Pile 2. I was r*ped when I was 17 and nothing was done about it. I picked myself up and essentially raised myself. I knew very little about becoming a woman because my mother could never get her ego/shame out of the way. Now she’s very careless and makes casual comments that she’d know were hurtful if she’d been there. I realized I was constantly coddling her feelings on it before I’d ever tended to my own. I decided it had to stop. She constantly avoids her feelings and telling herself the truth, I know that’s why she wasn’t and isn’t there for me. But I can’t do everyone’s emotional labor and still be me. It’s really sad but I’ve made my peace with it. She hasn’t. I can very clearly see her shame and perfectionism and it centers HER in the trauma. I refuse to carry it.
That's an incredibly sad situation. I'm so sorry you had to experience any of that. Sometimes it's easier to love from a distance, (even a mother). I hope you continue to be strong and eventually find peace
You sound like you’re going through a lot that I have. I was raped as a teenager and had a critical, emotionally absent mother. It does get better. You’re doing great to believe in yourself and not rely on your unreliable, unsympathetic mother. I’m a 72 year old psychologist. If I have regrets, it’s not reaching out and getting help earlier and more often. It was a direct result of my mother being critical and checked out. If you can’t trust and lean on your parents, it’s easy to conclude you can’t rely on anyone. That’s not true. It’s important to know other people can and will support and encourage you. It’s most critical not to blame yourself. It’s not your fault that you were neglected or that you were raped. Not at all. Not in any way, shape or form.
I was having nightmares about the repeated SA i went through with my ex, and seeing this comment as soon as i woke up, i felt... less alone. Both my parents have narcissistic traits and the mothers before in my fam experienced the same and it just drove them insane. I didnt know how to get help either because i trusted no one considering my ex's father was a corrupt ex cop that owned a lot of seedy businesses. And his mom was also in the justice system. Im so sorry you guys had to go through that. Its horribly dark to feel like you have no support and heal on your own. Not just from that, but the abuses before, too. Its overwhelming and im wishing you all the love and happiness in the world because we deserve it. ❤
Pile 3 - the accuracy in every word you spoke had my jaw on the floor, and I don’t know why because you are always so accurate. The way you described her and the current situation is 1000% on point! She lacks self-awareness so much, which makes no sense to me because she talks like she’s extremely self-aware. She treated me very poorly and was incredibly selfish and she knows exactly why I left and yet she somehow doesn’t because she can’t see or admit what she did. And then in the reading, you just said this exact thing!!! 😂 she actually felt like I was the love of her life, which begs the question, why would you treat the love of your life like crap? I’m essentially hidden to her and almost every way. She has no way of finding out anything about me and that’s how I’m going to keep it. Thank you, Lexi!!!!
Pile 3, spot on as always! this person functions purely out of ego, beyond destructive to themselves and others. i poured myself into helping him, but got disregarded and slandered. it took me over a year to completely detach, only because i never checked up on him again🥹 while he is in a placeholder relationship, i’m healing in my single era👏🏽
Kind of had a similar situation. It took me months to get over them. Looking back, I now appreciate having the experience so I could learn that I deserve honesty, respect and love.
Pile#3 This topic reading reminds me of the song "Somebody is watching me"... I have moved on long time ago, released Energies and learnt my Karmic lessons 😊😊😊 No more looking back and the past - including people are exactly 💯 where there supposed to: in the past! Thank You sweet Lexy 😊😊
Pile 3 - at first I couldn’t think of anyone, but as you described this person’s energy, everything clicked! It’s so spot on, and your readings are always incredibly helpful. I just want to thank you for all that you do Lexi, you never let us down!
Pile 3 - Today I did a reading for myself and the Seven of swords represented someone else from the past (yes!), while the Empress card represented me. The accuracy is crazyy
Lexi never fails to deliver it ❤ just love how your readings are pace so peacefully even sometimes with hard messages, you can soften them, with your beautiful energy
So disturbingly accurate ❤️❤️❤️ Lexi can you please please do your next date? You haven’t done one in a while and I super excited for everything you have prepared on your list , but could you make ur next date a quarterly thing as a treat ❤💃🏻🙌🏻
pile 3 - I knew it would be them. you painted them perfectly. and quite honestly I used to get mad but at this point in time I'm just sad for them and their inability to move forward/how much of a hold their ego has over them. it's been a long time and I've done a lot of living since then, it's sad they can't do the same thing.
