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  • LIMITED TIME MORTIS PLUSHIE: www.makeship.c...
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    Worked on this on and off for the last yr (technically since 2020 since thats when earlier renditions were made, Ill probably post those storyboards on my alt)
    I took like... 2-6 months hiatuses on each scene so the art style is uh very inconsistent not like thats offbrand for me anyway lol
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    The "meme" part is inspired by: • PRETTY CVNT / ANIMATIO...
    Song by: • Sewerslvt - Pretty Cvnt
    please don't copy this because it's still personal to me ,
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    ko-fi.com/sashley
    discord.gg/sashley
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    Thank you kofi members
    MOCHATHETANUKI
    MUNCHYBOWS
    MICROWXAVE
    PAWUKI
    SAITO LYNXWERK CHOFFU RENNY ^__^ LERTAS XREFROU PARAN WEIYA KEN ART DUDE BAZEL SILVERTHEPROTOGEN SUGARR NOVAIIX CASUALLINE AURPLE
    DELETLO WAFFLEZ MEOWCHI VALERIE ONYX DESS ARTS LUMINEARK HAILPSYCHOBITCH VAL/VEE LOOPYDALAMB
    RIN CRYOMUNDUS LOVESIICK LEFTYSCOTT NOAH THE COOL! FISHCAT
    CLOVER CHOMPYBOO NAMICLAWS_1829 SSAKRA LORD CORPSEKAT SNICCSNACKS TRVLEXU SILVERTWINKLE CLONE ATHREUS
    MYSTERIOUS TEARZ NEROCHII AWUOOF LUNARROZE DARK KYLE D3RPS4N1TY RUBIIQUE COYOTE MAN PUPPIGVTZ SPARKZYMILES 9 LILIX DANDAN KAITLYN CHIRALIC DRIZZY ALISTER IK LEONIE NEPT0ONZ BINGO YEWMEW ANOTHERBRONY
    KRIQUEZO TOMMY GOODWIRE KITTYCORNZX KIRA DEMIWITHERS ISA2 MORANT
    MOTHY ALIASTRAE RWBY WOLF
    MOCHKOI MILLIEKIMA
    #animation #trending #sashley
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    This animation is about the spiraling health that is called "me"
    I think being a content creator at the prime age of development has permanantly broken my brain.
    Ontop of being abused for years by almost everybody I came in contact to
    ongoing all of my teen years
    My whole life I had been around very bad people who broke me down bit by bit
    I cut them off, I have better people around me now. but the effects still remain
    I do not know who I was before and I refer to them as a different person
    but I also feel like I've taken over somebody elses life.
    I feel bad for this, because the person who was in my body before me seemed to experience a lot more emotions, while all I feel is negativity
    I cant reciprocate real love and gratitude any more
    I have never been in a state to carry such a big platform
    Everybody is out to get me 24/7, so many eyes on me, lies and rumors, stuck reliving traumatic events from when i was 12-15 any slip up results in my life being at danger.
    Staying silent because that's all I've ever known to keep my mind in tact
    The paranoia and stress eating away at me everyday
    I can barely sleep without waking up from knots in my stomach.
    "returning" has led to many anxiety attacks and manic episodes. I don't know if this is what I want to persue. Why continue something that will potentially lead to my demise?
    in the future, I hope I will be able to leave the internet and have a happy healthy life with a therapist
    I feel my sanity slipping away, and everyday I become more and more surreal
    my psyche is dying, and I fear its a point of no return
    My characters don't have lore theyre just fragments of my mind
    Representing rebirth, and eventually complete hopelessness and insanity
    This is as coherent as I can get

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  • @sashley
    @sashley  4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3755

    gonna stay semi offline for a bit , got some videos scheduled but thank you all
    i have been so nauseous all day about posting this, this has been an emotional rollercoaster, ive seen some comments and i think you are pure souls, just thank you so much for the welcoming comments

    • @Canary.55
      @Canary.55 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +52

      💗💗

    • @vitorpressure
      @vitorpressure 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +35

      Great sashleys great sashleys I love like that music cool

    • @SSstarbust
      @SSstarbust 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

      Great animation, @sashley ! :3

    • @SpiritArcticfox
      @SpiritArcticfox 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

      wish you well

    • @Abby_Animatez
      @Abby_Animatez 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      Ofc

  • @DELETLO
    @DELETLO 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1301

    After reading the description I feel like complimenting this at all would be an insult. I’m so sorry about what you’ve gone through and I hope you’re able to find joy in something else. Stay safe.

    • @DolusVulpes
      @DolusVulpes 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      ​@@SmolTwist4492???

    • @SmolTwist4492
      @SmolTwist4492 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +21

      @@DolusVulpes They edited the comment, it was about the ash versions, now it's about what Ash put in the description

    • @MarvinExtraCrap
      @MarvinExtraCrap 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

      well i mean, like not really cuz you're just complimenting the quality of the animation. not the situation.

    • @DELETLO
      @DELETLO 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@SmolTwist4492 yeah mb for any confusion 😭😭😭

    • @SmolTwist4492
      @SmolTwist4492 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      ​@@DELETLOIts ok✨

  • @D0VEGUM
    @D0VEGUM 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2270

    this is one of those animations that’s really spoken with me as of recent. dissociation like what’s portrayed and what you described is something i relate to strongly. the emotions are so strong and especially the shot at the end with ash turning into mortis and then mortis face turning into static was really really effective in showing that. i love this video

    • @MoltenLqva
      @MoltenLqva 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +32

      Same but that's because I am a system lol

    • @Lucky_gonewild
      @Lucky_gonewild 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      Ooooh that's why I relate to this..dissociation. Great.

