I broke a contract I made with the Christian God in this lifetime (baptism). At the time, I thought it was what I wanted, but I didn’t realize how toxic for me that relationship would get. I still feel bad about breaking that promise because it was a promise, but I needed to do it. It was making my clinical depression so much worse, and overall a worse person. I’m glad I left. But…the Christian God has occasionally harassed me in dreams in the years since, trying to get me to come back. Luckily, I got moments of lucidity where I realized something was wrong and was able to tell him to leave me alone. I’m working with two amazing Goddesses now, and I’m very happy doing so. And I don’t think my Mother is going to let him hurt me anymore.
I too got baptized in the Christian church as an adult, and converted later to paganism. I wish that god would visit me in my dreams, I have an earful for him! lol!
I was a Christian too from 10 till my late 20s. The older I got the more reality showed me it's so much bigger and different. I was really feeling the holy Spirit and Jesus as a child. Then I got to my teens and had alien contact and later deity and nonhuman spirit contact that made me question everything. I even had an intense dream about the heavenly city at 14 that made me so happy I was glowing for days. I tried running to it in the dream but a booming male voice said "child, don't look back". It made me so sad and I don't know to this day if that meant I got rejected because Source knew I'd discover different deities and realities. Another factor was it was easy to be pure as a child then puberty hit and I was pulled in different directions that challenged that simple mindset. Raging hormones don't mix well with spirit. When I got older it was the spiritual and mental issues till I had a major spiritual awakening in 2000 with the Norse pantheon and the Fae from my Celtic heritage. I had been held back from living by Christian brainwashing and unreasonable rules about everything, especially chastity. I was only protastant but the rule I had the hardest time with was no sex before marriage and turning the other cheek. That and the fear mongering about everything from aliens to gods being demons out for your soul. It was so freeing to find out from experience that was all a lie! And now I watch videos of the father daughter purity balls, the "head of household" Promise Keeper meetings and church counselors telling kids that Harry Potter is of the devil and just shake my head.
How did you break the contract? I think I need to fully break contract with the Christian God and the Muslim God (did a baptism, then a couple years later took shahada)
@@moonfire41 I spent my pubescent years convinced I was hell bound bc at my church back than, they made the children sign a contract and part of that contract is simply put impossible to live up to. It read " I will not have any impure thoughts, words or deeds" how disgusting as I look back as an almost 50 year old woman seeing how that church railroaded children into these contracts. My life path diverted starting in my teens and more seriously into my early 20's to paganism but I can't say I'm devoted wholly to one area or another. I'm a lot more eclectic than that. But still hold a firm foundation in paganism.
I had no idea that a deity could hold you to something that you had agreed to in another lifetime! That's just crazy to even think about but apparently it can happen!! I guess I can't say exactly how spiritual I was in a past life but I've not encountered anything like what you're describing in my current one thankfully. I am pleased to hear that you are going to be investing more time discovering the deities of your ancestors. That's the path I feel most drawn down.
Sarah you're not a crazy lady you are a very knowledgeable passion you've been so long and your life I can feel that from you psychically but Hecate know what you been through she has helped you with and Hecate she knew all along you had hadn't potential and she brought it to the right I love you videos thank you for sharing your knowledge❤
I dreamed of signing a thick contract with Loki and Sigyn's names in bold black on it. For some reason a young earthly couple were also signing it. At the end, Loki walked down a staircase and looked at me. His hair was long straight and blood red. He was also wearing green. Your dream sounds so scary and Im glad you could do damage control. I cant remember any past lives except a dream when I was 4 about being a noble lady in a castle that was really dark. I got up and walked around but thats all that happened.
