5 years. No replies from OP.... honestly it's a 50/50 shot if Cancer killed him, or if TH-cam is just being..... Well, TH-cam and not giving homie notifs... OP, if you're still kicking, I hope you're doin' better, man.
I have multiple injuries on my spine, a traumatic brain injury, along with nerve damage throughout my body, and a messed up Achilles tendon. I want to cry every second of every day,but girls don't flock to that, so I try not to do that. This song pretty much sums up, almost exactly how I feel, most of the time. They sound like they know how true pain makes a person feel. When they don't want to end everything, but a single minute of relief, seems otherwise unobtainable. If a person doesn't get this song, they should thank God, because I would give up both testicles not to get this song. But I do, and I appreciate them for sharing their experience, and hope with me.
My Achilles' tendon is fine. Otherwise, we share a lot of injuries in common. They can't do surgery on my spine (c3-c5) because it would paralyze and maybe kill me. But I also can't take meds because I would habituate. So I'm stuck with Lyrica on my really bad days. Naprosyn on my kind of bad days. And Xanax nearly every day for anxiety and to not care about the pain. (Still feel it, just keeps me from obsessing on it.) And on the worst days, sleep as much as possible and hope that things are better when I wake, but they rarely are.
I feel your pain man. Life changes so quick.. Im 43, was a GM of a great company but working 80-90 hour weeks for many years. June 16th..had a 3 minute seizure, woke up in ambulance, to find out I have a 4"×5" brain tumor wrapping around an artery, its massive apparently. Now overnight Im on 4 meds, horomones are 3000% off and I really secretly struggle mentally, Im just trying to survive daily bro. I have a 13 year old daughter who needs her dad. The good thing is spiritually I was not committed..but always had faith. The time has allowed spiritual closeness with God. I was lucky to experience a real deal detailed demonic haunting when a relative passed away..( different story)...that proved to me that yes, something exists outside this realm. Anyway, stay positive, stay connected , God Bless🙏
Insanity doesn't seem that bad. Seeing as my everyday life feels like hell With a broken family Broken grades and a broken personality Drugs it's just a road to your own death but in a way it's a faster and easier road to it Or rather a nice shortcut to death in other words.
Alex Curtis they wont be underrated anymore...ive been listening to these guys since they broke out..heard nickelback found these guys or signed em to their label or something along those lines!
Damn, this song is 🔥🖤 Glad I heard it on the radio. "I think to myself, really, what's the use? I'm just like you, I was born to lose. Why oh why can't you fix me? When all I want's to feel numb....to forget this so-called life."
My mom and siste have this as my ringtone. I was 60 days clean 2 days ago I am now 0 but I brought my ass back home instead of going into my well known spree so that's something to be proud of
@@greasemonkey3769 I don't do illegal things idiot. My father was an alcoholic so I witnessed it. Just because it's not illegal to drink, it's the same damn thing moron.
"They say family's all you need someone to trust can help you breathe inhale that drug, but you start to choke you follow the outs of an inside joke..."
This is an amazing song and it sheds light on our drug epidemic in our world today. I lost my best to an overdose and 7 other close friends. Its sad but it shows that addiction is a real disease. This song describes the lifestyle my friends lived and now they are gone . So as humans ,if u know someone suffering from addiction just sit and talk to them. Sometime a shoulder to lean on goes a long way. I would of had alot more friends that passed away if I didn't start doing that .
Damn...........Has dude been spying on me and decided to write a song about my life? Old Town Road was my favorite song for months! I'm not sure how long this song has been out, but it's now my new #1 song!!!!!
I used to think of this song as the story of my own life but as I got older i found out that their is more to life then looking down at yourself but to looking up at every thing you can accomplish and those you love and care about.
this song represents many . its not fiction , its real and its scary , love the song it represents the way things are . deserves an award for being truthful and just dam good music
i said the same thing 22 years ago and again when godsmack released voodoo. it has an end but i have no intention of finding it. the vibe this song gives the soul is the shit. so many years gone, so many drugs gone, jail or grave they said.... well... im still here there one more thing left to do.... Medicate!
Only if you really want it to brother. It is possible to get off the crazy train. It’s hard as fuck but it can be done. Speaking from experience here. Dopesick is possibly the worst feeling ever.
