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Roland Faunte - Levers (Live Session Take)

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  • @roland_faunte
    @roland_faunte  4 ปีที่แล้ว +92

    instagram: @rolandfaunte
    twitter: @rolandfaunte
    Spotify: open.spotify.com/playlist/0NyGilOATCUumaKSKM7aFF?si=uZMBhBnvTRu5DZU5qVPNpw

    • @asoulscondition7466
      @asoulscondition7466 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      hi just wanted to say your music is beautiful. and by the looks of it you are beautiful too, inside and out.

    • @pouyaahmadi3706
      @pouyaahmadi3706 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Mr. Faunte Is There any backstory about this song and its lyrics , it haunts me everytime and im almost at the verge of tears , i wanna know the story ... i feel like deep inside i have a connection with in my own life with the passage this song is taking me through .... or maybe im better left alone in the dark .

    • @camilamesias7032
      @camilamesias7032 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i love you

    • @TheAymanRahman
      @TheAymanRahman 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Hey, Roland… I feel like we’re close enough that I can call you that. Just listening to, loving and living your beautiful creations should be enough for that.
      I have a playlist named “Stuff that makes me feel” for whenever I feel like a soulless, defeated, pathetic husk of a person incapable of realizing how beautiful life can actually be. Lately I’ve been going back to it more frequently and it scares me. I’m terrified of this toxic indifference that keeps creeping in.
      I know there’s warmth and I found it in this song. That’s why this has been on top of that playlist since I first heard it.
      Thank you, Roland. For gifting me my favorite song. Thank you.

  • @LuxPepetua
    @LuxPepetua 4 ปีที่แล้ว +403

    Don't you dare stop doing music.

  • @ohokau1104
    @ohokau1104 4 ปีที่แล้ว +330

    i dont think he knows the power he has

    • @OldFriendAuden
      @OldFriendAuden 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Actually, I think he knows exactly the power he has. Look at those tears.

    • @Jeremy-iz6xs
      @Jeremy-iz6xs ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@OldFriendAuden he has brought me tears... multiple times. I'm sure to so many. This is true magic. Very powerful. ✌️💚🤗. Powerful enough to make me realize that I have to leave my ex tomorrow. Leave everyone and start new. Powerful enough to move me. Literally

  • @katiekulaga1466
    @katiekulaga1466 5 ปีที่แล้ว +473

    guys i have a problem i keep listening to this on repeat everyday since this came out live i-

    • @elona2544
      @elona2544 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      It’s okay🥰🥰

    • @Saulo1406HM
      @Saulo1406HM 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Well, you're not alone....I kinda have the same problem.

    • @robinm7sa
      @robinm7sa 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      it just be like that

    • @wonderscx
      @wonderscx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Whatever it takes to summon your happiness right?

    • @mju3lnable
      @mju3lnable 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      it's so great!!!

  • @adairmusic4414
    @adairmusic4414 4 ปีที่แล้ว +212

    when he started crying i did too

  • @suki9268
    @suki9268 4 ปีที่แล้ว +155

    oh my,
    lights are gone
    i can't see stars anymore
    but they're, they are
    heaven shine looks so dull anymore
    lights i can't see
    what did i do that this would be done to me
    oh, my God if you're still in charge
    i think i'd like to meet you

  • @TheBttmoe
    @TheBttmoe 3 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    I just really want to meet someone that can understand this, or want to listen to this as much as I do

    • @damn3876
      @damn3876 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i want the same. there are a bunch of songs, i want to listen to with someone with as much connection as i have with these songs.

    • @zahazuhury
      @zahazuhury ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I know exactly what you mean..

  • @blurryface528
    @blurryface528 4 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    "oh.. my God, if you're still in charge. I think that I'd like to meet you."

  • @user-gl2sg3oc8n
    @user-gl2sg3oc8n 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Proof that at least one person out there understands how you feel.

