I have Uranus in Cancer in my 4th house. My sister who was born 1 1/2 years before me was born with special needs. My mother was very attentive and they bonded beautifully. I was born very health and emotionally balanced with my sun and mercury in Aquarius. My mom and I loved each other but didn’t bond very much. It didn’t matter to me too much since my head was in books. But I felt lonely a lot in life and had to exert myself to come into the world without motherly support.
I have pluto and uranus in the 4th house. my life was a continuous change family, home even today I can't say that I found my place to call "home" I changed so many houses in the last 25 years that I don't know their number anymore I realized that my goal in life was detachment from everything Not cool😔
Thanks Ari . I think the stuff about early bonding and needs not being met. This is so fundamental , and surprisingly few get it. there was some expert on one of those Gabor Mate offerings that was saying how the healing of 'attachment' issues in the human race could be the best way to produce that radical change towards a more peaceful enlightened human race
Enjoying this discussion tremendously! Indeed, from my perspective with fixed grand cross, these lessons per Soul's Agenda (and Soul Contracts) can seem brutal. Yet to love (leo), respect (aquarius), validate (taurus) and trust (scorpio) ourselves, we need to be pushed inwardly by not finding those things "out there". This is the gravamen of non-duality teachings, I think.
This was a great talk thank you! I’ve got a 9am time of birth for James Dean this means Uranus was actually sat right on his ascendant which would work.
Both of you are familiar with my story…and my gratitude for your listening ear. Please allow me some notes from this profound meeting. ❤️🙏 -“When we are safe there is a spaciousness.” Indeed! It’s in a relaxed state that ultimate freedom is possible. It is never possible in the state of constriction where one feels existentially unsafe or threatened. - Regarding he ‘illusory body and life’…while we may ‘not be the body’…we are also not not the body! Teachings that separate *anything* out hold wide-open-the-door for abuse. One of the more dangerous aspects of the patriarchal approach of ‘neti-neti.’ -With regard to “safety”… The past decade has been existentially insecure primarily due to the patriarchal notion that the body, mind, emotions, the world are all seen as ‘unreal and illusory.’ That extreme view is the very platform that supported my former teachers to lie and then try and hold this life…and the lives of my family …in the suspended animation of insecurity while controlling our lives top-to-bottom. - regarding the Jeannie Zandi… who I’ve always appreciated as I do many other teachers *even in the face of systemic lying to me* regarding their knowledge of my former teacher and of what occurred at his hands) J Jeannie was one of the first who intimated, in a phone session, “What if I had to be the holder of these lies for the rest of my life?” I was shaken to the core when I received that answer from her. She was asking me to betray myself. And while I, at the time, didn’t realize the extent of that I now realize that I was betraying myself, and I was betraying my family, and I was, ultimately, betraying the truth. -“Uranus points to the individuality of the soul “ -“I am not safe and I don’t belong.” Here, the archetype of Eris comes into play in my chart as my midheaven is in strong opposition to my natal Eris in the third house! “With Eris in aspect to your Midheaven, your public persona is potentially take-charge, although this sense of yourself comes to its fulfillment when it is a deeply-held principle that you are fighting for; then you are a tiger.” -Regarding frozen emotions… You both also know that I was silenced (under threat) for a decade while watching my family ripped apart to keep us from communicating with each other. And that does not even begin to describe the effects of an ‘auric block’ (for relational control …primarily intimate - for obvious reasons) and a ‘psychic implant’ for purposes of extreme surveillance. Additionally the felt sense of being literally stalked by high-level siddis was very real and, although diminished, continues to this day. -“The present has nothing to do with the past.” -Bashar I like what David Whyte says about this ‘tyranny of now’ stuff: “Maturity is the ability to live fully and equally in multiple contexts; most especially, the ability to courageously inhabit the past, the present, and the future all at once; the wisdom that comes from maturity is recognized through a disciplined refusal to choose between or isolate three powerful dynamics shaping human identity: what has already happened, what is happening now and what is about to occur. Immaturity is shown by making false choices: living only in the past, or only in the present, or only in the future, or even, living only two out of the three.” ~DW -This business of ‘your not your story’ implies, somehow, the spiritual imperative for that existential silencing …a silencing for something that was never mind to hold. Using the *very teachings* to gaslight someone reporting on abuse and harm. -*It’s been my regained expression that is the key ingredient to opening up the expansive nature that is my birthright.* Taking ‘witness consciousness’ to the extreme in order to cover up for stories of harm and abuse is disassociation in its most absolute sense! Ari mentioned there’s a lot of ‘control in the expression of story’ and yet the control over this life was through existential occult powers placed on this life and the lives of my kids.… actually the lives of four generations of my family…to *prevent* the exposure of those out-of-integrity actions - and those who would cover for them. Regarding a sense of not belonging: integrityintruth.com/clarification-of-videos/character-assassination/ The seeming security was initially thought to be to remain as the ‘holder’ for lies that were never mine to hold. It turns out, the security comes with the courageous action of speaking up regarding such a breach…a ‘cosmic betrayal’ as Matt Licata described it. Okay…continuing to listen. EA is a literal Lifeboat… Love to both of you…❤️🌷
The narrator clearly has no experince of the subject matter which he so intellectually only, attempts to connect to humans. His run on dialogue made my head hurt. Kristin Fontana should have been the only one allowed to speak.
I have Uranus in Cancer in my 4th house. My sister who was born 1 1/2 years before me was born with special needs. My mother was very attentive and they bonded beautifully. I was born very health and emotionally balanced with my sun and mercury in Aquarius. My mom and I loved each other but didn’t bond very much. It didn’t matter to me too much since my head was in books. But I felt lonely a lot in life and had to exert myself to come into the world without motherly support.