It does but you need to find something you want or need more than that bottle. I got pregnant and after falling off the wagon in the first year of pregnancy I have been sober eventually you stop thinking about it. Use the halt method. hungry-eat angry-vent lonely-connect with a friend/tired-sleep; find a distraction like a video game to pass the time and each day as it comes dont beat yourself if you have a slip even if that includes doing something reprehensible. People forget. Trust me; it's been fifteen years.
I had a drinking/drugs problem masking a depression problem, for whatever reason I started to hide at the gym. Hide from people, hide from feelings, hide from responsibility, hide from everything. At first I didn’t even do anything, just go there and watch videos or listen to music. Over time I just started to feel better. Eventually I felt strong enough to start giving up my vices 1 at a time, even was able to give up vaping. Been sober 7 months now.
Nergal von Drool wow that's real neato did it take your 57 hours to come up with that???? You're so funny and witty hahahahahahahahahaha wow buddy you should apply for a Pulitzer Prize.
@@waterllama313 Aw yeah, here we go. :) 57 hours? I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm finding out that it's kind of fun to poke at certain people in these comments, but for me to spend 57 hours to come up with something to say to you? I mean... you're not worth THAT much time to me. Okay, it's your turn now.
True.. but this song falls perfectly in line with today's generational society... Xanax...Opioids... Depression... Anxiety.. Suicide.. Boredom ...and everything else that is out there.. it's like the Seattle 90's all over again but worse music.. I like this song tho
Yeah, but if it helps souldnt it be allowed, I smoke pot because it helps me deal with alot of the shit that eats me up, and I don't want to hurt someone because I have anger issues, I don't like being me and it helps
Music like this Video games Sleeping Are all my drugs and keeps me safe from all that trash pill drugs Smoking and drinking. Sometimes habits like mine are better off than doing the other ones that ruin your life faster. And end up killing you in the process.
Deep, deep, deep!!! 😭 Some of his meaning is obvious, but as someone who overcame, it means even more. God bless you all, hey, He does love us. I've hated myself more than anyone else ever could, felt like God wasn't listening anymore. It got so bad, prayed anyway, pleading for help. What can I say, it takes time and time slows down during hard times. I have nothin but love for all my brothers and sisters going through this. Go after truth and light the same way we sought numbness, be relentless.
Lol wish my sister could see this message Too bad she's already in too deep and won't listen to anyone. We tried to help her but gave up the moment she told us nothing could change her.
I overcame after 10+ years of use and not just pills. The thought of my son getting raised by someone else was enough to get me off the crazy train of self destruction. The road ahead of sobriety, shame and hardship was enough to make me want to end myself. But you just have to forge ahead and do your best and if you stick with it life will reward you in ways you may not even understand until years later. Best of luck to all my brothers and sisters with your recoveries! Each one of you that pulls through is inspiration for the rest who haven’t made it this far yet. Life does change and not always what you want or expect but keep on your will to want better and it will be better trust me.
Actually I enjoyed quarantine nothing to do just stay at home and watch some movie or animes but after the quarantine daaaaamn if I got depressed when u can't do nothing but just work or study
heard this for the first time on my way to a mental health rehab. i've loved it ever since. this and three day's grace The Mountain got me through the hardest year of my life.
I love this song...reminds me of my dark times sniffing heroin, luckily for me i got myself out of that darkness & am recovered... Songs like this are amazing
19 years clean. I'm 19 and I will never drop my life. So many people before me who overcome this, you are the reason I promise to never fuck up my life with drugs.
I heard this song yesterday for the first time, was suggested by spotified, i falled in loved with it the first time i heard it and now i cant stop listening to it
I was diagnosed with emphysema this year, any form of smoke burns my lungs and i cant breath. I lost smoking weed due to it. Man do i miss it, to all my tokers, enjoy.... and never take a good high for granted!
My mom once grounded me from music for a week. She had to in ground me two days in because music is the only thing that keeps my depression away. Singing is my passion
@@catomeowgarius4399 i smoke daily.. Dont change the fact that lazy complainers piss me off.. Then its boo hoo poor me.... try living with one leg and 600 bucks a month to live on...then i might feel for u a small bit lol
john huffman that's right! Dumb ass kids haven't been around long enough to know shit. When you get a few years of life experiences and tragedies under your belt then you might have a clue. I don't understand why most young people nowadays think they got it so rough you had more opportunities than anybody else that's come before you sit down and STFU!
