My guts rotted, I am convinced, because I was born to a covert malignant narcissist woman who did not want a third child, much less another girl (Mother only likes little boys). She has never loved anyone; she’s capable of neither love nor empathy and alternated between neglecting and shaming/humiliating/scoffing at me. She secretly punished me whenever I pissed her off and played me, my father and my siblings against each other. The gaslighting drove me crazy and I had severe gut issues by my teens.
My guts rotted, I am convinced, because I was born to a covert malignant narcissist woman who did not want a third child, much less another girl (Mother only likes little boys). She has never loved anyone; she’s capable of neither love nor empathy and alternated between neglecting and shaming/humiliating/scoffing at me. She secretly punished me whenever I pissed her off and played me, my father and my siblings against each other. The gaslighting drove me crazy and I had severe gut issues by my teens.