9TAILS - 1242am (prod. Syndrome)

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  • @GnomishTuesdays
    @GnomishTuesdays 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

    "I may of lost the source of the pain, but all the tragedy still seeping through my pours" is such a hard line tho. Too relatable

  • @Sailortrance
    @Sailortrance 6 ปีที่แล้ว +848

    This is the most astonishingly, devastatingly beautiful song I've heard, ever. It hurts my heart to know how few people will hear this, let alone appreciate it for the work of art that it is

    • @lilsixx595
      @lilsixx595 6 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Sailortrance think you need to expand your library a bit
      It’s good but you’re reaching pretty far with that statement

    • @thekushgod9063
      @thekushgod9063 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Devin me too bud. They’re all deserving of the fame and loyalty of their fans. I listen to at least 4 of those people a day

    • @cassiusfelix2805
      @cassiusfelix2805 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      hey many people may not listen to his music but he has a loyal fan base and I think that’s more important

    • @GatsuTheBranded
      @GatsuTheBranded 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      agreed what a piece of work :(

    • @petiepablo2997
      @petiepablo2997 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      9 tails is the best! 🇺🇸 .

  • @TheMontereyJack
    @TheMontereyJack ปีที่แล้ว +270

    At the bar alone on my birthday with air pods in jamming this. I want to cry but everyone around me might think that a little weird. Happy birthday to me.

    • @Mefumetto
      @Mefumetto  ปีที่แล้ว +41

      Happy birthday brother!

    • @daevry34
      @daevry34 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      happy late birthday sad friend :)

    • @ehlauditore3932
      @ehlauditore3932 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      happy belated birthday my friend

    • @Exhale_its_gale
      @Exhale_its_gale ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Sorry you had a sad birthday 😔 I think everyone has to have atleast one ☝️ I’ve had a few.

    • @lilhank8629
      @lilhank8629 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Where are you from bro?

  • @CrittingOut
    @CrittingOut 2 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    Every couple of months gotta come back and listen to all the old music he made under 9tails for some nostalgia

    • @chichiiiiix
      @chichiiiiix ปีที่แล้ว +2

      samee

    • @ichkannnichtmehr3
      @ichkannnichtmehr3 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      he still making music?

    • @jaded-harper
      @jaded-harper 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@ichkannnichtmehr3 yes. new name is sewerperson

    • @ichkannnichtmehr3
      @ichkannnichtmehr3 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@jaded-harper then im the biggest retard in the world cuz I'm listening to both

  • @stiycavirp9188
    @stiycavirp9188 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    1242am
    9TAILS
    Produced by Syndrome
    Album 2am music

    [Intro]
    Yo, we back on this shit, aye
    9TAILS
    [Chorus]
    Layin' waste on the floor
    I can push it, I can fight it
    I can kill my urges if you want me, yo
    Drinkin' bottle after bottle
    I can feel my senses hit with numbin', no
    I can't take this sorrow
    Swear this loneliness in me is always hauntin', yo
    Maybe before I give up I'll take my songs and make 'em something
    [Verse]
    I swear I can never get around to being who I wanted
    Purging all my negatives, I'm feelin' clean but I am starving
    Can't relate to anyone, these days I'm feelin' like a martian
    I'm shit at a lot of things but musically I go the hardest
    I'm not just an artist, swear this shit a mindset
    I would give up everything to see how real my life get
    Just so I would have some shit to write I didn't write yet
    Take the damage for the story, not enough sleepless nights yet
    Fully devoted to this dream, yeah
    Skip on outings to play with computer screens, yeah
    Skip my meal this grinder's all I really need
    I'm too deep inside to say it's not for me, real shit
    Layin' waste on the floor
    Take a taste of the ending that you're waitin' for
    I may have lost the source of the pain
    But all that tragedy still seepin' from my pores, yuh
    Face a whole blunt, she said I never used to
    That's what comin' off the medication make me lean to
    With how my mood's changin' I say that I need to
    I know it shows but I let it so I'll see it through
    [Bridge]
    I know it shows but I let it so I'll see it through
    Baby, my whole life I've lived inside a tinge of blue
    [Chorus]
    Layin' waste on the floor
    I can push it, I can fight it
    I can kill my urges if you want me, yo
    Drinkin' bottle after bottle
    I can feel my senses hit with numbin', no
    I can't take this sorrow
    Swear this loneliness in me is always hauntin', yo
    Maybe before I give up I'll take my songs and make 'em something

