42 yo is extremely important to vedic astrology. At 42, the head of the dragon Rahu/North Node/ Destiny reaches MATURITY along with the the body of the dragon Ketu/South Node/Ancestors. A person that did the spiritual work then they wouldn't suffer through the dark night of the soul. Non-spiritual people cannot handle the dragon energy at 42yo so they have midlife crisis, panic attacks, or psycho issues. Also at 42, Uranus/Gaia/Heaven is at half cycle and opposition to the natal Uranus in one's astrology chart so one is at midlife!
Grateful I found a way to the knowledge and have been healing for almost five years. I turn 43 at the end of this month, and last month resonates with this video heavily. My Vedic Sun is Scorpio, in Scorpio season atm, representing death and transformation.
As a mother, I wish I could sweep you up and care for and protect you the way a mother should. I know you know this now, but too many have been silent, what happened to you was evil and your family failed the most important job of their life. One thing that I have done on my healing journey is to work with the archetypal energies of the Divine Mother and Father. I suspect you already have, but just a suggestion for others out there. Tenille, you are such a beautiful and powerful soul and your have voice is truly magical. I can’t wait to hear more as you step into this new phase of your life. Wishing you every blessing.
I felt like you were talking to me. Mother came to me 11/16/22. She ripped a parasite off of me. I remember she was such a strong powerful force compared to that thing that was sent to me by a narcissist. Thank you Mother. 🖤🙏🏽⚔️
They stole it and then taunted us, saying “why don’t u have this thing, u should be able to do this”, convinced a lot of us that we were wrong/broken/evil, but the irony is they were the ones who took it from us the whole time…it’s hard to wrap my mind around it but the same message keeps coming through loud and clear
I fell off a two story building and landed in the bushes at 18 months because my mom just wasn't paying attention. Then she left me in a car that somehow wasn't in park and rolled down a hill and crashed. Shortly after she gave me to my dad to raise me as she couldn't handle the responsibility. My mother was a stripper and my father owned a strip club, thats how they met. I am 42 years old. I had goosebumps the entire talk. Queen, so much gratitude to you. It all resonates and honestly I have been feeling this building or culmination, energetically. I love you.
Thank you, Tenille. My name is A Bridges (the first name means BeLoved). I've been both Bridges, the physical embodiment of the spiritual essence. As Bridges, I've been "walked all over", "let down", "crossed", "double-crossed", "used for accessing better places", "forgotten", "abandoned", "burned", etc. Every negative aspect of being A Bridges has happened to me... However... I've learned the positive aspects of Bridges and the HOW of the spirit in everything. I've learned of Bridges other than the physical Bridges we see while on the drive during travel, which is what helped me to love the Spirit of Bridges that give to all. My favorites are the bridges in music, the transitions between different parts in the song that bring the elements together as One unified accomplished piece of music. Another favorite of Bridges energy are the Bridges within us all, the connection between Pituitary Gland and PiNeal Gland, the inner Gs of Masculine Inner G guided Thought and Feminine Inner G guided Feelings (Intuition). There's the Spirit (energy) of Rainbow Bridges, that of which allows us to go from the realm of black n white egoic seeing, the realm of activated chakRAs open and receptive to the colors of the wind. There is the bridge of the nose that helps the air come in, spiritually as thr bridge to KNOWS/KNOWING/KNOWLEDGE. There's many positive traits; Bridges UPLIFT, SUPPORT, PROVIDE Structure, ALLOW for safer travels, GUIDE us above troubled waters, and JOIN together two lands/dimensions. Tenille, your story is way too similar to mine, I was thinking about it last night also, about what happened during early childhood. I call my mother a Beaver, she took away my rite to speak my truth for four decades. She would yell and scream, tell me to "shut up" and "don't speak" when I tried to talk about musch of anything. She would tell me she didn't care and none of it matters to her. She would turn up the television to drown out my voice, then punish me for speaking by sending me to my room where I sat alone drawing, coloring, playing with dolls, playing video games, and/or listening to music. I had to learn to befriend all my stuffed animals, dolls, action figures, and my cat. To this very day, in my 40s, I talk to insects, trees, birds, deer, frogs, dogs, cats, and anything that will listen because I feel and know the Spirit within. I read energy, so I'm open and receptive to receiving their returned communication as spiritual guidance. They may not be able to speak English, but they communicate through non-verbal cues, sounds, movements, and what youd expect from a non-verbal child. Creatures witness, they see, they hear, they smell what's happening and they have the ability to alert us. Think of cats who knock drinks off the table; are they being jersey or are the recognizing there's something in that cup that is harmful to our spirit and they are saving us from consuming that toxic energy? Think about how dog can sense someone coming and alert us by barking, they smell smoke, the see what humans aren't seeing. Birds have a higher point of view, they also see a bigger picture and can communicate to us when a storm is coming or when something is about to happen that we should know. I've watched ducks reenact scenes that look like there from a soap opera, with couple drama and children getting sent away, the female duck running from the male, then the male chases her away and goes to sit with his male friends and they quack the grapevine gossip ("hey, got any grapes?!") I've heard frogs croak, "dupe!" when they saw me with a toad whom I thought was a prince disguised as a frog. If we listen, they will provide answers. Too many people pray to God for guidance and answers, but aren't open and receptive to receiving the answers and guidance when they come. We can't ask for Divine guidance then not accept the Gift of Divination to read the guidance from BEING Divine. Divination is the ability to read the energy, like reading tea leaves, or words in numbers on liscence plates, or artwork on cards or in paintings, lyrics in songs, words in tones of classical music, language in the form of signs provided by a Higher Power. I like to think of Blue's Clues and find the "blue prints" that make up who we are beneath the surface, beyond the matrix. Who lives in the Pineal under the see? The Indigo Child, the sponge empath who absorbs energies of everything, with a Star as their companion. The full spectrum of neurodiversity that seems disorderd like fragmented souls and troubled kinds to those who aren't real-eyesing we are here to MIRROR their energy back to them. We aren't broken nor disordered, we are showing the typical programmed mind the way the look (are perceived) to the rest of the world. The worst part is when they project their energy onto us, then we react and enact with the energy we've received, and they persecute us and play victim to our reaction from holding onto what they put in our cup. Example: Imagine being a child and your mother doesn't want you to talk. You get painful headaches from the pent up thoughts and words, so your mother gives you heavy perscription pain medication and muscle relaxers and tells you to go to sleep. While your alseep, she tells others you are lazy, won't do anything to help around the house, and later in life she'll tell people you're on drugs (the ones she provided). In teenage years you drink her alcohol and smoke the green stuff she keeps in a can under the couch because your subconscious mind is following the leader and doing as you've witnessed your mother doing with her sisters, neices and nephews, friends, and coworkers. Your mother shuts you out and won't let you speak, yet listens to the others who injest chemical toxins with her, so from an early age your fragile underdeveloped subconscious mind is doing what you believe is what to do to get people to listen to you, to accept you for who you are and not judge your neurodivergence, you are masking to fit into social normals. Indigo is the color of the rainbow that is unseen by the light of day, lights must be off to see it's bright hues. Indigo is the color that emirates from a "black light" bulb and allows us to see neon colors so vividly, and to see hidden substances in crime scenes. Indigo represents the third-eye chakra, the awakened Mind's Eye that is capable of SEEING beyond the veil of smoke clouds and blackout walls. Those who do toxic things (get inTOXICated) behind closed doors, fear ones who have the ability to tell that dark secret to others. Fear causes them to poison the minds and bodies of the truth speakers because if their truth was revealed, their ego would die and life as they known it to be would quickly end as their true nature becomes seen by all. I'm tired of being in survival mode. Tired of isolating. Tired of being in the cold. Tired of being kept away from loved ones due to stories told by intoxicated people who projected their toxic energy. Tired of being homeless. Tired of struggling to muster up the energy to work just to be able to buy enough food to stay alive to be able to have the strength to keep speaking me truth. The smoke screen and pipe dreams have blinded the eye of many. The boo has become the booze of bottled sprits that cause black outs of consciousness. This place doesn't feel like home anymore, it fees like a Nation buried under inTOXICation and inauthenticity. I'm gonna be the first to say it, Trump was right when he said, "they are building a wall"... the bricked energy, the wall between Thoughts and Feelings, the blocks in consciousness. That Trump Tower moment is going to be real-eyesed when people take a mental vacation from intoxication nation and provide clairity to their senses to be able to receive the Inner Gift of disCERNment. Never thought I'd be someone who spoke up for people in politics, especially him, but that's my Tower Moment happening right infront of my eyes as I type this in order to right my wrong thoughts. Bridges provide support and structural guidance. Just Saiyan!
