As someone who sees myself as a Izzet with a White splash, this 'reason VS emotion' turmoil is very real, especially if you also deals with ADHD. In my case, this necessity for stability/structure (or I would say, just safety) but having this inner fire of chaotic emotions and ideas literally eating you up from inside, where you SO wanna scream real loud, but you just shut your mouth and keep your head down to avoid unnecessary conflicts. Then life sorta became this pendulum swinging from "feeling guilty for being reckless and acting without planning properly" to "regretting not having more initiative on a crucial moment". And, since we're talking about Jeskai, which lacks the green and black mana, I would also add the lack of acceptance on how the world works and your alleged place on it, let alone that sort of naiveness of heart that makes you think that everybody can be a good person and you can trust them with no fear of backstabbing or negligence. AND don't let me start talking about the fear of ending cycles.
I tend to fit Bant’s ideals, but I’ve always seen myself really close to Naya and Jeskai. And I 100% understand the whole “wanting to do something so much, yet feeling too afraid to do it” and “regretting not doing more in spite of knowing you’ll probably not do it anyway” quite a bit. I think it stems from the ADHD in a way.
Great miniature! One small correction regarding the colour blend priority: "Always pushing for better self AND for better 🌎" could be more accurately expressed as "Always pushing for better self AS MEANS to a better 🌍".
I'm an Izzet person, but white core Jeskai is inspiriering. Having more discipline or routines in my life would be great, but it probably goes to much against my nature...
I still had a lot of painful negative experiences with the darker theme and traits of this wedge that every time people talk very positively of it without mentioning the bad side, I'm so close to having angry tears because I felt betrayed. I had to put up with the emotional gaslighting of Izzet, the aggressive authority of Boros, and the overbearing expectations of Azorius. It's the reason why I'm Abzan.
As someone who sees myself as a Izzet with a White splash, this 'reason VS emotion' turmoil is very real, especially if you also deals with ADHD. In my case, this necessity for stability/structure (or I would say, just safety) but having this inner fire of chaotic emotions and ideas literally eating you up from inside, where you SO wanna scream real loud, but you just shut your mouth and keep your head down to avoid unnecessary conflicts. Then life sorta became this pendulum swinging from "feeling guilty for being reckless and acting without planning properly" to "regretting not having more initiative on a crucial moment".
And, since we're talking about Jeskai, which lacks the green and black mana, I would also add the lack of acceptance on how the world works and your alleged place on it, let alone that sort of naiveness of heart that makes you think that everybody can be a good person and you can trust them with no fear of backstabbing or negligence. AND don't let me start talking about the fear of ending cycles.
I tend to fit Bant’s ideals, but I’ve always seen myself really close to Naya and Jeskai. And I 100% understand the whole “wanting to do something so much, yet feeling too afraid to do it” and “regretting not doing more in spite of knowing you’ll probably not do it anyway” quite a bit. I think it stems from the ADHD in a way.
Awesome video as always, cant wait for Sultai and Mardu!!!
Jeskai is the best 3color combination 😎
That philosophy and lore are just amazing
Yeah I love Jeskai, it's up there in my top 3 for sure
Finally - my color combination! Thanks!
I was looking for this video just a day ago, great timing
We are happy to be your cult 🥰😉
My loyal follower 😁
I'm anxiously looking forward towards Sultai.
Happy to be this early! Love everything you do!
Hope you enjoyed the video, I'm excited to get the rest of the wedges done
Been excited to see this!
Great miniature!
One small correction regarding the colour blend priority: "Always pushing for better self AND for better 🌎" could be more accurately expressed as "Always pushing for better self AS MEANS to a better 🌍".
Praise the cult of DiceTry. Auestion: Do you think the mono color videos need a remaster or are as good as they are
I’ve never clicked on a video so fast!
Haha, love to hear it
I'm an Izzet person, but white core Jeskai is inspiriering. Having more discipline or routines in my life would be great, but it probably goes to much against my nature...
I still had a lot of painful negative experiences with the darker theme and traits of this wedge that every time people talk very positively of it without mentioning the bad side, I'm so close to having angry tears because I felt betrayed. I had to put up with the emotional gaslighting of Izzet, the aggressive authority of Boros, and the overbearing expectations of Azorius. It's the reason why I'm Abzan.
Jeskai is... pretty fly.
Second-best clan, baby.
FINALLY
bruh chill, i just want to build an army and draw cards
Red,White,and Blue,sounds like captain america
"My blood is red white and blue, Raiden. Let's see what color is yours"