Trust (PART 1)

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  • @annalee_ox
    @annalee_ox 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Seeing Kaitlyn crying, broke my heart. I'm literally crying with her 😭. She's an angel and whomever says otherwise... Shut up! If you got nothing ever nice to say, say nothing at all 🤍🤍

  • @saraheckler1565
    @saraheckler1565 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I'm 2 minutes in and I'm already crying. Y'all are so amazing and y'all's journey is so precious and eye opening. I'm glad y'all shared y'all's journey together.

  • @sammygentry9301
    @sammygentry9301 2 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    why did i come here with you? 🥺 lost it. y'all were made for each other and i know how Kaitlin is staying strong for you. she's not giving up for you and you're not giving up because of her. 🥺🖤

  • @kayleycedrone5460
    @kayleycedrone5460 2 ปีที่แล้ว +556

    Just coming back to rewatch all of these…. Such an amazing person he was. He didn’t deserve this. So heartbroken for you and his family I am so sorry Kaitlin 💔 thank you for sharing your journey together he will never be forgotten. Sending hugs and prayers xx 😔

    • @ashleycabral4283
      @ashleycabral4283 2 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      Glad I’m not the only one to come back and rewatch all of these 😭 this is so heartbreaking. He was always such a kind soul

    • @tishtellers7250
      @tishtellers7250 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I’m currently doing the same 💔🥺 my heart hurts for them . Rest easy Francesco 🕊

    • @livreeves7099
      @livreeves7099 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Same here so thankful for the journey they shared with us 🤍🕊x

    • @ChristopherNacpil
      @ChristopherNacpil 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same here, I literally cried last night! I love them so much

    • @MikeandJanelle
      @MikeandJanelle ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I just came across them & been watching their videos. My heart is sadden. What kind of cancer did he have?

  • @Aria-r7o
    @Aria-r7o 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This is so saddening and powerful at the same time he is always with you and protecting you now and forever ♾️

  • @annalisabieber6698
    @annalisabieber6698 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Love you guys so much! ❤️❤️ so happy that you guys are sharing your journey with us & keeping it 100% real 🥺

  • @laceylewis8853
    @laceylewis8853 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Oh Kaitlin, I had a feeling when you told us on tiktok you would be leaving for awhile that it was for Francesco. I know how hard this must be and this truly breaks my heart for Francesco and for you. You’re such a strong person Kaitlin but together y’all are even stronger and I truly believe you can get through anything together. I will be praying for Francesco and you too Kaitlin. You’re such a beautiful person inside and out and that’s what I love about you. Sending hugs your way my loves

  • @makayla.x0
    @makayla.x0 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Re-watching you guys cuz you still are definitely my favorite couple to watch such a loving genuine care for each other. growing up Italian I know how important family is and it's beautiful how you were by his side till the end. and even now.

  • @shawnamarez-spann1880
    @shawnamarez-spann1880 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Praying for complete healing! ❤️

  • @alexandradorothy4892
    @alexandradorothy4892 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    My moms doctor told her because she ate healthy and worked out she was able to fight the fight. So don’t look at that time as lost progress. It’s helping you fight now!

  • @marietourniquet
    @marietourniquet ปีที่แล้ว

    I just found you. I'm glad i did. I lost my mother to cancer last year and i still havent really grieved.
    When she got sick...she tried. She tried to do everything right. Doing things she thought would give her more time...but her cancer spread so quickly and it became very clear, very quickly- she was going to die.
    So, she said fuck it. She lived how she wanted. Ate what she wanted. Did the drugs she wanted. Whatever.
    I remember being so mad at her. Blaming her for her failing health. Blaming her for not trying hard enough. But now that shes gone...i get it. My mother, while not always right, lived life on HER TERMS. I admire her for that.
    She passes away in my bed at 10:40am, two days after her 48th birthday.
    Your videos are amazing and i have a feeling they'll be helpjng me out alot with my grieving process. Thank you ❤️
    Mom i love you forever 💚🩵

  • @rashawnjames-rb8qz
    @rashawnjames-rb8qz 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Your story hit home for me because my partner have cancer and beat it this just melt my heart how he have a lot love around him how sweet of person he is may he rip

  • @Nikkibabyily
    @Nikkibabyily 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Can’t recommend reading “The Magic” more … 28 day journey a sub genre of The Secret crazy stories of how gratitude heals the unthinkable and impossible … you guys are on the right path , sending you love light and my prayers 💓💓💓💓

  • @nataliegrace3545
    @nataliegrace3545 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This was truly remarkable, may god bless you both ❤️you guys will be in my prayers

  • @sonjaschutte282
    @sonjaschutte282 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Both of you are so amazing Francesco is fighting a very tough battle and he has such an amazing strong girlfriend fighting right along him you both will beat this and have such an amazing g life, love you guys so much ❤🤗🌻

  • @gabriellec2378
    @gabriellec2378 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Kaitlin .. literally anyone who hates on you is jealous! You are incredibly beautiful inside and out. You radiate love and light and kindness. Anyone who hates themselves will try to tear you down because they are jealous. Stay strong ❤️

