I picked pile #3. This reading really came at the right time. I have a deep mother wound, I ended up marrying a man who is just like my mom and step-dad combined. Both my care givers were extremely abusive and neglectful. I keep asking why is my husband this way and why this and why that?? I try to hold onto the good about him but I think like you said you have to let go of the good too, cutting it from the root. I am currently going through a divorce. I am praying for healing and the strength and courage to keep moving forward for myself and my children and for you too. I feel so blessed to start my morning with this reading. God bless you. 💐❤
It was like you were reading my soul, my whole life! I went with all 3 piles and I think, for me it's more starting at pile 3, then moving onto pile 1 & then completing things with pile 2. I had an extremely narcissistic mother & 2 sisters, the other sisters (no brothers) followed along with whatever the other 2 & my mother did to me. They were all abusive, physically, mentally, psychologically, to the point that I had to spend most of my life in therapy for it all. I finally broke all contact with my mother about 20 years ago & haven't had any contact since, and about 4 years ago, I finally stopped contact with all of the others sisters. Like you said, I feel so much better & free from all of that and now have a sense of self-worth that was impossible while they were taking what wasn't theirs to take in the first place. I now have a youtube channel that is growing bit by bit & a facebook group I own that I'm also working on growing. I have a new confidence in myself that I never had while they were in my energy but now I know I'm meant to have happiness, freedom and wealth in all areas of my life. Thank you for these eerily accurate, amazing readings. 🙏🏼💝🌏
It's pile 3 for me but by God's grace I completely healed from all sorts of emotional wounds .. father, mother, inner child, generational trauma , karmic cycle of wrong patterns and brought myself out of it totally . Today I am in a state of mind , where , memories exist but they hurt no more . Thank you for the reading my dear . God bless you .
Can i ask how you heal yourself becouse i also have aneresoult issues!! And i would like to heal my self but i don't know exactly how? I try RTT from Marisa perr and i'm listening non stop all kind of healing music on you tube but i still have to resolt some issues!!!! Thx.❤🎉😮😢😢😊
@@manuelafittkau2177I feel it's personal for everyone. It's an inner 'process' ~ For me personally, it's caring and nurturing myself the way I needed. To fully accept myself and love myself ' unconditionally,' including hugging my shadow side and understanding it further just as much as I do my light side. Harmonize. ☯️ Because I slowly learned to love myself, I realized the importance of 'connection' in ALL relationships versus 'attachment' ~ healthy connections versus toxic ones. Because I learned to LOVE myself, I cut cords visually and energetically with abusive narcissists or anything/anyone leeching off my energy. It's still a challenge and this is why I was drawn to this pile. 🙏🏻 However, it is important to note: Healing is a PROCESS! Cleanse, rinse and repeat! The more you focus on the growth of each situation instead of the constant pain associated, reflecting different perspectives, you create new neural pathways in your mind and it gets easier with CONSTANT PRACTICE, but everyone is different, I'm sharing what works for me. Recognizing what is your energy and what is someone else's helps! We can't always detect it so reiki videos help me personally, as do affirmations etc Remember, it's a journey, albeit often challenging... but we got this!!! 💪🏻😅💞🤗💞
Pile 3- dont apologise for talking about your life because i love hearing about it. It serves as great examples but also makes me feel better that I'm not going through this alone. I mean I'm not happy that anyone suffers with this but just that im not alone in the world and that others understand. My family is the same way. Energy vampires. Whenever i manage to get away I'm definitely going to run as far away as i can lol. But then i feel guilty and like a bad person for thinking that way because i still love my family 😂. Family is complicated lol
Pile 1: too funny, and I picked that card because it looked happy. Actually dead on: the narrow path with little room to stray to either side, the scapegoat/black sheep aspect, and even the combination of a planned TED-talk and TH-cam channel.😳I am just beginning to emerge from this, but can already see a bright future, where everything that caused me pain in the past is transformed into the gold, or more appropriately pearls of wisdom, that will make my path forward possible; where genuine freedom lies ahead. As Joseph Campbell-a scholar of mythology who wrote “The Hero With a Thousand Faces”-wrote that it’s at the deepest darkest depths part of the cave that you find the treasure, and he’s not mistaken. I wrote this last year, when I realized that one of the darkest, most painful periods of my life held the gem of insight that forms the basis of the TED-talk: Thank you Lord for all of this; The awful and life’s fall from this. For the crashes and the torrents That my will could not undo. And the moments when I thought my soul Just couldn’t make it through. For how can I but kneel at the Cross of your being, When every single part of this Will become my dream come true.
Pile 3 and this was so accurate it hurt haha... With my mom it was using my achievements as her own and then as I grew up and became an adult, it turned into being told to get a job and buy a car. She then proceeded to charge me rent and was always using my car for her needs and those of my younger siblings. I started dating my now husband and things got worse. She got super controlling and tried to pry into every aspect of my life. She even went so far as to ILLEGALLY obtain my husband's juvenile record, then tried to confront me about it. Thing was, my husband had already started telling me about his troubled past so it didn't convince me to break up with him like she wanted me to. Then, after getting fed up with all of the arguing and controlling behavior, I finally went to my husband's and his friend's apartment after a shift at work. Needless to say it didn't go over well with her and the cops showed up. But since I was an adult they let me refuse to go home with her, which I did. The next day I was able to get my car from her with my husband's help and ten years later we are married with a beautiful son. I have been doing everything I can to make sure I am better for him and this healing is a huge part of it. Thank you for your words of empathy and encouragement. This is just going to push me to keep working on myself so that my son doesn't have to go through what I did. ❤
Pile 3 for sure. I am a caregiver to my bedridden mother. She never cared for me, I felt unwanted. But now she sees what a great relationship I have with my kids. We laugh and enjoy each other’s company. As it should have been for me…. Oh well, her loss. I pray she finds peace before she meets our Heavenly Father ♥️ Thank you for sharing 🌸
Pile 1 & 3: Sometimes we are meant to share a part of ourselves even though we may struggle with the ego when we share. The wounded healer makes the greatest offering. Some of us can best see our own pain, only after we see it through the eyes of another's experiences. For you to share your pain, helps us not feel so alone. ❤🙌🏼 Blessings 🙏🏼
Pile 3 here! Thanks for your stories I appreciate it, it helps me understand more what you mean by abandonment and toxic parents. It’s hard to accept that your parents aren’t perfect and that you can separate yourself from them without guilt.
Pile 1: I don't know where people get this idea that you need great suffering in order to grow. I've been told for years that there is purpose behind suffering....well, I can safely say I never grew from suffering. I grew from love. I think this spiritual paradigm is stiffling people's discernment.
You dont have to suffer to grow, you’re right. But we create our own suffering, and when born into it we chose it to grow from, to expand from, to transcend those limiting beliefs. What we call bad is also a blessing because life is only reflecting to us what we are believing, so it is an opportunity to change/transcend it into what we prefer which we learned from experiencing what we dont prefer. Neither is wrong, its all about preference. But i do agree with you, that learning through gentleness is much easier.
