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Kids Meet a Suicide Survivor | Kids Meet | HiHo Kids

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  • @hihokids
    @hihokids  5 ปีที่แล้ว +16328

    If you, or someone you know, is considering suicide please call The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (1-800-273-8255) or text 741-741 to connect to a trained crisis counselor right away.
    If you are outside of the United States, visit ibpf.org/resource/list-international-suicide-hotlines for a list of international phone numbers.

    • @briannearielle8426
      @briannearielle8426 5 ปีที่แล้ว +118

      This episode was so good 😊

    • @rileyredemption
      @rileyredemption 5 ปีที่แล้ว +78

      This is such a beautiful video! Thank you for making this content and really sheding light on mental illness. 💜 This is a very real representation of what I feel like and go through everyday.

    • @Litazz81
      @Litazz81 5 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Why isn't this subtitled or CC like the rest of your videos? 😢
      Finally it's CC, thank you!!!!!

    • @DdDd-zo2ll
      @DdDd-zo2ll 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Planned abortions are ok but clinics for planned suicides aren’t ok and dont exist? Why

    • @slipknotslayer9026
      @slipknotslayer9026 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      HiHo Kids Hello I know this is not about suicide but I would love to join yours show to take people with the disability of ADHD and autistic I have both I love a perfectly normal life I have a wife soon-to-be wife three years we’ve been dating my life is like hell the government does not care about me at all please contact me or message me on how to get on your show

  • @aanvisingh6535
    @aanvisingh6535 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4705

    It disgusts me that people think that depression and suicide is aesthetic or trendy. It isn't cool, and it is an actual problem people suffer with everywhere.

    • @andioop6004
      @andioop6004 3 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      Yeah, but some people like you think people are trying to be trendy, but they are not. Lots of people have depression, and it is just rude. Lots of people say that my depression (a long time ago) say “you are lying”

    • @aanvisingh6535
      @aanvisingh6535 3 ปีที่แล้ว +72

      @@andioop6004 I'm talking about the people who literally put "depressed" on their social media pages. And I wasn't talking about the people who actually have depression, I was talking about the people who fake it

    • @rat4069
      @rat4069 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      This happened to me when I tried to tell people that i was depressed but all of them said “your to happy to be depressed” and “ your just trying to be trendy” but i was really suffering from it. I had no help but when it got really bad my one “friend” said she was always there for me from the beginning. But she said all those words to me she made people think that i was lying.

    • @glitchdaddy6950
      @glitchdaddy6950 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Those people in a nutshell: I just want attention oh please I’m so sad I want attention ugh it’s so annoying especially gacha life kids.

    • @dumb6347
      @dumb6347 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      And age....

  • @angel_baby8748
    @angel_baby8748 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4702

    y’all, hes still in pain. :(

    • @ExploringwithKris
      @ExploringwithKris 3 ปีที่แล้ว +170

      Yea I mean it never really stops hurting the feeling just gets suppressed most of the time

    • @toughntiny
      @toughntiny 3 ปีที่แล้ว +87

      I don’t think the pain ever entirely goes away

    • @nou6676
      @nou6676 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      @kevin llorente kinda edge man, but if your in pain tell someone you trust.

    • @user-uc2el6bf7q
      @user-uc2el6bf7q 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @James Henry Smith I not an ARMY so I don't know anything about anything you just said but why are you replying under this comment? Give me context please. Why do this particular people in the replies need jesus? I don't understand why you commented this

    • @itzteresa1248
      @itzteresa1248 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@toughntiny they can go away but its really hard

  • @oliviataylor883
    @oliviataylor883 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1675

    When the girl with the black shirt just said “and it just keeps happening” she looked like she was actually thinking about it

    • @yesnt6428
      @yesnt6428 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      the teenager or girl with cat ears

    • @britishyoimiya6037
      @britishyoimiya6037 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@yesnt6428 cat ears

    • @yesnt6428
      @yesnt6428 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@britishyoimiya6037 ok ty

    • @llpoiyyutre
      @llpoiyyutre 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Time stamp?

    • @moved2937
      @moved2937 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@llpoiyyutre 3:26

  • @klee2982
    @klee2982 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1880

    "I think my mom would be mad at me" oh sweetie no- 😔😞

    • @dragobrown_
      @dragobrown_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      Ikr😭😭

    • @kiechau
      @kiechau 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      Saying my mom was mad at me is an understatement

    • @klee2982
      @klee2982 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      @@kiechau 🥺 I'm so sorry

    • @kip1815
      @kip1815 3 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      my mom and dad were absolutely furious at me, they threw me in an abusive children's mental hospital and that left me heavily traumatized. more than i already am. when i came back, they acted like i constantly couldnt be trusted. that made me feel even worse than before i attempted. my dad was already horribly mentally and verbally abusive, and my mom just mentally. im only 14, but i cant wait to move out and live with my boyfriend in oregon. :(

    • @melmothelmo
      @melmothelmo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      @@kip1815 heyyy sooo it may be hard but you seriously need to tell an Authority figure, whether its a school counselor or a teacher, they really can help you out and get you into a better situation, ill be praying for you

  • @MEUltra
    @MEUltra 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15224

    “Is there a cure for depression?”
    *That broke me*

    • @arrinonthelow8870
      @arrinonthelow8870 4 ปีที่แล้ว +294

      Boy if there was I would be on that

    • @bidoof5602
      @bidoof5602 4 ปีที่แล้ว +92

      Ive been thinking of taking suicide

    • @LegiamasC-OnTwitta
      @LegiamasC-OnTwitta 4 ปีที่แล้ว +107

      FALCON..... taking? Hey friend, if you need help you need to start looking. Worried for you, and I don’t know you.

    • @flargarbason1740
      @flargarbason1740 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      M.E. Ultra It’s called a friend

    • @LuckyIRE
      @LuckyIRE 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Yes go to jacksepticeye click a video and ITS MEME TIME ITS MEME TIME

  • @rakshyakhadgi6043
    @rakshyakhadgi6043 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4137

    "I think the most people that are suicidal don't actually want to die. they just want to end the suffering. A daily suffering of suicidal thoughts is not a quality of life."

    • @Ty-yy8cg
      @Ty-yy8cg 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Except I don't have thought just think bout my family and think bout the wrong I have said or done. When I'm in that lonley depressed mood where I don't wanna be around cause I'm just living life but numb

    • @editingvideosforyoutubersr5553
      @editingvideosforyoutubersr5553 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      ShortHead no he just quoted the video

    • @sophianadine9695
      @sophianadine9695 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hectic Edits hah yeah, he really is a short head 😂

    • @haithamandaymenyousif3084
      @haithamandaymenyousif3084 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      We heard bro Shiite

    • @bearwithnicehair
      @bearwithnicehair 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes, that’s true, I don’t want to hurt myself. I just want to be happy. But I have friends to keep safe. So I will never hurt myself.

  • @FiTrill
    @FiTrill 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3147

    Can we please get an update on Jonathan? I hope he's well.

