On my 60th birthday it's my desire that god continue to grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change in the name of unconditional love. the courage to change the things i can based on yrs of loyalty honor and respect also the wisdom to know the difference according to Matthews 27:46. My faith without works is dead to the sweet holy spirit that abides in me
My marriage is dying. I've given it my best and still I got betrayed. When the person who is supposed make you feel safe doesn't respect you, its time to have a funeral. God will see me through. Thank you Trent, your message is right on time !
Understandably, I too was in your position. I buried that marriage almost 2 years ago, because of covid I'm still waiing to throw a tombstone on the grave site.
Death to bitterness, death to dulling my light for the sake of others. Death to self set limitations, death to not showing up for myself, death to not holding myself & others accountable. Death to not loving myself as I should. DEATH TO TRYING TO MANAGE MY LIFE! It’s time to let God be in charge & His will be done through me. God bless Trent🙏🏾 truly inspiring.
RIP to my toxic family members. The ones that weren’t there for me and my husband when I was slowly dying. RIP to my guilt I have felt for not trying harder to make them understand. I realize now that is not my responsibility. Thank you Trent.
Walking into my true life…shaking in my shorts ,but trusting and believing I’m moving forward! Seeing his work in me and knowing He has never failed me. It’s a process to over come a lifetime of believing I deserved to be treated badly and the lies that I was unworthy .. This message !….WOW AWESOME CONFIRMATION
I was live with you yesterday listening to you, And most definitely many things died yesterday like my pain of being rapped as a child alcohol depression anxiety and my boyfriend that does not value me as a person those are all dead. I will change my life for me and my children to leave them a legacy of their momma living a great life for generations to my grandchildren and their children.♥️ Thank you Trent happy birthday and good bless you and you baby girl.♥️♥️🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
@@salvadorgarcia5719 you Connor live in the past move on-because your a child of god believe you are one of a kind a special one but not for everyone. God bless you and the best for you always we love you very much.
@@salvadorgarcia5719 I’m sorry you went thru this I know trust me it’s very painful to get over it you’ll never will you’ll just learn to live with it you’ll never let it face you any longer because you cannot afford your past run your future I had to deal with it my entire life. Learning on how to understand or how to cope with my brother raping me though the years of my childhood. Life is precious and you’ll only live it once, once you start living and leaving nightmares in the past. Blessings hope this helps you.
Yes n both my parents dying 6 years ago just made my depression worse n my gf been raped at the age of 3yrs on my her mother ex boyfriends but she suffered through it the worst ways but at the end she survived it all.. We been through it but Trent saved our life's
I'm burying past hurt and trauma, depression, anxiety, low self esteem, self doubt, self judgement, comparing my life to old classmates, grudges, being stagnant, and the old me that saw no hope for the future.
I bury allowing anyone to make me feel I’m not good enough, feelings of unworthiness,. I’m letting go of my past and the pain that it caused. I’m burying the need of the approval of others. I let go of the anger and victim mentality.I’m giving last rites to those who will never be there that say they love me, but yet aren’t here for me in my dark times! I declare freedom from opinions from others about my life as being my truth..
Thank you Trent. I watched and listened with tears in my eyes. It's hard to put tears in the eyes of a 63 year old career military officer, but you gave me a lot to think about tonight. You spoke a lot of truth and wisdom. Thank you sincerely.
I am burying the "ME" that holds me back from being my "GREATEST ME", the dead weight of guilt from all of the bad decisions I've made in the past, and the Toxic relationships with people, whose opinions I have allowed make me second guess my "GREATEST ME". Thank you for saying what already knew, but needed to hear it coming from somewhere other than in my head. You are a gift from God.
HOLD ON TRENT….I KNEW YOU WERE ABOUT TO DO WHAT YOU DO ….. I respect all your messages this one though hit my soul like a ton of bricks and at 46 you made me realize somethings that needed their moment so i could politely say “ Welcome to the funeral “ …..
Yes Trent, This is how I live my life, from birthday 🎂 to birthday. I accomplished so much in the last few years, as I let so much and so many go..I'm proud to say, I'm happy now. I found my peace ☮️ of mind...