    • @pupcak3
      @pupcak3 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I also relate to this

    • @MoltenLqva
      @MoltenLqva 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Lucky_gonewild same

    • @corykatto
      @corykatto หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I hate dissociation, I wish I was a normal person.

  • @SpaceySodaPop
    @SpaceySodaPop 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1335

    This is a lovely animation but I just read the description. You did not deserve to go through so much at such a young age, and for people to constantly mistreat you over petty things. I wish the best for you man.

    • @Aisha-Nyxn
      @Aisha-Nyxn 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +30

      I agree! I wish Ash nothing but the best :)

    • @bugasoar
      @bugasoar 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +33

      yeah seriously, that’s terrible. especially with the way they explained how they felt and how they portrayed it in this animation, it really hurts knowing people feel this way.

  • @xerourio
    @xerourio 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2051

    SASHLEY POST EVERYONE WAKE UP MORTIS ANIMATION MEMER

    • @Igreeluser
      @Igreeluser 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      🗣🔥

    • @MazKun2003
      @MazKun2003 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      IM UP‼️🗣

    • @user-pv6uy2zz7n
      @user-pv6uy2zz7n 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      @xerourio
      LUV UR KONATA PFP !!!!!!! >_

    • @OwO_Arts
      @OwO_Arts 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      IM UP-

    • @tealisbored
      @tealisbored 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      The tweeting is so good

  • @FluffyPaws
    @FluffyPaws 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +457

    The internet is such a dangerous place for a young person and it’s scary to think how easy it is for young children to be able to access it and grow to such a large amount of eyes on them; this age should be a time of discovering one’s self and exploring life and going through challenges, and it’s so dangerous to have a child’s mental struggles and struggles of growing up being broadcasted and influenced by millions. It’s such a scary and vulnerable time and it’s awful how such a toxic and heartless place took hold of such an important time of growth, I truly hope you recover and are able to separate yourself from the hurt developed from the internet

    • @gameseeker6307
      @gameseeker6307 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      Half of us in 2010: behold, UNRESTRICTED INTERNET ACCESS

  • @gordonramslay9955
    @gordonramslay9955 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +447

    I discovered Sashley’s channel when I was 12. It was the main catalyst of getting me interested in animation. I’ve now been accepted into animation school. I know it sounds silly but this channel has changed my life drastically

    • @K-popOfficial64
      @K-popOfficial64 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

      SASHLEY BACK!!!YEEEE!!Your animation so perfect ✨✨

    • @Deleted_Eevee
      @Deleted_Eevee 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      That’s exactly what’s happening for me rn lmao

    • @HORRORSPINPAPYRUS
      @HORRORSPINPAPYRUS 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Same..

    • @CORRODERE
      @CORRODERE 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      same but instead of animation its geometry dash levels (idk either)

  • @gabrielultimate487
    @gabrielultimate487 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +661

    Then let's be honest to everyone here. As artistic this animation is, sashley really put a lot of her heart and entire work to her own animations for being out of this world awe-inspiring for over 6 years she's been on TH-cam, along with her friends involved.

  • @Mortal_Tezer
    @Mortal_Tezer 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +457

    Such a powerful video ;(
    Animation wise, it's just amazing. Your animations contain so many little details that are so fun to look at, and your backgorunds/editing got sm better too its lovely to se
    Regarding the context and description though, it's just an aweful situation and I'm sorry again that you've had to go through this, I wouldnt wish it on anyone else. I hope with time people will learn to protect the younger from the dangers of being online, sadly being famous isnt the shiny shiny a kid thinks it is. I can only recommend anyone seeing this to look out for their (younger) friends and help this.
    Ily ash and I'm sorry you've been through so much and feel so damaged now
    Things are not easy but I'm sure it'll get better, for many reasons. You're an amazing person with a bright future in front of you, I hope you will see it

  • @Mia_Mar1a
    @Mia_Mar1a 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +531

    I really feel bad for sashley, yes we all mess up as teens but just because she was popular people would tear her apart over stuff, resulting in her mental health being shattered, I really feel bad for her tbh and shes soooo talented, we need to normalize not getting into popular yt peoples lives guys this is so sad

    • @MaximillianRobesphere
      @MaximillianRobesphere 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Well at least it wasnt puppychan levels of effed up

    • @EnamelErosion
      @EnamelErosion 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +34

      I agree, it’s normal for teenagers do stupid things, but when they do it on the internet it’s like a crime or something and people continue to remind them even after many years. I hope ash can pursue a career and a happy life off of TH-cam someday, and I also hope her talent doesn’t go to waste.

    • @werrkowalski2985
      @werrkowalski2985 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      This entire mentality is such a problem. There is no reliable community a person like her can rely on, anybody she may think of as a friend will turn on her as soon as they see she committed the slightest "sin" and somebody calls her out as the sinner. Moreover, there is no redemption, ever, she will always be called out on having "sinned", even here you mention that she has done something bad as a teen, people will never let a person like her move on from whatever she has done.