  • @StonerDeer
    @StonerDeer ปีที่แล้ว +4

    When the empty feeling gets to me. Just sitting around day after day. I play this. I don't drink or get high anymore and this one helps me get the feelings out. The chorus hits me hard and it helps to cry sometimes

  • @korudoo2503
    @korudoo2503 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    9tails started a new part of his music career now softheart man I hope the names in this genre never quit

  • @freelancesniper
    @freelancesniper 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I remember when this first came out and a couple months later it only had a few thousand views and now we're at 1.4 mil, keep going miles.

  • @oggik3118
    @oggik3118 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    The beat sounds like Greed from the Haikyuu!! soundtrack. this is awesome

  • @michalmichal9181
    @michalmichal9181 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    its something magic in this song and melody, from the first seconds

  • @gigigujabidze8080
    @gigigujabidze8080 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    The fact that the background melody is from haikyuu makes it even better

  • @EscapeYourFate7
    @EscapeYourFate7 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Since discovering this yesterday, it has been the only thing vibrating the molecules in the atmosphere around my current place in time. Endlessly beautiful. I love this so much.

    • @yungkaos
      @yungkaos 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      you should listen to "Better days" or maybe "Warm" by 9tails too, you could like It

    • @EscapeYourFate7
      @EscapeYourFate7 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@yungkaos Thank you. Been listening to warm on repeat for days now.

    • @wtfimcrying
      @wtfimcrying 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@EscapeYourFate7 wtf im crying i need nothing ill try to explain etc

  • @HollowedK1ng
    @HollowedK1ng 6 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    This came out on my birthday yet im just now listening to it. Where the hell have I been.
    Love the song!

  • @nanounknown6004
    @nanounknown6004 6 ปีที่แล้ว +202

    They say "be happy, why are you always sad? Then some ask "do you like being sad"? I say " I dont feel happy its all a mask to me throw on a smile and you can fool anyone, and in a for some way i like being sad". Thank you 9TAILS your music makes me think and I like thinking a lot.

    • @lauramoraru5267
      @lauramoraru5267 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      leather myface same. I dont have any reason to be happy. So im sad

    • @cassiusfelix2805
      @cassiusfelix2805 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      people don’t get it they just think there’s a happy switch that you can turn off and on

    • @312luis2
      @312luis2 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      leather myface sO dEeP

    • @evelyn-.
      @evelyn-. 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      u know ur a 12yo who just got his ass beat in cod so he thinks hes depressed lmao

    • @moonvo7368
      @moonvo7368 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      this feels so generic is practically forced

  • @Mbrog
    @Mbrog 6 ปีที่แล้ว +125

    Lyrics
    Layin' waste on the floor
    I can push it, I can fight it
    I can kill my urges if you want me, yo
    Drinkin' bottle after bottle
    I can feel my senses hit with numbin', no
    I can't take this sorrow
    I swear the loneliness in me is always hauntin', yo
    Maybe before I give up I'll take my songs and make 'em something
    I swear I can never get around to being who I wanted
    Purging all my negatives, I'm feelin' clean but I am starving
    Can't relate to anyone, these days I'm feelin' like a martian
    I'm shit at a lot of things but musically I go the hardest
    I'm not just an artist, swear this shit a mindset
    I would give up everything to see how good my life get
    Just so I would have some shit to write I didn't write yet
    Take the damage further story, not enough sleepless nights yet
    Fully devoted to this dream, yeah
    Skip on outtings to play with computer screens, yeah
    Swear my music grind is all I really need
    I'm too deep inside to say it's not for me, real shit
    Layin' waste on the floor
    Take a taste of the ending that you are waitin' for
    I may've lost the source of the pain
    But all that tragedy still seepin' from my pores, yuh
    Face a hole but she said I never used to
    That's what comin' off the medication made me lean to
    With how my mood's changin' I say that I need to
    I know it shows but I'll let it so I'll see it through
    I know it shows but I'll let it so I'll see it through
    Baby, my whole life I've lived inside a tinge of blue
    Layin' waste on the floor
    I can push it, I can fight it
    I can kill my urges if you want me, yo
    Drinkin' bottle after bottle
    I can feel my senses hit with numbin', no
    I can't take this sorrow
    I swear the loneliness in me is always hauntin', yo
    Maybe before I give up I'll take my songs and make 'em something