Keep going, odat!!!! I'm 9 years clean, but all I have is today. I can relate to this song and when I hear it I think of my son. I pray everyday for him.
I’m on four years no opiates and 2 years no benzos...it fucking sucks. God I wish being numb. Especially opiates...god I miss just sitting in my room and being relaxed and staring at my fan. Fuck being sober. Give people what they want.
I'm going through it right now and I would do anything to escape this hell. I can't function without my doc I tell everybody it's a pain problem. But i'm so out of it I'm going to rehab soon I think it's a tug of war between loving the numbing feeling and wanting to live without it. . This song is my life
Don't care what people say about this comment, it's the truth. I spent two years of my life high on pot and pills, not giving a damn for anyone but myself. Just wanted to be high. I thank the person who sold me a dime of bud that was laced with bug spray and other chemicals. Might have been the absolute worse high I ever had but because of it I quit doing both.
TooDazedTJ that is a real drug but it’s not the real lyric the official lyrics show texting exes get my feels but I understand why you thought it was a drug
Me and a buddy of mine used to listen to this while drinking I lost him to alcohol 2 years ago I have been sober for 6 months now I'm doing it for both of us now fly high Bubba
I lost my brother a few years ago. He was so depressed and angry. He played this song a lot while we hung out. Miss you JJ. This one's for you!❤
Im truley sorry to hear buzz. You are strong!
I know that empty feeling too.. sorry
I wish you the best, my brother hung himself eight years ago and I still miss him.
Everyone see your mistakes no one sees your pain and suffering sorry for your loss
@@giggidyxgooxga damn....
I like how this song flows, the rhythm is very smooth. I could listen to this for days on end.
Michael Fiorillo it's very fluid
I agree 100% But am not digging the lyrics , a bit to hopeless
I know right its the best
i feel ya
Michael Fiorillo I have been
this song is my anthem right now
Yep
Hay Eminem is better
Same for me
Yep
I'm going through some shit after 15 years with my wife and I now feel like this very often.
As a stage 4 cancer patient on disability, this song hits home. One of the best songs to come out in a long time.
Hope you are doing good , in a great place.
I've lost Two very close people in my family to an aggressive stage four cancer 😮💨😔 I hope your doing okay!!!!!!!! 💔💔💔
Hey my dude, you alive?
5 years. No replies from OP.... honestly it's a 50/50 shot if Cancer killed him, or if TH-cam is just being..... Well, TH-cam and not giving homie notifs...
OP, if you're still kicking, I hope you're doin' better, man.
@@hasinashraf4423if he had stage 4 cancer 6 years ago do you really think he’s still alive?
I have hit an all time low with my depression topped with a bad breakup, this song gets me through the day:)
I have multiple injuries on my spine, a traumatic brain injury, along with nerve damage throughout my body, and a messed up Achilles tendon. I want to cry every second of every day,but girls don't flock to that, so I try not to do that. This song pretty much sums up, almost exactly how I feel, most of the time. They sound like they know how true pain makes a person feel. When they don't want to end everything, but a single minute of relief, seems otherwise unobtainable. If a person doesn't get this song, they should thank God, because I would give up both testicles not to get this song. But I do, and I appreciate them for sharing their experience, and hope with me.
My Achilles' tendon is fine. Otherwise, we share a lot of injuries in common.
They can't do surgery on my spine (c3-c5) because it would paralyze and maybe kill me.
But I also can't take meds because I would habituate. So I'm stuck with Lyrica on my really bad days.
Naprosyn on my kind of bad days. And Xanax nearly every day for anxiety and to not care about the pain. (Still feel it, just keeps me from obsessing on it.)
And on the worst days, sleep as much as possible and hope that things are better when I wake, but they rarely are.
Not to be insensitive, but what the heck happened to you? Did you get hit by a bus or something?
Yeah me too sweety stay strong cause they can kill you but they can't eat you ✌
@@b.savage8953 I agree
I feel your pain man. Life changes so quick.. Im 43, was a GM of a great company but working 80-90 hour weeks for many years. June 16th..had a 3 minute seizure, woke up in ambulance, to find out I have a 4"×5" brain tumor wrapping around an artery, its massive apparently. Now overnight Im on 4 meds, horomones are 3000% off and I really secretly struggle mentally, Im just trying to survive daily bro. I have a 13 year old daughter who needs her dad. The good thing is spiritually I was not committed..but always had faith. The time has allowed spiritual closeness with God.