Tenille... you are so strong. Nothing could hold you back, no matter how hard they tried. God will lift you in front of them all. May you continue to bless us with your messages... as you assist us, it seems you heal as well. The darkness tried to come for you your entire life... you are correct love, it is only a testament to your immense light. That light that no matter what they did would never be snuffed out. You will forever be a gift to this world for those that are able to truly grasp your contributions on a soul level. You deserved to be loved, you deserved to be protected, your mother's failures were not your own. For you to publicly speak is the brightest beacon you could possibly shine. It is a source of shared confidence for others as well. Peace and love shall follow you all of your days. That may have been the family you were born into, but not the soul family you will have or the one that you have so long deserved. Even if only ever on youtube (unless you travel to Memphis LOL) I AM, WE ARE your family love. Without possibly ever setting eyes on you, we see you. We see you Tenille and we love you. Wholly and without condition, the way you always should have had. The way most of us as your listeners that deeply resonate with you, should have had. 💜
I had a MAJOR CRISIS/EVENT happen to me at three years of age. This message was hard for me as well. And at 42, l had a major spiritual shift. Today on 11/15/2024, I am shifting through something as well. Thank you for being you and speaking your truths Tenille.
I'm so sorry you went through this. It happened to me when I was 17 months old as well. I figured it out after a therapist red flagged a behavior from my early childhood as a sign of a child in severe trauma. So I called my mom and asked her about a story she had always told of how when my younger sister was born, she spent 5 days in the hospital and children weren't allowed to visit. She was so disappointed when she returned and I was "mad" at her. So I asked her how long I was mad. She said I wouldn't look at her, let her touch me or talk to her when she got home and it took over a week for me to come out of it. When I told her something must have happened she responded with incredulity, "well I can't imagine what; we never let anyone around you but your dad." Even when I reminded her of his notorious treatment and history of violence towards tiny children she insisted nothing could have happened. I also know that throughout my preschool years, I was known to sit and stare at nothing for hours. Which is insane to me. Anyways, there's more, but you are not alone and the impact/pattern you described is completely accurate for me as well. Much love, sister. ❤
They always "gaslight" deny that the other parent or person, saying they wouldn't done this or that. I don't get it, but I was told this as an older child, knowing that it was an absolute lie. They try to distort your reality.. My sister being the last of my Narcissistic family tried this a few months back, and now I will never speak to her ever again - after 60 year of putting up with this abuse - no more.
@belindaalderson7209 I understand Belinda. We are finding out more and more why this is all so that you wrote about. They take our energy. We are like batteries to them. It will continue to be revealed to you. ♥️
Thank you for learning to use your voice and sharing the experiences that were meant to break you down and stop you, but actually did the opposite. I appreciate you on so many levels. Listening to your messages are adding missing pieces to things that haven't sat right with me through my journey but had no one to discuss them with. I love you, feel you and see your beauty! ...sending more love, peace, healing, prosperity and protection your way! 💜
What an amazing reading. You touch so many with the stories you share. This one had me smiling, clapping, and crying. I love the strength and passion you exude. You’re not only helping to heal yourself but us as well. Extremely powerful reading. ❤❤❤
Your testimony and journey is so powerful, Tenille! What a strong woman you are. The healing light of God has always surrounded you and will continue to surround you. Thank you for sharing it with us! ❤️ I met my blue marlin at 41 and am thankful that I took the divine guidance to release him just before my 42nd birthday. That was two years ago and I know the Divine has kept him blocked from me. I grew up in an environment where there were a lot of extended relatives playing roles in my life that they shouldn’t have had the authority to, so I’ve been reflecting and distancing myself from those who I k ow don’t have my best interest at heart. As you so meaningfully stated, the dark and light must balance. ☯️🙏🏾🧿
I'm so sorry you went through that too. Sending you so much love and light🙏🫶🌟 I appreciate you sharing your gift with us. This resonated heavily on all the levels.
Abused while my father waited in the next room. Locked in a dark cupboard by my mother. Definitely resonates, the whole reading! My ability to heal others through my hands was repeatedly taken away from me.. And my voice was silenced. I had to let go of my mother at 4, at 16 & again finally in my mid thirties. Tenille my Soul sister I love your heart and courage, you rock 🥰💚🕊️
God Bless you Tenille! I got cold chills when you told your story. I identify more than you know. It's hard telling your story. I've been seeing it also with the full moons. I'm exicited about this full moon. I've been excited about it for a month now. Big changes are coming and I keep hearing.. It's time!! At 42 yrs old my life was attacked in such a way by demonic forces that it almost killed me. I'd been fighting them all of my life but this was like dominos. I remeber thinking that about dominos at the time and I could see them falling one by one. It had been st up for my entire life and I couldn't understand why until 4 yrs ago when my fathers mask fell off. He had set it up with the devil himself. I never gave up and continued in the spirit even though the people and family that I loved so much fell apart. Even my children that I love more than life itself, were contracted against me. I will tell about it eventually on my channel. I wrote a song about it that I'll be putting out soon. I'm not self promoting here, I'm just saying that I get it. I figured out about the solar plexes attacks. I am a medical intuitive. Years of doctors for stomach issues and surgeries with no cause or diagnosis for what was happening and it finally hit me that it was an attack on my solar plexes. When I finally escaped and healed from the abuse my health got better. I also identify with the 18 month to 3 yrs old subject. Tonights full moon is going to bring major changes. I know for sure it's coming! It's time!! Sending you so much love!! I appreciate you!! ❤♥♥
I love you so much. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and experiences. Your strength is contagious. It’s comforting to know that we are rising together as one. What a time to be alive💜💐✨🫶🏾Grateful to be alongside you 🙏🏾
Thank you for always being so honest. I love you. You are so powerful 🎉.sending you all my light and healing energy. We are in balance. In devotion to the light. ❤
Wow I was listening to you and driving back from a walk at the lake near my home, I go every morning. Near the end of the video when you were speaking regarding your childhood a white feather came into the car window!! My father is 77 and I know that I was assaulted as a child but I can not remember who or how it happened. The reason I know is when I had intercourse the first time I didn’t bleed sorry to be so forward but it is what it is…I am 53 years old and i know my reality is shifting in my favour…long story but again thank you Tanille because almost every read and teaching you share has so much meaning to me….thank you and I love you 💖🗝️✨🕊️🪽💎🦋
And u helped me realize why I'm so good at improvising in this lifetime. My shit was stolen from day 1 & I had to make do/due. Thank u Tenille. What u r doing is helping folks out here. Please know that.