    • @dragobrown_
      @dragobrown_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Yeah😭😭

    • @fangirl_4_everzinin919
      @fangirl_4_everzinin919 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Yeah I wanna know too I came back too this video

    • @lee6228
      @lee6228 3 ปีที่แล้ว +262

      Hello!! Johnathan posted in April 2020 saying he is doing better

    • @norakropp_
      @norakropp_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      who tf is johnathon

    • @theoriginalcrispynoodle3294
      @theoriginalcrispynoodle3294 3 ปีที่แล้ว +152

      @@norakropp_ did you not watch the video?

  • @losingmysanityslowlybutsur6117
    @losingmysanityslowlybutsur6117 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1088

    The teenager is so kind we all need someone like her..

    • @mmxhii
      @mmxhii 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      she's so pretty omg

    • @audeliy2092
      @audeliy2092 3 ปีที่แล้ว +69

      Let's not wait for someone like that, let's be that someone

    • @kryonion
      @kryonion 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@audeliy2092 word

    • @mommagidget
      @mommagidget 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      IKR

    • @CandyKitty_Doll
      @CandyKitty_Doll 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yeah we do

  • @irlaimsey
    @irlaimsey 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4495

    ‘The first time i tried i called and said goodbye to my mom.’

    • @starryydayydreams_
      @starryydayydreams_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +57

      :(

    • @sophia-fp3cy
      @sophia-fp3cy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      That just made my heart break 😭

    • @marshellewheeler1934
      @marshellewheeler1934 5 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      I actually cried when he said that

    • @justsomeguy1014
      @justsomeguy1014 5 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      I don’t think I could handle saying goodbye to my mom

    • @bruvyuh4701
      @bruvyuh4701 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      When he said that it really hurt me

  • @clqudyymilkii4179
    @clqudyymilkii4179 3 ปีที่แล้ว +828

    “Is there a cure for depression?”
    I wish.

    • @laynian
      @laynian 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      His name is Jesus and He died on the cross for our/your sins and raised the 3rd day to life defeating death and the grave so we can have eternal life and a relationship with God. I had depression and no phycologist i went to helped, but Jesus. Jesus calls all of us to accept Him so he can take our punishment and He calls us to repentance. Jesus can heal all your pain and end the cycle of sinfulness and death in our lives and raise us to new life when we accept Him and deny ourselves. Jesus came to save the world not to condemn it 🌸Jesus loves you all consider Christ as He has considered and loves you and has already payed the price we never could john 8:36 whoever the Son sets free is free indeed(see romans 10:9-10)✨.

    • @Pomegrandmate
      @Pomegrandmate 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@laynian and he isnt real :)

    • @vort3xx963
      @vort3xx963 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@Pomegrandmate he is tho

    • @moncheriszn
      @moncheriszn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @Tony The Tiger are you an Atheist? God and Jesus is the reason why you are existing in this world. He sacrificed himself to save us from our sins, he literally created you. If he didn't you wouldn't even say that statement.

    • @itsbright16
      @itsbright16 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@moncheriszn
      I dont belive in a god
      I belive jesus was real but not magic
      But we should not fight about if he was real atleast not now
      But We should not say belive in jesus can cure depression
      That does not help and saying that it does is disgusting
      We should take it serious
      I hope you feel the same about this
      If anything is spelled wrong im sorry english is not my first language

  • @smptous492
    @smptous492 3 ปีที่แล้ว +755

    I wanna give this man a long hug. He’s so strong.

    • @nolongeractiveanymoreee
      @nolongeractiveanymoreee 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Exactly. He needs it. I’m so glad hes still here today.

    • @crisroecardino3097
      @crisroecardino3097 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@DeletedUserOfficial live longer, you'll see. Life can even bring down the strong.

    • @emmalea5744
      @emmalea5744 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@DeletedUserOfficial you’re the weak one.

    • @Mikichan85
      @Mikichan85 ปีที่แล้ว

      We aren't strong.
      We hate be considered strong.
      Because we aren't... We are more sensibile than others. What you see, it's just a "mask" for go over the days.
      We are fragile.
      So much, that the phrase "this man are strong" feel us like you don't understand us, alone, far away from others, sometimes even angry.
      Yes, "us/we"... Because I'm also a survived.
      I went in hospital for 9 days. Not much, of course.
      But this isn't a normal illness.
      And what you say, how you say, the words that you choose... Can hurt us.

    • @SamWambeke
      @SamWambeke หลายเดือนก่อน

      No one wants to die it’s more of a drug then a virus suicidal people mainly have somthing that happend connection or somthing that got lost or just life and that’s sadly one of the things that I’m afraid of doing when my dog dies

  • @coenwatt9458
    @coenwatt9458 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7731

    The young girl with cat ears is very understanding but the teenage girl with the jaguar make up understands him more than anyone else

    • @ElliottDuster
      @ElliottDuster 4 ปีที่แล้ว +325

      TREX 48 well she is a teenager and that’s when they are actually aware and learn about depression. It’s a problem going on with teens nowadays.

    • @rogertaylor9900
      @rogertaylor9900 4 ปีที่แล้ว +55

      Cuz they are older

    • @rathcorn
      @rathcorn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      TREX 48 obviously

    • @noahdresher2102
      @noahdresher2102 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Cat ear girl is dumb

    • @aysharichards8599
      @aysharichards8599 4 ปีที่แล้ว +55

      Nugget Boy no she’s not

  • @eren1441
    @eren1441 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4675

    It's so sickening for people to think anxiety or depression is aesthetic or quirky. If you think that then wow, that is messed up. This is not a joke but rather a serious matter

    • @galwaygirl7880
      @galwaygirl7880 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      DOMO Well said!

    • @majinbros9971
      @majinbros9971 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Domo Depends what you consider serious

    • @eren1441
      @eren1441 5 ปีที่แล้ว +113

      @@majinbros9971 OK not to cause drama but suicide or depression is extremely serious and should not be taken as a joke

    • @melodybackues1279
      @melodybackues1279 5 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      Absolutely. It is no joke. This is an epidemic causing so many real pain. Don't have it because it's romanticized. Trust me. You don't want this.

    • @aliciajodi
      @aliciajodi 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Fr ❤️

  • @cqssldy8884
    @cqssldy8884 3 ปีที่แล้ว +450

    the fact that these kids are so clueless of the pain he's in just talking about this breaks me

    • @ghosty8193
      @ghosty8193 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Isn't that a good thing? You want these young kids to be suicidal and/or aware of this horrific pain?

    • @liriel6259
      @liriel6259 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@ghosty8193 nobody said that dude

    • @mushmush4980
      @mushmush4980 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I kind of prefer it. They were looking at him like "Wtf dude"

    • @pumpkinspatch9614
      @pumpkinspatch9614 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ghosty8193 you dont have to want to die to empathise or understand dude :|

    • @donaldkeith139
      @donaldkeith139 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Wtf?! When did learning about suicide make the kids suicidal? 😂 No wonder this guy and others like him suffer alone : nobody gives a s**t because they're scared they will "catch the crazies" ffs

  • @pe8782
    @pe8782 2 ปีที่แล้ว +140

    I can hear it in his voice. He's trying so hard to hold back tears...."