  • @Mrs.Rodarte
    @Mrs.Rodarte ปีที่แล้ว

    Man this makes me so sad but Kaitlyn now has these to watch and fall back on you are amazing k

  • @princessshazie17
    @princessshazie17 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Absolutely sobbing i couldnt imagine going through this ❤rest in paradise beautifl soul 💞

  • @tabbitheurvina5886
    @tabbitheurvina5886 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    this documentary is so real and raw. you two are seriously so strong and you can see the love you two truly have for eachother. even though you’re going through such a tough time - at the end of the day you two love eachother. thank you for showing all parts of the relationship. relationships aren’t perfect. and i am truly praying for the both of you - kaitlin i hope you find yourself, your worth and know what a beautiful person you are and francesco i pray to god you keep fighting and beat cancer. my heart hurts for the both of you. stay strong THE PRAYERS ARE FLOWING ♥️

  • @jocelynrios5363
    @jocelynrios5363 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You're doing the right thing and your should be there. ❤️

  • @doridul
    @doridul 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I bawled my eyes out

  • @nikkic8886
    @nikkic8886 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Did he choose not to have surgery to get it removed? Did he do chemo? I missed this entire time

  • @diagostino5348
    @diagostino5348 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Prayers to Francesco Kaitlin and his family

  • @afroditadinkollari5440
    @afroditadinkollari5440 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thinking of you Kaitlin & Francesco’s family & friends. I’m so sorry. May god help you threw this tough time

  • @amelamemic4730
    @amelamemic4730 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Praying that you heal and get better! I heard from a family member that Black seed oil helps control the growth and spread of cancer.

  • @CurlyVeil
    @CurlyVeil 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I’M SO HAPPY FOR YOU GUYS🌿 GREEN IS LIFE
    HE IS GOING TO BE PERFECTLY FINE, EN EL NOMBRE DE CRISTO JESUS LO DECLARÓ SANO.

  • @infinityshunya5403
    @infinityshunya5403 ปีที่แล้ว

    Read the book "When all is not well" by Om Swami 🙏🏻🙏🏻😇

  • @j.c8727
    @j.c8727 2 ปีที่แล้ว +194

    As a cancer survivor this just hits different. We love every day in fear it will come back. I’m 2 years post surgery/treatment and I feel like I’m holding my breath most days. I tell people all the time being healthy sometimes won’t save you. I was a cross fitting vegan and I still got cancer. I felt betrayed by my body. I felt lied to that if you do all the right things you would live a healthy happy life. I feel isolated like I can’t live and be like everyone else. So believe me I get it. I’m sending all my love support to you both. This is not easy. Just live the best you can and cherish every moment together.

    • @WarmongerYT
      @WarmongerYT ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I pray for you to be able to find some normalcy & daily peace. The people I've known whom have had the nightmare of cancer - I've always wondered+ could it be products that we use daily building up in our bodies? Obviously food we put in our bodies all has so much toxic chemicals, but I also think perhaps even things like toothpaste, deodorant, makeup, laundry detergent, even body washes ect - when we use things daily maybe it builds up in our bodies. I truly am sorry for what you've gone through & the stress that must remain on your shoulders & in your head everyday. Praying for u to find peace & relationship with our Creator 🙏❤️

    • @FrankieFrankerson-nq3xg
      @FrankieFrankerson-nq3xg 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Did it come back yet ?

    • @Atlasintokyo
      @Atlasintokyo 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@FrankieFrankerson-nq3xgyou are a nightmare I hope you understand that

    • @idontspeakenglish827
      @idontspeakenglish827 21 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Yeah, unfortunately cancer is a very multi factorial group of maladies, lifestyle can help in some cases but very little and unpredictably. Hope you’re doing well.

  • @iced_teaaa6386
    @iced_teaaa6386 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +42

    Such an amazing beautiful soul that Francesco was! How proud he must be that you are giving his legacy recognition and respect. You are so beautiful and your love story is so precious!

  • @hannakolvinsky3607
    @hannakolvinsky3607 2 ปีที่แล้ว +119

    This documentary has given me so many chills, you both are so strong. I pray for the best for Francesco. Never give up hope, god will get you through the strongest fights

    • @heathersavell3707
      @heathersavell3707 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      This documentary has really made the simple things in life so much more!! I pray for Francesco!! Y’all stay strong god hears your prayers!!

  • @rachelliu4408
    @rachelliu4408 2 ปีที่แล้ว +180

    This is the most raw , most real video and I absolutely here for it. I’m guilty of thinking wow their lives seem so perfect, they get to do all these things together and have this amazing job with all these collars, but overtime i had to realize that what is put out into the world is what we choose to put out. No one’s life is picture perfect or as they seem. I respect you guys for being so real with ur fans and I wish you guys nothing but good news in all aspects of your lives. ❤️

  • @mariatsarnas1355
    @mariatsarnas1355 2 ปีที่แล้ว +72

    Watching this now and wow… he was such a genuine human being. I know people who dealt with cancer and didn’t have this outlook. He’s such an inspiration. So many lessons to take from him. There’s an aura about him that you can so clearly see in the way he talks, he’s a special person. He had a very big, important purpose for his life and God put him on this Earth so people could learn from him and I think that’s why God directed you guys towards becoming influencers, so lots of people can get to know him. You are blessed to have him but he is even more blessed to have you. The way you laid down your life for him and cared for him is impeccable. God will bless you greatly for that. May he Rest In Peace. I’ll keep you all in my prayers.