  • @malekjerbi2650
    @malekjerbi2650 4 ปีที่แล้ว +223

    There stands a door that I was yet to consider
    But the locks are all melting and the colors are convincing me
    Words on the gate reading I'll make this all go away
    Just walk through me to the silence, that's the music
    In the valley of nothing where everyone started
    Before life erased you and made you not part of it
    Broke off a piece of what was silent, but eternal
    And then trapped in a body we beg to return to it
    Placed in the depths of an ocean, forgetting
    How we belong at the surface but everyone's swimming
    Towards lights at the bottom reflecting on mirrors
    But I could labor no longer and float towards what everyone
    Fears the eternal that's found in the shallows
    But one day they will realize what I have just figured out
    Here, at the bottom, it's cold and it's sort of merciless
    But the water gets warmer as you float away from it
    On my way to live the greatest
    Life, not have one, or I'll just stick around
    And see if it gets better
    This decision lasts forever Seeing pictures, filled with envy
    Trying to become who I used to be
    It seems so far from likely
    Smiling, he looks nothing like me
    Levers and pulleys and spindles of wire
    My limbs are all frozen and my lungs are on fire
    And here in your arms I feel miles away from you
    Know how it's strange, but I mean all that I'm saying, oh
    Levers, and pulleys, and spindles of rope
    In that perfect machine that I used to be, something broke
    And then a thought so unnatural that it felt like perfection
    Came and knocked on my door, and in time I just let it in
    Asking me if I had heard of the surface
    Where nothing goes wrong, and where no one can ever hurt you
    And taking my hand it allowed me to breathe
    Said that there's a way to always feel the way you feel
    When you finally find your way to sleep
    And then it showed me my life
    How it could end, and where it started
    And then it showed me the world but said I'm not a part of it
    But the lonely and the hurting have a place, no one's seen it
    But once I have shown you,
    you can't ever leave it No matter
    these thoughts, and these words, so inviting
    I can't say goodbye just quite yet I'll keep fighting it
    People who love me would never stop hurting
    From something so simple yet something so permanent
    Gone into the valley where everyone started
    Where smiles are worn by the hopeless and the brokenhearted
    There in the light of the stars dancing quietly
    Spirits at home in the warmth of eternity
    Broken boy who must keep hoping
    Maybe one day he will figure this out
    Or things will heal in time
    This breathing ghost that never died
    These bits and pieces all left over
    From that smiling child I used to be
    I'm cold and terrified
    I know there's warmth but I can't find it

    • @lucaspeters-murphy2770
      @lucaspeters-murphy2770 4 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      Oh
      Oh my
      lights are gone
      I can't see stars anymore
      But there, they are,
      heaven shine
      looks so dull anymore
      Lights
      I can't see
      What did I do
      that this would be done to me
      Oh
      my God
      if you're still in charge
      I think that I'd like to meet you

    • @neverending9803
      @neverending9803 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@lucaspeters-murphy2770 do you have any idea what this last part means? I think the first part is about idealistic thoughts around suicide. But for "lights are gone, I can't see stars anymore" do you know what this may be referring to?

    • @mmiller6342
      @mmiller6342 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I think light mean like hope and I think I remember reading something about how he Used to love going out and seeing the stars but when he went out he felt so empty and didn’t feel the happiness that he had previously felt

    • @neverending9803
      @neverending9803 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@mmiller6342 Ohhh alright cool that makes sense. Thank you!

    • @OranJee
      @OranJee 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@neverending9803 Yes, i do believe that it is about hopelessness and suicide as he says "God, if you're still in charge, I think that I'd like to meet you." and in most/some theologies, dying (or suicide) is the only way to meet God. It's sad.

