crazy reading the comments on music uploads on youtube, most of u are just pretending you're in sad coming of age indie films and having a good vibe but then ill get a notification for someones comment whos straight up like ''i listen to this song while i piss''
I listen to music when I sleep and for the past I wanna say two months I’ve been waking up to this song, specifically the chorus. It took me awhile to actually find and remember the name of it because I’d be in a very disoriented partially awake state and it’s so calming it often would put me back to sleep. Now that I actually know the name and listen to it I always get a very specific feeling from it. That same feeling of drifting aimlessly between sleep and awareness. It’s how I imagine it’d feel to be in between two different universes.
(Lyrics) Nervous demeanor Please make things cleaner Fill me with dirt Whatever makes you worse [Chorus] Lavender is always running through my blood I've had enough I'm cold and it is dusk Turn into dust, it's dripping from my gums It's not enough [Verse 2] Stay neat and healthy You need to help me Learn how to carry myself Place something on the top shelf Save it for later [Chorus] Lavender is always running through my blood I've had enough I'm cold and it is dusk Turn into dust, it's dripping from my gums It's not enough
This song reminds me of being in my room in summer while my family was having a barbeque outside while I was upstairs crying over knowing other people make them smile more. Dont mind me tho haha leaving this comment here to remind myself. Have a nice day or night to whoever reads this
I've listened to this song several times and always sang "earth is the meaner, please make thing cleaner" UNTIL TODAY I realized it's "nervous demeanor." .-.
To go back to the time when I first heard this song in my dark room . Being young is being filled with hope and that’s one of the best feelings . Hope for the unknown .
This song makes me feel like being at a festival with your buddies relaxed and chill listening to the music in the background and seeing sunset... Oh fuck...
I found this song in summer 2019, I was in Croatia, it was the summer i started heavily using drugs, the 2 weeks I spent there was probably my last sober weeks in 2019, I look back on that summer and it feels bittersweet, every memory feels odd. I was going to kill myself at the end of summer but I didn’t and I don’t know why but now I can’t stop reflecting on summer and feeling odd.
you still doing good? i know i dont entirely but i can see what your going through, not why, cause im going through it too, maybe not as bad as you. I feel bad for people who feel this way and i wish you the best if you read this. Found this song and looked through the comments and saw this, and just wanted to check in and say that i hope your future gets better.
J b how you holding up? i know it’s been a few months but i just wanted to check in and tell you to keep your head up. i’ve never been in your situation but i promise everything will get better. lmk how you’re doing👑
I know i’m just some random person, but you can always reach out to me if you are in a dark place. i’ve been there before, and i have struggled with suicide my entire life. you are never alone, and if you need to contact somebody to talk or vent to, my snapchat is direct_evidence. i would give you my # to text or call, but i don’t feel comfortable putting that on the web haha
does anyone have song recommendations for songs like this? i don't know how to explain it, but I feel a strange kind of calm when I listen to this song, but I like it.
I could have sworn you were dead- dandelion hands is a bit similar, dandelion hands in general have this vibe, also a song for a guilty sadist- crywank
Hoy salí con mi novio para celebrar mi cumpleaños y puedo decir que ésta canción me trae a la cabeza su mirada. La mirada de alguien que me mira con adoración y cariño, me proyecta a las veces que se ríe y sujeta mi mano más fuerte. Me deja ver que entre la ansiedad siempre está él para tocar las notas más dulces para mí.
this song makes me feel like my world is falling apart while im getting to really know myself, who i am, who ive been, and how i want to recreate my life, i dont know its just too much
Nerwowe zachowanie Proszę spraw, aby rzeczy były przejrzyste Wypełnij mnie brudem cokolwiek sprawia, że jesteś gorsza Lawenda zawsze płynie przez moją krew Miałem dosyć, jestem zimny i to jest zmierzch Zamieniony w brud, kapie z moich dziąseł To nie wystarczy Pozostań czysta i zdrowa Potrzebujesz mi pomóc Naucz się jak mnie znosić Umieść coś na górnej półce Lawenda zawsze płynie przez moją krew Miałem dosyć, jestem zimny i to jest zmierzch Zamieniony w brud, kapie z moich dziąseł To nie wystarczy
i was really good friends with this one kid and we bonded over me sharing music with him. one day i had a huge panic attack and unadded all my friends and when he texted me and saw that his message was pending he sounded so hurt. i added him back but he just unadded me again. i apologized so many times but he didn’t open the messages. i think he hates me and i lost my best friend. yet another example of me ruining a good thing.