😂 😝 😆 I laughed so hard at Dammit Jim! I love that we get to walk this journey together 💐💜🙏🏾✨🫶🏾 Thank you for affirming and empowering me, love you too💜
At age 3 1/2 I suffered third degree burns to my right arm. My mother was making homemade biscuits and syrup, I don’t remember reaching for the pot on the stove. My mother accused one of my older sisters of pushing me into the stove. Yes, I too have lived many lives in this body, and family relations plays an important part in that journey. Thank you for your wisdom and vulnerability ❤
💯☄️Simply Incredible Ms T....Wow🤯,The Return of the Rod.... Glory to God Most High Man I 💜when Tenille Talks💜....May God continue to Bless you my Annoited Sister💜
This was very powerful for me today too, even before your personal shares at the end. Just honoring you for your growth and healing and your invaluable contribution to the collective. I am a bit blocked from sharing my gifts. I do understand there is value in just living in light and love as a gridkeeper but I’ve also trained to do more hands-on healing but I’ve been pushed off that course by sabotage and one of the biggest onslaughts of psychic and spiritual attacks I’ve ever had to withstand. I also want to find ways to share my story.
Tenille…..Empress….. your story…..we are sisters. When I tell you this reading was Divinely gifted to you for me, it’s WILD! Thank YOU for being obedient and sharing this message. I know it was A LOT! When I commented on your message from yesterday about the “fool” that I’d encountered the day before. That person was my mother, and today’s message is like the confirmation of the day that I, too, knew was coming. Thank you for gifting me this truth. This is my day, and for that, I’m so grateful! 🥹🪄💫✨♥️🌈👑
I am 56 according to my birth certificate. I might be older or just right. I had a major surgery since birth. My rotula in my left leg was out of place. I walked when I was 2. Thank you for confirming certain things for me. Sending you much Love and light from the Caribbean.❤❤❤
Thank you so very much for this reading Tenille! I love you dearly! Your story has so many parallels with my own and when you spoke of these truths it opened my heart to understand myself through another's perspective, in the same way that I imagine Source lives through each of our experiences. I needed to hear this message today just over a month into my 42 nd year of life. I needed to know that for me my ballance was truly being bestowed upon me. Thank you for being one of my guiding lights as I pick myself up pit of the ashes and rise once and for all. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I was left in the care of the demon at the same age developmentally. CSA and choking…worked through deeper levels of voice, throat and neck things yesterday. Thank you for the validation and honesty.
I am watching in my light, and sending you love. I feel you in my heart, and we are energetically together hugging each other close, supporting and sharing strength. 💕💕🙏🙏❤️❤️
I knew it.I knew it all along.The piece of the puzzle has finally been delivered.Thank you so much.I disconnected from The Dragon Lady as an infant.I would tell people I was found in a box on the side of the road as there was no true connection.This person has stated stuff to me throughout my life and then always made out she never stated it at all.The last time I asked her who my real father was she replied with "what planet are you on"I told her I was on the planet of sin.I really cannot thank you enough for helping me validate within myself that what I've known the whole time is the absolute truth.💚🙏💚
I am Shook Tenille 😳 this literally happened specifically as you say, when I was 42… and yes it happened with someone in my bloodline who suddenly showed up in my life when I was 42. for 2 days of this full moon energy I worked on a message that came through, documented it, and when finished I found your crabs of Venus video posted yesterday and sure enough it aligned with my interpretations of the energy coming through- and now I’m hearing this. I’m only 14 mins in so far.
And thank you for giving this whole message, it was coming through many readings on my table I was trying to decode today ~ but wow ~ thanku for sharing all this
I turned 42 last year. Certain “powers” tried to delete me before that, when I was still 41. A very strange man told me a couple weeks before their attempt on my life in March 2023 that “41 was the perfect age.”
Tenille I love you so so much!!! I'm so sorry you've experienced what you have but I am SO grateful you did not allow life to turn you cold. Thank you for being brave and sharing your truth with us. Thank you for healing out loud 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
At 18 months i had chicken pox with 106 fever, at 3 i fell down our basement steps and lost consciousness, age 10 i had emergency brain surgery to remove the tumor from brain stem that was caused by fall. Brain swelled during recovery, right side of brain shut down which left the left side of my body paralyzed. Everything you said is aligned with my life. Age 42 i moved back to the town that almost took me out so i could be full time grandma while her parents grew up, causing me to become the healthiest version of myself. Got off all pharmaceuticals, quit smoking, started fasting. My connection to spirit is stronger than ever. This year, at 44, i was called to shine at the church i met my savior back in 2015. I appreciate your readings so much my love ❤
I also lost my voice for awhile. When I came out of coma I was unable to speak for several weeks. Now I'm being called to use my voice. Lots of chakra balancing and meditation. May blessings REIGN upon you my love. You are doing godly works❤
I am a being of love, but my parents made me believe I was evil as a child bc I am autistic and didn’t like saying “I love you”. I think it was partly bc I struggled to understand the emotion and what is was supposed to mean, partially bc when I got nervous I would stop talking. But my parents got very offended about it and tried to guilt me into saying the words my whole childhood to the point where the topic made me so uncomfortable. They essentially created the problem by making such a big deal out of it. My dad started calling me awful names and threatening to off himself if I didn’t “say it back”. That is how they disrupted love for me. Love was always my power, they took it, and tried to blame me for it. But I always had a more evolved understanding of love than they did. They never understood real love and were jealous.
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May I offer my deepest gratitude. Your voice has co-created change in my life. I was sexually assaulted by my mother since my earliest childhood memories. She died when I was 42. Your story of the angler is the first time in my life (I’m 48) that someone spoke out loud what makes complete sense to me about my childhood and family and the humiliation and shame. Your voice is lovely and powerful.
It’s about me for sure I’m currently 42 and this is my story playing out. From the experience 18 months -3yrs and completing the mission with my blue Marlin. I just called Final Judgement from the most high to balance/harmonize the energies. For the highest good of all. 🙏🏽 It is done it is done it is done
This hit almost a little too close to home for me…really helpful to have the words and resources and understanding. Also, bittersweet and a bit painful to see it so clearly. Thank you. 💙 …I’m even 42 ;)
She is not ur mother she was just a person that gave u a ride thru the galaxy! Mothers love and protect their children and all children in their paths 💕 may the Great Mother always supply ur mental, spiritual, and physical needs💯
I stopped talking at 3 due to trauma from “something” while in the care of my mother’s. boyfriend. I had surgery at 3 or 4 after a near deaf car accident. I was diagnosed as being deaf at age 5. Tenille we have much in common. I always resonated with Maya Angelou’s I know why the Caged Bird Sang. ❤❤❤❤❤
No one still admits anything to me. I thank God for you. I look forward to the time when there will be no more, sighing, crying or dying and we will have joy beyond measure. Love and light. 💖
That happen to me. I had lots of throat issues.Yes,by a Father. Throat always hurting always in elementary. It was reported by the person who did it that I couldn't and wouldn't talk. .. he would imply that he thought I was gonna be slow. God has truly been the lifter of my head. ...and the mom that turned a blind eye.
