Bryce Savage - Inside Her Head (Lyrics) "and she lives inside of her head"

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  • Inside Her Head Lyrics - www.lyricsonly...
    And she lives inside of her head
    Thoughts are stuck on loop while she’s lying in bed
    And she had to learn to forgive
    Cuz she’s been through some things that are hard to forget
    She just wanna be left in her room alone
    She’s so tired of looking at things on her phone
    The noise gets too loud when she’s the only one home
    And she just wanna let go, she just wanna let go
    And she’s got
    Those eyes
    Filled up
    So bright
    She dreams
    She fights
    She hates
    Long nights
    Her thoughts
    They hurt
    Imagery of the worst
    So she tries
    At night
    To work through it inside
    And she lives inside of her head
    Thoughts are stuck on loop while she’s lying in bed
    And she had to learn to forgive
    Cuz she’s been through some things that are hard to forget
    Baby don’t let go
    You can make it out of the darkness oh
    Cuz you got a good soul
    Don’t let anybody take it from you no
    I know it gets hard tho
    But what’re all the highs without all the lows
    The devil never says no
    So push away the thoughts that make you wanna let go
    She shouts out, but there’s nobody around for the sound
    To hear now, she can feel her heart beating it pounds
    She’s held down, stuck in bed, while the demon surrounds
    A silhouette of the thing she fears the most it surmounts
    Her mind is filled with things
    That she can’t seem to forget
    She wants to spread her wings
    So she had to learn to forgive
    Herself for everything
    That happened to her back then
    It took some time to be
    Comfortable in her skin
    And she lives inside of her head
    Thoughts are stuck on loop while she’s lying in bed
    And she had to learn to forgive
    Cuz she’s been through some things that are hard to forget
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ความคิดเห็น • 368

  • @BangersOnly
    @BangersOnly  2 ปีที่แล้ว +200

    was super excited for this one from Bryce to drop! Have had the line she lives inside of her head ringing in my ears since I heard the snippet a week or so ago. Hope you all love this one :)

  • @cravahope2535
    @cravahope2535 ปีที่แล้ว +548

    For anyone reading this who relates to these lyrics. You're not alone. I see you. And I am sending you my love.

    • @macymcgee6074
      @macymcgee6074 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Same back to you!! We got this 🤞🏼

    • @kiraserpas2870
      @kiraserpas2870 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Same back to you! We’ve been through so much but we’re still here fighting!! ❤ sending love and hugs!

    • @ferielbouchrafadel236
      @ferielbouchrafadel236 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Same back to you ❤️

    • @tiffanyhurst8305
      @tiffanyhurst8305 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank you so sweet

    • @haileyyoung3354
      @haileyyoung3354 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thank you ❤ I see you too

  • @ashleighcorssen3638
    @ashleighcorssen3638 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I can’t stop crying.

  • @HighHopeOutCast
    @HighHopeOutCast 2 ปีที่แล้ว +60

    My gf sent me this song and all I can do is love her more I felt like I got to see something from her perspective with this song and I love her so much more she is amazing ❤️

    • @jessiwyse9486
      @jessiwyse9486 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Ha I sent it to mine and all he said was it sucked, she’s a lucky girl

    • @tiffanyhurst8305
      @tiffanyhurst8305 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Awwe

    • @GiraffeMom-qp4bb
      @GiraffeMom-qp4bb 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      🥹🥹🥹

  • @makailahall4168
    @makailahall4168 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I am crying. Feel like I’ve just talked to myself. I ate at this is me 100% but I love that there’s something that relates to me so well.

  • @ashtn7136
    @ashtn7136 14 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I love the song

  • @brookebyler9537
    @brookebyler9537 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    💯 facts

  • @gwenmartin5910
    @gwenmartin5910 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    "She wants to spread her wings...."

  • @AsterikSaturn-pd6gr
    @AsterikSaturn-pd6gr 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Love it! Thank you for getting me through one of those “fight through the night” never ending lonely nights. 🥺😢🫣

  • @amandanavarro63
    @amandanavarro63 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Repeat to memorize love this

  • @preston-victoriataylor1666
    @preston-victoriataylor1666 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow almost like they know my life

  • @tiffanytitus0719
    @tiffanytitus0719 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    ❤️‍🩹

  • @cherylgilbeau-braun502
    @cherylgilbeau-braun502 ปีที่แล้ว +131

    This song cuts deep. Can't believe I've never heard it before. Makes me cry hysterically yet I love it so much. Woman like me who can relate to the words are probably just as shocked as Iam that any man could sing this song with so much heart. Most just don't get it let alone understand. Great job! This is beautiful!

