Kyle Schawingen no need to be rude it's just this video portrays a (likely abusive) relationship. And if you say that relationship is just like your life is just a little fucked
Draco malfoy, cheryl blossom, severus snape, Dabi and !!!! many others!!!! who didnt deserve what they got edit: i put the people I thought of off the top of my head, stop replying to me telling me about a bunch of villains, it's been a year I don't fucking care.
I’LL BE GOOD LYRICS [Verse 1] I thought I saw the devil this morning Looking in the mirror Drop of rum on my tongue with a warning To help me see myself clearer [Pre-Chorus] I never meant to start a fire I never meant to make you bleed I'll be a better man today [Chorus] I'll be good, I'll be good And I'll love the world like I should I'll be good, I'll be good For all of the times that I never could [Verse 2] My past has tasted bitter for years now so I wield an iron fist Grace is just weakness, or so I've been told I've been cold, I've been merciless [Pre-Chorus] But the blood on my hands scares me to death Maybe I'm waking up today [Chorus] I'll be good, I'll be good And I'll love the world like I should I'll be good, I'll be good (I'll be good, I'll be good) [Bridge] For all of the light that I shut out For all of the innocent things that I doubt For all of the bruises I've caused and the tears For all of the things that I've done All these years, no, yeah For all of the sparks that I stomped out For all of the perfect things that I doubt [Chorus] I'll be good, I'll be good And I'll love the world like I should yeah I'll be good, I'll be good For all of the times I never could For all of the times I never could
I'm leaving this comment here, so everytime someone likes it, I will remember to listen, sing, play this masterpiece again. It talks directly to many people, describes their lives.
Dear me, I'm sorry for hurting you so much I have no idea why I'm doing like this Because it's not your fault For what the world has done to you But I have no idea how to love I have no idea how to treat myself good No one ever teached me I was living from the lies of the past Please forgive me for being like this I hope that I will make you proud one day That you will not depend your happiness on others But that you will only do it by yourself I want you to look up at yourself Be your own example of how it should be You know better then anyone what you deserve Wake up my dear and step out of this spiritual prison Because you deserve to live With love, (Your future) Me. -Indy RA
I am facing something similar and I can't really explain it but I cried reading this. I don't know you but I just want you to know that you are loved and is worthy of love 💜
H0lly P00le i hope you are okay💕 can you please help me ? Im translating this song into my language but i cant understand some parts of it. Im struggling with this part "Yeah, for all of the sparks that I stomped out" can you please tell me what he means? I cant figure it out. What's stomping out mean? Im not fluent in English
SUN 90 For sure! Theres no eaxact meaning put out but what I and most people are getting from that is this: When he says sparks I've stomped out he's refering to the action of putting out a fire. This means to me that the fire represents something good and he's ruined it.
"I never meant to start a fire, i never meant to make you bleed", The revelation that he is wiping the blood from his own nose and not somebody elses shows we need to be good to ourselves and not just others. Take time to listen to your inner voice, no matter how quiet. It will never lie and always tell you why you are feeling what you do, It is our responsibility to act positively to improve the inner self's happiness and safety. We can sometimes be self destructive, when things are going well, to fit in or even to spite others we may put ourselves in comprimising situations that we later have to discuss with ourselves. May you open the door to communicate with yourself and hear what it means, try to permit yourself to feel things and hold back judgement of 'what SHOULD be' and work with 'what is'.
I'd never taught about it... Its the first time I've watched the MV, I always assumed he meant he was sorry for hurting those around him, not that he was hurting himself.... I think I have to treat myself a bit better, thank you for making me realize it, random person on the internet.
Since the day I discovered Jaymes Young's music, it has help me to get through some rough stuff.. I'm not anywhere near to complain' about my life because there's a lot of other people who are going through inexplicable things but still; I thank God for giving me the chance to live another day and ofc I also thank him for giving me such a good taste in music.
071ISDOPE88 It might've sounded like that but what I meant is that sometimes we worry about meaningless stuff.. but that's without saying that every person has gone through different things and such
ghozter1 I have cystic fibrosis and I suffer from depression, and a life expectancy of 50 at best, my best friend is socially insecure and worries about how she looks even though everyone she cares about knows she's gorgeous, her sadness is no less than mine, and mine is no greater than hers, it's alright to complain, it's alright to accept your sadness, everyone has their story, and everyone has their experiences, that's how we grow and learn what we are capable of handling, hang in their buddy, there's always an upside
Brandon summerlin thanks, and I'm sorry to hear that I really hope that one day you guys overcome your illness.. meh my life is not bad like at all but sometimes I get sad over stupid things; but at the same time it helps me alot in a way I can define what's good and bad for me, "I'm sad not because I miss but because it's hard to forget"
Well honestly the illness doesn't feel like a big deal at this point, and like you said, people out there are going through worse, but sometimes it's the little things that get you down, don't ever feel bad about that, and memories are sometimes a difficult thing to get past, hope you're doing alright
My girlfriend had broken up with me and this was the first song I heard after it happened and I realized that I was a terrible boyfriend and that she should have left a long time ago, so now I'm working on being a better person
Props to you for being one of a kind and admitting you were wrong. Most people would just automatically blame the other. Hope your journey goes well in becoming a better person!
We all learn from our past mistakes as long as we readily admit we were wrong, I've done shitty things too and I work on bettering my self everyday but there is one thing i dont know if it was a mistake or not, good jod realizing your mistakes too
Don´t worry, we're all human, we all make mistakes. You are not your past, you've grown so much and I want you to know that I'm very proud of the person you've become. Never doubt your worthiness because you are worthy of love, you deserve all the best. Please stay strong, it'll all be ok.
your words was exactly what i needed to hear. thank you so much it helps me alot. im struggling from regrets and mistakes that i maade from the past and i just can't stop thinking about it and blaming myself so hard. hope i can get out of this cycle one day.
@@deltamisfit3677 A bad action does not imply that you're a bad person. In my opinion, there's always time to repent and grow from what you did no matter what situation that is. You will always be worthy of love and respect as long as you're able to show emotion and have empathy towards others. I believe that a person who commits murder might've lost it at some point, but that doesn't necessarily mean they aren't able to recognise what they've done and then grow from it and rebuild that empathy to become someone better. No one's story is the same, we should accept ours and let the actions we had in the past become part of it. But never let it consumme you, because, no matter what, you're not your actions. Everyone deserves a second chance, I repeat, at the end of the day, you're just a human who is learning to be a better version of themself everyday.
Every time we hurt someone we break our heart a little too, we just don't see it until we're alone and broken cause someone hurt us, then we remember everything we did and want to take it back but we can't. That's why this song matters. To remind us to be good every day and not to make mistakes for which we'll later grieve.
at age 59, it sucks to be me. Just released based on my expertise with advising the miserable and saving the innocent. Released, you can put a ribbon around my misery, i can walk away, untie it and you have done nothing for me..leave me be to the earth.
This song was my company on my dark years. It was posted on my 14th birthday. Here i turned 20 last night and i healed ❤ so for all my fellas out there that are feeling helpless. You're gonna make it ❤ i love you!
Lyrics: I thought I saw the devil, this morning Looking in the mirror, drop of rum on my tongue With the warning to help me see myself clearer I never meant to start a fire, I never meant to make you bleed, I'll be a better man today Refren : I'll be good, I'll be good And I'll love the world, like I should Yeah, I'll be good, I'll be good For all of the times that I never could. My past has tasted bitter for years now, So I wield an iron fist Grace is just weakness Or so I've been told. I've been cold, I've been merciless But the blood on my hands scares me to death Maybe I'm waking up today Refren : I'll be good, I'll be good And I'll love the world, like I should I'll be good, I'll be good I'll be good, I'll be good For all of the light that I shut out For all of the innocent things that I've doubt For all of the bruises that I've caused and the tears For all of the things that I've done all these years Yeah, for all of the sparks that I've stomped out For all of the perfect things that I doubt Refren : I'll be good, I'll be good And I'll love the world, like I should Yeah, I'll be good, I'll be good For all of the times I never could. Ooh oh oh Ooh oh oh For all of the times I never could.
To Love through Wounds & Scars can make us stronger, it makes us grow up. Love can Evolve. Love can be taught. Love can be set Free or burned out. The lesson here is, that True Love will resist, might be different but it'd be still. -"Learning to Love, again. Evolving"
God this is like my anthem. I always feel like a manipulative monster. I open up to people and it just hurts them. It drags them down anytime I express my grief or struggles. It makes me hate that side of myself, and I keep my emotions bottled so I don't hurt the people I love.
Give and take, I'd say. You can take if you give, really It also depends on your friends, it always made me super happy if my friends had enough trust in me to share their struggles, ask them how they feel about it maybe.
