The Solar Struggle Is Real - BougeRV 120 Watt 9BB Solar Panel

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  • @ggebhard1
    @ggebhard1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    I agree with all the other comments! You are so funny and exactly what we need during these very scary times!!! Thank you Bex!!!

  • @davec9244
    @davec9244 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    you make the sunshine look dull! thank you stay safe and level

  • @EdwardGomillion
    @EdwardGomillion 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I like that Vulcan death grip you had on that bottle.

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I think it was more like the Vulcan mind meld where the bubbly and I became one. LOLZ 🤣

  • @maggieesquivel4533
    @maggieesquivel4533 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Dramatization!! Love it!

  • @benzoverakers1877
    @benzoverakers1877 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Nice review and fun to watch!!! Be blessed!!!

  • @Arizona-Slayer
    @Arizona-Slayer 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    That cracked me up! Nicely done Bex ♡

  • @marip6291
    @marip6291 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Boy am I glad I clicked on your video this morning! I really needed a good laugh! This was a gas from the beginning to the martinelli end! So funny Bex... and so cleverly done. thanks for this healing moment.. laughter is healing. Happy prola-trail-iots to you! ... or whatever....

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Oh, thank you so much!! :-)

  • @RunawayGranny
    @RunawayGranny 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I have missed you, so glad to watch this video

  • @TravelSmallLiveBig
    @TravelSmallLiveBig 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I love that you know all of this “stuff”, because I don’t. You rock girl!

  • @kevnrob1
    @kevnrob1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Bex - you're killing us!! That was terrific. Whenever we see a new Bex video it takes precedence over everything until we see it. You're timing is right on for us. We are in the market for portable folding panels. Thanks!!
    Have you considered a meet-up? Bouge On!!!!!

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thank you! I haven't really thought about a meet-up because I'm not sure anyone would go. LOLZ 🤣
      Maybe when I get 50k subscribers?!

    • @kevnrob1
      @kevnrob1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Actually, we had a spontaneous mini-meetup a couple years ago. We were in Flagstaff at a store, don't recall which one, but I looked up and Robin said "That's Bex!" Sure enough it was. I got out of our van, walked up to your car and said "Hi". You looked a bit terrified by this guy walking up out of the blue and approaching you. LOL!! 😂

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Oh, sorry about that. I'm totally not used to getting recognized yet and I always think of things I should have said after they leave. I'm trying to offer everyone I meet now a sticker as a way to break the ice a little. :-)

  • @shayhouk8582
    @shayhouk8582 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I have seen so many videos on these types of solar setups that I cringe when I see them, but Your intro was so dang funny, I watched anyway! You are a Gem my friend. Stay funny Bex.

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thank you! I don't want to be a review channel but there's so much stuff out there I try to help parse a little of it for someone in a similar situation to me.
      :-)

  • @lindas8002
    @lindas8002 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Love your humor, Bex! Thanks for a great review!

  • @karenkazjefreys2913
    @karenkazjefreys2913 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Bex you are such a delight, you make me laugh, your joy is contagious, and...this is just what I needed in the most daunting world of sola rpanels and power stations ha ...

  • @caravandanadventures
    @caravandanadventures 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Excellent review, Bex!

  • @mygypsyadventure3610
    @mygypsyadventure3610 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Really sold me on the BougeRV panels. I have heard too many youtube nomads having trouble with the flexible panels. I dont want to waste my money on something that is only going to last a few months!

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I've had a couple floppy panels die after a year and I always stored them in the shipping box they came in. Don't understand how they could be so fragile. Maybe the little microchip just died?!?!

    • @mygypsyadventure3610
      @mygypsyadventure3610 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@BexCatherder I hope you have better luck with the new ones!

  • @cathienelson5978
    @cathienelson5978 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You are so adorable!! To the max. ♡

  • @motokenzo763
    @motokenzo763 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You're a hoot! 😆 I enjoy your vids. 🤠

  • @kenhuth1762
    @kenhuth1762 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thanks Bex, entertaining as usual. Keep up the good work. We need it now more than ever.