    • @MaximillianRobesphere
      @MaximillianRobesphere 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      @@werrkowalski2985 That just sounds like nihilism with intent to keep her the way she is.

    • @oscillis
      @oscillis หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      @@EnamelErosion Just because someone has "talent" does NOT mean they should pursue it if it causes them suffering. You do not get to decide if someone else's actions or decisions are a waste.

  • @ajaxappeared7895
    @ajaxappeared7895 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +292

    also the description holy shit this is one of the best ways ive seen the damages and effects of what fame can do to a young mind. i genuinely feel terrible that a life like this is what you've put yourself to when you were unaware of what it'd become

  • @SomeThiingRandom
    @SomeThiingRandom 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +182

    I love the part where it shows all of her past designs! Its like the old versions of herself still haunt her, I love that detail!

  • @Vxmpyycatt
    @Vxmpyycatt 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +38

    I love how this animation is more than just a "meme" and represents how she's been feeling over the past years. Sashley youre amazing and i hope you can get the peace you deserve.

  • @Dogeycorgi
    @Dogeycorgi 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    Sashley, if you need or even want to quit, please don’t hesitate. You deserve the world. None of this should be your problem. Stay safe and keep hydrated and well fed.

  • @superblooper6989
    @superblooper6989 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +204

    bro went on an animation hiatus and came back to SERVE big time ‼️‼️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥

  • @greenmosquitoes5773
    @greenmosquitoes5773 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +32

    The description really shows how messed up and corrupted the internet can be, doesnt matter the age either. I hope the best for you and the animation is awesome. Dont give up and hope you feel better overtime.

  • @MysticMelody124
    @MysticMelody124 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +28

    This isn't an animation meme. This is a short film, filled with so much meaning and with sashely's absolute heart and soul poured into it.
    I don't even really like animation memes anymore. These meaningful and well thought out animations are much more enjoyable to me.

    • @ii-pxnera-ii
      @ii-pxnera-ii หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      i completely agree honestly

  • @Quartelz_Is_Watching
    @Quartelz_Is_Watching 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +70

    OH MY GOODNESS. I remember seeing the leaked WIPs about this and ALWAYS FELT BAD THEY WHERE LEAKED BUT... I ALWAYS LOVED THIS FROM YOU, FROM THE WIPS IT LOOKED SO COOL AND IT'S AMAZING TO SEE IT FINISHED OHHH MY DAYYSS 😭😭💖💖💖
    I know there's a lot of history behind this but I hope you're able to feel better from whatever is going on in your life 💖

    • @Reenatik
      @Reenatik 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      AWWWW IS THAT REALLY YOU💗💗💗💗

  • @ALEPHNOL
    @ALEPHNOL หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    Tbh, seeing someone else dissociate this bad alike myself makes me feel less alone. You arent alone, sash. You arent alone.

  • @superraremartian
    @superraremartian 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

    no child deserves to go through all that you’ve went through on their own

  • @WellOkaythen.
    @WellOkaythen. 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +72

    In love with the range of expressions in this. They convey the depth of emotion so well.

  • @IamKoishiKomeiji
    @IamKoishiKomeiji 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +103

    Oh my god! Oh my god! It's all of past Sashleys! 1:05 🥹 I love how Sashley's oc design evolved over the years! (It makes me so happy you have no idea; so much nostalgia seeing the old sashley's of designs)
    But reading the description makes me sad. You don't know me and I don't know you (well outside you being an animator+artist) but I really hope you're doing okay and I hope you're having a good day❤ I can confirm that being an online artist as such a young age f-ed me up too. Meeting and friending the wrong type of people that hurt you plus reliving traumatic events, having so many eyes on you, and going through manic and anxiety attacks. It's not fun and I want you to know you aren't alone feeling the things you're feeling :(

  • @Zeruk
    @Zeruk 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +87

    OHHH... oh my goosh... u was cooking... U WAS COOKING... genuinely prolly gonna be one of the best most unique animations out there, every scene is a work of art the transitions and everything...
    pleaseee please take time for urself, u matter more than any platform or whatever, i really wish the best for u :c u shouldnt of gone thru any of that i think its disgusting people jump to such negatives, you are a really nice person, ur so not like what people say, i really hope this time around things will be much better for u :c u absolutely shouldn't feel like this but it makes sense bcz ppl treated u so harshy and it just isnt okay,
    u stay safe, there is for sure is a way up, things will get better u can do this !! its never too late

  • @SpookySplynko
    @SpookySplynko 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +64

    This is art. I could feel the emotions put into this even before reading the description, and anything that makes me feel this strongly is truly amazing art. It’s both breathtaking and makes me feel sick, I genuinely hope the best for you in the future.

