That shit was powerful. When he said it, multiple faces crossed my mind. It is a shame how we treat each other. Not just as black people but as human beings period. We prefer to troll and talk shit rather than listen or to help. The way we are as humans combined with poor gun laws equal these mass shootings. NRA is right, people kill people. The same people we troll and talk shit about, the same people we bully or belittle are going out buying guns and killing everybody!
It was pissing me off when they kept cutting him off to give broad surface level advice. Just let him vent everything off his chest & be a listening ear. He’s not asking for a solution. I know exactly how he feels
On god homie! The whole “I been trynna find good people for so long” too in only 32 years. I’ve had to live so many different lives, and never the one I truly wanted… IM TIRED BRO
What's crazy is I used to be that loyal guy. Took a bullet for those who I thought were friends. When the Dr said you'll never walk again, they started disappearing.. That was the darkest time of my life. I wanted to die. I laid in piss and s**t because I didn't care. I remember who I was. MAN. Mentally Adapted Naturally. I got my s**t together and with no therapy but me working my legs myself. I've been walking for over 20 years. We can never stop fighting the fight Bro!!! Please.. Shalom..
I watched this episode repeatedly because this was so powerful the thing is he allowed them too take advantage of him like he said he was hesitant to cut his family off completely he said he can’t explain a million dollar problems to somebody who haven’t seen $10 before he should’ve done what Lebron did and cut off family&friends for awhile and then reunite with them when everything gets situated this why I keep telling some people any time you getting ready to embarked or start a career you gotta have the right circle around you to protect and secure your future so it wouldn’t be no setbacks or costly mistakes or people using and stealing from you for their own beneficiary and then shit on you later when you down and out this why I don’t trust nobody so when people tell me I ain’t got no friends I don’t feel bad about it because I have my own reasoning smaller the circle get the better it is for me.
Please nvr understand the power of a hug. I was going thru alot of stuff in 2016 and no one knew it and some woman I worked with just came up to me out no where and just hugged me
I'm 27 and as soon as he said "I'm tired" my body just forgot how to breath and I started to cry like hell. I fell you ma man. I'm trying every day not to quit and the only thing keeping me here is the fear of death. I pray for any brother, friend, randon person on the street or whoever you is that you can make and you'll find any kind of peace cause I don't think I got what it takes anymore to becoming happy and trust people. All my life I wanted a family, building a house, plant a tree and all that shit but today I don't even know if I endure the following week. Therapists tell you to speak to people and engage with people but in my opinion that's not reality, at least where I come from there is no understanding for completely broken people. I've been alone my whole life cause my mother didn't want me and ran away my father was at work from 6am to 6pm and drank after. All my youth I thought I got it, this life thing is easy but somehow I ended up being almost no human anymore. I can't take it anymore, somehow I just want the pain to end
I Soo feel him I can’t sell my soul for this generation.. you just rather deal with self. Trust loyalty Soo hard to find keep around.. these demons are real out here
I know how he feel. You get tired of people crossing you. After a while you don’t wanna meet new people. People come and go, nobody really fuck with you like they say they do. You get tired of helping people and when you down bad all the people you helped disappear. Sometimes being alone is better for some people. Less people less problems
I HAVE PTSD WHICH LEADS TO SEVERE DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY. THIS IS A FEELING I GO THRU EVERYDAY. BEING HURT SOOOOO MANY TIMES BY PEOPLE YOU LOVE AND PUT TRUST IN THAT YOU GIVE UP ON PEOPLE PERIOD. YOU REALIZE YOURE JUST AROUND TO BE AROUND YOU HAVE NO DESIRE TO EVEN WANT TO MINGLE WITH THEM. WHEN YOU DO GO AROUND YOURE SITTING BACK OBSERVING EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE TO THE POINT YOU REALLY DONT ENJOY YOURSELF. YOUR SMILE BECOMES SO FAKE AND BEING FAKE IS NOT A PART OF YOU SO YOU JUST FEEL AS THOUGH BEING ALONE IS BEST BUT DEEP DOWN YOU WANT THAT SOMEONE YOU CAN TRUST AND PUT SOME HONEST LOVE INTO. SHIT REAL MAKES IT HARD TO GET OUT OF BED IN THE MORNING. PEOPLE DONT KNOW THOSE STRUGGLES
Painful watching a man who clearly could benefit from good friends deny three good men reaching their hand out in offering to be a helping hand and Michael simply doesn’t have anything left in him to trust someone else in fear of being hurt again
I've been in situations where people begged me to hit them up after pouring out my soul. Think they honored that? Nope Point I'm trying to make is that it's easy to volunteer on camera.... But what about when it actually is an inconvenience? Would they still drop their stuff for him? Beas has probably heard people say that a million times which is why he feels like this.
This is why we are supposed to share our weaknesses with people. It breaks the illusion that people have it all together and makes reaching out for help a realistic option. What a sweet man. I hope he found his tribe.
You will never have it together in this current society because you're forced to always chase things, and that never ends. You don't get it. You have to kiss ass to get what you want, and people are tired of that. This society is about favoritism. There's no help when everyone needs it.
@@macanina100 yeah. There is wisdom in knowing who we can trust. But there's also comfort and understanding that if someone can't help you it's because they themselves are struggling and weak. So don't be so cynical
If you're going to share your weaknesses, do it with people you can relate to. You shouldn't be open to sharing your weaknesses with any random person. They'll use that to their advantage while taking advantage of you. Reality is that most people don't care about you or your struggles.