For years i was a bad man. A liar, a cheat, a bastard, an asshole. I was the villain of my own story, and countless others in the past. I got clean from the dope and tbe booze 17 years ago and have been trying my hardest to be a better man than i was yesterday's... this song... this song... is a monumental testemant to then and now... Ill be good... for all of the times i never could....
Dear Me, I'm sorry I didn't protect you. I'm sorry you went through that. I'm sorry I made you face it alone. I'm sorry that I made it your burden and didn't let you reach out. You deserved so much better. I deserve better.
I think it's because she's bruised battered and bandanged up. The last thing you want to say to a woman who's taken a severe beating is "you look great love"
1 month ago I almost killed myself... Stupidly I might add. I spent a few days in a psych ward for people who aren't right. After I got released this was the first Jaymes Young song I heard... So now I have these lyrics tatooed on me. Between the army, my divorce, and my kids hating me I just got tired, but this time... I'll be good.
If you attempt suicide, and it doesn't work, just means that's not how your supposed to go, I have a feeling you will be surrounded by all those you love when you pass on into the next life.
It's so sad seeing so many people relate to each others problems. Our generation is so bad that young children can't enjoy their youth. We have so many things to live for. Laugh, cry, fall in love, make a family, give love. But none of us thinks of those things anymore. Cause society and every fucking problem that's caused by the older people's choices effects us. Parents, please give your kid attention. Let the work for once and spend some time with your son to watch some football. Fix your daughter's hair and talk about your day. Don't judge your kids expecting them to open up to you. How can they do that when all u do is accusing them for everything when u can't control your nerves and expecting them to be the best. The best in class, the best in life. Listen. I beg you as a child. Listen
The last parts made me tear up. My parents fight a lot, scream at each other on a daily basis, about 70% of the day they are mad at each other and thus mad at the world surrounding them. And without my brother around, since he left for college a few years ago, it's only me else to be mad at. I try to be calm but anxiety always gets the better of me, I always shake when they're around and I can hear them cursing under their breath. I never do anything right in their eyes. I'm always such a mistake, they're never pleased. I can't wait to get out of here, I wish I could just run away. I do have amazing friends, but I tend not to trust them a lot (paranoia) since I can't even trust my parents not to hurt me. And it all fucks with my brain when they act nice and say that they love me and act nice with each other, I mean, it creeps me out! And then they wonder why I'm not talking to them and why I'm always in my room, or why when they walk in my room uninvited and without knocking, when I'm bawling my eyes out, maybe anxiety attack, maybe I'm getting shit off my chest, they act so much like they care and they wonder what's wrong, what happened. I can't stand them
@@levnuica8863 even if I told you, you wouldn't understand how much I can relate to your life. I do that as well. The crying part?! Yes. Everyday and night when everyone's asleep trying to hide from everyone cause if they see me?! It's my mistake for crying. it's my mistake for not being strong enough. But I tell you it's NOT OUR FAULT, we are teenagers, we need love, I need love and a hug. A shoulder to cry on... I feel so sorry for both of us. My parents aren't the best as well. Always accusing me for being a failure. Please stay strong, I will if you do it as well. If not for you, for your brother. You are lucky he is older than you. Mine is younger and I have to take care of him as well... Stay strong. Its a metter of time till you grow up and u can finally live your life the way you want. Because its YOUR life and YOUR life its out there and not in a house full of pain. Have patient. That's what I always tell myself. I love you, please be safe and I wish both of us the best. If u ever need a stranger to talk to. I'll always be here ❤️
@@kayyys_art2258 Thank you you are really kind. I'm both relieved and really sad there is someone in the same position as me. I'm sorry that your little brother will also have to go through the same treatment, but with you as a sibling I believe it will be easier to bear. I will send you a virtual hug and a pat on the back, because I feel you and it's all I can give you I understand it's not our faults. But the way they treat me has started to rub off on me and I fear becoming the same as them, always mad and everything, judging and never satisfied, you know? It terrifies me. Yes, if you would like to I'm more than open to talk about anything, you could hmu on discord if you have or Instagram (I'll give you my account if you want)
I have no words to describe this song. I cannot describe the feeling it unlocks for me. Literal chills every single time I listen to it. I’m currently in the phase of my life where I think I realized there’s something wrong with the way I’m living. I spend my days in negativity and suicidal thoughts. They started as jokes. But they aren’t. I would never have the guts to actually do it because I’m such a fucking sucker to anyone. I spend my days trying to please everyone else, when I should be happy with myself first. How can I help anyone if I can’t even help myself? I know my faults, i know there are many more, but I know. But they effect me. And I spend almost every conversation I have and action I take into consideration of what type of person I am. What type of person I want to be. I don’t want to care about everyone else’s thoughts on me. I don’t want to judge people so often. I don’t want to think about death so often. I don’t want to get headaches from over thinking so much. I don’t want to spend every second of my life contemplating and calculating my actions. I want to be happy. I want to be positive. Humble, compassionate, confident, agreeable, healthy. Hell I want to be an actor one day. I want to be confident and dramatic in the best way possible surrounded by good people. But I’m not that way and the only way I can be is if I change. And I need to learn there’s nothing wrong with change. I need to learn that I can be who I want to be. None of us will ever achieve our dreams if we’re all unhappy or dead. So keep fighting because one day we will get there.
Yes. You're right. Change isn't easy but it can help... Sometimes I think, that you don't need to know how you are, or how you want to be. It's more about feeling the life with every inch of your body. I really hope, you'll get happy, fellow stranger. Stay save out there.
Please take it from someone who only lived for others. Life still isn't the best but it's better now that I do things for myself, I do things that bring me joy and bring positivity into my life even if I need to say no to someone. Even if its 1 small thing a day or week, do something for just you, it helps
Thomas Vatz please stop hating on people more talented than you, it is people like you that cause people to be mentally unstable. Pack up and leave, it’s 2019 we accept everyone.
Who is the lady in the video. She is gorgeous. It's like looking at a moving painting of a masterpiece. I'm going to paint her. This song is beautiful.
This song reminds me to not be so rude to people. I dont want to get hurt so I dont let people get to know me. And my wall ends up me being rude. I hope this song and ig my comment can help other people fix their wrongs🙂
Yeah lol. This song made me cry because my parents are having a bunch of health issues, and every time I hear this song, it pushes me to be a better person and help them as much as possible before time runs out. It also kept me motivated to keep helping people at school, as well.
Randi Jenkins I recently failed, can't even tell anymore with the system, my second year of HS and my mom, while disappointed, still loves me but she's got some problems and needs all her rest and medication so after all these years I'm standing up, finally taking responsibility, helping her with food, helping with groceries, always mentioning how I love her. It may sound sappy but from failures and music we see things we never thought we would see. I hope everyone out there is also doing their best and if you're having a hard time remember to look back at us. You ain't ever alone, pal.
Randi Jenkins you are spot on with my life, I am making a leap of faith I cried in her arms and told her how scared I was I was in the army as infantry, she had no clue how bad I was hurting she thought I was angry at her but no was just to scared to let her in thanks to this song and reading yours and others comments I know I am not alone in this struggle thank you you and others have given me a chance at keeping my family.......I am in your debt
okay guys the second i saw his face i immediately imagined him as a young remus lupin and the lyrics of this song fit so well with remus' character for some reason but idk im harry potter trash and im making myself really sad
I wanted Jaymes Young to succeed and be ultra famous, yet I also want him to be my secret, something I'd keep all to myself, because he's too much to be appreciated by people, and I fear people won't find him as amazing like the way I see him.
This song is for those of us that have these little moments of clarity, where we know we were “bad” or wrong. When we usually just let our brain ignore it.
Don’t ever worry. There’s a play called wicked you should see, if you haven’t. I freaked out on two TH-camrs during a livestream because they were making people hysterical. Apparently they have a lot of money and know Jordan Peterson, who wrote don’t worry my darling.
15 years ago, I found myself broken, suicidal, strung out, unemployed, and living in an abandoned house. I quite literally found the end of myself. I cried out to Jesus and in a single, radical moment, I was absolutely transformed FOREVER. This song reminds me of that once broken man that I was from drugs and alcohol but the fact that grace changes EVERYTHING. I'm nobody from nowhere with the same story as a billion other people. Thank you, Jesus, you found me. Today, I'm drug and alcohol free, no depression, no suicidal thoughts, no more medication or therapy, two master's degrees, and a beautiful wife and two kids. I don't know about "I'll be good," as I put all my faith and trust in the only one who could ever truly be called "good" -- JESUS. Ok, I'll get off my soapbox. This song just really hits for me. Bless you all.