Psychology Today article by Carrie Barron: Sometime back, someone signed her comment on my blog post, “Murdered Soul.” The term Soul Murder was first coined by the playwright Henrik Ibsen. He defined it as, “the destruction of the love of life in another human being.” Long ago, psychoanalyst Leonard Shengold wrote a book called Soul Murder wherein arbitrary edicts or a chronic lack of empathy cause a child to lose vitality, confidence, and joy. Since his or her natural talents and feelings are not acknowledged or encouraged, identity becomes confused and existence feels painful. The child might be “brainwashed” into idealizing the authority figure while demeaning the self. This distorted reality can wreak havoc on their inner life and outer pursuits. “I can’t try for that because I am not good enough, smart enough…” Titled: Reclaiming a Murdered Soul Awakening “love of life” with the help a caring person.
I will be 42 in February. When I was 18 months old war begin within my family. That lead to things effecting my entire bloodline. Within 1 year after that. I was basically ritualistically abused. These things lead to a life of oppression and suppression. I have spend years of my life to break these generational curses within my bloodlines. Once I understood what had occurred with me. A child whom was never welcomed into this world.. but guess what the demon is going down. 2025, going from wanting to having. Let's call it completion.. 77. 🌱✨️🌹⚜️⚡️
My crown was fractured, I still have the mark on my head. I was told my mum dropped me when I was a baby but I know there was more to it. I never lived with my mum, I was taken by my auntie and her family who made my life a living hell. They tried to take me out any chance they could but I am still here. I have gone past guilt and shame, they no longer have a hold on me. I am unapologetically me. I love every bit and parts of me.
Thank you beautiful for such a wonderful but can I tell you I cannot begin to start with how it all resonates and so I guess the beginning when I was a little girl, my mother robbed me from a very good childhood with my dad and brought me to live a very horrible life with her and it is now literally just yesterday that I sent her that message of forgiveness, but also reclaimed back all of my victory. I did cord cutting, which I’ve done multiple times, but this is the last of her karmic ancestral bullshit that will come with me. When you talk about the fire, I literally had a housefire at 42 years old and that is when I picked up the man that has been holding me back and I literally just dropped him and told him that we are leaving to another state and he can no longer be a deadweight. Oh shit when I say it rhyme, you know it’s true. I love you, sister. Have a beautiful weekend.
Wow sis your voice is your weapon , and the devil 😈 was trying to kill it. But you battled through it and spoke🗣️ your peace. Amen I had something similar but much ch older and handled exactly the same way. Ugh so hypocritical.
Thank you for sharing I appreciate you tremendously and this is Crazy crazy crazy beautiful HIT DIRECTLY ON POINT was my father that would take off for weeks to go FISHING....................................................................................PARTICULARLY FOR A BLUE MARLIN he has always been intimidating and quite and always hated me whether he ever would admit that or not doesn't matter yet he had gathered a gang to beat me down energetically and the crab was the narcissist that tried to unalive me March the 6th trial is the 25 of this month he and my dad made fun of me in front of me I just went along with it and laughed with them. That very day my father said I was thrown adgenst the wall when I was 2 and they BOTH LAUGHED and of course no coincidence my father is the only one still living here in the physical Wow confirmations all of the place
It resonates for me, but the soonest I am sure of is 4 years old. Both 💀 6 and 8 years ago. Another passed before the full moon this year- September (the 9th). Thank you for sharing 🫶🏽
Im 49 and been thinking for the last year ive stuffed up somewhere... Im not where im meant to be and this reading made me sob... Only half way through but feeling ive let the team down bigtime...
🥹💐Feel, release and receive the wisdom that comes from the tears. Tears are making room the next 24 hours. You are loved, supported and exactly where your soul needs for its growth. 🫶🏾🙏🏾💜✨
42 yo is extremely important to vedic astrology. At 42, the head of the dragon Rahu/North Node/ Destiny reaches MATURITY along with the the body of the dragon Ketu/South Node/Ancestors. A person that did the spiritual work then they wouldn't suffer through the dark night of the soul. Non-spiritual people cannot handle the dragon energy at 42yo so they have midlife crisis, panic attacks, or psycho issues.
Also at 42, Uranus/Gaia/Heaven is at half cycle and opposition to the natal Uranus in one's astrology chart so one is at midlife!
Wow 🎤🤯📌✨Thank you so much for this knowledge and wisdom. Literally screenshotting and taking notes. Truly grateful🙏🏾🫶🏾💜✨
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Thank you ❤
Grateful I found a way to the knowledge and have been healing for almost five years. I turn 43 at the end of this month, and last month resonates with this video heavily. My Vedic Sun is Scorpio, in Scorpio season atm, representing death and transformation.
As a mother, I wish I could sweep you up and care for and protect you the way a mother should. I know you know this now, but too many have been silent, what happened to you was evil and your family failed the most important job of their life. One thing that I have done on my healing journey is to work with the archetypal energies of the Divine Mother and Father. I suspect you already have, but just a suggestion for others out there. Tenille, you are such a beautiful and powerful soul and your have voice is truly magical. I can’t wait to hear more as you step into this new phase of your life. Wishing you every blessing.
I felt like you were talking to me. Mother came to me 11/16/22. She ripped a parasite off of me. I remember she was such a strong powerful force compared to that thing that was sent to me by a narcissist. Thank you Mother. 🖤🙏🏽⚔️
They stole it and then taunted us, saying “why don’t u have this thing, u should be able to do this”, convinced a lot of us that we were wrong/broken/evil, but the irony is they were the ones who took it from us the whole time…it’s hard to wrap my mind around it but the same message keeps coming through loud and clear
Excellent write up here. Ty.
I fell off a two story building and landed in the bushes at 18 months because my mom just wasn't paying attention. Then she left me in a car that somehow wasn't in park and rolled down a hill and crashed. Shortly after she gave me to my dad to raise me as she couldn't handle the responsibility. My mother was a stripper and my father owned a strip club, thats how they met. I am 42 years old. I had goosebumps the entire talk. Queen, so much gratitude to you. It all resonates and honestly I have been feeling this building or culmination, energetically. I love you.
I believe you. Wow.
Thank you, Tenille. My name is A Bridges (the first name means BeLoved). I've been both Bridges, the physical embodiment of the spiritual essence. As Bridges, I've been "walked all over", "let down", "crossed", "double-crossed", "used for accessing better places", "forgotten", "abandoned", "burned", etc. Every negative aspect of being A Bridges has happened to me...
However...
I've learned the positive aspects of Bridges and the HOW of the spirit in everything. I've learned of Bridges other than the physical Bridges we see while on the drive during travel, which is what helped me to love the Spirit of Bridges that give to all. My favorites are the bridges in music, the transitions between different parts in the song that bring the elements together as One unified accomplished piece of music. Another favorite of Bridges energy are the Bridges within us all, the connection between Pituitary Gland and PiNeal Gland, the inner Gs of Masculine Inner G guided Thought and Feminine Inner G guided Feelings (Intuition).
There's the Spirit (energy) of Rainbow Bridges, that of which allows us to go from the realm of black n white egoic seeing, the realm of activated chakRAs open and receptive to the colors of the wind.
There is the bridge of the nose that helps the air come in, spiritually as thr bridge to KNOWS/KNOWING/KNOWLEDGE.