@@LL88878 That makes absolutely no sense. What is bad is not a blessing. It might be if every human had the tools or the perfect prespective to deal with it in an enpowered way....but the number show.....the success rate of this little "plan" is extremely low throughout human history.
@@doremiredo381 Well, when people are given enough suffering they don't get motivated to change (they may not even know how to)....they just freeze in trauma for their whole lives. There's a reason most people don't achieve "alignment".
Welll... suffering was important for my growth honestly. I was abused and battered by life, my father, friends and my partner... and while is true that love was also necessary, until I didn't realize I was giving my power away to other people, and the abuse I suffered in childhood was limiting myself, I wasn't able to change. Only me was able to put a stop to it... but I always felt alone and I preferred to be abused rather than to be lonely. When I embraced myself and teach me bit by bit what I wanted and what I wasn't going to tolerate no more, I started growing non stop. Would have been better to not have all that abuse and suffering? Yeah, that would have been great! I would have preferred that honestly, but my circumstances weren't going to change due to preference: the only thing I could change was myself, the only thing I could control. So yeah, you are right, suffering stiffles you and paralize you. Trauma freeze is a real thing, and I was there for a few years... but all I learned from that time is simply amazing. I learned true love for myself, and to not give away my power. I learned what true love was, and how people manipulate you with the promise of it. When I understood true love, I was able to felt it, and now I won't fall again for lies... So yeah, I'm with you that love makes you grow better, but suffering can be also a powerful teacher. You just need to understand the type of lessons you are being given. I hope you start healing soon, and get ready for a new marvelous stage in your life. Lots of love.
I believe we’re put into an inverted matrix everything is back to front and in the cave or darkness we have to find our way out …it makes zero sense to me as well and I get so frustrated and sometimes angry with the circumstances we are freeing ourselves from 🗡️🛡️❤️
Pile3...my own mother died when i was almost 3 years and i got adopted by a mother and the first thing she did was cut my beautiful hair...and put me on a dieet because i was eating to much....3 years old guys 😟😟😟. No surprise that after 11 years she wanted me to go....so there i was...14 years and alone... Nobodys child........ But what it gave me was that its easy to be gratefull.....i lost evrything and with 18 years i was living on the streets with an harddrugs addiction......i survived it and what i said.....its easy to feel gratitude for evrything i have....every single day with the smallest things....so....mum amd dad....THANK YOU VERY MUCH🤪
Wow! Pile 3 was right on point!!! Mother passed 10 years ago and I am still trying to heal from all the abuse. It’s happening though. Slowly but surely. Thanks for the encouragement. ❤
2 Wow... My parents just passed away. Mother was Dec. and father was in April. I'm actually taking a trip next week to see what's in one of my parents' safety deposit boxes at a bank. "institution". My dream is to have a home with my family and a family business where we can always feel safe and secure. No more worries! Yay! Thank you for helping me to just "observe" and stop fretting, I will be taken care of in one way or another. Never really fallen, spirit has and always will take care of me. ❤🎉
Pile 3! So many other 3s in the comments! I feel like I found my soul tribe here!! 😊 I have completely healed and forgiven my mom and myself, thankfully before she passed, and we had understanding and love, as much as she was able ❤. I have compassion for her limitations and our differences. I feel like I completed a part of my earthly mission by healing, and my healing helped my siblings. My family is only NOW beginning to get to know the real me, rather than the version my mom (and by extension, my dad) projected to everyone. It's been fun and freeing, letting my light shine with my dad and my siblings. ❤ And the interesting thing is, I don't care, anymore, if I'm understood. I've always been different, but now I know my differences are necessary. I'm here to heal myself and others and whatever they choose to do is not my work. My work is to shine my light. I'm a Starseed from a completely different place than my parents and siblings, and that's ok. ❤❤❤❤😊
Pile #3 and I don't mind you sharing your story at all, because I resonate with it a ton. Ive had many signs from the universe lately that I need to pull away from my mom for the same reason. And when you mentioned just thinking about your siblings pulled in your moms energy and you felt so overloaded by your moms energy, this is how i feel every time I even just think about my mom. I feel torn because I feel like if i tell her how i feel and seek space, other family members are going to be so upset with me. I dont want to lose them too.
Pile 3, firstly hugs to you 🤗 we hv had a similar kind of mother. When you gave an example of how you were sick, it reminded me of when I was 13, initially when I got periods, it used to hurt a lot. My mother never even for once came near. The reading was so accurate and personal. I have severe abandonment wounds. I went no contact for couple years and now I am on a limited contact . Hugs & ❤ to all the Pile 3. It was hard & so lonely to grow up without a loving mother.
File number three. Thank you so much for sharing your personal story, I have experienced the same thing with my narcissistic mother, the abusive neglect and belittling in order to make themselves feel better. really nice to hear this from another person’s point of you. Thank you for your advice.
The dark mansion tarot has always drawn me in no matter where I get a reading from. Also, my Nana had a 20lb. piece of petrified wood. I was mesmerized by it and thought I was speaking to me. Kinda cool.
I went to a Patricia Coata-Robles seminar and she started off with "I chose something nobody else chose, I come from a co-dependant family!" Everybody laughed because we knew full well we all must have chosen that! My parents are now long passed and I'm still clearing it out! Reparenting myself has been a challenge but I'm getting there. My mom left me quite a painful legacy 20 years ago.
Pile 3 hit me hard. Exactly what i needed to hear. Made me cry . Your words are powerful your spirit so sweet and loving. I enjoy all your readings . Thank you for sharing your gifts that heal our 💕 thank you !!! Yoi will go so far ❤thank you
Pile 3 is spot-on. I left the family dynamics and cut ties with all of them over 10 years ago. None of them treated me with respect, compassion and acceptance and my mother was the instigated my biggest critic and enemy behind the scenes a long with another narc cousin. There has been a lot of pain and emotional wounds there is a lot of scar tissue that sometimes, reopens. The only thing that is missing from the 8 of cups are my dogs they are my family my soul tribe. x Thank you, for the reading.
Pile 3 I had a dream. I was told I am free. I felt it in my heart soooo strongly. I picked pile three to find out what I was free from. The answer was true and thank you for this reading, sharing your personal story with us. When I was little I drew my father is a tree and my mother had no arms The principal called my mother's attention to this drawing and said it could be a problem. I had a very difficult childhood with lots of abuse, verbal, physical and psychological.
Pile 3 I can relate. Certain like tendencies were transparent to control the people in her life so yes it's so true I applaud me and I applaud you and all those that hung out and held out... Healing is our gift now, that is the gift ❣️ thank you for your connection ❤️
You're right about a "not so nice mother " in my case, but only she died recently when she knew she couldn't do harm to anyone any more, so she decided to go
Wow! I am blown away about how amazing, accurate and deep your reading was. Pile 1! My life was super difficult and full of hardships, and I just kept on walking out of this dark cave, eventually respecting my Soul's choices for these challenges. Yes, I did came out the cave when my marriage epically failed and I was left to discover me. Now, I choose my I amness, my complete connection to Source, and choose the most beautiful reality for myself out of all the potentialities that exist at once. Thank you, Angel, you are very talented and for sharing your talents with us.