Just lost my pops and as soon as he said I’m tired and how black folks ain’t wanna care till it’s too late man I cried like a baby still crying as I type this
This don’t make it any better, but it’s not just a black folk problem. It’s a whole ass society problem. Not to take away from the struggle, but in general people don’t care about the mental health stuff. You gotta try to die, or threaten someone to get any kind of help
You can tell when Beasley is crying those tears aren’t just for the current conversation that evoked that emotion. There is deep pain in that man’s soul after the loss of a mother, the sport that you love to play feels like it doesn’t like you back in its biggest stage but he’s resilient and as he likes to say HE’S ONE OF THEM ONES always for faith in Beasley 🔥
I don't know this man personally but I know exactly what he is going through. At some point after giving your all and realizing that others wouldn't do the same for you it kills something inside. I'm glad he has his kids and basketball to wake up for. I hope he gets the friendships he's looking for and be able to trust again
I’m 22 and battling with one of the hardest times of my life with my freedom in jeopardy. I felt this heartfelt and allowed cats I thought were my dawgs to put me in an awful situation. Dudes I done looked out for, fed, and always genuinely looked out for snaking me, bad mouthing me, and wanting me to lose everything I’ve worked for. I feel this for real. It’s hard to know who really loves you friends and family. Hard to know if it’s genuine because everyone counting favors yet would ask you for the world and don’t remember that you did it out of love and you being genuine. I feel what he’s going through no doubt.
ma man, i don’t know what u goin thru, but keep ya head up, we need this, u need this, not for you, but for the ones who care about u, the one who will care n luv you, don’t u dare to give up, cause when u give up u let them win, they wanna see you down cause they know u a menace!
You see the signs, you just gotta act on the signs and leave them behind bc if you continue to fk with them then it’s on you. Easier said then done of course. Just gotta have 1 or 2 solid people that match you and weave out the rest
As someone who suffers from depression and anxiety... Everything he said resonates with my soul...there has been so many times i find myself in a shell dont leave the house....dont have an appetite....and having people kic you while u down and make matters worst isnt what we need...everyone needs help but they have to be willing to help us cuz we dont always talk what we goin through but we will show it....
This is the life of the modern athlete. Michael seems like a good dude who was very trusting dude with a laissez faire approach to life but if you dont have a good support network of people looking out for you then you are ripe to be taken advantage of
@@cinderblock5651 literally! I’m going through this same thing right now. I’m tired of healing from people so I stay to myself, in my house, like he said he does. I felt it in my soul when he said he don’t have nothing left for people.
That’s exactly what it is. He had the tools to be great but no support or real love. Sometimes we just need that lil push otherwise them days turn to weeks weeks to months and months to years before you know it you’ve almost wasted your potential
Yaw got me crying. How many people walking around feeling like he does. I hope yaw help him through to the other side. Please help him building trust is so important. Let him know he is loved for who he is as a person. Bro... don't give up...help others and it will help your soul.
HUGE props to the whole crew for supporting this black man. We need this everyday brothers. He is freaking dying inside and I can’t even imagine his pain.
I’m not trying to get attention or anything like that with that being said, two weeks ago I told my Mom that I didn’t want to be alive anymore but I stressed to her that I would never actually commit suicide because I just won’t for me it feels like quitting which I hate. I couldn’t explain it to her but after watching the full episode and him talking about not being able or wanting to trust or talk to anyone it put everything into words that I couldn’t do two weeks ago I sent this to my mother telling her this is how I feel and she is able to understand so much more. Thank you Michael Beasley and everyone else thank you.
Bless you skippy it gets so hard sometimes keep fighting if you can't look/reach out look within. Prayers for MB also I felt that hopelessness and pain. Its awful holds you to ransom and you can't see yrself surfacing. Understanding the past helps....rip off the old bandaids and say yes that happened to me take a deep breath and say but I'm still here. I will still fight I will never give up I will find peace. Weather alone or loved we owe it to ourselves....love🥂
As a black man. Im experiencing all this right now as I speak. We wasn't taught to express emotions or signs of weakness. I cry for help but no one hears me. I just wanna say I take medicine for my mental illness. Everyone over looks it and say it fine. No it ain't. I promise the thoughts we think is that we not great enough for no one not even our black women. We have so much to carry. I'm not saying it's fair but I wish we could have uplifting ways. I smile through my pain. And it's building up to the point I locked my self in a room for 5 days. I been ridicule to the point I don't even want to walk out in public
Really hope he gets the help he needs. He’s obviously in the place many athletes end up with not knowing what life is supposed to be without their sport they’ve played their entire life
I felt that, when he’s tears come down my tears come down. I’m Tired to big homie, sometimes I sit in my car by my self and cry, I don’t have real friends, I’m always by my self and my dog cause everybody’s fake.
My heart goes out to Michael Beasley. I pray that you'll are communicating with him like you all said you would. He definitely needs good and sincere men like you all in his life. I LOVE the outreach that I saw.
Man… it’s hard finding the words to say to people to get them to understand that you don’t want to give up but people give you every reason to.. watching this interview hit me so hard because I to have been struggling with my emotions and it’s beyond hard to be understood especially when you really want to be understood and loved on.. man this interview hurts so bad I felt all of this
Bro that was so real it had me ready to tear up dead ass u can tell that came from deep in his soul like he almost wanted to hold back on even saying it at all but very glad he opened up
All he needed was a hug in that moment. That’s it. No preaching. No hey we understands. I was just there and no conversation helps. We’re beings of frequent and love shows when you feel it!