Agree about this. People need to be careful of u p g experiences before their saturn return. It is even harder these days to pursue contracts from past lives if they are from a pantheon which may appear culturally inappropriate in this life. I think that can often be why practitioners won’t honour them. I wish I had discovered your channel sooner. Thankyou for being you
This video came at a perfect time for me because I apparently made a contract with Lucifer before this life and have to address it now and today I've just been bombarded with messages to adress this contract. It took me a while because I didn't remember what the contract was now I'm finally getting the idea of what it was. You're definitely a soul sister because since I found you the other week you're spot on with everything. Thank you you're video is just more confirmation I need to adress this contract. Sending you love from one daughter of Hacate to another. ❤️🔥
Great video. Thanks for sharing. I could see how difficult it was for you. Past lives is something I never took into consideration really, when dealing with deities. I mean ancestral deities sure but who I was in a past life never really occurred to me. Makes you think for sure. Thank you again 💙
As far as im concerned if i cant remember a contract i made then it is what it is. If an entity is upset with me about something i currently dont know that i did then id simply say i dont know what youre talking about I dont remember. Therefore nothing i can do about it. I can apologize for whatever it was but i cant say the specifics since im not aware of them. But i wont let any person or spirit hurt or harm me for something i dont even know i did
The point is entering into something BS in this life silly...because it holds onto all of your lives. I mean believe me or not i don't care and do what you want haha but this was my experience.
Hi! Thanks for sharing, as I've told you in previous comments I am sort of working with Minerva, I had not mention this before but she's kind of asking me to change the name of the city to hers. I thought I might as well give it a try but now I am not so sure...
Hi, thanks for hearing me out, well, it's complicated, maybe it's just my imagination, it's not like I'm hearing voices or having dreams about it, as I began to write my book Minerva had nothing to do with it, tbh I had no idea who she was until I went deep into research, but the idea about changing the name of the city came before I knew anything about it, I thought it was my idea to begin with, as a way to unify the city under the same banner. (the metropolitan area is actually like 10 cities smashed together) It wasn't a sci-fi novel at first, it was a book about improving the city's infrastructure and services, then I figured out that the message would be more interesting to readers as a story rather than an essay, fueled by the idea of changing the name of the city Minerva became the main character and it's like the plot just flowed out easily once she was at the center of it, every time I run into a blockage new information appears to bridge what I don't understand. Maybe it's just the power of the symbol itself but I can't help thinking of synchronicities every time this happens. This made me think of course, maybe she wants me to do this, but as far as I could understand Minerva was just an old tale and part of a cult that no longer exists so I was happy to assume that I had the blessing of the goddess herself, but it was just a joke to myself, I didn't take it seriously until your videos started showing up in my yt homepage, it's just the algorithm I think, but the more I think about it and the more I research about the old religion I am more convinced that the cult of Minerva couldn't have died out and that there is something guiding me even encouraging me to do this beyong myself. if you look up in google "guadalajra minerva" you will find pictures of the statue, there are thousands of pictures of parades, celebrations and political rallys that have started from that place since the 1950s when the statue was placed there and she became the protector of the city. Now, Guadalajara is almost 500 years old, and it was just an average town for most of it's existence, but since Minerva was placed as protector the city has grown exponentially in tha last 70 years, it has swallowed 10 other cities around it and it is the second largest metropolitan area and third wealthiest city in the country. But most people don't even know what Minerva is other than a popular tourist spot for taking selfies...@@vegastrina
@@AntonioGarcia-jm3hv Wow, that's amazing! I looked at some photos, she has been slightly altered to represent the people of the area, with a few models, including the artist's wife. The name of Minerva is Roman. The goddess is Greek. History will tell you that Rome invaded Greece, dismantled their statues, recreated them in marble, then melted the Greek statues for armor, weapons, etc. It is rare to find things like original Greek copper/bronze/etc statues. Minerva's Greek name is Aθηνη (pronounced ah-thee-nee), but in English it's Athena. Her famous city is Αθηνα (pronounced ah-thee-na), but in English it's Athens. Many deities exist, some exist in multiple places under other names, some have been suppressed and/or hidden for centuries for a variety of reasons including war, persecution, and so forth. Just because somebody doesn't want to believe that something isn't there doesn't mean that it doesn't exist, whatever that thing is, and unfortunately many people haven't been taught for similar reasons as already mentioned. It sounds to me like a door has opened for you. The best that you can do for yourself is to open your mind and allow it to be educated. I wish you good luck on your journey, I'm sure there will be many experiences for you. May you be well guided.
