I would absolutely love to see more dance videos! We rarely get to see you dance and I’m very curious as it seems like such a huge passion and love of yours
millie i love you so so much, i’m 15 and i’ve been in ed recovery for 6 weeks (i think), and i’m going through extreme hunger rn but your old videos are helping me sm!!
I really wonder what class a drg it was because anorexia is one story but the bulimia aspect actually was the end for me and i was at the final point where the next time or so that I purged my oesophagus was going to tear from my stomach and that would have been it and i tried everything to stop the cycle and nothing worked and upon research found out that the pathway in our brain for bulimia is the exact same reward system as opiates and actually one very specific one if you catch my drift so even with zero history of addiction it was a class a drug like you say that saved me from the fate bulimia had me on the doorstep of. Sounds extreme but I’ll take the ritual of a drug and anorexia than the complete isolation endless bulimic ritual any day. My anorexia honestly’s more like a religion and way more virtuous than than the repulsive seven deadly sin that bulimia is and I don’t mean that in a pro ana way but just not a vile shameful wasteful situation like bulimia is and truly they need to start treating peoples brain chemistry with a replacement substance because it is an addicted brain not just a matter of avoiding or engaging in behaviours it’s so much more compulsive than that and there’s no escaping it without recalibrating the actual chemistry of the minds pathways. On a lighter note I really find chocolate cheese and peanut butter the best food to consume for thosenwhonhavebtotrouble getting meals in because you can get a lot of sustenance without having to fill our stomachs with a large triggering volume of food which is so hard to tolerate and to endure so much digestion which is a big part of recovery I just can’t really deal with and the class a drg also was the only thing that made me able to handle keeping food in my stomach. I was also a pro ballerina and I can’t imagine going back to dance during full weight restoration
BTW would love to see a week in the life plus outfits love your style
you saved my life. period.
I would absolutely love to see more dance videos! We rarely get to see you dance and I’m very curious as it seems like such a huge passion and love of yours
YESSSS
You are honestly the best recovery influence. Thank you for everything ❤️
millie i love you so so much, i’m 15 and i’ve been in ed recovery for 6 weeks (i think), and i’m going through extreme hunger rn but your old videos are helping me sm!!
hii
Thank you SO much Millie for literally everything🩷🩷
Heya xx only if you're comfortable with it, could you maybe do a video on how to cope with feelings of guilt from having sh scars etc. x
Thank u so much for answering my question and for your advice. I really appreciate it and I'm so proud of how far u have come xx
So glad you have posted again love your videos really needed this video today ❤❤
Millie is such a inspiration
I’m sending you love ❤ thank you for helping so many people by helping your ❤
You seem like a sensible, wise 18 year old.👍 I believe your future will be good. You have done great job.
I saw my questions! Thank youu ❤
I love you sm
I really enjoyed watching ur video thank u so fuck❤😊
I really wonder what class a drg it was because anorexia is one story but the bulimia aspect actually was the end for me and i was at the final point where the next time or so that I purged my oesophagus was going to tear from my stomach and that would have been it and i tried everything to stop the cycle and nothing worked and upon research found out that the pathway in our brain for bulimia is the exact same reward system as opiates and actually one very specific one if you catch my drift so even with zero history of addiction it was a class a drug like you say that saved me from the fate bulimia had me on the doorstep of. Sounds extreme but I’ll take the ritual of a drug and anorexia than the complete isolation endless bulimic ritual any day. My anorexia honestly’s more like a religion and way more virtuous than than the repulsive seven deadly sin that bulimia is and I don’t mean that in a pro ana way but just not a vile shameful wasteful situation like bulimia is and truly they need to start treating peoples brain chemistry with a replacement substance because it is an addicted brain not just a matter of avoiding or engaging in behaviours it’s so much more compulsive than that and there’s no escaping it without recalibrating the actual chemistry of the minds pathways.
On a lighter note I really find chocolate cheese and peanut butter the best food to consume for thosenwhonhavebtotrouble getting meals in because you can get a lot of sustenance without having to fill our stomachs with a large triggering volume of food which is so hard to tolerate and to endure so much digestion which is a big part of recovery I just can’t really deal with and the class a drg also was the only thing that made me able to handle keeping food in my stomach. I was also a pro ballerina and I can’t imagine going back to dance during full weight restoration
You’re such a beautiful soul inside and outside 👑💌🪞❤️🩹