    • @cassiusfelix2805
      @cassiusfelix2805 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you

    • @kylesanders7729
      @kylesanders7729 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Is it not "I know it shows but I lit it so ill see it throught" talking about smoke pot because he's off the meds

    • @kylesanders7729
      @kylesanders7729 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      "Face a whole blunt she said I never used to but thats what coming off the medication makes me lean to" put down one addiction pick up another

    • @rumpelstiltskinn._8224
      @rumpelstiltskinn._8224 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@kylesanders7729 yea think so, also it's not "swear my music" it's "skip my meals this grind is all i really need"

  • @justifymusic3768
    @justifymusic3768 6 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    9tails is amazing I DREAM EVERY NIGHT ABOUT PLAYING MY GUITAR FOR 9TAILS HES MY FAVORITE ARTIST OF ALL TIME!

    • @cofume
      @cofume 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Did you manage to make it happen?

  • @francismark1993
    @francismark1993 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    It took me years to figure out that intro sample was from an episode of Haiyuku. 🥲 Beautiful.

  • @Moldyfries1
    @Moldyfries1 6 ปีที่แล้ว +105

    9TAILS 🖤🖤

  • @TRAPSOUL9961
    @TRAPSOUL9961 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    i cant stop hear that song every single day since it got uploaded.

  • @matthewnothing8823
    @matthewnothing8823 6 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    This one is special for me 💖

  • @arbexX
    @arbexX 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    defiantly 1 of my favorites off the album

  • @maximousskillsandgames7494
    @maximousskillsandgames7494 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Laying waiiste ooon the flooorr

  • @kosaka536
    @kosaka536 6 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    9TAILS is amazing

  • @davidwiley3608
    @davidwiley3608 6 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Absolutely beautiful

  • @noxoutlet6233
    @noxoutlet6233 6 ปีที่แล้ว +289

    Damn can’t believe he’s quitting music, I’ll be playing this on repeat ❤️😔

    • @Hedgehogdillema
      @Hedgehogdillema 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      he is back hehe

    • @noxoutlet6233
      @noxoutlet6233 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Jewbaka sewer person (:

    • @cassiusfelix2805
      @cassiusfelix2805 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      he back now but has a different name

    • @zhaoyun2630
      @zhaoyun2630 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@cassiusfelix2805 what's his name?

    • @assbite6239
      @assbite6239 5 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      @@zhaoyun2630 Sewer Person, his style is different now, but he is still amazing.

  • @lqves1503
    @lqves1503 6 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Hyouka + 9tails 😍

  • @guap3228
    @guap3228 4 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    No contest this is his best song. When he starts yelling the vocals I get chills every single time

    • @tomtom3592
      @tomtom3592 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      nah this is pretty shit

    • @kylonowens1966
      @kylonowens1966 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@tomtom3592 I disagree but respect your opinion

    • @tomtom3592
      @tomtom3592 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@kylonowens1966thank you have a great day

    • @invy8192
      @invy8192 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@tomtom3592 why r u here then?

  • @grounded6652
    @grounded6652 6 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    notification boys? another beauty by 9tails. ty for the upload brother.

  • @fyndere
    @fyndere 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    9Tails always make good music

  • @dillonwarner4534
    @dillonwarner4534 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    When your feeling nume and feel worthless and pathetic this type of shit helps Its kinda nice to know I’m not alone in this endless pain and torment and that there may be other’s feelings what I feel but idk but if your Reading this I hope your having a good night or day genuinely

  • @starannachan
    @starannachan 6 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    this song is so special to me.

