You're welcoming me to come in at the same time as the other than that it was not the case please let me know when I should get the group chat with me and
I know I made some mistakes but that was all in my past/Now I'm out here tryna regain my ground real fast/And I don't understand the struggle, and I don't understand the pain/I don't understand why all of this is running through my brain/And it's running through my veins/And I feel I can't escape/And even when I try to overcome all of the hate/It feels like I just get locked tighter in this gate/And my heart begins to Shake/And my heart begins to frail/No matter what I do, I know I can't prevail/Before I even started, I already knew failed/And in case you couldn't tell/My life is on a Sail/And it just stared sinkin/Do I revert drinking/Or do I revert to prayer/Cuz even though I pray, my life's still in despair/Man this life really ain't fair/But you don't really care/Nah, You don't care that my life is in a drought/Where is all my life flowing, cuz I think I'm out/I don't feel nothing, we call that feeling lifeless/I don't feel nothing, when I used to feel righteous/I just keep feeling more empty at heart/My heart keeps on crumbling and falling apart/Yea, Do you know that feeling?/When you know you need some healing/But even though you know that, that pain still keeps on killin/And you know you can't escape it/And you know you can't erase it/So you hide from yo problems cuz it's just to hard to face it/You know you can't erase all of the things you've said/And just that in itself creates a whirlwind in your head/And you laying in yo bed/Create a list of your regrets/Make a list of all the thing and challenges you've met/And you feel like life is set/Yea, you can't get past the struggle/So you lock up In this bubble/Don't got nobody to cuddle/Cuz you can't even trust yo self to not get into trouble/So how she post to trust you, when love is on the line/When she don't even know if she's just wasting time/Ten toes...
I was just a lil boy when I seen my mom cry, Tears fallen heart froze seen the pain in momma eyes, God called for his angel That's the day my sista died, I was 7 but it hurt me Hoping she come back alive, Fam told me keep ma head high it'll be ok, Even tho we want her back She living in a better place, So I pray for better days When I grew up I felt da same, I was smokin every night When I'm high I feela change Now it got me sitting here Rappn bout the past like, I remember growing up I Use to live a fast life, Little brother locked up Sisters running wild to, Mommy work her ass off I'm doing what I gotta do, Just to hear ma mamma say Damn son I'm proud of u, Growing up without a dad Made a man out of you, Fuck was I suppose to do Sit around & cry about it, Living with no happiness But I still smile without it,
This one of them fire ass beats that everybody sit back smoke a blunt and write the deepest realest lyrics your mind could think of any subject any of life obstacles. Keep doing what you doing lil bruh keep making these fire beats for the world to hear and learn from.
@@EfremCCTV You ever smoked? It just helps people feel shit a lot more and get more in tune with their emotions. Not saying you have to smoke, but I am saying that you shouldn't judge if you haven't tried it because you really don't understand.
I've been listening to ths beat that beat is to rl to heart felt not to catch emotions rather its good or bad place it takes u hands dwn...100% EPIC BEAT🔥🔥🔥🔥
My mama really strong that's why I love her so much, she would always pull through when life had got tough,I saw people bring her down,but she always got up, she used to whoop me cuz I was bad,but she did it with love,that's my queen. My mama really love me she said I'm the golden child, I just say I love you,and I scream it loud, imma shine like a light,imma make my mama proud, Cuz I keep my head up and my TEN TOES DOWN.
Ten toes, ten fingers, a silver spoon. I had everything I ever needed coming out the womb. But I couldn't be a man and took that shit for granted, now the ones that were there for me are disenchanted. Now I'm in my early twenties with a bad back, 'cause I started picking up boxes, dropped my backpack. But I'm try'na get my ass back on the fast track, before the final curtain falls on my last act. And my grandpa got diagnosed with leukemia, I was hoping maybe one day, he would see me up on stage behind a podium, in a cap and gown, but raging was my opium, I was acting a clown. I hope he leaves this earth being proud of me but I don't believe I'm worth sticking around to see.
Im 13 basically a kid I understand I actually made my own song to this beat i cry real tears when i sing it tho cause it comes from the heart and i wish my life was different
i know right now times be getting hard for us, Bt all we gotta do is pray to the man above for this, Nd I know I ain't helping with this attitude or foolishness Bt I wantchu to know that i truly do appreciate all that you do Cause when I be feeling my lowest Nd the tears keep rolling You be right by my side helping me to keep going Nd when I fuck up you pick me back up On some real shit aint never had nobody keep real the way you do Taught me how to hustle for myself but most importantly, showed me how to never depend on any kinda man Nd you is right momma I seen it with my eyes The way you work hard for my siblings Nd I Now the love nd bond you share with us you can't find tht shit nowhere else I ain't tryna throw no shade on my father, Cause he was there at times Bt full credit to you cause you been ten toes down for us
Man I have listened to many types of beats for rap and hip hop... this one is just incredible. This producer needs to be famous asap because he really got the flow
You see everybody got a story to tell Well here's mine My pain's deep, I have been through hell I managed to survive so I got a story to tell Listen, I stand victorious Make the sign of the cross Look I'm here to be the voice for every friend I ever lost Let me pray as I put together my hands I've never been ashamed to tell you the person I am When it comes to doing drugs, I have never been a rookie But hold up, let me tell you about the places that they took me I haven't showered, it's been possibly a week And I'm so deep in a psychosis, impossible to speak The coke is in my arm, now it's impossible sleep My throat's numb, closed shut, so it's impossible to eat Losing weight's a part of my daily routine I always use against my will, just praying I was clean So nod your head if you understand what I mean When I was growing up I never thought that I would be a fiend, ever My life's tumultuous, it's never getting better Another abscess from my arm is getting severed My exquisite vision, depiction of dereliction Livid living conditions, malicious on a mission All these Green-tree cops, look they all know me by my first name Paramedics had to revive me this ain't a game I worn the same clothes for like the last ten days And look I want to do better but I don't know a different way Completely all alone, I'm sitting in this room I empty out the bags, brown liquid in the spoon I have to do a lot, can no longer do a little The water's been added, I place the cotton in the middle I'm sucking every drop up into this plastic device As I'm tying off, I'm trying to find a decent vein to strike I shove it ever so gently up underneath my skin As I'm pulling back the plunger till there's blood in the syringe I push it in and try to drift away to heaven But criminals like me that's never the place that we're headed The guilt, shame, remorse and regret I never address And I'm a mess from all this pain and this anguish I'm filled with stress, overdoses, I'm emotionally broken, this ain't a joke I'm smoking on a Newport, I never have any hope This is me, I'm feeling like I don't deserve more I feel disgusted as I'm pushing on this burnt chore Someone stole the vinegar in the midst of a black out Another shooting gallery, another crack house On the porch "Welcome To Hell" is on the floor mat I'm glancing at my arms and all I ever see is sore tracks I'm feeling filthy dirty needles with the orange cap Peaking out the window, someone whispers "Lock the door latch" We're blasting off, departing from this mothership I look around as others search the carpet for another hit Crest whitening strips and Mach 3's I'm on a suicidal mission till these cops try to stop me We boosted everyday selling steaks for half price Any dream I ever had was shattered by glass pipes Glass rose, devil got my in his lasso Entered the gates of hell and I didn't even have a pass-code I'm hard headed, I will never learn my lesson You know the drill, commit a crime, and get arrested The misery never ends, I