I was lucky to experience a real deal detailed demonic haunting when a relative passed away..( different story)...that proved to me that yes, something exists outside this realm. Anyway, stay positive, stay connected , God Bless🙏
Sometimes being drug free is less about addiction and more about sanity...
*sanity
True
Thats some true shit dude
Or overdosing and being clean for over 3 years and your left with insanity
Insanity doesn't seem that bad. Seeing as my everyday life feels like hell
With a broken family
Broken grades and a broken personality
Drugs it's just a road to your own death but in a way it's a faster and easier road to it
Or rather a nice shortcut to death in other words.
Perfect song for quarantine.
SnuglWith Strugl Fr this is the perfect song and it goes wit everything and every mood lol 😆
You damn right
Hannah Aka Doom yeah
@John Doe so you're saying you're queer
My thoughts exactly
I recently heard this song three days ago. Love at first heard.
Same!!
Same here
Well looks like you’ve had.....three days grace
Love this song
Same. I heard it earlier today.
get home, volume maxed out, cold beer, fat blunt, this song. paradise.
Bro yes
Me right now!
Lol right, well I'm not anywhere near old enough for a lot of that but... oh well
And yet his talking about drugs .... Haha
Yaaaaas!!
Doctor:so you are so frickin bored correct
Patient:yes that is correct
Doctor:YOU NEED TO MEDICATE
Seems a bit aggressive XD
Thanks that's what they all say
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@@maryacothern5377 dkodhdjcuf
@@amartinez569 I read words
I also dedicate this song to my mom that just passed yesterday... 😢😢
September 15, 1968 - January 3, 2020
gone but never forgotten 😔
R.I.P Karin Hill
Sorry for your loss..
stay strong 💜💜
Fuck you
Fu
@@momdad1444 what's wrong with you
TOADM-still putting out awesome songs about REAL SHIT... probably why they're still underrated sadly...badass band
Alex Curtis they get no love but I believe that will change
Alex Curtis they wont be underrated anymore...ive been listening to these guys since they broke out..heard nickelback found these guys or signed em to their label or something along those lines!
Alex Curtis agreed
Alex Curtis Amen. I've been around with them when I first heard Make Up Your Mind
Alex Curtis don't say that beadword
Damn, this song is 🔥🖤 Glad I heard it on the radio. "I think to myself, really, what's the use? I'm just like you, I was born to lose. Why oh why can't you fix me? When all I want's to feel numb....to forget this so-called life."
My mom and siste have this as my ringtone. I was 60 days clean 2 days ago I am now 0 but I brought my ass back home instead of going into my well known spree so that's something to be proud of
Brandi Wright 19 years clean (also 19 years old) it must be so hard to not do it 😂
@@greasemonkey3769 You wouldn't understand addiction how about you shut the fuck up?
Keep the faith, just remember to take things one day at a time. Some monkeys are harder to get past than others.
Anthony E. Idealistic Woodworks oh yea I know how it works, how about you just don’t do something illegal in the first place
@@greasemonkey3769 I don't do illegal things idiot. My father was an alcoholic so I witnessed it. Just because it's not illegal to drink, it's the same damn thing moron.
Everyone during quarantine
The Anime Fanbase made me crack tf up
True
Lol not everyone some countries its still the death penalty to just smoke tree but i feel it here in the usa
True
For real thou
This... I dont even know what to say except AMAZING. It's the first country sounding song that just makes me melt I love how this sounds.
Then Listen to bob seger " turn the page " thank me later.
Yep, same
Sameeeee. Usually I don't like country music but this, is bomb
Sings about weed but still says Frick,
What a Mad Lad.
On jah
I think he is talking bout more than weed friend.
Ye he is an arce
Not about weed. The song’s about the Opioid Crisis.
@@zachhunter6125
Big Sad Facts 💔
"They say family's all you need
someone to trust can help you breathe
inhale that drug, but you start to choke
you follow the outs of an inside joke..."
Alan McHone im mad soon as i read this he was on this part of the song
Yup... The feels..