Pile 3 was spot on, you have such away to deliver the reading with gentle curiosity and reassurance. Tears are your validation that it was exactly what I needed to hear ❤❤. I love your readings
I did my blood test and I have Norwegian in I thought of you I’m like that’s why I resonate so beautifully, I get a warm energy with your reading , our spirits do connect with our bodies and the history the magic
pile 1 so accurate. Yet I can say that im at the end which is only a new beginning. I feel blessed beyond words for my current wisdom which came from all that I lived, and not just what I lived but my willingness to see my life through a different perspective. The hurt that we experience, the darkness that we experience is only because of the thoughts that we choose to believe about ourselves and life. To conquer the mind is to be free.
Wow you are so right. Yes I am far away from my mother now but still keeping it to myself and reluctant to talk about those hurtful memories. I tried so hard to please her but it never worked. I was always that most ugly and stupid girl in that dark world. 😑 Gratefully there was protection and love from my grandmas, my brother and my dad. ❤ let’s heal together and take good care of ourselves 😘
Pile 2 thank you for your reading it was beautiful. for some reason I could see my solid white dragon with purple eyes,we were embracing it was bliss for a few seconds,then I snapped out of it.i'll be glad when I get to be there again..
Dearest Nordic Light, I hope this comment finds you full of health and peace. I just wanted to say that it’s time for you to heal the wound that your mother caused. I can tell she still has a strong hold on you because you haven’t healed that pain. You will know you have healed when you can only see her with love and no longer remember any of the hurt that she caused you when you see her, hear her, or speak with her. Perhaps is time to go down the rabbit hole and heal all that she brings up for you. I say this from experience God bless you.
Thank you for sharing your story about your mother. Pile # 3 I have the same experience with my mother. It's pleasant not being around her but anytime there's a event or she wants to see me I get very anxious and just don't like being around her, I can never be myself because no matter what I do or say....she has to have the last say and in her world it's the right way.
Thank you very much, Pile 1 resonated completely, the path full of instability and around with loved in limited belief has been extremely challenging. I started self-love journey, spiritual journey after I connected with my twinflame, I got tested numerous time and I am still trying to manifest miracle so I can get clarity, justice, abundance, stability in order to start new chapter with my DM. Thank you for your readings during my challenging transformation/manifestation process.
Pile 3 resonated too, this is exactly how it's been so hard for me to see my true values, until I found out how the universe views me from tarot readings, but my mom keeps saying I got intoxicated by tarot readings, after I made the mistake telling them about my love bonding last summer, I actually experienced a lot of heartache as consequences which drained my energy when I was working on my transformation/manifestation; divines help me heal, restored back inner peace and guided me to focus on today's 369 portal for manifestation. I have been guided to use unconditional love for the bondings that I have with my loved ones. It's just I download different info from divines, I have been trying to ascend with higher vibration. Sometimes it's just my family got limited belief, got lower vibration, I need to manifest clarity, justice so I can prove to them soon that I didn't do anything wrong, I am just walking on my own destiny, even though they can't see my true values.
THANK YOU PILE 3 WAS SPOT ON EVERY SINGLE STEP OF THE WAY YOU DESCRIBED HOW IT WAS I'VE CAME THROUGH IT ALL ,BUT I'M IN A BETTER PLACE NOW BUT STILL NEED THE LAST STEP TO MOVE ON I BELIEVE THAT OPPERTUNITY WILL PRESENT IT'S SELF I JUST FEEL IT .
Pile 3: You can nit heal a narcisist. They are not capable of that. You can ONLY heal yourself. I've cut all ties with my toxic family. Best decision I've ever made. The proces was emotionally difficult & I am still mourning the "loss." But ultimately I had to save myself.
Coming from a narcissistic family... I would say that when you heal from them, in a weird way, you are healing them also. I was rejected from my family when I was 16 years old, because they decided I didn't support my father as I should had in the divorce. I was scorned, left behind and simply forgotten. Full abuse really. It took me 13 years, but I healed a lot and grew amazingly in the meantime. I cut ties with my father for a few years (because he still thought that, even being such an awful son, it was his duty to "keep an eye on me") and that left me space to trully heal and change who I was. Last time I saw them? None were able to say anything bad to me: they didn't have the guts. I was living proof that I didn't need them, that I wasn't just a child anymore, and that all the hurt they could have inflicted was healed and surpassed. I am the living proof that they are wrong, and now I'm an oddity. They cannot understand me and yet it shows they are weirded out by my existence. Whatever they say, I can put them in their place without fearing any consequences, because they already did all the pain then could have, and yet failed to sink me. Their poison nearly killed me, but now... now I feel invincible, and it shows. I was welcome with open arms by everybody after my arrival, but I know now I will not be affected by them and I will just be around when I want to be, because I need nothing from them... and that makes all of them think stuff twice. It mind sound weird but when you don't conform to what you are supposed to be, people need to reevalute yourself and themselves, and the ripples that makes might help others to heal. So yeah, it's not direct, but I think that indirectly, your healing and empowering can help then grow... or at least if they don't want they become a mirror for the amazing person you have become.
