form. Haaa. Haaaa.
Yep - You’ll never know I’m hurting 😒 but if I’m mad I’m mad and you’ll see it in my face cause I don’t know how to fake my face - takes a lot for me to open up about my feeling literally feels like I’m dying when sharing 😂it’s opp of mars and Neptune conjunct in the 2nd / Capricorn.
That’s why I rely on the divine my father, my guardian angels, my send a masters to help me guide me and they have gotten in the last 62 years since I’ve been on this earth, to discover who I am a Child of God
I had to go to the growing lessons. Yes, I’ve had husband boyfriends. I’ve been to the lessons raising children. You have to go through the lessons to learn who you are take something from every lesson to develop who you are it It does not break you. It makes you, but you have to understand the lesson.
I have scorpio rising at the 28th degree so i have 8th house in cancer. My father cheated on my mother and flirted with other women in front of me. I remember my father getting verbally agresive with me a 5 year old girl because i was a “gossiper” he told me he couldnt trust me. i have a lot of trust issues im trying to feel worthy and secure of what i am everyday.
“Your father cheated on your mother” yooo I caught my dad cheating on my mom at the age of 4.. I accidentally slipped and told my mom and for a big chunk of my childhood, I really blamed myself. Held so much pain. Eesh.
Cancer moon shit; I used to do readings when I didn’t protect myself and cleansed properly - I’d end up sick to my stomach for about two days just puking and in pain - took two days to transmute the energy from the reading - it was crazy how things have changed now that I know how to protect .
@@kayla7777pop spiritual protection is personal you can start with a palm reading - it’s how I help people undertand where they need the most protection for example people with the water- hands - type absorb energy like a sponge and as such they need to cleans their energy more often - they need time to step away from everyone so that they can clear their energy and learn to operate from a place of clarity where they’re not reflecting back into the world the energies they’ve soaked up - and for those people I would recommend water based rituals / routines versus a fire hand that needs to be in constant motion (like fire ) they may need to phi socially move the energy by moving their body so they can clear their mind etc
That’s why I don’t sleep with everybody. I can count how many men I slept with on one hand, and most of them were my baby daddies and my husband because the secret sex is sacred and I don’t just give it to everybody because I choose not to.
You have explained myself to me so clear . Things i never connected before and i am truly grateful for that. I have been more on the dark side of it and need to learn to transmute the energy
I'm a single child of a single mother and was raised by my grandparents because my mom's became paralyzed due to a stroke when I was in 1st grade I think I was around 4 years old turning 5 in sept I remember going to school always wondering why I wasn't like everyone else who had a mother and father the pain I felt was had but I bounced back because of how happy go lucky I was until my grandfather my father figure died in 2011 Aug 26th I was in 5th grade i became sad but my friends kept me together before I moved the next year because the school curriculum was changing, and I feel into a deep depression from 2012-2016, alotta people I knew died and one that I blame myself for was my grandfather sister came over to our house with her son and he wanted to go outside drinking but he need help from the bed so I when to help him up and he fell an hit his head on the night stand near the bed he went to the hospital and even though he recovered am told me that If I was scared an that he was ok , he went on a flight back home and died, if I didn't pick him up he'd still be here with his family, my mom died in 2020 she couldn't even remember me in her last days besides my uncle, aunt and grandmother, she was only 52 Last year in 2021 on my 20th birthday my grandmother died an 4 days later my uncle died both due to covid. I've been through alotta shit and it's hard for me to put my emotions into words because I've never could express myself because I didn't want to be a burden to my family. the only person who helped me with homework was my grandfather my grandmother never passed 7th grade because she was poor and her family couldn't afford her education, my grandfather graduated Highschool but never went to college and joined the army. After he died I was on my own when it came to doing homework none of my cousin ever helped me because every time I asked one of them they acted like it was annoying and a hasle so I never asked for help ever again
I think this is me…? Cancer Sun in 8H Scorpio Ascendent I will literally suppress every other emotion/person/place/thing to maintain my feeling of happiness. But correct that I feel and understand every emotion… it’s just that I will feel/have that emotion and then immediately suppress it. But my momma always said that “I was gonna have to get happy in the same pants I got mad in” 😂 And yes. It’s a running joke that I only have 2 friends 🥶
My god.. man u stripped it bare.. my sister always use nuturing way to manipulate me and use me for me doing her needs.. 🤣.. alothough i know deep down i know her.. am happy if she is happy anything for her because i love her.