Agreed 100%!! I live my life exactly like that...I don't care what ppl say I do what I need to do in my life. Ppl have no control on what we do in this life. Lived enough to know who's real and who needs the boot! Clean out your life and live what's real to you. This will bring you ultimate peace and happiness. Trust that! 💛
Thank you. This message touched my heart I had a funeral and then buried some things in my life. The past is dead and gone. God created me to be an overcomer Thank you father
Happy Birthday my Brother❤️🔥 Thank you for that words I definitely need to do the funeral to old me -I am not my past ,I won’t let guilt ,shame still my hope and dreams in the Name of Jesus ♥️🙏
So much thanks to you Trent have seen so many of your videos. After 20 years marriage my wife went back to her own country i have been to stay with her 6 or 7 times for a few months but she expects me only to pay a large rent to live with her in her house she owns, wanting me to rent out my place, it just doesn't seem righted she refuses to come see my new house.
Thank you 🙏 and thank god what I know is dying is the fear of being alone, me being too comfortable, me settling for less, comparing myself to others, what is dying is my pain I have been holding on for so many years I’m tired of being in pain but what I know is my pain and me causing my suffering is dying tonight I refuse to let myself go with regrets I needed to hear this because it is time for a new me that I’ve truly been holding off because of the uncertainty because of my comfort so truly what’s dying tonight is the old me THANK YOU SO MUCH TRENT ❤️ I’m going through the pain and growing I refuse to give up
You Son Of GOD, I can't thank you enough young. Tonight I'm not going to stay stuck, on dead works. People, places or dead thing's. Most of all I half to say focus on staying out of my, rear view mirror. Like you said so that I can go forward in life. Again thank you so much Son of GOD Good Night.
This is so deep. I see so much pain in others peoples eyes and especially homeless people and it hurts so much I cant help them :'( everyday i wake up thankful I have a job and these motivations help us alot. Im sober now and let that die. Thankyou for this
Powerful ... Thank you.... You are a blessing... Am burying accepting less of myself... Am dying to shame.. am burying giving my time to people in my life who don't deserve me... Am burying the old me to new me... Am welcoming the real life am supposed to live on this Earth so that when am gone it will be a life well spent .. well lived.... Well explored... Fear i burry you out of my life.
This touch my soul very deep 2night , I cried but I also felt so relieved and lighter … I was able to bury certain things I needed to let go of …I really needed this message thank you 💙🙌🏻🙏🏻
Yesssss Trent I feel you on so many levels, I finally got it at 57 years old 🙌 working on me God first and my self , my children family and my family isn't just blood but those that do the will of God, powerful message listen to that song.im free 🙏 I'm buring not wanting to live anymore. Grief, broken heart 💔, letting Go of things that's not authentic genuine true yess and judgment of myself and others, yesss
Man I needed to hear this .. I just wanted to wish you a “ belated Happy Birthday “ Trent. For what’s it’s worth .. I’m burying fear .. worry .. and complacency. I got comfortable when I know I can work harder + am capable of more.
Happy birthday Trent, your words have gave me so much insight. I am burying my people pleasing ways and hurt that other people, including family members have inflicted on me. Thank you Trent. And god bless.
It’s so right how u change for people who don’t care for you and never will I put someone on a pedestal who really didn’t deserve to be one Listen to trent his words are simple but so so true
Thank you. I needed this more than you realize. You are a light worker. Keep shining. "All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle."
The things that ain't peaceful to my life 💯 and mostly everything you said I need to get out of my life that's so true life is tough positive energy only prayers to all 🙏💖
I am Burying everything that is not for me!!!!! And everything and everyone i am Not Good for!!!!! Everything and Everyone❤❤❤I HAVE BEEN THROUGH A LOT OVER THE LAST 5-6 YEARS HURT AND REBUILD ME FOR THIS LAST YEAR. Right now i am DONE WITH EVERY THING I HAVE WENT BACK TO TO MANY TIMES OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
Yes I have become comfortable in the uncomfortable. My children are grown and don't live with me except my Oldest son. They were brought up as Christians, but now they tell me they are adults and can do what they want.