I am a French teenager and I am 16 years old. I discovered religion during the time of solitude due to Covid-19 (March). Thank you Jesus for loving me and blessing me, thank you, ho lord! Thank you sir for your touching story, I wish you love and happiness to you, your family and friends, Amen French : Jesus Merci monsieur pour votre histoire touchante, je vous souhaite amour et bonheur à vous, votre famille et vos amis, Amen
This video helped me realize that my response to my depression isn't healthy not only to myself but for others. When I have deep depressing thoughts or anxiety I pick at my skin until I bleed. I cut and burn. But one day I was caught with a burn mark on my neck after I rubbed plastic on the surface of my neck until I bled and it left a mark. My mother cried, my brother was frustrated and disappointed, not only that but worried as hell. He told me the pain my mother went through when she lost 3 children after and before my brother was born. And then my father was shocked and hugged me saying I needed to speak. Time went by and my family isn't the most accepting... But I understand... They have all the right to be mad or stressed, even dissapinted to have a mentally ill daughter. But when I saw this, I realized even though I'm harming myself, I also harm those around me. Not only my mental issues but in the past I have physically and mentally hurt my peers, I don't know what came over me. And when the school year ended it was the last grade level before moving schools. At night, I beat myself over it. I told myself, I need to suffer the same pain i made them go through. I was then able to find some of my peers and I said sorry, they said it was alright and to not worry,but I couldn't convince myself. That's another reason why I developed depression. Even now,its been 3 years since then. And I still feel like the pain I've gone through isn't enough to match the pain I put my peers through. But now...I'll be good, and I'll love the world like I should...
Cheers to you! This too shall pass and its a great step to be self aware. Be kind even when the world is unkind to you, cause you might find it returning to you in all the unexpected places : )
I FEEL YOU DONT NEED TO HURT YOURSELF FOR THAT REASON YOU NEED TP PRAISE SOMONE WHO CARES FOR YOU AND WONT STEER YOU IN THAT DIRECTION. PLEASE DPNT HURT CAUSE OF YOUR PEERS KILLING OR HARMING YUR SELF WILL ONLY CAUSE MORE PAIN FOR YOU AND OTHER
my mother doesn't care that I struggle with anything mental or physical. she doesn't care if i cut myself, or even if i kill myself. i hope someday it gets better, i just don't feel it anymore though
tAkinG oVer yOutuBe me too i Guess when I am gone I will remember those stupid days but I know I am not the only one in this world so yeah life sucks for everyone but just know somebody took the time to make you happy we actually should remember the good days and not the bad days but that isn’t possible so if you’re reading this just know there are people Who love you so just care about the people who love you and not people who don’t 💕
Despite it all, it's still you, Be proud of how better a person you want to be! Well, that's what I tell myself. So I hope it helps anyone. This song is amazing it makes me have hope
This song came out this year? Why hasn't this song been played endlessly on the radio or talked about more by people like all the other songs? Songs like that stupid "Anaconda" or whatever desperate attempt Madonna just put out? Man, people both young and old need to learn to appreciate good music.
This song shows so much emotions one can only understand for themselves. I see life and death in my eyes. The song and the video are done with perfection, and i don't think anyone can disagree with that. This had always been one of my favorite songs and still is. It is exactly relatable to me, and to my life. *Inhales* what I'm trying to say is THIS is a masterpiece. Period.
I have no words this is such a beautiful emotional song and video. As someone who suffers with depression this song makes me feel understood and recognized. Mental/emotional pain can hurt just as much physical pain does, sometime even worse.
I’m such a bad person. I think I’m always right and am such a annoying bad friend. It sucks it really does. I try so hard but I just end up disappointing everyone. Why can’t I just be good
You're a human, it's okay we all got our faults and flaws. Either you find people who will accept you as you're or yourself or change the way you live your life
Sorry for you, hope you feel better! Everyone goes through some low points in life, but it'll get better. Although it may not seem like it, it will. I promise.
Life is tough sometimes there's rough holes you need to patch up some bigger than others but when you put it back together life gets better and you feel it
i've heard this song so many times but its funny how i got recommended just after watching a video about how i will be saved by the blood of Jesus, and now the lyrics makes much more sense.
This song reminds me of many "villains", such as Luke Castellan, Bucky Barnes, Natasha Romanov, Ethan Nakamura, Jonathan Morgerstern, Draco Malfoy, Regulus Black, Theodore Nott, Damon Salvatore, Tomura Shigaraki, Itachi Uchiha, Katsuki Bakugo, Reiner Braun, Annie Leonhart, Berthold Hoover, Eren Jaeger, Manjiro Sano, Kazutora Hanemiya, Wei Wuxian...
This song deserves so much more recognition. This song picks me up and tells me to learn from my mistakes, to make myself better. It's unlike anything I've ever heard, being so soothing and carrying such a deep message.
I just founded this song, after 3 years of its release. But it's so touching. I know maybe nobody will read this comment but this song is just amazing! I have to deal with depression and anxiety for a few years now and it's really destroying me from inside. But honestly I don't belive that I'll be good someday. I just want to kill myself but I'm also afraid of this. So I just pretend that I'm okay so everyone thinks that. But this song touches me so much I don't even know why exactly. The lyrics are great, the voice is great, the melody ist great and the message is just amazing. I hope your having a great day. Greatings just from some random human on this planet who wanted to share this message. Maybe somewhere there is somebody who loves you even if I don't belive in this.
I'll be there for you if you need Help. We can Talk. I'm depressed too but i never told anyone about that. You would be the only one who knows. Lets Help each other.
@ROBERTA MARTINS HIPOLITO MANNE omg I just saw your answer today and I just wanted to say Thank you, you're such a nice person and you deserve everything good. Thanks for being there
@@p4rkj0ongs3ong3 that's so nice... I only saw your reply today but I'm so thankful and I belive in you and be there for you, you got this. I'll be there for you too and I appreciate that you took your time to reply to me :)
Hi Jaymes, I really hope you see this comment - I was wondering if I could use your song for a school project ? I'm making a music video and have tried contacting your publisher and your account on Facebook but have had no luck :/ My use of your song would purely be for educational purposes and it would mean the world to me if I could use it as it is my favourite song :) Thanks, Katy
help the girl with some likes she wants james young to sing for her lets support her its just like the song promise i ll be good and help her this could help you as well
So i just discovered a song called moondust and was like damn, this great, who is it by? Of course it's by Jaymes Young! I'll be good is one of the highest played songs on my phone and now my new obsession is by the same artist. This guy has serious talent!
KellyJayneAustralia same but the fitst i heard by him was I'll be good I'm in love with this song tbh I cried the first time I heard it and still do sometimes idk why it has lot of meaning and he dose have serious talent
I am most likely a villain in many lives, I have been hurt and then hurt in return. I struggle with loving myself and, in return, loving others. Hating is much easier... being callous and harsh is second nature. I have fallen away from Christ, but he is the only one who can save me now. I hope he can save me and any who have a similar story.
My depression feels like pieces of my soul floating away so slowly I could probably grab them...but I just watch them float away because what’s the point. Feelings of worthlessness and guilt for not being able to do more for the 2 people I have in my life. Guilt for making everyone around me miserable. Guilt for not pulling myself out of this. Anger towards my mother for allowing me to grow up learning to feel so lonely and hurt. Angry because I push everyone away. Angry because when I fight for a week or two it gets ripped away by something stupid because my mental constitution is just weak.
Emily Dye Don't give up, em! If you want to be stronger, keep working, no matter how hard it is. I know you'll want to die at times. I did too. But when you get out this, you'll be surprised at yourself. If you keep fighting no matter how much you fail, you'll win. I know you can do it. Don't give up!!
Its hard but its just hard to see the truth. Place you hand on your chest, hear the perfect rhythm of your heart. The way it beats like a lullaby. Thats your reason to be a happy because thats your second chance. Your second chance to be a better daughter, a better co-worker, a better person. Even if its hard to see, your influencing people just by being alive. Your part of society and the people your going to change for the better need you. Your depression is just an anchor that you have to fight to throw aboard.
@@anonymouswritingonthewall8249 How old are you and how long was your fight? I would be considered old, and i have fought the worst battle thes last 8 months, and the battle is alone.
I just wanted to say thank you. Your music hits me hard. It really helps me through the day. Your voice and lyrics are amazing. You have so much talent and I appreciate every song I've heard so far. Thank you. Please don't ever stop making music.
This song was and 'Noah Clouds - Love is not enough' was played on that day and they mean so much to me. If you ever lose someone keep going and be happy, its what they would wan't.
I'm 5 years clean as of yestrerday, it's fucking wild. Especially when I still get That Urge to do what I once did. I worked hard and I'm better now, but the thought is still there. I hope I never give in.