The voice break when he says 'hate myself' is great
Katie Whittier i havent heard him say it😢😢😢
Steven Broski go to 1:17
Justin S. Thank you!!
Kurt Cobain as fuck 🤘
Katie Whittier Yass
Really good song this is how many agree.
👇
I love this song
Andy Parrish i was gonna say that to
It’s sooo true through
Fuck ya
Fuck ya this is god
I needed the lyrics believe it or not so thanks I love this song!!!
U Know Who I like to read the lyrics while I listen
I am so frickin stuffed
Ate too damn much today
I guess I'll sit around and flatuate
(Theory of a Deadman: Breakfast burrito version.)
F to you
TH-cam should a gold and silver like reddit just for this comment
OMG I died 😂
😂😂😂😂😂 lmao
Nice
Gravestone Demon r
When you don't do drugs, and no one around you does too but you listen to this song anyway.
Wack
@Dark Side Yesss... Including things like attention, validation, and electronics/social media
I dont do drugs. But I love this song.
I have a couple of friends addicted to pills but I don’t do drugs either I just vibe
I think it actually works. Its like everybody had something to keep going but your just left behind with no out or any way to atleast forget it.
Consider yourself a very lucky person
Love the rhythm and lyrics of this song! Perfect for Chillin'
Its got a great flow
Fuckbook
You know what this song is about right?
Jerry Fitz netflix chillin'
Jerry Fitz I mean if you think a song about a battle with drug addiction is chill then I guess.
The same boiling water that softens the potato hardens the egg. It's about what you're made of, not the circumstances.” -Unknown
Dude you need Jesus Christ
Well put, so true.
Boiling water is just cold water with bubbles in it.
Let's see what my hand's made of....
I could not agree more with you
Textin', nexus, get my feels is actually textin' ex's get my fill.
Damn
Damn
That makes way more sense..thank u..😎😎😎
another hit for a underrated band. theory of a Deadman keep em coming.
Absolutely 💯
A very strong meaning in this song. I can relate 100% who else?
💯
three things happened today
1.my friend said he hated this song
2.my friend got hit by a bus
3.i lost my bus license
XD damn...
Geez
Lmfao
Little harsh dont ya thinl
Think*
This song nailed it.
This song is my life. Prayers to everyone and their families in the struggle.
Well written lyrically , love the honesty in this song. Superb
This is an amazing song and it sheds light on our drug epidemic in our world today. I lost my best to an overdose and 7 other close friends. Its sad but it shows that addiction is a real disease. This song describes the lifestyle my friends lived and now they are gone . So as humans ,if u know someone suffering from addiction just sit and talk to them. Sometime a shoulder to lean on goes a long way. I would of had alot more friends that passed away if I didn't start doing that .
Damn...........Has dude been spying on me and decided to write a song about my life?
Old Town Road was my favorite song for months! I'm not sure how long this song has been out, but it's now my new #1 song!!!!!
At least two years...
been mine for a while
Oh why oh why oh why does God hate me?
Wow! You’re so uninteresting and everything you said perfectly sums up all I need to know to determine you’re actually fucking stupid.
@@waterllama313
*inhale*
Yup, DEFINITELY a troll.
Theory: “the Presidents high right now”
Joe Biden: “I got hairy legs that turn blonde in the sun”
lol
🤣🤣🤣🤣
Corn pop out in the parking lot 🤣
Ok
Hi
If I could hit the like button 1000 times I would,great song
my life....
Rip
Use multiple accounts Lol
(multiple accounts) So you can and you don't THE LIES
You can if you have the time to press it 1000 times and feel like leaving the video unliked.
I used to think of this song as the story of my own life but as I got older i found out that their is more to life then looking down at yourself but to looking up at every thing you can accomplish and those you love and care about.
I'm in recovery now. 6 months clean. Its the longest I've been clean in 17 yrs. Even tho I miss being high all the time...I still love this song.
7 months clean. Still love this song!
8 months clean
How about now?
Jimmy4x4 Socal congrats on 14months, I hope
Jimmy4x4 Socal awesome
How did you get clean Keaton ??
this song represents many . its not fiction , its real and its scary , love the song it represents the way things are . deserves an award for being truthful and just dam good music
Actually listened to the lyrics while headphones on today.
Never cared for the song until today!
Haha! This is awesome!!!