There's many positive traits; Bridges UPLIFT, SUPPORT, PROVIDE Structure, ALLOW for safer travels, GUIDE us above troubled waters, and JOIN together two lands/dimensions.
Tenille, your story is way too similar to mine, I was thinking about it last night also, about what happened during early childhood. I call my mother a Beaver, she took away my rite to speak my truth for four decades. She would yell and scream, tell me to "shut up" and "don't speak" when I tried to talk about musch of anything. She would tell me she didn't care and none of it matters to her. She would turn up the television to drown out my voice, then punish me for speaking by sending me to my room where I sat alone drawing, coloring, playing with dolls, playing video games, and/or listening to music. I had to learn to befriend all my stuffed animals, dolls, action figures, and my cat. To this very day, in my 40s, I talk to insects, trees, birds, deer, frogs, dogs, cats, and anything that will listen because I feel and know the Spirit within. I read energy, so I'm open and receptive to receiving their returned communication as spiritual guidance. They may not be able to speak English, but they communicate through non-verbal cues, sounds, movements, and what youd expect from a non-verbal child. Creatures witness, they see, they hear, they smell what's happening and they have the ability to alert us. Think of cats who knock drinks off the table; are they being jersey or are the recognizing there's something in that cup that is harmful to our spirit and they are saving us from consuming that toxic energy? Think about how dog can sense someone coming and alert us by barking, they smell smoke, the see what humans aren't seeing. Birds have a higher point of view, they also see a bigger picture and can communicate to us when a storm is coming or when something is about to happen that we should know. I've watched ducks reenact scenes that look like there from a soap opera, with couple drama and children getting sent away, the female duck running from the male, then the male chases her away and goes to sit with his male friends and they quack the grapevine gossip ("hey, got any grapes?!") I've heard frogs croak, "dupe!" when they saw me with a toad whom I thought was a prince disguised as a frog. If we listen, they will provide answers.
Too many people pray to God for guidance and answers, but aren't open and receptive to receiving the answers and guidance when they come. We can't ask for Divine guidance then not accept the Gift of Divination to read the guidance from BEING Divine. Divination is the ability to read the energy, like reading tea leaves, or words in numbers on liscence plates, or artwork on cards or in paintings, lyrics in songs, words in tones of classical music, language in the form of signs provided by a Higher Power.
I like to think of Blue's Clues and find the "blue prints" that make up who we are beneath the surface, beyond the matrix.
Who lives in the Pineal under the see? The Indigo Child, the sponge empath who absorbs energies of everything, with a Star as their companion. The full spectrum of neurodiversity that seems disorderd like fragmented souls and troubled kinds to those who aren't real-eyesing we are here to MIRROR their energy back to them. We aren't broken nor disordered, we are showing the typical programmed mind the way the look (are perceived) to the rest of the world. The worst part is when they project their energy onto us, then we react and enact with the energy we've received, and they persecute us and play victim to our reaction from holding onto what they put in our cup. Example: Imagine being a child and your mother doesn't want you to talk. You get painful headaches from the pent up thoughts and words, so your mother gives you heavy perscription pain medication and muscle relaxers and tells you to go to sleep. While your alseep, she tells others you are lazy, won't do anything to help around the house, and later in life she'll tell people you're on drugs (the ones she provided). In teenage years you drink her alcohol and smoke the green stuff she keeps in a can under the couch because your subconscious mind is following the leader and doing as you've witnessed your mother doing with her sisters, neices and nephews, friends, and coworkers. Your mother shuts you out and won't let you speak, yet listens to the others who injest chemical toxins with her, so from an early age your fragile underdeveloped subconscious mind is doing what you believe is what to do to get people to listen to you, to accept you for who you are and not judge your neurodivergence, you are masking to fit into social normals.
Indigo is the color of the rainbow that is unseen by the light of day, lights must be off to see it's bright hues. Indigo is the color that emirates from a "black light" bulb and allows us to see neon colors so vividly, and to see hidden substances in crime scenes. Indigo represents the third-eye chakra, the awakened Mind's Eye that is capable of SEEING beyond the veil of smoke clouds and blackout walls. Those who do toxic things (get inTOXICated) behind closed doors, fear ones who have the ability to tell that dark secret to others. Fear causes them to poison the minds and bodies of the truth speakers because if their truth was revealed, their ego would die and life as they known it to be would quickly end as their true nature becomes seen by all.
I'm tired of being in survival mode. Tired of isolating. Tired of being in the cold. Tired of being kept away from loved ones due to stories told by intoxicated people who projected their toxic energy. Tired of being homeless. Tired of struggling to muster up the energy to work just to be able to buy enough food to stay alive to be able to have the strength to keep speaking me truth. The smoke screen and pipe dreams have blinded the eye of many. The boo has become the booze of bottled sprits that cause black outs of consciousness. This place doesn't feel like home anymore, it fees like a Nation buried under inTOXICation and inauthenticity. I'm gonna be the first to say it, Trump was right when he said, "they are building a wall"... the bricked energy, the wall between Thoughts and Feelings, the blocks in consciousness. That Trump Tower moment is going to be real-eyesed when people take a mental vacation from intoxication nation and provide clairity to their senses to be able to receive the Inner Gift of disCERNment. Never thought I'd be someone who spoke up for people in politics, especially him, but that's my Tower Moment happening right infront of my eyes as I type this in order to right my wrong thoughts. Bridges provide support and structural guidance. Just Saiyan!
Tenille... you are so strong. Nothing could hold you back, no matter how hard they tried. God will lift you in front of them all. May you continue to bless us with your messages... as you assist us, it seems you heal as well. The darkness tried to come for you your entire life... you are correct love, it is only a testament to your immense light. That light that no matter what they did would never be snuffed out. You will forever be a gift to this world for those that are able to truly grasp your contributions on a soul level. You deserved to be loved, you deserved to be protected, your mother's failures were not your own. For you to publicly speak is the brightest beacon you could possibly shine. It is a source of shared confidence for others as well. Peace and love shall follow you all of your days. That may have been the family you were born into, but not the soul family you will have or the one that you have so long deserved. Even if only ever on youtube (unless you travel to Memphis LOL) I AM, WE ARE your family love. Without possibly ever setting eyes on you, we see you. We see you Tenille and we love you. Wholly and without condition, the way you always should have had. The way most of us as your listeners that deeply resonate with you, should have had. 💜
I had a MAJOR CRISIS/EVENT happen to me at three years of age. This message was hard for me as well. And at 42, l had a major spiritual shift. Today on 11/15/2024, I am shifting through something as well. Thank you for being you and speaking your truths Tenille.
Nothing will STOP DIVINE TIMING.
I'm so sorry you went through this. It happened to me when I was 17 months old as well. I figured it out after a therapist red flagged a behavior from my early childhood as a sign of a child in severe trauma. So I called my mom and asked her about a story she had always told of how when my younger sister was born, she spent 5 days in the hospital and children weren't allowed to visit. She was so disappointed when she returned and I was "mad" at her. So I asked her how long I was mad. She said I wouldn't look at her, let her touch me or talk to her when she got home and it took over a week for me to come out of it. When I told her something must have happened she responded with incredulity, "well I can't imagine what; we never let anyone around you but your dad." Even when I reminded her of his notorious treatment and history of violence towards tiny children she insisted nothing could have happened. I also know that throughout my preschool years, I was known to sit and stare at nothing for hours. Which is insane to me. Anyways, there's more, but you are not alone and the impact/pattern you described is completely accurate for me as well. Much love, sister. ❤
Thank you, Rebecca for sharing that. I needed that.