Pile 3 - my little sister. We were the closest for yeeears growing up, but her life has spiralled and she’s projected it all onto me. I’m in a deep healing journey myself, so it’s the best decision to stonewall her. Time doesn’t seem to be helping her at all, as she seems to hate me more and more as time goes on. I’m sure she’s pissed that I’ve cut her off, but she needs to grow up and take responsibility for herself. I’ve also just moved states for a new job (that I clearly didn’t tell her about) so she can’t keep tabs on me any longer. We have a family day every Sunday, so that’s where she could watch me. The other informer was my older sister, but now that my younger one has made herself look bad and irrational, that’s stopped too. So spot on as always! Thank you Lexi ❤
omg pile 3 lol - i didn't even know i wanted to know why this person reached out - but actually this was super insightful...he knew me years ago and who i was then doesn't exist now...his texts eluded to him thinking i'm the same person
The thing with pile one is that any guy who wronged me in the past knows they can’t step towards me again. I’m a cap sun Aries moon, I make it very clear that once you cross me you’re dead to me.
Pile3, I was pretty sure who you were talking about and my pendulum confirmed it. The individual is a bit controlling, there are her own reasons for why, and yeah no self awareness. I have no interest in reconnecting with her for how things went down. She had moments when she could be very compassionate but other times she had a very negative attitude and was always starting shit on the internet and with family. I've felt much better since blocking and such, and my facebook and social media is all set to friends only, and I use another name she is unaware of for youtube. For me its like that saying "bye Falecia".
pile 1 & 2 called me. Pile one could be so many guys if we’re being real 😹 who knows I don’t care I’m over all of them. Aries moon Aquarius stellium bitch you fumbled and that’s it, I move on fast. Let’s see who pile 2 is talkin about 😯
Hey, I don't know if you take requests but I wanted to share this anyways. I keep obsessively thinking of this online friend I had 4 years ago, every single second for 4 years now. I literally want it to end but idk what to do. Idk why I still think of him. Any advice from anyone would be helpful honestly... I was trying to find readings on it but couldn't really find anything
Her videos are timeless so when you see it it’s meant to be she has a guidance for closure or the ghost of you !!! I recommend this two from her channel hope this helps 💕
i had a similar situation, mainly from the other party latching onto my energy. the best mantra in those moments is “i entirely and completely release you out of my life”! don’t allow yourself to get swept away in thought, acknowledge and shut it down. a last resort is doing a freezer spell, it can easily be researched. i wrote down the person’s full name, my intention for the person to leave my energy alone. it worked like a charm and isn’t a crazy curse or anything😅 wishing you luck!!🫂
@@Tamarindo-tp2en thank you so much for helping 💜 I couldn't find the ghost of you reading, and the other one unfortunately didn't help me. I think I might have to try something other than tarot.
@@divinesafespace thank you so much for helping!!! I'll try to rewire my mind somehow. Unfortunately can't do spells in my strict religious household. This man is so deeply embedded in my being it's crazy. I mentally talk to him all the time. He's like a part of me now. It's so strange lol
@@valentina-blossom yess ofc 💕💕 I understand I’m the same way I have to obsess over a person until I’m over them years later I ask myself what made me so interested maybe that person did something to make you attached bc it triggered a childhood wound or maybe they came into your life to show you what kind of person you want I ur life I’ve been here before
Pile 2. I was r*ped when I was 17 and nothing was done about it. I picked myself up and essentially raised myself. I knew very little about becoming a woman because my mother could never get her ego/shame out of the way. Now she’s very careless and makes casual comments that she’d know were hurtful if she’d been there. I realized I was constantly coddling her feelings on it before I’d ever tended to my own. I decided it had to stop. She constantly avoids her feelings and telling herself the truth, I know that’s why she wasn’t and isn’t there for me. But I can’t do everyone’s emotional labor and still be me. It’s really sad but I’ve made my peace with it. She hasn’t. I can very clearly see her shame and perfectionism and it centers HER in the trauma. I refuse to carry it.
Wish you tonnes of happiness love and healing my warrior soul 😊😊
@@nsd594 Thank you 🥹 Gratefully received ❤️
That's an incredibly sad situation. I'm so sorry you had to experience any of that. Sometimes it's easier to love from a distance, (even a mother). I hope you continue to be strong and eventually find peace
You sound like you’re going through a lot that I have. I was raped as a teenager and had a critical, emotionally absent mother. It does get better. You’re doing great to believe in yourself and not rely on your unreliable, unsympathetic mother. I’m a 72 year old psychologist. If I have regrets, it’s not reaching out and getting help earlier and more often. It was a direct result of my mother being critical and checked out. If you can’t trust and lean on your parents, it’s easy to conclude you can’t rely on anyone. That’s not true. It’s important to know other people can and will support and encourage you. It’s most critical not to blame yourself. It’s not your fault that you were neglected or that you were raped. Not at all. Not in any way, shape or form.