Where have I been? I've never seen this interview until just a few moments ago on Instagram & it brought tears to my eyes because I feel him. I searched this just to watch the whole interview. I hope Micheal Beasley is ok. Prayers frfr.... never know what a person goes through. The weight that we are asked to carry at times is sometimes too much for one to carry! I pray for peace for him
I remember when the media kept bashing him in his playing days. Calling him a pothead and drug addict on the daily. Meanwhile the man was going thru some real life problems. This society will break you down to nothing. Than want to call you crazy when you snap.
This is so relatable, I feel him because I’ve been in this precise situation where genuine good people are reaching out and you just cannot accept, mainly because you’ve been burnt so many times. Its tuff.
I’m so happy to see these grown black men having these conversations. Especially for the world to see, so that others can benefit. I felt that, hard. Thank you fellas. 🙏🏾✊🏾💪🏾
How did they get him to do the interview? The fact he said Michael said yes to the interview shows he is willing to accept support from the right people. Shout to all these Men!!! We needed this moment and conversation!!! 🧡🧡🧡
Beasley here reminds of the final scenes in the Joker movie where he blows up ““Why is everybody so upset about these guys? If that was me dying on the sidewalk you’d walk right over me. I pass you everyday and you don’t notice me.” What’s sad is we do notice Michael Beasley. There are good people out there that want the best for him but he’s been so hurt and betrayed throughout his entire life being used, abused and exploited that now that he doesn’t have the one thing he could fall back on every night in basketball it’s like he’s completely lost his ability to live life as it’s supposed to go. He’s like a lost dog in the middle of an unknown city unwilling to trust anyone because of the pain he’s had to endure so much when there are in fact many people out there in search to save a stray and scared being. I wish the best for you Michael. I hope you get to play in the NBA for a longer time but if not I just hope you can find the right people to be around you so you can find a way a life without basketball
This makes me cry every time I see this. He raw emotion has me in my feelings right now. Please heal and help cause there are real people out here suffering. 🙏🏾 I wish this man all the happiness and success in the world. Please bless him, Lord🙏🏾
I felt him...depression is real and you never think it would be you because we're built or created to be strong asf....I realized I was in a state of depression and it's something I'm still going through and dealing with because it's recent and new to me I'm figuring it out....but I was working at Amazon just in the bathroom crying for two days and didn't know what was wrong with me I was let go for something stupid and I walked out and I just bust out laughing so hard I had never been so relieved and I've never been let go from a job but I was happy that day Although things aren't easy and I still deal with depression I realized a job can also put you in that head space also.
I love Beasley as a player, now even more as a person. i feel just like he does but to see him be transparent will help me try just a little harder.... bro God will never leave you. Find your joy in him.
Man I feel this in my soul. I’ve been sick physically for the loss of support and having no one to trust. He is telling the truth for so many individuals right now.
I wish I could reach out and be his friend. I felt every word. Being let down so much by adults as a kid had me like this for a long time. It’s better but I still struggle to connect with people
I relate to his entire lifestyle. From focusing, to giving up on people due to not being able to find good people, and not partying and regularly going to social areas. I’m so tired, and I know how it feels. I know how multi-wavelength thinking operates, and this is what happens when you begin to develop thought on a different plane. His part on how fake it is being black, and the grim reality of the explicit usage of cameras, even how disrespectful people are. How people are able to make jokes about these kinds of topics is astounding, but my generation is the biggest generator of them. Being able go joke about life, death, and everything in between is and has always been prohibited to me to an extent.
I just now watching this episode. I glad MB found the courage to open up. It is truly tough when people are constantly making jokes and memes about serious situations! God bless MB and every other individual on this earth and hopefully he will get the help he needs!
I can relate to this so much. I don't go out at all or even try to make friends. Sometimes being alone is better. Hope he's happy at the end of the day though. Respect to you guys for reaching out and asking him to hangout
That man needs a hug!! All of them did an amazing job by giving him words of encouragement but you can tell by their responses that they have no clue what he is going through!! That mans needs s hug, he needs to vent, and a professional to converse with!! Much love to him!!
I agree with Michael Beasley and I've been on both sides of the fence. I was the one with nothing left and I was the one that doesn't understand. Its super crazy and the pain can be so unbearable to the point were your at your wits end because not so much for not having someone, but the self shame and self value is depleted and you have no one to reach out to to escape reality to feel so small and to think that there nothing else this world has to offer you. To cry yourself to sleep or to feel that you deserve what you are experiencing because of the mistake you made. Many people have hit the bottom. I have hit rock bottom so many times throughout the years and the only person I can talk to is when I close my eyes and pray or to feel that this world is you. To literally have no hope for the future. I literally had to choose myself because no one would and to feel normal I would have escapades because I wanted to do what everyone else was doing. To feel normal to have no barriers to be free. To be loved and accepted for who you are and that no one would because the world is such a bad place. God was my only solution and family but ultimately I was alone and felt 100% like Mr. Beasley I don't trust myself and feel bad but life is going to get better. Pray and ask god for guidance, love, protection to heal your heart, mind and body. Take one day at a time and try to block and ask God for forgiveness then forgive yourself and then ask God to heal your heart, ask for a healthy mind, I'm really truly sorry you are going through your pain and trauma and your loss. God is love and that's where you should seek refuge. I'll be the person and apologize. I'm truly sorry and I will pray for you only. You deserve all blessings and I hope you gain whatever your trying to achieve if it is positive. I discovered that honesty can make you self conscious and the fear that someone could truly want you for you as you are scars and battle wounds and all. to give you a place of rest in this world to have someone to go and turn to. To love you without any motives. May God Bless you in all you do.
