Comment ur blood type I’ll go first: O+ 🧿FOLLOW MY NEW INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/realesotarot/ (@realesotarot is my only account, anything else is a scammer) 👚CHECK OUT MY MERCH: crowdmade.com/collections/esotarot 🕐Timestamps🕓 Pile 1 (Plasma): 2:35 Pile 2 (White Blood Cell): 41:41 Pile 3 (Antibody): 1:19:35 Pile 4 (Red Blood Cell): 2:05:54 🌠Get the Extended HERE!: vimeo.com/ondemand/wyds061621 Pile 1: vimeo.com/ondemand/wyds061621/563509207 Pile 2: vimeo.com/ondemand/wyds061621/563509344 Pile 3: vimeo.com/ondemand/wyds061621/563509448 Pile 4: vimeo.com/ondemand/wyds061621/563509501 Get your first 10-minute reading with Keen by clicking here: trykeen.com/esotarot I will receive compensation from anyone who signs-up through my link, thanks for supporting my channel!
Me to a ‘T’. Since my divorce I’ve been seeing my worth and changing so much for the better. I was thinking today how I can’t let myself EVER go back to the person I used to be.
Pile 2 made me cry, especially realizing how if im not happy with myself no one will ever make me happy and i dont wanna be that person i dont mean to be
Wait omg - Pile 4, When eso tarot said “your future is so bright you need to wear shades” my boyfriend said that to me in the exact words yesterday 💀💀💀😭😭😭
Pile 3 made me cry honestly. I’ve realized recently that there’s a lot of times where I don’t really put out the effort I want to and I end up disappointed in the outcome. (With hobbies, school, relationships) I’ve noticed I often let myself down when I know I could be the best true version of myself due to how scary that change is. There’s so much I want to take on and I want my confidence to grow. But I won’t allow it to because the idea of stepping out of the comfort zone is scary of to me. I know the change is there to be made and it’s ready for me. But actually taking on the change is a scary thought.
Picked pile 2, what a coincidence about unconditional love and ego. I pulled a card for myself other day and it was titled "unconditional love" and I've been thinking to myself I'm such a nervous wreck because of bad experiences and I've had a bad habit of believing it'll always happen ..I'm letting my ego kill me
Pile 3. Everything you said was true. I feel like my higher self is literally eating away the old pieces of myself, even if they're not dead yet, just sick and needing to be cut away.
I chose pile 4 and literally today I quit my toxic job and got all my things back from a toxic friend who I've decided to no longer be friends with. So now I have no friends but I don't care because it's time to focus on me and surround myself with people who really do care about me and my health unlike my toxic friend who cared more about getting me to smoke than accepting that I want to quit. This is my life and I am absolutely going to live it how I want.
I'm not a huge spirit/tarot person, but it have to say, i find myself to keep coming back to your videos bc of your unbelievable accuracy...it's crazy. I have watched some other people's tarot videos, and i feel like they sort of speak with a shot to the wind, hoping that part of it will stick to the listener. But you - i don't know how - but your readings are consistently sooo true and so accurate to myself as an individual.
pile 3: you have me crying at 2 am, i was honestly looking for a sign and your video came up. i have been learning and realizing so much. i feel like a baby lost in a chaotic ocean. i can feel myself shedding everything ive known away and it's so painful because it really is all just patterns and chaos. i know it will be good once i open myself up to it completely, im trying. thank you ❤️
Pile 4 struck a chord with me so hard, I've teared up several times. "Something about Mary Shelley is relevant here," especially stopped me dead in my tracks. My friend who recently passed away had gifted me a Frankenstein book for Christmas. Thank you for this reading, I just wanted reassurance that I'm where I need to be
I’m so sorry for your loss. I love Mary Shelley and Frankenstein. I’m pretty sure your friend is taking care of you from a beautiful place 💖 You are so strong
Pile 3: This is intense. Like, there's a lot to unpack... And physically I'm tense all over through this. It's so wild hearing my thoughts... Ugh! I can't even articulate what I'm... 😬...
pile 1 - i have a big heart and I'm strong, but for what if I'm always taken advantage of, like, I'm tired... It's always been lessons after lessons and i never get anything good and solid. I just want to be able to have the good normal life everyone has so easily
Im pile 1 too, and i been trough a lot. Today im turning 18, and i only wanted to say that you should belive what they said. You are an especial individual and the pain will worth
@@ClaraBarros003 Hello Clara! Don't apologize for your english skills, we're all always learning. I'm from Brazil so I know how it is hehe. Idk if it's really worth it because it's like, I learn and change and my enviroment / exterior world doesn't. so it's like a fish growing bigger than it's fish tank, you know what i mean? So what's the point in being this "special individual" if nothing special even happens for me? Anyways, thank you for your words, and Happy Birthday!! I hope all your dreams come true!!
Pile 2: Hey... Thank you... I've been so big on loving myself, trusting myself and letting go of everyone that hurt me and how I allowed that to impact me and stop going with things that don't feel right and don't make me genuinely and stop indulging in mock happiness, because that puts me in a lot of situations to get hurt really badly. Thank you.
Pile 4: I literally felt a hit in my gut I’m moving leaving my school and “home” town for the first time in my life and I’ve been sober and struggling with it. But hollyyyy I’m literally reading Frankenstein. When you casually said Mary Shelly my jaw dropped.
I picked pile 4. Laughing about the Mary Shelly thing. Whenever I need to help someone with physical labor, I hunch my back and go "Igor will help". It's just one of the weird things I do
you have no idea how much i needed to hear this eso. this reading is so inspiring and exactly what i needed to hear right now. growth can be such a lonely road sometimes, but i’m so lucky i have you to guide me and encourage me🌈 thank you eso keep doing what you’re doing✨ you’re amazing 💖
I can't believe everything you say hit right through my heart. I pick pile 1. My family and everywhere I go is Narcisist cult. I break down and hit the rock bottom. I was a victim of NPD since I was born. I am healing myself. It's just like everything you said. It's unbelievable.