  • @tschandraheinze1680
    @tschandraheinze1680 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    I randomly have stumbled upon your shorts. Cried Like a baby..... Tell this story you both shared. Sending my deepest condolences 🙏 and love to your family.

    • @lilianaortiz9957
      @lilianaortiz9957 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same binge watch

    • @tschandraheinze1680
      @tschandraheinze1680 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@lilianaortiz9957 totally did! Have a great weekend. Hugs from Alaska.

  • @taylorcross1556
    @taylorcross1556 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    I’ve been with your channel from the beginning and I never knew these videos were here. You were his person and vice versa. True love at its best ❤

  • @ms.el-khatibkindergarten3289
    @ms.el-khatibkindergarten3289 2 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Cancer as well as any other medical condition takes such a mental toll on not just the person going through it but those close to them as well. This video was a true depiction of the emotional roller coaster all individuals involved go through. I love how you showed everyone’s perspective on how they feel. It was just raw emotions. Remember to take mental breaks and do things that make you happy whether together or alone. Try to avoid going down that downward spiral the mind can take you. My prayers are with you all. Kick cancers ass Francesco ❤️🙏🏼

  • @jaelinirslinger9413
    @jaelinirslinger9413 2 ปีที่แล้ว +67

    Your love definitely vibrates through the screen. I love you guys for being so raw and showing your real lives. Social media effects everyone in such a negative way and I’m guilty of assuming perfection from so many people I watch. Thank you for proving that we’re all perfectly imperfect, and to always spread kindness. Your hearts are so pure, and I feel super blessed I’m someone who can watch that unfold on the big screen. Good luck to the both of you on this journey, especially on the hard days, you have an army of love & support.♥️

  • @MrBeats723
    @MrBeats723 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +32

    Oh my I'm just watching these vlogs. I went through the same around the same age. My GF was paralyzed from a car accident. My family was telling me oh well she's got her family you need to not let your career slip by. I was 23. I ignored my family and stayed loyal doing everything I could. Never left alone. While in rehab they'd make me leave I'd sleep in my car till allowed back in. You made the right decision. What you did meant so much to him you'll never know. I hope you found peace and are able to know he's such a loving man he'd want you to be happy. Move forward celebrating his life . Be Well God Bless 🙏

    • @capriceclassic3667
      @capriceclassic3667 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Would love an update on your own story… how old are you now ? How is the gf, did she pass ultimately? Asking because the way things were worded

  • @Nellbae
    @Nellbae ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I avoided watching this for about a week. Ever since it was recommended because I just recently found Kaitlin . But something kept pushing me to be strong enough. I'm so glad I did. I cried basically the whole time but this was beautiful. Thank you for sharing some of both of yours souls and love . ❤️❤❤

  • @patsyhay9592
    @patsyhay9592 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Why do holistic medicine when it’s not proven to work was her doing both medical and holistic approach 😢

  • @CriminalScrutinyTV
    @CriminalScrutinyTV 2 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    Francesco is a warrior man, I pray he beats his illnesses. Whatever needs to be done and whatever the doctor says just have it done, all you need is each other and your family. Never give up keep pushing through it, I hate that such beautiful human beings need to go through this hell of a disease. I’m going to be praying he gets through it, just make sure whatever he does he doesn’t wait long and make matters worse than they are. Always listen to the experts, get second and even third opinions on your situation and pick your best solution. Doctors have operated on thousands of patients with the same conditions and know what’s your best possible option, don’t ever think you have no options. I love you guys ❤️

  • @Mystic_Sun
    @Mystic_Sun ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Thank you dor sharing☀️🌱 I recently loss my 2yr old Nephew to brain cancer. I'm a Spiritualist I did everything in my power to help heal him. God said *He is mine☀️🙌🏽. I believe your Francesco is a *Ascendant Master, the level of his Spirit is grand. He is extremely powerful. He is everywhere healing all. You will always be unconditionally loved and guided. You have a beautiful future ahead. He will be right beside every step👑❤☀️💃🏽.

  • @samanthabollmann9600
    @samanthabollmann9600 2 ปีที่แล้ว +96

    To be going through this at 24 is truly heartbreaking. To be going through this at any age is heartbreaking but how you carry yourselves, is honestly… so inspiring. I wish there was more people like you two in this world. Your positive mindset and willingness to be so raw with your community is so, so admirable. Whilst going through this, I wish for time for you to be happy, young and beautifully in love. You both deserve everything life has to offer ❤️ sending so much love and healthy vibes your way, always.

