Agony - Take Care(full album)
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 8 ก.ย. 2022
- 1. Everything Reminds Me Of You
2. Please Don’t Leave
3. Destroy Me From The Inside Out
4. Fall For You
5. All I Need Is To Feel Like Someone Could Love Me
6. It’s All My Fault
7. One Day
8. I Feel Like I’ve Been Shot In The Stomach
9. Think Of Me Once In A While, Take Care
I painted all day. That's what I do, I'm an artists. Anyway, just when I thought I was finished for the day I came upon this album and I painted some more. I think I might give it another listen and continue.
Today is my birthday. I'm 22, I am tired and stuck in my hometown. My friends have all moved away and each week, month and year that goes by I can feel the distance growing stronger with the only people I've ever felt myself around. I work, I come home and sometimes I dream. I long for company and direction but it all feels so hopeless. It's been years. Not sure what brought me here but it seems we're all having a hard time. Thanks for reading my vent. I hope we all come out okay in the end.
I have lied to everyone my entire life to be liked . and now I realized that no one knows me , not even a little bit . I feel so lonely.
I feel lonely everyday... I cry loudly at night wishing someone to kiss, hug, comfort, me I live with my dad and step mom and I hate my step mom she makes me feel bad about myself.... And I only see my mom every other weekend... Same wth my siblings my siblings are in there 20s so they never have time for me....I just want to be loved man....
Today is my birthday, I'm 22 and sad. Why? My gf dumped me now. We r already 3 years. I feel so empty. I have few friends but I can't vent out my feeling to them I don't have a bro to call upon on. To all of my birthdays I didn't even have a cake ever, my gf is the one who only gave me in my entire life. I love her so much and I can't imagine my life without her. I feel so empty. As Im listening into this music can't help my tears are falling. Telling myself why my life is so miserable. I want to disappear n be forgotten. This kind of music helps me ease my pain. Thank you so much for reading hope we'll be okay sumday..
Hello, my name is Anete or Zane! Im 17 years old soon to be 18, i finshed school and now am learning on how to be a cook. I like to go on walk, when i dont want to be around people, i like the woods and the smell of fresh spring air, i like the the smell of fresh cut grass and the smell after the rain, i love the stars and the moon, even tho when i was smaller i was really scared of the dark, i started to really like the dark and the quiet. I love spending my time with people i mostly love, and that would be my little brother and my best friend Caroline, they both one of the best people i ever meet, even tho sometimes we fight and annoy the heck out of me, i still love and cherish them. I love daydreaming, even tho i do it to much, i love it because it makes my thought get a little quiet for a bit, i can fantasies about the things that i love the most. I love music, music now i just like a therapy session where i can just stay quite and be in my daydream, even tho my thoughts sometimes get a little louder than the music, i still can enjoy it a little. I like soft things, the sensation just makes me feel safe and warm. I like sunflowers, i think they are mostly not everyones choice, but its for me, they beautiful, sunny and it makes me happy. I like movies and books, mostly fantasy and adventure ones. I like fantasy. I never have been in a serious relationship, even tho i try hard to get one, but im also scared. Im scared of tight spaces and im scared of big spider, but i can hold them if i would want to, i just dont like when they crawl up my arm. Im scared a little of heights, bc whenever i am somewhere to high, my legs start to wobble and i start to feel dizzy, but i also love the adrenaline that comes from it. I love animals, especially cats,dogs, frogs, rats, any bird. I would travel if it wouldn't meant for money and my diabetes. I have undiagnosed anxiety, but diagnosed Depression. My mental health started to go down when i was only 12, i would feel mostly really unhappy or be really sensitive. I really didnt have the best childhood, mostly it was just my parents blaming me, but i tried my best to be a daughter that tbey would want. I appreciate them, but they really never were for me like parents. I really one day someone will like me the way i am, i hope pne day i will be in someones eyes a Lover. I hope someday i will be enough for people to accept me.
