I knew you were depressed :( I've been watching you for years! I find you such an inspiration and I'm glad you feel comfortable sharing your emotions with us. Thank you. For everything.
it takes courage and strength to even admit to what you went through/going through to the public !!!! love your strength nicole ! know that your real fans are supporting you to fully pull through!! it takes time, but positive vibes and surround yourself with loved ones deff will help!!! thanks for everything you do for us! as a fan, your witty silly personality always makes me laugh and makes me smile after having a rough day and just wanting to unwind by watching one of your new videos!!!! XOXOXOXOX
+Visage de Cara in my opinion Makeup Geek and Morphe brushes are the 2 biggest pushers for affiliation but also Bellami hair. Not saying they are bad products, I just think they get over discussed in videos.
We love you Nicole don't let the haters get you down. If people judge you based on someone else's perception then they are the ones that are losers. You stay your true, refined, classy and beautiful self. Big hugs.
You never ever need to explain yourself, however, we always appreciate when you do :) It seems that people forget that just because you put yourself on the internet you are no longer allowed to have feeling or personal issues. You OWE us the content you promise us...that's how it seems. But know this, you have followers that understand the struggles of life and understand that those struggles are real and when you're dealing with those you need a break from EVERYTHING!! With all of that said, I'm glad you're back and feeling like your old self which is the Nicole we all love :) 😘
Just got to the party about shaving your face...I'm French-Canadian and my dad was super hairy and my mom, well, she's hairy too lol I shave my arms, legs, pits... EVERYWHERE!!!! Lol and as for my face..I use Nair...I use Nair for my upper lip every two weeks and I use it all over my face once a month...no breakouts or anything but you have to be careful not to leave it on too long or else you'll get a chemical burn....
I've been shaving my face for years You need to use a separate razor It will not grow back thicker that is a myth It's the angle at which the hair grows back that gives the illusion it looks thicker I shave my face about twice a week and maybe do a touch up around the mouth afterwards Oh and Marilyn Monroe and Liz Taylor both shave their faces 😊
I shave my face too i hate it but I had to do it. I suffered from bullying when i was in middle school because of that :/ they used to called me names and all that kind of stuff i have hairy arms too I used to shave them but I got tired of doing that because it would take me like 1hr 30min in the shower or even longer cause i have to shave my legs too plus arms (not anymore) plus face omg it was a nightmare. So I started to bleach my arms and I love it, it last me up to 1 month and I have really BLACK hair. But the thing is that I shave my face with a normal razor and I feel like a dude when I do it. :/ anyone else??
Nicole, opening up and talking about being in a funk and sad just shows how real you are. You're a human being you go through battles like this and you being so honest about it makes me love you that much more! Thanks for keeping it real girl! xoxo
Still my absolute favorite to watch after all these years! Sending lots of positivity your way, girl! You are a #boss bish, knowing that should get you through anything! :) Love Love Love the mauve-y tones on you! ♥ ♥ ♥
Ill be 30 next year!Crazy to think it🤔 but lets embrace it girl, I was in a funk for about 4 years kind of lost. I knew God but this year I've committed to get to know him more. Am not a ''Bible thumper'' or anything I just feel you will feel awesome and he does take your problems and puts them into positive!! ❤️143 girl and you look fabulous
Whether your in a "funk" or depressed it's real. Everyone goes through it. I think everyone goes through it at one point in time. I can only imagine the pressure of being a "TH-cam star". The pressure to be "perfect". You talking about your feelings and personal struggles is very inspirational. your human. Mad respect. 143!!!
we all need a minute every now and then, I have battled depression for a few years and sometimes you just need a day to do nothing and cry it out but forcing yourself to do things you love, even though you would rather lay around, will do you wonders. Hope you get back to yourself soon girl :)
I know this sounds so cheesy but you have given me so much confidence to grow as an individual and to learn to love myself! So much so that recently I've achieved my ultimate dream job and started working for MAC Cosmetics.. I definitely believe it is the motivation from you and your incredible vibes that have given me that push to achieve my life goal!!! You said that if you think Positive,Positive things will happen and that is the truth! I know this is only one message out of the Millions you get a day but it's the least I can do for what you have done for me,and I don't think I'm alone in making this statement... You are so gifted and talented,please keep shining like the star you are.... Thank you so much for being YOU!!! Lots of Love... Your Irish Fan!!! 🍀❤️😍💋💋💋
Congrats about your job... Me tooo im turning 30 in 2016 and 2015 was a big year of changes i turned from a nurse to a graduated makeup artist 😀😀😀 finally thats what i am happy to be
Remember a lot of people look up to you and although we only see you on TH-cam you've Inspired hundreds of boys and girls. Thank you for being strong Nicole and I know many of us see the effort you're doing. You're human so it's okay to take personal time off. As imperfect human beings sometimes comments being made on the Internet can bring you down but those people who say those things are no better and I'm sure they'd never have the guts to say that to your face so don't listen to them. So stay beautiful and successful because we all look up to you.
Only child here also, I totally know what you mean by "only child" syndrome. I get in a funk sometimes too and just letting you know youre not alone there!
looooovin your natural hair boo😻 and you do NOT look like you're about to be 30. you're skin is amazing. I'm so glad you are out of your funk. I agree with you, our thoughts have a big impact on how we live our lives! positive sprinkles everyone!! ✨
You should read "The Gifts of Imperfection" by Brene Brown...or "Rising Strong" they are very inspiring and always put me in a more positive mood! Glad to hear you're feeling better
+Nicole Guerriero yes! Definitely. Brene Brown is amazing and played a HUGE part of getting me through a very rough time in college. She is worth looking into.