They always "gaslight" deny that the other parent or person, saying they wouldn't done this or that.
I don't get it, but I was told this as an older child, knowing that it was an absolute lie. They try to distort your reality.. My sister being the last of my Narcissistic family tried this a few months back, and now I will never speak to her ever again - after 60 year of putting up with this abuse - no more.
@belindaalderson7209 I understand Belinda. We are finding out more and more why this is all so that you wrote about. They take our energy. We are like batteries to them. It will continue to be revealed to you. ♥️
🔥🔥🔥💯🙏🏾❤️This sounds like me all the way, so true! HEAVENLY FATHER DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO IN JESUS CHRIST NAME...AMEN HALLELUJAH
Thank you for learning to use your voice and sharing the experiences that were meant to break you down and stop you, but actually did the opposite. I appreciate you on so many levels. Listening to your messages are adding missing pieces to things that haven't sat right with me through my journey but had no one to discuss them with. I love you, feel you and see your beauty! ...sending more love, peace, healing, prosperity and protection your way! 💜
What an amazing reading. You touch so many with the stories you share. This one had me smiling, clapping, and crying. I love the strength and passion you exude. You’re not only helping to heal yourself but us as well. Extremely powerful reading. ❤❤❤
Thank you! 💜💜💜
Tenille that took tremendous courage. I love that you love us to speak of this. Thank you. You are a healer.
I’m glad we’re getting our Rods!!!
This right here!!! When you know, you know! 🙏🏽 Thank you for this!!
You're so welcome 💜💐🫶🏾✨
This resonates with my story ❤🙏😌🪽
Your testimony and journey is so powerful, Tenille! What a strong woman you are. The healing light of God has always surrounded you and will continue to surround you. Thank you for sharing it with us! ❤️ I met my blue marlin at 41 and am thankful that I took the divine guidance to release him just before my 42nd birthday. That was two years ago and I know the Divine has kept him blocked from me. I grew up in an environment where there were a lot of extended relatives playing roles in my life that they shouldn’t have had the authority to, so I’ve been reflecting and distancing myself from those who I k ow don’t have my best interest at heart. As you so meaningfully stated, the dark and light must balance. ☯️🙏🏾🧿
Thank you🙏🏾I am so grateful for you. Your journey is beautifully empowering🎣We are together as we bring balance and divine order. I love you💜✨🫶🏾
I'm so sorry you went through that too. Sending you so much love and light🙏🫶🌟 I appreciate you sharing your gift with us. This resonated heavily on all the levels.
You are so welcome and thank you🙏🏾 I am blessed to share this space with you as we alongside one another 💐✨🫶🏾💜
I feel sacred fucking rage… You are a warrior…
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Abused while my father waited in the next room. Locked in a dark cupboard by my mother.
Definitely resonates, the whole reading!
My ability to heal others through my hands was repeatedly taken away from me.. And my voice was silenced.
I had to let go of my mother at 4, at 16 & again finally in my mid thirties.
Tenille my Soul sister I love your heart and courage, you rock 🥰💚🕊️
Tenielle, I am speechless. This reading has rocked me to my core. You are incredibly brave and inspiring so many people to be just as courageous. ❤
She truly something. She has her rod back tho 🙏🏾💪🏾🎤
God Bless you Tenille! I got cold chills when you told your story. I identify more than you know. It's hard telling your story. I've been seeing it also with the full moons. I'm exicited about this full moon. I've been excited about it for a month now. Big changes are coming and I keep hearing.. It's time!! At 42 yrs old my life was attacked in such a way by demonic forces that it almost killed me. I'd been fighting them all of my life but this was like dominos. I remeber thinking that about dominos at the time and I could see them falling one by one. It had been st up for my entire life and I couldn't understand why until 4 yrs ago when my fathers mask fell off. He had set it up with the devil himself. I never gave up and continued in the spirit even though the people and family that I loved so much fell apart. Even my children that I love more than life itself, were contracted against me. I will tell about it eventually on my channel. I wrote a song about it that I'll be putting out soon. I'm not self promoting here, I'm just saying that I get it. I figured out about the solar plexes attacks. I am a medical intuitive. Years of doctors for stomach issues and surgeries with no cause or diagnosis for what was happening and it finally hit me that it was an attack on my solar plexes. When I finally escaped and healed from the abuse my health got better. I also identify with the 18 month to 3 yrs old subject. Tonights full moon is going to bring major changes. I know for sure it's coming! It's time!! Sending you so much love!! I appreciate you!! ❤♥♥
I love you so much. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and experiences. Your strength is contagious. It’s comforting to know that we are rising together as one. What a time to be alive💜💐✨🫶🏾Grateful to be alongside you 🙏🏾
@@TenilleTalks Thank you so much!! I feel the same way. We are rising together and we're going to be better than great! You are a blessing!! ♥🌠🦋
Immense gratitude for the guidance, the wisdom and the love..🙏🏼✨♥️
😢🤯 cant even explain the timing and precision of this title rn. I will listen and write again. Thank you thank you so so much 💗
Woaaaw this is such an emotional touching reading 😢 thank u for sharing, it's so accurate
Thank you for always being so honest. I love you. You are so powerful 🎉.sending you all my light and healing energy. We are in balance. In devotion to the light. ❤
Wow I was listening to you and driving back from a walk at the lake near my home, I go every morning. Near the end of the video when you were speaking regarding your childhood a white feather came into the car window!! My father is 77 and I know that I was assaulted as a child but I can not remember who or how it happened. The reason I know is when I had intercourse the first time I didn’t bleed sorry to be so forward but it is what it is…I am 53 years old and i know my reality is shifting in my favour…long story but again thank you Tanille because almost every read and teaching you share has so much meaning to me….thank you and I love you 💖🗝️✨🕊️🪽💎🦋
I love you beautiful🫶🏾💐✨💜 It warms my soul to know we walk and rise alongside one another✨💜🙏🏾
Ohhh my Love 🤍🤍🤍 thank you for being YOU 🤍 your authenticity and vulnerability is your superpower 🤍 I see you
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This is freeing to hear and it does apply.🙏🏾
Thank you Tenille, I appreciate your wise informed readings. Thank you for sharing your gifts. God bless and have a wonderful day!
Dammit Jim! Tenille girrrrlll u be on point! I literally was 42 when my healing/self love journey began 4yrs ago. Love u girl❤.
And u helped me realize why I'm so good at improvising in this lifetime. My shit was stolen from day 1 & I had to make do/due. Thank u Tenille. What u r doing is helping folks out here. Please know that.