I have pluto and uranus in the 4th house.
my life was a continuous change
family, home
even today I can't say that I found my place to call "home"
I changed so many houses in the last 25 years that I don't know their number anymore
I realized that my goal in life was detachment from everything
Not cool😔
I have both Pluto and Uranus in my 4th house. Nice video.
Me too
Thank you 2 for doing this series...I look forward to each one! So rich and real.
excelent excelent! thank you!
Yay! I’ve been waiting for this one :)
Thanks Ari . I think the stuff about early bonding and needs not being met. This is so fundamental , and surprisingly few get it. there was some expert on one of those Gabor Mate offerings that was saying how the healing of 'attachment' issues in the human race could be the best way to produce that radical change towards a more peaceful enlightened human race
Enjoying this discussion tremendously! Indeed, from my perspective with fixed grand cross, these lessons per Soul's Agenda (and Soul Contracts) can seem brutal. Yet to love (leo), respect (aquarius), validate (taurus) and trust (scorpio) ourselves, we need to be pushed inwardly by not finding those things "out there". This is the gravamen of non-duality teachings, I think.
This was a great talk thank you! I’ve got a 9am time of birth for James Dean this means Uranus was actually sat right on his ascendant which would work.
So rich...This conversation. Really substantive and full.
Will listen again. Lots of really good topics. Bravo and many thanks🌿
Thank You 2 , I really felt The Roots of the Soul within the Human Identity.... 💙🙏💫✨💎
Both of you are familiar with my story…and my gratitude for your listening ear.
Please allow me some notes from this profound meeting. ❤️🙏
-“When we are safe there is a spaciousness.”
Indeed! It’s in a relaxed state that ultimate freedom is possible.
It is never possible in the state of constriction where one feels existentially unsafe or threatened.
- Regarding he ‘illusory body and life’…while we may ‘not be the body’…we are also not not the body! Teachings that separate *anything* out hold wide-open-the-door for abuse. One of the more dangerous aspects of the patriarchal approach of ‘neti-neti.’
-With regard to “safety”… The past decade has been existentially insecure primarily due to the patriarchal notion that the body, mind, emotions, the world are all seen as ‘unreal and illusory.’
That extreme view is the very platform that supported my former teachers to lie and then try and hold this life…and the lives of my family …in the suspended animation of insecurity while controlling our lives top-to-bottom.
- regarding the Jeannie Zandi… who I’ve always appreciated as I do many other teachers *even in the face of systemic lying to me* regarding their knowledge of my former teacher and of what occurred at his hands) J
Jeannie was one of the first who intimated, in a phone session, “What if I had to be the holder of these lies for the rest of my life?”
I was shaken to the core when I received that answer from her. She was asking me to betray myself. And while I, at the time, didn’t realize the extent of that I now realize that I was betraying myself, and I was betraying my family, and I was, ultimately, betraying the truth.
-“Uranus points to the individuality of the soul “
-“I am not safe and I don’t belong.” Here, the archetype of Eris comes into play in my chart as my midheaven is in strong opposition to my natal Eris in the third house! “With Eris in aspect to your Midheaven, your public persona is potentially take-charge, although this sense of yourself comes to its fulfillment when it is a deeply-held principle that you are fighting for; then you are a tiger.”
-Regarding frozen emotions… You both also know that I was silenced (under threat) for a decade while watching my family ripped apart to keep us from communicating with each other. And that does not even begin to describe the effects of an ‘auric block’ (for relational control …primarily intimate - for obvious reasons) and a ‘psychic implant’ for purposes of extreme surveillance.
Additionally the felt sense of being literally stalked by high-level siddis was very real and, although diminished, continues to this day.
-“The present has nothing to do with the past.” -Bashar
I like what David Whyte says about this ‘tyranny of now’ stuff:
“Maturity is the ability to live fully and equally in multiple contexts; most especially, the ability to courageously inhabit the past, the present, and the future all at once; the wisdom that comes from maturity is recognized through a disciplined refusal to choose between or isolate three powerful dynamics shaping human identity: what has already happened, what is happening now and what is about to occur.
Immaturity is shown by making false choices: living only in the past, or only in the present, or only in the future, or even, living only two out of the three.” ~DW
-This business of ‘your not your story’ implies, somehow, the spiritual imperative for that existential silencing …a silencing for something that was never mind to hold.
Using the *very teachings* to gaslight someone reporting on abuse and harm.
-*It’s been my regained expression that is the key ingredient to opening up the expansive nature that is my birthright.*
Taking ‘witness consciousness’ to the extreme in order to cover up for stories of harm and abuse is disassociation in its most absolute sense!
Ari mentioned there’s a lot of ‘control in the expression of story’ and yet the control over this life was through existential occult powers placed on this life and the lives of my kids.… actually the lives of four generations of my family…to *prevent* the exposure of those out-of-integrity actions - and those who would cover for them.
Regarding a sense of not belonging:
integrityintruth.com/clarification-of-videos/character-assassination/
The seeming security was initially thought to be to remain as the ‘holder’ for lies that were never mine to hold.
It turns out, the security comes with the courageous action of speaking up regarding such a breach…a ‘cosmic betrayal’ as Matt Licata described it.
Okay…continuing to listen. EA is a literal Lifeboat…
Love to both of you…❤️🌷
8 minutes in....
My heed hurts
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The narrator clearly has no experince of the subject matter which he so intellectually only, attempts to connect to humans. His run on dialogue made my head hurt. Kristin Fontana should have been the only one allowed to speak.