🌷..... Amazing Message.🌷 You and I need to admit we are powerless over some things. I am powerless to do all sorts of things. I can’t make someone believe the gospel. I can’t raise the dead. I can’t sit at the crib all night making sure the baby is breathing. And I certainly can’t live one more nanosecond than I am supposed to live. No one has ever lived an hour longer because they worried about when they were going to die. Let God take the wheel and pray on it. Some of us worry so much, we might as well be atheists. We are living like God doesn’t really exist. That’s what pagans do. And for me, focusing on God is all that matters. Nothing else! Amen and God Bless You! 🌷🙏🏼🌷
Son you just got to keep speaking it out and being patient you're doing a powerful job it is going to grow because from the little time I've been listening to you you have greatly impacted my life because when you bring forth the shows from your mouth it seems the energy that comes from your breath goes for in the Earth I've been feeling the healing power Lord hallelujah
Amen. I have an issue with being comfortable. I am afraid of letting anyone close to me. Isolation is safe. I don't suffer from depression. I don't worry about what I don't have materialisticly. I don't have a problem with jealousy. I settle with being alone because it is safe. It is easier to be alone than risk being hurt. I am an expert at running. I could make a career out of self sabotage. I struggle with standing still. When I remembered, it freaked me out. I didn't remember everything at once. No one held my hand. I had to go through it on my own. Just facing the fact I couldn't remember my husband's name was so embarrassing. I could just imagine how he felt. I didn't want to face him. I still don't. I just assumed he hated me. Seeing his silence and lack of action just proves my opinion in my eyes. Why would he want someone so broken. He has an image to protect. He doesn't want to be bothered with me. I assumed our marriage was a complete failure because he wasn't there for me and my kids. I felt rejected because of my kids. I assume I'm not enough, an embarrassment because I am different. That isn't a guilt trip or a pitty party. I don't need anyone feeling sorry for me. I'm not an attention seeking person. I already feel rejected enough. I gave up on the idea that there would be reconciliation years ago. How much more rejection do I have to go through before everyone else faces what I accepted long ago? I can't make him come back. My son says he thinks my husband's problem is I am allowing my kids to come between us. I'm not trying to be that way. As a Chaplain, I of all people understand that in a true Christian Marriage, your spouse MUST COME FIRST. I have to make sure my daughter is safe. I gave up trying until the court took my daughter. I begged pleaded and got down on my knees and prayed. I tried everything. What now? What do I do now? I'm cried out. I don't have any tears left. I'm cried out and prayed out. I have been praying since I was 17. All I have left is a mustard seed of faith. I have watched person after person receive miracles. I have prayed for people to be blessed with miracles and watched them be showered with blessings. I don't feel like I haven't been blessed. I just haven't received that blessing. I keep faith even when my common sense says I will never have it. I did my part. That's all I can do. #QueenOfTheTwelveTribes👑
Hi Happily EverAfter You are a very strong person ,God put in my heart that you will received your miracles even with that mustard seed of faith that is enough for him . Heavenly Father I pray for breakthrough in my sister life ,you know her heart you hear her calling .let your will and promises for her life come to fulfillment in Jesus name. And I pray against every accusation of the devil and every decree, every voice and every word that has been spoken against her destiny and That she will overcome them by the blood of Jesus.
Thank you for sharing, I don’t want my marriage to come first. Christ is my first Love. He forever, loves us with all that He is, and He calls us to love Him with all that we are. You can’t be the spouse you want to be without continually pursuing Christ first. Think about it. With Christ as your primary focus, He can help you with everything in life not just your marriage. But the whole picture. Everything... The struggle is real and God understands..🌷🌷🌷
@@bellamarieparker3262 I agree God always must come first ,we often feel lost coz we putting people on a pedestal..when only God should come first in Him our Strength ♥️He is our Love and Freedom who gives us peace of mind
@@bellamarieparker3262 What I ment is God commands us to prioritize our spouse over everything except God. You always put God first. I am sorry for the misunderstanding.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY HERO! LETTING GO OF MY ONLY FAMILY,TOXIC DAUGHTER-GRANDCHILDERN USED AS WEAPON. MOVING ON,STARTING OVER AGAIN , THIS TIME FOR THE LORD GOD!