  • @gothic_wolfy_4202
    @gothic_wolfy_4202 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    If this doesn't describe my PTSD, Depression & Anxiety perfectly then I don't know what does

  • @emilycoburn43
    @emilycoburn43 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    As an SA and a R*** survivor. 😔This song means a lot to me. Thank you ❤

    • @brookexp4710
      @brookexp4710 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same here ❤

    • @TraumaRex
      @TraumaRex 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      If you
      I'll send you bail money.

    • @wendydewitt5288
      @wendydewitt5288 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Same here ❤

  • @kelseycrider329
    @kelseycrider329 2 ปีที่แล้ว +231

    GOD I've never related so much to a song. I've been through a lot and never felt understood. Just told to "move on, get over it, it's in the past" but people don't know the hurt of what happened. They don't know the choices I had to make, the countless nightmares... It's haunting.

    • @jessicashelton3314
      @jessicashelton3314 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I feel the same way

    • @samanthajacobs3769
      @samanthajacobs3769 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I get that!!!! My dad and ex boyfriend were the worst to tell me “to get over it.” And it hurts worse hearing that bc then you beat yourself up over it bc you feel like you should be over it but it just something that will be with you forever and no one ever gets that

    • @gracefarmer7873
      @gracefarmer7873 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Whoever you are... Please know i feel the same... Never understood... People apply false assumptions to my character... Just cuz I'm different.... Love yo all those strange isolated Beauties out there ❤️💯

    • @savannawinn2686
      @savannawinn2686 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Stay strong 🥰 there's people that do understand, never exactly cause that's you girl but we relate. Idk you but I felt the need to comment on your post, I never do that! So I took it as a sign. I've learned some people just understand what it's like to feel sad, this type anyhow. So they act like it's nothing while we drown within ourselves. 💙 they'll nevenever understand.

    • @ghandihasanar5590
      @ghandihasanar5590 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ya for real nobody cares I gotta be stronger

  • @sierraabke8785
    @sierraabke8785 2 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    Listened to the whole song and started crying on the first verse. I felt connected to this song and feel it on a deeply emotional level

    • @gordonlightfoothinkle9560
      @gordonlightfoothinkle9560 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I feel exactly the same finally my feelings are brought to words maybe I can get out of my head been here way to long years Imm almost 54 years old .

  • @kaitlynbecker7833
    @kaitlynbecker7833 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

    Anyone else feels like this song was made for them? Honestly I’m getting chills. Stress and anxiety consumes me daily and I don’t know how to cope. It’s nice to hear something that makes me feel less alone. I’m sitting in my bathroom playing this sitting Indian style. I have a drink in front of me just watching the lyrics continuously scroll. Just feels so relaxing.

  • @ronda9317
    @ronda9317 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    This is definitely a song God was sending me today just a reminder and forgiving is so much better then hanging on to it.
    Thank you Lord, for waking me up.

  • @kanedramclean-moore9357
    @kanedramclean-moore9357 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I fucking love this song!!! Juice Wrld vibes ❤️

  • @westa1762
    @westa1762 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I can relate at times, said every single person whose ever existed in the history of life

  • @hesvara33
    @hesvara33 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    It's August 2022 🥀 let's see how many legend and fans are still listening to this masterpiece....💖💖💛

  • @sersitc
    @sersitc 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    I'm typically not one to comment.. but wow did this song hit in a spot for what it's somewhat like in my day to day struggle. All I want to do is scream. Love to all, every one is going through their own stuff. Hope you're all alright.

  • @hzesmk
    @hzesmk ปีที่แล้ว +25

    I'm a guy and this resonates so heavily with me. I usually only listen to Metal, Deathcore etc. But this song hit me like a brick wall. I wish I understood the things I go through.

    • @endtimesentertainment4564
      @endtimesentertainment4564 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Def with you man this song is so deep

    • @kaketravel7149
      @kaketravel7149 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I listen to all music but drifted to metal and soothed my chaos. This song came on my feed…. For a reason…… I felt alone. I am not.

