Hey Steve, wow, what a thing to go through all of a sudden at that hospital like that as a child! And, then to grow up with the ongoing situation your mom is with now. So sorry this happened to you and your family. I've gotten away from pharmaceuticals... they are BAD as you and I both know with all those anti anxiety, depression, and insomnia meds.
thanks Luis, I just wished it was handled differently as far as how my father knew there was a limited time period before it was too late for my eye sight. But I shouldn't be so greedy as others are suffering by far more or live in poor conditions. He should be ashamed, but I promise you he could care less which is heart breaking.
I lost both my mom and dad recently, I still miss them and always will, ad I had some anger towards some things they did that should have been different, But, I've since worked through it since they've passed and no longer hold onto the bitterness or anger, it only hurt me to hold onto it. I realized both my parents did the best they could with what they had, Just keep pushing through all of this, there is no 'plan' we just have to cope, you are strong for sure and I am with you,
Yes, only you know the depth of pain everything caused. And, when you are ready you will let go of that pain, But I totally understand it does not happen easily. Like I mentioned, the anger/hurt I had was just that, only hurting me and noone else. It feels better since I let it go but it took a long time. Happy to hear it's been a year for you... wow, I thought I was never going to get out of that funk, as I think you thought the same. Well, we did. Take care of yourself, too.
thank you for the kind words, and im glad your off medicine as I just completed a whole YEAR now and proud.. I hope you stay away from it.. I say it saves time and money not dealing with doctors and pills ugh..i can see myself though getting over the bitterness and understand they did what they can, I just wish my mother was there to keep my dad on his toes about preventing my vision but she fell into horrible depression realizing her fate and I don't blame her on that one.. take care :)
Hey Steve, I'm so sorry. This must've taken a lot for you to film. You're a really great person though, never forget that. Sometimes, no matter how much you love someone, they just can’t love you back in the same way and it's not fair but I am certain your mother and father does love you but they have a different way of showing it. All the pain and the fear, maybe going through all that is what keeps us moving forward. It’s what pushed you to be the person you are today.
thanks man, it will click with someone, I know others have it worse, but its one of those "why did I do a video about that" but if it helps someone else like you said then I feel like it was worth it. I just had to vent which is ok I suppose, its just hard seeing someone innocent get some horrible sentence of not walking at such a young age when she did nothing but good all her life. But like they say life isn't fair.
You're a good man though Steve and don't ever blame yourself for what's happened to your mother. Your father should also be ashamed of not correcting your eyesight when you were a child, you deserved better from him.
thank you so much. Im so sorry about that decision you had to make. I guess we all or most had a tough journey. I don't know why I made this video till this day to be honest. I suppose it helps me though somehow.
Oh, my man! Wow. You are so incredible… I was so touched by your story. You're an incredible, loving, brave young man. A man to be proud of. A strong man. I don't know what's happened in your life since you made this video, but I get the feeling you're going to be just fine. In that I hope :) Would you message me? I think we would get on well if we could. No pressure - your call! stick rycariad before gmail!! Does that make sense? :)
I will never be the same after watching your video. I will be thinking of you. I lost both my parents but it was my father's passing that took time to get over. He died of a sudden head injury and it was left to me to decide to let him go. I had to watch him die, along with the nurse. That was 17 years ago and I healed even though I try not to go back to that time in my mind. You did a great video. I would take your pain if I could.
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Hey Steve, wow, what a thing to go through all of a sudden at that hospital like that as a child! And, then to grow up with the ongoing situation your mom is with now. So sorry this happened to you and your family. I've gotten away from pharmaceuticals... they are BAD as you and I both know with all those anti anxiety, depression, and insomnia meds.
thanks Luis, I just wished it was handled differently as far as how my father knew there was a limited time period before it was too late for my eye sight. But I shouldn't be so greedy as others are suffering by far more or live in poor conditions. He should be ashamed, but I promise you he could care less which is heart breaking.
I lost both my mom and dad recently, I still miss them and always will, ad I had some anger towards some things they did that should have been different, But, I've since worked through it since they've passed and no longer hold onto the bitterness or anger, it only hurt me to hold onto it. I realized both my parents did the best they could with what they had, Just keep pushing through all of this, there is no 'plan' we just have to cope, you are strong for sure and I am with you,
Yes, only you know the depth of pain everything caused. And, when you are ready you will let go of that pain, But I totally understand it does not happen easily. Like I mentioned, the anger/hurt I had was just that, only hurting me and noone else. It feels better since I let it go but it took a long time. Happy to hear it's been a year for you... wow, I thought I was never going to get out of that funk, as I think you thought the same. Well, we did. Take care of yourself, too.
thank you for the kind words, and im glad your off medicine as I just completed a whole YEAR now and proud.. I hope you stay away from it.. I say it saves time and money not dealing with doctors and pills ugh..i can see myself though getting over the bitterness and understand they did what they can, I just wish my mother was there to keep my dad on his toes about preventing my vision but she fell into horrible depression realizing her fate and I don't blame her on that one.. take care :)
thank you for the kind words. means a lot to me.
Hey Steve, I'm so sorry. This must've taken a lot for you to film. You're a really great person though, never forget that. Sometimes, no matter how much you love someone, they just can’t love you back in the same way and it's not fair but I am certain your mother and father does love you but they have a different way of showing it. All the pain and the fear, maybe going through all that is what keeps us moving forward. It’s what pushed you to be the person you are today.
thanks man, it will click with someone, I know others have it worse, but its one of those "why did I do a video about that" but if it helps someone else like you said then I feel like it was worth it. I just had to vent which is ok I suppose, its just hard seeing someone innocent get some horrible sentence of not walking at such a young age when she did nothing but good all her life. But like they say life isn't fair.
You're a good man though Steve and don't ever blame yourself for what's happened to your mother. Your father should also be ashamed of not correcting your eyesight when you were a child, you deserved better from him.
You being around helps her. Sometimes there just isn't an answer.
thank you so much. Im so sorry about that decision you had to make. I guess we all or most had a tough journey. I don't know why I made this video till this day to be honest. I suppose it helps me though somehow.
hey thanks man, I might be a vampire it seems .. :)
Oh, my man! Wow. You are so incredible… I was so touched by your story. You're an incredible, loving, brave young man. A man to be proud of. A strong man. I don't know what's happened in your life since you made this video, but I get the feeling you're going to be just fine. In that I hope :)
Would you message me? I think we would get on well if we could. No pressure - your call! stick rycariad before gmail!! Does that make sense? :)
Thank you for the kind words. That means so much more than you'll ever know.
masterpsychosis I'd like to know :)
masterpsychosis I'd still like to know… still! :)
I will never be the same after watching your video. I will be thinking of you. I lost both my parents but it was my father's passing that took time to get over. He died of a sudden head injury and it was left to me to decide to let him go. I had to watch him die, along with the nurse. That was 17 years ago and I healed even though I try not to go back to that time in my mind. You did a great video. I would take your pain if I could.