  • @felicianamorine3710
    @felicianamorine3710 2 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Wow, he is a trooper. I am so proud he is willing to do whatever it takes to beat his illness. An Kaitlin, I'm so proud of you for sticking it out with him and being there for him in his time of need. That's true love and I hope all goes well with everything. I'll keep you guys in my thoughts and prayers! 🥰 Much love to you and your family members. ❤️

  • @christinecondrey9363
    @christinecondrey9363 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    The first 5 mins I'm bawling.. My dad just had surgery for stage 4 cancer .. He lost alot of his tongue and he's now going thru radiation and chemo again he's beat cancer 2 times already.. he's rang that bell twice now he's back to square 1 .. Praying for y'all girl fuck cancer I wish you both the best in life 💔❤❤❤❤

  • @AM-qr4ys
    @AM-qr4ys 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    I just stumbled on your videos. I saw a few and this one came up. Omg I am in tears. Watching Francesco speak by the window was so sad. What he had to endure 😢. Also how soft spoken and warm he is and speaking how you are his rock. Stories like this don’t make sense to me. He should never have went through all this. And I can imagine the heartbreak for you and your family. He seemed so genuine and so wonderful. I’m sorry for all he went through and you and his family’s loss. Mr heart goes out to you all

  • @coxo7261
    @coxo7261 2 ปีที่แล้ว +164

    Watching this after hearing of Francisco’s passing is truly breaking my heart. Francesco was a beautiful person inside and out. You are all in my thoughts 🕊

  • @Kikiwik24
    @Kikiwik24 2 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    This was honest, raw, real, heartfealt and at times I teared up. I hope you both got what you needed from this break and realize the support system you have within one another. Wishing you two nothing but the best.

  • @adrianetropiano3243
    @adrianetropiano3243 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Franny hit the nail on the head! People are very jealous of Kaitlin.

  • @calliecombs5869
    @calliecombs5869 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Hey, I know there’s probably no chance that you’ll see this I’m only 17 and I had to watch my little brother go through cancer my entire childhood and it’s really hard to have to watch somebody you love so much go through something like that and it really does affect you more than you think even after they end up being OK and all you can do is be there for them and it’s not easy not even the slightest I just watched your TH-cam video and all I have to say is wow I have so much respect for you and Francesco I pray for you and I hope nothing but good things come to you and I’m so sorry that you have to deal with this you’re so inspirational to me! It’s not going to be easy you’ve probably figured that out right now and I know it’s awful knowing that you can’t take the pain away all you can do is be there for him which means a lot more than you think but don’t forget to worry about yourself too because in the end when everything works out the way it supposed to you don’t wanna be completely broken.

  • @christinecondrey9363
    @christinecondrey9363 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    And anyone that would ever call you a bad person girl they're MISERABLE.. You can tell you're so genuine and selfless and how much you love him shines thru.. Be kind to yourself beautiful you're amazing ❤

  • @MariaRodriguez-nb9zp
    @MariaRodriguez-nb9zp ปีที่แล้ว +5

    God always takes the best of the best, and franccisco was one of the best. So sad 😞 he was young, and as for you Kaitlin, thank you for sharing your story and keeping him alive by always remembering him. 🙏 🫶

  • @carolineandrade5522
    @carolineandrade5522 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    I love this so much, praying for healing and cure. Praying for the doctors and nurses hands that will be taking care of you. Also about the food you’ll notice the food there is waaaaay more healthier and natural and less processed. Of all the countries the US has the shitiest foods! So hopefully that will also help feel healthier and better lifestyle

    • @AmiLouWho9495
      @AmiLouWho9495 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I agree and it's so expensive to eat healthy.

  • @yolandazanetti1708
    @yolandazanetti1708 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    This gives me hope that true love really exist no matter what, I completely understand Francesco how he feels and how hard and tired is to be sick, I’m dealing with a liver problem right now and I just understand when he said I’m tired to be healthy all the time I can’t be normal, that’s how I feel rn but I trust in God purpose. I’m praying for his health and I would like to tell you guys to never lose hope, I know is very hard to be positive when we are suffering from an illness but God sends his hardest battles to his best warriors I really hope he gets better and I will be praying for that! Thank you for showing how hard is to deal with this kind of situations, health is the most important thing in life.