  • @marcelosantos5683
    @marcelosantos5683 3 ปีที่แล้ว +103

    Lyrics (updated):
    There stands a door that I was yet to consider
    But the locks are all melting and the colors are convincing me
    Words on the gate reading I’ll make this all go away
    Just walk through me to the silence, that’s the music
    In the valley of nothing where everyone started
    Before life erased you and made you not part of it
    Broke off a piece of what was silent, but eternal
    And then trapped in a body we beg to return to it
    Placed in the depths of an ocean, forgetting
    How we belong at the surface but everyone's swimming
    Towards lights at the bottom reflecting on mirrors
    But I could labor no longer and float towards what everyone
    Fears the eternal that's found in the shallows
    But one day they will realize what I have just figured out
    Here, at the bottom, it's cold and it’s sort of merciless
    But the water gets warmer as you float away from it
    On my way to live the greatest
    Life, not have one, or I’ll just stick around
    And see if this gets better
    That decision lasts forever
    Seeing pictures, filled with envy
    'Cause I'm trying to become who I used to be
    It seems so far from likely
    Smiling, he looks nothing like me
    Levers and pulleys and spindles of wire
    My limbs are all frozen and my lungs are on fire
    And here in your arms I feel miles away from you
    Know how it’s strange, but I mean all that I’m saying, oh
    Levers, and pulleys, and spindles of rope
    In that perfect machine that I used to be, something broke
    And then a thought so unnatural that it felt like perfection
    Came and knocked on my door, and in time I just let it in
    Asking me if I had heard of the surface
    Where nothing goes wrong, and where no one can ever hurt you
    And taking my hand it allowed me to breathe
    Said that there’s a way to always feel the way you feel
    When you finally find your way to sleep
    And then it showed me my life
    How it could end, and where it started
    And then it showed me the world but said I'm not a part of it
    But the lonely and the hurting have a place, no one's seen it
    But once I have shown you, you can't ever leave it
    No matter these thoughts, and these words, so inviting
    I can't say goodbye just quite yet I'll keep fighting it
    The people who love me would never stop hurting
    From something so simple yet something so permanent
    Gone into the valley where everyone started
    Where smiles are worn by the hopeless and the brokenhearted
    There in the light of the stars dancing quietly
    Spirits at home in the warmth of eternity
    Broken boy who must keep hoping
    Maybe one day hE will figure this out
    Or things will heal in time
    This breathing ghost that never died
    These bits and pieces all left over
    From that smiling child I used to be
    I’m cold and terrified
    I know there’s warmth but I can’t find it, oh
    Oh my,
    Lights are gone
    I can't see stars anymore
    But they're, they are
    Heaven shine looks so dull anymore
    Lights I can't see
    What did I do that this would be done to me
    Oh, my God if you're still in charge
    I think that I'd like to meet you

  • @SawaizAhmedMasood
    @SawaizAhmedMasood 5 ปีที่แล้ว +191

    I found out about this song when i was in a very difficult part of my life. Everything was falling apart around. Drug abuse, family feuds, disappointments and self-immolation. When even i failed to understand the different kinds of pain i felt all the time, this song made me cry like a baby the night i heard it for the first time. It's my most played track on every song playing engine. He described pain he's hurting and we understand because we have felt the same kind of hurt. Brilliant!

    • @leversandpulleys9274
      @leversandpulleys9274 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i can relate

    • @SawaizAhmedMasood
      @SawaizAhmedMasood 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Its still my mist played song and no way is it dropping down for even a second. I still tear up everytime it playd

  • @TheAymanRahman
    @TheAymanRahman 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    I keep coming back to this rendition over and over and over again. I have never seen a creator be so moved by his own creation, breaking down by the sheer volume of the emotions he's feeling.
    I love how the words and verses just flow into the next one, feeling like an endless carousel.
    I get you, Roland. We get you. Thanks.

  • @serarepenta2195
    @serarepenta2195 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This makes me cry so hard. We come from the same place. We aren’t supposed to be here and I think deep down you know that too. A wise man once said to me “how are you suffering?” And I said “I suffer so deep, so much” and he said “that’s how you know your living in the truth”

  • @monkeybone6843
    @monkeybone6843 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    “What did I do? That this would be done to me?” Feeling that at the moment

  • @roxipeter
    @roxipeter 4 ปีที่แล้ว +59

    Dear Roland, there is light at the end of this darkness. I have lived with these feelings for half of my life now. Some days, it might not seem like this. But then there are the little moments that make all this battle worth it: from a melody to a quote in a book or the smile of a stranger or a colorful sky at the sunset or whatever has meaning for you. On top of depression I got a pretty bad anxiety after my brother passed. I haven't heard your song. I lived it. Still live it. But "light can be found even in the darkest of times". You are that light to some people. Your gift of music can defeat darkness. Thank you for putting your feelings into this songs and keep fighting your fight. One day you'll wake up and you'll see that you've won. Or at least got used to it.