+Nicole Guerriero I was so annoyed because you weren't filming but now I know you are sad and I understand, especially when certain ppl are lying or taking things out of context on a elevator , unfortunately we can't control what other ppl say about us. I have had ppl lie like flat out lie about things that I have no control over, however my true friends people that know me, knew that doesn't even sound like something "Tiana" would do. ( back story I was dating a guy and he was out of town and I was at a club with my best friend (a guy ) and I ran into the guy i was dating, sisters they basically said i was giving a lap dance to a guy that was with... EVERYONE thats knows me . knows that I DO NOT DANCE...PERIOD much less give a lap dance to someone in the middle of a club. what made the situation even more comical is that me my bf at the time and my best friend all went to HS together, we all were friends and once my bF found out who I was with ( he called me while I was at the club) he knew it was total bull shit ... his sisters straight up lied on me.. of course they didn't think they would get caught and if bf didn't know me well he probably would of believed them anyways KEEP YOUR HEAD UP WITH A SMILE ON YOUR FACE!!! sending you internet hugs!!!!!! xox oxo
I turned 30 this year too! Honestly, I think thirties are going to be the best years yet! 20s we are trying to figure everything out and care so much about "getting it all right". Thirties you can enjoy and live life :) Love your videos girl Xxx
I'm glad you addressed the sadness thing. I thought it was just me that thought you seemed different/not into it. We all go through times like that girl, I'm very proud that you still made videos for us. That's strength right there. Stay positive 😄
you just needed a much needed break! you just moved maybe you just need some time to adjust☺ everyone needs a break from everyday life every once and a while!
Im so happy you're getting your joy back!! Everyone goes through their own personal battles and it takes courage to keep going and not give up. Im proud of you keep your head up!
+Gabella I legit thought she was 25 maybe maybe 26! She doesn't look 30 at all, which will be good when she's older cuz she'll be 80 and look 50 hahahah
Let's do the math: the video was uploaded 8 minutes ago..the video is 22 minutes long..and there are already 8 "dislikes." HOW? Someone help me with the math, b/c something just isn't adding up..
AJ17 Lol yeah I figured that..just being sarcastic, I guess I'm just trying to figure out HOW you can dislike something you CLEARLY haven't watched..and WHY?
Completely relate to you on so many levels. It's hard for us as viewers to remember that even though we know a lot about you or what you put out to the world online, there is a lot that remains private and should remain private. I totally love watching you and others on here for makeup tips, learn about new products and get out of my own reality for a bit and unwind. With that said, it shouldn't be so difficult for us to give you the space you need to regroup and take care of yourself too. I get it! Take time for you and the rest will fall into place. xoxo
Girl. I am so inspired by your bravery. I did think you were looking sad but thought you deserved your privacy. I watch your videos because you give so much to me. I was a hot mess before I discovered your videos. I wish I could give you something in return. Just know that you help so many people through beauty because you have a beautiful soul. Thank you again for being honest and sharing your soul with us.
No girl you are not alone. I've always had blonde peach fuzz on my face but the older I have gotten, I'm 42, the more abundant it has gotten. I started shaving my face a couple weeks ago and I love it
Does Nair make your hair grow back faster or thicker? I've wanted to try it for a while now but I'm scared that it will make my hair grow back thicker 😖
I used to Nair my face too! but recently it started burning my skin on my upper lip :( and I noticed when I nair'd my side burns it was pretty hard to apply makeup until after my hair grew back out.. soooo happy I found this razor trick now everything is with ease but I do notice you have to put some type of toner on after to help with after care 😊
+Celine D from my own experience from using the Nair for the face did not go so well for me. It came back in less than a week and it was thicker and made my skin red and irritated. It's something I could keep using but its a lot of up keep! I'm a hairy girl! and the hairs on my face are thin and a very light shade. But, it may work differently for others! (:
+MiniMeeshie ME TOO!!! SO many of us on youtube have so much in common. Probably why we are all on here building friendships! We could all be related!! LOL
I honestly appreciate you sharing such emotions in your intro. I understand how much a "funk" can affect you, especially when you're a naturally happy person, so people always have a tendency to notice when your not yourself, which makes you feel even worse. But I'm glad you're doing better. I just wanted you to know that I'm a huge fan of your work and your videos and I too have been in a funk a few times and have found inspiration through your videos. You are literally my go-to person for all things beauty + makeup. With your guidance and true makeup feedback, I was able to go out and do things to make myself feel beautiful and basically get out of my funk and boost my self-esteem. So thank you for that! Just know that you're a strong woman, and keep doing your thing. Keep creating and inspiring. We're ALL rooting for you! :)
I'm just waiting for Rick to run around the corner LMFAOOOO Nic that was funny 😂 this weeks ep wasn't my fave must know more on glennnnnnnn, good faves btw
Aww Nicole you're not the only one that has been feeling sad lately. There is defintely something going on in the air, many of us are sad lately, but better days are to come. 💗
I get "Fall Funk" and I can relate. I read too to kind of help….. I am currently finishing Strong is the New Sexy by Nicole Polizzi (Snooki)…. please don't think I'm a freak and please no1 comment attack me…… I adore her and I adore you, so if you want a little relatable read by a really straight up little person, I really recommend it. 😊 Always happy to see you've posted something, good vibes your way with the funk, pet the kitties for me and see you next time!
I ❤ her!! And I am going to admit I have read a few books by her, and Confessions of a Guidette wasn't too bad…. But I like things like that too… also Sunset Strip Diaries and Confetti Covered Quicksand by Amy Asbury, I could not put those down.
I would love if u would dedicate a video to how you shave your face. I've always been scared to do it for the same reason lol ppl say your hair grows thicker!
People think that because when you shave you're cutting off the hair at its thickest spot so when it starts to grow out, the edge is blunt, making it appear thicker. When you wax or tweeze you pull the hair from the root so when it grows out, the natural tiny tip is what comes out first. But facial hair is so fine, it won't ever look like its thicker after you shave
You seriously just played me with the ending, I thought there was going to be bloopers 😩😩 btw I always have thought you were amazing in a funk or not, you're only human. It's a Pisces thang ♊️ 💗 😘😘😘😘
Thank you so much for sharing your "funk" story!! When I was younger, I was diagnosed with depression, and it is such a strange thing. The best way I've ever heard it described was you feel like you are suffocating, yet there's nothing you can do about it, and everyone around you can breathe. You are such a positive person, and I love watching your videos!! By the way, your lip mask is bomb. Love it!!!