I'm playing this around the Thanksgiving table this year. Cheers 🍺
Sctt
Story of my life for the last 8 years, does it ever end?
i said the same thing 22 years ago and again when godsmack released voodoo. it has an end but i have no intention of finding it. the vibe this song gives the soul is the shit. so many years gone, so many drugs gone, jail or grave they said.... well... im still here there one more thing left to do.... Medicate!
Only if you really want it to brother. It is possible to get off the crazy train. It’s hard as fuck but it can be done. Speaking from experience here. Dopesick is possibly the worst feeling ever.
37 here....and no! Doesn't end here...
It does but you need to find something you want or need more than that bottle. I got pregnant and after falling off the wagon in the first year of pregnancy I have been sober eventually you stop thinking about it. Use the halt method. hungry-eat angry-vent lonely-connect with a friend/tired-sleep; find a distraction like a video game to pass the time and each day as it comes dont beat yourself if you have a slip even if that includes doing something reprehensible. People forget. Trust me; it's been fifteen years.
I had a drinking/drugs problem masking a depression problem, for whatever reason I started to hide at the gym. Hide from people, hide from feelings, hide from responsibility, hide from everything. At first I didn’t even do anything, just go there and watch videos or listen to music. Over time I just started to feel better. Eventually I felt strong enough to start giving up my vices 1 at a time, even was able to give up vaping. Been sober 7 months now.
I listen to this a lot while smoking. I deal with depression and anxiety and marijuana helps a lot. This songs hits hard and I love it
"Hate myself i can go for miles" same bro, same.
XxINSANITYxX damn so deep you must be so cool with all the other 14 year olds
@@waterllama313
*inhale*
I smell a troll.
Nergal von Drool wow that's real neato did it take your 57 hours to come up with that???? You're so funny and witty hahahahahahahahahaha wow buddy you should apply for a Pulitzer Prize.
@@waterllama313
Aw yeah, here we go. :)
57 hours?
I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm finding out that it's kind of fun to poke at certain people in these comments, but for me to spend 57 hours to come up with something to say to you?
I mean... you're not worth THAT much time to me.
Okay, it's your turn now.
Nergal von Drool I literally couldn't care less dude.
This was my life for far too long. They nailed it..
I live my life by this shit. I appreciate an artist saw that and made something I can still appreciate.
I heard this on 97.1 The Eagle which is in DFW area of Texas
Justin S. kk87s8sosisisisis7s7sisijsjejdmdmejmsmsmsjjsmsmsmsmjekskske
i less to it 20 Tim's a day👍
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Justin S. this song takes me back to when I overdosed on marijuana
Too bad they killed 102.1( The edge) 100.3 is a lowsy alternative
How am I just now hearing this song??
Chelsey Smith ...........Because the song is new?
Lol I think I know you
Jack The Ripper It came out in July, and I only heard it in October lol
Marjorie Loves Lemmings Me or him? xD
You I just heard it.
2019 anyone?
Gravity _ me first time listening to this song
3103 anyone?
@@adolfhitlerstreets561 I'm dying😂
@@lillliillliliizz485 Good choice of music tbh I've known this song for like 5 years👌
Gravity _ * it's not that old of a song man...
My bets friend loved this song
R I P to lance
R.I.P Lance
R.I.P Lance
What’s a bets friend?
😔🤜🤜✌️
R I P Lance
We all need something to survive and thrive. Any thing and everything is a drug. In some way shape or form no matter how you look at it.
That's so true!!
True.. but this song falls perfectly in line with today's generational society...
Xanax...Opioids... Depression... Anxiety.. Suicide.. Boredom ...and everything else that is out there.. it's like the Seattle 90's all over again but worse music.. I like this song tho
Yeah, but if it helps souldnt it be allowed, I smoke pot because it helps me deal with alot of the shit that eats me up, and I don't want to hurt someone because I have anger issues, I don't like being me and it helps
Music like this
Video games
Sleeping
Are all my drugs and keeps me safe from all that trash pill drugs
Smoking and drinking.
Sometimes habits like mine are better off than doing the other ones that ruin your life faster.
And end up killing you in the process.