I honestly cried my eyes out Listening to this At my school something happened and it made everyone believe I was a bad person to the point where I believed I was a bad person, I hated myself so much to the point where I wanted to kill myself, and even started self harming but, the horrer And pain on my mom's face when she Found out Really made me think. I was in a mental hospital for a week and my mom would stop by every day and bring me some of my favorite food because the food there sucked. I was diagnosed there with anxiety and depression, Then a little bit by a little bit I was diagnosed with OCD and PTSD, ADHD, and what really got to me And put me in shock was the fact that I was diagnosed with autism. It's now a year later and I'm doing way better I'm on meds more happy I've made good friends my grades are good I'm on an IEP ( which if you didnt know is a prgram at school for kids with special needs ) And I have to say coming back to the song still makes me cry realizing what I did to myself and the others around me.
Mona Lisa stay strong. i’ve been struggling with depression since last year and I used to self harm praying for death and my mom found out, she cried .Remember you’re not alone. You’re amazing. I love you💕
Mona Lisa you are a good person. Even I don’t know you, I trust you, I believe in you....I have depression and anxiety (too) all this from school stress....all we have to do is to be together and just be ourselves
I used to avoid people and push everyone away until I met him, he was the person who got me to feel more confident and open up. The first time we ever spent time together was at the mall, and I still have the picture he took of me. It was the first time I really smiled and I havent smiled like that since. We still talk but not like we used to, we split up a week before our 7 month, where i planned and still did bake his favorite cake. I miss him, quite alot.
i know this song has Another meaning but for me it means that there is still hope for me to Feel Good one day and that One day i realise what i am doing to myself
Dear Myself, I know that you didnt wanted to hurt people. I know that you are scared, but you cant keep continue like that. Its not fair for them, and for me. Your inside puppet. You need to be yourself, you need to love yourself just like the way you are. I know that you are a child, and i know that you ve been make a lot of mistakes lately, i know that you are shame of them, but the rage and the fire inside you, need to calm down, you need to breathe, and you need to stop crying, because you need to open your eyes, and see what you are, and who exactly are. I know that you also hurt me, putting me in your most difficult situations, but..im still here for you. Im still for myself. If you love him, understand yourself. Its for the good of both. Love, Dorina..
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"I've been cold, I've been merciless
But the blood on my hands scares me to death"
Damn that's deep
Exactly!
No it is not. Stop quoting random lyrics and acting so high all mighty.
Jatin Sharma what you so pressed for damn lmao let people quote lyrics that means something to them.
Somebody will put you on r/iam14andthisisdeep and that isn't gonna be me
@Jatin Sharma- yo-let people state whatever the hell they want! What the hell has it got to do with you?!
Every once in a while I come across a song that speaks to me directly. This is one of them.
So your someone who most likely was an abusive boyfriend?(guessing from the video)
Gh0sty Things you're a idiot he's saying that this song has a meaning ..... the fuck not an abusive boyfriend fucking dumb ass
Kyle Schawingen you tell them buddy thumbs up to you
Tim Kowal lmao thanks XDDD
Kyle Schawingen no need to be rude it's just this video portrays a (likely abusive) relationship. And if you say that relationship is just like your life is just a little fucked
This has become the national anthem of all the *'villains' who never asked to be*
Ever think heroes don't want to be heroes?
bruh....
Draco malfoy, cheryl blossom, severus snape, Dabi and !!!! many others!!!! who didnt deserve what they got edit: i put the people I thought of off the top of my head, stop replying to me telling me about a bunch of villains, it's been a year I don't fucking care.
For me, it just helps me to not off myself. So I listen to it often
@@vinalycent Sirius Black
I’LL BE GOOD LYRICS
[Verse 1]
I thought I saw the devil this morning
Looking in the mirror
Drop of rum on my tongue with a warning
To help me see myself clearer
[Pre-Chorus]
I never meant to start a fire
I never meant to make you bleed
I'll be a better man today
[Chorus]
I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world like I should
I'll be good, I'll be good
For all of the times that I never could
[Verse 2]
My past has tasted bitter for years now so I wield an iron fist
Grace is just weakness, or so I've been told
I've been cold, I've been merciless
[Pre-Chorus]
But the blood on my hands scares me to death
Maybe I'm waking up today
[Chorus]
I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world like I should
I'll be good, I'll be good
(I'll be good, I'll be good)
[Bridge]
For all of the light that I shut out
For all of the innocent things that I doubt
For all of the bruises I've caused and the tears
For all of the things that I've done
All these years, no, yeah
For all of the sparks that I stomped out
For all of the perfect things that I doubt
[Chorus]
I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world like I should yeah
I'll be good, I'll be good
For all of the times I never could
For all of the times I never could
I scrolled way too deep to find this. Thank you.
Thank you
Thank you you have helped me become a worse human
Thank you dear strange 💖😊
Tysmm 💖
One Whole Year Clean Today From Heroin
I'll be good. for all the times i never could.
I had to loose myself completely to find myself.
Cory Peters keep going down the road of sobriety. It’s dark sometimes but it definitely gets better ❤️
I'm so fucking proud of you. Keep going even when times get hard.
I hope you are better now! Keep going! ❤️
Hope you're doing better. If not, it's okay, there's still time to come back and be better
I hope you are doing well now 💙 💜
I want others to see how amazing Jaymes Young is but at the same time I want him to be my little secret. ;A;
you put it into words!
Nidhi Nair It's so frustrating, Im tempted to show if to my friends and help him get more fans but I don't want anybody else to know about him!
+Emma Swan i feel you
same..
+Emma Swan
First thing i did after i enjoy listening to the song is share the vid as respect for his work
he Deserve it
I'm leaving this comment here, so everytime someone likes it, I will remember to listen, sing, play this masterpiece again. It talks directly to many people, describes their lives.
I always wanted to write this, since some years ago I listen to this song for the first time.
Here's your reminder then haha
There you go
I find this song I forgot this song how
🔥🫶🏼Listen. Again. Do it. Right Now. 🫶🏼🔥
This song makes me feel so vulnerable and alive at the same time
Alessandra literally me
This is a beautiful comment. Just saying.
I’ve been trying to put it in words. Thank you.
I think it's our vulnerability that makes us feel alive.
It's brilliant
Dear me,
I'm sorry for hurting you so much
I have no idea why I'm doing like this
Because it's not your fault
For what the world has done to you
But I have no idea how to love
I have no idea how to treat myself good
No one ever teached me
I was living from the lies of the past
Please forgive me for being like this
I hope that I will make you proud one day
That you will not depend your happiness on others
But that you will only do it by yourself
I want you to look up at yourself
Be your own example of how it should be
You know better then anyone what you deserve
Wake up my dear and step out of this spiritual prison
Because you deserve to live
With love,
(Your future) Me.
-Indy RA
This was so beautiful .... I cried :/
I love your words. They touched me.
Yes
This is so beautiful and real
I am facing something similar and I can't really explain it but I cried reading this. I don't know you but I just want you to know that you are loved and is worthy of love 💜
This song means so much to me. I seriously didnt know how much a song could affect me until I found this song. Thanks Jaymes.
H0lly P00le i hope you are okay💕 can you please help me ? Im translating this song into my language but i cant understand some parts of it. Im struggling with this part "Yeah, for all of the sparks that I stomped out" can you please tell me what he means? I cant figure it out. What's stomping out mean? Im not fluent in English
SUN 90 For sure! Theres no eaxact meaning put out but what I and most people are getting from that is this: When he says sparks I've stomped out he's refering to the action of putting out a fire. This means to me that the fire represents something good and he's ruined it.
H0lly P00le thank youuuuu 😭💜💜💜💜 ly
SUN 90 Of course glad I could help! 💞
almost 1,000 likes
"I never meant to start a fire, i never meant to make you bleed", The revelation that he is wiping the blood from his own nose and not somebody elses shows we need to be good to ourselves and not just others. Take time to listen to your inner voice, no matter how quiet. It will never lie and always tell you why you are feeling what you do, It is our responsibility to act positively to improve the inner self's happiness and safety.
We can sometimes be self destructive, when things are going well, to fit in or even to spite others we may put ourselves in comprimising situations that we later have to discuss with ourselves. May you open the door to communicate with yourself and hear what it means, try to permit yourself to feel things and hold back judgement of 'what SHOULD be' and work with 'what is'.
I'd never taught about it... Its the first time I've watched the MV, I always assumed he meant he was sorry for hurting those around him, not that he was hurting himself....
I think I have to treat myself a bit better, thank you for making me realize it, random person on the internet.