Hi friends! My name is Kevin, I'm a trans guy and my pronouns are he/they. I'm from Naples, Italy and I apologize if you may experience some struggle reading my words, but English is not my first language and I'm still in the process of learning to speak it fluently. I'm here to share what I experienced after listening this reading, but the real reason why I'm writing this down is to inspire some of you with hope and courage
I choose you as my fighter 🔥💕 I'm so happy for you and I'm sorry about your parents. it is what it is, thou. we move. thank you for sharing this 🥺💖 as a fellow pile 4 it just locks in my faith in this reading
Dear Kevin, please know you are loved ans beautiful. I am sorry you are going through so much at such a young age too. I’m 36 and I wanted to tell you I admire you’re bravery! Only you can know what it is that will make you happy. I take T just foe supplememt because my levels are low even as a female but it helped me to feel better. Please remember to listen to your heart always. I can’t say that I understand the transition journey that you are in but I have transforming in a spiritual way. My family is Christian and so my new path of enlightenment is definitely nothing they could understand or accept sometimes we feel we need to validate others but it only steals ur life essence in the end. There is only one of you and you have a destiny of purpose and fulfillment. We all have it for us we just have to choose us. I just wanted to send you love and light dear friend. You are beautiful never let anyone including your own insecurities tell u differently. Your English is excellent too by the way. Much love from a fellow 🦋! - your friend sending you support, - Ginger
Pile 4. I started a new job this week and I’m having a hard time because I feel like most my coworkers hate me or like I annoy them. I have been too consumed by the fear of what others think of me and definitely needed to hear this message.
I fr almost cried for pile 1 when it said forgive yourself for thinking someone can replace you 😭 I always feel like I’m so easily replaceable and that feeds my insecurity and I need to let that go. Also yessss to the strong ancestors. My Nana’s spirit is always very prevalent for me and she does not take any mess! She’s so blunt and forceful even to me but it’s tough love lol
Pile 2. wow, Eso.... i have watched many of your readings, and you always blow my mind but this one REALLY blown me away... 😭😭 even just by that first sentence when you said "you're hoping for a white knight to save you from all your troubles and worries. but you realize there's no one that will make you happy until you make yourself happy." 😭 and like... the whole thing you said!! especially about having my kind of sensitivity and my heart is important, but it may take time to understand that and learn how to navigate them in connections (bc at times i want my ego to win instead, etc) and to accept that the universe protects me and got my back... 😭💗 how i must embrace lightness within me... absolutely love the 3 self-forgiveness cards. all of them resonated! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS READING!! 💗sending love your way! 🌟
pile 1. you just cried saying you have some real friends that got you, and the name of my friend came into my mind, and suddenly she called exactly that moment :) Love you Madison. you heal me.
I am low income and disabled. I can’t afford to pay you so I learned from Charlotte to let the commercials play for your channel. I pray this helps. Pile 2 thank you so much for this service 🙏🏼💞 I am a light worker too ! Keep loving yourselves white blood cells! Keep taking the highroad! Keep questioning the ego!
Its so crazy how these pick a card readings always get on my recommended when I need them most. I pick pile 2 and it was crazy accurate to what iv been going through and experienced lately.
Pile 4- The fact that this resonated with me so much is amazing. I’m a Capricorn and I’ve always wanted to be a boxer and have somewhat had a dream of being a singer, but some of family doubt me especially my grandma she doesn’t want me to get hurt or whatever but my mom is very supportive and she is a Leo. I just want to let you know Eso that you are amazing at what you do and you are like one of the only tarot card readers that actually have readings that resonate with me. (Sorry it’s so long lol)
Pile 1. Your reading made my day because it's so accurate on a deep level. Especially when your voice starts to break when you're talking about three of cups. It makes my heart so warm. Thank you very much for doing this!❤
Today you got me picking a fucking blood cell?! I’m new-ish to your channel and I’m absolutely in love with your readings. The sprinkled in adventure time, spongebob and simpsons references. The references…The songs. The f bombs. The nails. The vibe. I’m so excited! 💕✨🥳
Pile 1: I was literally crying. It’s so accurate. I am a Gemini, Rising:Leo and Moon is Scorpio. And everything you said it is true I tried to please one of my friends and tried to fit in and that was harming myself. I do have clairvoyance, and I was treated poorly. I also have been seeing messages about gratitude
I really was confused with what pile was for me…“ people didn’t understand you” and your coming out of a cycle where your focusing on yourself ……..”you felt like someone who didn’t fit in” ….. yup pile 1
Antibody: it’s true that it’s a lot of soul true self learning and growing period for me. I really cannot ignore my subconscious thoughts. I gain so much awareness now... and it’s true that I’m changing and being opened now. It’s not easy
Pile 4 - ima trans dude but thing is, i was ashamed for having masculine energy, mentality, interests, hobbies, etc. because i was born a chick. yet, i never could resonate as a woman or could connect to my femininity, even in childhood. this reading was all i needed to know. i want to be accepted as not only a man, but as a person. i don't want people to force me to do things as a woman. shit was traumatic. imma just do me and imma be proud doing it. what's it gonna take?
Pile 4: I have definitely been going through some growing pains from shedding old ways of thinking and starting to love and value myself, and being okay with not caring what others think about me. Transforming your thought processes is really hard but will be worth it
I’m tearing up because I’m pile 2, and she started talking about an uncomfortable truth and in my past I was putting up so many walls to scare people off to protect myself, but I hurt more people and myself
Ive been getting a lot of death dreams recently and with pile 3 screaming about embracing your authentic self and taking a step forward it only shows that something new is coming and i cant wait to see where life would take me!
I'm usually a silent viewer (a person who watches, but does not interact much outside of liking a video or subscribing), but I wanted to comment and say how much I appreciated this reading. I chose Pile 3. For a few months now, I've become aware of many aspects and negative thought/action patterns in my life. For majority of the years I spent in school, a lot of the reasoning behind my actions was fear-based and rooted in insecurity; I would do things because I was afraid of how someone would view me (such as an authority figure, like a parent or teacher), and often stretch myself thin trying to impress everyone to get validation that I could be successful and worthy of being loved. This led me to allowing others to take advantage of me, which furthered this idea in my head that I wasn't worthy of good things (also, it was due to me not respecting myself enough to hold boundaries); it also made me afraid of my feelings because I had done so many things based on negative emotions (i.e. fear and anxiety), and I had a hard time experiencing/processing positive feelings (mostly because I grew up thinking I didn't deserve happiness). Part of what I am going through now is recognizing that I am as worthy and deserving of good things as the next person (I used to cry whenever someone told me they were proud of me - now I don't), and that I should not be afraid to speak the truth to myself and embrace all parts of me (especially the aspects that need healing). I have also gotten closer to my spiritual practice and have not felt this happy in a long time. Sure, there are growing (spiritual) pains, but looking back, I've made so much growth since I was a kid and I'm happy I'm still here. I'm also grateful for those in my close circle who I can lean on and confide in when I need to. Side note: my Chinese zodiac is the rabbit, and I am an Aquarius Sun (Pisces Moon), so I kept chuckling when I saw the Swords (because I am prone to overthinking and getting in my head a lot - I'm working on it though :) ) One more thing: my blood type is AB.