  • @someonewhofails6094
    @someonewhofails6094 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5289

    That girl is not afraid to ask questions that hits him right in the heart

    • @bojanamilic2752
      @bojanamilic2752 5 ปีที่แล้ว +307

      SomeoneWhoFails um she is,her face is showing the regret

    • @someonewhofails6094
      @someonewhofails6094 5 ปีที่แล้ว +82

      @@bojanamilic2752 I can see now... Big OOF

    • @Abass.03
      @Abass.03 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      SomeoneWhoFails , Fails

    • @gbrs6280
      @gbrs6280 5 ปีที่แล้ว +327

      She's a kid, so she probably didn't know which questions were okay to ask and which were not. No one really knows what might hurt a depressed person though. Every suffering is different. Sometimes I get some flashbacks on a daily basis, even though nothing really happens, there might be a simple, irrelevant thing that gets me into a suicidal mood. It's really hard to talk about your pain. You can't find any correct words to express it, so the only things left are tears.

    • @michellekendall538
      @michellekendall538 5 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      Shes forced to ask. They tell them specific things to say.

  • @ninjapistol14
    @ninjapistol14 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19267

    This poor guy sounds so defeated

    • @shogun7850
      @shogun7850 5 ปีที่แล้ว +357

      ninjapistol they shouldn’t have put him on blast he should solve his problem in a non inclusive environment but it could have been educational but just not the kids

    • @amia4754
      @amia4754 5 ปีที่แล้ว +71

      I am defeated😔 hey y’all thanks so much for support! 💗

    • @asmrtart9825
      @asmrtart9825 5 ปีที่แล้ว +83

      Amia Delaney just know no matter how bad life gets. It will always get better. Sending love and positivity your way! ♥️

    • @trash6152
      @trash6152 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Yeah my heart hurts ya know

    • @TBSandNFL
      @TBSandNFL 5 ปีที่แล้ว +114

      @@shogun7850
      They didn't put him on the spot, he volunteered for it. Maybe he wanted his story told.

  • @TimothyCobain
    @TimothyCobain 3 ปีที่แล้ว +254

    “Most people who are suicidal don’t actually want to die. They just want to end the suffering.” I felt that.

    • @heathergarnham9555
      @heathergarnham9555 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I feel numb and empty, I used to self harm to feel anything.

  • @FootyManagerTV
    @FootyManagerTV 3 ปีที่แล้ว +572

    5:48 most kids have this kind of logic, when did we lose that in the process of growing up?
    There are caring people, but not as many as there should be, when we were all that way as kids.

    • @catecate247
      @catecate247 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yeah, I wish everyone thought like this.

    • @CampyDomJR
      @CampyDomJR 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Toxicity is like a virus, young innocent nice kids are exposed to toxicity, and its not long before they get infected.

    • @themagsmart
      @themagsmart 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      3rd

  • @Emma-wn8yy
    @Emma-wn8yy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6702

    “Depressed people don’t want to die, they just want the pain to stop”

    • @ElectroRail
      @ElectroRail 3 ปีที่แล้ว +109

      @@phroggie1242 I have had suicide thoughts before and I know other people who have as well. *NEVER* joke about it. Because it's a real problem, not a laughing matter. People laughing about someone's suicidal thoughts or dissmissing it is *NOT* ok. Delete your comment please and I will delete mine.

    • @ghostrider3723
      @ghostrider3723 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      The Pain doesn't End, It Passes

    • @BT--tw3oq
      @BT--tw3oq 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ghostrider3723 🏍

    • @ghostrider3723
      @ghostrider3723 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@phroggie1242 I guess you never feel the pain, bc you're a Kid

    • @ghostrider3723
      @ghostrider3723 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@snowybun11 ik, except him

  • @aileencastaneda3724
    @aileencastaneda3724 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3592

    “Just end the suffering...” Those words just broke my soul

    • @amandamiles4590
      @amandamiles4590 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Yeah, me too... It really does feel like that. 😭

    • @emmasolomon8061
      @emmasolomon8061 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Me too,started bawling.

    • @addie-eileenpaige6460
      @addie-eileenpaige6460 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I've heard someone say that people who try to commit suicide say they don't want to necessary die, they just don't want to continue living.

    • @anareoxlunas1255
      @anareoxlunas1255 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      That already broken my soul since very young.

    • @DennysModShop
      @DennysModShop 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Aileen Castaneda that’s just how it is unfortunately all we wish for and want

  • @ashleypatten5469
    @ashleypatten5469 3 ปีที่แล้ว +418

    I desperately need an update on this guy, for the love of God I want him to be okay.

    • @giavannaf3367
      @giavannaf3367 3 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      someone said he posted in april 2020 and said he was doing better that’s the closest I’ve heard about him

    • @invisibleheart3598
      @invisibleheart3598 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      @@giavannaf3367 can I get any social media handdles

    • @winston9372
      @winston9372 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@giavannaf3367 heard anything more?

  • @kaitlynlusk817
    @kaitlynlusk817 3 ปีที่แล้ว +147

    When the little kid said “you can meet some of my friends” and the guy chuckled 😭 and then at the end when the little kid said “high five.” I teared up.

  • @ifeanyiokonkwo7130
    @ifeanyiokonkwo7130 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20194

    "Most people that are suicide, don't actually want to die, they just want to end their suffering, their suffering of suicidal thoughts". WOW that was so deep omg I hope he is ok

    • @fireramyt9691
      @fireramyt9691 5 ปีที่แล้ว +262

      Ikr, I feel soo bad for him. He seems to know what he's talking about and maybe could help some people.

    • @progamer57b25
      @progamer57b25 5 ปีที่แล้ว +92

      “Most people that are suicide, don’t actually want to die,they just want to end the suffering of suicidal thoughts”

    • @bloof6479
      @bloof6479 5 ปีที่แล้ว +126

      ifeanyi okonkwo It’s true though. We don’t want to die, we just don’t want to feel like this. We don’t want to _be_ like this. Killing ourselves seems like the only way out of it, and it sucks.

    • @ifeanyiokonkwo7130
      @ifeanyiokonkwo7130 5 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      Ms. BunnyToast hey I just want you to know that you are appreciated and important, there would come a time when you shine like a rainbow and you’d be above the current depressive state of mind that you think is the only thing you would ever be, because I might not know you, but I know that you are an exceptional human being

    • @Borderlands808
      @Borderlands808 5 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      ifeanyi okonkwo also, most suicidal people hide it and can hide it well.

  • @originalg6918
    @originalg6918 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11181

    The young girl with the cat ears is so understanding

    • @gracem6709
      @gracem6709 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Original G Yea

    • @vexel2129
      @vexel2129 4 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      She's gonna be the next Einstein

    • @jakashiLOL
      @jakashiLOL 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Shes young

    • @harrybrroderick4174
      @harrybrroderick4174 4 ปีที่แล้ว +57

      I think she looks a bit happy bout the topic

    • @lillic7435
      @lillic7435 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Original G ur likes are at 666

  • @masterkief7608
    @masterkief7608 3 ปีที่แล้ว +195

    Can we all just appreciate how ridiculously strong this man is for being able to just talk about it like this?