    • @_qpdbdbqp_
      @_qpdbdbqp_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      hey, mă bucur să văđ pe cineva din Romania aici :)

  • @copycatkiller556
    @copycatkiller556 4 ปีที่แล้ว +67

    I have been repeating this for weeks now, laying on my bed with my phone at my side just listening to his words and stare at my ceiling. But this time, I decided to watch the video, I wanted to see how he plays the piano, how he moves his body while he flows out the lyrics, and noticed that he’s crying at the end. Holy hell it’s too early for me to cry but dammit streams can’t be stopped.

  • @chunchunchunchunchun
    @chunchunchunchunchun ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Hate how relatable this song is

  • @lsfilmer6164
    @lsfilmer6164 4 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    This was the first song I ever heard by you, and now I have every word of your album memorized. You make me feel things no other artist has ever been able to; your music evokes pure emotion. Please, never stop creating. Thank you for all you've done.

  • @LAisdy
    @LAisdy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    When I listen to this I just got frozen and can't do anything 'till it' s over. Wonderful

  • @kygid
    @kygid 5 ปีที่แล้ว +94

    levers holds such a large place in my heart and will forever. Hearing it in refined sound, and with more lyrics means the world to me,,, i loved this. never stop making music, i can’t wait for your new album !

  • @natvasch6399
    @natvasch6399 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    'my limbs are all cold and my lungs are on fire' is such a great line, describes the feeling perfectly with such simple words...makes me cry everytime

  • @valjoemiguel5738
    @valjoemiguel5738 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Ohh, my God, if your still in charge I think I like to meet you ~ > tears

  • @froginabigwell
    @froginabigwell 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    someone loved this beautiful song so much that they had to like it twice, by turning their phone upside down just to like it again!

    • @sheshotjfk8375
      @sheshotjfk8375 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ten people have done this now.

  • @maxstan9305
    @maxstan9305 5 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    The emotion at the end just makes it so much more powerful. I can tell you mean it with every single cell in your body. ❤️❤️❤️

    • @l-atkins
      @l-atkins 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ^^^^

  • @wilvinmarte5366
    @wilvinmarte5366 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Such a master piece... I just found my favorite singer.

  • @taniamorgan1443
    @taniamorgan1443 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    I can’t tell you how many times I’ve listened to this song , this video, please never stop making music

  • @ximenatejedacarrera5065
    @ximenatejedacarrera5065 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    "People who love me would never stop hurting". Yes. At the end of the day, you taught me something.

  • @DoodleGoose88
    @DoodleGoose88 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Please, please put this on Spotify. This is my favorite song from Sewing Kit and I keep listening to this version on repeat. It means so much to me. It's just so moving and powerful and full of emotion.

  • @andivaldes2133
    @andivaldes2133 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I keep listening to this over and over and I keep crying but I feel so liberated

  • @popielatoniebieski1701
    @popielatoniebieski1701 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    i went on repeat mode first time i heard that song, then i found this acoustic version, but this is first time i did watched it while listening to it, and it hits hard

  • @nicoletrimon1940
    @nicoletrimon1940 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I forgot how much i loved this

  • @minionsarebae2434
    @minionsarebae2434 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    This reminds me of old twenty one pilots... I like that. Is like when Tyler performed addict with a pen live and seemed like he was crying. This is nice.

  • @joannaalcaraz9724
    @joannaalcaraz9724 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Never had a song make me cry this much 😭😩❤️‍🔥

  • @zcsarina___828
    @zcsarina___828 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Thank you so much for giving us this masterpiece. This song has made me cry for I don't know, I lost count a long time ago but this song, this song, this is the song that calms me down whenever I feel like crossing that "door". This song has saved me a lot of times now. Aside from that, this is art. Music is a form of art and it is so rare to actually find songs that I can label as art because most of them sounds generical and the same, I guess. But you, your lyrics, they're art. A masterpiece. You're like the Vincent Van Gogh of music. Every sentence or phrase that you've sung is just pure art and it's so beautiful. So thank you for that. Thank you for everything.