  • @Vmonarchy
    @Vmonarchy 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +75

    0:53 the way the ears drop is so smooth

  • @mistysk1es
    @mistysk1es หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    Im so sorry about everything you've gone through. I hope you can recover,
    We all are here for you, no matter what, Welcome back :)

  • @razorbiller
    @razorbiller 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    this animation is great and i see the emotion it encapsulates, the way you drew the expressions so perfectly translate the agony and pain the characters are clearly going through, which is also the agony and pain you are going through. i read the description and i'm just really sorry you had to go through so much mental anguish, let alone as a child. and it still feels like people are praying on you, trying to find fault within every single thing you do and say on the internet. i see people treat your actions as unforgiveable which is so stupid to me especially given your age? i swear if you weren't known as 'sashley' and a 'popular animator' no one would treat you this way, only give you a slap on the wrist and say 'hey don't do that again' or whatever but i digress (i do not want it to seem i'm self projecting with this comment lol)
    people on the internet have became so desensitized to other people's emotions it feels as if they don't remember that besides these animations or persona someone puts up there is a person, not a robot made to pump out controversial takes or stir up drama. good god it sickens me at this point how much people have been fucked mentally because of the AMC (or art community in general) honestly lmao i feel like this community should jsut be shut down since it's a fucking hazard with all the doxing and harassment and threats idk how the police hasn't been involved in this ;;
    yeah i feel like this was really rambly and ranty and such too lmao hdjihgihgjidsh
    but please take care of yourself and try to seek treatment for your health. mental health services around the world are usually subpar but if you find a good psychiatrist and therapist etc i'm sure recovery is possible no matter how shattered your wellbeing is, it's fixable. all the best.

    • @razorbiller
      @razorbiller 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      forgot to mention that you're seriously more than "sashley" or what strangers on the internet perceive you to be. i see people telling you to take breaks which is correct, but if you need to completely step aside from this youtube "sashley" bs and you also think that's the right thing to do then please feel free to do so :') i have never had so much people knowledgable of my internet prescence during my time on the internet but i would get quickly overwhelmed by how cruel some people are, and stepping away from all of it personally did help me and my other relatives. please do what you think is best for you and disregard what others on the internet will think about it - it's not about their comfort, it's completely about your's. it's good to gain some sort of distance towards the internet.

  • @labas7480
    @labas7480 17 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

    i cant stop rewatching, this animiation is so good

  • @DoomVlad
    @DoomVlad 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +28

    I can tell you from my own experience, I think of myself as multiple versions as the years pass.
    I remember the past, my mistakes, my decisions - faults and otherwise the few happy memories that have been lived intensely.
    I remember my different versions of myself - I may lack the artistic talent to represent it - I might try it one day.
    The point is, when I thought about who I was and how much I have changed, figuratively speaking through many iterations of myself in society, it was overwhelming for a time. I was close to panic but then I allowed myself to reflect on it... I accepted that I change and will continue to do so and... who I am is continually a work-in-progress... but it took me a long time to accept it, to be okay with it, I wish I had more patience and not done something reckless to endanger me - but I did, party animal.. and I've come to regret it and not recognize that part of me which caused issues..but after a long time and coming to accept it, I feel better and starting to feel more centered...
    However, I have not experienced bullying to the degree you have - rumors and lies.. I cannot relate but advise that actions speak louder than words and if you continue to do the best that you can and try to not engage in the lies and rumors spreading about yourself, those will all die down - they might be a constant thing or stop after a time. At least I hope.
    Great art, nice animation - can see the work you have put in.
    Wishing good tides and good vibes your way.

  • @Shrixxu
    @Shrixxu 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    God, this animation is full of emotion and is a work of art. I got chills from this and the animation alone ripped my heart out. Reading the description was heartbreaking too. Sashley, I’m so sorry for everything you’ve had to go through. I truly hope you get the help you need and find peace. Many of us love your work, but more importantly we care about you as a creator and a human. We all wish you the best

  • @blueberryjam698
    @blueberryjam698 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +50

    This is the BEST most well detailed example of PTSD in my opinion.

    • @sandwich-o5d
      @sandwich-o5d 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      It is...

  • @FluffyPinkCatz
    @FluffyPinkCatz 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +40

    This animation is both beautiful and represents so much emotion and meaning. I'm so sorry you had to deal with people mistreating and hurting you, especially at a young age. You don't deserve what you've gone through and I sincerely hope you're able to find happiness and to be in a place of right health. I wish you the best!

  • @Lightwolf234
    @Lightwolf234 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +50

    The inconsistency kind of adds a lot to this, not going to lie.
    Stay strong. You’ll eventually piece yourself back together after all you been through. You haven’t become a completely different person and lost the person you once were. You haven’t been rebirth into a shell. You are still the you that started this channel and did these drawings and always have been. You are just lost in the miasma that a hoard of demons thrown you into and you will one day find your way out. The demons of this world won’t keep ya down forever. Just stay strong and stay safe. Better days are always around the corner.

  • @angieistired876
    @angieistired876 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

    I read the description, I can't imagine how damaging going through that at such a young age is. I'm so sorry. You are a very talented and beautiful person, inside and out, and you deserved so much better. I'm so sorry.

  • @DavinThePerson
    @DavinThePerson 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    Sashley, you never deserved to go through all of that as a child. You never should have. I'm just hoping it heals overtime and you get better.
    But before I forget, this is a wonderful animation. It's like eye candy! I love it so much!

  • @bones_r_cool
    @bones_r_cool 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

    I seriously hope you're able to find help, and the peace that you deserve. the internet is a cruel place and I don't blame you for wanting to leave it. I wish you all the best

  • @glock2265
    @glock2265 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    You're a nice person, Sashley
    Fuck the internet.

