TIMESTAMPS / (author/s) 00:00 my mind is my only comfort place (nowt) 02:57 farlight butterfly (symbiose) 05:51 forever (l0ws) 07:51 letting the rain dissolve my soul (nowt) 11:24 moon's song in d (nowt) 17:17 a drawn out evening (lush751) 19:28 we hope you found peace, my friend (dark hide) 20:53 moon's song in e (nowt) 28:12 dear friend (repulsive) 31:52 clouds (burntemple) 36:29 constellation (l0ws) 38:05 lakesides at 4am (zanthin) 41:42 aura of nostalgia 'dream version' (daniel li) 43:46 and then the chaos began. (jakub.) 45:41 shadow (l0ws) 47:30 ethereal feeling (zanthin) 51:24 lsb (tobias grime) 55:09 seraphim (disfigrium) 57:56 repeat!
Look at the most famous fossil from Homo Georgicus shows. With all teeth gone for years, someone else was there to pre-chew the food. That is years of kindness to a fellow human being long before we became homo sapiens.
i was going to reply something incredibly similar to what the other reply says, but it seems they already beat me to it :) remember, we've been caring for each other since the beginning- actually, since before the beginning, according to that reply, if you consider the beginning of us our evolution into homo sapiens- but hey, i'm no expert on that! anyway, it's what makes us *us*. never forget that. much love, always, fellow internet strangers
I am 81yrs now. Very tired of the pain, anxiety and negative I'm surrounded by. I will be returning Home soon and cant wait. My sweet dog, Izzy, is waiting for me, I'm very excited to see her. To all of you listening to this music from our angels, please care for yourself. Listen to what you need, I did not. I was a nurse for 54 yrs and wore my spirit and body down, not thinking of what I needed. So, listen to your soul, follow your guides. God bless.♥
@@Im-lost-pleaese-help you still have a strong heart with hope in it. You'll get out of this funk you are in and shine brighter than all of us. You got this, mate.
Here I sit with other strangers in a digital dimension that is connected but leaves us unconnected. I want my mom and dad back. I want my brothers and sisters. I don't care about happiness I just want to see them. I live in GA and my parents had traumatic issues that I got involved in at a young age. I didn't understand and now I'm looking for answers that no one can give me. This music is what I imagine the path of death holds for us. I miss my grandmother, she was the realest person. She's in hospice and can't remember me. I did not come here for sympathy or compassion. I just needed to say this. I haven't felt a peace like this music and I found it by happenstance. I am not sad so much as longing. I still have my dad with me and I love him. Happy Father's Day dad, you'll never know it but I do everything I can to make you proud, I know I wasn't the best son at all and I have been trying so hard to be better. Mom, I'll be with you one day, I have so many questions. Who were you? Fuck it I guess I'm done crying on the internet.for anyone who stops to read this for a moment Just know I'm okay and doing good. You can't know a good day until you've had a bad one.
i took a shower with this on and ive never experienced a nicer shower.. i showered in ice cold water, finally washed my body, shaved, did some self care. i feel really good about myself now.
To whoever finds this video, know the hardships you endured only made you stronger. But you are human. And by our nature we need just a moments solace, even if it is so brief. But cherish it, because once you throw yourself back into the fray and chaos of this world, you will remember what you are fighting for and when the day ends again, you'll find yourself at that place of comfort once more. Never give up.
Couldn't agree more. I truly covet the time I get to lay down and be tranquil. That's how I get through the day. 'After this patient, I'm that much closer to bed time' and so on.
I can smell the cold air, I can taste the water and smell the sweet rain. I can feel the liminal freedom and imagine flying past those clouds into the mountains in the far distance.. what an amazing and unforgettable experience, our evolution lets us to experience virtually. Thank you, it’s perfect. 💙
listening to this is like an escape out of this reality. Today was so mentally painful for me and I didn't know who I should talk to and wasn't honestly sure if I wanted to talk about it to anyone, which made it even worse for me. Just didn't know how to get rid of these extra nasty feelings, but then I stumbled by this so like piece of heaven and spent exactly 40 minutes scrolling and reading through everyone's comments and I swear I feel way much better now bc of you all. To any person who's reading this, I hope this can comfort u, even if just a bit. Anyone who's going thru tough times, whether ur lonely, exhausted, hurt, or stressed with exams and school shit. It all will pass. oneday soon you'll look back at these moments of your life and say "pheww...I did it! it's all over now " just a period of time that will pass before you even realize it just like a bad dream. stay safe and strong friends!!! I love you all
thank you for saying this. i completely relate, since my mental has kind of taken a nosedive this past month or two. these beautiful soundtracks (paired with some books to escape reality) help alleviate the pain ❤️
It's 4 am and I had dinner after an entire day of work. I'm a part time waiter while studying for the last year of High school. It's so difficult to combine both things but I'm managing. Here in Italy I can't find reasons to invest in my future and I hope to emigrate soon, I'll continue studying to become an interpret and maybe one day I'll meet the girl I've always desired in my dreams, someone who I can really rely on and truly love. I also hope my friends will remain part of my life during this earthly struggling and my greatest wish, above all my priorities, is the sake for my brother. I wish you all the best and may the you all reach your goals and live the best life possibile.
Hope you find the right girl but be careful,take your time don’t just rush into it… it takes a while before you see someone’s true personality and I wouldn’t want you getting played by one of these fast ass little maranitas out there … good luck and remember work hard does pay off 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙏
I’m a highschool student in America. Today I had a real lockdown. For a full five minutes of my life I thought I was going to die and be forced to watch my friends die too. Scariest moment of my life. When I came home my mother was laying in bed because she has a illness that makes her bedridden at times. I didn’t wake her because just seeing her alive was enough of a comfort. Six hours later she finally woke up and then slammed my door open just to yell at me for not saying hello to her when I got home. I’m really confused about life right now. I felt so much fear today and all I wanted was just to see my family alive and all my mother had to say to me was something about herself when I was just trying to let her get the rest she needed. All I wanted to do was cry. All I want to do is cry. School was my escape and now all I feel is unsafe.
If you feel lost, find some place to be yourself. The gym is a good place to work on your mental toughness, proces problems, develop selfinterest en confidence. It is also a place where you can be yourself. Find that beautiful spot and persue it with every fibre in your body. Oh and about your mom, she just wants you to be alright, she might not see it yet but as you grow older you will see that she meant well. Enjoy the time you still have with her, be around her and make memories while you still can...
High school is a weird place. Soon you’ll be out on your own and will someday have your own family. When that happens, you’ll get to be the parent you wish you had growing up. It’s very healing. There is a great life out there waiting for you. Hold on. ♥️
It’s hard. Life is hard and it doesn’t get mush easier. But that’s part of it. We grow and get better at over coming things over the passage of time. What happened at your school is an experience I will never have to bear, but I want you to know that a random person is routing for you
Some come to love us, and some come to teach us how to love ourselves. She sounds like she is probably in a lot of pain in many ways. This probably prevents her from meeting you where you need and deserve to be met. I know it’s lonely, but if you have the capacity at all to do for yourself what you need and want others to do for you, than you will never truly be alone. I’m glad you are safe and I’m sorry that the world at this current time is such a scary place to be a child. You all deserve better.
I have depression, severe anxiety and insomnia, with all of this, it gets incredibly hard to fall asleep at night. Listening to this playlist of yours every single night for the past few months has become my tradition. I’ve never been able to fall asleep as fast as I do now. Please, don’t ever delete this. Thank you for what you do.
To whoever is going through a tough period, I'm with you. I know, reading comments from random ppl around the world isn't the same as actually having someone near, but trust me, if we all could, we would give each other the biggest hugs on earth. I'm currently going through quite a lot, I find myself alone quite often, but I got something to tell you. I'm not gonna give up. I'm still going to love everyone, because we all deserve love. You too, reader :). So please, don't give up. I'm sending to each and everyone of you all around this great world a hug. Good night :)
This music reminds me of beauty I've experienced in my life, my wife and the good times we had and the music like this that we've listened to together, and how much I miss her. God bless you all. I'll pray for you all. Please pray for me.
Consider your self prayed for . May God always be with you . And when the sad times come to you . Think about the many years you and your wife had . Loved ones never quite go away . They stay in our memories and our hearts .
Keeping you in my thoughts man. Use this time to become closer to your children and show them how much you love them. Whatever happens, I hope life turns out well for you.
Im a teacher and a combo of sickness and family stuff had kept me from being able to plan lessons for the coming week. Ive been stressed trying to think of a good activity at least for Monday so I can buy time to make the materials for the rest of the week and this playlist not only calmed me down but helped in giving me a great idea for an activity.
I feel completely devastated after receiving an email from my university that I didn't pass an important exam. I thought that I can rest a bit and spend time with my family but now I have to revise hard and come back to the city where I'm studying. I feel so ashamed that I didn't manage to pass it at the first time (probably I'm the only one who has to write it one more time) and guilty that I've ruined my family plans for holidays...I know that most of you are struggling with far more serious issues than this but I want to share my story with you. It's such a good place filled with sensitive and beautiful people and despite I'll never meet you in real life I love reading your comments and pretending that we're sitting together and trying to comfort each other. Thank you for being there and creating this community. And if anyone who is going through a hard times is reading this: don't give up, try to survive these dark hours and lack of hope. You don't know yet what is going to happen next... Trying to send good vibes from Poland
It doesn't matter what you're struggles are and if you should feel ashamed based on other's experiences. Your feelings are valid, always. I'm so sorrry you didn't pass the exam, but the people who truely love yoh wouldn't ever care, and they'd be right there to comfort you, along with all of us online.
Hello there, i just wanted to tell you a similar experience my mother had. When my mother was in uni (were scandinavian) she had this really important exam whilst she was studying to be a lawyer. She failed that exam very badly (she got everything wrong), the professor did not believe in her after that. My Mother graduated from that University with perfect grades. She also ended up getting a scholarship to Duke University in America, whilst she was writing her PHD in law (idk what type lol). But yeah, everything gets better, dont worry :)
I had a panic attack to the point my parents decide to take me to the hospital after my countless times of begging them since I felt the intense fear swallow me a few weeks ago. The hospital gave me a generalize diagnosis that I may have anxiety myself. I’m not sure what caused it myself but I’ve just been feeling so much fear almost daily. I’m getting therapy though, my school itself is giving me a lot of support and giving me tons of options whenever I feel anxious, and my parents have started to change for the better of themselves to help me deal with these anxious thoughts I feel bad though. Sometimes I feel bad that people are kinda just… doing this for me and I can’t seem to get better. I’m not sure if I’ll ever be the same person as I was before the fear, really. Honestly, it feels like I’m fighting against myself. Despite this though, I’m really glad that I’m a good situation where I have a lot of support. I really wish others may have the opportunity as well to have these… but I know depending on the circumstances, that it may be difficult. If anyone is reading this, please don’t lose hope yet! You got this! Everything is gotta be okay! You can make it and you’ll feel relief that you kept fighting onwards!