😂 😝 😆 I laughed so hard at Dammit Jim! I love that we get to walk this journey together 💐💜🙏🏾✨🫶🏾 Thank you for affirming and empowering me, love you too💜
This reading was amazing ❤thank you so much your struggle has been my struggle 😢 and I’m at my spiritual awakening and I’m 41 crazy
Total confirmation so… Tenille, we are going to need a Bigger boat!!! ❤😂🎉
At age 3 1/2 I suffered third degree burns to my right arm. My mother was making homemade biscuits and syrup, I don’t remember reaching for the pot on the stove. My mother accused one of my older sisters of pushing me into the stove. Yes, I too have lived many lives in this body, and family relations plays an important part in that journey. Thank you for your wisdom and vulnerability ❤
💯☄️Simply Incredible Ms T....Wow🤯,The Return of the Rod.... Glory to God Most High
Man I 💜when Tenille Talks💜....May God continue to Bless you my Annoited Sister💜
Thank your heart how powerful we are. I love you! ❤
When I tell you I had goosebumps..🙏and I'm so happy because you explained it better than anyone else would have.Ifykyk🦂❤️
I love that, so glad we are alongside one another 💐✨💜
@TenilleTalks Agreed I'm so grateful 🤞✨️
This was very powerful for me today too, even before your personal shares at the end. Just honoring you for your growth and healing and your invaluable contribution to the collective. I am a bit blocked from sharing my gifts. I do understand there is value in just living in light and love as a gridkeeper but I’ve also trained to do more hands-on healing but I’ve been pushed off that course by sabotage and one of the biggest onslaughts of psychic and spiritual attacks I’ve ever had to withstand. I also want to find ways to share my story.
Tenille…..Empress….. your story…..we are sisters. When I tell you this reading was Divinely gifted to you for me, it’s WILD! Thank YOU for being obedient and sharing this message. I know it was A LOT! When I commented on your message from yesterday about the “fool” that I’d encountered the day before. That person was my mother, and today’s message is like the confirmation of the day that I, too, knew was coming. Thank you for gifting me this truth. This is my day, and for that, I’m so grateful! 🥹🪄💫✨♥️🌈👑
It’s significant to me! I thank you so much for this message. Needed to hear this ❤
Beautiful, my pleasure 🫶🏾💜✨🙏🏾
I am 56 according to my birth certificate. I might be older or just right. I had a major surgery since birth. My rotula in my left leg was out of place. I walked when I was 2.
Thank you for confirming certain things for me.
Sending you much Love and light from the Caribbean.❤❤❤
Many blessings and much love to you also
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Thank you so very much for this reading Tenille! I love you dearly! Your story has so many parallels with my own and when you spoke of these truths it opened my heart to understand myself through another's perspective, in the same way that I imagine Source lives through each of our experiences. I needed to hear this message today just over a month into my 42 nd year of life. I needed to know that for me my ballance was truly being bestowed upon me. Thank you for being one of my guiding lights as I pick myself up pit of the ashes and rise once and for all. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Beautifully written and divinely expressed💐✨🫶🏾💜 I am grateful to walk and rise alongside you. Thank you 🙏🏾
I was left in the care of the demon at the same age developmentally. CSA and choking…worked through deeper levels of voice, throat and neck things yesterday. Thank you for the validation and honesty.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing 🙏❤️
wow, just amazing, and helpful for many. sending loads of love.
Thank you 🙏🏾 🫶🏾✨💜💐
You make me cry weith this message.
So sad this is.
Thank you
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Thank you🥹 cheers to the restoration of divine order💐🙏🏾🫶🏾✨💜
I am watching in my light, and sending you love. I feel you in my heart, and we are energetically together hugging each other close, supporting and sharing strength. 💕💕🙏🙏❤️❤️
Yes💜 Thank you so much🙏🏾 I gratefully welcome your warm embrace, love and support💐🙏🏾💜✨
I knew it.I knew it all along.The piece of the puzzle has finally been delivered.Thank you so much.I disconnected from The Dragon Lady as an infant.I would tell people I was found in a box on the side of the road as there was no true connection.This person has stated stuff to me throughout my life and then always made out she never stated it at all.The last time I asked her who my real father was she replied with "what planet are you on"I told her I was on the planet of sin.I really cannot thank you enough for helping me validate within myself that what I've known the whole time is the absolute truth.💚🙏💚
I am so glad we are able to walk alongside one and rise🙏🏾✨💐 Planet of Sin is pure gold 🔥 I appreciate you💜✨🙏🏾
This could have been a personal reading. From my heart to yours - thank you - and still we grow.
I am Shook Tenille 😳
this literally happened specifically as you say, when I was 42… and yes it happened with someone in my bloodline who suddenly showed up in my life when I was 42.
for 2 days of this full moon energy I worked on a message that came through, documented it, and when finished I found your crabs of Venus video posted yesterday and sure enough it aligned with my interpretations of the energy coming through- and now I’m hearing this.
I’m only 14 mins in so far.
And thank you for giving this whole message, it was coming through many readings on my table I was trying to decode today ~ but wow ~ thanku for sharing all this
I turned 42 last year. Certain “powers” tried to delete me before that, when I was still 41. A very strange man told me a couple weeks before their attempt on my life in March 2023 that “41 was the perfect age.”
Tenille I love you so so much!!! I'm so sorry you've experienced what you have but I am SO grateful you did not allow life to turn you cold. Thank you for being brave and sharing your truth with us. Thank you for healing out loud 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
Wow🙏🏾beautifully expressed and I so needed this…“Thank You For Healing Out loud” 🤯 🔥 ❤️🩹 I am Grateful for you💜✨🫶🏾
This is so on point.i just turned 42 and the fight really got intense
Oh baby girl!!!! 🥺😢I love you so much❤!
I love you 🫶🏾💐✨💜
At 18 months i had chicken pox with 106 fever, at 3 i fell down our basement steps and lost consciousness, age 10 i had emergency brain surgery to remove the tumor from brain stem that was caused by fall. Brain swelled during recovery, right side of brain shut down which left the left side of my body paralyzed. Everything you said is aligned with my life. Age 42 i moved back to the town that almost took me out so i could be full time grandma while her parents grew up, causing me to become the healthiest version of myself. Got off all pharmaceuticals, quit smoking, started fasting. My connection to spirit is stronger than ever. This year, at 44, i was called to shine at the church i met my savior back in 2015.
I appreciate your readings so much my love ❤
I also lost my voice for awhile. When I came out of coma I was unable to speak for several weeks. Now I'm being called to use my voice.
Lots of chakra balancing and meditation. May blessings REIGN upon you my love. You are doing godly works❤
Love I need to add that I am so sorry for the damage and pain that you endured. Know that you are loved loved loved. ❤❤❤❤❤
I am a being of love, but my parents made me believe I was evil as a child bc I am autistic and didn’t like saying “I love you”. I think it was partly bc I struggled to understand the emotion and what is was supposed to mean, partially bc when I got nervous I would stop talking. But my parents got very offended about it and tried to guilt me into saying the words my whole childhood to the point where the topic made me so uncomfortable. They essentially created the problem by making such a big deal out of it. My dad started calling me awful names and threatening to off himself if I didn’t “say it back”. That is how they disrupted love for me. Love was always my power, they took it, and tried to blame me for it. But I always had a more evolved understanding of love than they did. They never understood real love and were jealous.
Her intellectual flow in intoxicating.. Blood lines OMG 😳🤯 Get the Float Queen T Going deep Angler Fishing 🎣.. Spiritual Baddie 😏.. Love Respect Honor to your household and Weekend 😁🙏🏽💜💎🔥
And So it Is.. YHWY
🥹Received and much appreciated! 💐🫶🏾💜✨
Your words are so poignant and so resonate.