This kind of gives me the vibes of a dream I had a long time ago, it was a really soft purple sunrise in winter. I really like the concept of lavender blood, not like an actual physical thing, just the words have nice vibes, cause usually I think about blood alot and that always leads to thinking about violence and then getting hungry and having to calm down, but lavender is such an inherently calm thing, so lavender adds that calm I'm missing to my favourite thing. The part before the chorus kind of reminds me of riding in a wagon.
@@LS-bf8ly lavender being pumped through your blood means that your body is so physically and mentally tired to the point where you are hallucinating. This song means, that he is having a hard time as he is tired but still people ask him to "stay neat and healthy" and is about to give up on life, as what hes doing is not enough. Thats what i think it means :)
this reminds me of some other song (especially the chorus) and i cant figure out what song that is. if yall can come up with something please lemme know
crazy reading the comments on music uploads on youtube, most of u are just pretending you're in sad coming of age indie films and having a good vibe but then ill get a notification for someones comment whos straight up like ''i listen to this song while i piss''
we only shit with bangers on
LMFAO
The duality of man
Foomf no your right, I’m shitting as I’m writing this
That's a totally different nice vibe tho
I listen to music when I sleep and for the past I wanna say two months I’ve been waking up to this song, specifically the chorus. It took me awhile to actually find and remember the name of it because I’d be in a very disoriented partially awake state and it’s so calming it often would put me back to sleep. Now that I actually know the name and listen to it I always get a very specific feeling from it. That same feeling of drifting aimlessly between sleep and awareness. It’s how I imagine it’d feel to be in between two different universes.
thats beautiful
this comment made me feel so happy
i’ve been experiencing the same thing this whole week
liminal spaces of mind
this feels like the empty void that is the sea at night
it calls to you in a warm way you don't quite understand
and it's wonderful
This song has such a nice aesthetic bonfires on a beach at night, cold, lavender and grey hues
Yes i know this band Makes aesthic songs btw my aesthic is GOTH UwU
Fr fr
i don't think i can explain how this song makes me feel
Its kind of a warm fuzzy feeling, kind of calming, but also with a looming feeling of dread. But like a really comfy dread.
no one can
@@vivecthepoet36 WOAH YES
it feels like walking alone in peaceful see during summer rain
It kind of gives me euphoria I don’t know
All good songs are so short. I play this on repeat at night
is he drinking lavender blood
shreya anilkumar yes
Yes
Maybe just blueberries milkshake
Yeah you want some
haven’t you heard of flower vampires? duh
(Lyrics)
Nervous demeanor
Please make things cleaner
Fill me with dirt
Whatever makes you worse
[Chorus]
Lavender is always running through my blood
I've had enough I'm cold and it is dusk
Turn into dust, it's dripping from my gums
It's not enough
[Verse 2]
Stay neat and healthy
You need to help me
Learn how to carry myself
Place something on the top shelf
Save it for later
[Chorus]
Lavender is always running through my blood
I've had enough I'm cold and it is dusk
Turn into dust, it's dripping from my gums
It's not enough
Thanks
Thanks.
Dude, I felt like my body was out of reality for a bit while listening to this song... I kinda liked it.
Sir were you under the influence of any illegal substances while listening to this song?
@ʞɔnɟ ̇ idek (sorry I didn't respond for 5 months I didn't see)
@@hipsoofilms8765 ahahahahahahaha im broke
try cough syrup
@@nopenope9366 dxm
I don't even know how to explain the feelings I go through when I listen to this song. Sadness, peace, happiness... etc.
This reminds me hot summer nights and going to the beach feeling the warm breeze
something you’d play at a bonfire
I have chills.
Devin Del Rey i have chilis
Y'all got chilli?
@@ino_ket yes
i listened to this for the first time while taking a shit, so every time i listen to this , i think about taking a shit
Lol same.
Holy shit same
The chorus flow is badass, the change in tempo the first time I heard it gave me chills. Wow
This song reminds me of being in my room in summer while my family was having a barbeque outside while I was upstairs crying over knowing other people make them smile more. Dont mind me tho haha leaving this comment here to remind myself. Have a nice day or night to whoever reads this
i feel the same way every summer!! i hope your doing good now:))
@@chhiaar1 thank you so much I totally forgot I posted this haha
@@keira6977 Now I am going to remember you again
This is like massage to my eardrums
I've listened to this song several times and always sang "earth is the meaner, please make thing cleaner" UNTIL TODAY I realized it's "nervous demeanor." .-.