I'm having a terrible week! your video was a bright spot in my shitty day. I'm glad you are feeling better! I had a customer tell me once that he could see the sadness in my eyes, even with a smile on my face. poker isn't my game either lol.
+Jody Baratz I'm turning 30 in december aaahhhhh... But still feel so young. Have no kids, no husband, no morgage,,, don't have 'grown up' things going on,,but I hope it's coming :P...I try not to stress about it cause I still look like 23 or 24 years old :D :D
+Jody Baratz HAHAHA I was devastated when I turned 30. I just turned 37 and my 30's have been the best years of my life!!! I think to myself what was I worried about? I thought it was the end and it was only the beginning. I do not feel (or act at times LOL) my age at all.
I feel that you are sincerely genuine.... We all get in a "funk".... So just know what don't kill you will only make you stronger! I will continue to pray for you. I hope you find peace. Stay positive! xoxo
The "FUNK" you were in could be because you are gonna turn 30. That shit happened to me. Its a big deal. But I too feel young. Hopefully it passes too but its totally normal. xoxo
Nicole, two years ago I was on top of the world, had my own salon and then I got cancer and had no insurance. I was "sad" too because I had to sell it but I see you and it makes me SO happy to see you get up and continue life and do what you do! YOU are beautiful, inside and out. I love your personality. I am so glad you have not become ... I don't even know how to describe but let's just say I've been watching you since I had got sick and you've been an inspiration and one other young gal but I just want to say to you, STAY REAL like you are, stay Nicole. You're awesome! I LOVE watching you, I love watching your Halloween tutorials because you rock them out of the water, and you are a great makeup and hair artist and let NO ONE bring you down! PS.. like seeing you back with your makeup background! Something about it... It's great!
Maybe itll help you feel better if you start making videos that you dont normally do. Like fun videos so that youll look forward to making them. Like first impressions with really cheap products and really expensive, or like dupe videos or diy's. Just something NEW maybe thatll help you feel more excited about videos
Thank you for actually saying shaving your face is okay so many people think it's so weird I was so self conscious for the longest time. Love this girl so much!
Nicole lives in Florida and Carli lives in New Jersey...they share an apartment in LA for TH-cam events and such....they were tired of renting hotels, and since they go so often they decided to get an apartment
She has been sad lately. I think maybe it's because of what that guy said about her and basically outed her as a mean girl. Just be nice to people Nic. It'll make you feel better
If you look up the unedited interview he gave her you can tell he's the one who lied as she was perfectly nice. He's just after views. Anyway we'll never know so we shouldn't judge :)
I've loved you since day one!! I don't think you've changed at all and I definitely don't believe any gossip that shady people claim about you. It's okay to feel down and out of it...we are human. It would be weird if we didn't go through all the beautiful emotions we are blessed with. Love you!!!
You are my fav and always be!!!!!! Please keep being positive cause u have a BIG purpose in life, you are inspiring all of us and who has big purposes has even bigger egos so don't let it speak to you and bring you down. Count your blessing! YOU are amazing girl
Depression is such a real thing. Been dealing with it for about a year now. Man, oh man. Must be tough to be experiencing that AND be an internet personality. It's nice to know that others feel that way, too. Glad you shared.
I wish L'oreal true match worked with my skin! It doesn't have enough coverage for me and my skin is so oily that it just slips off throughout the day even after setting with powder. But this new color you're using is literally your true match! It looks AMAZING!
Thanks for sharing about how you've been feeling lately. I'm new to the TH-cam game and was and continue to be inspired by you. It's kind of refreshing to know that other TH-camrs are going through what I go through at times. It can be very discouraging when I am in a funk to film, and then the cycle begins of feeling out of touch because I'm not filming, which can also discourage me from trying to get back into the swing of things. I know that sounds counter intuitive, but I feel like you may understand. Anyway, thanks for being brave enough to film through it, break when you need to and be open with those of us who are in love with this amazing channel!!
Don't apologise for being in a rut! You deserve a break and time to yourself every now and then. The best part about it is your back and I get to watch your videos again ❤️ plus if I can maintain myself they way you have by 30, I'll be cheering!
Aww I'm so glad you're feeling better, I know the feeling of "sadness" and I also used to listen to "self help" books, which made me feel so much better. Thank you for being open and honest about it. 143
Hey boo! I feel you on keeping everything in and trying to solve/deal with your own issues...I am the same way! It's a Pisces thing and it's so hard for people to understand that you just need space to get "back to normal". Feel better and keep sharing your light! 😘
Nicole, you are such a huge inspiration for me, and whatever you're going through, just know that we support you 100%. Your look is super beautiful in this video and it seriously makes my day so much better whenever I get to watch you! Keep doing you girl!!
on top of lifting yourself up, prayer truly works, asking for help to think more positively. I deal with the same thing, and prayer definitely helps me. Maybe you can try it if you don't already :) I love you Nicole keep your head up!
I'm glad that you are feeling better! We all go through funks and sometimes we just need time to recover. I appreciate the honesty and I'm glad your back! 😎🎀🎈💕
Just need to give you some love right now. Turning 30 last year suuuuuucked lol. But really I had a huge adjustment in my mind set, I got VERY down and confused and felt lost and like I've wasted my life so far. It's honestly overwhelming BUT truly it gets sooooo much better. 30 is all about inner confidence, finding your real self and not giving NO F'S what anyone thinks about anything. I've found freedom in my thirties so far and I'm enjoying life so much more. I feel like a strong, intelligent and beautiful women that had evening to offer and walks with my head held high at all times. Give yourself a break, it's ok to get down. How could you ever enjoy and appreciate happiness without first experiencing sadness. I love your spirit!
I have the same facial hair problem as Nicole I love that she shared the razor tip! I hate plucking my eye brows by my eye it hurts so much! I support Nicole through what ever you are going through. I am a closed off person as well so I support the fact that you took time off for yourself girl. I love watching your videos! Thank you so much!
What a blessing to see 30 soon! I hope you make it a great birthday for the milestone! Its ok to be in a funk, we all go through it! just remember to do things that you love and before you know it the dark clouds have passed! Hope all is well and safe travels for your trip!
