To any bro reading this, you don't miss her my g, you miss the idea of her, it's okay to feel sad rn, the fact you can feel this pain means what you felt was real, the emotion and pain you endure now is more real than any memory of missing her. Keep your chin up soldier, live for the day and love yourself, in time you will find the right one that you derserve, never give up 🤝
Even though I suck at showing it, I love her more and more everyday. She by far the most amazing and unique person I've ever came across and i'm so happy she's in my life still. I love her so much 😭
hey, to anyone who can relate to this song. i’m so sorry, no one should feel like that. you are not worthless. you are beautiful. you are valid. i love you so much
I know this somehow became a tik tock song but this song is still a banger of emotional music. Ruby's lyrics are actually way to relatable and that's so stupid to say out loud but it's true
Sucks that over the years you lose and meet new people. A constant circle of ups and downs with no real end sight. But with hope, it's made it worth it.
I play this on repeat as well as the hour version this hits in so many ways the only reason I carry on is to make sure my kids make it…. Then I’ll be on my way and i won’t be long Never really felt like I belonged 🙏🙏🙏
Been suffering through painful health issues with no sleep, solution or diagnoses. It’s everything I can do to hold my job down. God I feel these songs to my bone. I’m so grateful for the support from those I love but I can’t exist like this forever. I just want it to go away. God bless you all and I wish you well.
I don’t believe in suicide. But something about this song just hits something in my soul😔😞😔. I’ll be dead by dawn…. Too many meaning but is only one. Great find🤩
Take me home Take me home It's the one place I can rest in peace Turn off my phone So many messages I wish I could just delete Questioning my existence Questioning my decisions Burning down all the bridges Dig a moat Now I'm finished Sorry don't want you to visit, no, no One last pic and I'll be gone Make it count Put the flash on Never really felt like I belonged So I'll be on my way And I won't be long I'll be dead by dawn I'll be dead by dawn I'll be dead by dawn I'll be dead by dawn Scrolling through my texts Shit I left unread Never tryna deal with it There's bliss up in my ignorance 10 dope dealers Ex want me to see her Can't trust her Don't believe her Reply turn into a needle, yeah Don't wanna do it again Got shit I'm not tryna relive Head fucked up and I'm sick These old habits will kill me quick Quicker than I can blink Quicker than I can think Lift me up Don't want sink Pour me up I need a drink What the fuck do I do when sabotage is all I know? Oh, I done dug myself my own grave in this hole, oh no, whoa Kill me slow, slow Curtains close slow Fuck, I don't see what's the point of going on, no
I was just listening to this until i heard "I'll be dead by dawn" i somehow heard that before i ever knew this song existed- also to all those who are hanging on to live right now dont give up im sure everything will get better soon c: Edit: i just want to spread a bit of positvity here
I still miss you a lot, I know you don’t want me but just know I’ll always be here for you if you ever need me. Thank you for all the good memories and happiness you brought me. I will never forget how good you were to me so thank you…
Listen here, if you wanna die, go ahead. But don't you think it's a waste of life? You should be happy to be alive, love yourself. I hope you have a great day.
Hey You Yes You Dont Commit Suicide Because You Know The Pain When Its Passed Down And Do You Want To Hurt Your S/O If You Dont Have One You’ll Find One Trust Me Even Though I’m A Stranger I Still Care For You And Please Dont Commit! “There Is Always Light At The End Of A Dark Tunnel Now Go Get Some Water Before You Drink It Take A Deep Breath Cmon Its Alright Now Breath In And Now Breath Out See? It Helps But You Dont Know That Now Drink The Water WAIT before You Get The Water Off Your Lips You See Their Shining Like You! Even Though Its Just A Bit Of Shine Its Still Worthy! Again Please Dont Commit And The Water One I Dont Own it Now Stop Having Suicidal Thoughts And Relax It Will Be Better ~I hope that helps/helped!~