  • @FlyingShed101
    @FlyingShed101 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +67

    this is smoother then mr cleans bald head

    • @Official_Neneko
      @Official_Neneko 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      LMAOOOO 😂😂😂😂😂

  • @0rb
    @0rb 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +36

    THIS IS GORGEOUS WHAT THE COMPOSITION THE EFFECTS THE SHADING ITS JUST STUNNING

  • @cyschan
    @cyschan 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    the description broke my heart :(

  • @krazednova
    @krazednova 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    Coming from someone who can relate to you. It hurts. Joining the internet at a young age and it causes your mind to get fucked over drastically. It feels like everybody is watching you and waiting for you to slip up so that they can beat you down until you’re nothing. It feels like you *have* to be a people pleaser to pump content out like a machine. To the internet, they don’t view you as a person…at least most don’t. We all make mistakes as kids and I’m so tired of people thinking that kids have to be perfect as soon as they join the internet. *Nobody is going to be perfect, we all make mistakes.* Nobody should hold a content creator at a high pedestal, thinking they’ll do nothing wrong when that’s entirely false. Once again *we all make mistakes, especially at teenage years, we’re all human.*
    I genuinely hope you can leave the internet peacefully and get the help you want. The internet is a harsh and horrible place when you’re a kid and it makes me regret joining the internet at a young age. I also hope you feel the same way about it too because based off of what you said, it seems like you did.
    Once again to reiterate towards the comments *We all make mistakes and we shouldn’t be beaten down for them, nobody is ever perfect of a person. In fact, it’s better to tell the creator what they did wrong kindly instead of beating them down until they’re a husk of nothingness.*

  • @jewlzwrld
    @jewlzwrld 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +23

    outside of the amount of emotion shown in this which is amazing, the attention to detail in some scenes like mortis speaking to ash and ash doing things like turning her head or her ears going down is so cool !! this is a beautiful animation n i hope u do better mentally now and in the future

  • @shadowthenutjob
    @shadowthenutjob 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I'm really sorry you went through all of this. I had a sense this animation was deeply personal for you, so I read the description- and I wanted to say, as someone who has gone through a lot of what you have... It can get better. It's a slow climb, and it isn't easy. A few years ago, I experienced what I can only describe as a complete ego death. I wasn't really a person anymore- just an intelligence emulating the last shape it knew how to take. I relate very deeply to a lot of the feelings you're expressing, and as someone who "died" I want you to know that you can heal. You probably won't come out the way you came in, but you can piece yourself back together with time, patience, love and support. It's crucial to find people who will support you. I know how terrifying and exhausting it can be firsthand. I don't know your life, and I never will, but from one broken person to another- there *is* hope. You *can* recover, and grow. You *can* find happiness one day, so long as you are patient and gentle with yourself. We may not know each other, but I am deeply proud of you for surviving this long, and for surviving all that you have. Remember that there is no shame in being hurt. Wishing you the very best.
    (Your animation skills are impressive, by the way, but I think compassion is far more important than admiration right now.)

  • @user-nm8re9kz5k
    @user-nm8re9kz5k 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    I watched it many times because the animation was so cool. I got goosebumps when Sashly's previous designs came out.😳Thank you for the great video!!

  • @toastayyy
    @toastayyy 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    I’m genuinely so impressed with how good you’ve gotten at animating. I know you’re not as passionate about it as you used to be and that’s okay! Take your time and do what makes you happy, you come first

  • @0b5e55ive
    @0b5e55ive 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    holy fuck sashley im genuienly blown away with this. its so incredible and the visuals are just.... outstanding. im so impressed. its so inspiring and just absolutley insane
    i hope youre doing alright by the way

  • @Pikuni
    @Pikuni 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +24

    Yesss Sashley I'm going to buy her 🧸

  • @lolzazo
    @lolzazo 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    I'm really sorry all this is happening to you, maybe I don't know the whole story, of what happened but that doesn't matter, stuff that happened before don't matter as stuff that will in the future. Keep on going, I'm sure you will eventually live the happy life you deserve, like everyone does. I saw the description, if you leave the internet everybody will surely understand it's for you mental wellness and good. Keep on going in the journey of your life. It will be great in the future.

  • @Argxt
    @Argxt 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    this made me cry but in my defense i am really high. i dont even know how this showed up on my recommended but im glad it did.

  • @flametrowero
    @flametrowero 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    Sashley making a Seweslvt animation right after just made a comeback is nothing short of amazing, all the best creators are coming back and that's wonderful.

  • @SPARKRIZZLE
    @SPARKRIZZLE 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    i remember seeing the original storyboards for this - it’s amazing that it was completed and it turned out so well, dude. your work is incredible

  • @axhleyash
    @axhleyash 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    I hope you feeling better sashley!! And recover from everything that happened to you🫶

  • @Toxicality
    @Toxicality 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I’ve been a fan of yours for many years and it’s fucked up how many people were after you for no good reason. But you are such a skilled artist and this is nothing short of phenomenal. You’ve created something incredible.

  • @ZerTheBodya
    @ZerTheBodya 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Oh, that sucks... I have a friend with paranoia and... depression... And I try to support him in every possible way, despite the fact that I am 15 years old and he is 18. Even if I don't have the words, I try my best to support him... Damn, I love my friends so much... And yes... Public opinion is terrible.... You're always trying to please someone so that society will accept you. But we also forget about our interests and slowly become a "flock of sheep". Do what you like and forget about public opinion...