Its beautiful that even in your own down times your cheering everyone else on. The fear might not go away, but you'll get tougher. it may seem impossible, but we all believe in you. You said you feel bad when you can't do it and people support you. don't feel bad, all that matters is that you try. good luck stranger. have yourself a good time
I am glad to see people with good musical taste! I would like to ask you to take a look at my videos, I am doing something similar, and I would like to know your opinion, what needs to be corrected or supplemented?&
Medication is really helpful in this case… I recommend Buspar and a Welbutrin mix It’s an anti anxiety mixed with an antidepressant I finally feel whole I feel great I see the good in life all the time I’m happy and safe My life changed from going in and out of jail and problems with drugs and alcohol Research and ask your doctor…. And be honest with them they the professionals and the know a lot about the chemicals in our brain that make us happy So before anyone rights off medication… don’t knock it before you give it a chance… half a wonderful life anyone who see this i know you got this Frfr
hi! i was diagnosed with three types of anxiety a couple of years ago and i just wanna say that it gets better!! i was in a place where i couldn’t see it ever getting better.. but it did. i’m not completely “free” of anxiety but i can do almost every i couldn’t two years ago
i can never seem to get to sleep, its 4:54 am as im writing this no matter how hard i try ill be wide awake.i try to sleep for hours but at a certain point i stop trying and just listen to music in bed, i found this and its a real comfort from all the turmoil in my mind. I have a lot going on right now its nice to just feel safe and carefree this video really helps me relax. If anyone is reading this i want you to know that there is hope and u are strong enough to get through this even if u have to do it on ur own, be kind to yourself.
@@JAKE-ng8yr even if life is shitty at times, there is still hope, even people in their position know that. you don't have to be a "happy person" to know that.
Oh wow I have a painting like this and its one of my favorites. I made up this scene in meditation trying to escape as far as I could and I even imagined that it was on another planet no one knew about. The music is perfect.
going thru a hard break up, been two months yet still finding the strength to be ok. laying down now from wandering all day. listening to this now and feels better. one day i’ll be ok
I feel you man, lost the woman who I felt was the love of my life recently. I’m feeling depressed and restless, working through the grief. Hoping that one day everything will feel better with new outlook on life.
Same, broke up on valentines day, now she is married, and I'm laying here unable to sleep. I have slowly lost interest in everything I used to love. Even martial arts feel empty now.
*In the melancholic strains of sad, sentimental music, I find solace in the shared experience of human fragility, as each chord resonates with the universal ache of the soul*
i listen; to your excitement, to your tears, to your mindless theories, to your laughter, to your complaints, to your anger, i listen with my soul. i listen, although i'm breaking apart, although my mind's too loud, although my heart's in pieces, although my strength's worn out. i listen, because, i know how it feels; to not be heard. because voices unheard become echoes of despair, i listen, through my own chaos, through my own storms, through the darkness that envelops my mind. i listen, because i care, because your voice gives me hope, that one day maybe, i'll be heard too.
Some people would say that life is suffering. To me at least, the meaning of life is to make that suffering worth while. So if there's anything you want to do, go out and just do it. Anything to make life worth living
My comfort space is my old theatre. It got sold this year. But for 7 years of my life, I worked day in and day out in that place. I knew every old rickety board, every cobweb, every corner. I remember standing backstage in the silence as the lights go down in the moments before the show starts. There's a buzz in the air, some of us are holding hands, others are bouncing on our feet getting ready for our opening lines. Then there are the quiet moments. After 16 hr rehearsals when our feet can't take another step, when our legs ache and our chests hurt from singing or laughing or yelling. We're sat on the stage, just Emi and I and we are silent. We're both laying down, neither of us say a word we just breathe. We sweep the stage after the rehearsals but we just need a moment... just a moment... we breathe deep, it smells like our theater. That place was twenty years old... and I was around for nearly half of her life. Center Stage. I'll miss you. I'll miss the corner where we sat and Emi told me she would always be there for me. I miss the seats where I got my biggest roles. I'll miss the costume shop where I struggled to wriggle my way into corsets too small for me that we could afford. I'll miss the prop shop where the old Cave of Wonders lived, or Audrey II... I'll miss my home and the ghosts we left there. I hope she lives still, I hope she sings even still. I hope I do.
i got news that i might not be able to start my college classes by the time i wanted too. i just feel so disappointed in myself. i feel like i’m falling behind everyone else. it’s so draining trying to figure everything out. this video helped me find some peace. so thank you❤️
I just finished finals and I’m tired. Have a poem: I remember when I was young, we were told the sun will blow up someday. I remember the shock and awe, the feeling of dread that we would die young. After all, no one could explain to a child how long those billions of years would be, nor how long we’d stay to see the end had begun. So as we grew taller, grew bigger, grew smarter, we tried to live as much as we could, though to our parents and elder’s dismay, it wasn’t easy to pave a smooth road. But then we see what I didn’t understand and wish we couldn’t. We hear what we have done , that we didn’t have to. And we’ve spoken words, to that which we cannot undo. We’ve uprooted our precious values, dug into scars, tainted and poisoned our souls with toxic tears and a fog of darkness. And as we struggle to self maintain our shared trauma, we look to our dirty hands… And see that we are the ones with the fuse. We will blow up the sun, but not the ball of fire we see in the sky.
There's no use worrying about the things you can't help. You can't always choose not to be hurt by something, but you can choose to let it go. Sometimes you can't fix it. Sometimes what's done is done. Learn from the mistake, but do not dwell upon it. You must choose to carry on. Do not let the past haunt you. If you do, it will tear you apart. Nothing lasts forever; that includes your troubles. Knowing this will let you find peace.
these playlists have gotten me through my final year of university + graduate school applications + calming me down from dealing with both lol, thank you for making : )
This playlist is like a smile from a stranger passing you on the street, someone opening a door for you or catching something you've dropped. It's like meditation during a crisis and hot coco during a snowstorm. I want to bundle up in a blanket and watch my comfort movie and sleep.
Boy, am i not in a comfort place for several years now, i've lost count. Longing for some quietness away from everything. Well, i love the foggy mountains, the lakes, and the rain, so here i am. Will do for now.
This view reminds me of where I grew up in British Columbia, had a lump in my throat while I listened and so many waves of memories of simpler times wash over me. I miss home.
It’s odd, I can’t seem to listen to this one for very long. I can’t help but feel like I’m on the verge of tears with this video and I have no idea why.
Felt I should share my own little nuggets of wisdom, since there are plenty down here in the comments: the overwhelming sensation of music has consistently been a lifesaver and pillar of strength throughout my bleakest times. I was never really a music guy until high school, which neatly coincided with the first explosion of vaporwave's popularity. Good lord, I remember first getting exposed to Macintosh Plus's album "Floral Shoppe" through the single night of shitposting about it on a Legend of Zelda Miiverse community. I was kinda lukewarm about it at first, but I thought it was a nice distraction, and that's all the precedent I needed. It's hard to hear your own anxious thoughts and negativity when you're drowning it out with a constant stream of emotionally charged music, and learning that was understanding why people were "music guys." I've weathered through the worst parts of my life - messy breakups, death, dropping out from uni, coming to terms with worsening disabilities, stuff like that - with music like this. It takes resilience to make it through life despite what it throws at you, and making it to another day is a sign of true strength. I can't promise for certain that it'll always get better, especially since I'm just Some Guy on the Internet and not a politician or anything, but holding onto tomorrow and doing what you can is a good start. Safe travels, fellow netizen, and may your dreams be sweet with music like this on your side.
I find myself here since I did a semi nerve racking thing. I opened up my feelings towards someone, saying "you're the most beautiful person I have ever met, but I want to get to know you first" Only a week in and our friendship slowly grows, but I am learning to healthily temper my emotions as a part of wants to fall into old habits of falling in love fast and burning out just as fast. I'm here to reflect on how this journey of growth will go moving forward, and just enjoying the ride.
hey, good job. I mean it. it takes a lot of effort to put yourself out there, and even more to learn from past mistakes. It sounds like you've got a good thing going. I'll probably never hear from you again, but by chance both of us found ourselves here tonight. Good luck, and enjoy the ride
i’ve developed pretty intense agoraphobia from dealing with years of cystic acne. i get worse and then better and then worse in a horrible cycle. i feel guilty when going outside because i don’t want others to have to see my skin/face and try to stumble through being kind when i know they are disgusted. one up side of this is my rich internal world, i have entire universes in my imagination to visit and write stories about. i hope that everyone else with my condition is blessed with a restful night ❤️
Ur skin will get better! Trust me, just give it time to heal❤ also i had severe acne all over my face for 8 years, and i decided to take accutane for 6 months, it’s my 4th months now and i rarely get acne anymore, maybe only 2 or 3 in a month, most of the times it’s really clear.. maybe u can consider it too ☺️
used to have bad acne too, and can relate to everything u said. don’t worry, it will get better, take care of your health and it will soon go away. and will look back to when this effected u
I completely understand. I developed cystic acne at age 8 and there was legitimately no part of my face not taken over by acne until age 20, when it finally started dying down a bit. I still have the scars all over my face to prove it, and even those scars embarrass me sometimes. Through time and age though, I’ve learned to let go more. If people are disgusted by you just because of your face, then they’re shallow and were never worth any of your time to begin with. Cystic acne feels almost debilitating sometimes, but I liked that it filtered out so many shallow people out of my life. And it also allowed me to focus more inwards, just like you did. That’s an amazing quality to have, you know :) Focus on bettering yourself for the time being. Don’t let appearances get to you, because ultimately they really don’t matter. The best people are remembered for their minds and their personalities, not for their looks!
Thank you so much. This playlist popped up in my notifications just as I was thinking that I needed some music to feel better, to feel at ease while I am studying. You really came when I nedeed it the most ❤ Have a nice day/night, stay safe 🫂
One of the best tips I have for people who feel tired and overwhelmed and tired, is to change your environment because that's where it all starts and ends at the end of the day
Yea, I feel the same way. I listen to one of nobody's videos every night when I sleep and a lot during the day. They're so peaceful and they remind me so much of people I've loved. I didn't get much love back from them, but 'if you sow in love you'll reap in love'. God bless you
@@axel92fra Downloading it will occure the experience of the nice comments of people sharing their experience with depression and existencial crisis to support and bracing each other. This, the sound, the video AND the comment section is in its whole a safe place for sad/stressed/anxious people, and it's amazing.