I'm not sad, or anything like that, I just honestly like the song, and I see all these comments about being depressed, sad, or wanting to end it all...I know a lot of people maybe feel no one understands them, yes we do, we want the best for you, I have no clue who will or is reading this, if anyone will heh, but just know you may not know it, but someone wants you to be safe, and wants you to get better, and maybe that will help you, because no one is ever truly alone, loneliness is a myth, the truth is what people don't want to accept, and denial is the first step to a better path if you can get over that denial, life is truly a requiem of emotions, if we didn't have sad emotions, the happy moments wouldn't be the same, so please. I wish you the best in life. You all are the reason the world is amazing, because without you, I wouldn't be who I am, I once was suicidal after my mothers death, but I got help from people I didn't even know, and that's how I made friends & saved myself from suicide, and I know there are many situations, but I will say, life will go on even if you don't want it to, so go chase it & capture it! I am not therapist, no genius on emotions, but I think anyone who has felt emotions can help another person with the human condition, if not, then I really don't know. Now this is a very mixed message, but what my main point is there is many alternatives to a mistake of living a life of depression, sadness, or suicidal tendencies. We all take time with recovery, and anyone who reads this, I truly appreciate you for reading this, maybe it will help you, not sure. Have a wondrous day, night, morning. PS: *I am no expert, so please if you really need help, reach out to a doctor, family ( if you can ), and/or therapist. And if you are at the brink of offing yourself, call the national suicide hotline, or anything relating to that.*
Leve-me para casa Leve-me para casa, é o único lugar onde posso descansar em paz Desligue meu telefone Tantas mensagens que eu queria poder apagar Questionando minha existência ('istência) Questionando minhas decisões ('cisões) Queimando todas as pontes (pontes) Cave um fosso, agora estou acabado Desculpe, não quero que você me visite, não Ninguém Última foto e eu irei embora Faça valer a pena, ligue o flash Nunca realmente me senti como se pertencesse Então eu estarei no meu caminho E eu não vou demorar (demorar, demorar) Eu estarei morto ao amanhecer Eu estarei morto ao amanhecer Eu estarei morto ao amanhecer Eu estarei morto ao amanhecer (ao amanhecer, ao amanhecer, ao amanhecer...) Rolando pelos meus textos Merda que deixei sem ler Nunca tentando lidar com isso Há felicidade na minha ignorância Dez traficantes (traficantes) Ex quer que eu a veja (a veja) Não posso confiar nela, não acredito nela Resposta se transforma em uma agulha, sim Não quero fazer isso de novo (fazer de novo) Tenho merda que não estou tentando reviver (reviver) Cabeça fodida e estou doente Esses velhos hábitos vão me matar rápido Mais rápido do que eu posso piscar (piscar, piscar, piscar...) Mais rápido do que eu posso pensar (pensar, pensar, pensar...) Levante-me, não quero afundar Sirva-me, preciso de uma bebida O que diabos eu faço quando sabotagem é tudo que eu sei? Oh , eu cavei minha própria cova neste buraco, whoa Mate-me devagar, devagar Cortinas fecham baixo Porra, eu não vejo qual é o sentido de continuar Não (não, não, não, não, não, não...)
I remember listening to this and not really getting the song. I just found it again on tiktok and decided to come back. It sucks when you actually can relate to it but you are only 13 and have been abused for half of your life (my dad, he's not around any more so im fine) and are no longer alowed to see a therapist because your mom says all you do is lie. Now im a parent figure to all 3 of my very little siblings. Fuck this shit.
It’s so late like 4 am but every night my body gets so tired and sleepy but my mind keeps me up so I don’t have to deal with tomorrows problems I just keep smoking I’m in an endless loop of suffering all alone fuck this place man
My names max, I’m 15 years old. I never met my dad because he was an abusive heroin addict and he used to beat my mom when she was pregnant with me. He left the day after I was born and I always had behavioral problems and socializing problems growing up. I was always alone and ostracized and everyone treated me like garbage including my family. In September of 2021 I met a beautiful girl who I fell in love with but lost due to a fight because I wasn’t used to anyone caring so I didn’t know how to handle my emotions with her so I broke it off. I later patched things up with her months later and she was always my love interest and best friend but recently she turned into a whole different person and we both changed for the worst. I’ve been diagnosed with bipolar 1 and severe depression and as I’m writing this it’s 2 am on a school night. I lost all my friends, I have no family that cares about me nor do I care about them, I’m currently losing that girl because she told me she liked me more when we first met and she doesn’t know if she likes me anymore so I truly have no one. My life has been nothing but a struggle and I learned nothing in my life is worth living anymore. I’m holding on to what I don’t even have and I’m so alone. I have nothing to live for anymore and April 8 of 2022 my only friend Stanislav Tarsenko commit suicide also. I’m so sick of being happy for 15 minutes and then fake smiling In front of people just to go home and cry until my eyes burn. There’s only 1 option left for me at this point and I’m not waiting anymore for things to turn around. I don’t know what to do anymore so I’ll just end it here, as I think you can imagine where I’m going with this so I’ll cut it short. Goodbye.