Nicole I love you! Most you tubers these days act the same, like the same stuff and say the same thing. You're different and that's what I love about you! So genuine and stunning! 💗
it honestly makes me so happy watching your vids 😄 it shows what a genuine person you are, and every time I feel like I'm sitting down talking to a friend no matter what video it is. it lifts my spirits so much! good to hear you're pulling out of that funk 💕💕 sending much love your way Nicole!!! 💁 have a good time in LA!
Don't ever be sorry for feeling down ! We are all human and we all have the right to feel however we do! Just remember that you are human and that you have all these people that love you and admire you and look up to you, including me ! 💜💜💜💜
I'm so sorry to hear that you were going through a hard time but I totally understand what you mean I sometimes go through this little ruts and lately I've been feeling like that like I don't want to go out I just want to be home body couch potato but it's really up to us to get out of that I just want you to know that you're not alone it happens to most of us love you Nicole keep doing your thing girl...
Oh Nicole!!! So sorry for hearing that you were down!!! I like u so much!!! I was sad for you.... Don't need to worry... Don't say sorry for been bad and away from social medias.. Take your time girl! And whatever you need, you can count on me! Wish you all the best!!! You deserve to be very happy!!! Xoxo!!!
So glad you're feeling better Nicole, everyone needs a little break now and again!! 😍❤️ You look gorgeous as ever!!
I knew you were depressed :( I've been watching you for years! I find you such an inspiration and I'm glad you feel comfortable sharing your emotions with us. Thank you. For everything.
It's also weird because I can kind of get a vibe of what the cause may be.. I just hope your okay!!
+Bridgetta Winchester ha that's funny I've felt the same way about her before... Love ya Nicole!
+Bridgetta Winchester whats the vibe? like the cause to this?
I feel like pregnancy but who knows, could be anything
it takes courage and strength to even admit to what you went through/going through to the public !!!! love your strength nicole ! know that your real fans are supporting you to fully pull through!! it takes time, but positive vibes and surround yourself with loved ones deff will help!!! thanks for everything you do for us! as a fan, your witty silly personality always makes me laugh and makes me smile after having a rough day and just wanting to unwind by watching one of your new videos!!!! XOXOXOXOX
what happened? why was she uspet?
+chaits s watch the video; she explains it! 😉
It amazes me that you film and upload on the same day! Other youtubers take like 3 weeks to edit
And her editing is better than those that take weeks to finish
+Sarah Gravenstein yes! Cough cough JH
I also appreciate that she shows new and interesting products instead of the same 3 brands that promote heavy affiliation on beauty TH-cam channels.
+Sarah Gravenstein which ones do you consider to be the top 3?
+Visage de Cara in my opinion Makeup Geek and Morphe brushes are the 2 biggest pushers for affiliation but also Bellami hair. Not saying they are bad products, I just think they get over discussed in videos.
143 we're all human, we all need a second to ourselves
So true 🙏🙏🙏 love your channel too Andrew!
Yessss!!!
Hello my love!!💕
Rightt
We love you Nicole don't let the haters get you down. If people judge you based on someone else's perception then they are the ones that are losers. You stay your true, refined, classy and beautiful self. Big hugs.
You never ever need to explain yourself, however, we always appreciate when you do :) It seems that people forget that just because you put yourself on the internet you are no longer allowed to have feeling or personal issues. You OWE us the content you promise us...that's how it seems. But know this, you have followers that understand the struggles of life and understand that those struggles are real and when you're dealing with those you need a break from EVERYTHING!! With all of that said, I'm glad you're back and feeling like your old self which is the Nicole we all love :) 😘
Just got to the party about shaving your face...I'm French-Canadian and my dad was super hairy and my mom, well, she's hairy too lol I shave my arms, legs, pits... EVERYWHERE!!!! Lol and as for my face..I use Nair...I use Nair for my upper lip every two weeks and I use it all over my face once a month...no breakouts or anything but you have to be careful not to leave it on too long or else you'll get a chemical burn....
please do a tutorial on shaving your face!!
Yes please
I second this!!!
I've been shaving my face for years You need to use a separate razor It will not grow back thicker that is a myth It's the angle at which the hair grows back that gives the illusion it looks thicker I shave my face about twice a week and maybe do a touch up around the mouth afterwards Oh and Marilyn Monroe and Liz Taylor both shave their faces 😊
yeaaa!
I shave my face too i hate it but I had to do it. I suffered from bullying when i was in middle school because of that :/ they used to called me names and all that kind of stuff i have hairy arms too I used to shave them but I got tired of doing that because it would take me like 1hr 30min in the shower or even longer cause i have to shave my legs too plus arms (not anymore) plus face omg it was a nightmare. So I started to bleach my arms and I love it, it last me up to 1 month and I have really BLACK hair. But the thing is that I shave my face with a normal razor and I feel like a dude when I do it. :/ anyone else??
Nicole, opening up and talking about being in a funk and sad just shows how real you are. You're a human being you go through battles like this and you being so honest about it makes me love you that much more! Thanks for keeping it real girl! xoxo
we are all human. been subbed for several years!! you are and always will be my fave
ps I LOOOOVE the oxygen mask by dr brandt... i like it better than the PTR, but both are amaze.
Still my absolute favorite to watch after all these years! Sending lots of positivity your way, girl! You are a #boss bish, knowing that should get you through anything! :) Love Love Love the mauve-y tones on you! ♥ ♥ ♥
+Angelina Badalyan And your highlight is on point- don't let anyone tell you different ;)
Ill be 30 next year!Crazy to think it🤔 but lets embrace it girl, I was in a funk for about 4 years kind of lost. I knew God but this year I've committed to get to know him more. Am not a ''Bible thumper'' or anything I just feel you will feel awesome and he does take your problems and puts them into positive!! ❤️143 girl and you look fabulous
Amen
Definitely agree with this!!💛
ameeeeeennn
Amen to that!🙌🏼🙏🏼👏🏻✨🌟
yes Amen! Jesus healed me from depression : ) Glory to God!