spend another week in jail I don't have friends, family never paid my bail So I would withdrawal and kick on that concrete floor I feel like I've had enough but my body is screaming "MORE" The food is horrible, but I haven't eaten in days No reason to call home cause I got nothing left to say I'm tired of this jail, I don't ever want to see prison Look I'm tired and exhausted from this life that I'm living I would get a couple days clean, and say that I was done But every time I got released I was back on the run It's back to thieving, lying, robbing, and ripping, and running These problems I don't solve them, I'm crippled and sick to my stomach I hang with prostitutes and these deadly degenerates I'm homeless for the moment, but that's really quite irrelevant The only thing that matters in life is my next high I got to be willing to change and give it my best try I'm a servant and this heroin's my king I'm feeling like a slave, as I dangle from these puppet strings I'm just a marionette, I'm staring at death As I am carrying regrets that are just tearing through my flesh We're dealing with a topic we're so careless to neglect We're dealing with a dilemma leaving every parent stressed I'm so sick and tired though of being sick and tired But then it finally happened, motivated by desire I hit this point, I wanted to change, enough is enough My efforts been exhausted and I'm tired of being stuck My faith is never blind and my future I barely see But overnight, was open minded I had this moment of clarity So it begins and it's essential I believe Cause if it worked for you, then it just has to work for me Through all this pain, there's got to be a positive message I talked about the past, now let's talk about the present I'm no longer living that way, for me it's a blessing But with one bad decision I am back in that obsession In 03 was diagnosed with hepatitis C I utilize the bad, it's always been the fuel for driving me And then u ask me "Why do I give this my all?" I'm not trying to see "Rest In peace" on my Facebook wall I got clean in 05 and started rapping I started touching lives, I never thought that this would happen This shit today, trust me it isn't heroin It's killing everybody and the comments are disparaging No one cares or gives a fuck that I'm clean For them another deadly overdose is just something to see Look, I pay attention to every post that I read As you are sitting there judging in front of your iPhone screen Talking about these dying addicts and how they are worthless And if they put a needle in their arm then they deserve it But that's someone's Mother, someone's Uncle, someone's Daughter And that's someone's Aunt, someone's Son and someone's Father As I rap, this shit is giving me chills And I am speaking off experience, that's how I know it's real These ignorant motherfuckers will say it's not a disease And look I really don't care, you can believe what you believe I don't care to argue, I don't got to give you proof Listen, I was taught you don't got to defend the truth Incurable, progressive and fatal unless arrested I'm expressing aggression with every sentiment confession Once a junkie always a junkie, you're boring me The last time I checked, there's one ultimate authority I'm sick of these remarks and opinions from all these critics Cause if you never lived it, then trust me you'll never get it Be quite, you're not allowed to speak about it If you've never lived it, then you're not allowed to speak about it How often you forget, the only time that you should ever open your mouth is to eat a dick Everybody is dying it makes me sick This isn't a epidemic, this is more like an apocalypse So when I struggle, it's only right that I fight And my experience recites on how that diamond saved my life Look, you don't got a clue what I've been through When I was at my worst you couldn't walk a mile in my shoes I survived a lot, so it's only right that I smile And I'm aware of my surroundings, I'm no longer in denial I'm blown away by every message that I get It gives me motivation, it's the only reason I never quit We got to do this together, we must trust There's no you, there's no me, there's just us I'm doing this with courage, I'm doing this with pride I'm doing this for every single friend that's ever died I dedicate this song to anyone that's lost a loved one So live your life cause tomorrow may never come Be grateful for your past, embrace it, don't get embarrassed Everyday there is more children growing up without their parents I felt pain, look I'm not afraid to cry My life changed once I was willing to try I've been giving many chances now it's truly do or die I'm doing what it takes so my daughter will never see me high
This is insanely good!! Never stop fighting for the love of your family! Your daughter is lucky to have you as her father because you can always relate to her and understand when she comes in trouble. With your background you can guide her to success and it really needs a do or die hard work mentality to get clean from heroin. Live in peace my friend. God bless you
*0:22* *Dad I'm sorry that I don't really remember you, When you overdosed I was like 9* Now look what you got into* *All I really need in life is a father figure* *And I need you dad I don't want another nigga* *Only if you can walk and remember so we can do things* *Imagine if you didn't overdose you could experience new things* *Without you in my life I'm out here having mood swings* *And me and my brothers are just experiencing pain* *We miss having you in our lives dad without you we been living plain* *Look what happened to the family now we falling apart* *Mom broke bad job we wish you could just be a part* *Help me in life show me how to be a* *man* *I have faith in you dad, even though u never can damn* *Broke most my life* *We starved and we struggled but we survived* *I'm sorry I sound bogus but I hate the way I'm livin life* *But if you just never overdosed we'd all livin right...*
I was talking to this girl and things just started changing Maybe it was my fault, sorry that I'm impatient But you're the girl of my dreams straight out my imagination Left me high and dry making it hard to be complacent So what we're not the same? There's beauty when things contrast I wanted to be more than friends and things were different when I asked About what me and you could be And how I was ready for something real And then you dropped me like it's nothing and sent me right into my feels You could've had the world and anything that you wanted You would've been my trophy that I couldn't help but flaunt it I would've given you my all and made sure to see it through But you threw it all away left me sicker than any flu Things might be different if you had my point of view You're just like any other girl, giving me deja vu You claim you want a good guy, you know, a true gentleman And I took the challenge, tried to give you something genuine Maybe a bit feminine, show off my sentiment Give you everything you want, blow a few benjamins But all that you could see was that you wasn't feelin it
To think that even an "Instrumental" beat like this, made for Hip Hop/Rap.Would have such an emotional power behind it. It feels like I can feel the emotions the creator went through. Its crazy, yet amazing!
I swear some people never want to see you succeed they would rather see you crumble and fall and when you do they keep bringing it up and tell you your never gonna make it so show them haters wrong and keep grinding and keep it pushing if you need to cut them out your life because they toxic go ahead and do that and don't care what a hater is gonna say because all they wanna do is drag you down so be a king and pick up your crown
0:22 -I wondered everyday why my smile went away, but then I remembered it was cuz you never stayed, I used to cry because to my face you always lied, saying you're with your friends when you're really with your side, but then it hit me you just played me, saying that you love me when it's not even a maybe, you think you broke me by hurting all my feelings, you think that I'm laying in bed staring at the ceiling, 0:46-but no you thought wrong, you thought you hurt me? by taking all my feelings and doing me dirty? that's actually pretty funny you thought you did the damage, but you actually did nothing you just created a bandage, to all my old scars you made them fresh, making me realize that you wasn't the best, so I knew this couldn't go on any longer, I knew what I had to do in order to feel stronger, cuz you only made me weak, making me fail, making me fall to my knees, making it feel like hell, so I put an end to it I told you I was done, but then you started laughing saying that it never begun..