  • @kathrinen3834
    @kathrinen3834 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    I’m so deep in depression that I literally can’t breathe or explains what is happening on the inside. I’m sending this song out link by link to people I love and cherish because I don’t know how to speak anymore. I’ll get there and things will get better one day, but at this moment, this is my song and my way of communicating. Thank you ❤️

    • @deniseroberson7541
      @deniseroberson7541 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      As a fellow person with depression, I would also like to recommend the band “Citizen Soldiers”. One of the main artists I had albums on repeat during the deepest parts of my depression.
      Being able to relate your issues with someone else’s issues makes you feel less crazy and that you WILL actually get through it, in due time.

    • @StephanieWallace-t6x
      @StephanieWallace-t6x 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I can relate to what you've just said I find music sometimes is far easier to express how I'm feeling dropping my mask seems impossible sometimes though

  • @AllisonUlmer
    @AllisonUlmer 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I’m currently going through depression, and the disappearance of my first cat is what sent me overboard. I keep going over and over what I could have done to have changed things, it feels like it’s my fault she’s gone. I haven’t gotten closure, and I think that’s why it’s rough. I am finally able to see pictures and videos of her but I still cry when I do- when it first happened I couldn’t see any picture. It feels like my heart is breaking. I don’t have kids, and she was my first baby. 😢 It’s hard to sleep at night, I call my other cats her sometimes and it hits me like a rock. I’m glad this song exsists. Much love

  • @SocharicGaming
    @SocharicGaming 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    It's August 2022 ! let's see how many legend and fans are stills listening to this masterpiece....💛💚💫〽️

  • @montannacochran8525
    @montannacochran8525 2 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Sooo good❤️ Makes me want to go cry in the rain, scream my lungs out, and smash shit all at once!!!

    • @oleskool4lyfe863
      @oleskool4lyfe863 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I truly understand this feeling mental health cptsd sucks keep ya head up friend your never alone I promise 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

    • @beautifulpr21
      @beautifulpr21 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I feel the same thing.

  • @suhasinp
    @suhasinp ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thank you for expressing what I can't express to myself.

  • @angie_miki
    @angie_miki ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Omgg i have 1 year suffering from anxiety , panic attacks , depression This Song Is Peace To My Hears 😞 Sad (Understandable) Not Sad that would make me feel more depress 😩❤️

  • @tab2635
    @tab2635 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thks it's just nice to know that I'm not the only one who is going through this or something like this 😢

  • @vargas88sv
    @vargas88sv 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Yes!. I love it. Almost seems like this song was written about me😅😭. Thanks for the release!. I’ve been waiting days for it🙂

  • @zuleimagranado8625
    @zuleimagranado8625 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    The part “comfortable in her skin again” had me loosing my shit.

  • @dylanbennett1195
    @dylanbennett1195 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I love how he did that
    it took some time to be comfortable in her skin how he builds it up

  • @ZambiefiedGal
    @ZambiefiedGal 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    If you couldn't get up off the floor today or outta bed.. but still did your best to stay alive. Props to you man I'm proud. You should know I'm fucking proud of you.. I love you guys. Give urself the compassion

  • @lovelyy_mya
    @lovelyy_mya 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Songs like this keep me alive..

  • @hollymiller4926
    @hollymiller4926 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Thank you. I needed to hear that today.

  • @lyndseyhoying1685
    @lyndseyhoying1685 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    This song helps me get out the words that are so very hard to say or even show. I feel so understood while listening to this song and I feel a sense of comfort while listening to this and it feels amazing. ❤️🤞🏼🥺

  • @tavlorsversion
    @tavlorsversion 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Got this one on loop today. Thanks for a great song. Found you on TikTok and couldn't get this outta my head.