  • @Meovento
    @Meovento 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    I was suffering bc of fckn mosquitoes. But then I saw this beautiful animation and it calmed down me! Thank you so much Ash you a great artist and your artworks makes me feel happiness !! Hope I can see more animations from you in the future 💗

  • @PLAYHOUSEWIFI
    @PLAYHOUSEWIFI 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    this animation is really beautiful and you did really well portraying your struggles especially those with dissociation. i really hope you can get the help youre looking for and be happier in the future. the internet is a harsh place

  • @Claireley
    @Claireley 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +32

    Sashley, you are an amazing and talented animator. Your artstyle and animation style is gorgeous. I wish to be you, as talented as you, one day. Keep up the gorgeous and beautiful work sashley.

  • @Roxxie
    @Roxxie 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +26

    💖💖💖

    • @umhiroo
      @umhiroo 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hello roxxie!!!

    • @dpllego9692
      @dpllego9692 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hi roxxie

    • @JustSomeoneHi
      @JustSomeoneHi 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      oh, hi :)

  • @scarvestarr
    @scarvestarr 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I know the struggle of failing mental health and constant abuse. Being strong means nothing when you're broken.
    Everybody either says "be strong" or "if you get through this, you will be stronger for it" but those people really don't care about you at all. They simply want you to handle everything on your own.
    I'm sorry.
    As a man I've been kicked around and told to stand up because men stand up when they are kicked down and I don't know how much more I can take.
    You aren't alone in your struggles and I love you to death for trying. I know sometimes people really need to hear they aren't hated.

  • @pineapple3555
    @pineapple3555 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    you can really see the pain in this animation, of course it’s still beautiful

  • @hatsunae6729
    @hatsunae6729 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Yo. Your artstyle has improved so much. And the way of animating. I can see how much it changed through the time I've been watching you. And it REALLY improved. I am very glad you keep animating, because you're GREAT at it. Keep up the good work and I wish you more success in the future!! LOVE YOUR ANIMATIONS!!

  • @Kittencloudy4u
    @Kittencloudy4u 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    THIS GOES SO HARD 🙏🏾💖💞✨️🫶🏾

  • @stanmarshsillygoose
    @stanmarshsillygoose 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

    the animation in this is absolutely stunning. i was slack jawed watching the whole thing. the emotions being captivated here are so incredible and intense. please stay strong, i understand it’s been tough being in the public’s eyes especially for so long and in your developmental years. we love you, sash. you don’t deserve any of this, and it is so unfortunate to hear your story. but please stay strong. take breaks and stray from the internet when you can. you deserve a break.

  • @jeansardine2593
    @jeansardine2593 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    oh my GOD the clip with the old sashes surrounding the current one is so beautiful
    honestly ur work is so special and not even just in the skill or effort, it’s meaningful

  • @vimoru
    @vimoru 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I've been there through pretty much every drama you had, all I have to say is - I feel sorry for you.
    People forced you to suffer and act like an adult even when you were just a child that was forced to be in the public spotlight because of these dramas. All of your actions were seen as bad, even something so simple as a style change, something every artist goes through.
    It's not hard to understand why you feel an unhealthy connection - or rather disconnection - with everything you've done these past years, I can't imagine looking back at my own art and feeling like I'm not the one who did this but a husk of myself.
    I'm not someone close to you so I don't want to act like I understand everything that's been going on, I just hope you can find peace both with yourself and your artistic journey. I and probably many other people would be at peace knowing that you're offline, in therapy, working on your own mental health, rather than having anxiety attacks over posting something that once brought you some type of joy.

  • @braixeninfection6312
    @braixeninfection6312 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I feel ya fully. This is one of the best works you've done imo because I relate so much to it. I wish both you and me could feel better.

  • @Sakura_TheTrickster
    @Sakura_TheTrickster 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    This is absolutely stunning! I really appreciate the effort you put into this, grateful that you’re back on TH-cam. I read your description and I’m sorry you had to go through that, I hope your pain will recover soon. Please don’t do for other desires, keep focus on yourself and keeps yourself happy. And I do suggest you should get off the internet it affects your life and it’s not good for your mental stability or health. I hope you’ll recover soon and quickly. I appreciate you focusing on yourself and taking your time❤️

  • @maliceee5638
    @maliceee5638 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    hi sashley! first off- this animation is. wow. breathtaking. i can feel all the emotions you probably felt while making this. you truly know how to animate and draw expressions, its awesome but also kinda terrifying in a very good way. i keep rewatching it, looking at every detail because goddamn this is good.
    ive been struggling with psychosis and paranoia for a little while now, i wont vent because this is not a place to but this really spoke to me on a personal level. we definitely didnt have the same life and problems thats for sure but you have a talent for sharing the emotions you feel through art and i find that so beautiful that i can almost relate in some way to everything you post.
    ive been following you for years, and i remember when i was younger all the drama made me sick to my stomach and i kept thinking about how you probably felt. i thought about how horrible it must be to be famous at such a young age, especially in a community like this. (also i remember i wanted to befriend you because i found you really funny lol)
    no matter what happened i stayed, even with all the "dramas" (can you even call it that??) that happened more recently. i found it disgusting how people were so obsessed with making the child victim of something like this into an evil sicko abuser.
    i would say you're my favorite animator, or artist, but its so much more than this. yes we dont know eachother on a personal level but what i love most about your channel, is your journey. youre strong sashley, you really are. and im really sorry this happened to you but i doubt youre interested in this type of pity. so yeah, i found how strong you are incredible.
    this isnt really supposed to be some type of comment to comfort you, just thoughts that have been dancing around my brain for a long time.
    im really sorry if this comes off as strange or weird!! if it does feel free to delete it.
    this is the last comment i will put on this channel as i am 15, and to respect your wishes i will stop watching your work, but as soon as i am of age to watch your channel i will come back! you inspire me alot, and im excited to see your progress :)
    - malice, a fan of about 6 years