My excuses are dying tonight. My guilt and my people pleasing are dying tonight. And so it is. Amen
On my 60th birthday it's my desire that god continue to grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change in the name of unconditional love. the courage to change the things i can based on yrs of loyalty honor and respect also the wisdom to know the difference according to Matthews 27:46. My faith without works is dead to the sweet holy spirit that abides in me
My marriage is dying. I've given it my best and still I got betrayed. When the person who is supposed make you feel safe doesn't respect you, its time to have a funeral. God will see me through. Thank you Trent, your message is right on time !
Understandably, I too was in your position. I buried that marriage almost 2 years ago, because of covid I'm still waiing to throw a tombstone on the grave site.
Hey brother I just come home from rehab this morning please pray for me ...
Addiction
I’ll pray for you🙏! U got this ✨✨✨✨
God bless you ❤ 🙏
God 🙌
Praying for you 🙏. Forgive yourself, let go of guilt and shame that you may be carrying. Love and respect yourself. Wishing you peace 💛
Death to bitterness, death to dulling my light for the sake of others. Death to self set limitations, death to not showing up for myself, death to not holding myself & others accountable. Death to not loving myself as I should. DEATH TO TRYING TO MANAGE MY LIFE! It’s time to let God be in charge & His will be done through me. God bless Trent🙏🏾 truly inspiring.
I was having Insecurity problems but learning to love myself when people judge me I ignore it
RIP to my toxic family members. The ones that weren’t there for me and my husband when I was slowly dying.
RIP to my guilt I have felt for not trying harder to make them understand. I realize now that is not my responsibility. Thank you Trent.
Walking into my true life…shaking in my shorts ,but trusting and believing I’m moving forward! Seeing his work in me and knowing He has never failed me. It’s a process to over come a lifetime of believing I deserved to be treated badly and the lies that I was unworthy .. This message !….WOW AWESOME CONFIRMATION
I was live with you yesterday listening to you, And most definitely many things died yesterday like my pain of being rapped as a child alcohol depression anxiety and my boyfriend that does not value me as a person those are all dead. I will change my life for me and my children to leave them a legacy of their momma living a great life for generations to my grandchildren and their children.♥️ Thank you Trent happy birthday and good bless you and you baby girl.♥️♥️🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
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I was rapped by my own brother 😭
@@salvadorgarcia5719 you Connor live in the past move on-because your a child of god believe you are one of a kind a special one but not for everyone. God bless you and the best for you always we love you very much.
@@salvadorgarcia5719 I’m sorry you went thru this I know trust me it’s very painful to get over it you’ll never will you’ll just learn to live with it you’ll never let it face you any longer because you cannot afford your past run your future I had to deal with it my entire life. Learning on how to understand or how to cope with my brother raping me though the years of my childhood. Life is precious and you’ll only live it once, once you start living and leaving nightmares in the past. Blessings hope this helps you.
Yes n both my parents dying 6 years ago just made my depression worse n my gf been raped at the age of 3yrs on my her mother ex boyfriends but she suffered through it the worst ways but at the end she survived it all.. We been through it but Trent saved our life's
The pain that others bring to me and my relationship with others.
I'm burying past hurt and trauma, depression, anxiety, low self esteem, self doubt, self judgement, comparing my life to old classmates, grudges, being stagnant, and the old me that saw no hope for the future.
I bury allowing anyone to make me feel I’m not good enough, feelings of unworthiness,. I’m letting go of my past and the pain that it caused. I’m burying the need of the approval of others. I let go of the anger and victim mentality.I’m giving last rites to those who will never be there that say they love me, but yet aren’t here for me in my dark times! I declare freedom from opinions from others about my life as being my truth..
Thank you Trent. I watched and listened with tears in my eyes. It's hard to put tears in the eyes of a 63 year old career military officer, but you gave me a lot to think about tonight. You spoke a lot of truth and wisdom. Thank you sincerely.
Today settling for less, living in my past, listening to the voice/opinions that don't matter. COMPARISON. DEPRESSION ANXIETY IS DEAD. Happy bday king
I am burying the "ME" that holds me back from being my "GREATEST ME", the dead weight of guilt from all of the bad decisions I've made in the past, and the Toxic relationships with people, whose opinions I have allowed make me second guess my "GREATEST ME".
Thank you for saying what already knew, but needed to hear it coming from somewhere other than in my head.