    • @Mikichan85
      @Mikichan85 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      We aren't strong...
      We are the most weak and fragile people that exist

  • @Xxmars.jupiterxX
    @Xxmars.jupiterxX 3 ปีที่แล้ว +131

    3:09 this clip... I have no words. “Then it just keeps happening” I mean she seemed so heartbroken and understanding.

  • @kasperenevoldsen3340
    @kasperenevoldsen3340 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4806

    Can we just appreciate the fact that he actually went through with the participation of the video? You can see how uncomfortable he is, yet he went in front of the camera knowing it would be seen by millions

    • @pamelarojas8878
      @pamelarojas8878 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    • @allisond.46
      @allisond.46 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Pamela Ropes what does that mean?

    • @NaughtyNovaroo69
      @NaughtyNovaroo69 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I never had attempted on Suicide but I Had a lot of days having Suicidal Thoughts and it’s so hard to Live when ur verbally/Physically Bullied, Not being Loved by your Parents, Getting Dumped or Cheated or being abused by your parents...
      Frankly I never Cried!... If I ever did in a position that I couldn’t risk showing Weakness, I rub them off but when I have times where I can Cry in Alone/peace is the best relief!... Having some alone time knowing that I can cry is a relief, It empties the Thoughts so much...

    • @stevenquartzcutiepiedemayo4430
      @stevenquartzcutiepiedemayo4430 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Alex G ???

    • @michellerjackson5776
      @michellerjackson5776 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NaughtyNovaroo69 🙏💖

  • @abhi-wi2mj
    @abhi-wi2mj 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4408

    He avoids eye contact unless the person is a really smol kid.

    • @Ty-yy8cg
      @Ty-yy8cg 4 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      Thats how I'm always am depression since I was a kid years later became suicidal around 13 to now. But I'm trying everyday just something

    • @abhi-wi2mj
      @abhi-wi2mj 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      T. Oneal well do try your best..... i am sure it will be worth it later in life

    • @myverystrangevideos524
      @myverystrangevideos524 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Abhilasha Supe Unless there is no later in life...

    • @abhi-wi2mj
      @abhi-wi2mj 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      MyVeryStrange Videos thats what i m saying . Instead of dying and ending your life maybe live so that there is a a life later .

    • @robertthompson6352
      @robertthompson6352 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      MyVeryStrange Videos I don’t know if you tried to make a joke if yes that was really messed up

  • @gerardwayseyelash
    @gerardwayseyelash 3 ปีที่แล้ว +287

    Give this man a hug. 😭

  • @dakprescottismyhomie686
    @dakprescottismyhomie686 3 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    3:35 This part gave me chills

  • @divijchhabra9251
    @divijchhabra9251 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3149

    *He didnt even make eye contact!! He must be so underconfident...*

    • @sydhair1999
      @sydhair1999 5 ปีที่แล้ว +231

      He just feels sad and vulnerable looking back on his experiences. I know I can be.

    • @briaravioli3542
      @briaravioli3542 5 ปีที่แล้ว +105

      Syd Hair and i can’t imagine talking about it in front of kids either. i would’ve been looking at the floor as well

    • @sydhair1999
      @sydhair1999 5 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      @@briaravioli3542 I'd cry if I were talking about my previous mental health issues. I would also avoid eye contact. It really does take guts to show vulnerability like that. I've managed to admit my issues a couple of times.

    • @automaticspaz
      @automaticspaz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      when talking about certain things, especially this sort of topic its not so much a lack of confidence as a kind of concentration. at least that's how I interpret it, some people don't make eye contact when talking about serious stuff because it places you in an emotionally vulnerable position also, if he were to make direct eye contact with the kids talking about the pain of depression, that might hurt them more than help, ya know? not in a malicious way either, but it'd force them to experience the weight a bit more.

    • @divijchhabra9251
      @divijchhabra9251 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@automaticspaz so true!

  • @lulumpofu9989
    @lulumpofu9989 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7950

    The teenage girl is so understanding she's got a heart of gold

  • @jayderanapia2079
    @jayderanapia2079 3 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    The girl that hugged him was so sweet and u can tell how much she's been through by looking in her eyes❤️

  • @benstoen8020
    @benstoen8020 3 ปีที่แล้ว +275

    I tried to hang myself in June of 2020 after being extorted and sexually assaulted for over a year. I’m now in therapy and suffer from situational depression, situational anxiety and PTSD
    Edit: After a year of therapy and getting less and less contact from my abusers, i finally feel free and better again. thank you for all the nice and sweet replies, it really means a lot ❤️

    • @lmao7243
      @lmao7243 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      My heart goes out to you dude. Hope you're going ok.

    • @catsandcoolclips3374
      @catsandcoolclips3374 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Hope you are doing much better now ❤️

    • @Thegirlwithapinkbag
      @Thegirlwithapinkbag 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I'm so sorry you had to go through all of that. You matter. Do you have someone to talk to?

    • @benstoen8020
      @benstoen8020 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @@Thegirlwithapinkbag I do. i told my parents and they got me a therapy and they’ve helped a lot. thank you so much for caring, it really means a lot.

    • @Thegirlwithapinkbag
      @Thegirlwithapinkbag 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@benstoen8020 I'm glad that they took you seriously and helped you find a therapist. Therapy is hard. Opening up to someone is scary, but it is going to help you in the long run. Someday it's going to feel easier to breathe and you are going to have to fight to get there, but it is going to be worth it.

  • @tanim913
    @tanim913 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2260

    "I don't want to die
    I just want this to end"

    • @darkestone763
      @darkestone763 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      You almost made a tear come out

    • @burjkhalifa2173
      @burjkhalifa2173 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @Jacob Flores Keep ya head up G. Brighter days will come bro. People care about you more than you know it! 💪🏾

    • @shakiranao2592
      @shakiranao2592 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      th-cam.com/video/32j7Jobo7jg/w-d-xo.html

    • @maduduuuuz
      @maduduuuuz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@darkestone763 ❤

    • @Clipirau
      @Clipirau 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Shakira Nakitto where does that lead

  • @cinnamonstix9202
    @cinnamonstix9202 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3916

    You can hear the pain and suffering in his voice.

    • @mikewazowski7138
      @mikewazowski7138 4 ปีที่แล้ว +83

      he looks ashamed of his actions

    • @kaded_cat
      @kaded_cat 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Yup 😭

    • @gabecp3620
      @gabecp3620 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Cinnamon Stix 1Kth like

    • @badoodatingapp7075
      @badoodatingapp7075 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      mike wazowski I can't take your comment seriously with that name

    • @djcracked7997
      @djcracked7997 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Yeah... I feel like he is still sad

  • @archibaldchagadama1759
    @archibaldchagadama1759 3 ปีที่แล้ว +175

    I cried when I saw this cause I thought, "who would call if I ever said goodbye?" and I completely drew a blank..