❤❤❤
Since the day I discovered Jaymes Young's music, it has help me to get through some rough stuff.. I'm not anywhere near to complain' about my life because there's a lot of other people who are going through inexplicable things but still; I thank God for giving me the chance to live another day and ofc I also thank him for giving me such a good taste in music.
ghozter1 sayin you can´t be sad cause other people have it harder, is like saying you can´t be happy cause others have it better
071ISDOPE88 It might've sounded like that but what I meant is that sometimes we worry about meaningless stuff.. but that's without saying that every person has gone through different things and such
ghozter1 I have cystic fibrosis and I suffer from depression, and a life expectancy of 50 at best, my best friend is socially insecure and worries about how she looks even though everyone she cares about knows she's gorgeous, her sadness is no less than mine, and mine is no greater than hers, it's alright to complain, it's alright to accept your sadness, everyone has their story, and everyone has their experiences, that's how we grow and learn what we are capable of handling, hang in their buddy, there's always an upside
Brandon summerlin thanks, and I'm sorry to hear that I really hope that one day you guys overcome your illness.. meh my life is not bad like at all but sometimes I get sad over stupid things; but at the same time it helps me alot in a way I can define what's good and bad for me, "I'm sad not because I miss but because it's hard to forget"
Well honestly the illness doesn't feel like a big deal at this point, and like you said, people out there are going through worse, but sometimes it's the little things that get you down, don't ever feel bad about that, and memories are sometimes a difficult thing to get past, hope you're doing alright
My girlfriend had broken up with me and this was the first song I heard after it happened and I realized that I was a terrible boyfriend and that she should have left a long time ago, so now I'm working on being a better person
Props to you for being one of a kind and admitting you were wrong. Most people would just automatically blame the other. Hope your journey goes well in becoming a better person!
We all learn from our past mistakes as long as we readily admit we were wrong, I've done shitty things too and I work on bettering my self everyday but there is one thing i dont know if it was a mistake or not, good jod realizing your mistakes too
We all learn brother, imperfections can make us do anything and better. Be strong and keep moving forward.
Wow kudos to you for owning up when you could've easily blamed her.
good luck! :D
2020 Despite COVID-19 Is someone still listening to this song?. Keep Safe everyone
Well I have Coronavirus but i'm ok
(Don't worry everything is ok and I'm not at the hospital )
And this song is beautiful UwU
Dabi Todoroki I hope you get better always stay strong
yup
I am Jessie yes and this song is so beautifull
Heck yes
Don´t worry, we're all human, we all make mistakes. You are not your past, you've grown so much and I want you to know that I'm very proud of the person you've become. Never doubt your worthiness because you are worthy of love, you deserve all the best. Please stay strong, it'll all be ok.
Whoever you are, I love you. So much.
And if I have become a murderer?
your words was exactly what i needed to hear. thank you so much it helps me alot. im struggling from regrets and mistakes that i maade from the past and i just can't stop thinking about it and blaming myself so hard. hope i can get out of this cycle one day.
@@deltamisfit3677 A bad action does not imply that you're a bad person. In my opinion, there's always time to repent and grow from what you did no matter what situation that is. You will always be worthy of love and respect as long as you're able to show emotion and have empathy towards others. I believe that a person who commits murder might've lost it at some point, but that doesn't necessarily mean they aren't able to recognise what they've done and then grow from it and rebuild that empathy to become someone better. No one's story is the same, we should accept ours and let the actions we had in the past become part of it. But never let it consumme you, because, no matter what, you're not your actions. Everyone deserves a second chance, I repeat, at the end of the day, you're just a human who is learning to be a better version of themself everyday.
@@DGHeina I hope you're doing well, sending lots of love
Every time we hurt someone we break our heart a little too, we just don't see it until we're alone and broken cause someone hurt us, then we remember everything we did and want to take it back but we can't. That's why this song matters. To remind us to be good every day and not to make mistakes for which we'll later grieve.
SO TRUE!!!! Exceptionally well said.
@@jmhknl 💞 It's ok 😁
at age 59, it sucks to be me. Just released based on my expertise with advising the miserable and saving the innocent. Released, you can put a ribbon around my misery, i can walk away, untie it and you have done nothing for me..leave me be to the earth.
Lamija ❤️💜❤️❤️💜❤️💜❤️❤️💜❤️
That's what i am thinking! You wrote this passage like looking my feeling....
someone will find this comment one day
until then,
and even after,
i love you
stay strong
Thank you
Love you too
"Until then" ?
so once someone finds your comment you stop loving?
;-;
@@Justakatto no ahh thats not what i meant...
and holy jesus so many likes
@@Justakatto Maybe, maybe not
This song was my company on my dark years. It was posted on my 14th birthday. Here i turned 20 last night and i healed ❤ so for all my fellas out there that are feeling helpless. You're gonna make it ❤ i love you!
stay blessed 🙌
@@gikukoshy thank you🤍!
Hope your doing well
This song makes me feel a way I just can't explain. The only other song to make me feel this way is 'With handfuls of dust' by Noah Clouds.
So true
so true
yep
thanks I true
thank you really much for making me discover a new musician.
Lyrics:
I thought I saw the devil, this morning
Looking in the mirror, drop of rum on my tongue
With the warning to help me see myself clearer
I never meant to start a fire,
I never meant to make you bleed,
I'll be a better man today
Refren :
I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world, like I should
Yeah, I'll be good, I'll be good
For all of the times that I never could.
My past has tasted bitter for years now,
So I wield an iron fist
Grace is just weakness
Or so I've been told.
I've been cold, I've been merciless
But the blood on my hands scares me to death
Maybe I'm waking up today
Refren :
I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world, like I should
I'll be good, I'll be good
I'll be good, I'll be good
For all of the light that I shut out
For all of the innocent things that I've doubt
For all of the bruises that I've caused and the tears
For all of the things that I've done all these years
Yeah, for all of the sparks that I've stomped out
For all of the perfect things that I doubt
Refren :
I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world, like I should
Yeah, I'll be good, I'll be good
For all of the times I never could.
Ooh oh oh
Ooh oh oh
For all of the times I never could.
I'll be good for all the times i never could
merci 😍
Gracias 🙏
Dziękuję
Thank chu! 😂💖
Underrated.
4 million views
+Terrence Smith yup
+Terrence Smith some really ass songs get hundred times that.
Jy
KIRA!!
To Love through Wounds & Scars can make us stronger, it makes us grow up. Love can Evolve. Love can be taught. Love can be set Free or burned out. The lesson here is, that True Love will resist, might be different but it'd be still. -"Learning to Love, again. Evolving"
"To love through scars and wounds" sounds like a good title for a movie/series/novel
God this is like my anthem. I always feel like a manipulative monster. I open up to people and it just hurts them. It drags them down anytime I express my grief or struggles. It makes me hate that side of myself, and I keep my emotions bottled so I don't hurt the people I love.
Its not the best but you can talk to people who you dont love. Better than not talking at all
amour
This right here. This is me, to a T.
Give and take, I'd say.
You can take if you give, really
It also depends on your friends, it always made me super happy if my friends had enough trust in me to share their struggles, ask them how they feel about it maybe.
Same
I cry every time I listen to this song tbh because it makes me think about all the things that I have done wrong over my life
Same here :/
that's all in the past my dears
Lucifer's Wolf
It makes me see the bigger picture, allowing me to discover more things about how i can make mine and other people's live better as an influencer...
your past does not define you remember that! stay strong girls and boys
wow that woman is so beautiful, the freckles on her face are so pretty
seriuosly wear a glasses
+estrius brad rude af.
+estrius brad seriously, go back to school.
+estrius brad immature.
yea many reply
For years i was a bad man. A liar, a cheat, a bastard, an asshole. I was the villain of my own story, and countless others in the past. I got clean from the dope and tbe booze 17 years ago and have been trying my hardest to be a better man than i was yesterday's... this song... this song... is a monumental testemant to then and now...
Ill be good... for all of the times i never could....
Jaymes Young never disappoints
ever disappoint
Dear Me,
I'm sorry I didn't protect you. I'm sorry you went through that. I'm sorry I made you face it alone. I'm sorry that I made it your burden and didn't let you reach out. You deserved so much better. I deserve better.
I'm proud of you.
You aren't alone.
You are loved.
You are worthy.
You are strong.
Thanks for both these comments
This was how I was feeling since I started that relationship , we broke up this Friday please someone help me
I am so proud of you❤
Makes me wanna cry
Why is no one talking about how beautiful the woman is?! She's fucking gorgeous!!
I think it's because she's bruised battered and bandanged up. The last thing you want to say to a woman who's taken a severe beating is "you look great love"
x2
Meow Meow I think she's beautiful
bc the man is more
she is perfect
It's 2021 and I'm still playing this song. It's never too late to be good.
Same
Same 2022
Still here in 2022.. almost 2023 tho😕
@@mariaa5748 5/30/2023
2023!
Jaymes Young
Arctic Empire Arctic Empire
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Woah Lmao 6 years later I now see this comment
Hey ! arctic Empire !!!🙌
this is so relaxed
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E. M. Foster Aynen :D
1 month ago I almost killed myself... Stupidly I might add. I spent a few days in a psych ward for people who aren't right. After I got released this was the first Jaymes Young song I heard... So now I have these lyrics tatooed on me.
Between the army, my divorce, and my kids hating me I just got tired, but this time... I'll be good.