Don't want no pity nor no sorrow been through a lot of shit but was always looking forward to tomorrow when my grandma passed away I knew that was the day it was it it was over cuz I knew my whole world was Underground always said Taysha walk with your head held high but the day she died I give up on life every time I felt alone I wish I had you with me daily you taught me how to be a lady since you've been gone I've been going crazy but you know when is bad I know it's going to get better cuz I'll always have you in my heart forever and ever .....I love you nana ❤🙏
I don't know if this is still relevant at all but I wrote this, it's called Happy Father's Day. This has always been my least favorite day of the year, I can't deal with it now that you're not here. Whenever someone asks "Hey where is your Father?" My eyes immediately start to fill up with water. I try to choke out a single word to say, But I always end up crying and running away. I hide in the bathroom and I lock the door, Then I just start sobbing and I fall down to the floor. I look up to the sky and I start to pray, "Dear God, why'd you let them take him away?" I'm reminiscing and thinking about all the fun times that we had, Back to the days when I could say "I love you dad" I was so young and happy, running and playing at the park Now I'm sitting here alone, crying and falling apart. All these words are just an attempt to try to explain what I'm feeling inside, to release the pain. Everyday I wish that I could just give you a call, But they just erased you from my life, yeah they built up a wall I don't deserve this at all, no it's just not fair No one else understands or they don't even care But I'm promising you dad, even though you're far away, that someday I'll be there to say, Happy Father's Day. (Thanks for reading ❤️) Also, just in case anyone's wondering, My dad was involved in my life until I was about 10, and around then I wasn't allowed to see him anymore because my parents hate each other. After a few years I couldn't talk to him on the phone anymore. I think he's still alive but I'm not sure. Edit: If anyone wants to rap this, I'm actually really flattered and I'd love for it to be shared. It'd be appreciated if you could give me credit though ❤️
@XCubbyBeachX My dad's still alive, but my parents were never married so I don't get to see or talk to him anymore. I'm really sorry for your loss though
Im here. I love this beat bcs i have lots of things to rap abt from my past and im only 14. And my mama say kids dont stress. Tuh back in yall days kids didnt stress
🔥STRAIGHT BARS HUMMIES🔥 Yea i may be young but ik how love feels When he says ur his forever and u thought that it was real When u sat and cried at night and wiped away plenty of tears When having a broken heart was one of ur many fears With no one to talk to, wishin the pain would go away When u haven't left ur room in somewhere around 2 days I should've known that he was fake and she was faker And he wonder why all his exes call him a "heart breaker" I swear that bitch shady as fuck U aint my fkin friend Real friends wouldnt do that So its time for this to end U played me like a game, aint even gon say no names U know who tf u is Thats all i need to say Gotta stay away from fakes, gotta stay away from love Go to school, gotta learn and get my bread up Ima make it far in this world, u gon see And when i make it there, dont try to come talk to me Gotta keep my head up or my crown might fall Gotta stay strong and stand tall To the haters: fuck em all Head high, 2 feet on the ground, and my 10 toes down 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 IF U READ ALL THIS, GOD BLESS UR SOUL. im only 13 so yea...i tried
yeah i might be 11 but ik how love feels He told me that i was his forever and thought that it was real i sat n cried at night wiping away plenty of tears When having a broken heart was one of many of my fears Damn B I see ur really fucking smart u told me dat u were worried i was gonna leave and break ur heart yeah u got me feelin bad n made me do things by hiting me with the lines "if u really cared" see u got me playin victim from the start I didnt know this was a game, if i did, i wouldnt have let my guard down U ruined my life for good I had no one to talk to wish the pain would go away Wish i got back the love,care, n trust that i once used to have Damn the agony it really hurt knowing that my bestfriend was one of his hoes i should've know that he was a fake n she was a faker And he wondered y all his ex's called him a "heart breaker" That bitch was shady asf U aint my friend Real friends wouldn't do that I hope u feel accomplished u made me cry n depressed Ive became a cutter lifes throwing bullets N ive got holes in my heart im trynna heal I hope u feel this pain one day i hope karma gets u bc that bitch really owes me one I tried tellin all the gurls ur a hit n run but these chicks r blind they call u cute n fly. well i aint lettin dis put me down ive set goals to achieve ima make it far n when i make it there dont try to come talk to me gotta keep my head up or my crown might fall gotta stay strong and stand tall to the haters: fuck em all head high, 2 feet down,and my ten toes on the ground ❤️️❤️️❤️️
0:23 I was born into the struggle, Life started gettin harder I'd never guess when I was 3 that I would lose my father But there's always a purpose, Cuz he was bein abusive We decided to leave the next time that he knocked her tooth in, We ended up in california, with another dude He was pretty cool ya everything was goin smooth But I was probably 9 when I started to notice signs I was gettin lost couldn't find my way through the vines 0:46 But he never helped, he just went and he grabbed the belt Never asked me how I felt, he just have me welts Edit: Tired of being on my own for so fuckin long Had to go and realize that I was not alone My mom was by my side, and she was so damn strong If I could see him one more time I'd put one in his dome Wish I could tell you this a prank but it aint home alone This hits so deep I had to put it all into a song My grandpa died today and it really hurt Stressing so much with work that imma go bezerk But we made the come up, shout out polo g I know he's the realest rapper that I've ever seen I miss my uncle Ken he's also deceased If I could hear him one more time he'd tell me imma beast Why did they have to leave why couldn't they have stayed stayed If they were here I wouldn't have to shed these years today Come back grandpa for I drink all these beers away I'm not an alchoholic don't make me face all my fears today Come back Kenny for I drink all these beers away I'm not an alcoholic don't make me face all my fears today LONG PAUSE------- 1:56
This is something I wanna be I really really hope that my Grandfather is proud of me. He died from before I could even tell him I love him. Shxt was sad so I kept grinding over the summer. It was rough only got two of em left. Imma be the one who help if nobody was there. Grand dad I love you I hope you looking at this. Imma be up in Heaven with you and family and shxt. I'm ten toes for my family gotta stay strong. Cuzz if AIN'T nobody with ME shxt imma stand ALONE. Seen my friend get jumped by homies and shxt. I found out he was battling and took his last breathe and shxt. This worlds tough. More than tough shxt it's rough. It's not a movie this is a real life matter. You better listen while you climbing up the ladder.
start @0:24 i'm sorry Gmama for everything I put you threw now u gone and I'm sitting up here missing you out of no where u disappeared out the blue I aint say my goodbyes or give my last kiss to you 2x I'm sitting in my room, yea I'm all alone/Thinking about you gmama and listening to sad songs/Why you have to leave Why did god call you home/I try calling him but he don't never pick up the phone/Now that you gone I gotta step up my grind/Focus up in school, books on my mind/Fuck these lul girls cause I ain't really got time/When I found out u was gone I couldn't do nun but start crying/GMama please, Why u have to leave/Finding out god called u home stung me like a bee/ u left me with two lul brothers that I gotta feed/ gmama I'm not ready for that I'm only 17/ Still up in school and I'm working to/ Man this shit hard coming home not seeing u/ With having dinner ready, a table full of food/ I appreciate that gmama and the things u used to do Now I gotta grow up/Grow up real fast/Cause I'm finna put my childish days in the past/ Now I'm a successful man because you stayed on my ass/ Told me to stop playing and pay attention up in class/ And that's wat I did, Yea mama I graduated / But it's sad because you not here to congratulate me/ I'm going to the national guards/ Yea I'm living my dream/ You was my #1 supporter, You was the realest on my team/ Now that u gone/ Ion know wat to do/ I'll sell my soul to the devil to bring u back if I had to/ It could of been anybody Why he had to choose u/ jaylon and tay yea they doing good up in school/ mama come back, please we miss you/ we been crying all day so we ran out of tissue/ We use to walk to the store/ You had yo gun in yo purse/ I feel like I'm in hell now/ that he took you off this earth/I was acting a fool up in school/ yea a fucking clown/ u was my mama and my daddy/ u deserve a crown/ Now I'm walking round mad/ At the whole fucking town/ But ima keep u in my heart/ Standing ten toes down.
😳Hi this is my story time to attempt this challenge but it's not really. I have a lot to say a lot has happened listen to my words.And try to imagine 0:23 Sometimes I really hate myself Sometimes I wish I could change myself Life is a question and death is the answer It's mad how death always manifests in the weirdest ways behind my smile there's years of pain self hatred ingrained miseducating my brain. Behind my smile is a very flawed human being all the things I've seen mum I kept between you and me.mum what do you believe in truth or freedom because all the things you've done to me and I still don't know the reason . Please tell me.Theres different ways of worship but there's only 1god.And mum I might not be your birth kid but we all deserve love. Mum to this very day I am lost and I am so confused.Living with a decade of physical abuse from you and it's made me ill. We know they weren't all my problems we have them genetically too my birth parents and all my siblings have this complexity too but mum. Execcisive domestic violence techniqually been the reason I've lost my identity too and you know what you did And it hurts you could hurt a kid I shouldn't have lived like I did And now I'm living like this.Havent left my house for a whole month .Severe social anxiety and we know I've got autism too and so my vunrability is through the roof and you know I stay in my room and that I haven't been to school nearly 4years now because my anxiety is that high and we know I've been in care because of this 5times but I want live with you even though this abuse started when I was 2 and finished when I was 12 because that's me that's all I knew And I don't deal well with going to new places seeing new faces and looking at people in the eyes because inside I am damaged and it's not hard to hide I'm extremely sensitive too so I burst out crying And I have to take medication for my problems and my psychiatrist doesn't know my past she doesn't know when you beat me with a cricket bat and sticks and metal bars And I know it wasn't as a punishment I know you enjoyed it because when I cried you used to say I loved being beaten or I would shut the fuck up.True I must've loved it or I would've just stopped but you would've just beat me like you always did mum And now I know it's because me and my sister Frances who were adopted by you we weren't your son who died age one.We weren't him so you hated us of course you did you needed help and therapy because you weren't over your son you were still damaged when you adopted two girls
But I wanu live with you even though this abuse started when I was 2 and finished when I was 12 because this is me that's all I knew and I don't Deal well with going to new places seeing new faces and looking at people in the eyes Because inside I am damaged and it's not hard to hide I'm extremely sensitive to I Just burst out crying And I have to take medication for my problems and my psychiatrist doesn't know my past she doesn't know when you beat me with a cricket bat and sticks and metal bars And I know it wasn't as a punishment I no you enjoyed it Because when I cried You used to say I loved being beaten or I would Shut the fuck up Makes sense I must of loved it or I would've just stopped But you would've just beat me Like you always did mum And told me you'd splatter my brains and blood on the walls with a hammer and called me a whore at the age of 8 I remember it all and now I know it's because me and my sister Frances who were adopted by you we weren't your son who died aged 1 We weren't him so you hated us of course you did .You needed help and therapy because you weren't over your son you were still damaged when you adopted two girls.And my sisters in care because when she was 13 she finally faut back as a self defence mechanism to make sense of the past tense.she has her own problems now because of your offence acts of violence projected on little kids.So it's hard to know what love is because you did what you did.