Hi sorry I’ve just seen this. Please to the person who replied saying Minerva is the Greek Athena. This is incorrect completely. She is NOT a Greek goddess. She is Roman. Minerva is a mix of aspects from Athena and an Etruscan goddess Minerva. The Etruscan were in Italy before the Romans. It’s a common misconception that the Roman gods are the Greek gods. Also as for your story I am sure Minerva won’t mind! In my experience she enjoys creativity and writing.
That’s so interesting the place. Well for me as you know I work with Sulis Minerva from time to time who is indeed very British. Let’s just say the old Gods never died in my experience. You don’t have to fully believe. However Minerva is a patron of the written word. Knowledge. She enjoys creativity etc. like I have said before. So whether it’s her. Whether it’s your mind. Does it matter? You won’t offend her by writing things inspired her. Also….plenty has already been named after her. I think of Minerva McGonagall from Harry Potter.
Wait a minute...why would some deities try to harm mortals (or maybe our souls), resulting in other deities protecting them? What did your spirit guides/guardians think of all this? If we all have spirits/deities who are tying to harm us, how can we trust spirit/God/the universe, especially while still in our bodies?
It’s in the video. I broke an oath. I think you have taken this the wrong way. Not every deity is wanting to hurt you. You make a vow to a god though well of course they will be pissed if you disrespect/go against them. Hence me sharing this. I explain everything in the video.
What happens to all the people who are "married" to multiple gods, assuming those contracts are legit? Aren't they cheating on all of them? I don't understand how they can be fully devoted to everyone. Nuns aren't allowed to marry humans because even a human is too much of a distraction.
Well that’s between the God and the person I suppose. But this is why I shared this story…because my personal opinion is I don’t think many people realise just how serious a situation they are getting into.
THIS makes ALOT of SENCE and I just HOPE that the ppl that NEED to SEE THIS.... GETS to!! I see so many that SAY they live the life and they seem so free willy nilly with what they do or HOW they react to different situations, RESPECT is HUGE and I know for some reason in MY life TODAY I pay close attention to details and I can NEVER make a split second decision or choice! I hope U feel better after putting this out love, and I hope it has brought U some peace. I've not been able to catch a live yet cuz I do believe there is a time difference lol I live in Florida in the US, its 4:41 pm as of RITE NOW 😂 what is the time difference between us? Thank U friend!! I'm pretty New to the channel, I've had a few newer ppl come into my feed on YT in the past month or so. And lately it seems WHEN THAT happens, there is reasoning behind it ❤ I'm glad U popped on my feed tho cuz I like how U do ur videos. Ur always kind, and respectful❤ Thanks for Ur time!! Hope to figure out the time difference so I can catch a live!! Much love frm Florida 🩷🌴🌴🩷
OMG. I really come across your video precisely at the time I need it. I am not sure if I made any kind of contract though. I really need some advice as I am a bit afraid of verbal magic especially if I did it unintentionally. When I thought I would die, I thought and written down to my friend "if I make out alive I will... (worship this deity let's imagine)". And now I am writing this to you, soooo I am basically made out alive. Does it mean that I owe that deity and should I worship him\her forever now? And what if I cannot establish full contact with that deity?
Serious vulnerability. Great story
I broke a contract I made with the Christian God in this lifetime (baptism). At the time, I thought it was what I wanted, but I didn’t realize how toxic for me that relationship would get. I still feel bad about breaking that promise because it was a promise, but I needed to do it. It was making my clinical depression so much worse, and overall a worse person. I’m glad I left. But…the Christian God has occasionally harassed me in dreams in the years since, trying to get me to come back. Luckily, I got moments of lucidity where I realized something was wrong and was able to tell him to leave me alone.
I’m working with two amazing Goddesses now, and I’m very happy doing so. And I don’t think my Mother is going to let him hurt me anymore.