Hey,, just wanna say you are strong.. You'll be good... You aree good...
Love from indonesia ❤
who knew how much one simple comment could inspire you. thank you for sharing
If you attempt suicide, and it doesn't work, just means that's not how your supposed to go, I have a feeling you will be surrounded by all those you love when you pass on into the next life.
Stay strong. ❤💪
stay strong, and I think you are strong to bare with all of that. I hope you're doing good.
James Young. Your vocals give me goosebumps. You are world class. Thank you
*Even though the music video was very simplistic, the message behind it was very strong. Absolutely beautiful.
Absolutely :) and... YOUR USERNAME IS GOLD
Sophia Banks Why thank you. C: Always nice to find other SPN fans floating around on the internet.
Castiel Winchester OMG UR NAME
this wins everything basically
castielqueen♥ Haha well thank you. xD
Jessi Donlan Thanks xD
I just found this guy and he is amazing!!!!!
Same
exactly
same
Isaac V check out habits of my heart
Same!
It's so sad seeing so many people relate to each others problems. Our generation is so bad that young children can't enjoy their youth. We have so many things to live for. Laugh, cry, fall in love, make a family, give love. But none of us thinks of those things anymore. Cause society and every fucking problem that's caused by the older people's choices effects us. Parents, please give your kid attention. Let the work for once and spend some time with your son to watch some football. Fix your daughter's hair and talk about your day. Don't judge your kids expecting them to open up to you. How can they do that when all u do is accusing them for everything when u can't control your nerves and expecting them to be the best. The best in class, the best in life. Listen. I beg you as a child.
Listen
The last parts made me tear up. My parents fight a lot, scream at each other on a daily basis, about 70% of the day they are mad at each other and thus mad at the world surrounding them. And without my brother around, since he left for college a few years ago, it's only me else to be mad at. I try to be calm but anxiety always gets the better of me, I always shake when they're around and I can hear them cursing under their breath. I never do anything right in their eyes. I'm always such a mistake, they're never pleased. I can't wait to get out of here, I wish I could just run away. I do have amazing friends, but I tend not to trust them a lot (paranoia) since I can't even trust my parents not to hurt me.
And it all fucks with my brain when they act nice and say that they love me and act nice with each other, I mean, it creeps me out! And then they wonder why I'm not talking to them and why I'm always in my room, or why when they walk in my room uninvited and without knocking, when I'm bawling my eyes out, maybe anxiety attack, maybe I'm getting shit off my chest, they act so much like they care and they wonder what's wrong, what happened. I can't stand them
@@levnuica8863 even if I told you, you wouldn't understand how much I can relate to your life. I do that as well. The crying part?! Yes. Everyday and night when everyone's asleep trying to hide from everyone cause if they see me?! It's my mistake for crying. it's my mistake for not being strong enough. But I tell you it's NOT OUR FAULT, we are teenagers, we need love, I need love and a hug. A shoulder to cry on... I feel so sorry for both of us. My parents aren't the best as well. Always accusing me for being a failure. Please stay strong, I will if you do it as well. If not for you, for your brother. You are lucky he is older than you. Mine is younger and I have to take care of him as well... Stay strong. Its a metter of time till you grow up and u can finally live your life the way you want. Because its YOUR life and YOUR life its out there and not in a house full of pain. Have patient. That's what I always tell myself. I love you, please be safe and I wish both of us the best. If u ever need a stranger to talk to. I'll always be here ❤️
@@kayyys_art2258 Thank you you are really kind. I'm both relieved and really sad there is someone in the same position as me. I'm sorry that your little brother will also have to go through the same treatment, but with you as a sibling I believe it will be easier to bear.
I will send you a virtual hug and a pat on the back, because I feel you and it's all I can give you
I understand it's not our faults. But the way they treat me has started to rub off on me and I fear becoming the same as them, always mad and everything, judging and never satisfied, you know? It terrifies me.
Yes, if you would like to I'm more than open to talk about anything, you could hmu on discord if you have or Instagram (I'll give you my account if you want)
@@levnuica8863 i can relate so much to your life it happens to me too
Untamed fan?
I have no words to describe this song. I cannot describe the feeling it unlocks for me. Literal chills every single time I listen to it. I’m currently in the phase of my life where I think I realized there’s something wrong with the way I’m living. I spend my days in negativity and suicidal thoughts. They started as jokes. But they aren’t.
I would never have the guts to actually do it because I’m such a fucking sucker to anyone. I spend my days trying to please everyone else, when I should be happy with myself first. How can I help anyone if I can’t even help myself? I know my faults, i know there are many more, but I know. But they effect me. And I spend almost every conversation I have and action I take into consideration of what type of person I am. What type of person I want to be.
I don’t want to care about everyone else’s thoughts on me.
I don’t want to judge people so often.
I don’t want to think about death so often.
I don’t want to get headaches from over thinking so much.
I don’t want to spend every second of my life contemplating and calculating my actions.
I want to be happy.
I want to be positive.
Humble, compassionate, confident, agreeable, healthy.
Hell I want to be an actor one day. I want to be confident and dramatic in the best way possible surrounded by good people.
But I’m not that way and the only way I can be is if I change. And I need to learn there’s nothing wrong with change. I need to learn that I can be who I want to be.
None of us will ever achieve our dreams if we’re all unhappy or dead.
So keep fighting because one day we will get there.
Yes. You're right. Change isn't easy but it can help... Sometimes I think, that you don't need to know how you are, or how you want to be. It's more about feeling the life with every inch of your body. I really hope, you'll get happy, fellow stranger. Stay save out there.
Hope you'll make yourself who you want to be, your comment hit me deeply...Stay strong💪
Please take it from someone who only lived for others. Life still isn't the best but it's better now that I do things for myself, I do things that bring me joy and bring positivity into my life even if I need to say no to someone. Even if its 1 small thing a day or week, do something for just you, it helps
I hope you are doing okay now !!
"Maybe I'm waking up today"
the key phrase from the song
The lady with the freckles is beautiful
she is
@Thomas Vatz How can you judge like this about a human you don't know?
Thomas Vatz please stop hating on people more talented than you, it is people like you that cause people to be mentally unstable. Pack up and leave, it’s 2019 we accept everyone.
@Thomas Vatz 🖕
Yeah she is
Who is the lady in the video. She is gorgeous. It's like looking at a moving painting of a masterpiece. I'm going to paint her. This song is beautiful.
Nikia Phoenix! I drew her because of this video, did research and found out who she is. She's beautiful :)
Jess Fess Thanks!
This song reminds me to not be so rude to people. I dont want to get hurt so I dont let people get to know me. And my wall ends up me being rude. I hope this song and ig my comment can help other people fix their wrongs🙂
Randi Jenkins Same problem.
I try to do the same but my weakness gets over me. I really don't want them close. All it does is lead to hurt.
Yeah lol. This song made me cry because my parents are having a bunch of health issues, and every time I hear this song, it pushes me to be a better person and help them as much as possible before time runs out. It also kept me motivated to keep helping people at school, as well.
Randi Jenkins I recently failed, can't even tell anymore with the system, my second year of HS and my mom, while disappointed, still loves me but she's got some problems and needs all her rest and medication so after all these years I'm standing up, finally taking responsibility, helping her with food, helping with groceries, always mentioning how I love her. It may sound sappy but from failures and music we see things we never thought we would see. I hope everyone out there is also doing their best and if you're having a hard time remember to look back at us. You ain't ever alone, pal.
Randi Jenkins you are spot on with my life, I am making a leap of faith I cried in her arms and told her how scared I was I was in the army as infantry, she had no clue how bad I was hurting she thought I was angry at her but no was just to scared to let her in thanks to this song and reading yours and others comments I know I am not alone in this struggle thank you you and others have given me a chance at keeping my family.......I am in your debt
Every time I hear this song I remember a silent voice
okay guys the second i saw his face i immediately imagined him as a young remus lupin and the lyrics of this song fit so well with remus' character for some reason but idk im harry potter trash and im making myself really sad
AND HIS NAME IS JAYMES GUYS COME ON
What about Credence?
It reminds me of Draco
no name it reminds me of Snape
Sylvain Pitre Labreche hoLY SHIT YES
I wanted Jaymes Young to succeed and be ultra famous, yet I also want him to be my secret, something I'd keep all to myself, because he's too much to be appreciated by people, and I fear people won't find him as amazing like the way I see him.
That girl is so pretty?? Hecc she is one of the most aesthetically pleasing people I've ever seen
Dont knowl why but i totaly get you
Yes, she is a masterpiece
Who is she? Is she a model or something? I just need more pictures of her face. She is beautiful
Ok, if anyone is looking for her name, I found it and it's Nikia Phoenix
at first I thought you’re talking about Jaymes...😂
Anyone still here 2024😞
Yes 💀
Absolutely, no better time to be here my friend
Sadly I'll be here until I'm not.