I had to hustle get on out that struggle and I still remained humble cause them streets was like a jungle growing up in my neighborhood I had to stay off the streets cause I remember times I barely had anything to eat yeah i remember times I ain't had nowhere to sleep it was time to start grinding cause I had goals I wanted to reach yeah . I couldn't depend on nobody , I had to hold it down cause when I needed a favor , there was no one around except for my brother , my cousin, my aunt , and my mother we was all struggling we had to help each other . dinner on a plate , we ain't see that everyday those nights I had to pray pray for better days . better days , better days , in a better place those days were soon to come in just had to wait . ( never did this before 😂 tried it just for fun 😌)
yo who else freestyles, writes raps or songs, and attempts to freestyle to this amazing beat...I listen to it every morning on the way to school thinking I will be something.
BubbaGotBeatz too be honest, this beat will make a nigga realize the world, bring out emotions and make you look at all the shit that happened in the past. I don't know why, but this song is it. Tupac if u r out there, like this too let me let me know that this beat will be wrote in seconds.
I can't take this beat seriously 😭😭😭😭😭
i felt the part where he said "mhmmmehm" 😔😔😔😔
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Damn, I was over here in my feels, gang, and now I feel like y’all are laughing at me. 😔
Who still listen to this beat in 2019 i still am
Me
You're welcoming me to come in at the same time as the other than that it was not the case please let me know when I should get the group chat with me and
Me
Me and I rap to it
Im writing a song wit it
Oh man the amount of freestyles I heard at house parties with this beat back in the day 😅 good times man
why is this so funny to me 😭
this beat is hilarious
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Best beat I have ever heard
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Comments like these keep me going 💪
sammeee,i dont even know why it is, but it just is
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am I the only one who just sits in the dark listens to this song and raps there heart out and ends up in tears...... no only me. ok
100,000 Subs with out one Video nah its me too
100,000 Subs with out one Video that's me
100,000 Subs with out one Video me too
Nah, we here with you.
No I'm with you my girl friend was cheating on me and I'm in the dark
I am so thankful for this beat. I’ve done wrote two full songs with it. No other beat seems to hit like this one still to this day 💯
No cap
Lame ahh songs too I bet
@@ssgtsorethumb203 dream crusher 😂😂
@@ssgtsorethumb203LMAO
damn yo comment pregnant now
Those freestyles made this beat funny to listen to now 😂
Ong😂😂
I can’t be the only one who rapped with their own lyrics to this song+ these 3 am raps be hitting different
Lay in bed at 5am just rapping bout my life
SkyZ VxgaZ same
nahh u not
SUPER _CAM I did to do u know how to get copyright for none profit
i did
I could see J Cole pourin his heart out into this beat
I am KingKaze Same man.
I am KingKaze yea me too
I am KingKaze yeah I see j cole too
yes dude 😩👌
I am KingKaze lmao idk why this made me laugh💀💀
Hearing this song reminds of my troubles I put up with and wishing I didn't do and my pain that won't go away,and just has me in tears
One of the most relatable instrumentals on here!!!!! So calming
Wtf you talking about this beat shit af😭 go take another listen
I know I made some mistakes but that was all in my past/Now I'm out here tryna regain my ground real fast/And I don't understand the struggle, and I don't understand the pain/I don't understand why all of this is running through my brain/And it's running through my veins/And I feel I can't escape/And even when I try to overcome all of the hate/It feels like I just get locked tighter in this gate/And my heart begins to Shake/And my heart begins to frail/No matter what I do, I know I can't prevail/Before I even started, I already knew failed/And in case you couldn't tell/My life is on a Sail/And it just stared sinkin/Do I revert drinking/Or do I revert to prayer/Cuz even though I pray, my life's still in despair/Man this life really ain't fair/But you don't really care/Nah, You don't care that my life is in a drought/Where is all my life flowing, cuz I think I'm out/I don't feel nothing, we call that feeling lifeless/I don't feel nothing, when I used to feel righteous/I just keep feeling more empty at heart/My heart keeps on crumbling and falling apart/Yea, Do you know that feeling?/When you know you need some healing/But even though you know that, that pain still keeps on killin/And you know you can't escape it/And you know you can't erase it/So you hide from yo problems cuz it's just to hard to face it/You know you can't erase all of the things you've said/And just that in itself creates a whirlwind in your head/And you laying in yo bed/Create a list of your regrets/Make a list of all the thing and challenges you've met/And you feel like life is set/Yea, you can't get past the struggle/So you lock up In this bubble/Don't got nobody to cuddle/Cuz you can't even trust yo self to not get into trouble/So how she post to trust you, when love is on the line/When she don't even know if she's just wasting time/Ten toes...
Lol. Sorry, so long. Just was feeling this beat
Jonathon Martinez that's deep much respect it hard out here💯
Fire
Jonathon Martinez 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Bro that was lit I rapped what u writ and man I like ur rapping u should make a video man ur good
I was just a lil boy when I seen my mom cry,
Tears fallen heart froze
seen the pain in momma eyes,
God called for his angel
That's the day my sista died,
I was 7 but it hurt me
Hoping she come back alive,
Fam told me keep ma head high it'll be ok,
Even tho we want her back
She living in a better place,
So I pray for better days
When I grew up I felt da same,
I was smokin every night
When I'm high I feela change
Now it got me sitting here
Rappn bout the past like,
I remember growing up
I Use to live a fast life,
Little brother locked up
Sisters running wild to,
Mommy work her ass off
I'm doing what I gotta do,
Just to hear ma mamma say
Damn son I'm proud of u,
Growing up without a dad
Made a man out of you,
Fuck was I suppose to do
Sit around & cry about it,
Living with no happiness
But I still smile without it,
subscribe to my channel I got more bars
KidSmilezMusic yo god damn this shit STRAIGHT FYEE🔥🔥🔥🔥👌respect for what ever happend in ur life
KidSmilezMusic 🤘🏼
KidSmilezMusic Respect brotha FIRE!!!
I usually don't cry but I did after listening to some of people's raps 😭 respect to all of u
Someone please like this so I can listen to this again
come listen
Never ever ever get tired of listening to this beat 🙏🏼💖🙏🏼
2020 anybody ? 😔
B.T.R.N Chris Me
I'm in the studio rn with this beat
Me
Yuh
Me
whenever i hear the beat i think of some guy sitting in his car at the night and rapping 😂😂
yyoohowlongisthisusernameyiumaybeaskingmetoo life you mean this one?
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That’s what I do
Alek Vi
Me too I love that one
I feel u
This one of them fire ass beats that everybody sit back smoke a blunt and write the deepest realest lyrics your mind could think of any subject any of life obstacles. Keep doing what you doing lil bruh keep making these fire beats for the world to hear and learn from.
why smoke. you could do it sober
@@EfremCCTV You ever smoked? It just helps people feel shit a lot more and get more in tune with their emotions. Not saying you have to smoke, but I am saying that you shouldn't judge if you haven't tried it because you really don't understand.
@@RealShaggy nah i prefer liquor. it does for me what weed does for this guy
@@EfremCCTV why drink. you could do it sober
@@RealShaggy cause im an addict
i still listen to this beat
crazy bruh
alot of pain
Y'all don't know how long I've been looking for this BEAT THO!!
jailene corpes you bouta spit something on it?
Eway Jay lmaooo maybe!
jailene corpes Rip, I just heard about this and I found it in seconds
QuickBarz lmao and...
ChuxVersace wym?
Who here 2020 🌊🌊🔥🔥🔥
Yessir
Mo Money me lol
Me
Present
Ragein Gagein tf?
First time listening to the beat and love. Reminds me of my cousin that just past away recently.
I've been listening to ths beat that beat is to rl to heart felt not to catch emotions rather its good or bad place it takes u hands dwn...100% EPIC BEAT🔥🔥🔥🔥
Now on iTunes and Spotify!