Wow❤❤❤, Du har pratat så mycket om och för oss så du får mer än gärna prata om dig♥️🙏👍. Vi lär ju oss av det oxå så tack för det och fortsätt gärna med det när andan faller på❤❤❤
Healing generational and real time family trauma is what I chose, apparently. To others who are doing the same (and you,Angel 🪽🙏🏼♥️) keep going. So much healing is involved, but it’s so worth it. You are SO SPECIAL! 🤍✨
Pile 3: Yes! My parent are sect leader and I was abused big time. Run away when I was 16 years and never returned. During my childhood some women from Pleiades came to me. In the 70th no one knew about them. I did. She never told me were she came from but said that I would know later. I have always looked for “Lilla Björn” in the sky like crazy all my life. When I figured out it was the Plaiderns I cry like crazy in relief. It’s my home for so many lives. Thanks Angel! ❤️
I actually really love hearing about your life as much as the reading! We have v similar mothers 😅 I was always a bit too much for my mother but I love what you said about healing yourself to heal them, that was beautiful ❤️ thank you Angel ✨✨
Pile 2 as I loved the picture and love that deck too. As I had to move from one side of my country to the other 5 years ago to look after my dad I left my kids and grandkids and my best friend over there and its been hard making friends and I also had to give up my 2 cats which broke me then and still does now but I know one day I will get cats again especially as I want to open a cat sanctuary for feral cats so they have a forever home that will make me so happy 🐱❤️
Pile 1 and Pile 3 it’s so funny when you mention your mother because I can relate in so many ways, trust me they’ve received their karma for the things they’ve done! Mother God’s eye see everything we should always remember that! Thank You Angel 😇
Pile❤ and ❤❤❤ yes to all all all...my mother was with me so so so narcisit....i dont see her for about 6 years now...no phone no nothing...she lives with my biggest daughter...i always tried to get in touch...since im a mother she doesnt want to be the grandma from my 3 children only one of mine that she is using like myself ones i was little. Now my oldest child sees this...but i believe she can handle it maybe better ...i just did cut a very toxic relationship also ..my children and myself coundt take anymore...and yes i had a hard life with so many happenings....with relationships that did suck my energy ...now im freing myself from all of this..and im claiming back my inner strenght and power and wisdom ..because i deserve to be and shinne like a pure diamond and like the sun. Thankyou so much sending you a big hugbear
Pile 2 and 3 , beautiful 😻, I love worms 🐛 all of them take me back to childhood as if they are my childhood friends 😅 All the friends turned their back showed their real faces , all the cards are open in life now so only living creatures and plants accompany me to the silence . With them I do feel how much silence has to talk and celebrate. One farm trip takes me to aww moments the innocence of animals makes me so full 🤗 Pile 3 tells rest why to go there again. I was an abandoned kid with narcissistic parents , siblings. Sleeping people, even sleeping husband. All I have are my spirit guides 🙏🏼
Awww new sub and I just want to reach through my phone and give you a big hug! Don’t apologize for talking about your story the best way we can help others is by telling our story. I have a narc mom as well but actually a whole narc family I’m no contact almost a year so I know exactly what you’re taking about and it’s not fair but you are right our. Soul chose this for a learning experience. Sending so much love healing and gratitude to you ❤
Pile2, This is so weird to hear while I'm homeless. Even if something good happens to me, it always gets taken away, and I'm left with nothing and forced to start over again. This has been happening all my life, prime examples being COVID, and most recently a fire that destroyed my tent and possessions. Just over and over. So if I suddenly got some money and got out of homelessness, I wouldn't even trust that this was a permenant change and would expect to wind up sleeping in the gutter again shortly. The institution comment made me think of a Matchbox 20 song: "When I get close to something beautiful Then I feel low, because I know I'll never have it for too long I've been everywhere I'm like an institution I fell down upon myself Just to pray for sweet sunshine If I fall Fall Help me if I fall"
Thanks. Pile3❤ That was a secret. Happy to know. Now I can truly heal myself and understand why I am who I am today. In the process of helping my family roots heal as well.❤😅😊🎉
You are amazing everything was so accurate and making me realise how much you were seeing through. Thanks a million totally grateful for this wonderful reading. Blessings ❤❤❤❤❤
Pile 3 Thank you for sharing a bit of your story! Its been kinda funny because when you started talking about going no contact with your mother a while ago, I just started that process (my mother is also narcissistic). And the things you tell about your twin flame journey are also reaaaly similar to what I'm experiencing. I just see a lot of parallels with your story and mine, and it's really reassuring to hear that I have a soul sister going trough the same things. Thank you for being you and doing what you're doing❤
pile 3 was my life in a nutshell .....is it possible to be free at 73,??? it is a feeling of emptiness & a void of all joy or purpose. thank you so much for helping so many of us seeking understanding.....sending you a virtual hug and wrapping your sweet soul in white light. namaste
Pile 3 I am jobless and single. I live with my parents. My family uses me and takes advantage of me because I’m convenient. It’s such an up and down relationship… I just wish I knew how to get out. You couldn’t have hit the nail on the head any straighter
Pile 1! How accurate it was! I have been looking into doing my doctorate in psychology to help others out so they wouldn’t go through the same difficulties I went through. This was inspiring for me. Thank you! 🙏🏻
#1! I simply can't believe it! What you're describing is 100% accurate to my life. Ea. and every detail. Wow - I'm also writing a book right now to help others out. Exactly what you're saying. Wow - thank you so very much! Your reading is simply amazing!! Blessings to you!!
Thank you for placing the images up close. I mostly gravitate towards the first image and crystal. But I will also admit, when I first saw this spread, pile 3 also kind of pulled me in. So I’ll listen to that one too.
Thank you for sharing your story. It helps to know that others have been through toxic maternal pain and understanding that helps us to know how to heal. You are part of that process of helping us heal. Thank you so much ❤
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✨Intro. 00:00
🩵Pile 1. 01:53 (Wheel of the year tarot)
🤎Pile 2. 26:19 (Dark mansion tarot)
💛Pile 3. 48:06 (Light seers' tarot)
I picked pile #3. This reading really came at the right time. I have a deep mother wound, I ended up marrying a man who is just like my mom and step-dad combined. Both my care givers were extremely abusive and neglectful. I keep asking why is my husband this way and why this and why that?? I try to hold onto the good about him but I think like you said you have to let go of the good too, cutting it from the root. I am currently going through a divorce. I am praying for healing and the strength and courage to keep moving forward for myself and my children and for you too. I feel so blessed to start my morning with this reading. God bless you. 💐❤
Thank you for yet another awesome reading! Huggies! >:D
It was like you were reading my soul, my whole life! I went with all 3 piles and I think, for me it's more starting at pile 3, then moving onto pile 1 & then completing things with pile 2.
I had an extremely narcissistic mother & 2 sisters, the other sisters (no brothers) followed along with whatever the other 2 & my mother did to me. They were all abusive, physically, mentally, psychologically, to the point that I had to spend most of my life in therapy for it all. I finally broke all contact with my mother about 20 years ago & haven't had any contact since, and about 4 years ago, I finally stopped contact with all of the others sisters.
Like you said, I feel so much better & free from all of that and now have a sense of self-worth that was impossible while they were taking what wasn't theirs to take in the first place. I now have a youtube channel that is growing bit by bit & a facebook group I own that I'm also working on growing. I have a new confidence in myself that I never had while they were in my energy but now I know I'm meant to have happiness, freedom and wealth in all areas of my life. Thank you for these eerily accurate, amazing readings. 🙏🏼💝🌏
It's pile 3 for me but by God's grace I completely healed from all sorts of emotional wounds .. father, mother, inner child, generational trauma , karmic cycle of wrong patterns and brought myself out of it totally . Today I am in a state of mind , where , memories exist but they hurt no more . Thank you for the reading my dear . God bless you .