  • @eevee7521
    @eevee7521 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I’m ballllling my eyes because of how much it resonates with me😭😭🥺🥺 I feel so comforted listening to this song..just wow💕😮‍💨

  • @isaacnoe12lh
    @isaacnoe12lh ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This speaks what my soul won't let me say out loud

  • @jessicapinkley1127
    @jessicapinkley1127 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This is unbelievable!!! I am a music nut I listen to everything and just like everyone else has commented I have never related to a song so much in my life ! I’d swear it was written for me if I knew him personally lmao! Bryce savage u are something else! I lost my husband to brain cancer at the age of 26 right after we had our daughter. Then I lost my mom on the very same day I lost my husband just years later… crazy strange! And now unfortunately my little brother was murdered ! I can’t catch a break ! Just wanted to let you know your lyrics touch souls of very special people…. This is so spot on it’s like u live in my head lol beautiful!!!!!!! Thank you!!! This is the best song u have written in my opinion and should be at the top of charts!

  • @noneyabeeznez
    @noneyabeeznez ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Accidentally stumbled onto this.
    I'm 47 I've lived this way my entire life. And the trauma just grows and grows. All the people that give up on me walk out on me tell me to get over it. There's just some things that just can't be forgotten. I still feel them on my skin I can't even enjoy intamcy. And every single cruel thing any one has ever said to swims in my brain I'm constantly on edge I've been accused idk how many times of being on drugs even though I'm not and never was. Everyone turns on you eventually, Everyone abandons you because they think you're choosing to be this way it's the most lonely existence in the world. And it's all because some creeps decided to take a piece of you. I'm angry so fucking angry that my ears start to ring.

    • @beautifulpr21
      @beautifulpr21 ปีที่แล้ว

      I know exactly what you are saying cause I live it every day since birth. I just want the pain to end but it becomes stronger each day I live in this earth. I cannot escape the past traumas in my life.

    • @suhasinp
      @suhasinp ปีที่แล้ว

      Try and do ayuhuasca

    • @jazminemackney8024
      @jazminemackney8024 ปีที่แล้ว

      You're not alone I relate to what you said blue

  • @untamablegirl
    @untamablegirl ปีที่แล้ว +11

    This had my soul screaming! Felt like this was from the plot of my life. Man, you nailed this!

  • @Turtle.D
    @Turtle.D ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Absolutely 💯 love this song ...I relate so much! This year's been so hard ..I didn't think I'd come back this time...but here I am .....one day at a time ♡ ❤️

  • @rachelwatson4889
    @rachelwatson4889 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I'm lying in bed it's 12 pm where I'm at, I just found this song and I can't wait to play this an scream to it tomorrow. I love this so much

  • @chloeblue7708
    @chloeblue7708 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    I'm obsessed with this song I have ptsd from being trafficked so I'm stuck on this repeat. It's so good!

  • @TWDDAILY
    @TWDDAILY ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Hurts 🤕 as a man. That's deep.

  • @BreannaPalo
    @BreannaPalo 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Wow I was so lead to this song. Hearing it the first time, I felt like it was about me to every exact word and detail, feelings and emotions, and everything that just flowed in and through me with this was like WOW
    This is me

  • @Lildino6
    @Lildino6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm writing this comment so when 1 person likes it I will remind of this beautiful song

  • @paige.h1212
    @paige.h1212 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Just found your music. This song is my favorite so far and relatable for me. I've been listening to it on repeat.

  • @Devonebell12345
    @Devonebell12345 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This song touched my heart in places I thought I had buried beep enough. It hurt but felt so good to see someone understands. This song shows me that someone really understands. It's so fkn hard. Thank you for this song.

  • @bigmoney_diva
    @bigmoney_diva ปีที่แล้ว +3

    She's been though some things that are hard to forget.... Man, haven't we all.... keep on keepin on cause it just is what it is. LOVE this song.

  • @naomihart7465
    @naomihart7465 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I relate to this song on so many levels I replayed a couple times 💜🥰 so happy I ran into this song

  • @meganmiller1316
    @meganmiller1316 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I've listened to this song on repeat. I feel it in my soul. I relate so well with this song.

  • @kaylabarton8674
    @kaylabarton8674 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Wow I have never related to a song so much in my life I love this song and been listening to it on repeat. Thank you for this keep up the amazing work 👏

  • @lindseymarshall6134
    @lindseymarshall6134 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    this song is 100% relatable. Bryce savage is the only song artist that makes the most songs I can relate to.

  • @jacqulineh4611
    @jacqulineh4611 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This beat is the truth.this is how i feel when things haven't been the best and I feel like the worst feels like noticing my worst in myself,lifestyle. It's nice to kno someone can relate those feelings or understand. For such being sad turn this sadness into something beautiful. It's nice.