BubbaGotBeatz cool and nice job
BubbaGotBeatz i don't see it on spotify
BubbaGotBeatz can't find it on Spotify
Search Ten Toes BubbaGotBeatz
BubbaGotBeatz what about google play 😭 #sharethelove
My mama really strong that's why I love her so much,
she would always pull through when life had got tough,I saw people bring her down,but she always got up,
she used to whoop me cuz I was bad,but she did it with love,that's my queen.
My mama really love me she said I'm the golden child,
I just say I love you,and I scream it loud,
imma shine like a light,imma make my mama proud,
Cuz I keep my head up and my TEN TOES DOWN.
Treven Mcfee emotional 😔😵
Ninja Gaming I appreciate you for looking at my lyrics💯💯
Treven Mcfee
Treven Mcfee
Treven Mcfee
Just the nostalgia coming up in the beat and lyrics in my head guess I’ll give it a try
This beat makes me think about a lot of things I love this beat
Ten toes, ten fingers, a silver spoon.
I had everything I ever needed coming out the womb.
But I couldn't be a man and
took that shit for granted,
now the ones that were there for me are disenchanted.
Now I'm in my early twenties with a bad back,
'cause I started picking up boxes, dropped my backpack.
But I'm try'na get my ass back on the fast track,
before the final curtain falls on my last act.
And my grandpa got diagnosed with leukemia,
I was hoping maybe one day, he would see me up
on stage behind a podium, in a cap and gown,
but raging was my opium, I was acting a clown.
I hope he leaves this earth being proud of me
but I don't believe I'm worth sticking around to see.
MrPlasmaNuke
MrPlasmaNuke nice man 👌🏼✊🏼
Yeah I diggin dat doe fr💪💯
MrPlasmaNuke oh shii 👀💦
MrPlasmaNuke are these your lyrics? or the original?
These days, kids will never know how much pain was on this beat😔🧡
Miss the old days
Im 13 basically a kid I understand I actually made my own song to this beat i cry real tears when i sing it tho cause it comes from the heart and i wish my life was different
Stfu pussy
@@MindfulnessMeditateManifest stfu your name is Connor💀😭😭😭
nah fr they will never understand the stories that came with this beat...
I love this comment fr. Cuz they absolutley have no idea these days the raw emotion that was into this beat by so many ppl. #tentoeschallenge
This gives me a nostalgic feeling... love this song. Makes my mind to focus.... bless the owner *my mind right now 😂😭😢☺️*
i know right now times be getting hard for us,
Bt all we gotta do is pray to the man above for this,
Nd I know I ain't helping with this attitude or foolishness
Bt I wantchu to know that i truly do appreciate all that you do
Cause when I be feeling my lowest Nd the tears keep rolling
You be right by my side helping me to keep going
Nd when I fuck up you pick me back up
On some real shit
aint never had nobody keep real the way you do
Taught me how to hustle for myself but most importantly, showed me how to never depend on any kinda man
Nd you is right momma
I seen it with my eyes
The way you work hard for my siblings Nd I
Now the love nd bond you share with us
you can't find tht shit nowhere else
I ain't tryna throw no shade on my father,
Cause he was there at times
Bt full credit to you cause you been ten toes down for us
Man I have listened to many types of beats for rap and hip hop... this one is just incredible. This producer needs to be famous asap because he really got the flow
Thanks fam! I'll continue to put my passion in this. Hopefully that'll come true.
is there an actual song to this beat
+Kayla Johnson look up 'praying for help' b
+Kayla Johnson Yes there is Trevion Alexender got a song on it
Breiner Zarate
You see everybody got a story to tell
Well here's mine
My pain's deep, I have been through hell
I managed to survive so I got a story to tell
Listen, I stand victorious
Make the sign of the cross
Look I'm here to be the voice for every friend I ever lost
Let me pray as I put together my hands
I've never been ashamed to tell you the person I am
When it comes to doing drugs, I have never been a rookie
But hold up, let me tell you about the places that they took me
I haven't showered, it's been possibly a week
And I'm so deep in a psychosis, impossible to speak
The coke is in my arm, now it's impossible sleep
My throat's numb, closed shut, so it's impossible to eat
Losing weight's a part of my daily routine
I always use against my will, just praying I was clean
So nod your head if you understand what I mean
When I was growing up I never thought that I would be a fiend, ever
My life's tumultuous, it's never getting better
Another abscess from my arm is getting severed
My exquisite vision, depiction of dereliction
Livid living conditions, malicious on a mission
All these Green-tree cops, look they all know me by my first name
Paramedics had to revive me this ain't a game
I worn the same clothes for like the last ten days
And look I want to do better but I don't know a different way
Completely all alone, I'm sitting in this room
I empty out the bags, brown liquid in the spoon
I have to do a lot, can no longer do a little
The water's been added, I place the cotton in the middle
I'm sucking every drop up into this plastic device
As I'm tying off, I'm trying to find a decent vein to strike
I shove it ever so gently up underneath my skin
As I'm pulling back the plunger till there's blood in the syringe
I push it in and try to drift away to heaven
But criminals like me that's never the place that we're headed
The guilt, shame, remorse and regret I never address
And I'm a mess from all this pain and this anguish
I'm filled with stress, overdoses,
I'm emotionally broken, this ain't a joke
I'm smoking on a Newport, I never have any hope
This is me, I'm feeling like I don't deserve more
I feel disgusted as I'm pushing on this burnt chore
Someone stole the vinegar in the midst of a black out
Another shooting gallery, another crack house
On the porch "Welcome To Hell" is on the floor mat
I'm glancing at my arms and all I ever see is sore tracks
I'm feeling filthy dirty needles with the orange cap
Peaking out the window, someone whispers "Lock the door latch"
We're blasting off, departing from this mothership
I look around as others search the carpet for another hit
Crest whitening strips and Mach 3's
I'm on a suicidal mission till these cops try to stop me
We boosted everyday selling steaks for half price
Any dream I ever had was shattered by glass pipes
Glass rose, devil got my in his lasso
Entered the gates of hell and I didn't even have a pass-code
I'm hard headed, I will never learn my lesson
You know the drill, commit a crime, and get arrested
The misery never ends, I spend another week in jail
I don't have friends, family never paid my bail
So I would withdrawal and kick on that concrete floor
I feel like I've had enough but my body is screaming "MORE"
The food is horrible, but I haven't eaten in days
No reason to call home cause I got nothing left to say
I'm tired of this jail, I don't ever want to see prison
Look I'm tired and exhausted from this life that I'm living
I would get a couple days clean, and say that I was done
But every time I got released I was back on the run
It's back to thieving, lying, robbing, and ripping, and running
These problems I don't solve them, I'm crippled and sick to my stomach
I hang with prostitutes and these deadly degenerates
I'm homeless for the moment, but that's really quite irrelevant
The only thing that matters in life is my next high
I got to be willing to change and give it my best try
I'm a servant and this heroin's my king
I'm feeling like a slave, as I dangle from these puppet strings
I'm just a marionette, I'm staring at death
As I am carrying regrets that are just tearing through my flesh
We're dealing with a topic we're so careless to neglect
We're dealing with a dilemma leaving every parent stressed
I'm so sick and tired though of being sick and tired
But then it finally happened, motivated by desire
I hit this point, I wanted to change, enough is enough
My efforts been exhausted and I'm tired of being stuck
My faith is never blind and my future I barely see
But overnight, was open minded I had this moment of clarity
So it begins and it's essential I believe
Cause if it worked for you, then it just has to work for me
Through all this pain, there's got to be a positive message
I talked about the past, now let's talk about the present
I'm no longer living that way, for me it's a blessing
But with one bad decision I am back in that obsession
In 03 was diagnosed with hepatitis C
I utilize the bad, it's always been the fuel for driving me
And then u ask me "Why do I give this my all?"