He's right about the laughing part, people laugh behind somebody's back when they going thru something. Beasley a good man for realizing and observing that.
I felt this to the soul man! I can't help but tear up as I listen to him speak. Only reason I'm still holding together is became of my two baby girls or who know where I'd be at.
This was, by far, one of the best interviews I have seen in a while. I'll be honest, I have never heard of Michael Beasley (because I don't keep up with sports) but this made me cry. I know what it's like to have no one to talk to and open up... it's lonely and it hurts. You just want to be loved, appreciated, and seen. I hope he is able to let down his walls and allow people to get in his circle. I have learned, and am still learning, what happened then was then. I don't have to go through things alone. There are good people out there who want me to succeed and be happy. The same applies to M. Beasley. I pray he finds a way to start trusting people and allow them in his circle. 🤗 We all need support/friends...
This is truly heartbreaking. I hope that he finds those "good people", i hope these guys can be those guys. I also hope that he can find professional help.
I pray that he gets the help that he needs. This made me cry. He's hurting so much. For those of you that considered yourself his friend, shame on you! I'd never desert my friend in time of need. Please Michael trust someone, just one person at a time, and allow them to help you please!!!! You're so deserving of so much better than what's been happening to you in your life. Learn from it, grow from it, overcome it, and live your life to the fullest! I'm sending you love and support all the way from Cali. ❤❤❤❤❤❤ YOU will be the the Victor no longer the victim! God Bless You.
I feel his pain so much. I have given my all to my kids and ex never enough. Married my soulmate she died from Covid ripped my heart out. Like B I’m tired and I just can’t go on like this. I got money,truck home paid for not happy just tired 🙏🏽
These Brothas…PRICELESS✊🏽🫶🏽✊🏽 Watching this again, I empathize with his Mind, Body, & Soul, that gripping pain, all too much💔💔 Hold on to your kids, Mr. Beasley. They are the gifts you’ve been truly blessed with 24/7/365❤! Many people do not have children of their own (me😿) to LOVE/RAISE/TEACH🙌🏽🙌🏽. Reciprocity of Love from your kids YOU WIN💯 THAT’S GOLD✊🏽🙌🏽✊🏽Keep expressing yourself; WE HEAR YOU, MAD RESPECT FOR YOU, & LOVE YOU-NO STRINGS🙏🏽 I’m the baby of 8, & before I could wake up, I knew what Hate/Jealousy/Crabs-In-The-Barrel meant by my undercover siblings’ rivalry. But God, FOR REAL, showed me the way OUT, ONWARD & UPWARD🫶🏽☝🏽🫶🏽 No hate! He Never Lets Me Down…EVER, & HE KEEPS HIS PROMISES! That’s a Personal Relationship that will ALWAYS come through; without fail😍. REMEMBER: God Loves You & So Do I…no strings, just real Love & Respect. Thank you for sharing on this safe space✊🏽👊🏽🙌🏽🙏🏽🙌🏽✝️🫶🏽
My heart is broken for this man. That's so painful to watch. I've cried like a baby!!!! I am so sorry for what he is feeling. I hope he has since gotten help. ♥️
What he said at the end is absolutely true! The only way to have peace is to create community! Safe ones. Starts with the family! We really should be trying to keep families together, to work on communities, not competing with each other over every single thing! We should be uplifting each other! We’re all we got!
I feel it. I have full custody of my 5 year old son, his mom took off doesn’t work and has some mental health struggles. We already lost our house and became homeless, I just found out this week my job wont let me change schedules when he starts school in September, so thats gonna be gone too. I was able to hold onto my job cause i got a daycare voucher, but when he starts school in September my employer made it clear im out of a job. I reach out to old and new friends and just get left on “read”. I had to delete my Facebook because it hurt too much seeing them and their young kids having big cookouts, holiday partys, birthdays, weekend trips and never getting invited. I would kill to get an invite, but im not that guy that’s gonna beg for an invite or look for a sympathy invite. I think everyone just looks at me like a loser cause his mom took off and they all have wives and girlfriends. If I didn’t have my son i would just end it all tbh. Every day i wake up from sleeping on the floor in the attic of my family member’s house that took us in and hate my life. I try to save money but I cant even afford to eat most nights. After i feed my son and make sure all his needs are met and pay the bills i have there’s nothing left. i can usually only afford to eat once a day, so i have lunch around noon and thats it. My son got invited to a birthday party for this brother and sister from his daycare and I couldn’t even let him go cause I couldn’t afford 2 gifts. Then he asks me if he can have a big party for his birthday and i dont know what to tell him. Even if i could afford it we have noone to invite. Someone in my family is getting married in a few months, and everyone in my immediate and extended family got invited but me. I get it though i dont feel bad for myself. I used to get included in everything but now im just “the loser who’s girlfriend’s took off and left”. Its hard to shake that stigma. My sons even been asking about a summer vacation lately and I can’t afford $300/night for a hotel. Thats why I deleted my Facebook, seeing all my “friends” go on vacation together with their kids and and get cottages and air bnbs while they and their kids had the time of their lives ate me alive. I cant be mad at them though they dont owe me anything. I deleted my social media and noone noticed. I havent got a phone call from anyone besides my family in probably close to 2 years. Idk how I ended up like this, I don’t do drugs, barely drink, im loyal and treat everyone nicely. But like Beasley said im tired and im sure people laugh at me instead of trying to offer my son and I a hand and pick us up off the ground
Not black men, it’s men and we do it on our own all the time. I’ll always be alone and be by myself forever. Everyone’s fake you just don’t have the proof. Beasley is so real
I felt that “I’m tired bro” in my soul
I pray everything is blessings for ya brah
me too
That shit was powerful. When he said it, multiple faces crossed my mind. It is a shame how we treat each other. Not just as black people but as human beings period. We prefer to troll and talk shit rather than listen or to help. The way we are as humans combined with poor gun laws equal these mass shootings. NRA is right, people kill people. The same people we troll and talk shit about, the same people we bully or belittle are going out buying guns and killing everybody!