I too got baptized in the Christian church as an adult, and converted later to paganism. I wish that god would visit me in my dreams, I have an earful for him! lol!
I was a Christian too from 10 till my late 20s. The older I got the more reality showed me it's so much bigger and different. I was really feeling the holy Spirit and Jesus as a child. Then I got to my teens and had alien contact and later deity and nonhuman spirit contact that made me question everything. I even had an intense dream about the heavenly city at 14 that made me so happy I was glowing for days. I tried running to it in the dream but a booming male voice said "child, don't look back". It made me so sad and I don't know to this day if that meant I got rejected because Source knew I'd discover different deities and realities. Another factor was it was easy to be pure as a child then puberty hit and I was pulled in different directions that challenged that simple mindset. Raging hormones don't mix well with spirit. When I got older it was the spiritual and mental issues till I had a major spiritual awakening in 2000 with the Norse pantheon and the Fae from my Celtic heritage. I had been held back from living by Christian brainwashing and unreasonable rules about everything, especially chastity. I was only protastant but the rule I had the hardest time with was no sex before marriage and turning the other cheek. That and the fear mongering about everything from aliens to gods being demons out for your soul. It was so freeing to find out from experience that was all a lie! And now I watch videos of the father daughter purity balls, the "head of household" Promise Keeper meetings and church counselors telling kids that Harry Potter is of the devil and just shake my head.
How did you break the contract? I think I need to fully break contract with the Christian God and the Muslim God (did a baptism, then a couple years later took shahada)
@@moonfire41 I spent my pubescent years convinced I was hell bound bc at my church back than, they made the children sign a contract and part of that contract is simply put impossible to live up to. It read " I will not have any impure thoughts, words or deeds" how disgusting as I look back as an almost 50 year old woman seeing how that church railroaded children into these contracts. My life path diverted starting in my teens and more seriously into my early 20's to paganism but I can't say I'm devoted wholly to one area or another. I'm a lot more eclectic than that. But still hold a firm foundation in paganism.
I had no idea that a deity could hold you to something that you had agreed to in another lifetime! That's just crazy to even think about but apparently it can happen!! I guess I can't say exactly how spiritual I was in a past life but I've not encountered anything like what you're describing in my current one thankfully. I am pleased to hear that you are going to be investing more time discovering the deities of your ancestors. That's the path I feel most drawn down.
Sarah you're not a crazy lady you are a very knowledgeable passion you've been so long and your life I can feel that from you psychically but Hecate know what you been through she has helped you with and Hecate she knew all along you had hadn't potential and she brought it to the right I love you videos thank you for sharing your knowledge❤
I was driven into psychosis and pulled myself back out. Deff recognize im psychic and mentally ill
I dreamed of signing a thick contract with Loki and Sigyn's names in bold black on it. For some reason a young earthly couple were also signing it. At the end, Loki walked down a staircase and looked at me. His hair was long straight and blood red. He was also wearing green. Your dream sounds so scary and Im glad you could do damage control. I cant remember any past lives except a dream when I was 4 about being a noble lady in a castle that was really dark. I got up and walked around but thats all that happened.
Ooo interesting. Sounds amazing.
Agree about this. People need to be careful of u p g experiences before their saturn return. It is even harder these days to pursue contracts from past lives if they are from a pantheon which may appear culturally inappropriate in this life. I think that can often be why practitioners won’t honour them. I wish I had discovered your channel sooner. Thankyou for being you
This video came at a perfect time for me because I apparently made a contract with Lucifer before this life and have to address it now and today I've just been bombarded with messages to adress this contract. It took me a while because I didn't remember what the contract was now I'm finally getting the idea of what it was.
You're definitely a soul sister because since I found you the other week you're spot on with everything. Thank you you're video is just more confirmation I need to adress this contract. Sending you love from one daughter of Hacate to another. ❤️🔥
This is a very good message to put out, thank you for bravely sharing.
You’re welcome
Thank you so much for this video!