  • @Greeaf69
    @Greeaf69 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I come back to old 9 tails songs every now and then

  • @zeavkk4832
    @zeavkk4832 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    i love this song

  • @ilyeto
    @ilyeto 6 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Anime: Hyouka

  • @pingeee
    @pingeee 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    these lyrics are fucking amazing, i love 9tails

    • @Vevoz7198
      @Vevoz7198 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      come back to listen again

    • @pingeee
      @pingeee 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Vevoz7198 never stopped, still bumping 9tails til this day 😢

  • @keefsupreme3685
    @keefsupreme3685 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    He did give up to see how good his life would get, but, no matter how good it may have been, he couldn't give up music, so he came back as sewerperson 🙏❤️

  • @LorddualDesigner
    @LorddualDesigner 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Brasileiros, vocês quem escutaram esta música, parabéns!
    Eu escutava esta música e outras do gênero, sem saber da letra, apenas eu repetia a canção.
    3 anos depois, já com 19 anos, revejo que, se antes eu soubesse acerca da letra, eu teria estado mais consciente disso tudo...

    • @varelamarcos4713
      @varelamarcos4713 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      q te pasa brazuca

    • @LorddualDesigner
      @LorddualDesigner 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@varelamarcos4713 há anos a notícia acima fala a rapidez a nós e à pessoa quem lê abaixo e por debaixo das letras

  • @joshuaaraya550
    @joshuaaraya550 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    This is legit was my most played song from 9TAILS

    • @otakulord4379
      @otakulord4379 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      He has over a million views on another song of his.

  • @Coda1111
    @Coda1111 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    The haikyuu ost huuu so good

  • @egodevth3200
    @egodevth3200 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    9tails, sewer, miles, whatever u wanna go by youre amazing.

  • @timgoslin4942
    @timgoslin4942 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Bro this song give me the chills.

  • @puppylulla
    @puppylulla 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i love him sm..

  • @kief5336
    @kief5336 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Fire as hell, it’s also amazing at 0.75 speed

  • @dantegrass2568
    @dantegrass2568 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This song goes hard n rlly nice vibe n beat to it onfgg

  • @eatingdumbpaotaoes8686
    @eatingdumbpaotaoes8686 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I wish he uploaded his songs to spotify

  • @cassiusfelix2805
    @cassiusfelix2805 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    aye bangs

  • @xengbeats8227
    @xengbeats8227 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    9tails 🔥🔥🔥

  • @TazursTV
    @TazursTV ปีที่แล้ว +1

    June 1 2023, my mom just passed away, the love of my life left me and i just found out i have a cancerous tumour growing between my heart and lungs, im sat here alone on the patio watching what could be one of my last sunsets alone having some drinks, cheers.

  • @Zines
    @Zines 4 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    I like how it's the only sad scene in this anime and you took it...
    Anime: "Hyouka" (I won't recommend it to people who like good endings)

    • @4mxsu
      @4mxsu 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      i watched it and the ending is ridiculous >:(

    • @OniTsukami
      @OniTsukami 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      im debating if this anime ending is better than "kuzu no honkai"

    • @PBRatLord
      @PBRatLord 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Wdym by good ending though? Cause there"s a bunch of shows that have a realistic ending, but not necessarily a happy one and get shit on for not having a beautiful conclusion. I actually kinda like it when a show sacrifices the typical happy ending in favor of one that"s more set up for the world and characters established. Like Code Geass, Iron Blooded Orphans, Cowboy Bebop, Darling in the Franxx (as much hate as it got, it was nowhere near as absurd of a twist as the fans made it out to be, though it definitely fits in the lighter side of this) and Guilty Crown (barely but its one of my first anime so I give it more credit than its due admittedly)
      So does the ending defy what has been leading up to it in terms of character development and world building, or is it just one that"s realistic and as such fails fulfill the whole fairy tale ending trope?