hey Vince. its been 9 months since you passed. and during those 9 months, I have gone through absolute hell. I miss you so much. I miss your voice, your laugh, i miss you calling me. I genuinely don’t know what to do at this point. I have done literally everything I could. I have written many songs about it, gone to therapy, got put on meds, I have done every trick in the book. And I’m still left with the absolute soul crushing feeling of not having you here. I really hope you’re safe and protected up there, I miss you so much. I truly do. I don’t know how I will continue to go on without you, but I will try my absolute best. I love you and I’m sorry for everything. Forever young.🤍🕊️
I wish I could just be better. It's so hard. I do what I'm supposed to; I turn in my assignments, I socialize, I even stopped smoking. I've been clean for 2 months and nothing has changed. I always end up right back where I started. Why can't I just be better?
sometimes i feel like im destined to be alone like im supposed to never find anyone to share anything special with. never to hold hands. never to kiss. never to fall in love and hope to get married. and thats okay.... but sometimes i wish i was able to be desirable to other people. i know that the loneliness i feel is portayed to others and it scares them away. but i dont know why im sad sometimes....i just am. id like to imagine that if i wanted someone to know how i felt everyday id send them your album. its devastatingly beautiful. thank you for creating this
Currently going through a rough break up. I feel like it's underestimated how painful break ups are, I literally think about throwing myself off a building a few times a day. Well I just wanted to say that I never connected with an album to this extent. Every song feels how I feel, the lyrics describe the thoughts that are constantly going through my mind. Thank you for this, I'm glad I discovered it.
Not even sleep can fix this type of tired.
It's been 3 years and I seem to have finally recovered. Hold tight boys and girls, eventually this feeling ends and things get better, but you have to be strong and rough it out. Good luck.
I love you, Catherine.
last track is soul crushing
28:53
im 16 and ive been feeling a gut wrenching pain through my whole body especially my heart and throat ever since i was 12 , i dont recognize myself anymore ,i feel distant from everybody even those who seem close, my heart throbs everyday and i just want to get rid of this feeling , i feel that most people here can relate to me and hopefully one day we can be contenet with ourselves
He was my first love. We were immature teens in a small town and I was an undiagnosed borderline. We fuked everything up. After 4-5 years of no contact he died. Listening to this makes me feel like he sees me. Incredible album.
I'm going through a divorce. I never thought life would do to me what it did. I never knew how adults could be so cruel, until life made me choose between my own happiness or the happiness of the person I loved the most. I never knew how adults could end up so desperate for an escape they would resort to drugs, sex, suicide, alcohol, anything to take the pain away, until I realized I had grown up to be what I hated. I am uncomfortable in my skin and I feel a guilt for my existence. Its not fair that it didn't work out, it's not fair we got engaged at 19 and grew up into two different people. This album captures what I feel in a way my own thoughts cant. If god were real, time is proof he is a man. Only a man could keep his pace, never stopping or slowing, when his children are being left behind. When his children are begging to go back, to rest, to wait. But he doesn't even look back, time keeps going and leaves you right where you are. I am so far behind I feel lost, I don't know which direction to turn.
I really like this record. It's completely raw and visceral, portraying love, lost, pain, agony in a very relatable way.
i am writing this at 6 am i couldn't sleep i am so tired. i hate my life. i hate my behaviour, my addictions, my situation. i've been alone for the past 3 years w very lil social interaction here and there. i try to cope w addictions but i fall back to the same place. i always feel this emptiness and dread in my heart that i can't get rid of since so long. My dad is disappointed in me that i didn't study enough to get into college for free. he's been yelling at me for 3 days and i haven't bothered. i don't react to anything anymore i just let life push me wherever cuz i am tired. i am done. i realized i have nothing in my control as i thought i feel so powerless so i gave up i started indulging in a life full of escapism where none of it makes me happy but it makes me sane enough to keep going. I am not happy ab my life i am wasting my youth for nothing. home rotting alone. Alone, bothered, angry and hurt. I hate myself for falling for my habits yet I don’t resist it. My dreams are dead. I wasn’t born lucky or fortunate enough to have the wealth or the opportunities i need. I wish life could give me a chance. i wish i can take a break from this emptiness and dread. i want to feel happy for once. i want to feel loved.