![ประสบการณ์ จ้าง Developer ที่ผมจะไม่มีวันลืม [ภาค2]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/pZbsSDRrmXA/mqdefault.jpg)
Yup. I understand emotions subconsciously, but can't face them. Sometimes I am just scared of what I know I will have to deal with, so I clear my schedule to prepare for a semi breakdown out of nowhere. It's crazy and stressful to live with this.
lmfaooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Also as. A cancer 8h I feel that this can also go like a dangerous route like sometimes my thoughts 😂😂😂 be wild very dark.. can make us vindictive, want revenge, clingy obsessed etc
I moved out of my parents house 3 years ago when I was 18, over those 3 years I’ve been able to process those traumas with myself and with people who understand where I’m coming from and support me. Meditation, patience, compassion, healthy routines, time outside and nurturing myself has helped me through, and now I’m in a much better place.
My partner has this placement.. & it's beyond exhausting for me. It's a learning experience for both of us on our journey. I aways say, once he evolves/ matures & becomes emotionally available, acknowledges & deals w/ his childhood traumas, he'll be a great mate/ husband to someone..in the future.
My emotions are very private I’ve almost conditioned myself to focus on everyone else so no one knows my deep secrets. My dad was a drug addict and my mom tried to protect us from that.. a lot of time I saw my dad in a horrible way but now that I am 22 and I’ve lost him to the addiction I understand that we all have our battles and I do not judge my parents as harshly as I did as a teenager.
You're EXCELLENT❣️❣️❣️ I just sent this to my son. You've confirmed ( in more depth) many things I've told him. Thankh you❣️❣️❣️
There is no light without dark❤
The Negative pessimistic thoughts are me all the time but I'm trying to control it.
I am really impressed! You taught me some things nice work ❤.
This is deep no one can explain it so simple and easy on here like you this fitted me to the t
Cancer in 8 making me break in every transformation, Pluto in first house making me transform in every moment. At least I can know that after I break I will come together again, in a new (hopefully improved) form. Haaa. Haaaa.
Deep understanding of others emotion with no connection to my own, until it's too late and it controls me.
Aries sun ☀️ Capricorn 🌚 Sagittarius rising wheeeew this is definitely me
God damn, bro this is on the money. My cancer is moon and in the 8th house. You just described how I've felt for 30 years in a video bro.
Yep - You’ll never know I’m hurting 😒 but if I’m mad I’m mad and you’ll see it in my face cause I don’t know how to fake my face - takes a lot for me to open up about my feeling literally feels like I’m dying when sharing 😂it’s opp of mars and Neptune conjunct in the 2nd / Capricorn.
I deserve everything that’s beautiful that the divine has for me
That’s why I rely on the divine my father, my guardian angels, my send a masters to help me guide me and they have gotten in the last 62 years since I’ve been on this earth, to discover who I am a Child of God
Jupiter in the 8th House In Cancer, along with my Vertex, and Chiron.
I had to go to the growing lessons. Yes, I’ve had husband boyfriends. I’ve been to the lessons raising children. You have to go through the lessons to learn who you are take something from every lesson to develop who you are it It does not break you. It makes you, but you have to understand the lesson.
setting boundaries
I have scorpio rising at the 28th degree so i have 8th house in cancer. My father cheated on my mother and flirted with other women in front of me. I remember my father getting verbally agresive with me a 5 year old girl because i was a “gossiper” he told me he couldnt trust me. i have a lot of trust issues im trying to feel worthy and secure of what i am everyday.
Yea I definitely felt this I had a lot of transformation in my life emotionally and I used to bury my emotions deep asf
Wow. This is so accurate
“Your father cheated on your mother” yooo I caught my dad cheating on my mom at the age of 4.. I accidentally slipped and told my mom and for a big chunk of my childhood, I really blamed myself. Held so much pain. Eesh.
Damn boo it wasn’t your fault! But same my dad cheated too and told me years later and I told my mom 😂 cancer 8h shit
Same here. I released the Guilt only a few weaks ago❤
You'd make an amazing Vedic astrologer as well too 🙂 I have this placement in my D9 chart and it's very on point. Stay blessed up 🙏🏾
Cancer moon shit; I used to do readings when I didn’t protect myself and cleansed properly - I’d end up sick to my stomach for about two days just puking and in pain - took two days to transmute the energy from the reading - it was crazy how things have changed now that I know how to protect .
Teach me 😭
@@kayla7777pop spiritual protection is personal you can start with a palm reading - it’s how I help people undertand where they need the most protection for example people with the water- hands - type absorb energy like a sponge and as such they need to cleans their energy more often - they need time to step away from everyone so that they can clear their energy and learn to operate from a place of clarity where they’re not reflecting back into the world the energies they’ve soaked up - and for those people I would recommend water based rituals / routines versus a fire hand that needs to be in constant motion (like fire ) they may need to phi socially move the energy by moving their body so they can clear their mind etc
That’s why I don’t sleep with everybody. I can count how many men I slept with on one hand, and most of them were my baby daddies and my husband because the secret sex is sacred and I don’t just give it to everybody because I choose not to.