I'm currently listening to this in my room in the dark while everyone is upstairs with the new baby. Im sad i cant be there. But I don't want my sadness to radiate and effect the happiness of others. This is soothing my hardship at the moment. Especially the comments. Im glad im not alone ❤
None of us are ever alone. Every thought is recorded, emotional reactions too. Don't believe that you are alone, or that we "get away with" anything here either. ❤️
i’m not sure why i’m commenting but maybe this will help somebody so i will. i lost hearing in my left ear about 3 months ago and have been suffering with tinnitus for a year that was exacerbated by the sudden hearing loss. i spent multiple days suicidal or feeling hopeless, lost and in a daze. i left work for almost 2 months, stopped playing music, i had no interest in anything anymore. it’s only been about 3 months, but what i’ve learned is that im still alive and i’ll continue to be. but wasting away my life isn’t what i want to be doing. i’m allowed to cry and feel frustrated, im allowed to feel unjust and stressed. but it shouldn’t last forever because pain is temporary, even if for a bit. i’m not 100% better, even now im trying to ignore the ringing. it’s so intense. but i’ll get through it as i always have, and you’ll get through it as you always have. stay strong 🤍
Life has really been something else for me for these last few years. I feel like I can’t bare it sometimes, so one of my biggest outlets is writing. That’s why this playlist has became one of my favorites. I put it on every time I’m writing one of my stories and every time I feel I’m somewhere else. Whether it’s dealing with other problems that aren’t mine, or falling in love or solving mysteries. I just feel like I’m somewhere else, and I love it. (I just wanted to share my story, after being inspired by all of the other comments❤)
Hi, if you’re reading this, I want to remind you that you are so incredibly strong, brave, and beautiful. I know how crushing and agonizing it may feel to carry yourself through yet, another battle-but please don’t give up. Please do not allow the hardships of today or yesterday, diminish your fire. You are so gifted and so mesmerizing, continue to be the best version of you every single damn day. Validation is for parking, and you are not a parking ticket honey. If you have to do this walk alone, make it the best fucking solo journey they’ve ever heard of. Stay strong and don’t forget to breathe❤️
Today I received word that I am not welcome back to my place of work for a third co-op term. This company meant everything to me, and my coworkers felt like family. I tried applying to the same company in a different city, and they also rejected me. I haven’t cried in years, but when an organization that you put your heart and soul into doesn’t allow you to return, the tears start to flow. Life in university is too busy to constantly be interviewing when you have all these assignments to do, extracurriculars, and exams to study for. I’ve had a hard time falling asleep as I genuinely feel that my hard work is not noticed, and that even my best effort will never satisfy employers. Seeing these comments gives me hope for the future, and comfort knowing that my struggle is shared by many. Take care everyone
Maybe it’s time to start thinking about starting your own company or applying somewhere else. Don’t let others decide what’s your value, put yourself in the right place
Writing this comment crying my eyes out. First of all, thanks for this playlist, thanks for the comments here, just thank you, everyone who keeps surviving despite everything. I guess I'm in my worst and no one is here to help. Even the helpline refuses to help me because I call them too often. I don't have anyone and everything that I have left are my memories. I spoiled everything with my own hands and I can't fix anything. I'm lost now and listen to this playlist alone. If you are reading this comment, please, hold on. When I read the comments I feel that I'm not alone. I hope that one day we will feel better.
To the beautiful soul reading this, no matter what has happened in your life, you are unique and greatly loved by the Lord personally, you have a place in this life. Do not be afraid, no situation is permanent, you gonna be alright
I am proud to say I have listened to every second of this video. While this was playing in the backgorund, I have done countless homework assignments, had many deep conversations, read my Bible, Journaled, or just cried. This video really helped me reach my mental happy place.
My friend! You have a wonderful taste in music... Can you look at my videos? I am creating something similar, and I would like to know your opinion, what can be improved?
I have bipolar disorder that emerged from very savere ADHD that stayed with me to this day. Its only now (1 year ago i was diagnosed and since then im in treatment) with help of therapy I realize how many mistakes and things I always blamed myself for, how many things in me, ways of thinking, parts of ME were mainly due to this disorders. I am not trying to say im not guilty of some of those things, but only now i realize that my illness played a huuuge role in it. I spent last year on an emotional rollercoaster, lost all of my friends, the "die for" kind of friends, cheated on my first love becouse i was so depressed i thought to myself that it "doesnt even matter" like everything else. On my manic episode I rented an apartment, moved out from parents, dropped school for work, went back to school still working got in a new relationship then went back to depession episode and nearly died from overdosing on drugs similar to heroin but weaker, closed myself in an apartment i rented for days, stopped answering calls or messages, slept for days without going out from bed, losing my job of course, almost lost my girlfriend, almost died of starving myself to death. Now im half a year later back with my parents trying to catch my life back into my hands. I have them and my girlfriend who stayed with me despite all the harm ive done to her due to hypersexuality, anti social disorders and work addiction while in manic state and absolute distancing myself from her, closing myself, being grumpy and unbearable all the time. All of that is making me cry at nights, feeling lost, im only 20 and all of those things make me feel like my life is over, like im already old and at the brink of my existance. Your playlists make me feel nostalgia to these times but not in the way it always felt. It makes me feel those memories for one last time before letting them go. I hope yall are safe. Thanks @nobody
First of all your life isnt over. Dont believe that lie. I have recently been through all the things you mentioned about yourself with my man . Boy was it bad . But, because I would not put up with the noncence the illusions that this disability, his disability and your disabity create . And I would not take the noncence from his so called toxic friends . Some friends they are friendly looking enemies . I can now see a little light at the end of the tunnel . Just a small one . Your girlfriend is doing the same . That is because she loves you as I love my man. Your disabilities can be cured . It's not easy but , there are ex depressive living top quality lives . It's true . You just have to want it. Like the other person giving advice here there is much love going out to you and your girlfriend and the rest of your family. Do the right thing . Get the cure . And my blessings to you.
you've been through a lot. And your still here, that takes something really special. It sounds like you are working towards a better future alongside people who really care for you. I wish you the best, and I hope you find what you need.
Found my way here in this state: lost control over my anxiety disorder...never thought it would be this bad again. I am frustrated because nothing helps and I have no idea what to do about it. The comments made me tear up and so I decided to post my experience so that somebody after reading this feels possibly less alone. And if somebody is reading this; What’s your story? How did you end up here? I would love to hear it.
This kind of music reminds me of my wife-partly because we used to listen to this kind of music together, and partly because things that are paricularly beautiful remind me of her. She left me and the kids about a year ago. Somehow this kind of music brings me back in time, to a time when we were happy, when life was simpler.
Trapped in deep loneliness and can’t sleep. Mind wouldn’t stop wandering back to the sadness if it wasn’t busy doing something else, and this popped up in my recommended after a half hour of searching for something to keep my mind occupied but not so busy that it can’t sleep
Somehow, I found myself here after scrolling for a bit. Feel like I found a nice cozy corner of TH-cam. Seeing what people are saying in the comments, I guess I'm a bit down because I was let go from my job yesterday, and now solely relying on my overnight position at the moment. I'm not too awfully upset, as I was a holiday hire, and I went in knowing I may not have a job much longer. Happened quicker than I thought, but still, they pretty much left the door open for me, so that's a net positive for sure! I'm also in a much, much better place mentally, emotionally, and physically than this time last year, so all in all, I don't really have much to complain about. It's a setback for sure, but I'll bounce back soon! I'm just running a bit late, but I'll get there. Besides, I might miss out on a couple of things if I rush to the destination. To all those who are having a much rougher time right now, perhaps suffering from a death in the family, illness or just feeling the blues, as it is the winter season of the year, I will say that things will and do definitely get better. Even if some days, you're not sure how, or even if you're gonna climb the mountain and come back down. Some days, you may not even think you can get through the day, or last another minute as you are now. But these things have a way of working out. Maybe not perfectly, certainly not ideally, but things do tend to equal out over time. Thanks for sticking with this long, rambly comment. Best wishes, God be with you, and stay safe out there.
Y'all are so kind.. Why don't I see people like you irl.. Everything around me is just so gloomy and cruel.. If anyone is reading my message then my prayers are with you..I know we cannot meet each other but just remember that there are people like us who actually care for others ❤
most of your playlists have been really helping me with my emetophobia and hypochondria, and i can barely even remember what an anxiety or panic attack feels like now it's been almost 2 years since my last panic attack, and i genuinely don't think i could've done it without you and my brother (which is quite ironic, i'd expect my parents to be more helpful but all my mother did was threaten to send me to rehab or a mental hospital, whereas you're just some guy on the internet and you've almost been like a therapist to me) it feels great to not irrationally worry about appendicitis, an intestinal obstruction, or even cancer at times, 24/7 and i didn't even really need to go to therapy, i just had to distract myself endlessly until the panic went away i love being so nonchalant and worry-free about things that could possibly make me vomit, but are too rare of a risk to care for and i've even been gaining confidence in myself and my appearance, something i'd lost for god knows how long i haven't ever really gotten the chance to just write my heart out until now, but it honestly feels really nice, especially with this music in the background anyways cya, idk why i'm acting like i know you (no offense), but i feel a lot better now that i've said all this
My friend! You have a wonderful taste in music... Can you look at my videos? I am creating something similar, and I would like to know your opinion, what can be improved?
I'm currently in Warsaw, for my Erasmus traineeship. I'm far from home since 5 days and these are the hardest. I woke up with a panic attack. But now I'm here, working calmly. I get over it and I feel stronger. If you're stuck with anxiety and fear, I'm with you. Take a breath and face what you fear. Do the smallest step. You can do it and everything will get better 💛
I know when music is good I can sit and cry while listening to it.. had a stressful day yesterday and when it was finally dark and I had time to myself I just sat and wept and it felt so nice crying my worries away listening to this playlist.
White noise + reverb = heaven. My desk is in a noisy environment so I put some earplugs in and listen to this. I keep coming back even after I finish listening to the whole thing.
I always listen to this as I read. It really matches any genre of book and its amazing for keeping calm and to stop yourself from getting distracted. I always listen to this and end up getting absorbed into any book I'm reading like it's my whole world. As if the world is the pages and nothing else. It makes it come to life you know ♡
@@nightstargalaxy7347 well while listening to this I've read two books: "I'm watching you" and "Nothing to fear" both by Karen Rose in the Chicago series! And to this song i also re read the book "Count to ten" by her too!
I come here when I need to talk about important, stressful stuff with a good friend. This keeps me grounded, and calm, even though I feel stressed out.
I came across this after crying, and I am glad I did because it really did help calm me down. This video made me think of all the good times I had with my friends and family. It also helped me calm down when I was crying over the death of one of my friends. She was one of the sweetest people you would have met, and I am glad I did meet her because she helped not only myself, but others, too. So, when I got the news that she passed after my winter break, it just put me in a bad mindset, and after almost three months after her passing, I come across this video and it has helped a bit to put my mind at ease. So, I thank you for making this video, my friend. And if anyone wants to talk about things, whether it's just to vent or to rant about something, I'm more than happy to talk!
I came here through my friend's playlist. I came to the comment section and saw everyone pouring their hearts out, being their true authentic selves, not afraid to be vulnerable. And I fell in love with this place. It is a warm feeling when you're surrounded by real people. People who feel. People who just wanna remember what peace feels like. I've been dealing with anxiety issues since 2019, i thought i got better. But a recent failure made me relapse. I know why i failed; i wasn't able to perform at my best as i was really sick for weeks. But nobody cares why you failed, they only care that you failed... i hear my heart beating loudly even when i sleep. It beats with fear, ever so unnatural and afraid to breathe, like a squirrel holding its tiny hands to his chest when the sound of thunder reveberated through the sky. I asked the universe what i did wrong when I've been following its guidance. I haven't found my answer yet.