  • @williambranham6249
    @williambranham6249 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Too funny!😁 Thanks! Proletrailerit!

  • @mamawanderlust6000
    @mamawanderlust6000 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Great video Bex!! Cheers!

  • @zenzen9131
    @zenzen9131 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Best video of the week :)

  • @JanelleVocate-Ames
    @JanelleVocate-Ames 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    YAY! A Bex video!

  • @AdventureswithJane
    @AdventureswithJane 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Thanks, needed a happy video and as always you are the best! Congrats on the new panel, nice review. Safe travels. 🙂 --Mark

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thanks, Mark! Hope your still out having adventures.

  • @duff59ful
    @duff59ful 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Yeah, Bex is back.

  • @mspuddin931
    @mspuddin931 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    The beginning of this made me belly laugh loudly in my quiet house and scared the hell out of my sleeping pup 😂 another great video!

  • @jr2no160
    @jr2no160 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thanks you've assisted me in making a better practical portable choice to expand my rooftop panel array. 👍🏿

  • @pupcamper58
    @pupcamper58 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Loved it. 👍🏻❤️

  • @billcade3325
    @billcade3325 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I need more videos for you I love your videos

  • @pamkingston580
    @pamkingston580 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Glad to see you...its been awhile

  • @LaurelsPeace
    @LaurelsPeace 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Missed you and your creative approach in sharing your life with us. Keep on truckin’ Bex. Sorry to see that TH-cam buries your content even though I’m subscribed. Peace ☮️

  • @marip6291
    @marip6291 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    And, as usual, really good info on solar panels and just as I am loking for one... This video helped me a lot.

  • @cathyohlhausen6796
    @cathyohlhausen6796 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Hi Bex - good to see your ok 😎 you look like your down in Az I’m also here in the desert Cave Creek it’s north Scottsdale . I’m not sure if your aware there’s camping for a small price with the best hot springs just west of Phoenix Tonapah hot springs it’s a cool place like an oasis in the desert 👍 best wishes Cathy O

  • @barbarafritchie2000
    @barbarafritchie2000 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Good to see you. Good update.

  • @3generations393
    @3generations393 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I'm soo happy your back. Surgery stinks but you survived 💋💞 Sending you Florida sunshine and grandma love 🙏✌🌎💞 Iris 🙋

  • @SmokeyMtnRobin
    @SmokeyMtnRobin 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I have missed you. Love your humor.

  • @debradennis2021
    @debradennis2021 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thanks for the info and the laughs.

  • @patriciamartin1626
    @patriciamartin1626 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hi from Tennessee. That's a fantastic video. Looks like a good product. Thanks for sharing and getting a good laugh.

  • @sharonl7493
    @sharonl7493 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Good one ..makes me smile and laugh a lot..

  • @rhondatraywick3724
    @rhondatraywick3724 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    That’s impressive on that wattage input!
    Your video is informative and entertaining! 👍 safe travels!

  • @skyblue-lb9kr
    @skyblue-lb9kr 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Power to the Proletrailierate! xxx

  • @bradleycrandall30
    @bradleycrandall30 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Great video.
    Useful information.
    I will start looking for my Cacita in a few months.
    I hope to run into you sometime and share a beer.

  • @rmcnasty7319
    @rmcnasty7319 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Good Video Bex

  • @RVRebelGirl
    @RVRebelGirl 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    thanks for sharing Bex 😊

  • @roadwarrior9422
    @roadwarrior9422 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Fun video. Well done. Nice to see another video. 120W is more than I would expect on that size. Good review

  • @gonagain
    @gonagain 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Nice, entertaining review, Bex!

  • @jimgibson2434
    @jimgibson2434 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thanks for the info

  • @doncolincreative
    @doncolincreative 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You are hoot, Sistah!

  • @kele1264
    @kele1264 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    🤣😂🤣😂 This was fun, Bex! Always good to see you in good spirits! Great unboxing and fun review! Hope it lives up to your expectations! Good health and happiness! Safest travels!