You are a gift from God.
What is dying to night is limiting belief in myself, Happy Birthday Trent, the Best
HOLD ON TRENT….I KNEW YOU WERE ABOUT TO DO WHAT YOU DO …..
I respect all your messages this one though hit my soul like a ton of bricks and at 46 you made me realize somethings that needed their moment so i could politely say “ Welcome to the funeral “ …..
Yes Trent, This is how I live my life, from birthday 🎂 to birthday. I accomplished so much in the last few years, as I let so much and so many go..I'm proud to say, I'm happy now. I found my peace ☮️ of mind...
Agreed 100%!! I live my life exactly like that...I don't care what ppl say I do what I need to do in my life. Ppl have no control on what we do in this life. Lived enough to know who's real and who needs the boot! Clean out your life and live what's real to you. This will bring you ultimate peace and happiness. Trust that! 💛
Thank you. This message touched my heart I had a funeral and then buried some things in my life. The past is dead and gone. God created me to be an overcomer Thank you father
WE ARE SO BLESSED FOR YOU TRENT!
I’m burying self doubt, envy, the shame of my past and wasting 4 years of my life up under someone else and not myself.
We never die. We are alive In Christ .we died to sin and became alive in Christ.
Toxic people and toxic opinions. Happy belated birthday Trent.
Happy Birthday my Brother❤️🔥
Thank you for that words I definitely need to do the funeral to old me -I am not my past ,I won’t let guilt ,shame still my hope and dreams in the Name of Jesus ♥️🙏
So much thanks to you Trent have seen so many of your videos. After 20 years marriage my wife went back to her own country i have been to stay with her 6 or 7 times for a few months but she expects me only to pay a large rent to live with her in her house she owns, wanting me to rent out my place, it just doesn't seem righted she refuses to come see my new house.
Burying old memories
U hit the center of my heart
💙
Thank you 🙏 and thank god what I know is dying is the fear of being alone, me being too comfortable, me settling for less, comparing myself to others, what is dying is my pain I have been holding on for so many years I’m tired of being in pain but what I know is my pain and me causing my suffering is dying tonight I refuse to let myself go with regrets I needed to hear this because it is time for a new me that I’ve truly been holding off because of the uncertainty because of my comfort so truly what’s dying tonight is the old me THANK YOU SO MUCH TRENT ❤️ I’m going through the pain and growing I refuse to give up
In this world we pass through .its not our ho.
Thank you so much for this, I really needed this. I bury bad, toxic and unhealthy relationships.
You Son Of GOD, I can't thank you enough young. Tonight I'm not going to stay stuck, on dead works. People, places or dead thing's. Most of all I half to say focus on staying out of my, rear view mirror. Like you said so that I can go forward in life. Again thank you so much Son of GOD Good Night.
Love how honest, you are and spot on about the things you say..
Energy never dies, it transfers.
This is so deep. I see so much pain in others peoples eyes and especially homeless people and it hurts so much I cant help them :'( everyday i wake up thankful I have a job and these motivations help us alot. Im sober now and let that die. Thankyou for this
Powerful ... Thank you.... You are a blessing... Am burying accepting less of myself... Am dying to shame.. am burying giving my time to people in my life who don't deserve me... Am burying the old me to new me... Am welcoming the real life am supposed to live on this Earth so that when am gone it will be a life well spent .. well lived.... Well explored... Fear i burry you out of my life.
Childhood abandonment issues ,betrayal and Self-doubt
This touch my soul very deep 2night , I cried but I also felt so relieved and lighter … I was able to bury certain things I needed to let go of …I really needed this message thank you 💙🙌🏻🙏🏻
Yesssss Trent I feel you on so many levels, I finally got it at 57 years old 🙌 working on me God first and my self , my children family and my family isn't just blood but those that do the will of God, powerful message listen to that song.im free 🙏 I'm buring not wanting to live anymore. Grief, broken heart 💔, letting Go of things that's not authentic genuine true yess and judgment of myself and others, yesss
Happy Birthday 🎂🎊🎈 u Matter I matter
We can control we live and I plan to Live it up
I love it when you smile. Keep smiling.
Happy birthday boo! I'm waiting to rise above the bottom. I miss you friend.