I really want to share my experience with this music🤲 Usually i read a book called "Two lives" by Concordia Antarova with this playlist. Now its like music is a part of the book. Music changes the mood when some pages hits. Im on my 2d part of the book, and its a magical, self-therapy experience. Such a spiritual masterpiece, i totally recommend it to everybody. Especially if u lost your loved ones, this book will relieve anxiety, open your heart and cover u with unconditional love! I will update when i finish the book!
hey you! yea you! take a moment, sit down and relax, its ok you did your best today. even if you didnt put your best effort forward thats ok too, everyone has their own pace in life. I encourage to find yours, it may take a while or not but regardless you will find your flow in the end. Remember always take the time for your mental health as well, A mind can become a swirling frothing maelstrom of emotions and thoughts, and it can feel overwhelming, so damn overwhelming at times. With these times i encourage to just take a moment breath and let it go. Thats one thing people can have a hard time with, letting things go. Whether it was argument years ago, or missing out on a cool new thing that just came out, you will be ok let go of those potentially negative feelings, trust me its not good to bottle it up deep inside cause eventually that bottle breaks from the stress and all that anger comes roiling out. Its not worth keeping grudges over things for life, we have short lives in the grand scheme of things why not just enjoy it? Go out somewhere treat yourself for the evening and just forget about life for the moment taking the time to relax your mind each day can help alot in the long run. Dont overwork yourselves ok? dont let the stress get to ya and always you have people you can talk too. I hope to who ever is reading this; may the roads rise up to meet you and may the winds always be at your back. If no one has said this yet to you, i love you for who you are be unique be awesome like that, kick ass out there. See you later ya lovely space cowboys.
I am glad to see people with good musical taste! I would like to ask you to take a look at my videos, I am doing something similar, and I would like to know your opinion, what needs to be corrected or supplemented?&
@@dunwich.chillout I like what you got, the videos sound pretty good i like the visuals you've edited in. the vibes feel pretty good. not much i can say for sure to change you got a pretty solid thing going.
Love can hurt so damn much some times... At least reading beautiful comments while listening to this beautiful music makes me feel understood and a little less alone. Thank you, and thank you Nobody for creating such an incredible atmosphere for exchanging experiences
I've lost her, an it pains me more then i thought it ever could, your playlist are subconsciously soothing an supporting, an reading the comment is even more relieving to go through an help mend my wounds even if it's just a little
Another amazing playlist, thank you @nobody. To everyone please know that you are loved, you are worthy and you are enough. Life might suck right now, it sucks that it sucks, but it will get better and it will pass, no matter how long it takes. You are strong, you are smart, you are capable.
Thank you to the kind people here who's words make me cry, remembering that there is hope in the world. I currently don't have a job (though not for lack of trying,) and my friends don't want me to live here anymore. I've never felt so alone before. But I'm not going to give up. Someday, I'll be out of this country and somewhere safer. Someday, I will write my books and share them with the world. Someday, I will feel comfortable in the quiet and know that I am loved. I'm not leaving this world until that someday comes. I hope that you remember that you have a someday too. Things will be better eventually, we just gotta hang in there 💜
At night, I'm never supposed to be "productive", because the day has passed. Everyone is asleep, it's quiet, peaceful, and I can just relax listening to playlists like this one and be alone with my thoughts. I love the middle of the night.
Just hanging with a comfort character my therapist helped me create. She's something like a spiritual Betta fish named Aloe. I named her "Aloe" because I wrote her to be really soft if you were to touch her, like aloe vera. I also wrote her to take the form of a cute water dragon who will calm you by wrapping you up a little. She might do a little hypnosis session with you as well, make you forget about whatever is bugging you. I know it's kinda silly or juvenile, but the thing is, I'm high-functioning autistic, and my case happens to be very severe. There is a lot that sets me off or gets under my skin, and many days certain people are all about making it worse for God knows what reason. Any time I'm having a horrendous day, everyone around me goes out of their way to aggravate me even further and make me escalate until I end up having a meltdown, so they can punish me for it... many days I don't even feel like I'm a member of my own family. I just feel like some kid sitting in the middle of a classroom having everyone throw garbage at me, walking down the hallway through a crowd of people that will never leave me alone until I turn 18 and move away. But that's why I have Aloe. She knows what I'm going through. She understands me when no one else will or cares to. She and my little sister are my only true friends in this world...
Thanks for sharing. I love your Aloe. I am going to adopt a similar betta/dragon character/spirit guide, see if it helps. I love bettas and dragons both anyway....it's part of what drew me in to your experience. Can't say I'm autistic on any part of the spectrum, but I am a highly sensitive deeply empathic person, and that is extremely draining and sometimes isolating thing. Thank you for giving me an idea how I could deal with it. Love and light to you! ❤️🌻✨✌🏻
aloe sounds so cute. hope you've been okay. i'm also autistic and i listen to this music to tune out noises i'm really sensitive to. i'm in college now and it's so differnet than when i was in school, high school had no support for me at all and i didn't relate to anyone but now i'm taking an environmental science course doing what i actually wanna do and everyone is more mature. things will get better for you, just stay strong and don't let anyone change who you are
Sometimes life is hard, but this moments are important to make us grow. So dont give up, stay focused. After all, you will feel pleasure, peace and love.
Reading these comments makes me so sad. So, here’s something I’ve put together for you guys. Don’t give up. Never doubt yourself because somebody did, People may fade from your life but you’ll meet way better people. You may be a loner like me, but it’ll get better. Speak up for yourself, even if it seems impossible. I’ve had small panic attacks where I couldn’t speak up and got yelled at for, But slowly I’m working to a diagnosis. Don’t give up on your hopes and dreams now, Your only getting started. It’ll be a rocky path, but always go with your gut and not what your brain might trick you into thinking.
Nobody is honestly a go-to content creator for me. There’s a playlist for every mood that doesn’t exactly have a one-word title, but rather is more captured by a phrase - some poetic, others simple. However, I think I speak for us all when I say nobody reads these passions well, and translates them into their work beautifully. You’re appreciated, nobody. You truly are somebody. You’re loved and appreciated, if by nobody else than by I. You fill the gaps in life with music. What more could one want from somebody? Thank you. Your work is greatly appreciated. :) ❤️
TIMESTAMPS / (author/s)
00:00 my mind is my only comfort place (nowt)
02:57 farlight butterfly (symbiose)
05:51 forever (l0ws)
07:51 letting the rain dissolve my soul (nowt)
11:24 moon's song in d (nowt)
17:17 a drawn out evening (lush751)
19:28 we hope you found peace, my friend (dark hide)
20:53 moon's song in e (nowt)
28:12 dear friend (repulsive)
31:52 clouds (burntemple)
36:29 constellation (l0ws)
38:05 lakesides at 4am (zanthin)
41:42 aura of nostalgia 'dream version' (daniel li)
43:46 and then the chaos began. (jakub.)
45:41 shadow (l0ws)
47:30 ethereal feeling (zanthin)
51:24 lsb (tobias grime)
55:09 seraphim (disfigrium)
57:56 repeat!
THANK YOU! I WILL BE LISTENING TO THIS DURING MY DAILY MENTAL BREAKDOWN.. eh heh..
thank you so much, i can make this my prictae playlist now :D
Thank you
Brilliant
Thank you
Great Sounds for late nights alone. Cheers nobody. keep up the great work, who ever you maybe, dear nobody.
The comments of this video make me think that given the right circumstances humanity could actually care for each other, unconditionally
Look at the most famous fossil from Homo Georgicus shows. With all teeth gone for years, someone else was there to pre-chew the food. That is years of kindness to a fellow human being long before we became homo sapiens.
i was going to reply something incredibly similar to what the other reply says, but it seems they already beat me to it :) remember, we've been caring for each other since the beginning- actually, since before the beginning, according to that reply, if you consider the beginning of us our evolution into homo sapiens- but hey, i'm no expert on that! anyway, it's what makes us *us*. never forget that. much love, always, fellow internet strangers
@@PacoFTW realistically impossible. Too many differing opinions & ideologies for everyone to settle on just one; nice pipe dream though.
I am 81yrs now. Very tired of the pain, anxiety and negative I'm surrounded by. I will be returning Home soon and cant wait. My sweet dog, Izzy, is waiting for me, I'm very excited to see her. To all of you listening to this music from our angels, please care for yourself. Listen to what you need, I did not. I was a nurse for 54 yrs and wore my spirit and body down, not thinking of what I needed. So, listen to your soul, follow your guides. God bless.♥
did you get to see a frank zappa concert?
Thank you for sharing!!! Love❤❤❤❤
I can see you as beautiful as you once were. You will be like that forever again. I hope to see you there.
Man brian, sounds rough, every second is for living but to be honest im a failure right now, not much can get worse but hey atleast its something❤❤
@@Im-lost-pleaese-help you still have a strong heart with hope in it. You'll get out of this funk you are in and shine brighter than all of us. You got this, mate.
Here I sit with other strangers in a digital dimension that is connected but leaves us unconnected. I want my mom and dad back. I want my brothers and sisters. I don't care about happiness I just want to see them. I live in GA and my parents had traumatic issues that I got involved in at a young age. I didn't understand and now I'm looking for answers that no one can give me. This music is what I imagine the path of death holds for us. I miss my grandmother, she was the realest person. She's in hospice and can't remember me. I did not come here for sympathy or compassion. I just needed to say this. I haven't felt a peace like this music and I found it by happenstance. I am not sad so much as longing. I still have my dad with me and I love him. Happy Father's Day dad, you'll never know it but I do everything I can to make you proud, I know I wasn't the best son at all and I have been trying so hard to be better. Mom, I'll be with you one day, I have so many questions. Who were you? Fuck it I guess I'm done crying on the internet.for anyone who stops to read this for a moment Just know I'm okay and doing good. You can't know a good day until you've had a bad one.
You are strong. ❤
@Alikatt9 I have to be.
i took a shower with this on and ive never experienced a nicer shower.. i showered in ice cold water, finally washed my body, shaved, did some self care. i feel really good about myself now.
one of the best feelings 🫧
Showers are so comfy~
i spent 7 hours studying, and it passed like 30 minutes with this playlist
What are you gonna do with the left 7 minutes and 29 seconds?
wow imma go try this then cause i cant focus when i study at home with any sort of music/noise cancellation, wish me luck
@@HonokiViceandSunset fall asleep probably
Great❤
@hennyballector8690 When you focus you can sometimes forget hunger.
To whoever finds this video, know the hardships you endured only made you stronger. But you are human. And by our nature we need just a moments solace, even if it is so brief. But cherish it, because once you throw yourself back into the fray and chaos of this world, you will remember what you are fighting for and when the day ends again, you'll find yourself at that place of comfort once more.