  • @chani751
    @chani751 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    i feel really bad for the man trying not to cry infront of the kids, but the little girl with the cat ears was so understanding. This is one of your best videos teaching kids about this because they need to knowabout this sort of stuff.

  • @scarleth4955
    @scarleth4955 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4353

    “Is there a cure for depression?”
    That got me..

    • @jayrell2663
      @jayrell2663 5 ปีที่แล้ว +67

      Gloomy Girl only real cure that works is death itself

    • @d0c752
      @d0c752 5 ปีที่แล้ว +77

      Vodka

    • @balkenwave6593
      @balkenwave6593 5 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      @@d0c752 it cures everything

    • @gracekuhar5253
      @gracekuhar5253 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Lonely Dusk pretty much

    • @neurologylove2135
      @neurologylove2135 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I wish.

  • @immabananana
    @immabananana 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2373

    yo the girl with the leopard print arm thing and that guy are like kindred spirits they got along so well

    • @angelahoward5141
      @angelahoward5141 4 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      She going thourgh EMO phase

    • @foryourenjoyment4386
      @foryourenjoyment4386 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      When I read the words kindred spirits I got Anne of Green Gables flashbacks...

    • @hotwheelsdriver6321
      @hotwheelsdriver6321 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@WOW-ho9lv that's not the point in this comment

    • @domsmustache
      @domsmustache 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      alex november it would be really wholesome if they kept in touch and became friends. despite the age difference 💕

    • @violetcarter9322
      @violetcarter9322 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Moriah Joy 😂

  • @carter8140
    @carter8140 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    ''most suicidal people don't wanna die, they just wanna end the suffering''
    so deep. and the fact i'm not a sad person that would cry about anything, this made me cry.

  • @RaptorxJesus1
    @RaptorxJesus1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    Cheers to this man. That wasn’t easy. He knew it wouldn’t be easy. Cheers and thank you to him.

  • @1-800-AUDIOS
    @1-800-AUDIOS 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5321

    I actually started crying, especially when he could barely say “they just want to end the suffering” because it really does feel that way. :(

    • @Jess-pr1xf
      @Jess-pr1xf 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Yep.

    • @NaomiIsSoAwesome98
      @NaomiIsSoAwesome98 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      exactly ... one period in my life it was very dark for me and I was continuously having suicidal thoughts, until one night I really wanted to end it all, then I realized I really didn't want to die, I knew it was a matter of time until I felt better....

    • @lolacanola3785
      @lolacanola3785 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same

    • @-vaco-4648
      @-vaco-4648 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      That's actually exactly what I said to the doctor at the hospital : "I didn't really want to die, I just had to end the suffering, I had no other option"

    • @pianorelaxing8330
      @pianorelaxing8330 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      It’ll end the suffering for you but it won’t end all of the suffering completely. It’ll just pass on the suffering to all the people who love you. I know it’s hard, I _get_ it, but the suffering inside you will be passed on, the same degree to *every person who loves you.* Please don’t do that. It would just be awful. I know what that’s like. I promise it’s going to be ok. There’s nothing I can say. I’m not gonna say “just feel happy and try to embrace what you love” because I know that’s not how it works. Just know that the suffering won’t end, it’ll just be passed on.

  • @manuellaehab2586
    @manuellaehab2586 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4774

    “The sad thing is suicide doesn’t end the pain, it just passes it down to someone else”
    -James Kirkup

    • @carterpiano4714
      @carterpiano4714 4 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      manuella ehab That is actually my favorite quote!!! Suicide isn’t good, people don’t Suicide because they want to die, they want to end there suffering

    • @angelyie8576
      @angelyie8576 4 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      i dont care about passing my pain to others. they dont care about my pain in the first place. and when im gone i dont have to worry about other peoples feelings and it wont matter anymore. nothing will

    • @sunnychains6541
      @sunnychains6541 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      @@angelyie8576 trust me, they do care, you just don't always see it at first. Not everyone expresses their emotions the same. Some cover it up and put a wall in front of them, while others keep to themselves and stay quiet. Just know that you aren't the only one that feels that way, and you're not alone. Don't give up on humanity so easily

    • @-daisyplays-3809
      @-daisyplays-3809 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Angelinenf uwu people do care about you, even if they didn’t you should be ashamed to not care about other people’s feelings. Sometimes they do, they just don’t know how to express it.

    • @dhtelevision
      @dhtelevision 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      manuella ehab Bro.....

  • @FREAKOFNATURE-mb8oo
    @FREAKOFNATURE-mb8oo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +108

    *_My sister attempted last year, with some meds. Her ex boyfriend called our mom, because my sister had texted him. He and my mom had a terrible relationship, and he was a major perv, but I'm still grateful he contacted my mom immediately. She wouldn't be here likely if he hadn't._*

    • @user-sh7ss9rv6z
      @user-sh7ss9rv6z 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm really sorry for you 😔😟
      Hope she's doing well ❤️

    • @SamDoots
      @SamDoots 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ha gacha pfp

    • @Woofnberg
      @Woofnberg 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Just because you have gacha pfp I don't believe you

    • @a_little_demon
      @a_little_demon 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@Woofnberg just because they have a gacha pfp ? seriously ? I know some in the gacha community are bad people but don't forget that there's actually really nice people ! not everyone in this community are bad !

    • @a_little_demon
      @a_little_demon 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@SamDoots they probably are a great person and are probably not a bad person of the gacha community ! don't judge someone because of their pfp or because of something they like !

  • @LeannaChow
    @LeannaChow 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    You can tell he isn't over it but he is still telling that's really brave!

  • @AliyaslifetimeAdventures
    @AliyaslifetimeAdventures 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3582

    When he started crying, I low key lost it. 😭

    • @vampire20518
      @vampire20518 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Me too i was like can someone give this man a fucking hug pls!

    • @debbieburnside5912
      @debbieburnside5912 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      No, u

    • @aybaybay5432
      @aybaybay5432 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Aliya's lifetime Adventures , me too.

    • @Abass.03
      @Abass.03 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Debbie Burnside no u

    • @willbrown6260
      @willbrown6260 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ME TOO I LAUGHED SO HARD

  • @botanicalspotlight
    @botanicalspotlight 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1292

    The way the girls said " and it just keeps happening." Freaking broke me

  • @internet9489
    @internet9489 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    There is so much pain in his eyes and his voice

  • @claraesfie
    @claraesfie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    "How did you not die?" these kids are well prepared for this conversation. My respect and admiration for their parents.

  • @arvindepaudhon6932
    @arvindepaudhon6932 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15608

    he's so broken.
    i'm crying.

  • @dinosmorez
    @dinosmorez 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2344

    It hits me like a train when he gets all emotional.