☝
Yes bro 💔
This song is for those of us that have these little moments of clarity, where we know we were “bad” or wrong. When we usually just let our brain ignore it.
Don’t ever worry.
There’s a play called wicked you should see, if you haven’t. I freaked out on two TH-camrs during a livestream because they were making people hysterical. Apparently they have a lot of money and know Jordan Peterson, who wrote don’t worry my darling.
15 years ago, I found myself broken, suicidal, strung out, unemployed, and living in an abandoned house. I quite literally found the end of myself. I cried out to Jesus and in a single, radical moment, I was absolutely transformed FOREVER. This song reminds me of that once broken man that I was from drugs and alcohol but the fact that grace changes EVERYTHING. I'm nobody from nowhere with the same story as a billion other people. Thank you, Jesus, you found me. Today, I'm drug and alcohol free, no depression, no suicidal thoughts, no more medication or therapy, two master's degrees, and a beautiful wife and two kids. I don't know about "I'll be good," as I put all my faith and trust in the only one who could ever truly be called "good" -- JESUS. Ok, I'll get off my soapbox. This song just really hits for me. Bless you all.
I am a French teenager and I am 16 years old. I discovered religion during the time of solitude due to Covid-19 (March). Thank you Jesus for loving me and blessing me, thank you, ho lord!
Thank you sir for your touching story, I wish you love and happiness to you, your family and friends, Amen
French :
Jesus
Merci monsieur pour votre histoire touchante, je vous souhaite amour et bonheur à vous, votre famille et vos amis, Amen
Thanks for sharing. I am happy that you were able to come from that to a far better place with yourself now.
Praise the Lord! He changes everything. For all of us!
Jesus is the Coolest!
This video helped me realize that my response to my depression isn't healthy not only to myself but for others. When I have deep depressing thoughts or anxiety I pick at my skin until I bleed. I cut and burn. But one day I was caught with a burn mark on my neck after I rubbed plastic on the surface of my neck until I bled and it left a mark. My mother cried, my brother was frustrated and disappointed, not only that but worried as hell. He told me the pain my mother went through when she lost 3 children after and before my brother was born. And then my father was shocked and hugged me saying I needed to speak. Time went by and my family isn't the most accepting... But I understand... They have all the right to be mad or stressed, even dissapinted to have a mentally ill daughter. But when I saw this, I realized even though I'm harming myself, I also harm those around me. Not only my mental issues but in the past I have physically and mentally hurt my peers, I don't know what came over me. And when the school year ended it was the last grade level before moving schools. At night, I beat myself over it. I told myself, I need to suffer the same pain i made them go through. I was then able to find some of my peers and I said sorry, they said it was alright and to not worry,but I couldn't convince myself. That's another reason why I developed depression. Even now,its been 3 years since then. And I still feel like the pain I've gone through isn't enough to match the pain I put my peers through. But now...I'll be good, and I'll love the world like I should...
Cheers to you! This too shall pass and its a great step to be self aware. Be kind even when the world is unkind to you, cause you might find it returning to you in all the unexpected places : )
💜💜
I FEEL YOU DONT NEED TO HURT YOURSELF FOR THAT REASON YOU NEED TP PRAISE SOMONE WHO CARES FOR YOU AND WONT STEER YOU IN THAT DIRECTION. PLEASE DPNT HURT CAUSE OF YOUR PEERS KILLING OR HARMING YUR SELF WILL ONLY CAUSE MORE PAIN FOR YOU AND OTHER
My mom wouldn't give a shit if I killed myself.
my mother doesn't care that I struggle with anything mental or physical. she doesn't care if i cut myself, or even if i kill myself. i hope someday it gets better, i just don't feel it anymore though
This song is too good for a person like me. I wish I could say,"I'll be good" but when your eyes is open to truth, even the devil looks like an angel.
You have lots of good in you Darling. Don't doubt that.
Have you ever opened up but no one understands you so even if you talk to people about your problems your still crying out for help 🥀😔
Faith Gutierrez i ca totally relate to this
You can talk to me if you want. I'm sure I'll understand you, because I'm no different.
That’s exactly how I feel, everyone always comes to me for advice but whenever I need advice or simply someone to listen I get ignored or dismissed.
@@sydneyanastasia3053 Same...
💜💜
The word "beautiful" can only be described in so many ways. This is all sorts of beautiful.
Its 2019 and I’m still here 😍😍
@Bebe Mabara
Same 🙆
Hello brother
me too
you are not alone
tAkinG oVer yOutuBe me too i Guess when I am gone I will remember those stupid days but I know I am not the only one in this world so yeah life sucks for everyone but just know somebody took the time to make you happy we actually should remember the good days and not the bad days but that isn’t possible so if you’re reading this just know there are people Who love you so just care about the people who love you and not people who don’t 💕
Despite it all, it's still you, Be proud of how better a person you want to be! Well, that's what I tell myself. So I hope it helps anyone. This song is amazing it makes me have hope
This song has such a sadness to it, but it makes my heart sing. It's simply beautiful.
This song came out this year? Why hasn't this song been played endlessly on the radio or talked about more by people like all the other songs? Songs like that stupid "Anaconda" or whatever desperate attempt Madonna just put out? Man, people both young and old need to learn to appreciate good music.
There's an agenda to corrupt society with music
Ya, I agree with u R sayibg
+fraya1022 it's came out more than 1 year, maybe 2 years
+fraya1022 Stop bitching about it and just enjoy this.
It came out in 2015 of February a.k.a more than a year ago...
This song shows so much emotions one can only understand for themselves. I see life and death in my eyes. The song and the video are done with perfection, and i don't think anyone can disagree with that. This had always been one of my favorite songs and still is. It is exactly relatable to me, and to my life.
*Inhales* what I'm trying to say is THIS is a masterpiece. Period.
For the person whom show me this song long, long time ago. I hope you’re happy out there and I’m sorry I had to let go.
1:04
can i just say
absolutely beauTIFUL FRECKLES WTFFF
he sings his poetry
I have no words this is such a beautiful emotional song and video. As someone who suffers with depression this song makes me feel understood and recognized. Mental/emotional pain can hurt just as much physical pain does, sometime even worse.
I’m such a bad person. I think I’m always right and am such a annoying bad friend. It sucks it really does. I try so hard but I just end up disappointing everyone. Why can’t I just be good
You're a human, it's okay we all got our faults and flaws. Either you find people who will accept you as you're or yourself or change the way you live your life
If you could write this, you're already better
Day's been rough. It shocks me how I've changed, what I've become. It brought me to tears in half a minute.
I hope you have a better day(:
Lauren Zhamez I hope so 😢
Sorry for you, hope you feel better! Everyone goes through some low points in life, but it'll get better. Although it may not seem like it, it will. I promise.
i feel you ...
Life is tough sometimes there's rough holes you need to patch up some bigger than others but when you put it back together life gets better and you feel it
Give this man an award please
Joost Wasbauer please!!!
Love the song it makes me so emotional haha.. he kinda reminds me of Allison Di Laurentis older brother Jason..
Tanja Habereder This video reminds me Aria
Tanja Habereder you watch pretty little liars too
Tanja Habereder lol I found this song bcuz of a spoby edit
i've heard this song so many times but its funny how i got recommended just after watching a video about how i will be saved by the blood of Jesus, and now the lyrics makes much more sense.
This song reminds me of many "villains", such as Luke Castellan, Bucky Barnes, Natasha Romanov, Ethan Nakamura, Jonathan Morgerstern, Draco Malfoy, Regulus Black, Theodore Nott, Damon Salvatore, Tomura Shigaraki, Itachi Uchiha, Katsuki Bakugo, Reiner Braun, Annie Leonhart, Berthold Hoover, Eren Jaeger, Manjiro Sano, Kazutora Hanemiya, Wei Wuxian...
It also sorta reminds me of thanos lowkey lol
@@hadia241 a little tbh
You had me at Jonathan Morganstern
Draco and Damon 🖤
Not a villain but shouya from silent voice
This song deserves so much more recognition. This song picks me up and tells me to learn from my mistakes, to make myself better. It's unlike anything I've ever heard, being so soothing and carrying such a deep message.
❤
I just founded this song, after 3 years of its release. But it's so touching. I know maybe nobody will read this comment but this song is just amazing! I have to deal with depression and anxiety for a few years now and it's really destroying me from inside. But honestly I don't belive that I'll be good someday. I just want to kill myself but I'm also afraid of this. So I just pretend that I'm okay so everyone thinks that. But this song touches me so much I don't even know why exactly. The lyrics are great, the voice is great, the melody ist great and the message is just amazing.
I hope your having a great day.
Greatings just from some random human on this planet who wanted to share this message. Maybe somewhere there is somebody who loves you even if I don't belive in this.