❤Yes you are absolutely right
Oaths of any kind are watched closely contracts included
Great video. Thanks for sharing. I could see how difficult it was for you. Past lives is something I never took into consideration really, when dealing with deities. I mean ancestral deities sure but who I was in a past life never really occurred to me. Makes you think for sure. Thank you again 💙
Thanks it was very difficult I didn’t like sharing it tbh. But hey ho.
Yes I'm starting to understand now but I did not mean to disrespect any deity or now I'm definitely aware and I will make my decision
Another fantastic video! Well done!
Thanks again!
Great vid and advise! 💜
Thanks so much!
Sound advice that makes great sense. Thank you for sharing your experience Sarah love and respect ❤🙏
As far as im concerned if i cant remember a contract i made then it is what it is. If an entity is upset with me about something i currently dont know that i did then id simply say i dont know what youre talking about I dont remember. Therefore nothing i can do about it. I can apologize for whatever it was but i cant say the specifics since im not aware of them. But i wont let any person or spirit hurt or harm me for something i dont even know i did
The point is entering into something BS in this life silly...because it holds onto all of your lives. I mean believe me or not i don't care and do what you want haha but this was my experience.
Hail to the Great Goddess Hecate 🙏🏾👑💜💜💜🌙🌑🌜🐕🦺🗝️🔥🥚🌸🌹🌸💕
How do you know if you agreed to something in a past life?
Thank you Sarah. ❤
Hi! Thanks for sharing, as I've told you in previous comments I am sort of working with Minerva, I had not mention this before but she's kind of asking me to change the name of the city to hers. I thought I might as well give it a try but now I am not so sure...
What exactly do you mean?
Hi, thanks for hearing me out, well, it's complicated, maybe it's just my imagination, it's not like I'm hearing voices or having dreams about it, as I began to write my book Minerva had nothing to do with it, tbh I had no idea who she was until I went deep into research, but the idea about changing the name of the city came before I knew anything about it, I thought it was my idea to begin with, as a way to unify the city under the same banner. (the metropolitan area is actually like 10 cities smashed together) It wasn't a sci-fi novel at first, it was a book about improving the city's infrastructure and services, then I figured out that the message would be more interesting to readers as a story rather than an essay, fueled by the idea of changing the name of the city Minerva became the main character and it's like the plot just flowed out easily once she was at the center of it, every time I run into a blockage new information appears to bridge what I don't understand. Maybe it's just the power of the symbol itself but I can't help thinking of synchronicities every time this happens.
This made me think of course, maybe she wants me to do this, but as far as I could understand Minerva was just an old tale and part of a cult that no longer exists so I was happy to assume that I had the blessing of the goddess herself, but it was just a joke to myself, I didn't take it seriously until your videos started showing up in my yt homepage, it's just the algorithm I think, but the more I think about it and the more I research about the old religion I am more convinced that the cult of Minerva couldn't have died out and that there is something guiding me even encouraging me to do this beyong myself.
if you look up in google "guadalajra minerva" you will find pictures of the statue, there are thousands of pictures of parades, celebrations and political rallys that have started from that place since the 1950s when the statue was placed there and she became the protector of the city. Now, Guadalajara is almost 500 years old, and it was just an average town for most of it's existence, but since Minerva was placed as protector the city has grown exponentially in tha last 70 years, it has swallowed 10 other cities around it and it is the second largest metropolitan area and third wealthiest city in the country.
But most people don't even know what Minerva is other than a popular tourist spot for taking selfies...@@vegastrina
@@AntonioGarcia-jm3hv
Wow, that's amazing! I looked at some photos, she has been slightly altered to represent the people of the area, with a few models, including the artist's wife.
The name of Minerva is Roman. The goddess is Greek. History will tell you that Rome invaded Greece, dismantled their statues, recreated them in marble, then melted the Greek statues for armor, weapons, etc. It is rare to find things like original Greek copper/bronze/etc statues.