Can i ask how you heal yourself becouse i also have aneresoult issues!! And i would like to heal my self but i don't know exactly how? I try RTT from Marisa perr and i'm listening non stop all kind of healing music on you tube but i still have to resolt some issues!!!! Thx.❤🎉😮😢😢😊
@@manuelafittkau2177I feel it's personal for everyone. It's an inner 'process' ~ For me personally, it's caring and nurturing myself the way I needed. To fully accept myself and love myself ' unconditionally,' including hugging my shadow side and understanding it further just as much as I do my light side. Harmonize. ☯️ Because I slowly learned to love myself, I realized the importance of 'connection' in ALL relationships versus 'attachment' ~ healthy connections versus toxic ones. Because I learned to LOVE myself, I cut cords visually and energetically with abusive narcissists or anything/anyone leeching off my energy. It's still a challenge and this is why I was drawn to this pile. 🙏🏻 However, it is important to note: Healing is a PROCESS! Cleanse, rinse and repeat! The more you focus on the growth of each situation instead of the constant pain associated, reflecting different perspectives, you create new neural pathways in your mind and it gets easier with CONSTANT PRACTICE, but everyone is different, I'm sharing what works for me. Recognizing what is your energy and what is someone else's helps! We can't always detect it so reiki videos help me personally, as do affirmations etc Remember, it's a journey, albeit often challenging... but we got this!!! 💪🏻😅💞🤗💞
Pile 3- dont apologise for talking about your life because i love hearing about it. It serves as great examples but also makes me feel better that I'm not going through this alone. I mean I'm not happy that anyone suffers with this but just that im not alone in the world and that others understand. My family is the same way. Energy vampires. Whenever i manage to get away I'm definitely going to run as far away as i can lol. But then i feel guilty and like a bad person for thinking that way because i still love my family 😂. Family is complicated lol
Don't bother to put a message here, she never answers her fans...
But she reads all the comments
Pile 1: too funny, and I picked that card because it looked happy. Actually dead on: the narrow path with little room to stray to either side, the scapegoat/black sheep aspect, and even the combination of a planned TED-talk and TH-cam channel.😳I am just beginning to emerge from this, but can already see a bright future, where everything that caused me pain in the past is transformed into the gold, or more appropriately pearls of wisdom, that will make my path forward possible; where genuine freedom lies ahead. As Joseph Campbell-a scholar of mythology who wrote “The Hero With a Thousand Faces”-wrote that it’s at the deepest darkest depths part of the cave that you find the treasure, and he’s not mistaken. I wrote this last year, when I realized that one of the darkest, most painful periods of my life held the gem of insight that forms the basis of the TED-talk:
Thank you Lord for all of this;
The awful and life’s fall from this.
For the crashes and the torrents
That my will could not undo.
And the moments when I thought my soul
Just couldn’t make it through.
For how can I but kneel at the
Cross of your being,
When every single part of this
Will become my dream come true.
Pile 3.
A perfect read of my mother and the hell she put me through. I am 65. This person made me mega strong, but it took a lifetime.
Pile 3 and this was so accurate it hurt haha... With my mom it was using my achievements as her own and then as I grew up and became an adult, it turned into being told to get a job and buy a car. She then proceeded to charge me rent and was always using my car for her needs and those of my younger siblings. I started dating my now husband and things got worse. She got super controlling and tried to pry into every aspect of my life. She even went so far as to ILLEGALLY obtain my husband's juvenile record, then tried to confront me about it. Thing was, my husband had already started telling me about his troubled past so it didn't convince me to break up with him like she wanted me to. Then, after getting fed up with all of the arguing and controlling behavior, I finally went to my husband's and his friend's apartment after a shift at work. Needless to say it didn't go over well with her and the cops showed up. But since I was an adult they let me refuse to go home with her, which I did. The next day I was able to get my car from her with my husband's help and ten years later we are married with a beautiful son. I have been doing everything I can to make sure I am better for him and this healing is a huge part of it. Thank you for your words of empathy and encouragement. This is just going to push me to keep working on myself so that my son doesn't have to go through what I did. ❤
Brave girl 👍 I wish I was strong enough to say no to her when I was in your age. But, the good thing is that, I am free now, happy and strong. 🎉❤
Pile 3 for sure. I am a caregiver to my bedridden mother. She never cared for me, I felt unwanted. But now she sees what a great relationship I have with my kids. We laugh and enjoy each other’s company. As it should have been for me….
Oh well, her loss. I pray she finds peace before she meets our Heavenly Father ♥️
Thank you for sharing 🌸
Pile 1 & 3: Sometimes we are meant to share a part of ourselves even though we may struggle with the ego when we share. The wounded healer makes the greatest offering. Some of us can best see our own pain, only after we see it through the eyes of another's experiences. For you to share your pain, helps us not feel so alone. ❤🙌🏼 Blessings 🙏🏼
Pile 3 here! Thanks for your stories I appreciate it, it helps me understand more what you mean by abandonment and toxic parents. It’s hard to accept that your parents aren’t perfect and that you can separate yourself from them without guilt.
Pile 1: I don't know where people get this idea that you need great suffering in order to grow. I've been told for years that there is purpose behind suffering....well, I can safely say I never grew from suffering. I grew from love. I think this spiritual paradigm is stiffling people's discernment.
You dont have to suffer to grow, you’re right. But we create our own suffering, and when born into it we chose it to grow from, to expand from, to transcend those limiting beliefs. What we call bad is also a blessing because life is only reflecting to us what we are believing, so it is an opportunity to change/transcend it into what we prefer which we learned from experiencing what we dont prefer. Neither is wrong, its all about preference. But i do agree with you, that learning through gentleness is much easier.
@@LL88878 That makes absolutely no sense. What is bad is not a blessing. It might be if every human had the tools or the perfect prespective to deal with it in an enpowered way....but the number show.....the success rate of this little "plan" is extremely low throughout human history.
@@doremiredo381 Well, when people are given enough suffering they don't get motivated to change (they may not even know how to)....they just freeze in trauma for their whole lives. There's a reason most people don't achieve "alignment".
Welll... suffering was important for my growth honestly. I was abused and battered by life, my father, friends and my partner... and while is true that love was also necessary, until I didn't realize I was giving my power away to other people, and the abuse I suffered in childhood was limiting myself, I wasn't able to change.
Only me was able to put a stop to it... but I always felt alone and I preferred to be abused rather than to be lonely. When I embraced myself and teach me bit by bit what I wanted and what I wasn't going to tolerate no more, I started growing non stop.
Would have been better to not have all that abuse and suffering? Yeah, that would have been great! I would have preferred that honestly, but my circumstances weren't going to change due to preference: the only thing I could change was myself, the only thing I could control.
So yeah, you are right, suffering stiffles you and paralize you. Trauma freeze is a real thing, and I was there for a few years... but all I learned from that time is simply amazing. I learned true love for myself, and to not give away my power. I learned what true love was, and how people manipulate you with the promise of it. When I understood true love, I was able to felt it, and now I won't fall again for lies...
So yeah, I'm with you that love makes you grow better, but suffering can be also a powerful teacher. You just need to understand the type of lessons you are being given.
I hope you start healing soon, and get ready for a new marvelous stage in your life. Lots of love.