  • @KB6YAF
    @KB6YAF 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Excellent video Bex.....What I also noticed is that you can also place some rocks, or maybe a couple camera tripod sandbags over those solar panel legs to keep it from blowing away in that fierce desert wind. ......Russell D.

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I definitely put a few rocks on the legs but nothing really helps if a good dust devil comes along. They have picked up my really heavy panel (25#) and thrown it 25 feet away. They can get pretty crazy.

  • @ddolde
    @ddolde 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You’re off your rocker woman

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      This is a true fact! 🤣🤣

  • @limitedtime5471
    @limitedtime5471 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    "Prole-trailer-at" I really needed that laugh🤣🤣🤣

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm glad there's still room for Marxist humor in the world. 👍🤣😂

  • @lynbarnel
    @lynbarnel 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    LOL Bex, I so love your sense of humor! Hurrah for the "pro-le-trailerette!"

  • @antoinette272
    @antoinette272 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Too funny. Normally I don’t listen to review vids but this was an exception. Good info too, as I would purchase this panel.

  • @kennethmoertel3778
    @kennethmoertel3778 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hi Bex long time no see. I have moved to Hawaii on my son's off grid 3 acres. This video has helped me, thx.

  • @untetherednomad6393
    @untetherednomad6393 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Well, that was a great video! And I am at same point on the fabric folding 100w panels by the orange company. I am a FT nomad and my two orange 100w folding panels are not aging well. My old school heavy glass panels are 4 yo and still going strong. I was looking at the BougeRV panel and this video was the decider in my decision to order. Now I just need to unload my faded orange company panels...

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I've had 2 1/2 of those floppy panels die. One of them only puts out half power, but 1 1/2 panels is enough to max out the input. Which always made me wonder why they didn't just make a 150 watt panel so I don't have to fiddle with two of those things. Glad to just use a single panel from now on.

  • @greenoak1
    @greenoak1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Hi Bex - Bill and Martha told us about you in the past. Glad we found your channel. We just bought a Bluetti power station with two 120w panels. We tried them out in Anza Borrego last week and we’ were getting about 210-ish in at the height of the day. So far so good.

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Oh hello!! Bill & Martha are a few of my favorite people. So very sad to hear about Bill. Bluetti is a good product and I'm glad it's working out for you. Anza Borreggo is one favorite places in Cali. So much to see there. Thanks so much for watching.

    • @greenoak1
      @greenoak1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@BexCatherder we’re actually family. My wife is their daughter. We miss him every day. Feel free to connect if you’re down San Diego way.

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      So sorry for your loss! Bill helped me fix a few things on my camper and I really enjoyed spending time with him. Such a pleasant guy to be around. I definitely want to get down to SD sometime so thanks much for the offer. :-)

  • @tombohley3265
    @tombohley3265 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love this video! You had me laughing from word “go”. When I finally hit the road later this year, I hope to someday meet you. Thanks for sharing another great video.

  • @katmd405
    @katmd405 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great to see you again Bex. Missed visits with you. Great video!

  • @ceegee3664
    @ceegee3664 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Power to the Proletrailerate!!!!!!

  • @nerdinium
    @nerdinium 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Time to make the electrons! BB means bus bars. They are the metal stripes on the solar panel that move the electrons from the panel to your battery. The more the better.

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Great info! Thanks for sharing. 👍🙂

  • @artbyrart
    @artbyrart 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    😆 Very informative and entertaining. Thanks for the info and a chuckle. 👍

  • @RuthieH_62
    @RuthieH_62 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    🤣😂 Bex...you are too funny! Have a glass of bubbly for me! Cheers!

  • @LostOnLandAgain
    @LostOnLandAgain 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm gonna wait for the 10 BB so I can turn it up to 11 cause well, that's one more Ha ha. Very fun and informative video Bex.

  • @collagehouse
    @collagehouse 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I wonder how many bouge solar panels would power my hot tub. Enjoyed your video!