  • @BeautyAndHerBeasts
    @BeautyAndHerBeasts ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I went through this too. I had Non Hodgkins Tcell Lymphoma, and I had a tumor that was 3x's the size of my heart. I was 27 when I got that diagnosis, (so a bit older but still young) my now husband and I had met 2 months before I got that diagnosis. He took that ride with me and we've been together about 10 years same as you guys. Im Italian as well and come from a big family up North, I did my treatment here in Florida. I had to do several rounds of EXTREME Chemo, had ports put in my chest, even in my head. (I still have that one) I had a bone marrow transplant, went into Septic Shock as a result of the medications, the extreme Chemotherapy. I had the same realization he did, and I feel God led me to explore Hollistic options, so I started eating super foods, and researching what foods kill cancer cells, and what foods were helping the cancer progress. I did this along side my treatment and surgeries, and lost my hair several times, and my weight was a JOKE, I mean I'm 5'8/5'9(ish) and wasn't even 100Lbs. Hearing yours and Francesco's story honestly breaks my heart but inspires me as well. 1# to not take a single moment for granted. (At least try to we all say that, but even with what Ive been through thats STILL hard) 2# Also to cherish my husband for what he endured with me. 3# Idk why Francesco isn't here, and I am!? I know God has bigger plans, but I cant wrap my little human pee brain around it. I feel guilty somehow, but I can TELL YOU THIS! He is absolutely watching, and waiting for you. We all have to go one day, why his day was sooner I don't know, but you and him WILL be together again! Put God first, and He will respond in a big way. I mean after all, that is Francesco's keeper now, so if your the crazy girl friend (I know you are😅) you need to be in direct contact with Him, (concerning Francesco of course😅) but don't neglect your own relationship with God either. Sending so much love out to you, Francesco's family, and to Francesco too! He is still here, he is just in a realm not visible to us. Keep talking to him, and God of course, and keep your eyes in the sky, for ALL of our redemption draws near. Life is fleeting for all of us. Not one of us will escape death, and Thank God for that! Who wants to be in this crazy world forever!? No more pain, no more suffering, and eternity with your loved ones. Hope to see you both up there, whenever our time comes. Love you Kaitlyn. ❤

  • @amanialzubi
    @amanialzubi 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    The love & bond you guys hold within each other is so beautiful 🥺❤️ Really proud of you guys for sharing this with the world. It had me in tears..you both are such strong souls! Keeping you guys in our prayers 🙏🏻 God Bless y'all

  • @jessicabattaglia4988
    @jessicabattaglia4988 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Don’t give up on the holistic approach. My husband and I both had medical issues that were solved with dietary & lifestyle changes. It take a while, but it’s so worth it in the end. There are days where we say “why me?” “Why can’t I be normal?” “Why can’t I be out drinking and eating like everyone else who is care free?” .. but everyone has something that makes them “not normal”! Whether it’s anxiety, autoimmune disease, diabetes, allergies, literally anything at all.. we can all look at each other and say “why can’t I just be like that?”, but everyone has some “flaw”, whether they choose to share it or not, everyone has a flaw. We all have obstacles and sacrifices that we have to overcome to be the best version of ourselves. It sucks & it’s a choice we have to make every day to keep feeling good, but it’s just what we have to do. We don’t get to choose, God gives us what we can handle.. so we make choices every day to be healthier and it’s been working. There are weeks where we fuck up in hopes of fitting in, sometimes it’s worth it for momentary fun, most of the time it’s not… but everyday we have to be in the mindset of gratitude.. instead of stewing in negativity because in all honesty, it does suck, we choose to say we’re fortunate to be able to be able to see holistic doctors, get the answers we seek, and be able to afford to take their advice. I’m thankful to be able to afford organic foods, sugar alternatives, holistic doctors, supplements/vitamins, etc. As individuals, we need different things for our bodies to function in the best possible way, so we have to make different choices than one another. But it’s so nice when your partner supports you becoming the best version of yourself. Don’t worry about what outsiders think, we have different circumstances, in 10 years when you have a happy healthy husband (🤞🏼) by your side, you will not regret not going to a club, or eating junk food, or having a night out drinking. Prioritize your health, your mental health now. 24 means nothing. You two will be young at heart your whole lives. Being young is about mindset. Don’t listen to anyone’s worries. You’re doing okay what’s best for you both… if you weren’t, you’d feel it in your gut! You’re not missing out on anything! This is happening for a reason. You’re there for a reason. You have this option because it was put in your path… I bet it had something to do with social media too! You being on TV show, and having a following, could be the reason this holistic place is an option for you guys. So appreciate every little blessing and all the things that led you here… Everything that has happened was meant for you to experience, it’s making you who you are and putting you on the path that you’re meant to go on! I know you guys will be okay 😘 be patient, be thankful, and spend every moment appreciating and loving each other! You guys are strong! Everything will work out.. & if you need the support of people who have been through similar obstacles, my husband and I can be here to talk! ❤️ If you need a recommendation for Light Therapy, let me know. I hear it works wonders for cancer! I’ve been seeing someone in Staten Island for light therapy for other health issues. It could be the miracle we’re looking for, I’m still waiting for my miracle to come & I hope yours will come soon! Sending you guys lots of love. Sorry for the essay but something told me you needed to hear this!! 😘

  • @emilyvaughan4955
    @emilyvaughan4955 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Coming from someone who’s loved ones have HAD cancer, who’s loved ones has had cancer SCARES and coming from someone who is in the medical field, you need to take care of yourself first. You need to be happy and as healthy as you possibly can , physically as well as mentally. You need to be happy to make others happy. Cancer is NOT a death sentence, which many people don’t or can’t realize. A cancer journey can feel like everything is sucked right out of you, but you need to push through, don’t let yourself burn out and fight like hell. You deserve anything and everything. I’ll keep you both in my prayers! Much love ❤️,
    From: Emily and the rest of Canada 🇨🇦.