Minerva's Greek name is Aθηνη (pronounced ah-thee-nee), but in English it's Athena. Her famous city is Αθηνα (pronounced ah-thee-na), but in English it's Athens.
Many deities exist, some exist in multiple places under other names, some have been suppressed and/or hidden for centuries for a variety of reasons including war, persecution, and so forth. Just because somebody doesn't want to believe that something isn't there doesn't mean that it doesn't exist, whatever that thing is, and unfortunately many people haven't been taught for similar reasons as already mentioned.
It sounds to me like a door has opened for you. The best that you can do for yourself is to open your mind and allow it to be educated.
I wish you good luck on your journey, I'm sure there will be many experiences for you. May you be well guided.
Hi sorry I’ve just seen this.
Please to the person who replied saying Minerva is the Greek Athena. This is incorrect completely. She is NOT a Greek goddess. She is Roman.
Minerva is a mix of aspects from Athena and an Etruscan goddess Minerva. The Etruscan were in Italy before the Romans.
It’s a common misconception that the Roman gods are the Greek gods.
Also as for your story I am sure Minerva won’t mind! In my experience she enjoys creativity and writing.
That’s so interesting the place. Well for me as you know I work with Sulis Minerva from time to time who is indeed very British.
Let’s just say the old Gods never died in my experience. You don’t have to fully believe.
However Minerva is a patron of the written word. Knowledge. She enjoys creativity etc. like I have said before.
So whether it’s her. Whether it’s your mind. Does it matter?
You won’t offend her by writing things inspired her.
Also….plenty has already been named after her. I think of Minerva McGonagall from Harry Potter.
Wait a minute...why would some deities try to harm mortals (or maybe our souls), resulting in other deities protecting them? What did your spirit guides/guardians think of all this? If we all have spirits/deities who are tying to harm us, how can we trust spirit/God/the universe, especially while still in our bodies?
It’s in the video. I broke an oath. I think you have taken this the wrong way.
Not every deity is wanting to hurt you.
You make a vow to a god though well of course they will be pissed if you disrespect/go against them. Hence me sharing this.
I explain everything in the video.
What happens to all the people who are "married" to multiple gods, assuming those contracts are legit? Aren't they cheating on all of them? I don't understand how they can be fully devoted to everyone. Nuns aren't allowed to marry humans because even a human is too much of a distraction.
Well that’s between the God and the person I suppose. But this is why I shared this story…because my personal opinion is I don’t think many people realise just how serious a situation they are getting into.
@@ThatDivinationWitch That is so interesting! Thanks for sharing your story!!!
THIS makes ALOT of SENCE and I just HOPE that the ppl that NEED to SEE THIS.... GETS to!! I see so many that SAY they live the life and they seem so free willy nilly with what they do or HOW they react to different situations, RESPECT is HUGE and I know for some reason in MY life TODAY I pay close attention to details and I can NEVER make a split second decision or choice! I hope U feel better after putting this out love, and I hope it has brought U some peace. I've not been able to catch a live yet cuz I do believe there is a time difference lol I live in Florida in the US, its 4:41 pm as of RITE NOW 😂 what is the time difference between us? Thank U friend!! I'm pretty New to the channel, I've had a few newer ppl come into my feed on YT in the past month or so. And lately it seems WHEN THAT happens, there is reasoning behind it ❤ I'm glad U popped on my feed tho cuz I like how U do ur videos. Ur always kind, and respectful❤ Thanks for Ur time!! Hope to figure out the time difference so I can catch a live!! Much love frm Florida 🩷🌴🌴🩷
Thanks lovely! Uk is 5 hours ahead of Florida.
OMG. I really come across your video precisely at the time I need it. I am not sure if I made any kind of contract though. I really need some advice as I am a bit afraid of verbal magic especially if I did it unintentionally. When I thought I would die, I thought and written down to my friend "if I make out alive I will... (worship this deity let's imagine)". And now I am writing this to you, soooo I am basically made out alive. Does it mean that I owe that deity and should I worship him\her forever now? And what if I cannot establish full contact with that deity?