  • @cactitat
    @cactitat 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love you Bex! So enjoy your videos!

  • @tthomas6013
    @tthomas6013 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Keep your pinky in the air and the rubber on the ground,...OMG! LMAO

  • @FloraBamaGoneWild
    @FloraBamaGoneWild 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm tired of my Renogy flexible panels. I have broken two. I like the price point on this one for sure. Keep us posted on how you like it!

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hey there pretty lady!! This is a really good panel and it's been my go-to panel since I got it. Just got a huge 2000wh battery so I might need another to charge it up. It really needs a minimum of 200 watts to charge. The only thing that I'm not sure about is that it doesn't have any glass or other protection on the panel itself and although I try to be careful, it has some scratches now.

  • @Fayette123
    @Fayette123 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Enjoyed this video
    Your a hoot

  • @markreynolds3850
    @markreynolds3850 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks Bex, great information,

  • @billswanson3767
    @billswanson3767 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    IP67 is the dust and water protection levels. The 6 is dust and that is the highest available and the 7 is the water protection level. 8 is the highest level with that. A level 8 is submersible. 7 is very very good. Should handle the rain nicely!!

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you so much for the information. I guess I could have googled it but I have a really terrible data connection and get frustrated. 🤷

  • @billswanson3767
    @billswanson3767 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The efficiency rating is the of 23.5% refers to how efficient the panel turn sunlight into electricity. These days 23.5% is actually pretty good.

  • @untetherednomad6393
    @untetherednomad6393 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I purchased the BougeRV briefcase noted here. My first impressions are it is very light compared to my GZ 100w Nomad briefcase, but the BougeRV briefcase also seems to be somewhat flimsy construction IMO, legs are whimpy, hardware is loose. The mc4 to APP cord was only 2 ft long and wires exposed from back of panel to the MC4 adapter, different gauge thinner from panel output to the adapters output cables. The Mc4 to 8mm core was twice as long. I am a ft nomad and have GZ panels, Jackery SS panels and now the BougeRV briefcase. I suspect the GZ aum/glass will outlive them all.

  • @ChristinaColoradoan
    @ChristinaColoradoan 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I like your commercial 🤣 Love that free power!👍🌞

  • @craftytraveler9238
    @craftytraveler9238 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Ha Ha Ha, you are so entertaining. Thanks for the video. Maybe a good take line would be, Keep your Solar Panel in the Air, and you wheels on the ground, ha ha. When I go shopping for another solar panel I will get one or two of these.

  • @r8edrv4fun65
    @r8edrv4fun65 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Floppy is not preferred but sometimes it's all that's available for the cost.

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Some of the floppy panels are far overpriced in my opinion. This panel is much cheaper than the floppy panel that failed and I replaced. I can't complain too much because I did get test products for free, but I have always preferred the solid panels because my Renogy 100 is going strong after 5 years and more than a few tosses across the desert from dust devils. :-)

  • @Zeldagirl64
    @Zeldagirl64 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    My hard solar was trashed when I received not impressed, I am not full time! So I see the benefit for you! You are too funny😂❤️👍

  • @marshabrown8337
    @marshabrown8337 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    All the best to you.

  • @ROCKVIDEOMONTHLY
    @ROCKVIDEOMONTHLY 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Nothing like some bubbly first thing in the morning lol
    I’m considering getting two of the 9bb 200w ones from them. Thanks for doing an in depth review of this; I’m assuming they will be very similar, just bigger

  • @MoBangFoYoBucks
    @MoBangFoYoBucks 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    🤣🤣🤣 You are hilarious! And of course, who needs manual until thing don't go together right!!!😁 I love the hard case solar panel!😍

  • @bethannea4842
    @bethannea4842 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    New sub here bingeing on your vids! Love your channel.

  • @rickyblythe4951
    @rickyblythe4951 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Howdy Bex

  • @raccoonlittlebear6476
    @raccoonlittlebear6476 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    "I'll have what you're having" haha. -
    --er, "I'd like to thank the academy!" Hehe
    Hey great review of the new panels!
    I've had my suspicions about those floppy son's of guns. Fun video! Cheers!