Thanks for sharing! I chose the same pile and have very much been feeling the same. It’s super hard to shift like this but I can feel the rewards will be great. 🤗
pile 1 was super accurate for me. I was bending over backwards to keep the relationships in my life afloat. And have always struggled with learning who I was because I tend to mirror what ever situation I am currently in
Pile 3.. 100% on EVERYTHING! Thank you.. same about my Moldavite as well.. people are always talking about how intense it is when all you have to do is just listen to what your intuition is telling you.. the issues come when resistance happens.. I can say there has definitely been some drastic changes since I started wearing it but yes I have always been one to follow my truths for most of my life.. except when it came to my emotions.. so yes.. 100! I love it as always.. thank you 💜 SN: I had a dream about an octopus 2 days ago and have been seeing all the animals mentioned in this reading
Pile 3 the antibody. This was so deep. I got called out on a lot and needed it. Ty. Sent this to my friend after listening to this: You ever listened so much to something and went so far deep inside you had to like take a break, like you came up for air? Deep dive emotionally. (Which is fitting because the reading talked about the ocean 🌊)
Esotarot. that line you said at 52:15, stating that being honest with myself can lead to understanding why things don't work out as planned is such a healing line. I have gone to many hypnotherapy sessions trying to understand that concept alone. Thank you
Pile #2: Exactly I’ve been relying on others wayy too much :) always wanted someone to save me escape me out of it but lately I realised that no such person exists out there
Deck 3 really knocked me out!!! 😭 I am a Capricorn & my jaw absolutely dropped when you said the devil card embodied Capricorn energy 💀 “You continue to betray yourself when you don’t listen to your intuition/gut” resonated so freaking much!!! My intuition has never EVER lied to me before, and I know better now than to ignore it but so many times in the past I have and I’ve paid for it.
Pile 4: I was literally talking to my self yesterday "I freaking deserve this xxx happiness moment, and I don't wanna hold back myself to be unhappy! I just wanna dance, go out, have fun and try more new adventural sports!" Only myself know how much effort and self-doubts that I had been through in past years while I was alone in my master thesis journey (living in oversea). And I have been through such a dark period trying to get rid of a guy out of my mind, who I would like to spend life time with, but he was too hurt previously to be not ready. I really enjoy listen your reading, Madison. Maybe because we are both come from psychology background, and we understand self awareness well. Your reading accelerates my healing, lots of love to you x
"one of those truths you're having to face is that you have feelings" Que that one money meme side eyeing my tiny neglected empathic heart I've finally started to try and understand/care for.
Madison, I’m always surprised at your incredibly articulate channeling. You consistently move me to tears with your words! Thank you SO much for sharing your gifts with us. I can’t wait to see what sort of a healer you grow into xoxoxo
I picked pile 3 because Sir Walter is cute and then I ended up hearing something I needed with my subpar mental and emotional state. Thank you, Madison! 🥺
White feathers are a sign for me lately. I have had two show up on my door in the last 3 months as I have embraced my spiritual walk fully and dropped fear ans religious dogma finally. It is freeing and the universe is always showing signs of support now. We will not see the beautiful things if we focus on the icky stuff. Sending love to everyone who sees this and know we are all in this walk together. You are never alone. We are walking a walk not everyone chooses to embrace. Fear is normal but no good changes can come if we don’t have the faith and belief in it. Please believe in yourself all. Much love and light to everyone!
I, for one, screamed with joy when I saw your pile stuffies! One of the things I have always been drawn to, and I don't know where this passion came from, has been donating my blood. I've been a consistent donor for 20 years now, and I've done all the types of donations that are humanly possible haha!! I donate plasma and whole blood the most often, so of course I watched both piles. Both, as always, were *just what I needed to hear,* and were stumbled upon *in divine timing.* In both piles, the message I immediately heard was "wow, the energy of the animal cards that came through are complete opposites." That not only usually resonates with me as a whole bc I'm a triple Gemini (🤪) and duality is woven into every cell of my being, but it ESPECIALLY resonated with my specific current situations as well as the overall themes that you discussed in 1 and 4. I am addicted to learning (again, SUPER Gemini here 🙋♀), so I especially enjoyed the mini lessons that the plushies wanted to teach us today! haha! I absolutely LOVED the "random" (read: creative and playful!) pile choice items and think you should trust in drunk Eso's intentions more. hahaha... Please continue the randomness, and omg yes omg yesss lawd keep incorporating educational tidbits! What some may think is a superfluous tangent of info may spark curiosity in others. I became a bone marrow donor because of a random magazine article I read 15 years ago. You never know! xo
Pile 1 it's not the first time I hear "dolphins might be significant" and everytime it makes me think of a video you made about why we have met this person and I was represented by the dolphin! Everything just really resonated thank you! :)
Pile 3: Thank you so much! I needed this reading more than I thought. I knew I was going through changes and I was getting really confused with who I was or what I was doing or where I was going. I didn’t think I was doing the right things lately but this gave me hope. Thank you ten times over 🙏
I listened to pile 2’s extended. Just want to say thank you Madison. Spiritual connections are hard. I just really try to focus on my lessons and listen to my intuition. It’s tough when your intuition and the signs guide you back to them only for the other person to make you feel crazy. Thanks for confirming that I’m not crazy. I was literally just asking my guides to send me a sign that I’m not crazy. I have been seeing 222 and 44 everywhere. I honestly just wish my soul didn’t choose to incarnate with them. Since my awakening I can really feel my soul longing and it just sucks. I managed to block it out for 10 years but now all my chakras are activated there’s no escaping it.
Omg I’ve been seeing 44 everywhere and I’m in a soul connection can you please shed some light from the extended I can’t complete the login from my country 😔
pile 3: this was seriously the best reading I've ever gotten. this was so accurate yet it waked me up to so many things in my life I hadn't thought about like that before.