Like music
Deep, deep, deep!!! 😭
Some of his meaning is obvious, but as someone who overcame, it means even more. God bless you all, hey, He does love us. I've hated myself more than anyone else ever could, felt like God wasn't listening anymore. It got so bad, prayed anyway, pleading for help. What can I say, it takes time and time slows down during hard times. I have nothin but love for all my brothers and sisters going through this. Go after truth and light the same way we sought numbness, be relentless.
Lol wish my sister could see this message
Too bad she's already in too deep and won't listen to anyone.
We tried to help her but gave up the moment she told us nothing could change her.
Easier said then done
Kill me now!!!!!!!
I hate to burst this bubble truly I do but his initial intent is to speak about the Opioid Crisis. Glad to hear you found your own meaning though.
I overcame after 10+ years of use and not just pills. The thought of my son getting raised by someone else was enough to get me off the crazy train of self destruction. The road ahead of sobriety, shame and hardship was enough to make me want to end myself. But you just have to forge ahead and do your best and if you stick with it life will reward you in ways you may not even understand until years later. Best of luck to all my brothers and sisters with your recoveries! Each one of you that pulls through is inspiration for the rest who haven’t made it this far yet. Life does change and not always what you want or expect but keep on your will to want better and it will be better trust me.
Story of my life, other then I pay my own bills. 😂
Corona Quarantine 2020 anyone??😅
Skylar Sanders me
@@floridaman8588 everyone's high as fuck right now
Suuup
Currently the objective
Yep
I love this song. It hits right in the feels when I am depressed
This song goes hard af!
For anyone that broke the replay button like I did:
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I thing I broke your replay button to
These Dudes are freaking still rocking 30+ years strong thank you TOADM !!
My brothers love this song they will not stop listening to it when the song is over they replay it
Same
Same but it's my other personality 😅
“I am so Fricken bored” reminds me of staying in my house day bc of quarantine
Dark days
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So true!
Actually I enjoyed quarantine nothing to do just stay at home and watch some movie or animes but after the quarantine daaaaamn if I got depressed when u can't do nothing but just work or study
heard this for the first time on my way to a mental health rehab. i've loved it ever since.
this and three day's grace The Mountain got me through the hardest year of my life.
Every once in a great while, a song comes along that explains perfectly the mood you're in.
I replay this song over and over, because i can relate to some of the lyrics
Thank you, Sammy for showing me this song.. been listening ever since ❤
I love this song...reminds me of my dark times sniffing heroin, luckily for me i got myself out of that darkness & am recovered... Songs like this are amazing
Good for you Kiara!!
@@kevinpflaum19 thanks baby!
@@kevinpflaum19 thanks baby!
I don’t like this kind of music, but my mom had the alternative channel on and I heard this and I thought, “wow that sounds pretty good”
Rachel is SWAG mkkji
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IT SHOULD CUZZZ... YOU DON't NEEED TOOOOO GET HIGH!
Rachel is SWAG sameeee
Rachel is SWAG the funny thing is their older stuff is hard rock and then they released this song and you can see what happened
19 years clean. I'm 19 and I will never drop my life. So many people before me who overcome this, you are the reason I promise to never fuck up my life with drugs.
You were drinking since age one?!😱
I can't believe it took me this long to hear this song, but damn am I glad I did
My dear friend showed me this song, its our road trip song🤘 thx steven
I heard this song yesterday for the first time, was suggested by spotified, i falled in loved with it the first time i heard it and now i cant stop listening to it
I love this song and know exactly how this feels...
Ditto...There'd be no fun if this life were easy...
Was in a head on collision and lost my partner. Left with too many injuries to list. I feel your pain everyone 😪
Love this song...lived it along time...
I'm 58 and have seen more than I care to see,...but this song is one of the realest ever...it says it all for many! God bless those who suffer.
Pretty darn good song isn't it???
Just Discovered them, OMG they're awesome, great song! Went out & bought everyone of their CD's Killer Voice
I was diagnosed with emphysema this year, any form of smoke burns my lungs and i cant breath. I lost smoking weed due to it. Man do i miss it, to all my tokers, enjoy.... and never take a good high for granted!
Gary Sturgill I promise I won’t
There’s plenty of other ways to get high bro
Facts
Use edibles to get high
Who else is still listening in 2017?
MEEE!
I am I’ve been listening to only this song for the last 3 days
2018 homie
MrVandyVideo 2018
2042
I medicate with music. Listening to good music keeps my mind off of the bullshit in my life.