  • @anamulhaquenahid659
    @anamulhaquenahid659 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I feel like i have become stone after listening.
    Damm man! Allah bless you

  • @jordanapires7495
    @jordanapires7495 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I cry with him every time I come here, and I come here a lot

  • @ivanfragoso507
    @ivanfragoso507 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Este chico transmite algo maravilloso, me eriza la piel, y me lleva hacia un lugar maravilloso con su voz y su música. Ojalá nunca deje de hacerlo.

    • @blanderbrosz4573
      @blanderbrosz4573 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bro de verdad, es un tipo maravilloso

  • @katiekulaga1466
    @katiekulaga1466 5 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    this, this is your best song, could listen and have listened to on repeat for hours

  • @siddharthgangwal977
    @siddharthgangwal977 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I'll never be the same now that I have heard this.

  • @songbird2383
    @songbird2383 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Oh my, it was already great and now it’s even better with the additional lyrics you have put in, please keep up the great great work

  • @Sofia-me7nc
    @Sofia-me7nc 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Those who haven't suffered don't know how to share the suffering of others. Thank you for your special music! Love from Italy

  • @lizzwillis2
    @lizzwillis2 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    a song has never spoken to me so much as this one does

  • @noormoheeb5288
    @noormoheeb5288 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m writing this and I’m full with tears, I’d never thought I’ll be that lonely to share how bad I feel here , or to not have any safe place to feel like home in ,I’m not feeling well at all , I’ve never been this weak before and it’s even worse when the closest people to your heart make you feel that way , I’ve been holding it so much lately, but now in this exact moment I admit that i lost it , and I’m giving myself this chance to feel as much weak as i can , hopefully I’ll get better and stronger soon and I’m sure i will .

    • @baraahalak4366
      @baraahalak4366 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I know I'm 3 weeks late but i really hope things will get better or at least you'll grow stronger to handle them.

  • @astaramae7803
    @astaramae7803 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Just wanted to say thank you for writing and performing this song. Thank you for your courage and willpower. You’re lyrics are moving and resonating and your voice is as well. Thank you.❤️🌦

  • @dannyf9798
    @dannyf9798 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This performance is even more touching when I see that the man whose music has reached me in ways no one ever has also feels the power his amazing talent holds. You and Jess Benko have a nack for taking many of our feelings and emotions and turning them into such moving art. Until I found the two of you, no artist has ever expressed how i feel so beautifully. Levers and Anchor make me emotional every time I hear them but I just can't get enough of your music, It is therapy to me. Thank you. You and Jess are literally lifesavers.

  • @queenhylia2360
    @queenhylia2360 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    i still cant stop listening to this.

  • @azumi9372
    @azumi9372 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I listened to this song twice, first just the audio, now the live. There's no difference at all. Chills

  • @toesies1041
    @toesies1041 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This guy is so underrated- like I don't see anything on him and his music is absolutely golden

  • @roslein-
    @roslein- 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    one of my favorite artists, what you do is pure art to me

  • @implicated9410
    @implicated9410 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    ... 3.05. the exact moment, the lump in my throat grew bigger.. and the pure emotion at 4.50...and the extended ending. ... you honestly made me feel you in that moment. i think my heart just broke.

  • @soniacortes5273
    @soniacortes5273 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Me encantan todas tus canciones , tienes un estilo tan propio y no me canso de escuchar tus canciones me hacen sentir tan bien juro que jamás me cansaré de escucharlas
    Tienes una voz hermosa

  • @Freethinker225
    @Freethinker225 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    What a beautiful pianist to watch. Your hands move over the keys in a soft and familiar way. It’s a pleasure 🎹

  • @kenma3799
    @kenma3799 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    How can u be so perfect

  • @CallMeTouchCMT
    @CallMeTouchCMT 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Very emotional ending! Yes yes yes

  • @tableryu7557
    @tableryu7557 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Just when I thought I can finally listen to this song without breaking down...your music resonates with my most raw self, please continue making them for as long as you can

  • @DanaM18129
    @DanaM18129 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    "To the silence. Thats the music" ... wow

  • @Basegod1234567
    @Basegod1234567 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Still here, still crying,.