    • @Zines
      @Zines 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Ryan I mean, they could've done really better with the characters' potential and with what they had built arround them. (idk if that was english its not my main language I'm sorry in advence, I can't explain better with my current vocabulary but yeah).

    • @tkojack-1154
      @tkojack-1154 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ending isnt bad, in the anime he basically proposes to her in the ending, but the actual story is the Light novel

  • @fukkjay6882
    @fukkjay6882 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Dam 2018 feels weird listening this in 2023 it goes just to fast in was 14 15 here now 18 lol

  • @NXTTk
    @NXTTk 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I always find myself overtime coming back to this song after something happens with a girl in my life. Always in the same position drinking sobbing over a girl who didn't deserve my time. I'm stuck in a neverending loop of the same day over and over again :/

  • @saori1835
    @saori1835 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is so underrated

  • @MoriXIV
    @MoriXIV 6 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    oof amazing use of Haikyuu's OST

    • @oggik3118
      @oggik3118 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Im rewatching season 2 right now and im so glad i noticed that. Made my day

    • @RuiSen1
      @RuiSen1 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Frl?

    • @Josh-is-Lost93
      @Josh-is-Lost93 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This is hyouka

    • @waobae
      @waobae 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Josh-is-Lost no, he’s talking about the song and the beginning. Not the visuals of the video

    • @forebodingsky5757
      @forebodingsky5757 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Josh-is-Lost93 haikyuu ost 2 season - "greed"

  • @NoirBS538
    @NoirBS538 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    God 🛐

  • @bronsonwilliams2883
    @bronsonwilliams2883 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Here before it blew up.

  • @meltededen
    @meltededen 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This vibe 😍

  • @lfrost53123
    @lfrost53123 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    He explain his self already to this song

  • @keatonsinfiniteplaylist
    @keatonsinfiniteplaylist ปีที่แล้ว

    BABY MY WHOLE LIFE IVE LIVED IN A TINGE OF BLUE

  • @StarAngel369
    @StarAngel369 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Sad cold broken world. ❤ 😢

  • @pokebowl1
    @pokebowl1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    “9TAILSSS”

  • @jark1608
    @jark1608 6 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I'm feeling clean but I am starving

  • @essicc
    @essicc 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I SAQ THIS WONDERFUL PERSON A MONTH AGO AND LET ME TELL YOU. hE IS STILL THE SAME I THE MOST BEUTIFUL WAY. nOTHING BUT SMILES SAME SONGS AND A GREAT DUDE. SEWER PERSON IS HIS NEW NAME IN CASE NO ONE KNEW

  • @cassiusfelix2805
    @cassiusfelix2805 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    he the goat

  • @xy1jm6ro6u
    @xy1jm6ro6u 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Lyrics:
    [Intro]
    Yo, we back on this shit, aye
    9TAILS
    [Chorus]
    Layin' waste on the floor
    I can push it, I can fight it
    I can kill my urges if you want me, yo
    Drinkin' bottle after bottle
    I can feel my senses numbin', no
    I can't take this sorrow
    I swear the loneliness in me is always hauntin', yo
    Maybe before I give up I'll take my songs and make 'em something
    [Verse]
    I swear I can't never get around to being who I wanted
    Purging all my negatives, I'm feelin' clean but I am starving
    Can't relate to anyone, these days I'm feelin' like a martian
    I'm shit at a lot of things but musically I go the hardest
    I'm not just an artist, swear this shit a mindset
    I would give up everything to see how'd my life get
    Just so I would have some shit to write I didn't write yet
    Take the damage further story, not enough sleepless nights yet
    Fully devoted to this dream, yeah
    Skip on outtings to play with computer screens, yeah
    Swear my music grind is all I need, yeah
    I'm too deep inside to say it's not for me, real shit
    Layin' waste on the floor
    Take a taste of the ending that you are waitin' for
    I may've lost the source of the pain
    But all that tragedy still seepin' from my pores, yuh
    Face a hole but she said I never used to
    That's what comin' off the medication made me lean to
    With how my mood's changin' I say that I need to
    I know it shows but I'll let it so I'll see it through
    [Bridge]
    I know it shows but I'll let it so I'll see it through
    Baby, my whole life I've lived inside a tinge of blue
    [Chorus]
    Layin' waste on the floor
    I can push it, I can fight it
    I can kill my urges if you want me, yo
    Drinkin' bottle after bottle
    I can feel my senses numbin', no
    I can't take this sorrow
    I swear the loneliness in me is always hauntin', yo
    Maybe before I give up I'll take my songs and make 'em something