Keep ya head up young king life will change for the better once you get out of highschool I promise it’ll get better bro just wait things out and do your best and god will grant you the life you want I wish you good luck in this adventure called life BE HAPPY🖤 god gave me and you life for a reason man go be great🤜
![$uicideboy$ - 122 days (slowed + reverb) [432Hz]](/img/n.gif)
The fact that we aren't even suprised by awful people anymore, but by amazing people
you’re on a whole nother dimension my friend you right
This hit bro
Big facts my guy 🗣🗣🗣🗣
to be honest awful people are also pretty rare
damn never thought about that
this right here.. this hits different :(
To any bro reading this, you don't miss her my g, you miss the idea of her, it's okay to feel sad rn, the fact you can feel this pain means what you felt was real, the emotion and pain you endure now is more real than any memory of missing her. Keep your chin up soldier, live for the day and love yourself, in time you will find the right one that you derserve, never give up 🤝
❤ Alpha shit
Thx my bro❤
🤝
Not depressed just want to vibe to sad music, and I never think of suicide cause Ik God got something coming for me.
Facts amen 🙏🏼
yeah right…😂😂
@@Yea___ that's not funny brother 👎
dang i wish the 1.20m people that atttempted in 2020 alone had a plan from god
Amen brother
1:01
Legit what I can here for
I be dead by dawn💔
thank you :)
thanks, you are my hero hahahahah
thanks! :')
0:55 i love it
You're pretty 😊
@@xixx19 Ty
@@xixx19How the shit do you know if she's pretty? They don't even have a video or photo? Fuckin weirdo
Still miss her….but life goes on ❤️
WHat happened
Same, shit is hard
Live goes 🧅🧅🧅🧅
same, this hurt
Same man
Even though I suck at showing it, I love her more and more everyday. She by far the most amazing and unique person I've ever came across and i'm so happy she's in my life still. I love her so much 😭
The tired that sleep can't fix
Masterbation
I miss the old me when shit was simple and when I was actually enough but that shit faded
Everyone is too about themselves these days. Stay yourself and serve the lord. There is a reason he is the most hated and rebuked.
Same… I’ll never be enough.
hey, to anyone who can relate to this song. i’m so sorry, no one should feel like that. you are not worthless. you are beautiful. you are valid. i love you so much
I’m super sebdsted and depressed this comment may have saved my life’❤️
@@eaglelord7291
@@kalpoze2221 much love 💯💯
@noah it's nice to know people still care for each other, much love ❤️
@@raistlinsmith8294 thank you much love to you too
0:56
Im not suicidal or depressed or anything im here because the start of the song reminds me of the last days before my grandpa died from cancer
Hope your doing good. He’ll Rest In Peace. ❤️
im not suicidal or depressed i just like daycore
seethe + cope + stay mad + who asked + you fell off + L
Rip 💜
There's alot of people trying to say deep shit and it's bringing my smile down
I know this somehow became a tik tock song but this song is still a banger of emotional music. Ruby's lyrics are actually way to relatable and that's so stupid to say out loud but it's true
Lost My Father To Suicide & It kills me knowing he felt like this 😭😔 I couldn't save him when he needed me the most...R.I.P Dad.. this song is for you
Be safe soldier..
Damn man I feel you I lost my mom to suicide Im here for you my brother
Oi dont be sad lad be strong brotha
Lost my girl that I had been with for 7 years like this just keep pushing man.
What A Saveeeee
Sucks that over the years you lose and meet new people. A constant circle of ups and downs with no real end sight. But with hope, it's made it worth it.
Essa música tem uma vibe tão boa mds, sonho em dançar ela na chuva
Sonho eu ouvi-la num campo aberto a noite, só com a lua e um par de estrelas
Mó drip kk
Isso não é música pra dançar e sim pra quem é depressivo.
@@sinopenop2738eu estou fazendo isso no meu quintal, olhando pro céu, está bem estrelado
Being depressed is a whole diff level when you have deadly things around you 😞
I play this on repeat as well as the hour version this hits in so many ways the only reason I carry on is to make sure my kids make it…. Then I’ll be on my way and i won’t be long
Never really felt like I belonged 🙏🙏🙏
We all have a place bro 😎 real talk
I remeber this song used to stick around in 2021 in tiktok it just give me gta5 online memories
I believe in you
Same )-:
Been suffering through painful health issues with no sleep, solution or diagnoses. It’s everything I can do to hold my job down. God I feel these songs to my bone. I’m so grateful for the support from those I love but I can’t exist like this forever. I just want it to go away.