I was having nightmares about the repeated SA i went through with my ex, and seeing this comment as soon as i woke up, i felt... less alone.
Both my parents have narcissistic traits and the mothers before in my fam experienced the same and it just drove them insane. I didnt know how to get help either because i trusted no one considering my ex's father was a corrupt ex cop that owned a lot of seedy businesses. And his mom was also in the justice system.
Im so sorry you guys had to go through that. Its horribly dark to feel like you have no support and heal on your own. Not just from that, but the abuses before, too. Its overwhelming and im wishing you all the love and happiness in the world because we deserve it. ❤
Pile 3 - the accuracy in every word you spoke had my jaw on the floor, and I don’t know why because you are always so accurate. The way you described her and the current situation is 1000% on point! She lacks self-awareness so much, which makes no sense to me because she talks like she’s extremely self-aware. She treated me very poorly and was incredibly selfish and she knows exactly why I left and yet she somehow doesn’t because she can’t see or admit what she did. And then in the reading, you just said this exact thing!!! 😂 she actually felt like I was the love of her life, which begs the question, why would you treat the love of your life like crap? I’m essentially hidden to her and almost every way. She has no way of finding out anything about me and that’s how I’m going to keep it. Thank you, Lexi!!!!
Pile 3, spot on as always! this person functions purely out of ego, beyond destructive to themselves and others. i poured myself into helping him, but got disregarded and slandered. it took me over a year to completely detach, only because i never checked up on him again🥹 while he is in a placeholder relationship, i’m healing in my single era👏🏽
Kind of had a similar situation. It took me months to get over them. Looking back, I now appreciate having the experience so I could learn that I deserve honesty, respect and love.
Pile#3 This topic reading reminds me of the song "Somebody is watching me"... I have moved on long time ago, released Energies and learnt my Karmic lessons 😊😊😊 No more looking back and the past - including people are exactly 💯 where there supposed to: in the past! Thank You sweet Lexy 😊😊
Pile 3 - at first I couldn’t think of anyone, but as you described this person’s energy, everything clicked! It’s so spot on, and your readings are always incredibly helpful. I just want to thank you for all that you do Lexi, you never let us down!
Pile 3 - Today I did a reading for myself and the Seven of swords represented someone else from the past (yes!), while the Empress card represented me. The accuracy is crazyy
Pile 1! You nailed it... This guy Jay I dated in 2022. He's definitely pulling on my energy. (We were magnetic together, but he couldn't handle it).
This is jaw-droppingly accurate! 😱 Thank you, Lexi ❤
Lexi never fails to deliver it ❤ just love how your readings are pace so peacefully even sometimes with hard messages, you can soften them, with your beautiful energy
Pile 4 the kitty cat!! I adore kitties so much, their purrs heal my heart. ♥️ ❤❤Thank you the reading resonated!!!!
So disturbingly accurate ❤️❤️❤️ Lexi can you please please do your next date? You haven’t done one in a while and I super excited for everything you have prepared on your list , but could you make ur next date a quarterly thing as a treat ❤💃🏻🙌🏻
pile 3 - I knew it would be them. you painted them perfectly. and quite honestly I used to get mad but at this point in time I'm just sad for them and their inability to move forward/how much of a hold their ego has over them. it's been a long time and I've done a lot of living since then, it's sad they can't do the same thing.
Pile 3 - my little sister. We were the closest for yeeears growing up, but her life has spiralled and she’s projected it all onto me. I’m in a deep healing journey myself, so it’s the best decision to stonewall her. Time doesn’t seem to be helping her at all, as she seems to hate me more and more as time goes on. I’m sure she’s pissed that I’ve cut her off, but she needs to grow up and take responsibility for herself.
I’ve also just moved states for a new job (that I clearly didn’t tell her about) so she can’t keep tabs on me any longer. We have a family day every Sunday, so that’s where she could watch me. The other informer was my older sister, but now that my younger one has made herself look bad and irrational, that’s stopped too.
So spot on as always! Thank you Lexi ❤
#3 thank you. ❤ This resonates a lot.