Never give up.
Thank you.
Couldn't agree more. I truly covet the time I get to lay down and be tranquil. That's how I get through the day. 'After this patient, I'm that much closer to bed time' and so on.
Thanks, from Moscow, bro
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I needed this today
I am currently falling asleep to this but am I the only one who finds night just safe and cozy?
Night is the best time
Agreee
@@fruittree1670 fr
The lyrics to ‘Waiting for the Night’ by Depeche Mode describe this perfectly.
Sames
I can smell the cold air, I can taste the water and smell the sweet rain. I can feel the liminal freedom and imagine flying past those clouds into the mountains in the far distance.. what an amazing and unforgettable experience, our evolution lets us to experience virtually. Thank you, it’s perfect. 💙
No you can't.
@@Bryce3189 it's called figurative language dummy
@@Bryce3189 what a way to ruin something so beautiful
To whoever made the comment this person replied to, please have a wonderful life.
@@Bryce3189 yes I can, once you’ve been there you will always feel the thing you felt over there
listening to this is like an escape out of this reality. Today was so mentally painful for me and I didn't know who I should talk to and wasn't honestly sure if I wanted to talk about it to anyone, which made it even worse for me. Just didn't know how to get rid of these extra nasty feelings, but then I stumbled by this so like piece of heaven and spent exactly 40 minutes scrolling and reading through everyone's comments and I swear I feel way much better now bc of you all. To any person who's reading this, I hope this can comfort u, even if just a bit. Anyone who's going thru tough times, whether ur lonely, exhausted, hurt, or stressed with exams and school shit. It all will pass. oneday soon you'll look back at these moments of your life and say "pheww...I did it! it's all over now " just a period of time that will pass before you even realize it just like a bad dream.
stay safe and strong friends!!! I love you all
It's always the best to end a day looking back at the struggles we prevailed through, I think that alone is worth it.
thank you for saying this. i completely relate, since my mental has kind of taken a nosedive this past month or two. these beautiful soundtracks (paired with some books to escape reality) help alleviate the pain ❤️
I hope you are safe and good and if you need to talk I'm here!
It's 4 am and I had dinner after an entire day of work. I'm a part time waiter while studying for the last year of High school. It's so difficult to combine both things but I'm managing. Here in Italy I can't find reasons to invest in my future and I hope to emigrate soon, I'll continue studying to become an interpret and maybe one day I'll meet the girl I've always desired in my dreams, someone who I can really rely on and truly love. I also hope my friends will remain part of my life during this earthly struggling and my greatest wish, above all my priorities, is the sake for my brother. I wish you all the best and may the you all reach your goals and live the best life possibile.
You're not alone. Thank you for being there. With love from Moscow
@@Alex_Komnin Love you brother and to your people in this moment of struggle💛.
@@giovannitempesta285 )))))
dont go to america, it's fucked over here too.
Hope you find the right girl but be careful,take your time don’t just rush into it… it takes a while before you see someone’s true personality and I wouldn’t want you getting played by one of these fast ass little maranitas out there … good luck and remember work hard does pay off 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙏
nobody is the hero we need but don’t deserve.
These playlists literally save me from an existential crisis brought on by incredible anxiety.
@Danny Dolan pretty much everything - work, my health, the future, my family.
Thanks for asking though.
@@JMB1017 wishing you the best :)) :D even now… lol !
I’m a highschool student in America. Today I had a real lockdown. For a full five minutes of my life I thought I was going to die and be forced to watch my friends die too. Scariest moment of my life. When I came home my mother was laying in bed because she has a illness that makes her bedridden at times. I didn’t wake her because just seeing her alive was enough of a comfort. Six hours later she finally woke up and then slammed my door open just to yell at me for not saying hello to her when I got home.
I’m really confused about life right now. I felt so much fear today and all I wanted was just to see my family alive and all my mother had to say to me was something about herself when I was just trying to let her get the rest she needed. All I wanted to do was cry. All I want to do is cry. School was my escape and now all I feel is unsafe.
I read you, I sit and cry, thank you for being there. With love from Moscow...
If you feel lost, find some place to be yourself. The gym is a good place to work on your mental toughness, proces problems, develop selfinterest en confidence. It is also a place where you can be yourself. Find that beautiful spot and persue it with every fibre in your body. Oh and about your mom, she just wants you to be alright, she might not see it yet but as you grow older you will see that she meant well. Enjoy the time you still have with her, be around her and make memories while you still can...
High school is a weird place. Soon you’ll be out on your own and will someday have your own family. When that happens, you’ll get to be the parent you wish you had growing up. It’s very healing. There is a great life out there waiting for you. Hold on. ♥️
It’s hard. Life is hard and it doesn’t get mush easier. But that’s part of it. We grow and get better at over coming things over the passage of time. What happened at your school is an experience I will never have to bear, but I want you to know that a random person is routing for you
Some come to love us, and some come to teach us how to love ourselves. She sounds like she is probably in a lot of pain in many ways. This probably prevents her from meeting you where you need and deserve to be met. I know it’s lonely, but if you have the capacity at all to do for yourself what you need and want others to do for you, than you will never truly be alone.
I’m glad you are safe and I’m sorry that the world at this current time is such a scary place to be a child. You all deserve better.
I have depression, severe anxiety and insomnia, with all of this, it gets incredibly hard to fall asleep at night. Listening to this playlist of yours every single night for the past few months has become my tradition. I’ve never been able to fall asleep as fast as I do now. Please, don’t ever delete this. Thank you for what you do.
I hope that you are doing well. It is hard, but I know you can deal with all of it.
you should download this as an mp3 on something, so you can always have it :)
To whoever is going through a tough period, I'm with you. I know, reading comments from random ppl around the world isn't the same as actually having someone near, but trust me, if we all could, we would give each other the biggest hugs on earth. I'm currently going through quite a lot, I find myself alone quite often, but I got something to tell you. I'm not gonna give up. I'm still going to love everyone, because we all deserve love. You too, reader :).
So please, don't give up. I'm sending to each and everyone of you all around this great world a hug.
Good night :)
thats so sweet
This made my heart warmer..
Thank you
Good night 🌃
💖I actually felt it when you said that if we could we would hug each other🫂. The energy is here 💓
Accomplished your mission, made me cry. Love you all
Much love to everyone of you peeps out there, we’ve got this shit 😜💪🏼
This music reminds me of beauty I've experienced in my life, my wife and the good times we had and the music like this that we've listened to together, and how much I miss her. God bless you all. I'll pray for you all. Please pray for me.
May Gob be with you, I'll pray for you
Consider your self prayed for . May God always be with you . And when the sad times come to you . Think about the many years you and your wife had . Loved ones never quite go away . They stay in our memories and our hearts .
@@guts197 She left me and the kids. I just pray that she'll come to her senses and come home
Don't worry man, just trust in God and all will work out in the end.
Keeping you in my thoughts man. Use this time to become closer to your children and show them how much you love them. Whatever happens, I hope life turns out well for you.
Im a teacher and a combo of sickness and family stuff had kept me from being able to plan lessons for the coming week. Ive been stressed trying to think of a good activity at least for Monday so I can buy time to make the materials for the rest of the week and this playlist not only calmed me down but helped in giving me a great idea for an activity.
if you still know, what was it (and for which age)?
Ah, us teachers with our activities hoping to engage students to pay attention 😭I feel you
I feel completely devastated after receiving an email from my university that I didn't pass an important exam. I thought that I can rest a bit and spend time with my family but now I have to revise hard and come back to the city where I'm studying. I feel so ashamed that I didn't manage to pass it at the first time (probably I'm the only one who has to write it one more time) and guilty that I've ruined my family plans for holidays...I know that most of you are struggling with far more serious issues than this but I want to share my story with you. It's such a good place filled with sensitive and beautiful people and despite I'll never meet you in real life I love reading your comments and pretending that we're sitting together and trying to comfort each other. Thank you for being there and creating this community. And if anyone who is going through a hard times is reading this: don't give up, try to survive these dark hours and lack of hope. You don't know yet what is going to happen next...
Trying to send good vibes from Poland
It doesn't matter what you're struggles are and if you should feel ashamed based on other's experiences. Your feelings are valid, always. I'm so sorrry you didn't pass the exam, but the people who truely love yoh wouldn't ever care, and they'd be right there to comfort you, along with all of us online.
Hello there, i just wanted to tell you a similar experience my mother had. When my mother was in uni (were scandinavian) she had this really important exam whilst she was studying to be a lawyer. She failed that exam very badly (she got everything wrong), the professor did not believe in her after that. My Mother graduated from that University with perfect grades. She also ended up getting a scholarship to Duke University in America, whilst she was writing her PHD in law (idk what type lol). But yeah, everything gets better, dont worry :)
I had a panic attack to the point my parents decide to take me to the hospital after my countless times of begging them since I felt the intense fear swallow me a few weeks ago. The hospital gave me a generalize diagnosis that I may have anxiety myself.
I’m not sure what caused it myself but I’ve just been feeling so much fear almost daily.
I’m getting therapy though, my school itself is giving me a lot of support and giving me tons of options whenever I feel anxious, and my parents have started to change for the better of themselves to help me deal with these anxious thoughts
I feel bad though.
Sometimes I feel bad that people are kinda just… doing this for me and I can’t seem to get better. I’m not sure if I’ll ever be the same person as I was before the fear, really. Honestly, it feels like I’m fighting against myself.
Despite this though, I’m really glad that I’m a good situation where I have a lot of support. I really wish others may have the opportunity as well to have these… but I know depending on the circumstances, that it may be difficult. If anyone is reading this, please don’t lose hope yet! You got this! Everything is gotta be okay!
You can make it and you’ll feel relief that you kept fighting onwards!
Its beautiful that even in your own down times your cheering everyone else on. The fear might not go away, but you'll get tougher. it may seem impossible, but we all believe in you. You said you feel bad when you can't do it and people support you. don't feel bad, all that matters is that you try. good luck stranger. have yourself a good time
I am glad to see people with good musical taste! I would like to ask you to take a look at my videos, I am doing something similar, and I would like to know your opinion, what needs to be corrected or supplemented?&
i hope you feel better. i get it it happens with me to:)
Medication is really helpful in this case… I recommend Buspar and a Welbutrin mix
It’s an anti anxiety mixed with an antidepressant
I finally feel whole
I feel great I see the good in life all the time
I’m happy and safe
My life changed from going in and out of jail and problems with drugs and alcohol
Research and ask your doctor…. And be honest with them they the professionals and the know a lot about the chemicals in our brain that make us happy
So before anyone rights off medication… don’t knock it before you give it a chance… half a wonderful life anyone who see this i know you got this Frfr
hi! i was diagnosed with three types of anxiety a couple of years ago and i just wanna say that it gets better!! i was in a place where i couldn’t see it ever getting better.. but it did. i’m not completely “free” of anxiety but i can do almost every i couldn’t two years ago
These always come out exactly when I need, exactly with the perfect theme each time
Same. It's kinda spooky
@@lixykitty hi 😀 i have an enthusiastic music channel and rimex need to support my channel image
Spooky. It's kinda same
Love it when it happens
i can never seem to get to sleep, its 4:54 am as im writing this no matter how hard i try ill be wide awake.i try to sleep for hours but at a certain point i stop trying and just listen to music in bed, i found this and its a real comfort from all the turmoil in my mind. I have a lot going on right now its nice to just feel safe and carefree this video really helps me relax. If anyone is reading this i want you to know that there is hope and u are strong enough to get through this even if u have to do it on ur own, be kind to yourself.
why do you say their is hope if u are having a shiity life youself rn? i would much rather hear that from a happy person
friend try taking some medication to relax or certain concoctions like chamomile tea between 8:30 and 9:00 pm
@@JAKE-ng8yr even if life is shitty at times, there is still hope, even people in their position know that. you don't have to be a "happy person" to know that.
