13 Years Without you. ( What Grief Feels Like )
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 9 ก.พ. 2023
- I try to be as vulnerable as I can be on here, not because I want to share every aspect of my life.
But Writing helps me heal on the darkest days and as scary as it may be to share some things that are so vulnerable to me, whether It be through a song or a part of my own story; I write because I hope you find a part of yourself within the words I put to paper and don’t feel as alone as I once did.
The number of messages I’ve received from people who are in their 1st,11th, or 15th year of grieving over someone they love. I first have to thank you for being so brave to do so and thank you for allowing me to be that safe space to open up to.
This message not only goes out to the ones who have lost but who are still grieving over the ones who are still alive. Loss happens in all different forms. Just because it’s different does not mean you still don’t feel it.
Turning your pain into peace is not easy but I know you will get there
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You and your brother and sisters have a piece of your mom. She loved you all. You are the true spirit of your mom. Your mom is a fighter, independent, wise, caring, funny, and loving. I miss her every day. I would ask myself what she would tell me. I am sorry you lost her at a very young age. I am sorry. I love you, and your mom is truly missed and never forgotten.
To my mom and grandma, I love you… 💕 I never want to lose you.
My mother was gone after I was taken away from her. I was raped by her abusive boyfriends over drugs, I was kicked out by her while she was high, and the only parts of her that I ever knew was her parts that she gave me from jail cards…. That or when she had brain cancer. When she had cancer I found forgiveness in her. I found peace in myself. I love her even for what she did and put me through. I will always love her and forgive her. Even if it was difficult at times… She is my mother, and at a time she was but a teenager too figuring out life without a mother who kicked her out and gave her no forgiveness or chance to learn better.