I know how you feel about not feeling good in that type of environment. Have you tried joining a student organization (like black student union)? It's always good to have more than one go-to person, and keep in mind that because you're a freshman, you still have so much room to talk! Friend groups change drastically from freshman year to senior year, so it's not too late to join groups and form connections. Hell, even in senior year it's not too late. I have pretty bad social and general anxiety, but I always find that if I push myself to talk to people and push past the anxiety for about a week, things end up better! I hope you find community! There's a lot of people who I'm sure are in the same mental position as you, and there's a comfort in finding them. Wishing you the best!
Also, I'm pretty sure your school has a counseling service (like therapy)! It could help to talk, even though it could be scary. This was a good vlog, and I'm rooting for your success!
you got this johnnyana! i'm feeling the exact same way right now too :/ not sure if you remember me from step pre-nso but you were legit the sweetest! sending love from step family!
Noooooo, don't cry! I just found your channel cause I was looking for black girls at ivies (you know manifesting), but Imma stay! I recommend surrounding yourself with extroverted people that have a interest in something you have. Not social media though, b/c they're usually fake.
I know how you feel about not feeling good in that type of environment. Have you tried joining a student organization (like black student union)? It's always good to have more than one go-to person, and keep in mind that because you're a freshman, you still have so much room to talk! Friend groups change drastically from freshman year to senior year, so it's not too late to join groups and form connections. Hell, even in senior year it's not too late. I have pretty bad social and general anxiety, but I always find that if I push myself to talk to people and push past the anxiety for about a week, things end up better! I hope you find community! There's a lot of people who I'm sure are in the same mental position as you, and there's a comfort in finding them. Wishing you the best!
Also, I'm pretty sure your school has a counseling service (like therapy)! It could help to talk, even though it could be scary. This was a good vlog, and I'm rooting for your success!
you so real for this. I be feeling the same way 😂
you got this johnnyana! i'm feeling the exact same way right now too :/ not sure if you remember me from step pre-nso but you were legit the sweetest! sending love from step family!
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yet another top quality video
i’m happy i made you cry ❤️
i hope ill get into upenn one day..
same
shower shawtie 🙌🙌🙌
my hometown 🫶🏽
Noooooo, don't cry! I just found your channel cause I was looking for black girls at ivies (you know manifesting), but Imma stay! I recommend surrounding yourself with extroverted people that have a interest in something you have. Not social media though, b/c they're usually fake.
Did you join any clubs? Or is your dorm in the Freshman quad?
no clubs and dorm is in the quad !
Hi sis its me Shad and I miss you, I hope you are doing well.
awww i miss you too, i love you so much baby bro ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
i’m trynna be like my favorite penn youtuber johnnyana 🫶🏽