Oh yes, me too
FINALLY I thought I was alone. Bruuuuuuuuh
My mom once grounded me from music for a week. She had to in ground me two days in because music is the only thing that keeps my depression away. Singing is my passion
Amen to that!
Welp I'm 20 here's to another two decades of this endless pit of poverty and misery.
LIGHT ER UP
Aye, light one of for me though!
Get off your lazy sss and go get a fucking job... Might help change your poverty level.....who knows u might even like it!!!! Lazy fucks
@@lanaerodriguez6228 you need to smoke a bowl and relax. This is youtube. Not the Dr.Phil show.
@@catomeowgarius4399 i smoke daily.. Dont change the fact that lazy complainers piss me off.. Then its boo hoo poor me.... try living with one leg and 600 bucks a month to live on...then i might feel for u a small bit lol
john huffman that's right! Dumb ass kids haven't been around long enough to know shit. When you get a few years of life experiences and tragedies under your belt then you might have a clue. I don't understand why most young people nowadays think they got it so rough you had more opportunities than anybody else that's come before you sit down and STFU!
5 months clean. There is a better way!!
Keep going, odat!!!! I'm 9 years clean, but all I have is today. I can relate to this song and when I hear it I think of my son. I pray everyday for him.
congrats to both of you 😊 it's not easy... I'm 4.5 years clean now too.
Caleb Beshears you are very true it does get better I have been clean 2 years off hard drugs and alcohol keep it up my friend..
I’m on four years no opiates and 2 years no benzos...it fucking sucks. God I wish being numb. Especially opiates...god I miss just sitting in my room and being relaxed and staring at my fan. Fuck being sober. Give people what they want.
I'm going through it right now and I would do anything to escape this hell. I can't function without my doc I tell everybody it's a pain problem. But i'm so out of it I'm going to rehab soon I think it's a tug of war between loving the numbing feeling and wanting to live without it. . This song is my life
Think I'm in love with this song first time hearing it.!
Good vid! Although I'm positive its "Textin exes gettin my feels, sweatin bullets, Netflix chills..."
OmG best song ever.....im about to partake in the medicate
Not the best idea. Don't wish addiction on anyone
I agree
@JustinBieber didn't say he was you useless fuck
OMG, a good quality song. One that FINISHES THEIR GODDAMN WORDS!!
Didn't even know this a year old song, stumbled upon it during construction work. Love it -Aug 29 2018
Don't care what people say about this comment, it's the truth. I spent two years of my life high on pot and pills, not giving a damn for anyone but myself. Just wanted to be high. I thank the person who sold me a dime of bud that was laced with bug spray and other chemicals. Might have been the absolute worse high I ever had but because of it I quit doing both.
Proud of you! Keep it up!
To one recovering addict to another congratulations
Ok man, personally I need weed it helps me concentrate and stop being in pain.
maybe you just overdosed marijuana
Ice Tyger yeah you can. it's totally a real thing
Man can i relate to this i think alot of us can no bull
jimmy jammz yep
Hi Amber, you got me addicted to this song
Holy shit this song sounds like I've felt for the past 9 months.
I know right wanna be friend
Try feeling that way for 6 years...
Christopher0184 try feeling that way your whole life
Same
Hahaha. This is how I have felt for the past 15 years
This is literally my life right now 😅 and i'm not phased by it🤔
My dad used to love this song... He passed away in 2018, I miss him so much and I love this song cuz it just reminds me of him.....
Mary Jane always has your back bro:)
I just heard this song and it's now my all time fav.....
Awesome job on the lyrics and background choice! 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻💗
Yessir. Blunts in the air for all those who can relate
He say "texting exes, get my fills", not texting nexus get my feels lol
Actually its texting, nexus, get my feels. Nexus is a drug lol. I thought so too at first.
Its a hallucinogen
TooDazedTJ that is a real drug but it’s not the real lyric the official lyrics show texting exes get my feels but I understand why you thought it was a drug
You require more minerals.
And with that the promising career of Theory of a dead man as physicists ended in a flash
It’s so way more profound because it’s a lot of peoples reality!! Such a DOPE TUNE
Me and a buddy of mine used to listen to this while drinking I lost him to alcohol 2 years ago I have been sober for 6 months now I'm doing it for both of us now fly high Bubba
You got this