  • @robob3316
    @robob3316 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Ok now this is magic

  • @tahaarshad2946
    @tahaarshad2946 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Been listening to this on repeat for so long. I was shocked to see the number of subscribers you have here. You deserve a lotttt moreee

  • @Pbpretzel
    @Pbpretzel 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Petition to get this song on Spotify:( it’s my favorite

  • @busrasahin1223
    @busrasahin1223 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    keep doing your art. you deserve much much more.

  • @erlenmahilum1221
    @erlenmahilum1221 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    so sad and yet satisfying

  • @mrEofPlanetEarth
    @mrEofPlanetEarth 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This song is a story of a brave soul 😥

  • @object-13
    @object-13 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Found this recently. And made me think about a lot of stuff about me, my life, things I hate about myself and what I am. And I picked some pieces of myself thanks to this piece of art. Even went back to writing some lyrics myself, just how I used to. Thank you

  • @potsia4953
    @potsia4953 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    its been about a year and I have finally just figured out what the lyrics mean, this is art.

  • @kathrine7813
    @kathrine7813 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    levers will always feel special to me. mostly bc i relate to so much he sings about

  • @valjoemiguel5738
    @valjoemiguel5738 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    The last part hits me hard ~

  • @oumau2943
    @oumau2943 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    God is always here for u 🌷

  • @CottontailVA
    @CottontailVA 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm literally in love with this man, someone please save me from this.

  • @queenhylia2360
    @queenhylia2360 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Can't. Stop. Listening. Can we just have this on spotify too? 👉🏻👈🏻 gcg?

  • @botecfud
    @botecfud 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This speaks to my soul, a voice I have not heard in a while, hope it stays to chat. Thank you for writing my pain and struggle in such sublime music and lyrics. Thank you.

  • @user-id7fw4lw7r
    @user-id7fw4lw7r 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I predict it will grow even more. Therefore, I will always support you.

  • @moogles-zw1uv
    @moogles-zw1uv 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    You can see the pain he is in as he is playing more and more. Roland you are amazing

  • @BramOuwerkerk
    @BramOuwerkerk 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Glad I discovered this dude. Great music!

  • @14nancyo112
    @14nancyo112 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i love this so much, thank you for sharing your talent with us :). Pls come to the Netherlands one day, i would love to hear this live

  • @alexpech9318
    @alexpech9318 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    guys this song is really pretty and i love a lot, i hope that you enjoying.

  • @shrimppp4166
    @shrimppp4166 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for existing

  • @elkapitanlasercatbutinspac8694
    @elkapitanlasercatbutinspac8694 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    My god this is beautiful. What a beautiful human to create something like this. ☀️ ⛅️ ☁️ 🌧 🌈 🎶🥲

  • @galooguy
    @galooguy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thank you, for that.

  • @isiahholt7859
    @isiahholt7859 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I hope you’re well brother

  • @ClaudiaReneFuentes
    @ClaudiaReneFuentes 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Okay, I did not expect that. I am crying here at work.. before he even started cried. This is art. I am so inspired.

  • @slop9517
    @slop9517 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Absolutely mesmerizing. This truly is beautiful brother.

  • @hadlystapp5492
    @hadlystapp5492 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I do be crying to his music lmao :)

  • @aliyahjoelle5366
    @aliyahjoelle5366 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    The ability to be SOBBING but still play the piano like nothing changed. My guy. You may be falling apart, but you're keeping the pieces together.