When I first listened to this song I felt like I found my happy place. I sat there and cried, it's beautiful. Thankyou.
this sounds like a blackout in the daytime.
What does that even mean
@@giisellegaalvan1996 I think the actual term is a brownout, but when your power goes out in the day time and everything's deathly quiet.
found this song again...it made me cry
me too
me too
is this considered loud asmr
Not if you play it through headphones quietly, and then set those headphones on the opposite side of the room.
Love your profile pic mr escuella
this song reminds me of the fact that i am a terrible person in a bittersweet way
let's keep this a secret.
agree
This songs reminds me of being a teenager. The euphoria of youth. Selfishness. The realization of change and how much more is to come.
this feeling reminds me to summer but only the chill moments, i cant explain it
Somehow I think I get exactly what you mean
this song broke my heart and idk why
im happy i found a song to help me fix my fucked up sleep schedule
Holy fuck knuckles this song makes me feel vulnerable in all the right ways..
To go back to the time when I first heard this song in my dark room . Being young is being filled with hope and that’s one of the best feelings . Hope for the unknown .
This makes me so unbelievably happy
This song makes me feel like being at a festival with your buddies relaxed and chill listening to the music in the background and seeing sunset... Oh fuck...
i love this song because it makes me really happy but also really sad so i’m stuck between wanting to cry and wanting to show dance with myself
I just pooped to this no cap
campfire/camping music
XuR Liebestraum oh my god you are so right though! I go hiking with Fox Academy playing. Totally amazing vibes.
this song makes u feel the emotion of bittersweet nostalgia mixed with soft sex with someone u love
im so happy i found this song
This song didn’t make me cry or anything, just sounds cool
Finally found this song
This song makes me flutter with joy AhH-
this songs makes you fee what you would imagine what its like to be high when you've never been high before
my friend learnt how 2 play this n it sounded so good aran ily man
I found this song in summer 2019, I was in Croatia, it was the summer i started heavily using drugs, the 2 weeks I spent there was probably my last sober weeks in 2019, I look back on that summer and it feels bittersweet, every memory feels odd. I was going to kill myself at the end of summer but I didn’t and I don’t know why but now I can’t stop reflecting on summer and feeling odd.
I hope you're doing better now, friend
Matroga I attempted suicide a couple weeks ago, I’ve been seeing a therapist for about a month now, I’m getting better but it’s slow.
you still doing good? i know i dont entirely but i can see what your going through, not why, cause im going through it too, maybe not as bad as you. I feel bad for people who feel this way and i wish you the best if you read this. Found this song and looked through the comments and saw this, and just wanted to check in and say that i hope your future gets better.
J b how you holding up? i know it’s been a few months but i just wanted to check in and tell you to keep your head up. i’ve never been in your situation but i promise everything will get better. lmk how you’re doing👑
I know i’m just some random person, but you can always reach out to me if you are in a dark place. i’ve been there before, and i have struggled with suicide my entire life. you are never alone, and if you need to contact somebody to talk or vent to, my snapchat is direct_evidence. i would give you my # to text or call, but i don’t feel comfortable putting that on the web haha
Found this song while tripping and it took me to another level.
Valerie and her week of wonders, for sure
please tell me i’m not the only
one who thinks the intro sounds like a bon iver song
Very true, sounds like something from for Emma forever ago
@@trenthobson2756 yeeeesssss
My favorite song😩❤️
my little secret
Can we share?
How much I luv this song...
esse é o tipo de musica que eu amo e que nao quero dividir com ninguem
Barbara Trevisan indie é arte
Simmmm
Barbara Trevisan normal kkkkkkkj
this song makes me really sad
GoodnightMoonASMR anyone?
Dex I bout nutted when she liked my comment on her recent video asdgjkl
Me
if thats not me, idk what is
YES
bless her soul for this great discovery
this is one of the best songs evr made
does anyone have song recommendations for songs like this? i don't know how to explain it, but I feel a strange kind of calm when I listen to this song, but I like it.
sooo late but maybe try “stay away from my baby” by bane’s world :)
try slug-ginger
I could have sworn you were dead- dandelion hands is a bit similar, dandelion hands in general have this vibe, also a song for a guilty sadist- crywank
discord notification noise at 21 seconds
Holy shit bro 😂
So many remembrances...