Pile 1️⃣..awareness and empathy for those around me...I'm like a sponge and soak up everyone's energy, boundaries in place to protect my head space...never fitted in and not even going to try 🙏☘️💚
I really struggled with the idea of being seen, I thought being seen would cause me harm. I have to outgrow these old paradigms. Life isn't playing with me anymore
I picked deck 2 and you made me cry. A lot. But everything seems to do that lately. I honestly needed to hear this. I have no problem with giving unconditional love though. That's my downfall. I forgive what I shouldn't like how my ex treats me. I've forgiven her many times because she's been there for more than a third of my life and I'm scared to let go. Even now while she's acting cold and being hateful for no reason that I know of, I try to understand and get hurt for it.
I would love, if your willing to share that poem here? I feel it's a safe enough space. There are those of us in a different part of this discovery life journey, sure. Most part, safe. Either way, thank you for posting title.
Pile 3 is me. I cannot believe how spot on it is. It is scary for sure but I need to continue my journey. I cannot ignore it anymore. Your reading are amazing girl! Thank you.
Pile 4: WOW! spot on. I am very new on my spiritual path, triggered by a traumatic breakdown of what I considered my 3 most important relationships. Just finishing uni and I know that I've been on the wrong path for years, in particular career-wise. My family has no idea why I want to "throw away my degree", and I'm losing friends like flies. I see an upcoming journey, even though it scares the shit out of me and have no idea what it looks like! Thank you
I just want to thank you, truly. I never bother with tarot readings anymore since they never resonate with me but the reading you just gave me felt way too personal. Thank you so much for sharing♡ Pile 1
Hey I have gone through my own journey with discovering my own sexuality and while there are people who can embrace theirs, it can be a tough pill to swallow for many!! What you're going through and discovering about yourself is a beautiful thing!
For pile 4, about two nights ago my boyfriend came home very early in the morning as usual. We had a conversation about how he feels as if I don’t feel happy with the life I’m living and it makes him sad to see. The last advice card that you pulled where it says under I choose to believe: ‘to build a world I actually want to live in’ made me tear up a bit. I’ve pushed aside my own needs for so long I feel a disconnect and dissatisfaction with myself that I’m just now realizing.
Deck 3 here~ I wanted to change for so long and this is super accurate! I wish yall good luck in changing or growing. Here's some angel numbers 💫 : 111 222 333 444 555 666 777 888 999
Pile 4: Ive finally given myself a chance to trust my intuition and spirituality - ive started doing tarot and crystal and rune readings, and it seems ive been pretty accurate so far 🥰 my artistic and musical endeavours have also had good feedback, so maybe I have just needed to trust myself in order to find my path in life 🤷♀️ thank you for this extra confirmation 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
What you said at 1:00:09-1:00:15 is what I’ve thought about for yearrrrrrs. Since I can remember… it’s honestly what keeps me going and wanting to help and be patient with others. Times when humans can be cruel are often times when they need help themselves too. Each circumstance is completely different, but it always helps guide me and keep me on track. So thank you for that reminder. 🥰✨
Comment ur blood type I’ll go first: O+
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🕐Timestamps🕓
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Pile 2 (White Blood Cell): 41:41
Pile 3 (Antibody): 1:19:35
Pile 4 (Red Blood Cell): 2:05:54
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Also O+
A+
O but don't remember if it was positive or negative lol
I'm O+ too
B+
it's certainly *bloody* original.
Hehehehe 🥰
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Loving the play on words 😂😆😆
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get out-
Never thought it would be this hard to pick a blood cell
Update: I choose them all
lol same
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I know the feeling 😂
I'm anemic so it was very easy for me 😂
Same
I wasn’t even interested in what “I didn’t see in myself”, that 3rd plush just called to me and now I’m getting called out by a deck of cards.
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Me too. Those cards rang so true it scared the heck out of me
@Storm Arashi lmao
Same😭😭
I picked this pile too. Got butt hurt by the truth. 😳😳😳
I feel that pile 3 is just telling me that I'm f*cking up my entire life by being insecure and fearful for no reason... And it's not wrong 💀
My fear of relationships rn: 💀
same 😩😭
At least we're in this together guys😬😂😭
Me to a ‘T’. Since my divorce I’ve been seeing my worth and changing so much for the better. I was thinking today how I can’t let myself EVER go back to the person I used to be.
We're in this together 🦋
Pile 2 made me cry, especially realizing how if im not happy with myself no one will ever make me happy and i dont wanna be that person i dont mean to be
Felt.
“You use humor as a coping mechanism”
Someone who uses self-deprecation with sarcasm as my humor: 👁 👄 👁
Samee 🙄
Hit the nail on the head! 🤣
Same 🤣
Sameee
For real, she caught me in 4K 💀
“Fear is what if, faith is even if” Well said ESO, I’m crying right now
omgosh that is a lovely outlook
We picked the same pile, i was crying thru the whole reading
pile 1: "you might be a night owl"
me: *watching this at 2 in the morning* interesting 🤔
Same
Same ?!?
Wait omg - Pile 4, When eso tarot said “your future is so bright you need to wear shades” my boyfriend said that to me in the exact words yesterday 💀💀💀😭😭😭
WOW!
NO way!! Wow I’m speechless ❤️❤️
#3. I feel like a child who couldn't admit that they lost and when someone pointed it out, I just cried.
Pile 4: “what other people think of me is none of my business” I just told myself this today. Resonated well, thank you 🤍✨
Also that high school musical reference 😂
We have ru Paul to thank for that gem. It’s a good one.
@@carasomebody6477 Haha nice
Happy Pride 🌈
Pile 3 made me cry honestly. I’ve realized recently that there’s a lot of times where I don’t really put out the effort I want to and I end up disappointed in the outcome. (With hobbies, school, relationships) I’ve noticed I often let myself down when I know I could be the best true version of myself due to how scary that change is. There’s so much I want to take on and I want my confidence to grow. But I won’t allow it to because the idea of stepping out of the comfort zone is scary of to me. I know the change is there to be made and it’s ready for me. But actually taking on the change is a scary thought.
Literally agree with you but WE DESERVES EVERYTHING WE DREAM OF
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Girl same, I feel you... 😔✊
Picked pile 2, what a coincidence about unconditional love and ego. I pulled a card for myself other day and it was titled "unconditional love" and I've been thinking to myself I'm such a nervous wreck because of bad experiences and I've had a bad habit of believing it'll always happen ..I'm letting my ego kill me
Pile 2 here and i can relate what you said . I am also letting my ego go and seek for validation.
@@iemaj damn same yeah my ego is getting so big that I’m like uhhhhh bruh I gotta chill
Pile 3. Everything you said was true. I feel like my higher self is literally eating away the old pieces of myself, even if they're not dead yet, just sick and needing to be cut away.