I believe we’re put into an inverted matrix everything is back to front and in the cave or darkness we have to find our way out …it makes zero sense to me as well and I get so frustrated and sometimes angry with the circumstances we are freeing ourselves from 🗡️🛡️❤️
Pile 3 - this must’ve been the most accurate general reading I’ve ever witnessed. Thank you ❤
Pile3...my own mother died when i was almost 3 years and i got adopted by a mother and the first thing she did was cut my beautiful hair...and put me on a dieet because i was eating to much....3 years old guys 😟😟😟. No surprise that after 11 years she wanted me to go....so there i was...14 years and alone...
Nobodys child........
But what it gave me was that its easy to be gratefull.....i lost evrything and with 18 years i was living on the streets with an harddrugs addiction......i survived it and what i said.....its easy to feel gratitude for evrything i have....every single day with the smallest things....so....mum amd dad....THANK YOU VERY MUCH🤪
Never clicked a video faster ❤
Me too lol
Same ✅
Wow! Pile 3 was right on point!!! Mother passed 10 years ago and I am still trying to heal from all the abuse. It’s happening though. Slowly but surely. Thanks for the encouragement. ❤
3. yes and yes, so much all of that. Learning to establish and protect my boundaries has been a big, sometimes frustrating lesson. 🤕🤕
2 Wow... My parents just passed away. Mother was Dec. and father was in April. I'm actually taking a trip next week to see what's in one of my parents' safety deposit boxes at a bank. "institution". My dream is to have a home with my family and a family business where we can always feel safe and secure. No more worries! Yay! Thank you for helping me to just "observe" and stop fretting, I will be taken care of in one way or another. Never really fallen, spirit has and always will take care of me. ❤🎉
Pile 3! So many other 3s in the comments! I feel like I found my soul tribe here!!
😊 I have completely healed and forgiven my mom and myself, thankfully before she passed, and we had understanding and love, as much as she was able ❤. I have compassion for her limitations and our differences. I feel like I completed a part of my earthly mission by healing, and my healing helped my siblings. My family is only NOW beginning to get to know the real me, rather than the version my mom (and by extension, my dad) projected to everyone. It's been fun and freeing, letting my light shine with my dad and my siblings. ❤ And the interesting thing is, I don't care, anymore, if I'm understood. I've always been different, but now I know my differences are necessary. I'm here to heal myself and others and whatever they choose to do is not my work. My work is to shine my light. I'm a Starseed from a completely different place than my parents and siblings, and that's ok. ❤❤❤❤😊
Spot on! Pile 3. Parents make me cry every single time...now I'm not seeing them so much 🙌 and it feels so good 👌. 🇸🇪🇸🇪🇸🇪
Pile #3 and I don't mind you sharing your story at all, because I resonate with it a ton. Ive had many signs from the universe lately that I need to pull away from my mom for the same reason. And when you mentioned just thinking about your siblings pulled in your moms energy and you felt so overloaded by your moms energy, this is how i feel every time I even just think about my mom. I feel torn because I feel like if i tell her how i feel and seek space, other family members are going to be so upset with me. I dont want to lose them too.
Pile 3, firstly hugs to you 🤗 we hv had a similar kind of mother. When you gave an example of how you were sick, it reminded me of when I was 13, initially when I got periods, it used to hurt a lot. My mother never even for once came near. The reading was so accurate and personal. I have severe abandonment wounds. I went no contact for couple years and now I am on a limited contact . Hugs & ❤ to all the Pile 3. It was hard & so lonely to grow up without a loving mother.
Pile 3: ty for sharing your story
Pile 3. No surprises there. My mother is also a complete narcissist! Thanks for the reading. 💛🌻
mine too!
@@cathysong7022 sorry to hear that. ☹️
File number three. Thank you so much for sharing your personal story, I have experienced the same thing with my narcissistic mother, the abusive neglect and belittling in order to make themselves feel better. really nice to hear this from another person’s point of you. Thank you for your advice.
The dark mansion tarot has always drawn me in no matter where I get a reading from. Also, my Nana had a 20lb. piece of petrified wood. I was mesmerized by it and thought I was speaking to me. Kinda cool.
I went to a Patricia Coata-Robles seminar and she started off with "I chose something nobody else chose, I come from a co-dependant family!" Everybody laughed because we knew full well we all must have chosen that!
My parents are now long passed and I'm still clearing it out! Reparenting myself has been a challenge but I'm getting there. My mom left me quite a painful legacy 20 years ago.
Pile 3🧡
🌹Thanks very much for your reading 🕊
I love u❤
Pile 3 hit me hard. Exactly what i needed to hear. Made me cry . Your words are powerful your spirit so sweet and loving. I enjoy all your readings . Thank you for sharing your gifts that heal our 💕 thank you !!! Yoi will go so far ❤thank you
Pile 2 looking forward to receiving 🔮🏡🧞♀️🌞
Pile 3 is spot-on. I left the family dynamics and cut ties with all of them over 10 years ago. None of them treated me with respect, compassion and acceptance and my mother was the instigated my biggest critic and enemy behind the scenes a long with another narc cousin. There has been a lot of pain and emotional wounds there is a lot of scar tissue that sometimes, reopens. The only thing that is missing from the 8 of cups are my dogs they are my family my soul tribe. x Thank you, for the reading.
Pile 2: lonely and poor! Yes, thank you for dispelling my fear and giving me fresh hope.
Pile 3 I had a dream. I was told I am free. I felt it in my heart soooo strongly. I picked pile three to find out what I was free from. The answer was true and thank you for this reading, sharing your personal story with us. When I was little I drew my father is a tree and my mother had no arms The principal called my mother's attention to this drawing and said it could be a problem. I had a very difficult childhood with lots of abuse, verbal, physical and psychological.
Pile 3 I can relate. Certain like tendencies were transparent to control the people in her life so yes it's so true I applaud me and I applaud you and all those that hung out and held out... Healing is our gift now, that is the gift ❣️ thank you for your connection ❤️
You're right about a "not so nice mother " in my case, but only she died recently when she knew she couldn't do harm to anyone any more, so she decided to go
Wow! I am blown away about how amazing, accurate and deep your reading was. Pile 1! My life was super difficult and full of hardships, and I just kept on walking out of this dark cave, eventually respecting my Soul's choices for these challenges. Yes, I did came out the cave when my marriage epically failed and I was left to discover me. Now, I choose my I amness, my complete connection to Source, and choose the most beautiful reality for myself out of all the potentialities that exist at once. Thank you, Angel, you are very talented and for sharing your talents with us.
Pile 3 was spot on, you have such away to deliver the reading with gentle curiosity and reassurance. Tears are your validation that it was exactly what I needed to hear ❤❤. I love your readings
OMG! feeling “Lonely and Poor” lmao 🤣 I pray this reading comes to fruition! God bless you! ❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏😊
I did my blood test and I have Norwegian in I thought of you I’m like that’s why I resonate so beautifully, I get a warm energy with your reading , our spirits do connect with our bodies and the history the magic
Pile 1 … thank you Angel❤ spot on 🎉
Ma'am.....speechless for pile3 accuracy....I'm facing exactly same situation like you😢
pile 1 so accurate. Yet I can say that im at the end which is only a new beginning. I feel blessed beyond words for my current wisdom which came from all that I lived, and not just what I lived but my willingness to see my life through a different perspective. The hurt that we experience, the darkness that we experience is only because of the thoughts that we choose to believe about ourselves and life. To conquer the mind is to be free.