    • @savvakiscy
      @savvakiscy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Kitty Kaela same I’m typing it with tears in my eyes rn

    • @stevem1792
      @stevem1792 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Depression same

    • @NaughtyNovaroo69
      @NaughtyNovaroo69 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I never had attempted on Suicide but I Had a lot of days having Suicidal Thoughts and it’s so hard to Live when ur verbally/Physically Bullied, Not being Loved by your Parents, Getting Dumped or Cheated or being abused by your parents...
      Frankly I never Cried!... If I ever did in a position that I couldn’t risk showing Weakness, I rub them off but when I have times where I can Cry in Alone/peace is the best relief!... Having some alone time knowing that I can cry is a relief, It empties the Thoughts so much...

    • @stevem1792
      @stevem1792 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @Official Nova Blast I have suicidal thoughts almost every night. One of the causes of that is first of all my dad is in the military so I move a lot and that’s bad because I never really make long term friends and it’s bad on my mental health too. Another reason is when ever I switch to a new school I never really get accepted, either because I’m white or how I look, also at P.E when kids are picking teams I’m always last and I feel like my teacher targets me for no reason. And all of that just makes me feel uncepted and suicidal. :(

    • @N3XX_
      @N3XX_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@NaughtyNovaroo69 Nobody cares lul.

  • @petercdowney
    @petercdowney 2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    In April 2018, I attended a memorial service for one of my former teachers. His name was Mr Lotsu, and he had been my biology teacher back in 2012.
    He was found dead in his car on 5 March 2018. The initial reports of his death said that he lost his life in an accident, but I found out later in the year (several months after the memorial service) that what actually happened was he took his own life. He'd been battling depression for the past two years.
    Suicide is therefore something I take very seriously. Some people make jokes about suicide, but they probably won't be doing that if it happens to someone they know.

    • @NFSBeast2365
      @NFSBeast2365 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Suicide jokes? I’m proud to crack em

  • @dumbelina69
    @dumbelina69 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I concur with him at 3:52. Most people who are suicidal don’t want to die! We’re just tired of living in a constant state of mental distress.

  • @nataliewn
    @nataliewn 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4372

    He can barely lift his eyes off the ground. I wouldn't wish this disease even on my worst enemy.

    • @kailong4294
      @kailong4294 4 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      Natalie Ngonela disease ?

    • @lovez6427
      @lovez6427 4 ปีที่แล้ว +118

      @@berenicegomez1072 it's not a disease, it's a mental condition

    • @ennisthompsoniii9109
      @ennisthompsoniii9109 4 ปีที่แล้ว +88

      @@berenicegomez1072 depression is a mental illness, not a disease

    • @Moon-rz1nr
      @Moon-rz1nr 4 ปีที่แล้ว +49

      Its not a disease wtf its not contagious

    • @tayaditilorlol5921
      @tayaditilorlol5921 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @@Moon-rz1nr it is.......... My mom started suffering from depression coz I was suffering from depression and I was around her all the time.

  • @indigo8704
    @indigo8704 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3941

    The gothic girl is so understanding.. I love her, shes so sweet to him.

    • @DoraM12
      @DoraM12 4 ปีที่แล้ว +111

      That girl ain't goth.

    • @pablogates5355
      @pablogates5355 4 ปีที่แล้ว +86

      That isn't goth

    • @Lisapack__
      @Lisapack__ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +67

      Wandering Witch its more of punk to me

    • @theoddest1993
      @theoddest1993 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Not goth...

    • @silvieplayz3443
      @silvieplayz3443 4 ปีที่แล้ว +142

      Everybody It doesn’t matter she was nice who cares if she was goth or not

  • @katherinehs1023
    @katherinehs1023 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4931

    I really, really want to hug this guy.... this must have been so hard for him. I respect this guy so much for talking about it so openly.

    • @valeriapedraza3217
      @valeriapedraza3217 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Georgia Winters the sad part is that this is real life and i felt like this before i have even tried 💔the part that hurt me is when he said they just wanted to end the suffering.

    • @katherinehs1023
      @katherinehs1023 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@valeriapedraza3217 I'm so sorry you've gone through this - I hope you're doing better
      And yeah, that part was really painful, I have a best friend who has been suicidal a couple times and this video helped me to understand partially what she might have been feeling.

    • @daniela-yi4nf
      @daniela-yi4nf 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Georgia Winters me too

    • @valeriapedraza3217
      @valeriapedraza3217 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Georgia Winters I’m sorry I’m very late and yes I’m better now I just want people to not underestimate depression it can hit children to but this was a long time ago ❤️

    • @dawn-blade
      @dawn-blade 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I am in such unbearable pain every day and I have nobody who I truly feel I can confide in. My family is all I have, and I live for them, but my spirits are draining with every day that passes. I am suffering and burning inside. Each day I battle severe depression and anxiety. I desperately need help but I don't know where to begin.
      My brother took his own life 2 months ago. He was one of the only people in the world who truly knew me, and I knew him. I can't stop blaming myself for not seeing this coming. I'm 21 and each day is torment.
      I am terrified of working and unsure of my future. My housing situation is unstable and I am so, so scared. I don't know what else to do or who to talk to. The loss of my brother destroyed my heart and my will to go on. I don't know how I can do this. It would mean the world to have someone to talk to right now. 😭💖

  • @anonymously_me1803
    @anonymously_me1803 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    "Is there a cure for depression?" Awe! How sweet! Why do kids have to grow up? He's so sweet and innocent!

  • @goofball2228
    @goofball2228 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    As someone who has suicidal thoughts, this video made me wanna cry. It’s true, we don’t really want to die, we just wanna stop feeling horrible all the time.

  • @Taylorstanek716
    @Taylorstanek716 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2747

    Watching him get emotional broke me.

  • @AlishaArlene
    @AlishaArlene 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Him crying really touches me. Man, I wish I could give him a hug. I get it, man. I get it. 💔

  • @mohamed_is_him
    @mohamed_is_him 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    When he cried I thought that they should've asked for a hug no 🧢

  • @walterwhite3715
    @walterwhite3715 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2911

    the guy asked if the little boy new what charcoal was and he said burnt wood because minecraft

    • @bgSquid
      @bgSquid 5 ปีที่แล้ว +71

      Fortnite Bruh not gonna lie I thought that for a second and then I thought
      wAiT bArBeCuE

    • @soulscyther666
      @soulscyther666 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Ugh, before Minecraft made it, it was a simple science everyone learns at school. And if any kid didn't knew that by that age, then i pity their parents.

    • @theewakanadas
      @theewakanadas 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Fortnite Bruh Knew*

    • @walterwhite3715
      @walterwhite3715 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Clap Yozo Ya sry

    • @sm-um9pq
      @sm-um9pq 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Dude this is a serious video. It isn’t time for jokes.

  • @KR_..
    @KR_.. 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1802

    I love how respectful all the kids were having this discussion

  • @sophiethornton3325
    @sophiethornton3325 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    When the little boy said that if he saw someone who was depressed he would say “you can meet some of my friends” I started crying real tears 🥹 he is so sweet

  • @alexandriayarbrough3669
    @alexandriayarbrough3669 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I just want to hug this man. He was so open and so honest about depression. You can see his pain.
    And I feel so bad for the girl with cat ears. She's asking all earmarked questions.