It's good knowing I am far more difficult to read.
Pile 4, Thank you 🌹
Always here for another Lexi read 🙌🏻🙌🏻😘😘
Pile 1: Thank you, Lexi
omg pile 3 lol - i didn't even know i wanted to know why this person reached out - but actually this was super insightful...he knew me years ago and who i was then doesn't exist now...his texts eluded to him thinking i'm the same person
Pile 3: “Come into my parlor, said the spider to the fly” That metaphor is an accurate in a creepy way.
I agree, never heard that!
Heyy please make a reading on the timing of soul family reunion or anything related to soul family 🙏❤️❤️
The thing with pile one is that any guy who wronged me in the past knows they can’t step towards me again. I’m a cap sun Aries moon, I make it very clear that once you cross me you’re dead to me.
Pile3, I was pretty sure who you were talking about and my pendulum confirmed it. The individual is a bit controlling, there are her own reasons for why, and yeah no self awareness. I have no interest in reconnecting with her for how things went down. She had moments when she could be very compassionate but other times she had a very negative attitude and was always starting shit on the internet and with family. I've felt much better since blocking and such, and my facebook and social media is all set to friends only, and I use another name she is unaware of for youtube. For me its like that saying "bye Falecia".
4 thank you 😊😊😊😊😊
on point again 🎉❤❤️🔥💯✨💫🧿🤩
Pile 1&4: so on the dot!
#3, thank you 💚✨🌤
Pile 1: my ex left me and my kids for drugs and strippers. It was shocking because we lived a mostly normal life. Pile 1 fits for him.
Pile 4 🙂
Hi 👋 Lexi leo ♌️ 💓 First ❤❤❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
3🌸 yes I cut her off . I hope she finds her own value 🫶🏽 🤞🏽🙏🏽
People need to step up if they want to know me 😏 Im overall sick of how Im moving up and the people who I left behind are on the same spot
blessings blessings blessings
no more venus fly trap
no self awareness
when i was programmed i was a black jaguar on a leash. now, the leash is off
It's like you're in my head
This eclipse season had some serious letting go energy and feeling defeated, can we get an ego boast video ?
Pile 2
❤❤❤❤ I appreciate you 🙂❤️🩹🏹
Omg two fav themes by lexi in one week 😭😭😭😭😭😭 im screaming. October is great. Loving the shadow themes ❤
3🎉🎉🎉
P4. Horrible timing, but at least it's not a negative vibe 🤣
1❤
hi lexi, ive been trying to buy one of your readings but it keeps saying that its sold out
Pile 2: You better be sick. %#&k you 💥
pile 1 & 2 called me. Pile one could be so many guys if we’re being real 😹 who knows I don’t care I’m over all of them. Aries moon Aquarius stellium bitch you fumbled and that’s it, I move on fast. Let’s see who pile 2 is talkin about 😯
Hey, I don't know if you take requests but I wanted to share this anyways. I keep obsessively thinking of this online friend I had 4 years ago, every single second for 4 years now. I literally want it to end but idk what to do. Idk why I still think of him. Any advice from anyone would be helpful honestly... I was trying to find readings on it but couldn't really find anything
Her videos are timeless so when you see it it’s meant to be she has a guidance for closure or the ghost of you !!! I recommend this two from her channel hope this helps 💕
i had a similar situation, mainly from the other party latching onto my energy. the best mantra in those moments is “i entirely and completely release you out of my life”! don’t allow yourself to get swept away in thought, acknowledge and shut it down.
a last resort is doing a freezer spell, it can easily be researched. i wrote down the person’s full name, my intention for the person to leave my energy alone. it worked like a charm and isn’t a crazy curse or anything😅 wishing you luck!!🫂
@@Tamarindo-tp2en thank you so much for helping 💜 I couldn't find the ghost of you reading, and the other one unfortunately didn't help me. I think I might have to try something other than tarot.
@@divinesafespace thank you so much for helping!!! I'll try to rewire my mind somehow. Unfortunately can't do spells in my strict religious household.
This man is so deeply embedded in my being it's crazy. I mentally talk to him all the time. He's like a part of me now. It's so strange lol
@@valentina-blossom yess ofc 💕💕 I understand I’m the same way I have to obsess over a person until I’m over them years later I ask myself what made me so interested maybe that person did something to make you attached bc it triggered a childhood wound or maybe they came into your life to show you what kind of person you want I ur life I’ve been here before