Wow you are so right. Yes I am far away from my mother now but still keeping it to myself and reluctant to talk about those hurtful memories. I tried so hard to please her but it never worked. I was always that most ugly and stupid girl in that dark world. 😑 Gratefully there was protection and love from my grandmas, my brother and my dad. ❤ let’s heal together and take good care of ourselves 😘
Pile 2 thank you for your reading it was beautiful. for some reason I could see my solid white dragon with purple eyes,we were embracing it was bliss for a few seconds,then I snapped out of it.i'll be glad when I get to be there again..
Pile 2 - much appreciated, reading is a true blessing, thank you so much! 🍀🙏♥️🏡🪴💵💵💵🌕♥️🌹🙏 ♋️
Pile 1. I don’t know for how long I have to walk in that cave but I accepted the darkness some time ago. Thank you Angel❣️🙏🏽🔥
This video just popped up on my timeline at a very pivotal moment. This is the confirmation I needed. Thanks spirits
Pile two: so accurate!!! Thank you, as usual!!! ❤
Thank you for this reading!❤ Very important for me. I'm pile 3. Every single word...it's my story. Big hug
Pile 1 never gives up 💪🏽👽
Dearest Nordic Light, I hope this comment finds you full of health and peace. I just wanted to say that it’s time for you to heal the wound that your mother caused. I can tell she still has a strong hold on you because you haven’t healed that pain. You will know you have healed when you can only see her with love and no longer remember any of the hurt that she caused you when you see her, hear her, or speak with her. Perhaps is time to go down the rabbit hole and heal all that she brings up for you. I say this from experience God bless you.
Pile 2, I was raised in abundance past and present but lacking emotional stability
Thank you for sharing your story about your mother. Pile # 3 I have the same experience with my mother. It's pleasant not being around her but anytime there's a event or she wants to see me I get very anxious and just don't like being around her, I can never be myself because no matter what I do or say....she has to have the last say and in her world it's the right way.
*_🌼🙏💜🌼💜🙏🌼Thank you so much dear Nordic Light tarot!!! Great reading!!! Love Forever!!!_* 🌼🙏💜🌼💜🙏🌼
Thank you very much, Pile 1 resonated completely, the path full of instability and around with loved in limited belief has been extremely challenging. I started self-love journey, spiritual journey after I connected with my twinflame, I got tested numerous time and I am still trying to manifest miracle so I can get clarity, justice, abundance, stability in order to start new chapter with my DM. Thank you for your readings during my challenging transformation/manifestation process.
Pile 3 resonated too, this is exactly how it's been so hard for me to see my true values, until I found out how the universe views me from tarot readings, but my mom keeps saying I got intoxicated by tarot readings, after I made the mistake telling them about my love bonding last summer, I actually experienced a lot of heartache as consequences which drained my energy when I was working on my transformation/manifestation; divines help me heal, restored back inner peace and guided me to focus on today's 369 portal for manifestation. I have been guided to use unconditional love for the bondings that I have with my loved ones. It's just I download different info from divines, I have been trying to ascend with higher vibration. Sometimes it's just my family got limited belief, got lower vibration, I need to manifest clarity, justice so I can prove to them soon that I didn't do anything wrong, I am just walking on my own destiny, even though they can't see my true values.
Wish you the best, have a life of this bad expiernce.
Pile 3 my mother is the ”i’m a piece of her” and my father abandoned type. Never understood why… yeah big question need to let go ❤
Pile 3️⃣ Spot on! 🫣
THANK YOU PILE 3 WAS SPOT ON EVERY SINGLE STEP OF THE WAY YOU DESCRIBED HOW IT WAS I'VE CAME THROUGH IT ALL ,BUT I'M IN A BETTER PLACE NOW BUT STILL NEED THE LAST STEP TO MOVE ON I BELIEVE THAT OPPERTUNITY WILL PRESENT IT'S SELF I JUST FEEL IT .
Pile 3: You can nit heal a narcisist. They are not capable of that. You can ONLY heal yourself. I've cut all ties with my toxic family. Best decision I've ever made. The proces was emotionally difficult & I am still mourning the "loss." But ultimately I had to save myself.
Coming from a narcissistic family... I would say that when you heal from them, in a weird way, you are healing them also.
I was rejected from my family when I was 16 years old, because they decided I didn't support my father as I should had in the divorce. I was scorned, left behind and simply forgotten. Full abuse really.
It took me 13 years, but I healed a lot and grew amazingly in the meantime. I cut ties with my father for a few years (because he still thought that, even being such an awful son, it was his duty to "keep an eye on me") and that left me space to trully heal and change who I was.
Last time I saw them? None were able to say anything bad to me: they didn't have the guts. I was living proof that I didn't need them, that I wasn't just a child anymore, and that all the hurt they could have inflicted was healed and surpassed.
I am the living proof that they are wrong, and now I'm an oddity. They cannot understand me and yet it shows they are weirded out by my existence. Whatever they say, I can put them in their place without fearing any consequences, because they already did all the pain then could have, and yet failed to sink me. Their poison nearly killed me, but now... now I feel invincible, and it shows.
I was welcome with open arms by everybody after my arrival, but I know now I will not be affected by them and I will just be around when I want to be, because I need nothing from them... and that makes all of them think stuff twice.
It mind sound weird but when you don't conform to what you are supposed to be, people need to reevalute yourself and themselves, and the ripples that makes might help others to heal.
So yeah, it's not direct, but I think that indirectly, your healing and empowering can help then grow... or at least if they don't want they become a mirror for the amazing person you have become.
#1 Aqua-Quartz : Thank you ! The crystal explanation is just luvly & true.
Amazing. You described my family so accurately. Thank you for the confirmation 🧡
WOW. Pile one majorly resonates and picked up on many thoughts and wonderings this morning. Thank you for doing what you do 🙏🏼✨🌙
Pile 1. Thank you for witnessing my soul as always ❤
Omg, pile 3. Spot on. This was like a personal reading. Thanks.
Wow❤❤❤, Du har pratat så mycket om och för oss så du får mer än gärna prata om dig♥️🙏👍. Vi lär ju oss av det oxå så tack för det och fortsätt gärna med det när andan faller på❤❤❤
Healing generational and real time family trauma is what I chose, apparently. To others who are doing the same (and you,Angel 🪽🙏🏼♥️) keep going. So much healing is involved, but it’s so worth it. You are SO SPECIAL! 🤍✨
Pile 3: Yes! My parent are sect leader and I was abused big time. Run away when I was 16 years and never returned. During my childhood some women from Pleiades came to me. In the 70th no one knew about them. I did.