God bless you all and I wish you well.
I ain't even suicidal man, I'm just sad rn
I’m both.
@@marsscars1641 sad times
I just like the song I’m not sad
@@werse_ok same
Same,i listen to this every day bc i am always sad
this completed my life
The fact I can relate to every sad song I listen to is a very bad thing
I don’t believe in suicide. But something about this song just hits something in my soul😔😞😔. I’ll be dead by dawn…. Too many meaning but is only one. Great find🤩
You don’t believe in suicide..? Do you think people just pretend to Jill themselves 💀
you dont believe in it?
Personally!!! To each it’s own. What you believe in is your business. But me PERSONALLY I don’t get it nor want to do it! 🙃 but I love this song
@@Mr-eo6rs OH! i thought you meant you didn't believe that people do it and think it
This reminds me of early highschool years, lonely and sad. I guess it's what every guy goes through.
Same
Same ever since middle school all the way to college
Same
I'm not depressed, I'm just sad, and wanting to be dead but I don't have the guts to end it😔✌🏾
This..
shit i do peace 😔✌
Quit crying around like a damn baby and get over it bro. Bro tf up and live
Same😔✌
@@peytonsansom 😐 I cant tell if you were trying to be mean or smth-
This song triggers me in so many traumatic ways it’s hard to listen to without breaking down but it’s still such a good song so it’s a literal trap 😔
my favorite song ..(:
set the speed to 0.75. it’s amazing
But I came for it to be slowed;-;
Amazon Box yeah that slows it even more tho
0.25 🤟
q wea estai hablando JSHSKSK
Thank youu Its really amazing
I love this 2 legends $uicideBoy$
Man I'm not even sad. Im just vibing while imagining being on the top of a fucking pyramid while it's raining ..
You have the mind of a poet. Pursue it. That is sublime
Take me home
Take me home
It's the one place I can rest in peace
Turn off my phone
So many messages I wish I could just delete
Questioning my existence
Questioning my decisions
Burning down all the bridges
Dig a moat
Now I'm finished
Sorry don't want you to visit, no, no
One last pic and I'll be gone
Make it count
Put the flash on
Never really felt like I belonged
So I'll be on my way
And I won't be long
I'll be dead by dawn
I'll be dead by dawn
I'll be dead by dawn
I'll be dead by dawn
Scrolling through my texts
Shit I left unread
Never tryna deal with it
There's bliss up in my ignorance
10 dope dealers
Ex want me to see her
Can't trust her
Don't believe her
Reply turn into a needle, yeah
Don't wanna do it again
Got shit I'm not tryna relive
Head fucked up and I'm sick
These old habits will kill me quick
Quicker than I can blink
Quicker than I can think
Lift me up
Don't want sink
Pour me up
I need a drink
What the fuck do I do when sabotage is all I know?
Oh, I done dug myself my own grave in this hole, oh no, whoa
Kill me slow, slow
Curtains close slow
Fuck, I don't see what's the point of going on, no
This helped me
I was just listening to this until i heard "I'll be dead by dawn" i somehow heard that before i ever knew this song existed- also to all those who are hanging on to live right now dont give up im sure everything will get better soon c:
Edit: i just want to spread a bit of positvity here
The sad things is juat that everyone juat found out abt that song this month😔
@@salty4505 known this song since the day it came out 😃👍
Scrims voice sounds so good man 🔥
I still miss you a lot, I know you don’t want me but just know I’ll always be here for you if you ever need me. Thank you for all the good memories and happiness you brought me. I will never forget how good you were to me so thank you…
our generation is js a bunch of suicidal kids telling each other suidide isnt it
facts
As a suicidal person I can confirm 💀
@@SaikiVibes bruh
@@SaikiVibes same :c
@@SaikiVibes nobody gives a shit about your e-begging depression
Aint depressed no more, But this song is always a vibe, Sad or not.
I miss him so much 😭😭😭😭😭
The 2020 vibes on this is insane
I wanna go back
Just to feel
This song Sounds like heaven❤️
youre right xd
love it
I wish i could just end it...i don't even want to be here anymore...don't want to feel anymore.
0:56 that no hits hard af :(
This song makes me think
This song doesn’t make me feel sad, its just a good fucking song😂
Realmente, pero si te pones a pensar en cosas tristes si lo es
Master piece.
I love this 🥰🥰
This is much more depressing than the original but is so beautiful
I feel my mental health deteriorating more and more by the day
Same😢
i love this song
This songs is basically my life
Listen here, if you wanna die, go ahead. But don't you think it's a waste of life? You should be happy to be alive, love yourself. I hope you have a great day.