22 minutes long? YES PLEASE 😍 (even though I need to be up in 5 hours for college, eeek😳😪)
Except the last few minutes are just a black screen lol
+makelovepretty hahaha same!
YESSSSS i was waiting for a new video from you... love that hairstyle on you!!!
+Bodmon Zaid im patiently waiting until the HD kicks innnnnnn
Bodmon Zaid omg i love you !
Whether your in a "funk" or depressed it's real. Everyone goes through it. I think everyone goes through it at one point in time. I can only imagine the pressure of being a "TH-cam star". The pressure to be "perfect". You talking about your feelings and personal struggles is very inspirational. your human. Mad respect. 143!!!
You don't look like you will be 30! That's crazy. Thought you were like 24.
+Kenzie Hutton i keep saying that.. she ages really well
Saaammee
+joooleeahh 30 is not that old :P
Videos chistosos
+Gina J lol I know but some people now a days are 30 and look older .
OMG the old background :-)
Right?
Was thinking the same 😍
Yasssss
we all need a minute every now and then, I have battled depression for a few years and sometimes you just need a day to do nothing and cry it out but forcing yourself to do things you love, even though you would rather lay around, will do you wonders. Hope you get back to yourself soon girl :)
I love this background! !!!
Hey girl!
Hi :)
I know this sounds so cheesy but you have given me so much confidence to grow as an individual and to learn to love myself! So much so that recently I've achieved my ultimate dream job and started working for MAC Cosmetics.. I definitely believe it is the motivation from you and your incredible vibes that have given me that push to achieve my life goal!!! You said that if you think Positive,Positive things will happen and that is the truth! I know this is only one message out of the Millions you get a day but it's the least I can do for what you have done for me,and I don't think I'm alone in making this statement... You are so gifted and talented,please keep shining like the star you are.... Thank you so much for being YOU!!! Lots of Love... Your Irish Fan!!! 🍀❤️😍💋💋💋
+Nicole
defff a starrr u are
congrats on your new job!
+melinda5683 Awh thank you! 💋💋💋
Congrats about your job... Me tooo im turning 30 in 2016 and 2015 was a big year of changes i turned from a nurse to a graduated makeup artist 😀😀😀 finally thats what i am happy to be
Remember a lot of people look up to you and although we only see you on TH-cam you've Inspired hundreds of boys and girls. Thank you for being strong Nicole and I know many of us see the effort you're doing. You're human so it's okay to take personal time off. As imperfect human beings sometimes comments being made on the Internet can bring you down but those people who say those things are no better and I'm sure they'd never have the guts to say that to your face so don't listen to them. So stay beautiful and successful because we all look up to you.
Only child here also, I totally know what you mean by "only child" syndrome. I get in a funk sometimes too and just letting you know youre not alone there!
+aimee peak Thanks Aimee :)
Me too! I'm definitely the same!
L'only child problems haha
that is the life to live 😂😂 be lazy don't worry about outside world bills just chill eat but smhh u can't life hits u
that is the life to live 😂😂 be lazy don't worry about outside world bills just chill eat but smhh u can't life hits u
looooovin your natural hair boo😻 and you do NOT look like you're about to be 30. you're skin is amazing. I'm so glad you are out of your funk. I agree with you, our thoughts have a big impact on how we live our lives! positive sprinkles everyone!! ✨
oops, I meant --your skin--
I fucking love this woman
me too
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me too😀
Seriously, me too & we don't even know her!!! 😄😀
mee tooo
You should read "The Gifts of Imperfection" by Brene Brown...or "Rising Strong" they are very inspiring and always put me in a more positive mood! Glad to hear you're feeling better
+Tania Marin I will! Thank you! :)
+Nicole Guerriero yes! Definitely. Brene Brown is amazing and played a HUGE part of getting me through a very rough time in college. She is worth looking into.
+Nicole Guerriero I was so annoyed because you weren't filming but now I know you are sad and I understand, especially when certain ppl are lying or taking things out of context on a elevator , unfortunately we can't control what other ppl say about us. I have had ppl lie like flat out lie about things that I have no control over, however my true friends people that know me, knew that doesn't even sound like something "Tiana" would do. ( back story I was dating a guy and he was out of town and I was at a club with my best friend (a guy ) and I ran into the guy i was dating, sisters they basically said i was giving a lap dance to a guy that was with... EVERYONE thats knows me . knows that I DO NOT DANCE...PERIOD much less give a lap dance to someone in the middle of a club. what made the situation even more comical is that me my bf at the time and my best friend all went to HS together, we all were friends and once my bF found out who I was with ( he called me while I was at the club) he knew it was total bull shit ... his sisters straight up lied on me.. of course they didn't think they would get caught and if bf didn't know me well he probably would of believed them anyways KEEP YOUR HEAD UP WITH A SMILE ON YOUR FACE!!! sending you internet hugs!!!!!! xox oxo
I turned 30 this year too! Honestly, I think thirties are going to be the best years yet! 20s we are trying to figure everything out and care so much about "getting it all right". Thirties you can enjoy and live life :) Love your videos girl Xxx
I'm glad you addressed the sadness thing. I thought it was just me that thought you seemed different/not into it. We all go through times like that girl, I'm very proud that you still made videos for us. That's strength right there. Stay positive 😄
you just needed a much needed break! you just moved maybe you just need some time to adjust☺ everyone needs a break from everyday life every once and a while!
your still amazing 😀
I'm 30 with you next year. At least now I know I'm in good company 😊
aww... 2 of my faves!!!
Yes me too!!! I can't believe you'll be 30 also???
yes girl me too !!! as they say though it's all about how you feel lol cheers to 30 🍻🍹🍹
+MakeupByCheryl aww you girls are going to be 30 and FABULOUS!
Hey Cheryl! ☺️ yes I agree! You both are going to be 30 and FAB!
Im so happy you're getting your joy back!! Everyone goes through their own personal battles and it takes courage to keep going and not give up. Im proud of you keep your head up!