I'm not trying to see "Rest In peace" on my Facebook wall
I got clean in 05 and started rapping
I started touching lives, I never thought that this would happen
This shit today, trust me it isn't heroin
It's killing everybody and the comments are disparaging
No one cares or gives a fuck that I'm clean
For them another deadly overdose is just something to see
Look, I pay attention to every post that I read
As you are sitting there judging in front of your iPhone screen
Talking about these dying addicts and how they are worthless
And if they put a needle in their arm then they deserve it
But that's someone's Mother, someone's Uncle, someone's Daughter
And that's someone's Aunt, someone's Son and someone's Father
As I rap, this shit is giving me chills
And I am speaking off experience, that's how I know it's real
These ignorant motherfuckers will say it's not a disease
And look I really don't care, you can believe what you believe
I don't care to argue, I don't got to give you proof
Listen, I was taught you don't got to defend the truth
Incurable, progressive and fatal unless arrested
I'm expressing aggression with every sentiment confession
Once a junkie always a junkie, you're boring me
The last time I checked, there's one ultimate authority
I'm sick of these remarks and opinions from all these critics
Cause if you never lived it, then trust me you'll never get it
Be quite, you're not allowed to speak about it
If you've never lived it, then you're not allowed to speak about it
How often you forget,
the only time that you should ever open your mouth is to eat a dick
Everybody is dying it makes me sick
This isn't a epidemic, this is more like an apocalypse
So when I struggle, it's only right that I fight
And my experience recites on how that diamond saved my life
Look, you don't got a clue what I've been through
When I was at my worst you couldn't walk a mile in my shoes
I survived a lot, so it's only right that I smile
And I'm aware of my surroundings, I'm no longer in denial
I'm blown away by every message that I get
It gives me motivation, it's the only reason I never quit
We got to do this together, we must trust
There's no you, there's no me, there's just us
I'm doing this with courage, I'm doing this with pride
I'm doing this for every single friend that's ever died
I dedicate this song to anyone that's lost a loved one
So live your life cause tomorrow may never come
Be grateful for your past, embrace it, don't get embarrassed
Everyday there is more children growing up without their parents
I felt pain, look I'm not afraid to cry
My life changed once I was willing to try
I've been giving many chances now it's truly do or die
I'm doing what it takes so my daughter will never see me high
this is mad love it and is this a true story?
I luv and i respect yu much respect💕😔👌
Pray real hard and ask god to help you.god can turn life around.
You should rap it and upload it
This is insanely good!! Never stop fighting for the love of your family! Your daughter is lucky to have you as her father because you can always relate to her and understand when she comes in trouble. With your background you can guide her to success and it really needs a do or die hard work mentality to get clean from heroin. Live in peace my friend. God bless you
This beat went all around the world. Dudes in Nigeria in huts bumping this. Praise Jesus.
I’ve been looking for this song for YEARSSSSS I MEAN YEARS I FINALLY FOUND IT
*_2019 anyone?? I love this beat it’s so chill_*
I love how everyone in the comments is making up their own rap but I'm just here scrolling through the comments and I can't even say three words
Dyamond Trevino you said over 10 words
Just let come to
You
Hahhaha
Dyamond Trevino lol me
I haven’t heard this beat in a long time a now that I played it it made me feel a shorten type of way
I dont even be rapping to this...just love to think back to the time this came out and how much it meant and means to me now
Back in these days man, summer 2016❤️😭😭
mm ya
Ong
2021
Mannnn fr tho
*0:22*
*Dad I'm sorry that I don't really remember you, When you overdosed I was like 9*
Now look what you got into*
*All I really need in life is a father figure*
*And I need you dad I don't want another nigga*
*Only if you can walk and remember so we can do things*
*Imagine if you didn't overdose you could experience new things*
*Without you in my life I'm out here having mood swings*
*And me and my brothers are just experiencing pain*
*We miss having you in our lives dad without you we been living plain*
*Look what happened to the family now we falling apart*
*Mom broke bad job we wish you could just be a part*
*Help me in life show me how to be a* *man*
*I have faith in you dad, even though u never can damn*
*Broke most my life*
*We starved and we struggled but we survived*
*I'm sorry I sound bogus but I hate the way I'm livin life*
*But if you just never overdosed we'd all livin right...*
This is deep sorry for your loss 😞
ME 2 IM SOSO SORRY U LOST UR DAD
Highlight Kingdom to
Thanks y'all, that's wassup 🙏
I jus need to get a mic
Whose here in 2024
Me
I just farted
Bout to make a song now for this shit😂📌
Me
@@luhicyyy3086 3 days is crazy, what's the chances, just stubbled across this beat now, shi crazy.
I swear hear these rappers they rapping just like they know
What it’s like to light a candle
And spend the night in the cold
I was talking to this girl and things just started changing
Maybe it was my fault, sorry that I'm impatient
But you're the girl of my dreams straight out my imagination
Left me high and dry making it hard to be complacent
So what we're not the same? There's beauty when things contrast
I wanted to be more than friends and things were different when I asked
About what me and you could be
And how I was ready for something real
And then you dropped me like it's nothing and sent me right into my feels
You could've had the world and anything that you wanted
You would've been my trophy that I couldn't help but flaunt it
I would've given you my all and made sure to see it through
But you threw it all away left me sicker than any flu
Things might be different if you had my point of view
You're just like any other girl, giving me deja vu
You claim you want a good guy, you know, a true gentleman
And I took the challenge, tried to give you something genuine
Maybe a bit feminine, show off my sentiment
Give you everything you want, blow a few benjamins
But all that you could see was that you wasn't feelin it
fireeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Chandler Smith who
Aye thanks man, I might be posting a video soon, watch out for it.
Chandler Smith fire🖒🖒🔥🔥
wow
2k19 still here
Thankyou for this instrumental bubba :) ur my bubs now :)
This for everyone in 2022 still keeping 10 toes down through this pandemic 💯👌
To think that even an "Instrumental" beat like this, made for Hip Hop/Rap.Would have such an emotional power behind it. It feels like I can feel the emotions the creator went through. Its crazy, yet amazing!
Thanks fam!
ItsIvaan I love your mind 😍
somer burtsell Tbh, even im surprised that i could even make such a comment like that. Maybe the beats just got me :) But thank you!
ItsIvaan I herd this beat and felt it go through my soul
“Uhh listen”
“Ayy look”
Yea, aye, ok, bitch
@@HopeFpsYT ight, yuh
Uh, yeah. What. Let's go
Yea.. lets go.. lets get it.. ima show you right here.. aye listen..
Uh, yuh.. skrrt prrt yuh ayy
Man as a OTR Trucker, this song made me find solitude instead of loneliness…Thanks my guy
I swear some people never want to see you succeed they would rather see you crumble and fall and when you do they keep bringing it up and tell you your never gonna make it so show them haters wrong and keep grinding and keep it pushing if you need to cut them out your life because they toxic go ahead and do that and don't care what a hater is gonna say because all they wanna do is drag you down so be a king and pick up your crown
Could listen to this beat ALL day
💪
same
Ari Aleigha same
Who else trying to rap this beat
I’madonut8 Totally diva me lol
I’madonut8 Totally diva right! Even me as a producer lol
I’madonut8 Totally diva me
I’madonut8 Totally diva right here it was a fail😂😂
Me lmfao
When I listen I think of all the pain I went through and what I’m going through now
Legendary beat bro😭
this song just says pain. like somehow the beat is a sound of pain and it's beautiful.
Thanks!
Cristian Rod
You described it perfectly
Gaara Kazekage :)
BubbaGotBeatz thank you for the amazing beat :)
0:22 -I wondered everyday why my smile went away,
but then I remembered it was cuz you never stayed,
I used to cry because to my face you always lied, saying you're with your friends when you're really with your side,
but then it hit me you just played me, saying that you love me when it's not even a maybe,
you think you broke me by hurting all my feelings, you think that I'm laying in bed staring at the ceiling,
0:46-but no you thought wrong, you thought you hurt me? by taking all my feelings and doing me dirty?
that's actually pretty funny you thought you did the damage, but you actually did nothing you just created a bandage,
to all my old scars you made them fresh, making me realize that you wasn't the best,
so I knew this couldn't go on any longer, I knew what I had to do in order to feel stronger,
cuz you only made me weak, making me fail, making me fall to my knees, making it feel like hell,
so I put an end to it I told you I was done, but then you started laughing saying that it never begun..
koko kassandra u killed this
koko kassandra good rap
Fire bro
koko kassandra oml that's good. Also so sorry
koko kassandra can I use the end for my song
damn good days man.. listening to this today january 8 2024 doesnt feel the same fr
😢😢😢 Everytime i play this instrumental i cry my heart and soul out to god 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i love this beat is the greatest beat for eternity
ME AND MY FRIENDS REALLY THOUGHT WE COULD RAP WHEN THIS CHALLENGE CAME OUT😂😂😂😂😂 im so glad them days are overrrrrr
Don't want no pity nor no sorrow been through a lot of shit but was always looking forward to tomorrow when my grandma passed away I knew that was the day it was it it was over cuz I knew my whole world was Underground always said Taysha walk with your head held high but the day she died I give up on life every time I felt alone I wish I had you with me daily you taught me how to be a lady since you've been gone I've been going crazy but you know when is bad I know it's going to get better cuz I'll always have you in my heart forever and ever .....I love you nana ❤🙏
Rapping back to back is really what made me driving thru the city in my mercaedies
You can feel the pain in this beat. No other has come close since.