Happy Birthday hun.
And Happy Birthday Trent! I'm grateful for all your heart and soul felt words.
Man I needed to hear this .. I just wanted to wish you a “ belated Happy Birthday “ Trent.
For what’s it’s worth .. I’m burying fear .. worry ..
and complacency. I got comfortable when I know I can work harder + am capable of more.
Happy birthday Trent, your words have gave me so much insight. I am burying my people pleasing ways and hurt that other people, including family members have inflicted on me. Thank you Trent. And god bless.
It’s so right how u change for people who don’t care for you and never will
I put someone on a pedestal who really didn’t deserve to be one
Listen to trent his words are simple but so so true
Thank you. I needed this more than you realize. You are a light worker. Keep shining. "All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle."
I am deading: settling for less, one-sided relationships, my unhealthy environment & FEAR!
The things that ain't peaceful to my life 💯 and mostly everything you said I need to get out of my life that's so true life is tough positive energy only prayers to all 🙏💖
I don't know right now. God will be in my life forever. Maybe I can bury some of my anxiety. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRENT SHELTON 💓
I forgot about the depression that will be dead to me too. I felt great today.
I feel so revitalized today when everything seems to be going opposite crazy I feel such a well being peace
I am Burying everything that is not for me!!!!! And everything and everyone i am Not Good for!!!!! Everything and Everyone❤❤❤I HAVE BEEN THROUGH A LOT OVER THE LAST 5-6 YEARS HURT AND REBUILD ME FOR THIS LAST YEAR. Right now i am DONE WITH EVERY THING I HAVE WENT BACK TO TO MANY TIMES OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
Thank you for sharing who you are with the collective. You are a gift from Heaven to all.
Yes I have become comfortable in the uncomfortable. My children are grown and don't live with me except my Oldest son. They were brought up as Christians, but now they tell me they are adults and can do what they want.
Happy Birthday Trent!
🌷..... Amazing Message.🌷 You and I need to admit we are powerless over some things. I am powerless to do all sorts of things. I can’t make someone believe the gospel. I can’t raise the dead. I can’t sit at the crib all night making sure the baby is breathing. And I certainly can’t live one more nanosecond than I am supposed to live. No one has ever lived an hour longer because they worried about when they were going to die. Let God take the wheel and pray on it. Some of us worry so much, we might as well be atheists. We are living like God doesn’t really exist. That’s what pagans do. And for me, focusing on God is all that matters. Nothing else! Amen and God Bless You! 🌷🙏🏼🌷
APTTMHGOI thanks for sharing blessings to you and your family ❤️💜🗣️ love you too life
Thank you Trent for that inspirational message!😇🙏
I have a few and what you're saying is so so true really touching brought tears to my eyes because you mean what you saying so I feel you 👍🏼😭💞
Procrastinate, comfort zone , anxiety
Thank you this was the wake up call that I need I'm so ready to let go and to aloud myself to grow
Truth 🙂
Happy Birthday Trent..God gives us life
Son you just got to keep speaking it out and being patient you're doing a powerful job it is going to grow because from the little time I've been listening to you you have greatly impacted my life because when you bring forth the shows from your mouth it seems the energy that comes from your breath goes for in the Earth I've been feeling the healing power Lord hallelujah
Happy Birthday!!!
Needed this today! Thank you for this message.
Fear that I wont find someone for being me and not for the successful person I have delayed myself to become
Thank you for sharing this. I definitely need this. You're so right.
Settling for less❤❤❤
Powerful trenth
Past conversations I'm burying
Trent , brother Amen & Amen again.U nailed it.🙌May the Lord continue to bless you and yours.
Thank U Trent!!!!🙏🙏🙏🙏.
Happy Birthday 🎂 🥳 🎉 🎈 🎁
I definitely need a funeral for my habits- well said!!
Powerful 🔥💯👌
Speaking right to me. Thank you .
Very powerful I think every week I’m going to listen to this so it gets in the soul
I am dying to people's opinion . Happy birthday Trent, God richly bless you 🙏. Luvya.