I chose pile 4 and literally today I quit my toxic job and got all my things back from a toxic friend who I've decided to no longer be friends with. So now I have no friends but I don't care because it's time to focus on me and surround myself with people who really do care about me and my health unlike my toxic friend who cared more about getting me to smoke than accepting that I want to quit. This is my life and I am absolutely going to live it how I want.
why tf would they want u to smoke 😐
@@ليان-ق1ش ikr she told me that she was upset that she wouldn't have anyone to smoke with anymore even though her whole family is smokers smh
😂👏😜 “ if you have problems with their names….. get your own damn blood cells n Name them “
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“No is a complete sentence.” Wow! How powerful!
Me: picks pile 3
Her: "Your past deeds are due to insecurities."
Me: okay this is my pile 👁️👄👁️
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pile one : "if you wouldnt judge other people for that, why are you judging yourself for that?" THAT HIT ME LIKE A ROCK.
I'm not a huge spirit/tarot person, but it have to say, i find myself to keep coming back to your videos bc of your unbelievable accuracy...it's crazy. I have watched some other people's tarot videos, and i feel like they sort of speak with a shot to the wind, hoping that part of it will stick to the listener. But you - i don't know how - but your readings are consistently sooo true and so accurate to myself as an individual.
pile 3: you have me crying at 2 am, i was honestly looking for a sign and your video came up. i have been learning and realizing so much. i feel like a baby lost in a chaotic ocean. i can feel myself shedding everything ive known away and it's so painful because it really is all just patterns and chaos. i know it will be good once i open myself up to it completely, im trying. thank you ❤️
Damn relatable af
Hugs. Tight hugs for you. Keep going.
@@seharabbasii we got this 🤝❤️
@@chelseaescalada2816 thank you ❤️
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" fear is "what if", and faith is "even if" " this one hits hard
“if you have problems with the names get your own damn stuffed blood cells and name them yourself.” 😂 i love you so much eso !
😆 yeah that had me laughing too ☺️💚
Pile 4 struck a chord with me so hard, I've teared up several times. "Something about Mary Shelley is relevant here," especially stopped me dead in my tracks. My friend who recently passed away had gifted me a Frankenstein book for Christmas. Thank you for this reading, I just wanted reassurance that I'm where I need to be
I’m so sorry for your loss. I love Mary Shelley and Frankenstein. I’m pretty sure your friend is taking care of you from a beautiful place 💖
You are so strong
@@lucila5125 Thank you for your kind words, I hope you are treated well in life
Pile 3: This is intense. Like, there's a lot to unpack... And physically I'm tense all over through this. It's so wild hearing my thoughts... Ugh! I can't even articulate what I'm... 😬...
pile 1 - i have a big heart and I'm strong, but for what if I'm always taken advantage of, like, I'm tired... It's always been lessons after lessons and i never get anything good and solid. I just want to be able to have the good normal life everyone has so easily
Im pile 1 too, and i been trough a lot. Today im turning 18, and i only wanted to say that you should belive what they said. You are an especial individual and the pain will worth
@@ClaraBarros003 Hello Clara! Don't apologize for your english skills, we're all always learning. I'm from Brazil so I know how it is hehe.
Idk if it's really worth it because it's like, I learn and change and my enviroment / exterior world doesn't. so it's like a fish growing bigger than it's fish tank, you know what i mean? So what's the point in being this "special individual" if nothing special even happens for me?
Anyways, thank you for your words, and Happy Birthday!! I hope all your dreams come true!!
Same 😭😭😭
Pile 2:
Hey... Thank you... I've been so big on loving myself, trusting myself and letting go of everyone that hurt me and how I allowed that to impact me and stop going with things that don't feel right and don't make me genuinely and stop indulging in mock happiness, because that puts me in a lot of situations to get hurt really badly.
Thank you.
Ugh you’re literally the cutest 😭 i always look forward to your readings
pile 3 …. literally everything i’ve struggled with for years and everything i NEEDED to hear DAMN . it’s like u know me
Pile 4: I literally felt a hit in my gut I’m moving leaving my school and “home” town for the first time in my life and I’ve been sober and struggling with it. But hollyyyy I’m literally reading Frankenstein. When you casually said Mary Shelly my jaw dropped.
I picked pile 4. Laughing about the Mary Shelly thing. Whenever I need to help someone with physical labor, I hunch my back and go "Igor will help". It's just one of the weird things I do
Haha that’s golden mate
dead. you sound like a fun friend :)
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you have no idea how much i needed to hear this eso. this reading is so inspiring and exactly what i needed to hear right now. growth can be such a lonely road sometimes, but i’m so lucky i have you to guide me and encourage me🌈 thank you eso keep doing what you’re doing✨ you’re amazing 💖
You’ve got this!!! Your guides and I are so proud!!
Love your dp
Junji Ito-Tomie inspired pfp? I love it. 👁️💌👌🏾
I can't believe everything you say hit right through my heart. I pick pile 1. My family and everywhere I go is Narcisist cult. I break down and hit the rock bottom. I was a victim of NPD since I was born. I am healing myself. It's just like everything you said. It's unbelievable.
Pile 1: That poem is called “The Rime of the Ancient Mariner.” Nice reference point Eso.
Hi friends! My name is Kevin, I'm a trans guy and my pronouns are he/they. I'm from Naples, Italy and I apologize if you may experience some struggle reading my words, but English is not my first language and I'm still in the process of learning to speak it fluently. I'm here to share what I experienced after listening this reading, but the real reason why I'm writing this down is to inspire some of you with hope and courage
I choose you as my fighter 🔥💕 I'm so happy for you and I'm sorry about your parents. it is what it is, thou. we move. thank you for sharing this 🥺💖 as a fellow pile 4 it just locks in my faith in this reading
Thanks for sharing❥︎
Omg thank you so much for sharing your story, fellow trans person! This gave me hope for my own journey in transitioning 😭💓💞
Your English is great Kevin
Dear Kevin, please know you are loved ans beautiful. I am sorry you are going through so much at such a young age too. I’m 36 and I wanted to tell you I admire you’re bravery! Only you can know what it is that will make you happy. I take T just foe supplememt because my levels are low even as a female but it helped me to feel better. Please remember to listen to your heart always. I can’t say that I understand the transition journey that you are in but I have transforming in a spiritual way. My family is Christian and so my new path of enlightenment is definitely nothing they could understand or accept sometimes we feel we need to validate others but it only steals ur life essence in the end. There is only one of you and you have a destiny of purpose and fulfillment. We all have it for us we just have to choose us. I just wanted to send you love and light dear friend. You are beautiful never let anyone including your own insecurities tell u differently. Your English is excellent too by the way. Much love from a fellow 🦋! - your friend sending you support, - Ginger
Pile 2 :
"It's almost like you choose violence"
Me, an Aries rising, many times in the past: I wake up every day and choose war.