@@JAKE-ng8yr lol Okay take it from me then buddy
@@salaptas did u have shitty life at some point?
I just dropped by to experience this and to tell you, you are by no means "nobody." Thank you for your channel.
Oh wow I have a painting like this and its one of my favorites. I made up this scene in meditation trying to escape as far as I could and I even imagined that it was on another planet no one knew about. The music is perfect.
Yea, that is a nice fantasy, to escape from 'civilization' to another planet nobody knows about. Beautiful music too
going thru a hard break up, been two months yet still finding the strength to be ok. laying down now from wandering all day. listening to this now and feels better. one day i’ll be ok
You'll be okay, man. Keep up the good fight. 👊
I feel you man, lost the woman who I felt was the love of my life recently. I’m feeling depressed and restless, working through the grief. Hoping that one day everything will feel better with new outlook on life.
Same, broke up on valentines day, now she is married, and I'm laying here unable to sleep. I have slowly lost interest in everything I used to love. Even martial arts feel empty now.
@@tylerfleming1662 I wish you peace 💜
All the best for you!
*In the melancholic strains of sad, sentimental music, I find solace in the shared experience of human fragility, as each chord resonates with the universal ache of the soul*
i listen;
to your excitement,
to your tears,
to your mindless theories,
to your laughter,
to your complaints,
to your anger,
i listen with my soul.
i listen,
although i'm breaking apart,
although my mind's too loud,
although my heart's in pieces,
although my strength's worn out.
i listen,
because, i know how it feels;
to not be heard.
because voices unheard become echoes of despair,
i listen,
through my own chaos,
through my own storms,
through the darkness that envelops my mind.
i listen,
because i care,
because your voice gives me hope,
that one day maybe, i'll be heard too.
Some people would say that life is suffering. To me at least, the meaning of life is to make that suffering worth while.
So if there's anything you want to do, go out and just do it. Anything to make life worth living
I wish it was that easy
Life is suffering
My comfort space is my old theatre.
It got sold this year. But for 7 years of my life, I worked day in and day out in that place. I knew every old rickety board, every cobweb, every corner. I remember standing backstage in the silence as the lights go down in the moments before the show starts. There's a buzz in the air, some of us are holding hands, others are bouncing on our feet getting ready for our opening lines.
Then there are the quiet moments. After 16 hr rehearsals when our feet can't take another step, when our legs ache and our chests hurt from singing or laughing or yelling. We're sat on the stage, just Emi and I and we are silent. We're both laying down, neither of us say a word we just breathe. We sweep the stage after the rehearsals but we just need a moment... just a moment... we breathe deep, it smells like our theater.
That place was twenty years old... and I was around for nearly half of her life. Center Stage. I'll miss you. I'll miss the corner where we sat and Emi told me she would always be there for me. I miss the seats where I got my biggest roles. I'll miss the costume shop where I struggled to wriggle my way into corsets too small for me that we could afford. I'll miss the prop shop where the old Cave of Wonders lived, or Audrey II... I'll miss my home and the ghosts we left there.
I hope she lives still, I hope she sings even still.
I hope I do.
i got news that i might not be able to start my college classes by the time i wanted too. i just feel so disappointed in myself. i feel like i’m falling behind everyone else. it’s so draining trying to figure everything out. this video helped me find some peace. so thank you❤️
I just finished finals and I’m tired. Have a poem:
I remember when I was young, we were told the sun will blow up someday.
I remember the shock and awe, the feeling of dread that we would die young.
After all, no one could explain to a child how long those billions of years would be, nor how long we’d stay to see the end had begun.
So as we grew taller, grew bigger, grew smarter, we tried to live as much as we could, though to our parents and elder’s dismay, it wasn’t easy to pave a smooth road.
But then we see what I didn’t understand and wish we couldn’t. We hear what we have done , that we didn’t have to. And we’ve spoken words, to that which we cannot undo.
We’ve uprooted our precious values, dug into scars, tainted and poisoned our souls with toxic tears and a fog of darkness.
And as we struggle to self maintain our shared trauma, we look to our dirty hands…
And see that we are the ones with the fuse.
We will blow up the sun, but not the ball of fire we see in the sky.
jaw on the floor, tears in my eyes, this has no job being that good, wow...
Beautiful read, thank you so much for sharing this
I don't understand the last line
@@nassoide it's pretty deep
Great poem! Very well written.
There's no use worrying about the things you can't help. You can't always choose not to be hurt by something, but you can choose to let it go. Sometimes you can't fix it. Sometimes what's done is done. Learn from the mistake, but do not dwell upon it. You must choose to carry on. Do not let the past haunt you. If you do, it will tear you apart. Nothing lasts forever; that includes your troubles. Knowing this will let you find peace.
these playlists have gotten me through my final year of university + graduate school applications + calming me down from dealing with both lol, thank you for making : )
I look back at the pain I've gone through, and it was worth it in the end, to just be here and enjoy this moment.
You’re not in a movie you’re life isn’t a book stop talking like that
@@cowboyschad5x778 bruh shush 🤐
@@cowboyschad5x778 found the country bumpkin
Agreed
I don't know how but your playlists perfectly encapsulate the feeling I have when I'm imagining things late at night and it's beautiful.
This playlist is like a smile from a stranger passing you on the street, someone opening a door for you or catching something you've dropped. It's like meditation during a crisis and hot coco during a snowstorm. I want to bundle up in a blanket and watch my comfort movie and sleep.
For a youtube channel named Nobody, you really are someone amongst the community you built around you in the comments.
Boy, am i not in a comfort place for several years now, i've lost count. Longing for some quietness away from everything. Well, i love the foggy mountains, the lakes, and the rain, so here i am. Will do for now.
I've been longing for peace for so long. Trying to find it in myself. It's so hard but i will never give up
This view reminds me of where I grew up in British Columbia, had a lump in my throat while I listened and so many waves of memories of simpler times wash over me. I miss home.
It’s odd, I can’t seem to listen to this one for very long. I can’t help but feel like I’m on the verge of tears with this video and I have no idea why.
Felt I should share my own little nuggets of wisdom, since there are plenty down here in the comments: the overwhelming sensation of music has consistently been a lifesaver and pillar of strength throughout my bleakest times. I was never really a music guy until high school, which neatly coincided with the first explosion of vaporwave's popularity. Good lord, I remember first getting exposed to Macintosh Plus's album "Floral Shoppe" through the single night of shitposting about it on a Legend of Zelda Miiverse community. I was kinda lukewarm about it at first, but I thought it was a nice distraction, and that's all the precedent I needed. It's hard to hear your own anxious thoughts and negativity when you're drowning it out with a constant stream of emotionally charged music, and learning that was understanding why people were "music guys."
I've weathered through the worst parts of my life - messy breakups, death, dropping out from uni, coming to terms with worsening disabilities, stuff like that - with music like this. It takes resilience to make it through life despite what it throws at you, and making it to another day is a sign of true strength. I can't promise for certain that it'll always get better, especially since I'm just Some Guy on the Internet and not a politician or anything, but holding onto tomorrow and doing what you can is a good start. Safe travels, fellow netizen, and may your dreams be sweet with music like this on your side.
I find myself here since I did a semi nerve racking thing. I opened up my feelings towards someone, saying "you're the most beautiful person I have ever met, but I want to get to know you first"
Only a week in and our friendship slowly grows, but I am learning to healthily temper my emotions as a part of wants to fall into old habits of falling in love fast and burning out just as fast.
I'm here to reflect on how this journey of growth will go moving forward, and just enjoying the ride.
hey, good job. I mean it. it takes a lot of effort to put yourself out there, and even more to learn from past mistakes. It sounds like you've got a good thing going. I'll probably never hear from you again, but by chance both of us found ourselves here tonight. Good luck, and enjoy the ride
i’ve developed pretty intense agoraphobia from dealing with years of cystic acne. i get worse and then better and then worse in a horrible cycle. i feel guilty when going outside because i don’t want others to have to see my skin/face and try to stumble through being kind when i know they are disgusted. one up side of this is my rich internal world, i have entire universes in my imagination to visit and write stories about. i hope that everyone else with my condition is blessed with a restful night ❤️
Ur skin will get better! Trust me, just give it time to heal❤ also i had severe acne all over my face for 8 years, and i decided to take accutane for 6 months, it’s my 4th months now and i rarely get acne anymore, maybe only 2 or 3 in a month, most of the times it’s really clear.. maybe u can consider it too ☺️
used to have bad acne too, and can relate to everything u said. don’t worry, it will get better, take care of your health and it will soon go away. and will look back to when this effected u
I completely understand. I developed cystic acne at age 8 and there was legitimately no part of my face not taken over by acne until age 20, when it finally started dying down a bit. I still have the scars all over my face to prove it, and even those scars embarrass me sometimes. Through time and age though, I’ve learned to let go more. If people are disgusted by you just because of your face, then they’re shallow and were never worth any of your time to begin with. Cystic acne feels almost debilitating sometimes, but I liked that it filtered out so many shallow people out of my life. And it also allowed me to focus more inwards, just like you did. That’s an amazing quality to have, you know :)
Focus on bettering yourself for the time being. Don’t let appearances get to you, because ultimately they really don’t matter. The best people are remembered for their minds and their personalities, not for their looks!
@@coconutmilkhoney 💗
Hi! I dealt with acne myself, thankfully, it was not cystic. How are you doing now?
Finally, inner peace.
Hi 😀 i have an enthusiastic music channel and rimex need to support my channel image
Many a restful night has come from this playlist.
Inner peace on a screen
Erecting a weed dispenser...?
when a spy isn't zappin your dispenser
Thank you so much. This playlist popped up in my notifications just as I was thinking that I needed some music to feel better, to feel at ease while I am studying. You really came when I nedeed it the most ❤ Have a nice day/night, stay safe 🫂
Hi 😀 i have an enthusiastic music channel and rimex need to support my channel image
You're an angel and I love you
@@mateox3439 🥺 Thank you!! You made me smile :) You must be an angel too
One of the best tips I have for people who feel tired and overwhelmed and tired, is to change your environment because that's where it all starts and ends at the end of the day
Please never delete this. My heart would shatter.