GOD IS GOOD!!! He's playing for BIG3 for 3's Company team tomorrow on CBS or Paramount +
@@patrickchatmon7074 GOD IS GOOD!!! He's playing for BIG3 for 3's Company team tomorrow on CBS or Paramount +
He doesn't need 'advice'. He needs to be listened to. We all do ❤️🩹🙏😌
It was pissing me off when they kept cutting him off to give broad surface level advice. Just let him vent everything off his chest & be a listening ear. He’s not asking for a solution. I know exactly how he feels
Damn I felt that
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The phrase "I'm tired" carries so much weight. Anytime I've ever said it, I promise I cried right after. I really hope he's doin well man.
Same 😔😢
I feel it man. Being "tired" does carry alot of weight.
💯💯💯 whole a lot pain behind them 2 words
On god homie! The whole “I been trynna find good people for so long” too in only 32 years. I’ve had to live so many different lives, and never the one I truly wanted… IM TIRED BRO
Heavy weight, it's a real burden
What's crazy is I used to be that loyal guy. Took a bullet for those who I thought were friends. When the Dr said you'll never walk again, they started disappearing.. That was the darkest time of my life. I wanted to die. I laid in piss and s**t because I didn't care. I remember who I was. MAN. Mentally Adapted Naturally. I got my s**t together and with no therapy but me working my legs myself. I've been walking for over 20 years. We can never stop fighting the fight Bro!!! Please.. Shalom..
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Definitely
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👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿 god bless you gang
This right here ……. Man. I salute to you ❤️
When you've been taken advantage of for most of your life. I pray he can build trust again
I watched this episode repeatedly because this was so powerful the thing is he allowed them too take advantage of him like he said he was hesitant to cut his family off completely he said he can’t explain a million dollar problems to somebody who haven’t seen $10 before he should’ve done what Lebron did and cut off family&friends for awhile and then reunite with them when everything gets situated this why I keep telling some people any time you getting ready to embarked or start a career you gotta have the right circle around you to protect and secure your future so it wouldn’t be no setbacks or costly mistakes or people using and stealing from you for their own beneficiary and then shit on you later when you down and out this why I don’t trust nobody so when people tell me I ain’t got no friends I don’t feel bad about it because I have my own reasoning smaller the circle get the better it is for me.
Amen
GOD IS GOOD! He's on BIG3 playing for 3's Company tomorrow on CBS and Paramount +
I’m going through this now ….
I know this feeling all too well 😢 I’m tired too…😔
Depression & anxiety are tough. All he needed in this moment was a hug. I pray he makes it. 😢
I try to explain that . Its like a man complex to ask for a hug and say im so tired and need help is a weakness but people can only take so much.
Please nvr understand the power of a hug. I was going thru alot of stuff in 2016 and no one knew it and some woman I worked with just came up to me out no where and just hugged me
I'm 27 and as soon as he said "I'm tired" my body just forgot how to breath and I started to cry like hell. I fell you ma man. I'm trying every day not to quit and the only thing keeping me here is the fear of death.
I pray for any brother, friend, randon person on the street or whoever you is that you can make and you'll find any kind of peace cause I don't think I got what it takes anymore to becoming happy and trust people. All my life I wanted a family, building a house, plant a tree and all that shit but today I don't even know if I endure the following week. Therapists tell you to speak to people and engage with people but in my opinion that's not reality, at least where I come from there is no understanding for completely broken people. I've been alone my whole life cause my mother didn't want me and ran away my father was at work from 6am to 6pm and drank after. All my youth I thought I got it, this life thing is easy but somehow I ended up being almost no human anymore. I can't take it anymore, somehow I just want the pain to end
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You’re not alone bruh I feel you 1000 percent
Same I'm tired of everything too it's like my purpose is not to be here
Keep your head up brother
You've come this far
I believe you! 🙏
Boy do I wish I could help this brother. There’s still good people out here
I Soo feel him I can’t sell my soul for this generation.. you just rather deal with self. Trust loyalty Soo hard to find keep around.. these demons are real out here
Hey girl...great news! He's on BIG3 playing for 3's Company tomorrow on CBS and Paramount +
@@ms.carpenter7793 Thanks for the info Ms. Carpenter. I look for that tomorrow.
What are our guys doing today? Will we see them?