  • @kyialo
    @kyialo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Listening to this at 12:42 am 😔

  • @Lxnar514
    @Lxnar514 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    it sucks that this was removed from spotify😭

  • @helpy8973
    @helpy8973 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Haikyuu nice

  • @casper3359
    @casper3359 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    The beet is 13 [Yoku] ~ Haikyuu!! Season 2 (OST I) :))

  • @dylonnichols6005
    @dylonnichols6005 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Beautiful holy god... so sad he quit making music.

  • @mortuusabinferis5689
    @mortuusabinferis5689 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Greed - haikyuu ost

  • @akaercone8444
    @akaercone8444 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    guardin and 9tails r the only 2 artists good at this genre of music and u cant change my mind

  • @cassiusfelix2805
    @cassiusfelix2805 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    🖤

  • @Richheart2331
    @Richheart2331 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    He left me 😢 but I still love him. This hits hard

  • @meizucha4873
    @meizucha4873 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i don't realise and accept how it's been 5 years since this song drops. I'm 18 now soon 19, still feeling dead inside.
    I just passed 2 years of happiness that are floating away since the beginning of the year. I forgot how it was to feel empty. Was 7yo when everything went wrong in life, and 13 when depression stroke me.
    i dont understand how did this happens to me while i was that young.
    Nowadays i feel like i've spawned since few months. i remember having this strange feeling two times in life; at 7, my parents send me to the psy, then at 13, but i refused to talk bout it. I should have i hate ms so bad
    Maybe love couldnt help, i don't know what i'm gonna do now. I'm fucking up all the work I put this year. all of my deadlines seems to be reals deadlines
    i'll see what will happen

    • @chickenjo
      @chickenjo ปีที่แล้ว

      keep moving forward, you're stronger than you realize

    • @meizucha4873
      @meizucha4873 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@chickenjo thanks, i hope you're right..

  • @Gamingfreak237
    @Gamingfreak237 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Goodbye 9TAILS, hope ya come back.

  • @jakekluever6278
    @jakekluever6278 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Day 1 not clouded by substance. This helped me get thru

    • @foreignasht
      @foreignasht 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      keep it up

  • @robertmakowicz7294
    @robertmakowicz7294 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    masterpiece

  • @Thomasth31st
    @Thomasth31st 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This is suicide repellent , don’t make me tell you twice . Hats off my doje.

  • @likelike1666
    @likelike1666 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    gooosebuuumppps omg

  • @julissareyes3375
    @julissareyes3375 6 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    lyrics plz

    • @ChaoticChocoboXx
      @ChaoticChocoboXx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      [Intro]
      Yo, we back on this shit, aye
      9TAILS
      [Chorus]
      Layin' waste on the floor
      I can push it, I can fight it
      I can kill my urges if you want me, yo
      Drinkin' bottle after bottle
      I can feel my senses hit with numbin', no
      I can't take this sorrow
      Swear this loneliness in me is always hauntin', yo
      Maybe before I give up I'll take my songs and make 'em something
      [Verse]
      I swear I can never get around to being who I wanted
      Purging all my negatives, I'm feelin' clean but I am starving
      Can't relate to anyone, these days I'm feelin' like a martian
      I'm shit at a lot of things but musically I go the hardest
      I'm not just an artist, swear this shit a mindset
      I would give up everything to see how real my life get
      Just so I would have some shit to write I didn't write yet
      Take the damage for the story, not enough sleepless nights yet
      Fully devoted to this dream, yeah
      Skip on outings to play with computer screens, yeah
      Skip my meal this grinder's all I really need
      I'm too deep inside to say it's not for me, real shit
      Layin' waste on the floor
      Take a taste of the ending that you're waitin' for
      I may have lost the source of the pain
      But all that tragedy still seepin' from my pores, yuh
      Face a whole blunt, she said I never used to
      That's what comin' off the medication make me lean to
      With how my mood's changin' I say that I need to
      I know it shows but I let it so I'll see it through
      [Bridge]
      I know it shows but I let it so I'll see it through
      Baby, my whole life I've lived inside a tinge of blue
      [Chorus]
      Layin' waste on the floor
      I can push it, I can fight it
      I can kill my urges if you want me, yo
      Drinkin' bottle after bottle
      I can feel my senses hit with numbin', no
      I can't take this sorrow
      Swear this loneliness in me is always hauntin', yo
      Maybe before I give up I'll take my songs and make 'em something