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Same bhahahah
samee me having a water sun and a fire rising lmfao
I have a fire dominant, retrograde pisces mars in 5th and i can relate LOL
Laughs in Sagittarius sun
Me Sag with Gemini rising, and moon in Scorpio
Pile 4.
I started a new job this week and I’m having a hard time because I feel like most my coworkers hate me or like I annoy them. I have been too consumed by the fear of what others think of me and definitely needed to hear this message.
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I fr almost cried for pile 1 when it said forgive yourself for thinking someone can replace you 😭 I always feel like I’m so easily replaceable and that feeds my insecurity and I need to let that go. Also yessss to the strong ancestors. My Nana’s spirit is always very prevalent for me and she does not take any mess! She’s so blunt and forceful even to me but it’s tough love lol
Pile 2. wow, Eso.... i have watched many of your readings, and you always blow my mind but this one REALLY blown me away... 😭😭 even just by that first sentence when you said "you're hoping for a white knight to save you from all your troubles and worries. but you realize there's no one that will make you happy until you make yourself happy." 😭 and like... the whole thing you said!! especially about having my kind of sensitivity and my heart is important, but it may take time to understand that and learn how to navigate them in connections (bc at times i want my ego to win instead, etc) and to accept that the universe protects me and got my back... 😭💗 how i must embrace lightness within me... absolutely love the 3 self-forgiveness cards. all of them resonated! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS READING!! 💗sending love your way! 🌟
pile 1. you just cried saying you have some real friends that got you, and the name of my friend came into my mind, and suddenly she called exactly that moment :) Love you Madison. you heal me.
I am low income and disabled. I can’t afford to pay you so I learned from Charlotte to let the commercials play for your channel. I pray this helps. Pile 2 thank you so much for this service 🙏🏼💞 I am a light worker too ! Keep loving yourselves white blood cells! Keep taking the highroad! Keep questioning the ego!
Its so crazy how these pick a card readings always get on my recommended when I need them most. I pick pile 2 and it was crazy accurate to what iv been going through and experienced lately.
No matter what. My heart will never change.. love is life... growth... patience... protector.. provider... longevity...and empathy
Pile 1. You are gifted. Everything you said was true even down to the star signs. Wow. Thank you
Pile 4- The fact that this resonated with me so much is amazing. I’m a Capricorn and I’ve always wanted to be a boxer and have somewhat had a dream of being a singer, but some of family doubt me especially my grandma she doesn’t want me to get hurt or whatever but my mom is very supportive and she is a Leo. I just want to let you know Eso that you are amazing at what you do and you are like one of the only tarot card readers that actually have readings that resonate with me. (Sorry it’s so long lol)
Relevant: "It's not my job to dim my light to make others more comfortable its theirs."
3🙏 I’ve been emotionally closed off for so long. I feel vulnerable and naked when I need to open up. Thank you for letting me know that I’m worth it.
Pile 1. Your reading made my day because it's so accurate on a deep level. Especially when your voice starts to break when you're talking about three of cups. It makes my heart so warm. Thank you very much for doing this!❤
Today you got me picking a fucking blood cell?! I’m new-ish to your channel and I’m absolutely in love with your readings. The sprinkled in adventure time, spongebob and simpsons references. The references…The songs. The f bombs. The nails. The vibe. I’m so excited!
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This theme is sooo clever! I didn't think much of it until u explained it, and i love it, their names too 😂😂✨
Pile 1: I was literally crying. It’s so accurate. I am a Gemini, Rising:Leo and Moon is Scorpio. And everything you said it is true I tried to please one of my friends and tried to fit in and that was harming myself. I do have clairvoyance, and I was treated poorly. I also have been seeing messages about gratitude
I love your astrological makeup.
Literally twins but my moon is in Aquarius
I really was confused with what pile was for me…“ people didn’t understand you” and your coming out of a cycle where your focusing on yourself ……..”you felt like someone who didn’t fit in” ….. yup pile 1
Antibody: it’s true that it’s a lot of soul true self learning and growing period for me. I really cannot ignore my subconscious thoughts. I gain so much awareness now... and it’s true that I’m changing and being opened now. It’s not easy
Pile 4 - ima trans dude but thing is, i was ashamed for having masculine energy, mentality, interests, hobbies, etc. because i was born a chick. yet, i never could resonate as a woman or could connect to my femininity, even in childhood. this reading was all i needed to know. i want to be accepted as not only a man, but as a person. i don't want people to force me to do things as a woman. shit was traumatic. imma just do me and imma be proud doing it. what's it gonna take?
Sending more power and love to you. You are excepted and loved the way you are.❤️✨
You are completely valid!!! Please take care of yourself and what you do should make YOU happy man!!! ❤️❤️❤️
I am also a trans man that choose pile 4! Nice brother
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I'm trans nonbinary and bisexual. Chose pile 3&4🥺🧡 More power to us🙏
Pile 4
Me: a Taurus, born in the year of the dog and literally learning about red blood cells in my biology class
Pile 4: I have definitely been going through some growing pains from shedding old ways of thinking and starting to love and value myself, and being okay with not caring what others think about me. Transforming your thought processes is really hard but will be worth it
I’m tearing up because I’m pile 2, and she started talking about an uncomfortable truth and in my past I was putting up so many walls to scare people off to protect myself, but I hurt more people and myself
Ive been getting a lot of death dreams recently and with pile 3 screaming about embracing your authentic self and taking a step forward it only shows that something new is coming and i cant wait to see where life would take me!
Pile 3 ~ WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS SOOO ACCURATE... You're scaryyy
I'm usually a silent viewer (a person who watches, but does not interact much outside of liking a video or subscribing), but I wanted to comment and say how much I appreciated this reading.