  • @FatimaZohra-wi8dd
    @FatimaZohra-wi8dd 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Lyrics:
    There stands a door that I was yet to consider
    But the locks are all melting and the colors are convincing me
    Words on the gate reading I’ll make this all go away
    Just walk through me to the silence, that’s the music
    In the valley of nothing where everyone started
    Before life erased you and made you not part of it
    Broke off a piece of what was silent, but eternal
    And then trapped in a body we beg to return to it
    Placed in the depths of an ocean, forgetting
    How we belong at the surface but everyone's swimming
    Towards lights at the bottom reflecting on mirrors
    But I could labor no longer and float towards what everyone
    Fears the eternal that's found in the shallows
    But one day they will realize what I have just figured out
    Here, at the bottom, it's cold and it’s sort of merciless
    But the water gets warmer as you float away from it
    On my way to live the greatest
    Life, not have one, or I’ll just stick around
    And see if it gets better
    This decision lasts forever
    Seeing pictures, filled with envy
    Trying to become who I used to be
    It seems so far from likely
    Smiling he looks nothing like me
    Levers and pulleys and spindles of wire
    My limbs are all frozen and my lungs are on fire
    And here in your arms I feel miles away from you
    Know how it’s strange, but I mean all that I’m saying, oh
    Levers, and pulleys, and spindles of rope
    In that perfect machine that I used to be, something broke
    And then a thought so unnatural that it felt like perfection
    Came and knocked on my door, and in time I just let it in
    Asking me if I had heard of the surface
    Where nothing goes wrong, and where no one can ever hurt you
    And taking my hand it allowed me to breathe
    Said that there’s a way to always feel the way you feel
    When you finally find your way to sleep
    And then it showed me my life
    How it could end, and where it started
    And then it showed me the world but said I'm not a part of it
    But the lonely and the hurting have a place, no one's seen it
    But once I have shown you, you can't ever leave it
    No matter these thoughts, and these words, so inviting
    I can't say goodbye just quite yet I'll keep fighting it
    People who love me would never stop hurting
    From something so simple yet something so permanent
    Gone into the valley where everyone started
    Where smiles are worn by the hopeless and the brokenhearted
    There in the light of the stars dancing quietly
    Spirits at home in the warmth of eternity
    Broken boy who must keep hoping
    Maybe one day he will figure this out
    Or things will heal in time
    This breathing ghost that never died
    These bits and pieces all left over
    From that smiling child I used to be
    I’m cold and terrified
    I know there’s warmth but I can’t find it

  • @abrildansey1076
    @abrildansey1076 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I can't believe this isn't famous enough, all of the songs are amazing I really meant it. I heard lake by a random youtube playlist and I froze I really love it, I think all of these songs are truly a piece of art

  • @luiscorea3579
    @luiscorea3579 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is just so great!

  • @samsan6360
    @samsan6360 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    If I could only listen to one song for the rest of my life, this would be it.

  • @demi4481
    @demi4481 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    This was the first song I ever heard of you... And I cannot be more grateful for that moment to hapenned.

  • @shashwat772
    @shashwat772 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    you are my favorite human :)

  • @Rivaldix12
    @Rivaldix12 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I really like all of your songs, I already learned how to play Happy Life, Be Fine and Hand Over Hand. Your tutorial videos helped me so much and I really want to learn Levers as well. So, can you make a tutorial for Levers too? I really like your other tutorial videos too. I also have a suggestion for your tutorial videos, when I was trying to learn your other songs, learning the embellishment you use was the hardest thing and I think you can seperate the embellishment section in two or three parts, that would be easier for the ones who wants to learn. Other than that, everything was perfect about your tutorials. Thank you for making and music, you are my favourite artist!

  • @bintangazhar7798
    @bintangazhar7798 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    i can't count more how many times I repeat this song everyday

    • @TakeCare_1
      @TakeCare_1 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Es muy buena la cansion

  • @mariamfawal_
    @mariamfawal_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    thanks for being a reason to stay alive

  • @simonefinely3996
    @simonefinely3996 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love the lyrics, it's surreal and poetic
    -I still love feeling the lyrics

  • @mindmusic492
    @mindmusic492 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Hermosa canción❤

  • @cseve8801
    @cseve8801 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is so beautiful in every level. Thank you for this song. It really helps.

  • @Cinnameast
    @Cinnameast 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Such beautiful poetry; the duende resides in your music.

  • @manyanomsishuba9334
    @manyanomsishuba9334 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Can someone do a piano tutorial for this please!! :))

  • @chicocat2111
    @chicocat2111 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I kind of feel like I'm not worthy of listening to this song, because of the sheer raw emotion being put into it with every word. It feels almost too personal for someone like me to relate to, its like hearing something you're not supposed to know. Though this song breaks my heart every time, I love it to my very core.