  • @kilianpeyveypey4942
    @kilianpeyveypey4942 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    "Orelsan - Notes pour trop tard" beat??

    • @laurentguintini5809
      @laurentguintini5809 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Oui 😉

    • @yungilka7923
      @yungilka7923 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      do u have original beat

    • @Biichty
      @Biichty 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      original son is "Greed - Haikyuuu"

    • @fayrox447
      @fayrox447 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Non bg il a pris l'instru de l'anime Haikyuu "Greed"

  • @soyboy6832
    @soyboy6832 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    vibes

  • @blisschris1229
    @blisschris1229 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Found this at 12:32 and i am scared

  • @tomoldcsgo
    @tomoldcsgo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This sample is from Notes pour trop tard

    • @MrDodonino
      @MrDodonino 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      A la base c'est Greed de l'OST d'Haikyuu.

  • @nightmarerabbit590
    @nightmarerabbit590 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    When its 12:39am nd your halfway thru the song just realizing the name

  • @PluTiper
    @PluTiper 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    👍

  • @DeeSnutts
    @DeeSnutts 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Almost 1mil views let’s goooo

  • @CERUG
    @CERUG 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    llllloooooovvvvvvvveeeeeeeeee its perfect for me right now

  • @Alex-sz7yy
    @Alex-sz7yy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Arkan .. I love you

  • @calliopecat7001
    @calliopecat7001 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love y'all and sleepyboy
    I want to see y'all live

  • @guardianwolf6103
    @guardianwolf6103 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Me finding and listening to this song at 12:32 am 🤷

  • @lucas-xi6kt
    @lucas-xi6kt 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    the instru is inspired of : Orelsan - note pour trop tard

  • @warcisionly4216
    @warcisionly4216 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    aye brom what's the anime in the background

    • @blindkev5639
      @blindkev5639 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hyoukai i think not sure tho

  • @al3k370
    @al3k370 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    What’s the first sample of this beat?

  • @hidmir305
    @hidmir305 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I am reading lyrics and I am curious what does "living inside a tinge of blue" means, does anyone know?:c

    • @codqsBeAsT
      @codqsBeAsT 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      The lyric is “baby my whole life I’ve lived inside a tinge of blue”
      In English, the color blue is often used to describe sad thoughts or feelings. So in this line, he is saying that for his whole life he has experienced sad things. Hope this helped!

    • @hidmir305
      @hidmir305 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@codqsBeAsT thank you for explaining! now I understand meaning of this!

  • @outsider147
    @outsider147 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    i am a sad cat crying at night :(

  • @z33ash
    @z33ash 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    No it’s actually 12:53

  • @killfastkillfast
    @killfastkillfast 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    my fucking life holy shit that hit deep i thank your so much for your music an your life there’s many that feel we in this together 💯💯

  • @FallxnFear
    @FallxnFear 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    anime?

    • @ja-md5ss
      @ja-md5ss 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      FallxnFear Hyouka

    • @sadheart8283
      @sadheart8283 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      FallxnFear can u stop being everywhere

  • @Kaliotus
    @Kaliotus 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Good job!