I chose Pile 3. For a few months now, I've become aware of many aspects and negative thought/action patterns in my life. For majority of the years I spent in school, a lot of the reasoning behind my actions was fear-based and rooted in insecurity; I would do things because I was afraid of how someone would view me (such as an authority figure, like a parent or teacher), and often stretch myself thin trying to impress everyone to get validation that I could be successful and worthy of being loved. This led me to allowing others to take advantage of me, which furthered this idea in my head that I wasn't worthy of good things (also, it was due to me not respecting myself enough to hold boundaries); it also made me afraid of my feelings because I had done so many things based on negative emotions (i.e. fear and anxiety), and I had a hard time experiencing/processing positive feelings (mostly because I grew up thinking I didn't deserve happiness). Part of what I am going through now is recognizing that I am as worthy and deserving of good things as the next person (I used to cry whenever someone told me they were proud of me - now I don't), and that I should not be afraid to speak the truth to myself and embrace all parts of me (especially the aspects that need healing). I have also gotten closer to my spiritual practice and have not felt this happy in a long time. Sure, there are growing (spiritual) pains, but looking back, I've made so much growth since I was a kid and I'm happy I'm still here. I'm also grateful for those in my close circle who I can lean on and confide in when I need to.
Side note: my Chinese zodiac is the rabbit, and I am an Aquarius Sun (Pisces Moon), so I kept chuckling when I saw the Swords (because I am prone to overthinking and getting in my head a lot - I'm working on it though :) ) One more thing: my blood type is AB.
Thank you for sharing
Thanks for sharing! I chose the same pile and have very much been feeling the same. It’s super hard to shift like this but I can feel the rewards will be great. 🤗
Hello, fellow Aquarius Sun! Sending warm and tights hugs on your way!
@@ear8642 Thank you for taking the time to read it! I hope you are having a beautiful morning/afternoon/evening.
@@ReadingsWithRali Thank you for taking the time to read my story! Yes, I could not agree with you more
pile 1 was super accurate for me. I was bending over backwards to keep the relationships in my life afloat. And have always struggled with learning who I was because I tend to mirror what ever situation I am currently in
Pile 3.. 100% on EVERYTHING! Thank you.. same about my Moldavite as well.. people are always talking about how intense it is when all you have to do is just listen to what your intuition is telling you.. the issues come when resistance happens.. I can say there has definitely been some drastic changes since I started wearing it but yes I have always been one to follow my truths for most of my life.. except when it came to my emotions.. so yes.. 100! I love it as always.. thank you 💜
SN: I had a dream about an octopus 2 days ago and have been seeing all the animals mentioned in this reading
Pile 3 the antibody. This was so deep.
I got called out on a lot and needed it. Ty. Sent this to my friend after listening to this: You ever listened so much to something and went so far deep inside you had to like take a break, like you came up for air? Deep dive emotionally. (Which is fitting because the reading talked about the ocean 🌊)
Esotarot. that line you said at 52:15, stating that being honest with myself can lead to understanding why things don't work out as planned is such a healing line. I have gone to many hypnotherapy sessions trying to understand that concept alone. Thank you
Pile 3 was yelling from the moment I clicked.
Pile #2: Exactly I’ve been relying on others wayy too much :) always wanted someone to save me escape me out of it but lately I realised that no such person exists out there
Deck 3 really knocked me out!!! 😭 I am a Capricorn & my jaw absolutely dropped when you said the devil card embodied Capricorn energy 💀
“You continue to betray yourself when you don’t listen to your intuition/gut” resonated so freaking much!!! My intuition has never EVER lied to me before, and I know better now than to ignore it but so many times in the past I have and I’ve paid for it.
Pile 4: I was literally talking to my self yesterday "I freaking deserve this xxx happiness moment, and I don't wanna hold back myself to be unhappy! I just wanna dance, go out, have fun and try more new adventural sports!" Only myself know how much effort and self-doubts that I had been through in past years while I was alone in my master thesis journey (living in oversea). And I have been through such a dark period trying to get rid of a guy out of my mind, who I would like to spend life time with, but he was too hurt previously to be not ready.
I really enjoy listen your reading, Madison. Maybe because we are both come from psychology background, and we understand self awareness well. Your reading accelerates my healing, lots of love to you x
Even though I wore size S, I used to be insecure in my body - that’s shameful but truth. Now I am size M-L but I feel more secure in my body.
"one of those truths you're having to face is that you have feelings" Que that one money meme side eyeing my tiny neglected empathic heart I've finally started to try and understand/care for.
Madison, I’m always surprised at your incredibly articulate channeling. You consistently move me to tears with your words! Thank you SO much for sharing your gifts with us. I can’t wait to see what sort of a healer you grow into xoxoxo
I picked pile 3 because Sir Walter is cute and then I ended up hearing something I needed with my subpar mental and emotional state. Thank you, Madison! 🥺
White feathers are a sign for me lately. I have had two show up on my door in the last 3 months as I have embraced my spiritual walk fully and dropped fear ans religious dogma finally. It is freeing and the universe is always showing signs of support now. We will not see the beautiful things if we focus on the icky stuff. Sending love to everyone who sees this and know we are all in this walk together. You are never alone. We are walking a walk not everyone chooses to embrace. Fear is normal but no good changes can come if we don’t have the faith and belief in it. Please believe in yourself all. Much love and light to everyone!
I, for one, screamed with joy when I saw your pile stuffies! One of the things I have always been drawn to, and I don't know where this passion came from, has been donating my blood. I've been a consistent donor for 20 years now, and I've done all the types of donations that are humanly possible haha!! I donate plasma and whole blood the most often, so of course I watched both piles. Both, as always, were *just what I needed to hear,* and were stumbled upon *in divine timing.*
In both piles, the message I immediately heard was "wow, the energy of the animal cards that came through are complete opposites." That not only usually resonates with me as a whole bc I'm a triple Gemini (🤪) and duality is woven into every cell of my being, but it ESPECIALLY resonated with my specific current situations as well as the overall themes that you discussed in 1 and 4.
I am addicted to learning (again, SUPER Gemini here 🙋♀), so I especially enjoyed the mini lessons that the plushies wanted to teach us today! haha! I absolutely LOVED the "random" (read: creative and playful!) pile choice items and think you should trust in drunk Eso's intentions more. hahaha... Please continue the randomness, and omg yes omg yesss lawd keep incorporating educational tidbits! What some may think is a superfluous tangent of info may spark curiosity in others. I became a bone marrow donor because of a random magazine article I read 15 years ago. You never know!