Nicole I honestly thought you were like 24 or 25. YOU DON'T LOOK 29 WHAT
She looks 23 in person :)
+Makeuphuney _ (MakeupHuney) Honestly she has nice skin too- she looks youthful. If someone told me she was 20 I'd believe it.
+Gabella I legit thought she was 25 maybe maybe 26! She doesn't look 30 at all, which will be good when she's older cuz she'll be 80 and look 50 hahahah
Let's do the math: the video was uploaded 8 minutes ago..the video is 22 minutes long..and there are already 8 "dislikes." HOW? Someone help me with the math, b/c something just isn't adding up..
+LadyMsJay Probably they hit dislike without even watching.
Haters!
AJ17 Lol yeah I figured that..just being sarcastic, I guess I'm just trying to figure out HOW you can dislike something you CLEARLY haven't watched..and WHY?
I bet its Sanders team 😂😂😂😂😂haters
Completely relate to you on so many levels. It's hard for us as viewers to remember that even though we know a lot about you or what you put out to the world online, there is a lot that remains private and should remain private.
I totally love watching you and others on here for makeup tips, learn about new products and get out of my own reality for a bit and unwind. With that said, it shouldn't be so difficult for us to give you the space you need to regroup and take care of yourself too. I get it! Take time for you and the rest will fall into place. xoxo
Yazzzzz Queen!
So glad to hear you're feeling better. You're my favorite! Much love! Xoxo
Girl. I am so inspired by your bravery. I did think you were looking sad but thought you deserved your privacy. I watch your videos because you give so much to me. I was a hot mess before I discovered your videos. I wish I could give you something in return. Just know that you help so many people through beauty because you have a beautiful soul. Thank you again for being honest and sharing your soul with us.
Nicole! what is your highlight you are wearing in this video? It's so gorgeous! love you
Omg I thought I was the only one who had a hairy ass face lol I use Nair for the face but now I want one of those 😍
No girl you are not alone. I've always had blonde peach fuzz on my face but the older I have gotten, I'm 42, the more abundant it has gotten. I started shaving my face a couple weeks ago and I love it
Girl no you are not alone I have to shave my forehead or my makeup looks horrible
Does Nair make your hair grow back faster or thicker? I've wanted to try it for a while now but I'm scared that it will make my hair grow back thicker 😖
I used to Nair my face too! but recently it started burning my skin on my upper lip :( and I noticed when I nair'd my side burns it was pretty hard to apply makeup until after my hair grew back out.. soooo happy I found this razor trick now everything is with ease but I do notice you have to put some type of toner on after to help with after care 😊
+Celine D from my own experience from using the Nair for the face did not go so well for me. It came back in less than a week and it was thicker and made my skin red and irritated. It's something I could keep using but its a lot of up keep! I'm a hairy girl! and the hairs on my face are thin and a very light shade. But, it may work differently for others! (:
Yes, You 100% need to experience the rain room. Especially if you've been going through a rough patch in your life. It can be very zen.
I was distracted by your pretty highlight the whole video lol
Oh my God! Me too!!
Haha same here 😊
I'm 27 and I am the same way. Such a little kid at heart. My lunches for work always consist of juice boxes and bags of goldfish and Oreos haha.
+MiniMeeshie ME TOO!!! SO many of us on youtube have so much in common. Probably why we are all on here building friendships! We could all be related!! LOL
We're only as old as we feel! lol
Nicole we love you!!! Stay strong! TH-cam ain't shit without you girl!
Literally paused all homework just for this lol
sameee
2016 is a significant year for me too, I'll finally turn 18 🙌🏼☺️ love you btw.
I shave too and it always comes back peach fuzz
Me too! I'll be turning 21 so I've been waiting for this milestone lol
+Chasiti Smith girl I feel you, I just wanna be legal lol 😂
Yeeeeees me too! 🤗
+Chasiti Smith. Same here, ill be 21 in 2016 and i cannot wait
I honestly appreciate you sharing such emotions in your intro. I understand how much a "funk" can affect you, especially when you're a naturally happy person, so people always have a tendency to notice when your not yourself, which makes you feel even worse. But I'm glad you're doing better. I just wanted you to know that I'm a huge fan of your work and your videos and I too have been in a funk a few times and have found inspiration through your videos. You are literally my go-to person for all things beauty + makeup. With your guidance and true makeup feedback, I was able to go out and do things to make myself feel beautiful and basically get out of my funk and boost my self-esteem. So thank you for that! Just know that you're a strong woman, and keep doing your thing. Keep creating and inspiring. We're ALL rooting for you! :)
I think we all need a tutorial for this look. TYSM
+Salse Davies also who are the 300 arseholes that have disliked this video?!
I'm just waiting for Rick to run around the corner LMFAOOOO Nic that was funny 😂 this weeks ep wasn't my fave must know more on glennnnnnnn, good faves btw
yass love twd mention. so funny. love her humor.
Aww Nicole you're not the only one that has been feeling sad lately. There is defintely something going on in the air, many of us are sad lately, but better days are to come. 💗
I get "Fall Funk" and I can relate. I read too to kind of help….. I am currently finishing Strong is the New Sexy by Nicole Polizzi (Snooki)…. please don't think I'm a freak and please no1 comment attack me…… I adore her and I adore you, so if you want a little relatable read by a really straight up little person, I really recommend it. 😊 Always happy to see you've posted something, good vibes your way with the funk, pet the kitties for me and see you next time!
ooo ooo and I'm glad you posted the shave business….. I needed someone to say it was ok!
Oooo I'm going to read that! Thank you! Snooki is a good laugh & uplifting! Thanx girlie ! Have a good one ! Fall funk sux!
I ❤ her!! And I am going to admit I have read a few books by her, and Confessions of a Guidette wasn't too bad…. But I like things like that too… also Sunset Strip Diaries and Confetti Covered Quicksand by Amy Asbury, I could not put those down.
Also Down the Rabbit Hole by Holly Madison…. Pretty interesting!
***** 💜 Snooki!
Weird request, but can you do a little demo on shaving your face?
Glad you're starting to feel better Nicole, I will be praying for you! Thank you for being such an inspiration to me.