Hoy salí con mi novio para celebrar mi cumpleaños y puedo decir que ésta canción me trae a la cabeza su mirada. La mirada de alguien que me mira con adoración y cariño, me proyecta a las veces que se ríe y sujeta mi mano más fuerte. Me deja ver que entre la ansiedad siempre está él para tocar las notas más dulces para mí.
this song makes me feel like my world is falling apart while im getting to really know myself, who i am, who ive been, and how i want to recreate my life, i dont know its just too much
I love this ✨
Goodnight to everyone, exept the only person who disliked this :|
Lote Puiķe
Yes, wish that fucker an eternity awake.
It could be a bot there are dislike bots
I want that sweater.
twilight vibes with this song
this is my all time favorite song it reminds me of me:0
Another Hit From The Man Richie!
Lavander is always running through my blood
I want all their songs on vinyl!!!
I love this song
why is the melody so familiar
EXACTLY. I have been looking for it myself
@@darshitvaidhya5793 have you found it yet?
i need this song right now
very, very nice
gentle music
put this on itunes i beg
it’s on spotify rn!!
honestly,yes
I love this
this song makes me dissociate so hard??
this is eating me holy sh
I love this song! 💗
There is something about this song I can't explain.
i agree
Nerwowe zachowanie
Proszę spraw, aby rzeczy były przejrzyste
Wypełnij mnie brudem
cokolwiek sprawia, że jesteś gorsza
Lawenda zawsze płynie przez moją krew
Miałem dosyć, jestem zimny i to jest zmierzch
Zamieniony w brud, kapie z moich dziąseł
To nie wystarczy
Pozostań czysta i zdrowa
Potrzebujesz mi pomóc
Naucz się jak mnie znosić
Umieść coś na górnej półce
Lawenda zawsze płynie przez moją krew
Miałem dosyć, jestem zimny i to jest zmierzch
Zamieniony w brud, kapie z moich dziąseł
To nie wystarczy
Incredible...
aye what he drinkin that look good
sadie lynn looks like a smoothie my dude XD
space drugs
he's drinking lavender blood
laundry detergent
i was really good friends with this one kid and we bonded over me sharing music with him. one day i had a huge panic attack and unadded all my friends and when he texted me and saw that his message was pending he sounded so hurt. i added him back but he just unadded me again. i apologized so many times but he didn’t open the messages. i think he hates me and i lost my best friend. yet another example of me ruining a good thing.
and he never saw my stories so i would make a private story just to tell him things knowing he would never see it
if you see this i’m sorry more than i can ever put into comprehendable words
lmao i don’t think they’ll ever talk to me again🕳🏃♀️
Someone explain the meaning od this song plsss
This kind of gives me the vibes of a dream I had a long time ago, it was a really soft purple sunrise in winter. I really like the concept of lavender blood, not like an actual physical thing, just the words have nice vibes, cause usually I think about blood alot and that always leads to thinking about violence and then getting hungry and having to calm down, but lavender is such an inherently calm thing, so lavender adds that calm I'm missing to my favourite thing. The part before the chorus kind of reminds me of riding in a wagon.
My new favorite 💖
Why yes
who need drugs♡
me
Adrian Vargas me
are you the plug
Adrian Vargas me
Y’al this was supposed to be rhetorical lmao, say no to drugs😔
good song
Nissrine Hiddas and Siwar dgh, I miss them...
Goodt
I love it 😔❤️
Flatsound anyone?
Me
fuck yes
i love him so much
Durin Drandalin yoyo
magical magical!
i wish i was dead.
same
❤❤❤❤
Sigue siendo perfectamente limpio
love
MEUS OUVIDOS FORAM ABENÇOADOS
the rhythm of the chorus is very similar to Dientes of Black Skirts
does anybody know the meaning behind the lyrics?
omg yes, pls, i need it. someoneee
@@LS-bf8ly lavender being pumped through your blood means that your body is so physically and mentally tired to the point where you are hallucinating. This song means, that he is having a hard time as he is tired but still people ask him to "stay neat and healthy" and is about to give up on life, as what hes doing is not enough.
Thats what i think it means :)
this reminds me of some other song (especially the chorus) and i cant figure out what song that is. if yall can come up with something please lemme know
To me it sounds a lot like rapt by karen o
@@jaynajones7460 i checked the song out, but i actually think it reminded me of Na Na Na by My Chemical Romance
Yes man it reminds me of a song in a old fifa
man it's been days i wanna figure it out too
@@guidot997 what fifa