She never told me were she came from but said that I would know later.
I have always looked for “Lilla Björn” in the sky like crazy all my life.
When I figured out it was the Plaiderns I cry like crazy in relief. It’s my home for so many lives.
Thanks Angel! ❤️
I actually really love hearing about your life as much as the reading! We have v similar mothers 😅 I was always a bit too much for my mother but I love what you said about healing yourself to heal them, that was beautiful ❤️ thank you Angel ✨✨
Pile #1. WOW! WOW! WOW! Thank you.
Pile 2 as I loved the picture and love that deck too. As I had to move from one side of my country to the other 5 years ago to look after my dad I left my kids and grandkids and my best friend over there and its been hard making friends and I also had to give up my 2 cats which broke me then and still does now but I know one day I will get cats again especially as I want to open a cat sanctuary for feral cats so they have a forever home that will make me so happy 🐱❤️
Pile 1-i love your readings,they have been such a beacon of Light.Spot on,Thank You❤
Pile 1 and Pile 3 it’s so funny when you mention your mother because I can relate in so many ways, trust me they’ve received their karma for the things they’ve done! Mother God’s eye see everything we should always remember that! Thank You Angel 😇
Pile❤ and ❤❤❤ yes to all all all...my mother was with me so so so narcisit....i dont see her for about 6 years now...no phone no nothing...she lives with my biggest daughter...i always tried to get in touch...since im a mother she doesnt want to be the grandma from my 3 children only one of mine that she is using like myself ones i was little. Now my oldest child sees this...but i believe she can handle it maybe better ...i just did cut a very toxic relationship also ..my children and myself coundt take anymore...and yes i had a hard life with so many happenings....with relationships that did suck my energy ...now im freing myself from all of this..and im claiming back my inner strenght and power and wisdom ..because i deserve to be and shinne like a pure diamond and like the sun. Thankyou so much sending you a big hugbear
Pile 3 💛🌙 Spot on!
Pile 2 and 3 , beautiful 😻, I love worms 🐛 all of them take me back to childhood as if they are my childhood friends 😅
All the friends turned their back showed their real faces , all the cards are open in life now so only living creatures and plants accompany me to the silence . With them I do feel how much silence has to talk and celebrate. One farm trip takes me to aww moments the innocence of animals makes me so full 🤗
Pile 3 tells rest why to go there again. I was an abandoned kid with narcissistic parents , siblings. Sleeping people, even sleeping husband. All I have are my spirit guides 🙏🏼
Awww new sub and I just want to reach through my phone and give you a big hug! Don’t apologize for talking about your story the best way we can help others is by telling our story. I have a narc mom as well but actually a whole narc family I’m no contact almost a year so I know exactly what you’re taking about and it’s not fair but you are right our. Soul chose this for a learning experience. Sending so much love healing and gratitude to you ❤
Almighty heal u completely Ma'am & all arch souls.
Pile2, This is so weird to hear while I'm homeless. Even if something good happens to me, it always gets taken away, and I'm left with nothing and forced to start over again. This has been happening all my life, prime examples being COVID, and most recently a fire that destroyed my tent and possessions. Just over and over. So if I suddenly got some money and got out of homelessness, I wouldn't even trust that this was a permenant change and would expect to wind up sleeping in the gutter again shortly.
The institution comment made me think of a Matchbox 20 song:
"When I get close to something beautiful
Then I feel low,
because I know I'll never have it for too long
I've been everywhere
I'm like an institution
I fell down upon myself
Just to pray for sweet sunshine
If I fall
Fall
Help me if I fall"
Thanks. Pile3❤ That was a secret. Happy to know. Now I can truly heal myself and understand why I am who I am today. In the process of helping my family roots heal as well.❤😅😊🎉
Pile1: Thank you so much for your reading ❤️🙏🏼
Pile number 2 was the reading for me and I immediately subscribed and follow. Thanks very much again. Big appreciation ❤❤❤❤
I claim pile 1 n 2 abundance. We all deserve abundance. Thanks
Pile 3 🙏💗 thank you so much it fully resonates thank you for sharing yourself I feel for you
You are amazing everything was so accurate and making me realise how much you were seeing through. Thanks a million totally grateful for this wonderful reading. Blessings ❤❤❤❤❤
Thanks pile 3
You're helping me 🌸🤗
Grateful to you for your beautiful gift 🙏🏻💜
Pile 1* ❤ This reading n very accurate for me past * present n future . Love listening to you .TQ. ✨💜✨
Pile 3
Thank you for sharing a bit of your story! Its been kinda funny because when you started talking about going no contact with your mother a while ago, I just started that process (my mother is also narcissistic). And the things you tell about your twin flame journey are also reaaaly similar to what I'm experiencing.
I just see a lot of parallels with your story and mine, and it's really reassuring to hear that I have a soul sister going trough the same things. Thank you for being you and doing what you're doing❤
And now I think about it.. correct me if I'm wrong , did you say that you have two sisters and a brother? Because same😆
Pile 3 . Yep toxic mother always depended on God . HE always provided .
pile 3 was my life in a nutshell .....is it possible to be free at 73,??? it is a feeling of emptiness & a void of all joy or purpose. thank you so much for helping so many of us seeking understanding.....sending you a virtual hug and wrapping your sweet soul in white light. namaste
I'm 64, and went thru my own transformation (forgiving my mom and myself) in my 50s. Never too late. 😊😊
Thank you Pile 2. It's all resonating. The way you're describing my family too is right on point.
Pile 1. Nailed it 👌
Thank you very much for this reading. So much confirmation, synchronicity, and truth in Pile 1
I love u❤
Hope you will conquer all, had also alot of BS all my life. Pray for everybody in a struggle that they will have a goodlife.
Pile 3
I am jobless and single. I live with my parents.
My family uses me and takes advantage of me because I’m convenient.
It’s such an up and down relationship…
I just wish I knew how to get out.
You couldn’t have hit the nail on the head any straighter
Pile 3 , you are my Sister ❣️
Pile 1! How accurate it was! I have been looking into doing my doctorate in psychology to help others out so they wouldn’t go through the same difficulties I went through. This was inspiring for me. Thank you! 🙏🏻
#1 so inspiring, thank you for this. ⭐🌒🙏
#1! I simply can't believe it! What you're describing is 100% accurate to my life. Ea. and every detail. Wow - I'm also writing a book right now to help others out. Exactly what you're saying. Wow - thank you so very much! Your reading is simply amazing!! Blessings to you!!
picked pile 2, resonated. thnx.
Thank you for placing the images up close. I mostly gravitate towards the first image and crystal. But I will also admit, when I first saw this spread, pile 3 also kind of pulled me in. So I’ll listen to that one too.
I love u❤
Thank you for sharing your story. It helps to know that others have been through toxic maternal pain and understanding that helps us to know how to heal. You are part of that process of helping us heal. Thank you so much ❤
# 3 pile my mother is nice it’s just a little dig once in a awhile!!