I ONLY LOVE MYSELF🗣💯
Why is this era of people and music so depressed 90s was about having a good time and chilling now it’s sorrow and despair
♡w♡ thank you for this
I'm not sad yo, this music rocks
i love this
I'll be dead by dawn.....
Please no!
Aren’t we all dead
@@werse_ok what do you mean by that
@@wow1228 honestly don’t know thought it sounded cool
@@werse_ok 😂😭
My favourite song 😮💨
Ruby’s verse sounds like if shaquille O’Neal was rapping
Isso não é música, é um sentimento.
Just missing big bro in heaven 😞
Trying to get out of my player phase🙌🏻😔
Player?
POV: Ur in a quiet dark room by yourself listening to this as you hear the fan blowing.
Can relate
Will be later 🥀
We all yearn for God
>:)
use me as a replay button
0:00
;) thank me later
0:01
bruh i can just loop it
@@zanethomeczek8668 now this guy spittin fax
I miss her so much
Hey
You
Yes
You
Dont
Commit
Suicide
Because
You
Know
The
Pain
When
Its
Passed
Down
And
Do
You
Want
To
Hurt
Your
S/O
If
You
Dont
Have
One
You’ll
Find
One
Trust
Me
Even
Though
I’m
A
Stranger
I
Still
Care
For
You
And
Please
Dont
Commit!
“There
Is
Always
Light
At
The
End
Of
A
Dark
Tunnel
Now
Go
Get
Some
Water
Before
You
Drink
It
Take
A
Deep
Breath
Cmon
Its
Alright
Now
Breath
In
And
Now
Breath
Out
See?
It
Helps
But
You
Dont
Know
That
Now
Drink
The
Water
WAIT
before
You
Get
The
Water
Off
Your
Lips
You
See
Their
Shining
Like
You!
Even
Though
Its
Just
A
Bit
Of
Shine
Its
Still
Worthy!
Again
Please
Dont
Commit
And
The
Water
One
I
Dont
Own it
Now
Stop
Having
Suicidal
Thoughts
And
Relax
It
Will
Be
Better
~I hope that helps/helped!~
thank you brother
I'm not sad, or anything like that, I just honestly like the song, and I see all these comments about being depressed, sad, or wanting to end it all...I know a lot of people maybe feel no one understands them, yes we do, we want the best for you, I have no clue who will or is reading this, if anyone will heh, but just know you may not know it, but someone wants you to be safe, and wants you to get better, and maybe that will help you, because no one is ever truly alone, loneliness is a myth, the truth is what people don't want to accept, and denial is the first step to a better path if you can get over that denial, life is truly a requiem of emotions, if we didn't have sad emotions, the happy moments wouldn't be the same, so please. I wish you the best in life. You all are the reason the world is amazing, because without you, I wouldn't be who I am, I once was suicidal after my mothers death, but I got help from people I didn't even know, and that's how I made friends & saved myself from suicide, and I know there are many situations, but I will say, life will go on even if you don't want it to, so go chase it & capture it! I am not therapist, no genius on emotions, but I think anyone who has felt emotions can help another person with the human condition, if not, then I really don't know. Now this is a very mixed message, but what my main point is there is many alternatives to a mistake of living a life of depression, sadness, or suicidal tendencies. We all take time with recovery, and anyone who reads this, I truly appreciate you for reading this, maybe it will help you, not sure. Have a wondrous day, night, morning.
PS: *I am no expert, so please if you really need help, reach out to a doctor, family ( if you can ), and/or therapist. And if you are at the brink of offing yourself, call the national suicide hotline, or anything relating to that.*
when the "clown" shoulder patted the dude
Anyone else crying?
me 😞✌️
0:59 🔥
One last pic and I’ll be gone…
Hits hard.
Im not suprised about the fake friends im suprised about the loyal ones
pain hurts.
Me encantó 😍😍😍😍😍
This hit when mentally you at a low
Perfect
Not sad at all just love the vocals and the words
00:58 best part boys and girls :^
Welcome to the comments section, we've got :
-Sad people
-Actually suicidal people
-People who think it's quirky to bully and insult suicidal people
Leve-me para casa
Leve-me para casa, é o único lugar onde posso descansar em paz
Desligue meu telefone
Tantas mensagens que eu queria poder apagar
Questionando minha existência ('istência)
Questionando minhas decisões ('cisões)
Queimando todas as pontes (pontes)
Cave um fosso, agora estou acabado
Desculpe, não quero que você me visite, não
Ninguém
Última foto e eu irei embora
Faça valer a pena, ligue o flash
Nunca realmente me senti como se pertencesse
Então eu estarei no meu caminho
E eu não vou demorar (demorar, demorar)
Eu estarei morto ao amanhecer
Eu estarei morto ao amanhecer
Eu estarei morto ao amanhecer
Eu estarei morto ao amanhecer (ao amanhecer, ao amanhecer, ao amanhecer...)