@@chocolategirl443 I'm trying to see if we are getting a FRIDAY episode ;)
Few and far between
I know how he feel. You get tired of people crossing you. After a while you don’t wanna meet new people. People come and go, nobody really fuck with you like they say they do. You get tired of helping people and when you down bad all the people you helped disappear. Sometimes being alone is better for some people. Less people less problems
Story of my post college life. Shit gets real
Facts 💯
Truth
Pongo you're so right...
‼️facts bro
I HAVE PTSD WHICH LEADS TO SEVERE DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY. THIS IS A FEELING I GO THRU EVERYDAY. BEING HURT SOOOOO MANY TIMES BY PEOPLE YOU LOVE AND PUT TRUST IN THAT YOU GIVE UP ON PEOPLE PERIOD. YOU REALIZE YOURE JUST AROUND TO BE AROUND YOU HAVE NO DESIRE TO EVEN WANT TO MINGLE WITH THEM. WHEN YOU DO GO AROUND YOURE SITTING BACK OBSERVING EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE TO THE POINT YOU REALLY DONT ENJOY YOURSELF. YOUR SMILE BECOMES SO FAKE AND BEING FAKE IS NOT A PART OF YOU SO YOU JUST FEEL AS THOUGH BEING ALONE IS BEST BUT DEEP DOWN YOU WANT THAT SOMEONE YOU CAN TRUST AND PUT SOME HONEST LOVE INTO. SHIT REAL MAKES IT HARD TO GET OUT OF BED IN THE MORNING. PEOPLE DONT KNOW THOSE STRUGGLES
Nicely put couldn’t have said better myself and I been trying 🙏🏾
The pain in his eyes is so real. 😢
Painful watching a man who clearly could benefit from good friends deny three good men reaching their hand out in offering to be a helping hand and Michael simply doesn’t have anything left in him to trust someone else in fear of being hurt again
I've been in situations where people begged me to hit them up after pouring out my soul. Think they honored that? Nope
Point I'm trying to make is that it's easy to volunteer on camera....
But what about when it actually is an inconvenience? Would they still drop their stuff for him?
Beas has probably heard people say that a million times which is why he feels like this.
@@TheOnlyOneSon but these folks are different and you can see it in their eyes they mean it
If they really cared, the cameras wouldn’t be rolling for this conversation. Stay woke man.
@@patrickburk5668 than how would they be able to get out his story in his own words?
It’s real hard knowing that you’ve heard the same things they’re saying a million times. You just don’t care to deal with people and the fake shit.
This is why we are supposed to share our weaknesses with people. It breaks the illusion that people have it all together and makes reaching out for help a realistic option. What a sweet man. I hope he found his tribe.
You will never have it together in this current society because you're forced to always chase things, and that never ends. You don't get it. You have to kiss ass to get what you want, and people are tired of that. This society is about favoritism. There's no help when everyone needs it.
@@j-us-t_be-in-g People with no self respect are kissing ass. No one actually needs to do that. Who has been teaching you this mess
Share your weakness, and they will prey on you. It’s thin line with who can be trusted and who can’t and who actually cares.
@@macanina100 yeah. There is wisdom in knowing who we can trust. But there's also comfort and understanding that if someone can't help you it's because they themselves are struggling and weak. So don't be so cynical
If you're going to share your weaknesses, do it with people you can relate to. You shouldn't be open to sharing your weaknesses with any random person. They'll use that to their advantage while taking advantage of you. Reality is that most people don't care about you or your struggles.
Just lost my pops and as soon as he said I’m tired and how black folks ain’t wanna care till it’s too late man I cried like a baby still crying as I type this
This don’t make it any better, but it’s not just a black folk problem. It’s a whole ass society problem. Not to take away from the struggle, but in general people don’t care about the mental health stuff. You gotta try to die, or threaten someone to get any kind of help
Let it out brother my condolences 🙏
Hope your I a better place brother, may the Most High be with you. ❤
You can tell when Beasley is crying those tears aren’t just for the current conversation that evoked that emotion. There is deep pain in that man’s soul after the loss of a mother, the sport that you love to play feels like it doesn’t like you back in its biggest stage but he’s resilient and as he likes to say HE’S ONE OF THEM ONES always for faith in Beasley 🔥
You can tell Mikes mind is so messed up it's sad because he seems like a good guy just got no one to say we love u bro
What he said at the end was facts. “Everybody need help but we walking around like we got it together”
Realest shit I've heard in a while
We he said " I have 🤏🏾 much left"....felt that in my soul, I know that feeling
Micheal Beasley a solid one.We all should analyze this message from him and be mindful for our nation of people as a whole
Solid? The niggaz a drug addict
Sometimes i rather be alone than be surrounded by fake people all around .
@@stivenvargas2145 Shit all the time
This was so powerful, 😢 I just wanted to hug him.
He's on BIG3 playing for 3's Company tomorrow on CBS and Paramount +
So much feeling in the phrase " I'm tired bro, I'm tired " 🥺
Bro true friendship and love is gone 🥺
I feel the same as you bro 🥺
Beasley speaking straight facts. Wishing that man nothing but success
I don't know this man personally but I know exactly what he is going through. At some point after giving your all and realizing that others wouldn't do the same for you it kills something inside. I'm glad he has his kids and basketball to wake up for. I hope he gets the friendships he's looking for and be able to trust again
Definitely
Kudos to him 1000% for just being open and honest about what he's going through
the fact that he was vulnerable in front of the men it is heartwarming, hopefully they are there to help him out.