  • @kxrv6629
    @kxrv6629 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Bex Oh Bex. Where have you been? Where are you now?

  • @kevinshea4776
    @kevinshea4776 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Hey Bex, Why don't full-timers use portable wind turbines like sailboats use, for when the sun is not shinning and there is plenty of wind? Seems like a great way to assist the charging! I asked CVK this question and he didn't know why?

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This is just my opinion. Wind turbines need a certain wind speed before they even begin creating energy. The lowest I've ever seen was 12mph but another turbine I saw needed a minimum wind speed of 17mph. That's a lot of wind and it's not that common in many places. Also, wind turbines need to be carefully packed to not damage or bend a blade. And they are much bigger than a simple solar panel. Not something someone wants to put up and take down with regularity. So wind turbines are much better for a more permanent installation.

    • @kevinshea4776
      @kevinshea4776 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@BexCatherder totally agree with your opinion. However, I’ve seen some DIY units that folks have setup for camping. I think the wind speed can be there and just surprised I haven’t seen a mast assembled on a vehicle towing hitch or trailer bumper once in camp, since following RV boon docking TH-cam channels. I think the mini version that sail boats would be perfect to compliment a solar array setup for cloudy , winter days as an alternative. Thank you!

  • @dorishanoum3811
    @dorishanoum3811 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    So glad to see you again- every time I go into UTUBE & scroll thru ut,, I'm always hoping to see ur videos🤗👍, ur funny-- is martinelli a wine??

  • @lindag.l.9493
    @lindag.l.9493 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    You r so hilarious! 💜your vlog

  • @jessicafuller9170
    @jessicafuller9170 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love this information! I just got a power station and thinking about the solar for it. Hey, Bex, you are so funny! Btw, what chair do you have? I am searching for a comfy chair. Power to the people!

  • @fredanderson5544
    @fredanderson5544 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    wonders if the equipment can handle one of my 250w panels?

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      If you mean the power stations, both of mine are only rated for 200 watt input. Any more and you could ruin the station. But some of the bigger power stations like the Jackery 1500 can take up to 400 watts.

    • @fredanderson5544
      @fredanderson5544 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@BexCatherder how does 1500w of solar routed thru 2 60a charge controllers to 12 6vdc deepcycle batteries sound to you? }:)

  • @fatmonet
    @fatmonet 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Is that martinelli's nonalcoholic sparkling cider?

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Why, yes, it is! Very tasty. 😁🥂

    • @fatmonet
      @fatmonet 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@BexCatherder thought so. I have a bottle sitting on my countertop!

  • @terriryan8811
    @terriryan8811 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great video 😂

  • @togopowerinc.7994
    @togopowerinc.7994 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your acting skills are on point, lady! Hahahaha!

  • @m.d.grimes1622
    @m.d.grimes1622 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼

  • @dbeskan
    @dbeskan 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you! Informative, witty, and political. 😂 😝

  • @kele1264
    @kele1264 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    More level parking spots for the people! 🤣😂

  • @barbarasiders288
    @barbarasiders288 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Little things

  • @FishMH
    @FishMH 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    🤺🤸

  • @wheremagicbeginsnow
    @wheremagicbeginsnow 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hey Bex, which Jackery are you using that has a usb c outlet? Keith

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      This is the Jackery 1000. :-)

  • @leechurchill1965
    @leechurchill1965 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    pro la trailer iot. That's a tongue twister.

  • @neoanderson726
    @neoanderson726 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    funny thanks for the giggles

  • @szakbak
    @szakbak 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    can you run a insta pot?

    • @BexCatherder
      @BexCatherder  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I just looked up the insta pot and the 6 qt is rated at 1000 watts. I have two 1000 watt inverters but I don't think I would want to run them at full power. Although, I just asked my friend how much their's used and he said it only uses 700 watts. So maybe the 1000 watt rating is only at startup?!?!