  • @dreguzman640
    @dreguzman640 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1755

    While it is important for kids to discuss difficult topics, I don't think this man was in the place to answer questions yet... He's still very sensitive about it, he's still feeling very defeated.
    I could never. I admire his balls, because if someone put me in a room full of curious kids mid depression I'd break down completely right then and there. It would have been more appropriate to interview someone who was in a better place regarding their suicide attempt. He still needs to heal.

    • @roshnimajumdar9058
      @roshnimajumdar9058 4 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      You said something which we all missed.

    • @yikesgina
      @yikesgina 4 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      We all missed it, but this man agreed to it.

    • @mapl3af
      @mapl3af 4 ปีที่แล้ว +79

      We can only hope this helped him. Maybe he pursued this position of vulnerability with the idea that it could help others and hopefully himself. I really hope that he was able to build on this experience.
      This poor guy is broken, and I wish I could give him a hug. Nobody deserves to feel depressed or sucicidal.

    • @itsi4778
      @itsi4778 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      I also have depression and I find it relaxing to tell others about depression and open up about how you feel when you are depressed because most of the time people don't understand or they don't really care. Best thing is realizing people care about your feelings. I hope he felt like that too♥️

    • @greenroom9785
      @greenroom9785 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I mean he did agree to it. I think it's also very important for kids, and people in general, to see how raw and real these emotions are.

  • @lunashadow1521
    @lunashadow1521 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1622

    That girl who straight up asked bout how he tried to do it, like girl u r brave

    • @supstar8384
      @supstar8384 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Hidden Worlds Beyond - eMo

    • @Vendrix86
      @Vendrix86 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@supstar8384 why do you keep writing that word....lmao

    • @Max-vx6uw
      @Max-vx6uw 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hidden Worlds Beyond after asking that for me i wouldve cried still talking to him

    • @supstar8384
      @supstar8384 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      If y’all don’t know what emo means it means suicidal person or self harming person

    • @jesss2757
      @jesss2757 5 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      @@supstar8384 thats not what emo means 🤦🏼😬🙄

  • @angelinamunoz3268
    @angelinamunoz3268 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    This is honestly like reopening a wound so for him to be telling his story to others is amazing!

  • @fireplayzzz300
    @fireplayzzz300 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    “Is there a cure for depression?” Omg that broke my heart even if I don’t have it

  • @Simpishluc
    @Simpishluc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8698

    I don’t get why people hate on this video. Children need to learn this. This is very important

    • @Hakunamataha
      @Hakunamataha 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Why you fucus on the hate?

    • @lxlaa679
      @lxlaa679 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Fr

    • @apparition1146
      @apparition1146 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      I agree completely!
      (And memento Mori, unus annus. Ashes to ashes)

    • @joiwalker2169
      @joiwalker2169 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @@Hakunamataha because they can

    • @Hakunamataha
      @Hakunamataha 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@joiwalker2169 i can either ;))

  • @theringster
    @theringster 5 ปีที่แล้ว +777

    This guy sounds very defeated and done with life in general, it’s sad to listen to him....

    • @immortalwarrior2695
      @immortalwarrior2695 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@azekielfenton2082 Well I never thought of suicide but I too was depressed for a long time. Kinda too long. Forgotten how to smile. Feels hopeless. I am 22 now

  • @agnesholst7022
    @agnesholst7022 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    He’s so strong for talking about this, It’s so important to bring this subject up because so many people suffer from depression

  • @yourdailydoseofcrack2340
    @yourdailydoseofcrack2340 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    The teen girl Ilysm also when the guy got emotional it broke me sm

  • @kasey8390
    @kasey8390 5 ปีที่แล้ว +747

    God... I think he was not ready to talk about suicide... he was crying but he leaves a important messages for many people in the world.

    • @jenjencurls
      @jenjencurls 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Grizhi Draw he wasn’t. I think he still needs to heal and needs go keep getting mental help. But maybe this could have been helpful, for him to reflect on the situation.

    • @janis3022
      @janis3022 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I dont think you are ever really ready to talk about suicide, it may get a little easier but it will always be a sore subject

    • @tiamarie6719
      @tiamarie6719 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      True. Also, it's a really hard concept to teach to kids. It's hard for anyone to talk about really, but still.

    • @foedickson6128
      @foedickson6128 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I think it was more of an experience for the kids than a teaching lesson. To see what a person that deals with serious issues actually looks like.

  • @barnaclez
    @barnaclez 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3981

    I like that they touch subjects like this.

    • @eventfulpit3449
      @eventfulpit3449 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I agree

    • @barnaclez
      @barnaclez 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      A lot of people avoid topics like this

    • @eventfulpit3449
      @eventfulpit3449 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Ands it's kinda messed up

    • @eventfulpit3449
      @eventfulpit3449 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      How they avoid these things

    • @barnaclez
      @barnaclez 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yea, It's a pretty fragile topic

  • @lucyinbar4077
    @lucyinbar4077 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    This really touched me. The kids were so good listening and asking questions and this guy is so brave to talk to the kids when he's still hurting so much.

  • @Fenan_Terefe
    @Fenan_Terefe ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I almost started crying when he was stuttering, I felt so bad for him 😢

  • @Lonk1996
    @Lonk1996 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11713

    This is SO incredibly important... there needs to be a dialogue going about mental illness and suicide because more people than you know stigmatize it and make people feel like their illness isn't real or it doesn't exist. I lost a friend to suicide a couple years ago and this is a subject that should and needs to be talked about in open air because a lot of people don't understand. Thank you HiHo, for another amazing and informative video.

    • @coldboilmao7771
      @coldboilmao7771 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Tough

    • @s.tagerius2514
      @s.tagerius2514 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Agreed.

    • @IScreenshotNFTs
      @IScreenshotNFTs 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Think some people saw how shitty this world even if there are people who love you. Thats the thought that goes through many celebrities.

    • @vanceunpingco7767
      @vanceunpingco7767 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      K when i was here it was a little creepy cause there was 666 likes. But I do fully agree with you.

    • @bizarrebazaar992
      @bizarrebazaar992 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      This is a great topic to discuss with kids - younger kids, like 8 and 9, are attempting and completing suicide.

  • @francesca6507
    @francesca6507 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4436

    To everyone who reads this : If you not feeling loved , i love you

    • @vinniejustvinnie7100
      @vinniejustvinnie7100 4 ปีที่แล้ว +118

      You're just saying that. Im killing myself now

    • @strangeturtle5947
      @strangeturtle5947 4 ปีที่แล้ว +85

      I know you may have good intentions but this just feela so superficial and might make someone struggling worse.

    • @MyTravels-mh5pm
      @MyTravels-mh5pm 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      @@vinniejustvinnie7100 Don't do it, life will be easier, you just need to go through these dark times 🙂😘

    • @vinniejustvinnie7100
      @vinniejustvinnie7100 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      @@MyTravels-mh5pm i already did

    • @Sam-dt3fo
      @Sam-dt3fo 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

  • @hannahduggan3599
    @hannahduggan3599 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Poor guy. I hope he's doing well now. He's so brave talking to these kids about his suicide attempts. He also seems so young, way too young to be thinking about suicide.