I’m 22 and battling with one of the hardest times of my life with my freedom in jeopardy. I felt this heartfelt and allowed cats I thought were my dawgs to put me in an awful situation. Dudes I done looked out for, fed, and always genuinely looked out for snaking me, bad mouthing me, and wanting me to lose everything I’ve worked for. I feel this for real. It’s hard to know who really loves you friends and family. Hard to know if it’s genuine because everyone counting favors yet would ask you for the world and don’t remember that you did it out of love and you being genuine. I feel what he’s going through no doubt.
ma man, i don’t know what u goin thru, but keep ya head up, we need this, u need this, not for you, but for the ones who care about u, the one who will care n luv you, don’t u dare to give up, cause when u give up u let them win, they wanna see you down cause they know u a menace!
I’m right there witchu bruh …
God gotchu bruh
You see the signs, you just gotta act on the signs and leave them behind bc if you continue to fk with them then it’s on you. Easier said then done of course. Just gotta have 1 or 2 solid people that match you and weave out the rest
Pray bro, I was lookin at 56months. I prayed and put nothing but good energy out and you will prevail 🏆
As someone who suffers from depression and anxiety... Everything he said resonates with my soul...there has been so many times i find myself in a shell dont leave the house....dont have an appetite....and having people kic you while u down and make matters worst isnt what we need...everyone needs help but they have to be willing to help us cuz we dont always talk what we goin through but we will show it....
This is the life of the modern athlete. Michael seems like a good dude who was very trusting dude with a laissez faire approach to life but if you dont have a good support network of people looking out for you then you are ripe to be taken advantage of
Not even as athlete just a person in general, like this shit is beyond real it’s not even funny
He's on BIG3 now, playing on 3's Company team tomorrow on CBS or Paramount +
@@cinderblock5651 literally! I’m going through this same thing right now. I’m tired of healing from people so I stay to myself, in my house, like he said he does. I felt it in my soul when he said he don’t have nothing left for people.
That’s exactly what it is. He had the tools to be great but no support or real love. Sometimes we just need that lil push otherwise them days turn to weeks weeks to months and months to years before you know it you’ve almost wasted your potential
I drove 8,000 miles in two years for family and not one came by. Im cool bro. That shit really hit home
I felt this. If I wanna see family I have to drive 5 hours. Not once do the cone see me. It is what it is.
Y'all not alone same here
This is deep. Pray he gets the help and support he needs. 😭
Amen!!!
I appreciate how y’all addressed his sadness rather than turning it away to make the interview “lite and fun” good souls in y’all
Yaw got me crying. How many people walking around feeling like he does. I hope yaw help him through to the other side. Please help him building trust is so important. Let him know he is loved for who he is as a person. Bro... don't give up...help others and it will help your soul.
HUGE props to the whole crew for supporting this black man. We need this everyday brothers. He is freaking dying inside and I can’t even imagine his pain.
I’m not trying to get attention or anything like that with that being said, two weeks ago I told my Mom that I didn’t want to be alive anymore but I stressed to her that I would never actually commit suicide because I just won’t for me it feels like quitting which I hate. I couldn’t explain it to her but after watching the full episode and him talking about not being able or wanting to trust or talk to anyone it put everything into words that I couldn’t do two weeks ago I sent this to my mother telling her this is how I feel and she is able to understand so much more. Thank you Michael Beasley and everyone else thank you.
I hope u ok
I understand completely.
Bless you skippy it gets so hard sometimes keep fighting if you can't look/reach out look within. Prayers for MB also I felt that hopelessness and pain. Its awful holds you to ransom and you can't see yrself surfacing. Understanding the past helps....rip off the old bandaids and say yes that happened to me take a deep breath and say but I'm still here. I will still fight I will never give up I will find peace. Weather alone or loved we owe it to ourselves....love🥂
As a black man. Im experiencing all this right now as I speak. We wasn't taught to express emotions or signs of weakness. I cry for help but no one hears me. I just wanna say I take medicine for my mental illness. Everyone over looks it and say it fine. No it ain't. I promise the thoughts we think is that we not great enough for no one not even our black women. We have so much to carry. I'm not saying it's fair but I wish we could have uplifting ways. I smile through my pain. And it's building up to the point I locked my self in a room for 5 days. I been ridicule to the point I don't even want to walk out in public
don’t let nobody stop your light from shining. turn the mf on and keep it on bright
I feel you.
Really hope he gets the help he needs. He’s obviously in the place many athletes end up with not knowing what life is supposed to be without their sport they’ve played their entire life
Many athletes but also many people in general
I felt that, when he’s tears come down my tears come down. I’m Tired to big homie, sometimes I sit in my car by my self and cry, I don’t have real friends, I’m always by my self and my dog cause everybody’s fake.
My heart goes out to Michael Beasley. I pray that you'll are communicating with him like you all said you would. He definitely needs good and sincere men like you all in his life. I LOVE the outreach that I saw.
Man… it’s hard finding the words to say to people to get them to understand that you don’t want to give up but people give you every reason to.. watching this interview hit me so hard because I to have been struggling with my emotions and it’s beyond hard to be understood especially when you really want to be understood and loved on.. man this interview hurts so bad I felt all of this
Bro that was so real it had me ready to tear up dead ass u can tell that came from deep in his soul like he almost wanted to hold back on even saying it at all but very glad he opened up
All he needed was a hug in that moment. That’s it. No preaching. No hey we understands. I was just there and no conversation helps. We’re beings of frequent and love shows when you feel it!