I would love if u would dedicate a video to how you shave your face. I've always been scared to do it for the same reason lol ppl say your hair grows thicker!
People think that because when you shave you're cutting off the hair at its thickest spot so when it starts to grow out, the edge is blunt, making it appear thicker. When you wax or tweeze you pull the hair from the root so when it grows out, the natural tiny tip is what comes out first. But facial hair is so fine, it won't ever look like its thicker after you shave
Not much to show just how she showed in this video that's all u have to do
+Jem_loves My hair grew thicker everywhere on my face that I shaved plucked or waxed. I do regret it!
I guess depends the person because I shave not because I have hair but because of my peach fuzz and I didn't grow any thick or new hair :)
You seriously just played me with the ending, I thought there was going to be bloopers 😩😩 btw I always have thought you were amazing in a funk or not, you're only human. It's a Pisces thang ♊️ 💗 😘😘😘😘
Thats a gemini sign♊️ pisces is ♓️
Thank you so much for sharing your "funk" story!! When I was younger, I was diagnosed with depression, and it is such a strange thing. The best way I've ever heard it described was you feel like you are suffocating, yet there's nothing you can do about it, and everyone around you can breathe. You are such a positive person, and I love watching your videos!! By the way, your lip mask is bomb. Love it!!!
Nicole!!!! keep up your skin care routine because you look 23! love you xoxo! 143
+Brittany Ritter (brittanyritterr) Yesss yes very soon! :)
+Nicole Guerriero love you Nicole! Stay strong Queen!
I'm having a terrible week! your video was a bright spot in my shitty day. I'm glad you are feeling better! I had a customer tell me once that he could see the sadness in my eyes, even with a smile on my face. poker isn't my game either lol.
u need to try red vines and sweet tarts together. the taste is amazing! from one candy lover to another.
We all have our moments where we're stuck in a funk. Feel better Nicole. Love you & always will support you.
Only JESUS can fill that void, and at the end of the day, no matter what, give you peace!! He loves you Nicole!
I'm turning 30 in 2016 too!!! 👵🏻👵🏻
Same! Can't believe it!
+Danielle Marie me tooo !!!
+Danielle Marie will be 30 next month lord lord lord
Thanks for sharing! It takes courage to open up like that, but your viewers appreciate your honesty! We love you and care about your well being!
Ha! I cried about turning 30. I just turned 36 and I still feel like a kid! :)
+Jody Baratz I'm turning 30 in december aaahhhhh... But still feel so young. Have no kids, no husband, no morgage,,, don't have 'grown up' things going on,,but I hope it's coming :P...I try not to stress about it cause I still look like 23 or 24 years old :D :D
+Jody Baratz HAHAHA I was devastated when I turned 30. I just turned 37 and my 30's have been the best years of my life!!! I think to myself what was I worried about? I thought it was the end and it was only the beginning. I do not feel (or act at times LOL) my age at all.
I'm 46...but it keeps getting better on some level :)
30 wasn't that bad, saying 36 is a bit scary, but I still don't feel a smidgen over 20 ☺
+nicoleguerriero
+PrplTulip turning 38 in Dec and I feel like my early 20's too! 38 doesn't even sound right coming out of my mouth, lol WHAT???!!!!!
Right?! My hubby keeps saying middle age, i'm like ummm NO! LOL
I feel that you are sincerely genuine.... We all get in a "funk".... So just know what don't kill you will only make you stronger! I will continue to pray for you. I hope you find peace. Stay positive! xoxo
The "FUNK" you were in could be because you are gonna turn 30. That shit happened to me. Its a big deal. But I too feel young. Hopefully it passes too but its totally normal. xoxo
I'm gonna pray for you Nicole. Jesus can get you out of that funk. Whatever your going through know he's got your back. :)
WE LOVE YOU NICOLE!!!! We knew you weren't feeling good, but no one is attacking you for it
How do you have fine hair?! It looks so thick and voluminous 😍
You can have thin hair, but a lot of it! Which will make it look like a person has a head full of thick hair.
+Heather Howell you mean fine hair but a lot of it lool
I have thin hair and very little it sucks :(
face shaving routine please!
Nicole, two years ago I was on top of the world, had my own salon and then I got cancer and had no insurance. I was "sad" too because I had to sell it but I see you and it makes me SO happy to see you get up and continue life and do what you do! YOU are beautiful, inside and out. I love your personality. I am so glad you have not become ... I don't even know how to describe but let's just say I've been watching you since I had got sick and you've been an inspiration and one other young gal but I just want to say to you, STAY REAL like you are, stay Nicole. You're awesome! I LOVE watching you, I love watching your Halloween tutorials because you rock them out of the water, and you are a great makeup and hair artist and let NO ONE bring you down!
PS.. like seeing you back with your makeup background! Something about it... It's great!
Maybe itll help you feel better if you start making videos that you dont normally do. Like fun videos so that youll look forward to making them. Like first impressions with really cheap products and really expensive, or like dupe videos or diy's. Just something NEW maybe thatll help you feel more excited about videos
+gummibeary94 It wasn't about making videos really but I'll totally take that advice! :)
Wow I thought you were like 25 !
+Deirdre de la Rosa right she looks so young!!!
Thank you for actually saying shaving your face is okay so many people think it's so weird I was so self conscious for the longest time. Love this girl so much!
I'll be 22, first time mommy, and moving from Georgia to California. How's that for a change? Lol.
Welcome to Cali 😊
Tons n tons of luck to you n your baby ! ❤️
+Hannah Mercado thank you! ☺️
My long distance fiancé is moving from Georgia to be with me I'm Cali! :)
+Chola Lola I'm moving to San Diego to be with mine! ☺️
I am so confused! You both live somewhere else but have an extra apartment you share in LA or something?
Yes. Nicole lives in FL, Carli lives in NJ.
+Lisa ten Holt exactly
Nicole lives in Florida and Carli lives in New Jersey...they share an apartment in LA for TH-cam events and such....they were tired of renting hotels, and since they go so often they decided to get an apartment
Thanks! Now I understand. Quite an expensive choice then!