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eso: pile 1 is the might hurt tarot
me: oh cool im safe with pile 2 haha
eso: pile 2 is the might hurt tarot
me: 👁👄👁💧
I'm in the 2nd group and the reading almost made me cry, this video hit really hard and it opened things up for me and I appreciate it. Thank you 😊 💓
Pile 1 it's not the first time I hear "dolphins might be significant" and everytime it makes me think of a video you made about why we have met this person and I was represented by the dolphin! Everything just really resonated thank you! :)
Pile 3: Thank you so much! I needed this reading more than I thought. I knew I was going through changes and I was getting really confused with who I was or what I was doing or where I was going. I didn’t think I was doing the right things lately but this gave me hope. Thank you ten times over 🙏
“Instead of getting lit, you’re gonna see the light” I want this on a shirt please & thank you 😂😂😂💀😂😂😂😂
I listened to pile 2’s extended. Just want to say thank you Madison. Spiritual connections are hard. I just really try to focus on my lessons and listen to my intuition. It’s tough when your intuition and the signs guide you back to them only for the other person to make you feel crazy. Thanks for confirming that I’m not crazy. I was literally just asking my guides to send me a sign that I’m not crazy. I have been seeing 222 and 44 everywhere. I honestly just wish my soul didn’t choose to incarnate with them. Since my awakening I can really feel my soul longing and it just sucks. I managed to block it out for 10 years but now all my chakras are activated there’s no escaping it.
Recently I keep seeing 44 👀
Omg I’ve been seeing 44 everywhere and I’m in a soul connection can you please shed some light from the extended I can’t complete the login from my country 😔
@@theresa4356 what is the meaning of seeing 44 everywhere?
I’m not really sure what it means guys. I’d just google 44 angel number meaning and see if it resonates with you.
Pile 1 gang. I am sobbing. This is so accurate and so hard to hear but also incredibly validating. Thank you. 🤍
she was reading me so well that i should've seen it coming when she said "this has aries moon energy" but mannnnn, my jaw dropped to the floor
pile 3: this was seriously the best reading I've ever gotten. this was so accurate yet it waked me up to so many things in my life I hadn't thought about like that before.
Pile 1️⃣..awareness and empathy for those around me...I'm like a sponge and soak up everyone's energy, boundaries in place to protect my head space...never fitted in and not even going to try 🙏☘️💚
I really struggled with the idea of being seen, I thought being seen would cause me harm. I have to outgrow these old paradigms. Life isn't playing with me anymore
I picked deck 2 and you made me cry. A lot. But everything seems to do that lately. I honestly needed to hear this. I have no problem with giving unconditional love though. That's my downfall. I forgive what I shouldn't like how my ex treats me. I've forgiven her many times because she's been there for more than a third of my life and I'm scared to let go. Even now while she's acting cold and being hateful for no reason that I know of, I try to understand and get hurt for it.
Pile 1: Just wrote a poem about the sea and shoreline today.
Anyways posting the title
The Rime of the Ancient Mariner
Poem by Samuel Taylor Coleridge
I would love, if your willing to share that poem here? I feel it's a safe enough space. There are those of us in a different part of this discovery life journey, sure. Most part, safe. Either way, thank you for posting title.
Wharf By Kym. W
Anchored buoy;
exclaimed ahoy.
Uniform boards afloat;
cleat fasten boat.
Global aquaria;
quayside area.
Ceaseless waves endure;
mooring tightly secure.
Vessel assigned rows
departure whistle blows.
High tide swirls in;
next voyage begins.
Pile 3 is me. I cannot believe how spot on it is. It is scary for sure but I need to continue my journey. I cannot ignore it anymore. Your reading are amazing girl! Thank you.
Pile 4: WOW! spot on. I am very new on my spiritual path, triggered by a traumatic breakdown of what I considered my 3 most important relationships. Just finishing uni and I know that I've been on the wrong path for years, in particular career-wise. My family has no idea why I want to "throw away my degree", and I'm losing friends like flies. I see an upcoming journey, even though it scares the shit out of me and have no idea what it looks like!
Thank you
I hope everything is going well for you 🙏♥️
@@gaiaswildchildtarot wow thank you
Pile 4 : "so the lighting might be Significant...."
Me: *looking at the image of Thor in my altar* Oh crap.... Here we go...
I'm currently trying to write my paper on blood cancer. I'm down for this! I'm READY.
If you need any help on this topic, not only have I gone through non-hodgekins lymphoma, I am also a nurse practitioner
feel free to shoot me a message on FB. Same exact name.
@@stephanieadelaarson so happy you made it through non-Hodgkins lymphoma- it’s such a hard thing to go through. You’re so strong!
I just want to thank you, truly. I never bother with tarot readings anymore since they never resonate with me but the reading you just gave me felt way too personal. Thank you so much for sharing♡ Pile 1
Pile 3, I've been struggling with coming to terms with my sexuality lately and this really impacted me. Thank you
Hey I hope you feel better ❤️❤️❤️ universe is with you ❤️❤️
Hii just remember: you are valid!!! Your feelings and experiences are valid. Whatever you decide at the end of the day should make YOU happy ❤️❤️❤️💖
Hey I have gone through my own journey with discovering my own sexuality and while there are people who can embrace theirs, it can be a tough pill to swallow for many!! What you're going through and discovering about yourself is a beautiful thing!
For pile 4, about two nights ago my boyfriend came home very early in the morning as usual. We had a conversation about how he feels as if I don’t feel happy with the life I’m living and it makes him sad to see. The last advice card that you pulled where it says under I choose to believe: ‘to build a world I actually want to live in’ made me tear up a bit. I’ve pushed aside my own needs for so long I feel a disconnect and dissatisfaction with myself that I’m just now realizing.
you’re so creative with your readings, and I love it so much😭😭
Deck 3 here~ I wanted to change for so long and this is super accurate! I wish yall good luck in changing or growing. Here's some angel numbers 💫 : 111 222 333 444 555 666 777 888 999
Thank you God bless
Pile 4: Ive finally given myself a chance to trust my intuition and spirituality - ive started doing tarot and crystal and rune readings, and it seems ive been pretty accurate so far 🥰 my artistic and musical endeavours have also had good feedback, so maybe I have just needed to trust myself in order to find my path in life 🤷♀️ thank you for this extra confirmation 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
What you said at 1:00:09-1:00:15 is what I’ve thought about for yearrrrrrs. Since I can remember… it’s honestly what keeps me going and wanting to help and be patient with others. Times when humans can be cruel are often times when they need help themselves too. Each circumstance is completely different, but it always helps guide me and keep me on track. So thank you for that reminder. 🥰✨
"You are fully equipped to protect yourself." Ah, how I needed to hear this. Xx