  • @sammygentry9301
    @sammygentry9301 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    cancer touches my heart, i'm sobbing during Kaitlin's speech. 🥺🖤

  • @sammygentry9301
    @sammygentry9301 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    i pray for healing. 🥺 it's takes a brave soul to tell your story and share it with us so thank you. 🖤

  • @daniellemoody345
    @daniellemoody345 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Kait you are sooo hard on yourself and I know this video is from awhile back. BUT hearing you guys go on this awful journey together shows the love you have and that just because you were 24 at the time doesn’t mean that you wouldn’t be there for the ones you love even when it is overwhelming. You are a beautiful, strong amazing women that shows others how to be a loyal GOOD person!!! And I still follow you on your self love journey and I’m 34 and I’m so proud of you! And you take your life day by day and take those emotions day by day and your grief day by day and the ones that are meant to be in your life WILL be and just by following you I hope you know girl YOU WILL NEVER BE ALONE and to let the people who love you hold you up and hype you up and be there to tell you how awesome and strong you are everyday and those days you don’t want to be strong you don’t have to be!!!! I hope you have and find all in life you are working so hard for!! And I love you!!!

    • @forestwizard1483
      @forestwizard1483 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This is a really beautiful note. ❤

  • @sabrinadibenedetto8081
    @sabrinadibenedetto8081 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Praying for him to heal and get better!!! 🙏🏼❤️

  • @blulousherry
    @blulousherry ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I’m sending you and all of Francesco’s loved ones so much love. There just aren’t words for how heartbreaking this is. I’m so sorry for your loss. Thank you for being such a rock for him during all of these heavy struggles. You’re a real life Earth Angel. I’ve struggled with layers upon layers of grief from losing so many loved ones in my life, and to see this all documented is profound. Im grateful you have so much to look back on and it brings up a lot of regrets and shifting my point of view on being so closed off from the world. This makes me want to document the life I have left. It’s priceless to have something like this to look back on, as painful as it may be. I love you so much. I hope you are healing, although I know this loss will always be a part of your soul now. All my best wishes, Kaitlin. 💚

    • @deeberry650
      @deeberry650 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Bless your heart ..I pray you overcome and beat this devil disease .

  • @zck1720
    @zck1720 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I hate cancer. Lost my beloved husband in December and my loving sister in January. My brother and other sister previous years. I am struggling and i miss my husband endlessly and my siblings😢

  • @joannap9554
    @joannap9554 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Kaitlyn I can’t even find the words to express how truly sorry I am 😔 I watched all of your videos last week including this documentary and I bawled and I don’t even know you both personally! These videos capture the true essence of what a beautiful soul he was and still is and I just want to say that I am truly sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you baby girl 🙏🏻 I am devastated and just know that I am mourning alongside with you - I can’t believe how much this impacted me - I am seeing this is impacting a lot of people. You’re an amazing woman and my prayers are with you ❤️🙏🏻😔

  • @abby.darden
    @abby.darden 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    here for you and love you girl. my mom took the holistic approach too in Mexico! she’s healing! praying for the best for you two.

    • @christopherbeltran7697
      @christopherbeltran7697 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      How about you be there and support him too since he was the one who was actually suffering from cancer not her! Only feel bad for the girl but not for him cause he's a guy and a latino guy?! 😑

  • @mariahchristine21
    @mariahchristine21 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    If there is any piece of advice I can give to you two it’s to always consider the source of who the comments are coming from. People are so judgmental and like Francesco said “jealousy” he is 250% right! Social media can be very corrupt, manipulative, and toxic. I’m so sorry beyond words that you two are going through such a complex, and stressful trial in life, that breaks my heart and I wish you two and your families the best, and I will keep you all in my prayers. GOD WILL make a way for things to turn out positive , just keep your faith as much as you can and keep real, genuine, loving people around you. Do the things that make you guys the happiest but that are also in the best of your guys’ favor. God bless you both 🙏🏽🥺❤️

  • @misfitbritt
    @misfitbritt ปีที่แล้ว +3

    God.... cancer is so cruel. Such a horrible thing to go through for everyone... the person, the family and friends. He truly was such a beautiful person and my god did he love the shit outta you! Cherish it, hold onto those beautiful moments and reflect on them often! You're so strong! Thank you for sharing such raw real life stuff! I wish i could hug you so tight! 🥹🫶

  • @caitlinshields3472
    @caitlinshields3472 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Was this a year ago on the dot?! He reminds me of my friends that have BPD so much! Love his dad but I think he has NPD or did his mom have it? He’s a cherub brother 🫶🏻gone too soon xoxoxoox

  • @lisafilippini3244
    @lisafilippini3244 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    You guys are amazing Always remember that. Life is so unfair! You got this. Positivity always and a good cry never hurts. Only makes you stronger. Sending prayers , love and hugs🙏🏻❤️🤗

  • @elizabethcaldwell7268
    @elizabethcaldwell7268 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Kaitlyn thank you for sharing your journey with us! You are so strong and beautiful and I love how you 2 loved each other. You are spreading love! It's beautiful ❤