Thankyou sooo very much ❤
I’m so glad🙏🏾You are so welcome✨💜🫶🏾
Luv u chic. So grateful to have u in my life. And thank God for u everyday. Keepn the faith alive
Blessed to walk and rise alongside you 💐🫶🏾💜✨Love You too
May I offer my deepest gratitude. Your voice has co-created change in my life. I was sexually assaulted by my mother since my earliest childhood memories. She died when I was 42. Your story of the angler is the first time in my life (I’m 48) that someone spoke out loud what makes complete sense to me about my childhood and family and the humiliation and shame. Your voice is lovely and powerful.
I am a Warrior of the Light & Love of my Father All Praise & Glory to the Most HIGH GOD ❤❤❤
Aww precious baby. I appreciate your vulnerable truth.
thanks tanille it took me 3 goes to watch this reading ... heavy ... brave ... truth
I was guided at 42 to pickup my cross and move to belize and over the 7 year cycle total to transformation from victim to freedom
It’s about me for sure I’m currently 42 and this is my story playing out.
From the experience 18 months -3yrs and completing the mission with my blue Marlin.
I just called Final Judgement from the most high to balance/harmonize the energies.
For the highest good of all. 🙏🏽
It is done it is done it is done
Thank you so much, I appreciate you more than you know. I will be emailing soon, hopefully for a personal. 💐💐🦋
This hit almost a little too close to home for me…really helpful to have the words and resources and understanding. Also, bittersweet and a bit painful to see it so clearly. Thank you. 💙 …I’m even 42 ;)
She is not ur mother she was just a person that gave u a ride thru the galaxy! Mothers love and protect their children and all children in their paths 💕 may the Great Mother always supply ur mental, spiritual, and physical needs💯
💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗Thank you❤❤❤❤❤❤
I stopped talking at 3 due to trauma from “something” while in the care of my mother’s. boyfriend. I had surgery at 3 or 4 after a near deaf car accident. I was diagnosed as being deaf at age 5. Tenille we have much in common. I always resonated with Maya Angelou’s I know why the Caged Bird Sang. ❤❤❤❤❤
God has & has ALWAYS HAD MY BACK !!!
No one still admits anything to me. I thank God for you. I look forward to the time when there will be no more, sighing, crying or dying and we will have joy beyond measure. Love and light. 💖
I Learned to LOVE MYSELF
Thank you love.
That happen to me. I had lots of throat issues.Yes,by a Father. Throat always hurting always in elementary. It was reported by the person who did it that I couldn't and wouldn't talk.
.. he would imply that he thought I was gonna be slow.
God has truly been the lifter of my head.
...and the mom that turned a blind eye.
Psychology Today article by Carrie Barron: Sometime back, someone signed her comment on my blog post, “Murdered Soul.” The term Soul Murder was first coined by the playwright Henrik Ibsen. He defined it as, “the destruction of the love of life in another human being.” Long ago, psychoanalyst Leonard Shengold wrote a book called Soul Murder wherein arbitrary edicts or a chronic lack of empathy cause a child to lose vitality, confidence, and joy. Since his or her natural talents and feelings are not acknowledged or encouraged, identity becomes confused and existence feels painful. The child might be “brainwashed” into idealizing the authority figure while demeaning the self. This distorted reality can wreak havoc on their inner life and outer pursuits. “I can’t try for that because I am not good enough, smart enough…” Titled: Reclaiming a Murdered Soul Awakening “love of life” with the help a caring person.
2024=peace🌟, divine love, ✨️🌌☄️ power⚡️🔥🌀 & Light💎♎️👑
I receive it in the mighty name of Jesus
I will be 42 in February. When I was 18 months old war begin within my family. That lead to things effecting my entire bloodline. Within 1 year after that. I was basically ritualistically abused. These things lead to a life of oppression and suppression.
I have spend years of my life to break these generational curses within my bloodlines. Once I understood what had occurred with me. A child whom was never welcomed into this world.. but guess what the demon is going down. 2025, going from wanting to having. Let's call it completion.. 77. 🌱✨️🌹⚜️⚡️
Cheers to Completion Beautiful Soul💐🫶🏾💜✨Blessed to walk alongside you as we rise🙏🏾
My crown was fractured, I still have the mark on my head. I was told my mum dropped me when I was a baby but I know there was more to it.
I never lived with my mum, I was taken by my auntie and her family who made my life a living hell. They tried to take me out any chance they could but I am still here.
I have gone past guilt and shame, they no longer have a hold on me. I am unapologetically me. I love every bit and parts of me.
💐🙏🏾🫶🏾💜✨💜🫶🏾🙏🏾💐
Thank you beautiful for such a wonderful but can I tell you I cannot begin to start with how it all resonates and so I guess the beginning when I was a little girl, my mother robbed me from a very good childhood with my dad and brought me to live a very horrible life with her and it is now literally just yesterday that I sent her that message of forgiveness, but also reclaimed back all of my victory. I did cord cutting, which I’ve done multiple times, but this is the last of her karmic ancestral bullshit that will come with me. When you talk about the fire, I literally had a housefire at 42 years old and that is when I picked up the man that has been holding me back and I literally just dropped him and told him that we are leaving to another state and he can no longer be a deadweight. Oh shit when I say it rhyme, you know it’s true. I love you, sister. Have a beautiful weekend.
Wow sis your voice is your weapon , and the devil 😈 was trying to kill it. But you battled through it and spoke🗣️ your peace. Amen I had something similar but much ch older and handled exactly the same way. Ugh so hypocritical.
Thank you for sharing I appreciate you tremendously and this is Crazy crazy crazy beautiful HIT DIRECTLY ON POINT was my father that would take off for weeks to go FISHING....................................................................................PARTICULARLY FOR A BLUE MARLIN
he has always been intimidating and quite and always hated me whether he ever would admit that or not doesn't matter yet he had gathered a gang to beat me down energetically and the crab was the narcissist that tried to unalive me March the 6th trial is the 25 of this month he and my dad made fun of me in front of me I just went along with it and laughed with them. That very day my father said I was thrown adgenst the wall when I was 2 and they BOTH LAUGHED and of course no coincidence my father is the only one still living here in the physical
Wow confirmations all of the place
Beautiful. 💫
I wish I could give you a big momma hug! 🤗🤗🤗🧑🏽🦳
Thank you Mama 🥹🫶🏾❤️🩹🤗
It resonates for me, but the soonest I am sure of is 4 years old. Both 💀 6 and 8 years ago. Another passed before the full moon this year- September (the 9th). Thank you for sharing 🫶🏽
Trust and let go . I know, done❤
Love has been Absent all my life so I learned how to Love & Respect myself. The father is the father of my 2 children Lucas & Kayla
Lord have mercy
I opened the door & I Closed the door
I am 42 and this reading was spot on ion know what happened to me at 18 mo but I know this is my reading!
💜😇🙌 We love you 💜🙌
Im 49 and been thinking for the last year ive stuffed up somewhere... Im not where im meant to be and this reading made me sob... Only half way through but feeling ive let the team down bigtime...
🥹💐Feel, release and receive the wisdom that comes from the tears. Tears are making room the next 24 hours. You are loved, supported and exactly where your soul needs for its growth. 🫶🏾🙏🏾💜✨
Angler = Angel
🤯, YES ✨🫶🏾
Oh my soul
In this life time it is my mother & husband
And…my mother always escaped into religion. Still does.
Surrender to acceptance of God's will.
Hi Tenille 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🤍💜🤍❤️🤍💜🤍❤️🤍💜🤍❤️
Hi Lovely 💐🙏🏾🫶🏾💜✨