I don't know if this is still relevant at all but I wrote this, it's called Happy Father's Day.
This has always been my least favorite day of the year,
I can't deal with it now that you're not here.
Whenever someone asks "Hey where is your Father?"
My eyes immediately start to fill up with water.
I try to choke out a single word to say,
But I always end up crying and running away.
I hide in the bathroom and I lock the door,
Then I just start sobbing and I fall down to the floor.
I look up to the sky and I start to pray,
"Dear God, why'd you let them take him away?"
I'm reminiscing and thinking about all the fun times that we had,
Back to the days when I could say "I love you dad"
I was so young and happy, running and playing at the park
Now I'm sitting here alone, crying and falling apart.
All these words are just an attempt to try to explain
what I'm feeling inside, to release the pain.
Everyday I wish that I could just give you a call,
But they just erased you from my life, yeah they built up a wall
I don't deserve this at all, no it's just not fair
No one else understands or they don't even care
But I'm promising you dad, even though you're far away, that someday I'll be there to say,
Happy Father's Day.
(Thanks for reading ❤️)
Also, just in case anyone's wondering, My dad was involved in my life until I was about 10, and around then I wasn't allowed to see him anymore because my parents hate each other. After a few years I couldn't talk to him on the phone anymore. I think he's still alive but I'm not sure.
Edit: If anyone wants to rap this, I'm actually really flattered and I'd love for it to be shared. It'd be appreciated if you could give me credit though ❤️
💯🔥🔥
@XCubbyBeachX My dad's still alive, but my parents were never married so I don't get to see or talk to him anymore. I'm really sorry for your loss though
@XCubbyBeachX Thanks!
Best lyrics so far
@@z12weed Aw thank you so much ❤️
this beat makes u wanna cry if u get into it real deep
kenneth sanders it really does
Damn I finally found this legendary ass beat
Beat crazy addicting
2k20 still here 🤘🏽😭 this is fr a vibe 🥺
Im here. I love this beat bcs i have lots of things to rap abt from my past and im only 14. And my mama say kids dont stress. Tuh back in yall days kids didnt stress
@Janiyah Sanders-Jones yess i swearrr
Fuck 2k
Ye
🔥STRAIGHT BARS HUMMIES🔥
Yea i may be young but ik how love feels
When he says ur his forever and u thought that it was real
When u sat and cried at night and wiped away plenty of tears
When having a broken heart was one of ur many fears
With no one to talk to, wishin the pain would go away
When u haven't left ur room in somewhere around 2 days
I should've known that he was fake and she was faker
And he wonder why all his exes call him a "heart breaker"
I swear that bitch shady as fuck
U aint my fkin friend
Real friends wouldnt do that
So its time for this to end
U played me like a game, aint even gon say no names
U know who tf u is
Thats all i need to say
Gotta stay away from fakes, gotta stay away from love
Go to school, gotta learn and get my bread up
Ima make it far in this world, u gon see
And when i make it there, dont try to come talk to me
Gotta keep my head up or my crown might fall
Gotta stay strong and stand tall
To the haters: fuck em all
Head high, 2 feet on the ground, and my 10 toes down
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IF U READ ALL THIS, GOD BLESS UR SOUL. im only 13 so yea...i tried
Keke Simon oml killed that
Tayanna Patrick thanks 💙
hellory thanks💓
yeah i might be 11 but ik how love feels
He told me that i was his forever and thought that it was real
i sat n cried at night wiping away plenty of tears
When having a broken heart was one of many of my fears
Damn B I see ur really fucking smart
u told me dat u were worried i was gonna leave and break ur heart
yeah u got me feelin bad
n made me do things by hiting me with the lines "if u really cared"
see u got me playin victim from the start
I didnt know this was a game, if i did, i wouldnt have let my guard down
U ruined my life for good
I had no one to talk to
wish the pain would go away
Wish i got back the love,care, n trust that i once used to have
Damn the agony
it really hurt knowing that my bestfriend was one of his hoes
i should've know that he was a fake n she was a faker
And he wondered y all his ex's called him a "heart breaker"
That bitch was shady asf
U aint my friend
Real friends wouldn't do that
I hope u feel accomplished
u made me cry n depressed
Ive became a cutter
lifes throwing bullets
N ive got holes in my heart
im trynna heal
I hope u feel this pain one day
i hope karma gets u bc that bitch really owes me one
I tried tellin all the gurls ur a hit n run
but these chicks r blind they call u cute n fly.
well i aint lettin dis put me down
ive set goals to achieve
ima make it far
n when i make it there dont try to come talk to me
gotta keep my head up or my crown might fall
gotta stay strong and stand tall
to the haters: fuck em all
head high, 2 feet down,and my ten toes on the ground ❤️️❤️️❤️️
Skylar Chimbay awesome😁👌
Dis my first ever beat i put in my playlist
My Guy!
I still sit and cry to this beat rapping about this I go through !
Z . . . Z . Z.
0:23
I was born into the struggle,
Life started gettin harder
I'd never guess when I was 3 that I would lose my father
But there's always a purpose,
Cuz he was bein abusive
We decided to leave the next time that he knocked her tooth in,
We ended up in california, with another dude
He was pretty cool ya everything was goin smooth
But I was probably 9 when I started to notice signs
I was gettin lost couldn't find my way through the vines
0:46
But he never helped, he just went and he grabbed the belt
Never asked me how I felt, he just have me welts
Edit:
Tired of being on my own for so fuckin long
Had to go and realize that I was not alone
My mom was by my side, and she was so damn strong
If I could see him one more time I'd put one in his dome
Wish I could tell you this a prank but it aint home alone
This hits so deep I had to put it all into a song
My grandpa died today and it really hurt
Stressing so much with work that imma go bezerk
But we made the come up, shout out polo g
I know he's the realest rapper that I've ever seen
I miss my uncle Ken he's also deceased
If I could hear him one more time he'd tell me imma beast
Why did they have to leave why couldn't they have stayed stayed
If they were here I wouldn't have to shed these years today
Come back grandpa for I drink all these beers away
I'm not an alchoholic don't make me face all my fears today
Come back Kenny for I drink all these beers away
I'm not an alcoholic don't make me face all my fears today
LONG PAUSE-------
1:56
I hope your ok
@@herb2real I'm 👍 thanks
Pls pls pls continue it it really says a lot
@@braelynelashae8136 ok I will continue it, you know what's crazy bro, I'm only 14. I really appreciate all of the support
@@braelynelashae8136 i also subbed btw
This is something I wanna be I really really hope that my Grandfather is proud of me. He died from before I could even tell him I love him. Shxt was sad so I kept grinding over the summer. It was rough only got two of em left. Imma be the one who help if nobody was there. Grand dad I love you I hope you looking at this. Imma be up in Heaven with you and family and shxt. I'm ten toes for my family gotta stay strong. Cuzz if AIN'T nobody with ME shxt imma stand ALONE. Seen my friend get jumped by homies and shxt. I found out he was battling and took his last breathe and shxt. This worlds tough. More than tough shxt it's rough. It's not a movie this is a real life matter. You better listen while you climbing up the ladder.