I'll be there for you if you need Help.
We can Talk. I'm depressed too but i never told anyone about that. You would be the only one who knows. Lets Help each other.
@ROBERTA MARTINS HIPOLITO MANNE omg I just saw your answer today and I just wanted to say Thank you, you're such a nice person and you deserve everything good. Thanks for being there
@@p4rkj0ongs3ong3 that's so nice... I only saw your reply today but I'm so thankful and I belive in you and be there for you, you got this. I'll be there for you too and I appreciate that you took your time to reply to me :)
@@justanybody6314
@@p4rkj0ongs3ong3 do you feel better than a few months ago?
This song is dedicated to those people who are in need of a second chance in life
Hi Jaymes, I really hope you see this comment - I was wondering if I could use your song for a school project ? I'm making a music video and have tried contacting your publisher and your account on Facebook but have had no luck :/ My use of your song would purely be for educational purposes and it would mean the world to me if I could use it as it is my favourite song :) Thanks, Katy
Wishing you only THE BEST with your project, Katy :) Much love from my boyfriend and I in Malaysia!
help the girl with some likes she wants james young to sing for her lets support her
its just like the song promise i ll be good and help her this could help you as well
Try contacting on his email if you haven't already. Good luck :)
👍...
Go back to you childish ways you irrelevant fucktard
I'll be good, i'll be good and, i'll love the world like I should...
Love this song!
Love it!
My slytherin heart :(
Olivia Lopez lmao
Olivia Lopez is that why I like this song so much.. goodness. It all makes sense now.
Omg yesss
Omg
I just wanna hug everyone who reads this ngl🥺... I’m depressed af💔
Man it'd be fine
You got this💪🏼💪🏼
Stay strong
U got this 💪
This too shall pass
This song made me cry but it wasn't a crying like really sad It meant something to me
For all of the time, that I never could.
Amazing song, i can't stop listening to it.
Miguel Aquino I'll be good I'll be good
This is a nice song to listen to on a rainy day... literally, while watching the rain...
If this guy actually means what he sings about, may the lord protect him.
This is an anthem of hope after anxiety. So beautiful. My favorite song right now!
Ravenclaw Universe how you cured it ?
Same with my depresion and addiction
I don't think there is a cure; just ups and downs. Times when everything is calm before the next storm
So i just discovered a song called moondust and was like damn, this great, who is it by?
Of course it's by Jaymes Young! I'll be good is one of the highest played songs on my phone and now my new obsession is by the same artist.
This guy has serious talent!
KellyJayneAustralia same but the fitst i heard by him was I'll be good I'm in love with this song tbh I cried the first time I heard it and still do sometimes idk why it has lot of meaning and he dose have serious talent
okay so i usually dont listen to this kind of music(i tend to lean towards the rock genre) but this song is so beautiful and the lyrics are amazing
Same omg
no name same
I am most likely a villain in many lives, I have been hurt and then hurt in return. I struggle with loving myself and, in return, loving others. Hating is much easier... being callous and harsh is second nature. I have fallen away from Christ, but he is the only one who can save me now. I hope he can save me and any who have a similar story.
I remember listening to this years ago omg go James
Y'all right this does remind me of dean
"years ago" its only been a year since the music vid? or was this song released earlier before?? sorry if i am uninformed.
yeah, about 5 months before this vid maybe?
I listen to this song whenever I do something stupid and then I start crying😐
+Kaelie Richardson Same.
If I did the same I would always do stupid things
same here. :(
yep.
stupid things, new episodes in netflix
My depression feels like pieces of my soul floating away so slowly I could probably grab them...but I just watch them float away because what’s the point. Feelings of worthlessness and guilt for not being able to do more for the 2 people I have in my life. Guilt for making everyone around me miserable. Guilt for not pulling myself out of this. Anger towards my mother for allowing me to grow up learning to feel so lonely and hurt. Angry because I push everyone away. Angry because when I fight for a week or two it gets ripped away by something stupid because my mental constitution is just weak.
That's the story of my life
Emily Dye Don't give up, em! If you want to be stronger, keep working, no matter how hard it is. I know you'll want to die at times. I did too. But when you get out this, you'll be surprised at yourself. If you keep fighting no matter how much you fail, you'll win. I know you can do it. Don't give up!!
Its hard but its just hard to see the truth. Place you hand on your chest, hear the perfect rhythm of your heart. The way it beats like a lullaby. Thats your reason to be a happy because thats your second chance. Your second chance to be a better daughter, a better co-worker, a better person. Even if its hard to see, your influencing people just by being alive. Your part of society and the people your going to change for the better need you. Your depression is just an anchor that you have to fight to throw aboard.
@@anonymouswritingonthewall8249 How old are you and how long was your fight? I would be considered old, and i have fought the worst battle thes last 8 months, and the battle is alone.
@Vererin Vererin
Thirteen. I've been safe for the past two years, but I was in a toxic home for a while. How about you?
let me just say this
this song, is hands down a fucking masterpiece.
I accidentally downvoted trying to hit read more, apologies.
It is❤❤
THIS IS SO AESTHETICALLY PLEASEING OMG
I just wanted to say thank you. Your music hits me hard. It really helps me through the day. Your voice and lyrics are amazing. You have so much talent and I appreciate every song I've heard so far. Thank you. Please don't ever stop making music.
This song is a masterpiece
One of the best music i heard.
Very simple and veryy good!!!
This song was and 'Noah Clouds - Love is not enough' was played on that day and they mean so much to me. If you ever lose someone keep going and be happy, its what they would wan't.
+Lucy Ren nice
+Lucy Ren true
+Lucy Ren Love that song
+Lucy Ren thanks really glad I searched that
I'm 5 years clean as of yestrerday, it's fucking wild. Especially when I still get That Urge to do what I once did. I worked hard and I'm better now, but the thought is still there. I hope I never give in.
Are you fighting an addiction?
Yesss I'm so proud of you ,please keep trying no matter what!
Please don’t give in
Practically Satan congrats on five years
Im so proud of you! Keep fighting 💞
I honestly cried my eyes out Listening to this
At my school something happened and it made everyone believe I was a bad person to the point where I believed I was a bad person, I hated myself so much to the point where I wanted to kill myself, and even started self harming but, the horrer And pain on my mom's face when she Found out Really made me think. I was in a mental hospital for a week and my mom would stop by every day and bring me some of my favorite food because the food there sucked. I was diagnosed there with anxiety and depression, Then a little bit by a little bit I was diagnosed with OCD and PTSD, ADHD, and what really got to me And put me in shock was the fact that I was diagnosed with autism. It's now a year later and I'm doing way better I'm on meds more happy I've made good friends my grades are good I'm on an IEP ( which if you didnt know is a prgram at school for kids with special needs ) And I have to say coming back to the song still makes me cry realizing what I did to myself and the others around me.
Mona Lisa stay strong. i’ve been struggling with depression since last year and I used to self harm praying for death and my mom found out, she cried .Remember you’re not alone. You’re amazing. I love you💕
Mona Lisa you are a good person. Even I don’t know you, I trust you, I believe in you....I have depression and anxiety (too) all this from school stress....all we have to do is to be together and just be ourselves
Dee.A aw thanks
S H why thank you
Find people who loves you regardless of anything
This song is perfect for Zuko from Avatar
I'm rewatching that rn lmao
Facts bro
"I never meant to start a fire" ikr
@@lordmoldybutt1260 Same! It's literally on my tv rn. Crazy
Truee
I used to avoid people and push everyone away until I met him, he was the person who got me to feel more confident and open up. The first time we ever spent time together was at the mall, and I still have the picture he took of me. It was the first time I really smiled and I havent smiled like that since.
We still talk but not like we used to, we split up a week before our 7 month, where i planned and still did bake his favorite cake. I miss him, quite alot.
Your an amazing singer! You deserve to have more fans, your talent is crazy ♥👌
once you realize how broken you are is the same time you realize how to fix yourself as best as you can for yourself and others
Deep.
J Dilla you couldn't have said it better !!!
i know this song has Another meaning but for me it means that there is still hope for me to Feel Good one day and that One day i realise what i am doing to myself
Dear Myself,
I know that you didnt wanted to hurt people. I know that you are scared, but you cant keep continue like that. Its not fair for them, and for me.
Your inside puppet.
You need to be yourself, you need to love yourself just like the way you are. I know that you are a child, and i know that you ve been make a lot of mistakes lately, i know that you are shame of them, but the rage and the fire inside you, need to calm down, you need to breathe, and you need to stop crying, because you need to open your eyes, and see what you are, and who exactly are.
I know that you also hurt me, putting me in your most difficult situations, but..im still here for you.
Im still for myself.
If you love him, understand yourself.
Its for the good of both.
Love,
Dorina..
this deserves an award