  • @cartoonhyperfixated
    @cartoonhyperfixated 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    This animation represents a powerful message, stay strong sashley

  • @Sweetcherry881
    @Sweetcherry881 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    For be honest, YOUR ANIMATION IS JUST SO AMAZING! I'm really impressed, this is one of the best animations I've seen so far! You have a lot of talented, ignore the haters sashley, your animations are amazing💖✨

  • @adventurestudio7759
    @adventurestudio7759 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    * hugs you in a platonic supportive way *

  • @Tofu_the_Wolf
    @Tofu_the_Wolf 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Ash, I want too thank you so dearly for putting this out. Watching this and reading the description, genuinley makes me feel so understood. Im a million precent supportive of you wanting too be off the internet and I raelly hope you can be someday. Just thank you for this, really thank you.

  • @lolyyyyyyy
    @lolyyyyyyy 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    you're an amazing and very talented artist sash! ive been following u for years now. The internet can be a terrible place, but i think ur art adds something positive here, stay strong and take care

  • @Xanycki
    @Xanycki 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I love your work, despite the context of the animation, it's really beautiful and I can see you put a lot of effort and emotion into it to display your psyche the best you can. I'm so sorry for what you went through, and I think many of us can relate to the internet really messing with us at a young age one way or another.
    I've been through some messed up things too, not as a content creator, but still due to internet things as a minor still developing. From one challenged gal to another, I recommend you see a psychiatrist and a therapist if you haven't already. If you struggle with love, emotions, happiness, or are easy irritable or emotional, it's definitely signs of poor mental health and I think we all care and want the best for ya. I personally have been seeing one with similar symptoms and I was diagnosed with C-PTSD from simply dealing with internet stuff and unhealthy relationships over a long period of my childhood. I wish you a steady recovery from the trauma/impact of being a very young content creator.

  • @unkowndotexe
    @unkowndotexe 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    THE ANIMATION IS SO GOOD!! but man, im so sorry you had to go through all that trauma. i really hope youll be able to live the life you deserve soon

  • @Rosalia_229
    @Rosalia_229 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

    this is fire 🔥🔥🔥

  • @bezimotodol
    @bezimotodol 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +143

    I read the description and I sincerely wish the best for you sashley, I'm sorry about the damage the internet and its people have done to you.

  • @__ST4RRYY__
    @__ST4RRYY__ 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I love the fact that the song writer sampled part of this from the watamote ending theme :D

  • @Lu_cidshere
    @Lu_cidshere 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    Sashley, if you don’t want to come back again, you really don’t have too, I just want to see you happy and not stressed.

  • @burnt_toast777
    @burnt_toast777 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Sashley, If and when you do quit, I just want to thank you for all the happiness you brought your community, Seriously your amazing. I think we all just want the best for you, So do what makes you find peace and heal

  • @crustycarrots538
    @crustycarrots538 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    THE ANIMATION US SO SMOOTH!! I love the intense emotion portrayed in this, so beautiful

  • @Canary.55
    @Canary.55 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    Very amazing!!💞💞✨

  • @jesteric
    @jesteric 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    GOD THE ANIMATINO IS SO GOOD THIS IN CONTRAST OF YOUR OLDER ANIMATION MEMES IS SUCH A DRASTIC CHANGE OMG

  • @king_tutankhamun
    @king_tutankhamun 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    holy fuck the attention to detail in your animations is just insane,,, it’s been a while since i’ve properly watched one of your videos and you have improved so much i’m genuinely in awe.

  • @CRISTIANPEREZ-pe6du
    @CRISTIANPEREZ-pe6du 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I really had a good childhood in Animation Memes. Thank you Sashely, for everything♥👍

  • @buggyblue2
    @buggyblue2 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