Yea, I feel the same way. I listen to one of nobody's videos every night when I sleep and a lot during the day. They're so peaceful and they remind me so much of people I've loved. I didn't get much love back from them, but 'if you sow in love you'll reap in love'. God bless you
Dowload
@@axel92fra Downloading it will occure the experience of the nice comments of people sharing their experience with depression and existencial crisis to support and bracing each other. This, the sound, the video AND the comment section is in its whole a safe place for sad/stressed/anxious people, and it's amazing.
I'm currently listening to this in my room in the dark while everyone is upstairs with the new baby. Im sad i cant be there. But I don't want my sadness to radiate and effect the happiness of others. This is soothing my hardship at the moment. Especially the comments. Im glad im not alone ❤
this is my soul song. this is the peace i strive for and love. i feel a little less alone now. thank you
None of us are ever alone. Every thought is recorded, emotional reactions too. Don't believe that you are alone, or that we "get away with" anything here either. ❤️
It's difficult to find instrumentals that don't give me a sensory overload, but this is perfection 👌👌 /gen
i’m not sure why i’m commenting but maybe this will help somebody so i will. i lost hearing in my left ear about 3 months ago and have been suffering with tinnitus for a year that was exacerbated by the sudden hearing loss. i spent multiple days suicidal or feeling hopeless, lost and in a daze. i left work for almost 2 months, stopped playing music, i had no interest in anything anymore. it’s only been about 3 months, but what i’ve learned is that im still alive and i’ll continue to be. but wasting away my life isn’t what i want to be doing. i’m allowed to cry and feel frustrated, im allowed to feel unjust and stressed. but it shouldn’t last forever because pain is temporary, even if for a bit. i’m not 100% better, even now im trying to ignore the ringing. it’s so intense. but i’ll get through it as i always have, and you’ll get through it as you always have. stay strong 🤍
Hey how are you doing?
Life has really been something else for me for these last few years. I feel like I can’t bare it sometimes, so one of my biggest outlets is writing. That’s why this playlist has became one of my favorites. I put it on every time I’m writing one of my stories and every time I feel I’m somewhere else. Whether it’s dealing with other problems that aren’t mine, or falling in love or solving mysteries. I just feel like I’m somewhere else, and I love it. (I just wanted to share my story, after being inspired by all of the other comments❤)
i find myself coming back here every month to find comfort, i love this playlist
Hi, if you’re reading this, I want to remind you that you are so incredibly strong, brave, and beautiful. I know how crushing and agonizing it may feel to carry yourself through yet, another battle-but please don’t give up. Please do not allow the hardships of today or yesterday, diminish your fire. You are so gifted and so mesmerizing, continue to be the best version of you every single damn day. Validation is for parking, and you are not a parking ticket honey. If you have to do this walk alone, make it the best fucking solo journey they’ve ever heard of. Stay strong and don’t forget to breathe❤️
your an amazing person :)
For anyone who may need it, this is for you:
♡
Have a peaceful night, fellow Earthling.
☮‽
☯!!!
☮!
Thank you weary traveler
That was beautiful. Wish you a peaceful night too. Greetings from earth. 😘
Today I received word that I am not welcome back to my place of work for a third co-op term.
This company meant everything to me, and my coworkers felt like family. I tried applying to the same company in a different city, and they also rejected me. I haven’t cried in years, but when an organization that you put your heart and soul into doesn’t allow you to return, the tears start to flow.
Life in university is too busy to constantly be interviewing when you have all these assignments to do, extracurriculars, and exams to study for. I’ve had a hard time falling asleep as I genuinely feel that my hard work is not noticed, and that even my best effort will never satisfy employers.
Seeing these comments gives me hope for the future, and comfort knowing that my struggle is shared by many.
Take care everyone
Maybe it’s time to start thinking about starting your own company or applying somewhere else. Don’t let others decide what’s your value, put yourself in the right place
This looks like the kind of place where you wake up to footsteps outside of your tent.
Writing this comment crying my eyes out.
First of all, thanks for this playlist, thanks for the comments here, just thank you, everyone who keeps surviving despite everything. I guess I'm in my worst and no one is here to help. Even the helpline refuses to help me because I call them too often. I don't have anyone and everything that I have left are my memories. I spoiled everything with my own hands and I can't fix anything. I'm lost now and listen to this playlist alone.
If you are reading this comment, please, hold on. When I read the comments I feel that I'm not alone. I hope that one day we will feel better.
Hey sofia hope you are doing good
Hope you are still doing well! I hope you are doing better than you felt when you made this comment.
To the beautiful soul reading this, no matter what has happened in your life, you are unique and greatly loved by the Lord personally, you have a place in this life. Do not be afraid, no situation is permanent, you gonna be alright
Just noticed that my track Farlight Butterfly has been featured in this playlist. What a dear honour it is for me, thank you ♡
I am proud to say I have listened to every second of this video. While this was playing in the backgorund, I have done countless homework assignments, had many deep conversations, read my Bible, Journaled, or just cried. This video really helped me reach my mental happy place.
My friend! You have a wonderful taste in music... Can you look at my videos? I am creating something similar, and I would like to know your opinion, what can be improved?
I have bipolar disorder that emerged from very savere ADHD that stayed with me to this day. Its only now (1 year ago i was diagnosed and since then im in treatment) with help of therapy I realize how many mistakes and things I always blamed myself for, how many things in me, ways of thinking, parts of ME were mainly due to this disorders. I am not trying to say im not guilty of some of those things, but only now i realize that my illness played a huuuge role in it. I spent last year on an emotional rollercoaster, lost all of my friends, the "die for" kind of friends, cheated on my first love becouse i was so depressed i thought to myself that it "doesnt even matter" like everything else. On my manic episode I rented an apartment, moved out from parents, dropped school for work, went back to school still working got in a new relationship then went back to depession episode and nearly died from overdosing on drugs similar to heroin but weaker, closed myself in an apartment i rented for days, stopped answering calls or messages, slept for days without going out from bed, losing my job of course, almost lost my girlfriend, almost died of starving myself to death. Now im half a year later back with my parents trying to catch my life back into my hands. I have them and my girlfriend who stayed with me despite all the harm ive done to her due to hypersexuality, anti social disorders and work addiction while in manic state and absolute distancing myself from her, closing myself, being grumpy and unbearable all the time.
All of that is making me cry at nights, feeling lost, im only 20 and all of those things make me feel like my life is over, like im already old and at the brink of my existance. Your playlists make me feel nostalgia to these times but not in the way it always felt. It makes me feel those memories for one last time before letting them go. I hope yall are safe.
Thanks @nobody
Hi, I don't know how much this will help you but I want to pierce through the void of the internet. I want you to know that you matter and I love you
First of all your life isnt over. Dont believe that lie. I have recently been through all the things you mentioned about yourself with my man . Boy was it bad . But, because I would not put up with the noncence the illusions that this disability, his disability and your disabity create . And I would not take the noncence from his so called toxic friends . Some friends they are friendly looking enemies . I can now see a little light at the end of the tunnel . Just a small one . Your girlfriend is doing the same . That is because she loves you as I love my man. Your disabilities can be cured . It's not easy but , there are ex depressive living top quality lives . It's true . You just have to want it. Like the other person giving advice here there is much love going out to you and your girlfriend and the rest of your family. Do the right thing . Get the cure . And my blessings to you.
Dang! I hope you're doing better now and that your treatment options for the disorders help
Hello fella - we're so proud of you to see you coping with all of this! You're awesome, don't give up on yourself! 🔥
you've been through a lot. And your still here, that takes something really special. It sounds like you are working towards a better future alongside people who really care for you. I wish you the best, and I hope you find what you need.
Found my way here in this state: lost control over my anxiety disorder...never thought it would be this bad again. I am frustrated because nothing helps and I have no idea what to do about it. The comments made me tear up and so I decided to post my experience so that somebody after reading this feels possibly less alone.
And if somebody is reading this; What’s your story? How did you end up here? I would love to hear it.
This kind of music reminds me of my wife-partly because we used to listen to this kind of music together, and partly because things that are paricularly beautiful remind me of her. She left me and the kids about a year ago. Somehow this kind of music brings me back in time, to a time when we were happy, when life was simpler.
Trapped in deep loneliness and can’t sleep. Mind wouldn’t stop wandering back to the sadness if it wasn’t busy doing something else, and this popped up in my recommended after a half hour of searching for something to keep my mind occupied but not so busy that it can’t sleep
Thank you for sharing guys. Hope you find more peace in your life.
Schools been kicking my ass, and want to change but can’t deal with change
My house is like a war zone 🫥 it’s hard to trust anyone
Somehow, I found myself here after scrolling for a bit. Feel like I found a nice cozy corner of TH-cam.
Seeing what people are saying in the comments, I guess I'm a bit down because I was let go from my job yesterday, and now solely relying on my overnight position at the moment. I'm not too awfully upset, as I was a holiday hire, and I went in knowing I may not have a job much longer. Happened quicker than I thought, but still, they pretty much left the door open for me, so that's a net positive for sure!
I'm also in a much, much better place mentally, emotionally, and physically than this time last year, so all in all, I don't really have much to complain about. It's a setback for sure, but I'll bounce back soon! I'm just running a bit late, but I'll get there. Besides, I might miss out on a couple of things if I rush to the destination.
To all those who are having a much rougher time right now, perhaps suffering from a death in the family, illness or just feeling the blues, as it is the winter season of the year, I will say that things will and do definitely get better. Even if some days, you're not sure how, or even if you're gonna climb the mountain and come back down. Some days, you may not even think you can get through the day, or last another minute as you are now. But these things have a way of working out. Maybe not perfectly, certainly not ideally, but things do tend to equal out over time.
Thanks for sticking with this long, rambly comment. Best wishes, God be with you, and stay safe out there.
10:37:29 comfort place. The 1 extra second: excruciating pain
Y'all are so kind..
Why don't I see people like you irl..
Everything around me is just so gloomy and cruel..
If anyone is reading my message then my prayers are with you..I know we cannot meet each other but just remember that there are people like us who actually care for others ❤
most of your playlists have been really helping me with my emetophobia and hypochondria, and i can barely even remember what an anxiety or panic attack feels like now
it's been almost 2 years since my last panic attack, and i genuinely don't think i could've done it without you and my brother (which is quite ironic, i'd expect my parents to be more helpful but all my mother did was threaten to send me to rehab or a mental hospital, whereas you're just some guy on the internet and you've almost been like a therapist to me)
it feels great to not irrationally worry about appendicitis, an intestinal obstruction, or even cancer at times, 24/7
and i didn't even really need to go to therapy, i just had to distract myself endlessly until the panic went away
i love being so nonchalant and worry-free about things that could possibly make me vomit, but are too rare of a risk to care for
and i've even been gaining confidence in myself and my appearance, something i'd lost for god knows how long
i haven't ever really gotten the chance to just write my heart out until now, but it honestly feels really nice, especially with this music in the background
anyways cya, idk why i'm acting like i know you (no offense), but i feel a lot better now that i've said all this
My friend! You have a wonderful taste in music... Can you look at my videos? I am creating something similar, and I would like to know your opinion, what can be improved?