  • @jessalyn4559
    @jessalyn4559 5 ปีที่แล้ว +454

    You can tell how hard it is for him but he's trying to keep it together for the kids it breaks my heart

  • @starrjazz8
    @starrjazz8 5 ปีที่แล้ว +506

    “hEllO!”
    “hi....”
    That guy sounds so defeated 😕

    • @hearteyein
      @hearteyein 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bescuse he really dosent want to talk about it, but he's doing to worn the kids.

  • @hannahmurphy2295
    @hannahmurphy2295 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I wish I could give him a hug right now.

  • @spookyart4400
    @spookyart4400 3 ปีที่แล้ว +84

    I’m not crying you’re crying and those are some of the dopest shoes I ever seen also );

  • @calikeithley9085
    @calikeithley9085 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4004

    Hope he is still with us, seems as though he is still suffering inside :(

  • @elizajane7984
    @elizajane7984 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3594

    He is the most brave person ever to talk about this and teach to kids about it

    • @hairyball.legtor
      @hairyball.legtor 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      i feel like he was forced to do this ngl

    • @jakk9560
      @jakk9560 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Or he don't care about anything anymore

    • @Jax-AK
      @Jax-AK 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I want to teach younger people about this when I finally grow up. I’m barely a teen. And I suffered depression for 3 years.. I want kids to know that it can happen to them. If you have a sense of whats going on in the world... depression is a possibility. I was 6-10 years old.

    • @gamedummie
      @gamedummie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That's an exaggerated and a big one at that

    • @kaladriuz
      @kaladriuz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Jax-AK I’ve been suffering from depression during Corona due to my toxic dad. I’ve been having ups and downs, due to him putting either more pressure on me or less. I turned 18 some months ago, I feel stressed out thinking he would put more pressure on me due to my age. I have ADD and autism, him not understanding how I need a different work enviourment to be able to work and feel motivated even. I’ve been in contact with child support, they sadly mostly only gave meetings with my dad which ended in “Yeah I’m gonna fix that about myself” my dad saying such, but only changing a tiny bit.
      I’m hopefully for once in a long time, it feels amazing. I’ve made a list for myself of what I want to do and basically self improvement list until I become a working adult. I want to become a therapist and a amazing mom of a single child. I take these bad experiences to understand people in similar or the same place I’ve been in and taking all the bad parenting my dad did as a “Don’t do this” type of thing. I hope I will get where I will, to stay motivated and understand how I work better.

  • @therecklessmoonchild260
    @therecklessmoonchild260 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I have so much love and respect for him talking about it this openly. Cause we need to talk about things like suicid.
    What he said about not wanting to die, but wanting to end the struggle...that’s 100% how i feel. And the kids were awesome!!

  • @mariamacruz107
    @mariamacruz107 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This man is so brave to speak up about this! Bless his soul and protect him🥺🙏

  • @billyrtaylor8041
    @billyrtaylor8041 5 ปีที่แล้ว +596

    him- talks, talks, talks.
    me- crys, crys, crys.

  • @venisse
    @venisse 5 ปีที่แล้ว +344

    To the guy: I am proud of you having the courage to talk about your experience.

  • @valueinyou9931
    @valueinyou9931 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I wish there was a video of him and Zara (guessing on the spelling) having a conversation. Not because the other kids didn't do great, just that she listened in such an empathetic and understanding way. You could see in her face she felt it deeply. I think often true empathy helps people tremendously, and I think it's why he felt comfortable enough to actually ask her a question. It's not a cure - but it helps. And as an aside - all the people in the comments wanting to give him a hug, God bless each and every one of you.

  • @lemonxoxo8429
    @lemonxoxo8429 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I just want to hug him 😢

  • @lannaissmelly6296
    @lannaissmelly6296 4 ปีที่แล้ว +865

    I JUST WANNA HUG THAT GUY AND TELL HIM EVERYTHING IS OKAY

    • @lalaloilpop1534
      @lalaloilpop1534 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thank you greg

    • @lannaissmelly6296
      @lannaissmelly6296 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@lalaloilpop1534 Greg appreciates your existance too

    • @lalaloilpop1534
      @lalaloilpop1534 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@lannaissmelly6296 ♡♡♡

    • @rosegranger2872
      @rosegranger2872 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Please don't use sentences like everything is OK. Cause it isn't. For this guy, it's not OK. And it feels like you don't appreciate or validate his feelings. Use sentences like I am here for you, I will try to help you. But not like it's going to be OK or so, cause in those moments it just isn't. And it feels like it never will be OK again, cause OK feels so far away...

    • @bobthechunkychicken8025
      @bobthechunkychicken8025 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Very polite of you Greg though I don’t thing you’d be big enough to hug him

  • @ItsMeYourDad69
    @ItsMeYourDad69 4 ปีที่แล้ว +805

    The worst part of depression isnt the sadness or the fatigue but just feeling completely empty ☹😞

    • @lovepanadapanda778
      @lovepanadapanda778 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      ashley kay I’m dealing with it rn 😔

    • @ItsMeYourDad69
      @ItsMeYourDad69 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@lovepanadapanda778 im prayin for ya

    • @warden9914
      @warden9914 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Lovepanada Panda I’m not trying to be mean, but I’m sure you just self diagnosed.

    • @lad7436
      @lad7436 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I find it better to feel nothing instead of constant sadness and self loathing.

    • @junhansguitar1036
      @junhansguitar1036 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      The numbness and emptiness is the best bc you don’t have to feel the pain, but the worst bc you can’t feel anything good either

  • @ansianeedsgrass
    @ansianeedsgrass 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I just wanted to jump through the screen and give him a hug the whole video, poor dude. He's hella brave for talking about such a sensitive topic though, much love to him

  • @saidhbhbaker6948
    @saidhbhbaker6948 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I really want to make sure that he is okay and still with us today :( he seems as if he is still in pain.

  • @jilianjuls7006
    @jilianjuls7006 5 ปีที่แล้ว +910

    I couldn't agree with him more. 3:39 you don't want to die. you don't want to leave your family or friends. you just want to end the bullcrap and suffering that is happening
    Edit: omg thanks for the likes! if you need help, just hit me up.

    • @oyeyeoyeye1458
      @oyeyeoyeye1458 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Jilian Juls I don’t have good family or friends my family all hates they all love my little brother and no one wants to talk to me for sum reason and I’m having suicidal thoughts at 13

    • @oyeyeoyeye1458
      @oyeyeoyeye1458 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Funny Bunny ik but thanks tho.♥️♥️

    • @oyeyeoyeye1458
      @oyeyeoyeye1458 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Funny Bunny coming♥️♥️♥️

    • @oyeyeoyeye1458
      @oyeyeoyeye1458 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Funny Bunny insta?

    • @saskasalejokic9699
      @saskasalejokic9699 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      True