  • @Evan-Longo
    @Evan-Longo ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Is it bad that these lyrics fall perfectly into place with my life

  • @katepark721
    @katepark721 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This song has me speechless. It’s like he wrote my life in a song!

  • @alienabuser3693
    @alienabuser3693 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    But how do u know what I do everyday are we all this broken.💔 welcome to the trying not to commit suicide every day club. YOU'RE NOT ALONE LETS FIGHT TOGETHER

  • @HisLoveBird
    @HisLoveBird 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    SO GLAD IT FINALLY CAME OUT!!!! ONLY SONG I CAN REALLY RELATE TO 😪 🤧 😔

  • @jademartin4282
    @jademartin4282 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I needed this today ♥️ So glad I found this song!

  • @chaylaxmariex
    @chaylaxmariex 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Ugh this is the story of my life after the past half of my life being trapped, raped, abused and everything terrible in between daily.

  • @taylorarmour5509
    @taylorarmour5509 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    So truly hits home. Can relate to a whole new level to this song🖤🖤🖤

  • @lyshav1457
    @lyshav1457 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Feel this so much. Im trying 😪 😫

  • @Reaperofmaddness
    @Reaperofmaddness 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    It reminds me of my girl friend before we got together I’m so thankful she better now

  • @trishaparrish950
    @trishaparrish950 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you i could not say it better

  • @jamiekrymlak6699
    @jamiekrymlak6699 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This hits hard with me as I lost my husband to a terrible car accident over the summer and I had to go claim his body.

  • @zombi3873
    @zombi3873 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Damn... That hits me like a freight train right to the me from 20 years ago...

  • @SnapShotTana
    @SnapShotTana 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    All my life I've lived inside my head. Nobody seems to ever understand how hard it is to get out of it. Instead of trying to help me, they only ever make it worse.
    Forever wishing I wasn't me 💔

  • @oleskool4lyfe863
    @oleskool4lyfe863 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Felt This 💯
    🔊❤️‍🔥🔊❤️‍🔥🔊❤️‍🔥🔊🥀🥹

  • @daylonna960
    @daylonna960 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is the most relatable song I relate to I’ve been waiting for a song like this

  • @Pipesbomb
    @Pipesbomb ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Omg this hits so close. Like it was written for me. Thanks

  • @katie-kayyvonne3165
    @katie-kayyvonne3165 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I listen to this song a million times a day ❤

  • @jessicaconley5034
    @jessicaconley5034 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Damn this got me in my feeling for real. I have been struggling a lot. This is a new favorite 😊

  • @Maidenhead67
    @Maidenhead67 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Holy crap, now I'm depressed after I listen to that song. I kept hoping there was going to be some sort of resolve in the positive manner but she's just stuck in her head.

  • @hannahnicole9041
    @hannahnicole9041 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Been on repeat all day!!! Never has a song been so accurate to my situation. 🥹

  • @leslievera2010
    @leslievera2010 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    How come i feel like this song was made for me 😭😭

  • @muscles_ann_mascara6194
    @muscles_ann_mascara6194 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Very good lyrics, well done

  • @allisoneller4153
    @allisoneller4153 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I stay in my head all the time, I get so scared it’s going to chase everyone off cause the pain just pours out and I read to deep into everything.

  • @B_Thunderbolt_
    @B_Thunderbolt_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    She doesn’t have to doubt that i love ❤️ her, but the timing is wrong. I don’t know what to do or what to say 🤷🏻‍♂️ I’m Terrified of hurting her. I hope Someday soon i can see her in person🤞🏻🌅 M 😏🇿🇦

  • @Angie-nm4pz
    @Angie-nm4pz ปีที่แล้ว

    So I've been told by someone close.... That joey.... I'd never imagine.... That this song was about someones mom.... Zack.... But I'd never mention who.... So you say you read these messages.... I've been reaching out the only way I know how since Thanksgiving of last year.... So here I still am..... Doing and feeling the same.... Except pushing even more ppl away..... So where you now?