I'm currently in Warsaw, for my Erasmus traineeship. I'm far from home since 5 days and these are the hardest. I woke up with a panic attack. But now I'm here, working calmly. I get over it and I feel stronger. If you're stuck with anxiety and fear, I'm with you. Take a breath and face what you fear. Do the smallest step. You can do it and everything will get better 💛
Hey, how are you now?
I know when music is good I can sit and cry while listening to it.. had a stressful day yesterday and when it was finally dark and I had time to myself I just sat and wept and it felt so nice crying my worries away listening to this playlist.
Crying while listening to this and having deep conversations with yourself make the world a little less bad…
Appreciate you for featuring me twice ❤
White noise + reverb = heaven. My desk is in a noisy environment so I put some earplugs in and listen to this. I keep coming back even after I finish listening to the whole thing.
Your videos are a sanctuary from the world. Thank-you, nobody.
I always listen to this as I read. It really matches any genre of book and its amazing for keeping calm and to stop yourself from getting distracted. I always listen to this and end up getting absorbed into any book I'm reading like it's my whole world. As if the world is the pages and nothing else. It makes it come to life you know ♡
what book were you reading, if you'd like to share?
@@nightstargalaxy7347 well while listening to this I've read two books: "I'm watching you" and "Nothing to fear" both by Karen Rose in the Chicago series! And to this song i also re read the book "Count to ten" by her too!
Thanks for this, I'm in such a bad place in my life and this calms me down some.
I hope you're doing better now.
This playlist gives me peace and calms me down. Thank youu
Hi 😀 i have an enthusiastic music channel and rimex need to support my channel image
Its peaceful
I come here when I need to talk about important, stressful stuff with a good friend. This keeps me grounded, and calm, even though I feel stressed out.
Nobody is my favorite youtuber
I came across this after crying, and I am glad I did because it really did help calm me down. This video made me think of all the good times I had with my friends and family. It also helped me calm down when I was crying over the death of one of my friends. She was one of the sweetest people you would have met, and I am glad I did meet her because she helped not only myself, but others, too. So, when I got the news that she passed after my winter break, it just put me in a bad mindset, and after almost three months after her passing, I come across this video and it has helped a bit to put my mind at ease. So, I thank you for making this video, my friend. And if anyone wants to talk about things, whether it's just to vent or to rant about something, I'm more than happy to talk!
I came here through my friend's playlist. I came to the comment section and saw everyone pouring their hearts out, being their true authentic selves, not afraid to be vulnerable. And I fell in love with this place. It is a warm feeling when you're surrounded by real people. People who feel. People who just wanna remember what peace feels like. I've been dealing with anxiety issues since 2019, i thought i got better. But a recent failure made me relapse. I know why i failed; i wasn't able to perform at my best as i was really sick for weeks. But nobody cares why you failed, they only care that you failed... i hear my heart beating loudly even when i sleep. It beats with fear, ever so unnatural and afraid to breathe, like a squirrel holding its tiny hands to his chest when the sound of thunder reveberated through the sky. I asked the universe what i did wrong when I've been following its guidance. I haven't found my answer yet.
This comment section is just like the video. After a hard day, all I need is this playlist and the affirmations of the wonderful people who enjoy it
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I really want to share my experience with this music🤲
Usually i read a book called "Two lives" by Concordia Antarova with this playlist. Now its like music is a part of the book. Music changes the mood when some pages hits.
Im on my 2d part of the book, and its a magical, self-therapy experience. Such a spiritual masterpiece, i totally recommend it to everybody. Especially if u lost your loved ones, this book will relieve anxiety, open your heart and cover u with unconditional love!
I will update when i finish the book!
hey you! yea you! take a moment, sit down and relax, its ok you did your best today. even if you didnt put your best effort forward thats ok too, everyone has their own pace in life. I encourage to find yours, it may take a while or not but regardless you will find your flow in the end. Remember always take the time for your mental health as well, A mind can become a swirling frothing maelstrom of emotions and thoughts, and it can feel overwhelming, so damn overwhelming at times. With these times i encourage to just take a moment breath and let it go. Thats one thing people can have a hard time with, letting things go. Whether it was argument years ago, or missing out on a cool new thing that just came out, you will be ok let go of those potentially negative feelings, trust me its not good to bottle it up deep inside cause eventually that bottle breaks from the stress and all that anger comes roiling out. Its not worth keeping grudges over things for life, we have short lives in the grand scheme of things why not just enjoy it? Go out somewhere treat yourself for the evening and just forget about life for the moment taking the time to relax your mind each day can help alot in the long run.
Dont overwork yourselves ok? dont let the stress get to ya and always you have people you can talk too.
I hope to who ever is reading this; may the roads rise up to meet you and may the winds always be at your back.
If no one has said this yet to you, i love you for who you are be unique be awesome like that, kick ass out there.
See you later ya lovely space cowboys.
I am glad to see people with good musical taste! I would like to ask you to take a look at my videos, I am doing something similar, and I would like to know your opinion, what needs to be corrected or supplemented?&
@@dunwich.chillout I like what you got, the videos sound pretty good i like the visuals you've edited in. the vibes feel pretty good. not much i can say for sure to change you got a pretty solid thing going.
@@FreezaCreepa Thank you so much! I am very glad to see you! I will try to please you as often as possible! Thank you, I really appreciate it!
@@dunwich.chillout your very welcome! Thanks for making them! I enjoy playing these kinda videos alot
Love can hurt so damn much some times... At least reading beautiful comments while listening to this beautiful music makes me feel understood and a little less alone. Thank you, and thank you Nobody for creating such an incredible atmosphere for exchanging experiences
I've lost her, an it pains me more then i thought it ever could, your playlist are subconsciously soothing an supporting, an reading the comment is even more relieving to go through an help mend my wounds even if it's just a little
its crazy to me cause when music like this it just puts me in a whole different state of mid its wild!
A comfortable place for 10 hours is definitely what I need right now...
Another amazing playlist, thank you @nobody. To everyone please know that you are loved, you are worthy and you are enough. Life might suck right now, it sucks that it sucks, but it will get better and it will pass, no matter how long it takes. You are strong, you are smart, you are capable.
How did you manage to find the perfect compilation of songs!? This soothes my soul..
Thank you to the kind people here who's words make me cry, remembering that there is hope in the world. I currently don't have a job (though not for lack of trying,) and my friends don't want me to live here anymore. I've never felt so alone before. But I'm not going to give up. Someday, I'll be out of this country and somewhere safer. Someday, I will write my books and share them with the world. Someday, I will feel comfortable in the quiet and know that I am loved. I'm not leaving this world until that someday comes. I hope that you remember that you have a someday too. Things will be better eventually, we just gotta hang in there 💜
At night, I'm never supposed to be "productive", because the day has passed. Everyone is asleep, it's quiet, peaceful, and I can just relax listening to playlists like this one and be alone with my thoughts. I love the middle of the night.
It makes me melt
Hi 😀 i have an enthusiastic music channel and rimex need to support my channel image
Just hanging with a comfort character my therapist helped me create. She's something like a spiritual Betta fish named Aloe. I named her "Aloe" because I wrote her to be really soft if you were to touch her, like aloe vera. I also wrote her to take the form of a cute water dragon who will calm you by wrapping you up a little. She might do a little hypnosis session with you as well, make you forget about whatever is bugging you. I know it's kinda silly or juvenile, but the thing is, I'm high-functioning autistic, and my case happens to be very severe. There is a lot that sets me off or gets under my skin, and many days certain people are all about making it worse for God knows what reason. Any time I'm having a horrendous day, everyone around me goes out of their way to aggravate me even further and make me escalate until I end up having a meltdown, so they can punish me for it... many days I don't even feel like I'm a member of my own family. I just feel like some kid sitting in the middle of a classroom having everyone throw garbage at me, walking down the hallway through a crowd of people that will never leave me alone until I turn 18 and move away.
But that's why I have Aloe. She knows what I'm going through. She understands me when no one else will or cares to. She and my little sister are my only true friends in this world...
Thanks for sharing. I love your Aloe. I am going to adopt a similar betta/dragon character/spirit guide, see if it helps. I love bettas and dragons both anyway....it's part of what drew me in to your experience. Can't say I'm autistic on any part of the spectrum, but I am a highly sensitive deeply empathic person, and that is extremely draining and sometimes isolating thing. Thank you for giving me an idea how I could deal with it. Love and light to you! ❤️🌻✨✌🏻
Aw thanks! Aloe's everyone's friend and always has time for anyone :)
aloe sounds so cute. hope you've been okay. i'm also autistic and i listen to this music to tune out noises i'm really sensitive to. i'm in college now and it's so differnet than when i was in school, high school had no support for me at all and i didn't relate to anyone but now i'm taking an environmental science course doing what i actually wanna do and everyone is more mature. things will get better for you, just stay strong and don't let anyone change who you are
@@-digitama- Haha, thanks! I put a lot of work into her. The idea for her actually came from a painting in her office during a hypnotherapy session
@@kazumakanjifreak3010 cool! betta fish are so pretty i'm sure she looks awesome
Sometimes life is hard, but this moments are important to make us grow. So dont give up, stay focused. After all, you will feel pleasure, peace and love.
This is the playlist I've I've been looking for all this time. Now I can sleep peacefully
Reading these comments makes me so sad. So, here’s something I’ve put together for you guys.
Don’t give up. Never doubt yourself because somebody did, People may fade from your life but you’ll meet way better people. You may be a loner like me, but it’ll get better. Speak up for yourself, even if it seems impossible. I’ve had small panic attacks where I couldn’t speak up and got yelled at for, But slowly I’m working to a diagnosis. Don’t give up on your hopes and dreams now, Your only getting started. It’ll be a rocky path, but always go with your gut and not what your brain might trick you into thinking.
THIS MADE ME SO EMOTIONAL PLS I REALLY CANT NOW
reporting this video for nudity so an employee has to watch all of this and experience the bliss they deserve
Nobody is honestly a go-to content creator for me. There’s a playlist for every mood that doesn’t exactly have a one-word title, but rather is more captured by a phrase - some poetic, others simple. However, I think I speak for us all when I say nobody reads these passions well, and translates them into their work beautifully.
You’re appreciated, nobody. You truly are somebody. You’re loved and appreciated, if by nobody else than by I. You fill the gaps in life with music. What more could one want from somebody?
Thank you. Your work is greatly appreciated. :)
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i love listening to this while reading🥰💗
some of the comments in here are . . . deep man. i like that us listeners are able to find solace in the comment section this way