^ Yeah but they still have to travel back in forth. Why don't they just move in permanently to LA?
You've accomplished so much in such a short period of time. You should be really proud of yourself.
This literally was just uploaded not even a minute ago and two dislikes already. Damn haters are really dedicated.
She has been sad lately. I think maybe it's because of what that guy said about her and basically outed her as a mean girl. Just be nice to people Nic. It'll make you feel better
What guy? +Bailey Makeup
If you look up the unedited interview he gave her you can tell he's the one who lied as she was perfectly nice. He's just after views. Anyway we'll never know so we shouldn't judge :)
I've loved you since day one!! I don't think you've changed at all and I definitely don't believe any gossip that shady people claim about you. It's okay to feel down and out of it...we are human. It would be weird if we didn't go through all the beautiful emotions we are blessed with. Love you!!!
does anyone know where her plaid shit is from?
shirt* lol
+Andrea Casella i think it's from express I just saw one very similar to hers.
okay thanks I'll check! 😊
+Andrea Casella www.express.com/clothing/women/red-ivory-and-blue-plaid-oversized-shirt/pro/8643945/cat430028
Denisse Hernandez Thanks girl.
You are my fav and always be!!!!!! Please keep being positive cause u have a BIG purpose in life, you are inspiring all of us and who has big purposes has even bigger egos so don't let it speak to you and bring you down. Count your blessing! YOU are amazing girl
Depression is such a real thing. Been dealing with it for about a year now. Man, oh man. Must be tough to be experiencing that AND be an internet personality. It's nice to know that others feel that way, too. Glad you shared.
I wish L'oreal true match worked with my skin! It doesn't have enough coverage for me and my skin is so oily that it just slips off throughout the day even after setting with powder. But this new color you're using is literally your true match! It looks AMAZING!
Thanks for sharing about how you've been feeling lately. I'm new to the TH-cam game and was and continue to be inspired by you. It's kind of refreshing to know that other TH-camrs are going through what I go through at times. It can be very discouraging when I am in a funk to film, and then the cycle begins of feeling out of touch because I'm not filming, which can also discourage me from trying to get back into the swing of things. I know that sounds counter intuitive, but I feel like you may understand. Anyway, thanks for being brave enough to film through it, break when you need to and be open with those of us who are in love with this amazing channel!!
Don't apologise for being in a rut! You deserve a break and time to yourself every now and then. The best part about it is your back and I get to watch your videos again ❤️ plus if I can maintain myself they way you have by 30, I'll be cheering!
Aww I'm so glad you're feeling better, I know the feeling of "sadness" and I also used to listen to "self help" books, which made me feel so much better. Thank you for being open and honest about it. 143
Hey boo! I feel you on keeping everything in and trying to solve/deal with your own issues...I am the same way! It's a Pisces thing and it's so hard for people to understand that you just need space to get "back to normal". Feel better and keep sharing your light! 😘
Nicole, you are such a huge inspiration for me, and whatever you're going through, just know that we support you 100%. Your look is super beautiful in this video and it seriously makes my day so much better whenever I get to watch you! Keep doing you girl!!
on top of lifting yourself up, prayer truly works, asking for help to think more positively. I deal with the same thing, and prayer definitely helps me. Maybe you can try it if you don't already :) I love you Nicole keep your head up!
I'm glad that you are feeling better! We all go through funks and sometimes we just need time to recover. I appreciate the honesty and I'm glad your back! 😎🎀🎈💕
In a funk, depression or the crazy blues I know too well. Glad that you are feeling better. Thanks for sharing!
Just need to give you some love right now. Turning 30 last year suuuuuucked lol. But really I had a huge adjustment in my mind set, I got VERY down and confused and felt lost and like I've wasted my life so far. It's honestly overwhelming BUT truly it gets sooooo much better. 30 is all about inner confidence, finding your real self and not giving NO F'S what anyone thinks about anything. I've found freedom in my thirties so far and I'm enjoying life so much more. I feel like a strong, intelligent and beautiful women that had evening to offer and walks with my head held high at all times. Give yourself a break, it's ok to get down. How could you ever enjoy and appreciate happiness without first experiencing sadness. I love your spirit!
I have the same facial hair problem as Nicole I love that she shared the razor tip! I hate plucking my eye brows by my eye it hurts so much! I support Nicole through what ever you are going through. I am a closed off person as well so I support the fact that you took time off for yourself girl. I love watching your videos! Thank you so much!
What a blessing to see 30 soon! I hope you make it a great birthday for the milestone! Its ok to be in a funk, we all go through it! just remember to do things that you love and before you know it the dark clouds have passed! Hope all is well and safe travels for your trip!
Nicole I love you! Most you tubers these days act the same, like the same stuff and say the same thing. You're different and that's what I love about you! So genuine and stunning! 💗
it honestly makes me so happy watching your vids 😄 it shows what a genuine person you are, and every time I feel like I'm sitting down talking to a friend no matter what video it is. it lifts my spirits so much! good to hear you're pulling out of that funk 💕💕 sending much love your way Nicole!!! 💁 have a good time in LA!
Don't ever be sorry for feeling down ! We are all human and we all have the right to feel however we do! Just remember that you are human and that you have all these people that love you and admire you and look up to you, including me ! 💜💜💜💜
I'm so sorry to hear that you were going through a hard time but I totally understand what you mean I sometimes go through this little ruts and lately I've been feeling like that like I don't want to go out I just want to be home body couch potato but it's really up to us to get out of that I just want you to know that you're not alone it happens to most of us love you Nicole keep doing your thing girl...
Im so glad you are feeling better!!! You are my lift me up during a down time, you make me laugh and smile!! Thank you xxoo
I love how honest you are at the beginning girl!
Oh Nicole!!! So sorry for hearing that you were down!!! I like u so much!!! I was sad for you.... Don't need to worry... Don't say sorry for been bad and away from social medias.. Take your time girl! And whatever you need, you can count on me! Wish you all the best!!!
You deserve to be very happy!!!
Xoxo!!!