  • @bettyacosta1136
    @bettyacosta1136 ปีที่แล้ว

    I feel this song was written for me. I have c p t s d which is complex p t s d Usually, a soldier with PTSD has one memory. He struggles with, like, watching his buddy. Get blown up in front of him. But CPT SD starts from your childhood abuse. From the day I was born. And as soon as I was on my own. I married a man just like my father. Hes a narcissist, but he loved bombing. So hard I thought he loved me more than anyone ever. Loved anyone and right after we got married. He took off his mask and turned out. He was the devil, so I'm 66 now. And I've endured 66 years old. Beast and I live in my head a lot. And the memories just play on a loop over and over the first time, it was triggered. I was on my knees for almost 2 weeks. I could not get up I couldn't stop sobbing. I couldn't breathe and all the abuse from the dayzz born until now was playing on a loop in my head and I couldn't get rid of it. It was horrible, so God bless anyone that's been abused. And goes been a beautiful day for the zoo Hill. Just remember if they abuse you one time. If they slap your hit you one time, it's not gonna get easier. The beating is gonna get worse and worse and worse and never gets easier. And he is random in the hospital or. The morgue, so if you're in a relationship and you are getting abused, please get the hell out. There are so many avenues now for help for women being abused. And there's evidence for men to get help. Also, because some men are abused also, so please anyone being abused. Please get out before you like me. I died 4 times this year because of the damage done to my heart from stress and fear. And for 66 years, chemicals were being dumped in my body from my brain, my doctor called it by her flight. When you're in Firefly mode, it's supposed to be temporary, it's supposed to save us from, like getting hurt, then being in fear, so we're a body alert, so our brain dumps chemical in of our body. But when you're a fighter flight for 66 years. The 2 chemicals get that get dumped into your head. Don't mix and they do damage to your body and my heart look like half. The size of a normal heart and it looked like it was torn to pieces and he showed me the damage fr of this dress and I was shocked and now I've had 9 strokes because of the damage that in my head that I have to get fixed from an orologist, and when they take a scan of your brain, the Spring is supposed to be lit up where it's working when they took a scan in my brain. The whole thing is black, completely black. No lit up areas at all. Because of the blood from a brain bleed, that's been bleeding for a long time from a golf Club to my head and it was hard it was probably his best Is swing ever. Oh, and from the damage from having my head. Bashed into the bathtub all the time. Also, he liked damage my head because it didn't show Bruce and I died 4 times this year. Because my heart keeps stopping and for a month ago I woke up in the morning went to roll out of bed. Go to the bathroom, rolled out, hit the floor I was paralyzed from head to toe. I was diagnosed with GBS Gillian Barr syndrome. And you can only take the medicine for 5 days, and on the fourth date, they still hadn't found a bed for me. In the state of washington, they had been looking the whole time because the doctor said even though I was just paralyzed on the Outside everywhere I was also being paralyzed on the inside. I had what they called ascending browses and it was I had what they called ascending paralysis and it was moving up to my lungs and once it hit my lungs I was gonna die and every day I was so scared when they told me they had done the bed yet? I asked them why they couldn't find me a bed. And why they couldn't fix me there? But they said it takes special equipment and there's A. The crisis in Washington because the people that got sick when we were unlocked out of the COVID didn't go to the doctors, and the problems got worse, and there was a flu epidemic going around, and there was not one bed for me in the whole state of Washington and on the 4th day. Remember, you can only take medicine for 5 days after 5 days if you don't work, you're paralyzed for life. I guess and on the no I would've been dead because it just went to my lungs and killed me. And on the fourth day, they still hadn't found me a bed and I just figured it was just gonna be another death and I would die again but I didn't care at that point anymore because I had nothing to live for and home was hell being pounded in the head every day mentally and pbasically, he would constantly put me down telling me you're lucky you got makers. Nobody else would have you just the most horrible things? You could tell others like I was sitting out there. Listening to music 1 day and my little. Box I have in the porch to keep me warm and winter to smoke, and he came out there and just out of the blue sat down and started talking, he says he didn't want to marry me now we've been married for 41 years now, and he just got the blue said he. Didn't want to marry me and I ask him. Why didn't marry me and he wouldn't answer me? Then about 2 days later, he told me he didn't like me as a person he didn't like me. Which I found was really weird. Because everyone that made to me loves me to pieces. Because I'm so funny and everybody has a good time when they're around me. I did stand up comedy for a little bit. And I can work it ground like nobody. LOL and all our friends just love me. Because I make them feel good about themselves. And I will help anyone who needs help. He won't help anyone, not even our own kids. And he gets mad when I do. He had nothing to do with raising and my children at all and.
    I told my sister how bad does your life have to be? When the happiest day of your life this year was when I died and the saddest day of my life was when they brought me back the fourth time my heart stopped. I they couldn't get it going again so I was on live support for a few weeks and when I came out of it, I couldn't stop crying for almost a month. I was so sad I wanted to die. I prayed to god every day to take me so when I Heard this song, it really brought back memories because he didn't talk to me. If you did talk to me, it was to yell at me and scream at me. Call me names so I was alone in my box for like, 5 years and I didn't like to talk to my friends or anyone. Because when you're so depressed. And the only thing in your life is depression and horrible acts of violence and nothing happens except bad things. It's hard to talk to your friend. S and keep a smile on your face and pretend. Everything's okay when they can tell jts not just from looking at you I sat 20 nights in a row with a pistol on my lap. And women in my pain support group stayed up with me. Took terms staying up with me every night. And talking me down every night for 20. D*** i*, what the h*** God damn it.
    Gimme God damn it, what is going on here. What is going on here? Whatever, I'll just post this. Whatever I was supposed to say that I don't finish it and it's gonna post or not. What dale is wrong with this god damn it😮