Rolando pelos meus textos
Merda que deixei sem ler
Nunca tentando lidar com isso
Há felicidade na minha ignorância
Dez traficantes (traficantes)
Ex quer que eu a veja (a veja)
Não posso confiar nela, não acredito nela
Resposta se transforma em uma agulha, sim
Não quero fazer isso de novo (fazer de novo)
Tenho merda que não estou tentando reviver (reviver)
Cabeça fodida e estou doente
Esses velhos hábitos vão me matar rápido
Mais rápido do que eu posso piscar (piscar, piscar, piscar...)
Mais rápido do que eu posso pensar (pensar, pensar, pensar...)
Levante-me, não quero afundar
Sirva-me, preciso de uma bebida
O que diabos eu faço quando sabotagem é tudo que eu sei? Oh
, eu cavei minha própria cova neste buraco, whoa
Mate-me devagar, devagar
Cortinas fecham baixo
Porra, eu não vejo qual é o sentido de continuar
Não (não, não, não, não, não, não...)
Obrigado por isso
I remember listening to this and not really getting the song. I just found it again on tiktok and decided to come back. It sucks when you actually can relate to it but you are only 13 and have been abused for half of your life (my dad, he's not around any more so im fine) and are no longer alowed to see a therapist because your mom says all you do is lie. Now im a parent figure to all 3 of my very little siblings. Fuck this shit.
It’s so late like 4 am but every night my body gets so tired and sleepy but my mind keeps me up so I don’t have to deal with tomorrows problems I just keep smoking I’m in an endless loop of suffering all alone fuck this place man
0:56 slaps
Listening to this slowed version on .25 speed really touching my soul 😔
One last pic and ill be gone... 😢😭
0:55 the best
I am not suicidal I just like this song
Still miss him….but life goes tf on 🤎😥
My names max, I’m 15 years old. I never met my dad because he was an abusive heroin addict and he used to beat my mom when she was pregnant with me. He left the day after I was born and I always had behavioral problems and socializing problems growing up. I was always alone and ostracized and everyone treated me like garbage including my family. In September of 2021 I met a beautiful girl who I fell in love with but lost due to a fight because I wasn’t used to anyone caring so I didn’t know how to handle my emotions with her so I broke it off. I later patched things up with her months later and she was always my love interest and best friend but recently she turned into a whole different person and we both changed for the worst. I’ve been diagnosed with bipolar 1 and severe depression and as I’m writing this it’s 2 am on a school night. I lost all my friends, I have no family that cares about me nor do I care about them, I’m currently losing that girl because she told me she liked me more when we first met and she doesn’t know if she likes me anymore so I truly have no one. My life has been nothing but a struggle and I learned nothing in my life is worth living anymore. I’m holding on to what I don’t even have and I’m so alone. I have nothing to live for anymore and April 8 of 2022 my only friend Stanislav Tarsenko commit suicide also. I’m so sick of being happy for 15 minutes and then fake smiling In front of people just to go home and cry until my eyes burn. There’s only 1 option left for me at this point and I’m not waiting anymore for things to turn around. I don’t know what to do anymore so I’ll just end it here, as I think you can imagine where I’m going with this so I’ll cut it short. Goodbye.
Keep ya head up young king life will change for the better once you get out of highschool I promise it’ll get better bro just wait things out and do your best and god will grant you the life you want I wish you good luck in this adventure called life BE HAPPY🖤 god gave me and you life for a reason man go be great🤜
listen to it with thunder and rain sound effects in the background
Everyone depressed about a girl when I'm just contemplating my existence I'm not sure which is worse.
RIP Taj RIP Kourt RIP Dej
tired of living but i cant end it theres too many people that love me
0:54 wow
This makes me want to do something… I’ll hold onto this one.
1:01 ❤
“Hey you, yes you.
Everything is going to be okay.
I love you ❤️🙃”
honestly, everytime i visit a sad sad song while im not sad, i see a lot of depressing comments and i try to find some who just likes the song