Clamp God Jay Real Shit
+trilla k Thanks Bro
Clamp God Jay 💯
Banana Clips love it
+Miriam Libokmeto Thanks
Bro that shit is deep keep doing ya the thing alot of love for this one
Big up ShamNYC
start @0:24
i'm sorry Gmama for everything I put you threw
now u gone and I'm sitting up here missing you
out of no where u disappeared out the blue
I aint say my goodbyes or give my last kiss to you 2x
I'm sitting in my room, yea I'm all alone/Thinking about you gmama and listening to sad songs/Why you have to leave Why did god call you home/I try calling him but he don't never pick up the phone/Now that you gone I gotta step up my grind/Focus up in school, books on my mind/Fuck these lul girls cause I ain't really got time/When I found out u was gone I couldn't do nun but start crying/GMama please, Why u have to leave/Finding out god called u home stung me like a bee/ u left me with two lul brothers that I gotta feed/ gmama I'm not ready for that I'm only 17/ Still up in school and I'm working to/ Man this shit hard coming home not seeing u/ With having dinner ready, a table full of food/ I appreciate that gmama and the things u used to do
Now I gotta grow up/Grow up real fast/Cause I'm finna put my childish days in the past/ Now I'm a successful man because you stayed on my ass/ Told me to stop playing and pay attention up in class/ And that's wat I did, Yea mama I graduated / But it's sad because you not here to congratulate me/ I'm going to the national guards/ Yea I'm living my dream/ You was my #1 supporter, You was the realest on my team/ Now that u gone/ Ion know wat to do/ I'll sell my soul to the devil to bring u back if I had to/ It could of been anybody Why he had to choose u/ jaylon and tay yea they doing good up in school/ mama come back, please we miss you/ we been crying all day so we ran out of tissue/ We use to walk to the store/ You had yo gun in yo purse/ I feel like I'm in hell now/ that he took you off this earth/I was acting a fool up in school/ yea a fucking clown/ u was my mama and my daddy/ u deserve a crown/ Now I'm walking round mad/ At the whole fucking town/ But ima keep u in my heart/ Standing ten toes down.
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this hit my heart i fuck with this 💯👌
Javaugn Leslie thx
TeAira Allen thx
reading this made me cry ): keep your head high
I wish I knew how to rap😂😭 this beat is fire🔥
Stephanie Torres you should go check out my raps lil alex mr wrong and make sure to subscribe to my channel
funny cuz I wish I knew how to rap
Stephanie Torres i know how to sing but i can't rap that's why I like so gone better
Did you check my channel and ahh its pretty easy
Stephanie Torres i can I just need to get bats
2021 still rapping to this bad ass beat!
This beat makes me 😭 I get in my feelings
i rap off this beat for thanksgiving but forgot to put it on TH-cam,my family was like i need an contract.ten toe the best
i need an like'
😳Hi this is my story time to attempt this challenge but it's not really.
I have a lot to say a lot has happened listen to my words.And try to imagine
0:23 Sometimes I really hate myself
Sometimes I wish I could change myself
Life is a question and death is the answer
It's mad how death always manifests in the weirdest ways behind my smile there's years of pain self hatred ingrained miseducating my brain.
Behind my smile is a very flawed human being all the things I've seen mum I kept between you and me.mum what do you believe in truth or freedom because all the things you've done to me and I still don't know the reason .
Please tell me.Theres different ways of worship but there's only 1god.And mum I might not be your birth kid but we all deserve love.
Mum to this very day I am lost and I am so confused.Living with a decade of physical abuse from you and it's made me ill.
We know they weren't all my problems we have them genetically too my birth parents and all my siblings have this complexity too but mum.
Execcisive domestic violence techniqually been the reason I've lost my identity too and you know what you did
And it hurts you could hurt a kid I shouldn't have lived like I did
And now I'm living like this.Havent left my house for a whole month .Severe social anxiety and we know I've got autism too and so my vunrability is through the roof and you know I stay in my room and that I haven't been to school nearly 4years now because my anxiety is that high and we know I've been in care because of this 5times but I want live with you even though this abuse started when I was 2 and finished when I was 12 because that's me that's all I knew
And I don't deal well with going to new places seeing new faces and looking at people in the eyes because inside I am damaged and it's not hard to hide I'm extremely sensitive too so I burst out crying
And I have to take medication for my problems and my psychiatrist doesn't know my past she doesn't know when you beat me with a cricket bat and sticks and metal bars
And I know it wasn't as a punishment I know you enjoyed it because when I cried you used to say I loved being beaten or I would shut the fuck up.True I must've loved it or I would've just stopped but you would've just beat me like you always did mum
And now I know it's because me and my sister Frances who were adopted by you we weren't your son who died age one.We weren't him so you hated us of course you did you needed help and therapy because you weren't over your son you were still damaged when you adopted two girls
But I wanu live with you even though this abuse started when I was 2 and finished when I was 12 because this is me that's all I knew and I don't
Deal well with going to new places seeing new faces and looking at people in the eyes
Because inside I am damaged and it's not hard to hide
I'm extremely sensitive to I
Just burst out crying
And I have to take medication for my problems and my psychiatrist doesn't know my past she doesn't know when you beat me with a cricket bat and sticks and metal bars
And I know it wasn't as a punishment I no you enjoyed it
Because when I cried
You used to say I loved being beaten or I would
Shut the fuck up
Makes sense I must of loved it or I would've just stopped
But you would've just beat me
Like you always did mum
And told me you'd splatter my brains and blood on the walls with a hammer and called me a whore at the age of 8
I remember it all and now I know it's because me and my sister Frances who were adopted by you we weren't your son who died aged 1
We weren't him so you hated us of course you did .You needed help and therapy because you weren't over your son you were still damaged when you adopted two girls.And my sisters in care because when she was 13 she finally faut back as a self defence mechanism to make sense of the past tense.she has her own problems now because of your offence acts of violence projected on little kids.So it's hard to know what love is because you did what you did.
star toad XD potato-girl9. This is good!!
So sad
ReNita Washington
That's okay :)
You can use it
I recently heard this beat and like it.
2022 n still recording over this shii don't get old
this song is sad 😔 and something that's get in your heart ♥
yes
What song is this
Ik it make me think of my grandma
lorena rodiguez k
Frfr
I had to hustle
get on out that struggle
and I still remained humble
cause them streets was like a jungle
growing up in my neighborhood
I had to stay off the streets
cause I remember times I barely had anything to eat
yeah i remember times I ain't had nowhere to sleep
it was time to start grinding cause I had goals I wanted to reach
yeah .
I couldn't depend on nobody ,
I had to hold it down
cause when I needed a favor ,
there was no one around
except for my brother ,
my cousin, my aunt , and my mother
we was all struggling we had to help each other .
dinner on a plate ,
we ain't see that everyday
those nights I had to pray
pray for better days .
better days , better days , in a better place
those days were soon to come in just had to wait .
( never did this before 😂 tried it just for fun 😌)
monilove 1 this is just like life when I was 5
monilove
monilove 1 dope
monilove 1 UI
that's dope bro
This is so bumpin
“how you telling me you love me but don’t know what love is man fuck this”💀💀💀
Wasted all my time on this dumb chick that I'm done with
I got you bro. #BRINGBACKTENTOES
yo who else freestyles, writes raps or songs, and attempts to freestyle to this amazing beat...I listen to it every morning on the way to school thinking I will be something.
Ethan Perrin same man. keep ya head up and keep trying. you'll make it big one day
Thanks yo.
please bring tegdvdvdvwfwfg
we will keep your eyes and me mouth see meoy keonte
Ò😅😅😊o😅po😅ollo😅
good golly this brings back memories....
This beat go hard ❤
i love how you put in there , "why didn't you pay for this beat tho"
It has been years since I listened to this 2017-2018-2019-2020!!!
💪👍👌 can't get much better.. love it 💯
Who still remembers this since around 2017 😩😩😩😩
I just sitting here scrolling down the comments tryna rap using other people's lyrics😂
Lol
🤣same
same
Lmao I was doing the same😂
It worked damn
Here 5 years later remember we used to freestyle off this
Back in 2016 when 🥷s was heartbroken & shxttt😹😹
Who ever made this beat is the worlds best at making beats✔💯💎
😄
I did
This beat fucking blows it’s literally an off key piano and a weird moan mixed terribly. This is what I have nightmares about
LIL DOLLAZ 77777
BubbaGotBeats !!
*Thumbs up* if you think Kodak Black would kill this challenge!?
BubbaGotBeatz FR Bruh I was dead thinking the same while I read your comment #FreeKodak
BubbaGotBeatz too be honest, this beat will make a nigga realize the world, bring out emotions and make you look at all the shit that happened in the past. I don't know why, but this song is it.
Tupac if u r out there, like this too let me let me know that this beat will be wrote in seconds.
BubbaGotBeatz yo this is sick
datwayyy!!
jayden