  • @sindygoldig7338
    @sindygoldig7338 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have a question? could it be that I was bugged?😱🤭 These are my words in many of your texts and my best friend has to listen to it and unfortunately endure it!!!😅🤷🏻‍♀️

  • @staceyng127
    @staceyng127 ปีที่แล้ว

    Can't forget and everyone wants me to. I wish I could and I have family who care. But I don't want them to cause all they want is for me to be ok. But I can't forgive or forget what's happen. I hurt for so long and it's the same hurt by different ppl like I'm cursed or something. I can't explain it, but I know it plays over and over again. I know how it starts and how it ends. Tired of it and I just want to sleep forever. I'm in hell in my own head and ppl around me just don't understand.

  • @TraumaRex
    @TraumaRex 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I do not recommend invading anyones head and attacking their nervous system. Brain surgery should be left to medical professionals... in an emergency situation

  • @KyleSpeed-xh6fw
    @KyleSpeed-xh6fw 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Homie this song fucking hits hard. Love ur shit bro. Thank you for putting my thoughts into words. From your own mind to words my mind couldn't form.

  • @gordonlightfoothinkle9560
    @gordonlightfoothinkle9560 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Omg this is me !

  • @amycrash7329
    @amycrash7329 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Why is this me

  • @melissanichols3612
    @melissanichols3612 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'm very surprised that other people think and feel this way. These are my secrets I don't tell anyone. If all these people are out there, why do we always feel so alone, like nobody understands.

  • @debidaniels-holcimb6352
    @debidaniels-holcimb6352 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is so me

  • @StephaniepaigeLintermoot
    @StephaniepaigeLintermoot 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I am in my head all the time. The man I am seeing now will catch me in my head n is like hello…where did u go…? Wanna talk about it. I just can’t help but to get in my head n stay there for a minute.

  • @Anonymissus
    @Anonymissus 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    "so she tries at night, to work through it inside", this is me trying to work out my trauma in my Lucid Dreams (i don't think I'm the only one who does this but i don't think everyone does it)

  • @alessandramoraes3547
    @alessandramoraes3547 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Beautiful

  • @JodiHusted
    @JodiHusted 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Im so far in my head and no one else understands that I really don't want to live anymore. I want to go be with my dad so bad.😢😢 Im so alone and I'm done fighting these demons

  • @aurorafarris1100
    @aurorafarris1100 ปีที่แล้ว

    I wish I can share my story on TH-cam but I literally can't... It would be taken down

  • @shawnwalters5909
    @shawnwalters5909 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hey she hasn't loved me in a long time I'm leaving and I ain't coming back this time so she don't want me no more I can't see my kids there ain't nothing to look for anymore treat him right goodbye.

  • @Alwayssunnyin
    @Alwayssunnyin 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Yep story of my life.

    • @nevaeh-102
      @nevaeh-102 25 วันที่ผ่านมา

      bro same

  • @optimidtic1
    @optimidtic1 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Great pick thank you all so much whom been assisting me and being in courageous 😊 2:38