Happy Belated Birthday Sir(Trent)☀️🙏🏽❕I’m on replay and I’m sooooo grateful to hear what is for me😢THANK YOU THANK YOU 🙏🏽 and GOD BLESS YOUR ❤️
Happy birthday 🎉🎉🎈 yes new beginnings 🙏
Happy birthday bro
Also happy birthday my fellow virgo.. sending blessings to you and the family
I bury my feelings of being unworthy for people and feeling inferior to others.
Happy Birthday Trent, sorry I am late. Not feeling well last night. Migraine.
Amen. I have an issue with being comfortable. I am afraid of letting anyone close to me. Isolation is safe. I don't suffer from depression. I don't worry about what I don't have materialisticly. I don't have a problem with jealousy. I settle with being alone because it is safe. It is easier to be alone than risk being hurt. I am an expert at running. I could make a career out of self sabotage. I struggle with standing still. When I remembered, it freaked me out. I didn't remember everything at once. No one held my hand. I had to go through it on my own. Just facing the fact I couldn't remember my husband's name was so embarrassing. I could just imagine how he felt. I didn't want to face him. I still don't. I just assumed he hated me. Seeing his silence and lack of action just proves my opinion in my eyes. Why would he want someone so broken. He has an image to protect. He doesn't want to be bothered with me. I assumed our marriage was a complete failure because he wasn't there for me and my kids. I felt rejected because of my kids. I assume I'm not enough, an embarrassment because I am different. That isn't a guilt trip or a pitty party. I don't need anyone feeling sorry for me. I'm not an attention seeking person. I already feel rejected enough. I gave up on the idea that there would be reconciliation years ago. How much more rejection do I have to go through before everyone else faces what I accepted long ago? I can't make him come back. My son says he thinks my husband's problem is I am allowing my kids to come between us. I'm not trying to be that way. As a Chaplain, I of all people understand that in a true Christian Marriage, your spouse MUST COME FIRST. I have to make sure my daughter is safe. I gave up trying until the court took my daughter. I begged pleaded and got down on my knees and prayed. I tried everything. What now? What do I do now? I'm cried out. I don't have any tears left. I'm cried out and prayed out. I have been praying since I was 17. All I have left is a mustard seed of faith. I have watched person after person receive miracles. I have prayed for people to be blessed with miracles and watched them be showered with blessings. I don't feel like I haven't been blessed. I just haven't received that blessing. I keep faith even when my common sense says I will never have it. I did my part. That's all I can do. #QueenOfTheTwelveTribes👑
Hi Happily EverAfter
You are a very strong person ,God put in my heart that you will received your miracles even with that mustard seed of faith that is enough for him .
Heavenly Father I pray for breakthrough in my sister life ,you know her heart you hear her calling .let your will and promises for her life come to fulfillment in Jesus name. And I pray against every accusation of the devil and every decree, every voice and every word that has been spoken against her destiny and That she will overcome them by the blood of Jesus.
Thank you for sharing, I don’t want my marriage to come first. Christ is my first Love. He forever, loves us with all that He is, and He calls us to love Him with all that we are. You can’t be the spouse you want to be without continually pursuing Christ first. Think about it. With Christ as your primary focus, He can help you with everything in life not just your marriage. But the whole picture. Everything... The struggle is real and God understands..🌷🌷🌷
@@bellamarieparker3262 I agree God always must come first ,we often feel lost coz we putting people on a pedestal..when only God should come first in Him our Strength ♥️He is our Love and Freedom who gives us peace of mind
@@bellamarieparker3262 What I ment is God commands us to prioritize our spouse over everything except God. You always put God first. I am sorry for the misunderstanding.
We love you baby. It's okay to be passionate.
Old self that has been making other people happy and not making. Myself happy putting myself first and one sided. Relationships
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY HERO!
LETTING GO OF MY ONLY FAMILY,TOXIC DAUGHTER-GRANDCHILDERN USED AS WEAPON. MOVING ON,STARTING OVER AGAIN , THIS TIME FOR THE LORD GOD!
Burying unwanted thoughts
I must bury fear of unknown. Keeps me stagnant and drains me.
I hear ya. We need to all get together
More like this please 🙏🏽 preach 🙌🏽💯
Love you, God Bless you
Sorry for your loss
I buried my judgement and fear
Happy belated birthday
Happy birthday
Very powerful message and so....true people really need to take a good look at life.