I am a Pisces, cancer and Scorpio and my cancer is in my eighth house in Mars 8 I am a mother who raise for beautiful children and eight grandchildren
On point as always my brother 💪🏿
You have explained myself to me so clear . Things i never connected before and i am truly grateful for that. I have been more on the dark side of it and need to learn to transmute the energy
Great Ensighte‼️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Amazing video! ❤
Thank you for precious information
I'm a single child of a single mother and was raised by my grandparents because my mom's became paralyzed due to a stroke when I was in 1st grade I think I was around 4 years old turning 5 in sept I remember going to school always wondering why I wasn't like everyone else who had a mother and father the pain I felt was had but I bounced back because of how happy go lucky I was until my grandfather my father figure died in 2011 Aug 26th I was in 5th grade i became sad but my friends kept me together before I moved the next year because the school curriculum was changing, and I feel into a deep depression from 2012-2016, alotta people I knew died and one that I blame myself for was my grandfather sister came over to our house with her son and he wanted to go outside drinking but he need help from the bed so I when to help him up and he fell an hit his head on the night stand near the bed he went to the hospital and even though he recovered am told me that If I was scared an that he was ok , he went on a flight back home and died, if I didn't pick him up he'd still be here with his family, my mom died in 2020 she couldn't even remember me in her last days besides my uncle, aunt and grandmother, she was only 52
Last year in 2021 on my 20th birthday my grandmother died an 4 days later my uncle died both due to covid.
I've been through alotta shit and it's hard for me to put my emotions into words because I've never could express myself because I didn't want to be a burden to my family.
the only person who helped me with homework was my grandfather my grandmother never passed 7th grade because she was poor and her family couldn't afford her education, my grandfather graduated Highschool but never went to college and joined the army.
After he died I was on my own when it came to doing homework none of my cousin ever helped me because every time I asked one of them they acted like it was annoying and a hasle so I never asked for help ever again
I hide my emotions nor because it's vulnerable but I want to be a strong support for my family and I don't want them to be worried about me
Hi I have My Moon in the 5th. So inner child healing? Along with my Jupiter in Cancer in the 8th? Thank you! I love you're videos keep going!
Thank you!
That’s why I have libra moon helps me to balance all of it out
Awesome explanation
I am a libra sun (10th house) cancer moon (8th house) sag rising (1st house)
I’m a Pisces sun 3rd house and moon in sag in the 12th house but my plutos in my 12th house in Scorpio 😭
I’m a sag sun and rising with sun and Pluto in the 1st but my moon and mercury r in Scorpio In the 12th😭
SUN, Libra.. moon Pluto Venus in Scorpio, 12th.
Scorpio 12th house with pluto there suck’s. Not trusting at all, too sexual and be getting into 8th house stuff by default lol
This is educational thank you
That was a good ass video bro good stuff I learned a few things
12:20 they need to learn how to ask for help
Thanks for that!
i have leo moon in the 9th house. so i think i express some e :))))
True 💯
I’ve got Jupiter in cancer in the 8th house does this count I can’t find any vids about mine
Lol the moon is in aquarius and the chiron is here in Cancer 8th house. Safe to say goodbye emotions.. what emotions?
My moon is in cancer in the 8th house 😅
Lost a girl cause i didn't wanna tell her about my temporary financial setback
I think this is me…?
Cancer Sun in 8H
Scorpio Ascendent
I will literally suppress every other emotion/person/place/thing to maintain my feeling of happiness. But correct that I feel and understand every emotion… it’s just that I will feel/have that emotion and then immediately suppress it.
But my momma always said that “I was gonna have to get happy in the same pants I got mad in” 😂
And yes. It’s a running joke that I only have 2 friends 🥶
This is scary asf my ascendant is in ♐️ My rising in ♎️ moon in ♏️ n venus in ♍️ n now this no wonder im so messed up😂😂😂😂
I’m a cancer sun Aquarius moon sag rising .. cancer in 8th house imagine that 😂😃
Also I’m rising Sagittarius sun and Sagittarius and moon in leo and my 8th house cancer
Wow...Same as my partner.
Fucking spot on.
Cancer sun Gemini moon Scorpio rising - cancer vertex in the 8H lol I value my privacy and secrets
Dang my bf mom abandoned him a lot and his father abused her
My god.. man u stripped it bare.. my sister always use nuturing way to manipulate me and use me for me doing her needs.. 🤣.. alothough i know deep down i know her.. am happy if she is happy anything for her because i love her.
888
They never love us 😂😂
I feel like this reedings way too personal for you.... I'm feeling like you went way way down deep with someone that had this placement.
This is SO accurate 👀✨