    Many apologies for the long comment, but it’s been on my mind for a while -
    I’m so fucking sorry dude. People are RUTHLESS online. They lack empathy and consequence due to the protection of a screen. People were and still are cruel as hell. I genuinely hate this community sometimes - more times than not. I couldn’t even IMAGINE the kind of shit people put you through. As a content creator, you’re constantly put at the risk of doxxing, cyberbullying, and so much more. The fact that you’ve dealt with this bullshit since 13??? That’s INSANITY. At 13 years old, you should be making fun art, exploring your style, and making shit that makes you happy - not dealing with a bunch of low-lives that have nothing better to do than to bully a kid.
    You didn’t deserve that shit then and you don’t deserve it now.
    I’m around your age, for context, so I’ve been watching your craft since forever. To see the improvement after so many years has been absolutely incredible - and as another artist, it’s inspiring! You’ve come sooooo far dude, you should be hella proud. So every time I hear someone talk down towards you, it’s so disheartening. As artists, we should be lifting each other up, not tearing each other and ourselves apart. To see so much abuse happen in this community online is sick.
    Sashley, I mean this shit from the bottom of my heart: fuck those people and fuck what they did. And fuck everyone who pushes you down even now. You’re doing AMAZING for what you’ve had to and STILL have to deal with. I know I’m just another stranger on the internet, but I don’t need to *know* you personally to know that you’re strong 👏 as 👏 hell.
    At the end of the day, fuck ‘em. Do what feels right. Do what makes you happy. You don’t owe weird ass people on the internet ANYTHING. Fuel your craft. As artists, it’s our voice. Our heart. Literally everything. It’s for US. Not for them.
    Long story long, please remind yourself in the mirror every single day that you are SO strong. This is a beautifully animated video, you did great. Keep up the great work and keep making art that sets your soul on fire. Much love.

  • @wolfie_pxtato
    @wolfie_pxtato 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I feel so sorry for you :(
    I hope you can recover and feel better soon! I was a really big fan of you since 2020 and I still am. I knew those lies weren’t true, and i never believed them.
    Please stay strong and keep going! We are all here to support you no matter what! Ignore the haters and just focus on what you love, you don’t have to always post just for us! Take your time

  • @kittennnzzz
    @kittennnzzz 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    the inconsistency of the art brings it all together imo.

  • @alex.scrumptiousfarts
    @alex.scrumptiousfarts 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    sashley, i know you have probably heard this a thousand times, but you are such an inspiration to me😭😭!! i grew up with your videos and you inspired me to make my own drawings and keep going and imrpoving despite the hateful comments of others. even though animation isnt really my thing, ive tried it a few times which lead me to trying some other forms of art and exploring myself. it hurts me deeply that while i saw you living your best life, you were actually going through something so much worse. im glad that things seem better now for you. and although im sure everyone will miss your amazing animations in the future, never forget how many people cared for you and adored your videos. we are all so proud of how far youve gotten and how talented you are.

  • @ilyHermo
    @ilyHermo 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    posting peak as usual ash thank you for being such an amazing person^^

  • @TrashBa7
    @TrashBa7 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    this… is a very good depiction of how this song makes me feel. i am sorry you experience a similar reality

  • @Maskit4life
    @Maskit4life 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +54

    MORTISSS 💪💪💪

    • @deny_all_spades
      @deny_all_spades 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      I love how that it translates only the emojis, but not Mortis (doesn't it mean Death in Spanish?)

    • @Maskit4life
      @Maskit4life 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @@deny_all_spades Yes, in Latin and Spanish.

    • @benjamin_is_dund
      @benjamin_is_dund 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      ​@@deny_all_spadesdeath in spanish is muerte or muerto

    • @deny_all_spades
      @deny_all_spades 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@Maskit4life yea i remember something like that

    • @deny_all_spades
      @deny_all_spades 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @@benjamin_is_dund Knowledge acquired my dudes

  • @icedzui
    @icedzui 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    hey i’m not much a commenter on your videos but i’ve been following you since 2017-ish? and wow this is phenomenal, the raw emotion from this is genuinely so insane and i felt it. the pure passion just shines thru with your work. It’s really cool to see how much you’ve improved over the years. Keep going, love seeing the animations

  • @tozuko_
    @tozuko_ 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

    sashley i just wanted to tell you that this animation is incredible and shows so much emotion. i do hope you feel better because it must be hard trying to please hundreds of thousands of people, some like you/your art, and some dont. it hurts. you are so insanely talented and ive been watching you for as long as i can remember. youve always been such a huge inspiration for me and i do really hope you feel better

  • @Owo-vm7ey
    @Owo-vm7ey 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    WAKE UP GUYS!!!THE LEGEND RETURNED WITH EVERYTHING🎉🎉🎉🎉
    Ash, thank you very much for existing, you are the motivation for me to be an animator, thank you for everything ;)✨💕

  • @dazzlingbeamm
    @dazzlingbeamm 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    MORTIS EAT ME OML HOW GOOD CAN A OC BE?! SASHLEY THIS IS SO INCREDIBLE WOAAAAAAAAAA

  • @witherwick4273
    @witherwick4273 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Hey Sashley. I honestly can barely imagine the shot you've been through. I've been here for a long long time. I'm a few years younger than you. I remember looking up to you a lot when I was younger. Thinking "wow they're so close to my age I could be like that." I saw the controversies and saw you as less of this or of reach idea and more like an actual person. You made mistakes that I wasn't far from making. I have since given up on my art dreams. But I have new dreams. And those dreams make me so much happier. And I hope one day you'll find something away from all this to make you happy too. Even if that means leaving this all behind. I wish you all the best.
    - one of the many past 10-11 year old sans fans.

  • @Nightmare6719
    @Nightmare6719 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

    TALK ABOUT THE CHILLS I GOT FOR THIS ANIMATION 💀 YOU KILLED IT! 💙

  • @Naravayax
    @Naravayax 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Honestly the different styles adds a certain vibe to it and I love it

  • @delphoxhoopa7289
    @delphoxhoopa7289 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Your drawings are so impressive how they manage to be the perfect blend of cute and scary!