  • @ashleybeauchesne5778
    @ashleybeauchesne5778 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Guys!!! I am so touched by this! Your love just radiates through this video. Kaitlin you have an immeasurable strength that I believe was meant to bring your soulmate through his toughest life battle. My family and I are praying for Francesco’s health. With your love and support you will see him through back to health. This is INCREDIBLE & realest videos on this app. Thank you for sharing, God Bless you both always. 💖✨🤍

  • @liveaholisticlife
    @liveaholisticlife ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Kait he says "you're my rock". Always remember that. You're really really strong!!! You're an inspiration for the world!!! You taught how to really love in this hookup breakup world. I really wanna hug you and say you're literally an angel. You're the rock. Love you, Kait. More power to you!

  • @taylorpresley1989
    @taylorpresley1989 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Even though this trip didn’t work he was happy while there, got his vacation & got to spend time with his father he missed out on from working. This was a gift for him and his dad even you before he left.

  • @Lmartinezwilliams
    @Lmartinezwilliams 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    God Bless you all and thanks for always sharing this journey 🙏🏽❤❤❤❤🤗🤗!! Love you guys 💕💗❤❤.

  • @samieelfit5165
    @samieelfit5165 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I love you guys so much😭🤍. I will be praying for Fran and you! 🤍🦋 never ever give up I know y’all won’t too strong to!! but I just want you both to know how inspiring and beautiful what you guys are doing is. Today, you gave me hope to keep going. Much love ❤️🤞🏼

  • @MaddieeeMarieee
    @MaddieeeMarieee 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Just coming back to your old videos and I just want to say that what you two shared can never be replaced, it was so special and magical, but I believe he will send you the right person to love you forever and protect you, he will always be with you, you are such a strong beautiful person. ❤

  • @sobiayaseen2269
    @sobiayaseen2269 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Have blackseeds,and tumeric powder in warm water .

    • @AmiLouWho9495
      @AmiLouWho9495 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      What does that do for you?

  • @kalynhayes606
    @kalynhayes606 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    i absolutely love that you’re sharing this, i can’t imagine how hard it must be but i’m praying for you❤️ you are so strong and you got this!

  • @alexandradorothy4892
    @alexandradorothy4892 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    My mom is a stage 4 cancer patient and it’s hard. I understand what you guys are going through. You just want to switch places so your person isn’t hurting anymore. Keep fighting and always be your own advocate!!!

  • @kellydannenhauer817
    @kellydannenhauer817 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    You guys and your love for each other is beautiful! I pray for healing for you Francesco, and for mental healing for both of you. I can’t imagine what you must be going through. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. 🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻

  • @ashleyguerino4542
    @ashleyguerino4542 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    god bless both of you, this made me sob so hard 😪💕💕💕🙏🏼🙏🏼

  • @lindsaydamelio8683
    @lindsaydamelio8683 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Tell him to sray string... god has made him a fken warrior... i have pstd from a horrible operation..... the doctor knicked my intestine and i emded up im a coma i wasnt suppose to make it through that but 8 years later im still here... and he is stronger then he has to be at a ypung age... yall are amazing ... yes it will take a toll on your mental health.. cause you are r8fht noone knoes what ypur going through but i will pray and hope ypu get through it once again my kidneys and lungs failed on me... if i can make so can you... you got age and youth on your side.. please dont give up

  • @nicktumminello9916
    @nicktumminello9916 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    My father lost both his legs in 2012, and 3 fingers from diabetes, his kidneys failed and he was on dialysis since 2013, he passed june of last year, don’t take time for granted, don’t worry about things that don’t matter, when you die none of your followers are gonna say how great your social media was, the only ppl who are gonna feel your gone is the ppl you love and who love you, they’ll remember your laugh, your smile, funny memories made, the toughest times you went through and got through together, you put to much into social media, they won’t care when your gone

    • @midlifemama40
      @midlifemama40 ปีที่แล้ว

      I needed to read this today. Thank you! So sorry for your loss 🙏💙

  • @caitlinshields3472
    @caitlinshields3472 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Can you edit his speech at the 17 min mark pleassse! I wanna send to my dad boys 🫶🏻

  • @Living_Dead_Girrl
    @Living_Dead_Girrl ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Alternative "treatments" are a death sentence. As a cancer "survivor" who was put thru all of this disinfo when first diagnosed at only 27 - it's incredibly dangerous and dehumanizing and shaming to put this out there. I understand your boyfriend didn't make it, and I want to make it clear my comment is in no way criticizing his choices, or trying to make you feel worse. My only intention is to hopefully save my other cancer people out there from being tricked into these death traps, and from making everyone else think twice before applying social pressure for us cancer victims to "not poison our bodies" by getting the only effective treatment options avail. I almost delayed treatment because of disinfo about "alternative cancer treatments" - and I would be dead right now. As my username clearly shows - cancer changed me, and no, not in a good way. Just in the way that it changes people. I'm the living dead, but I choose this over being dead any day. I just lost my father - the only person I had. I didn't start a podcast over it. Life can be horribly cruel. It's better to take care of yourself and process what happened, and consider putting a permanent disclaimer over these videos that these treatments are not clinically effective and can result in cancer progression, and that anyone with cancer should follow professional medical advice by a licensed practicing ONCOLOGIST.

    • @Skiiinnybiitch
      @Skiiinnybiitch 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      This comment should be pinned.

  • @natashawidmann6780
    @natashawidmann6780 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    God bleed you guys, I know how hard this journey is and the fact that you are there to support each other is amazing. Wish everything work out exactly as you plan. Kaitlin you are such an amazing person, please don’t change and just be you, live for you and believe me that’s the best way to be truly happy. Love you guys hope you can get healthier and back home as soon as possible.

  • @lovealwayskota
    @lovealwayskota 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I'm so sorry to hear all of this, but it's so beautiful to watch you guys on this journey together. Sending you all of the love and praying for your healing. xo

  • @harleywelcher8871
    @harleywelcher8871 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I truly needed this video, this video is definitely an inspiration. I love you guys as a couple. You both are so beautiful together. I feel the love from the both of you towards each other, it's definitely incredible! Thank you guys for this! I'm sending all my love, positive vibes, hope and prayers all to your guy's way !!!! God bless you both and your families 💖💖💖

  • @kristinaswain9278
    @kristinaswain9278 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I usually don’t comment. But… my heart and soul were telling me to do so. I’m new to your channel. I haven’t even watched a whole video yet. But to see the love you had for one another, how positive he clearly was (although being in so much pain), and knowing that his days were clearly limited by such a horrible disease has me in tears. I pray for your comfort, I pray that he is in peace, I pray that one day you two will be United once again and he’s waiting for you at the stairway to heaven (you have your whole life ahead of you… live it sweetie he would most definitely want you too). Ugh, I can’t stop crying. A beautiful soul inside and out taken wayyy too soon.

  • @hannahdesantis3052
    @hannahdesantis3052 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    My heart goes out to you both. You guys are both beyond strong in your own ways. The love you guys have is amazing.

  • @adrianetropiano3243
    @adrianetropiano3243 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I absolutely love you both so much, and know my Franny will be in remission soon!

  • @phoenix8888
    @phoenix8888 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Thank You for posting these videos. I've battled 3 different types of cancer since 2000,2014,2022 and it comforts me to know others have the same feelings 😢. Much love and respect to you and your family 💗 it's made me know that I'm not alone. Thank You 🙏

  • @MariRed310
    @MariRed310 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Gone but never forgotten. This hits different...I hope for a speedy recovery Kaitlyn...The ache of loosing someone you love hit diff❤

  • @dhanistairengbam751
    @dhanistairengbam751 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I just recently lost my cousin sister to cancer and it was soooo hard as a family to watch her go through all the pain, all the treatment and her mental health taking a toll on her. She developed anxiety during the process and she used to have episodes of panic attacks and as much as we wanted her to live, wanted her to experience all the things she imagined her life to be. It gives us closure that now she’s in a happier safer place without all that pain she was going through dealing with cancer. Francesco, I know you’re happy with god now❤️🕊️ and I hope you can heal, Kaitlin💖

  • @sedarahmallett6567
    @sedarahmallett6567 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I am sooooo beyond proud of you both!! God honors the faithful. Yalls faith and hope is so amazing I'm praying for you both! Fran I'll be praying your cancer clears up completely and Kate I'll be praying your faith and strength continues until it all completely clears up!

  • @lizcarman8394
    @lizcarman8394 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    U have to be there because he would be back right by ur side

  • @animaltalk1515
    @animaltalk1515 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Just watching these videos for the first time..and first, God bless u beautiful Kaitlyn ❤️🙏🌈..and I want to know if u have ever considered a career as a family therapist who deals with grief and loss of a family member?? U are wonderful in every way and the way u ask questions is perfect..I love u Kaitlyn and Francesco is WITH U EVERY SINGLE MINUTE OF EVERY DAY!!!! THE SIGNS FROM HIM ARE 100% REAL..THEY ARE HIM..THERE ISSS AN AFTERLIFE GIRL!!!!🙏❤️🌈

  • @JoseChavez-to9fu
    @JoseChavez-to9fu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You can tell Kaitlin has been crying nonstop looks at her eyes.. I’m sorry this was the out come 😭😭

  • @redface26581
    @redface26581 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    You guys!! So proud of you for going out there, taking that chance, and really focusing on yourselves!! Social media IS addicting and it is so so so important to detox from that and you know, try to not let it affect you. AND, the holistic approach you guys are taking, I know you guys are going to get a lot of kick back for it but honestly, keep going!! Your immune system and nervous system are the most important aspects of your body. You give them the resources they need for your body and they'll fight things. Stay strong in it!! You've got this! ❤️❤️❤️

  • @SaltWaterDream
    @SaltWaterDream 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    They are so real, and sweet. I love them. Wishing you all the absolute best! ❤️