Shit i felt that to the core.
🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 I feel U Micheal,..FRFR!
Where have I been? I've never seen this interview until just a few moments ago on Instagram & it brought tears to my eyes because I feel him. I searched this just to watch the whole interview. I hope Micheal Beasley is ok. Prayers frfr.... never know what a person goes through. The weight that we are asked to carry at times is sometimes too much for one to carry! I pray for peace for him
Came from Instagram myself bc I’d never seen this.. one of the most moving interviews I’ve ever seen ✨♥️
I feel everything he is saying. I’m crying with him. It hurts
I remember when the media kept bashing him in his playing days. Calling him a pothead and drug addict on the daily. Meanwhile the man was going thru some real life problems. This society will break you down to nothing. Than want to call you crazy when you snap.
He was ignorant, he had no other solutions to his problems and now he could be passing his trauma to his kids. Beasley needs to keep reaching out.
This is so relatable, I feel him because I’ve been in this precise situation where genuine good people are reaching out and you just cannot accept, mainly because you’ve been burnt so many times. Its tuff.
I feel it bro we with you Beasley don't give up bro 💯💯
I’m so happy to see these grown black men having these conversations. Especially for the world to see, so that others can benefit. I felt that, hard. Thank you fellas. 🙏🏾✊🏾💪🏾
Damm I'm just seeing this. Tough to see that good brother go through it.
How did they get him to do the interview? The fact he said Michael said yes to the interview shows he is willing to accept support from the right people. Shout to all these Men!!! We needed this moment and conversation!!! 🧡🧡🧡
Beasley here reminds of the final scenes in the Joker movie where he blows up ““Why is everybody so upset about these guys? If that was me dying on the sidewalk you’d walk right over me. I pass you everyday and you don’t notice me.” What’s sad is we do notice Michael Beasley. There are good people out there that want the best for him but he’s been so hurt and betrayed throughout his entire life being used, abused and exploited that now that he doesn’t have the one thing he could fall back on every night in basketball it’s like he’s completely lost his ability to live life as it’s supposed to go. He’s like a lost dog in the middle of an unknown city unwilling to trust anyone because of the pain he’s had to endure so much when there are in fact many people out there in search to save a stray and scared being. I wish the best for you Michael. I hope you get to play in the NBA for a longer time but if not I just hope you can find the right people to be around you so you can find a way a life without basketball
This makes me cry every time I see this. He raw emotion has me in my feelings right now. Please heal and help cause there are real people out here suffering. 🙏🏾 I wish this man all the happiness and success in the world. Please bless him, Lord🙏🏾
I want to hug him !!! So many people feel like this. Peace , love and Light to all 💫☀️
I felt him...depression is real and you never think it would be you because we're built or created to be strong asf....I realized I was in a state of depression and it's something I'm still going through and dealing with because it's recent and new to me I'm figuring it out....but I was working at Amazon just in the bathroom crying for two days and didn't know what was wrong with me I was let go for something stupid and I walked out and I just bust out laughing so hard I had never been so relieved and I've never been let go from a job but I was happy that day Although things aren't easy and I still deal with depression I realized a job can also put you in that head space also.
I love this dudes realness and transparency! Love you my brotha! I extend love to you and the family man!, may the Lord bless you Michael 🙏🏻
Love to see him on the Next Chapter right now in his true spirit. Love Beas
That part of "ive been trying to find good ppl for so long" i felt that
This was deep man. Real Recognize Real. We praying for you and for everybody that’s going through somethin 🙌🙏🙌
I love Beasley as a player, now even more as a person. i feel just like he does but to see him be transparent will help me try just a little harder.... bro God will never leave you. Find your joy in him.
Man I feel this in my soul. I’ve been sick physically for the loss of support and having no one to trust. He is telling the truth for so many individuals right now.
I wish I could reach out and be his friend. I felt every word. Being let down so much by adults as a kid had me like this for a long time. It’s better but I still struggle to connect with people
This though . This was a truly amazing interview. I WISH life wasnt so dog eat dog to really help each other.
I relate to his entire lifestyle. From focusing, to giving up on people due to not being able to find good people, and not partying and regularly going to social areas. I’m so tired, and I know how it feels. I know how multi-wavelength thinking operates, and this is what happens when you begin to develop thought on a different plane. His part on how fake it is being black, and the grim reality of the explicit usage of cameras, even how disrespectful people are. How people are able to make jokes about these kinds of topics is astounding, but my generation is the biggest generator of them. Being able go joke about life, death, and everything in between is and has always been prohibited to me to an extent.
This hit me so deep. It genuinely physically hurt me inside.
“i’m tired bro”
my body instantly shut down.. i felt that
I just now watching this episode. I glad MB found the courage to open up. It is truly tough when people are constantly making jokes and memes about serious situations! God bless MB and every other individual on this earth and hopefully he will get the help he needs!
This is so touching. Please keep in touch with him. We lose so many people needlessly. Praying God heals his heart!
this is actually beautiful to see black men reach out and support each other, this is amazing
My my my this is so powerful, sending him lots of hugs man it's still good people out there Michael don't give up
True brotherhood! Stick together fellas , we can build a real nation
God i just wanna hug him right now
GOD is GOOD... He is now officially playing for BIG3 on 3's Company team tomorrow on CBS and Paramount +
This was real ASF this show is the truth, I'm glad they decided to keep going
I can relate to this so much. I don't go out at all or even try to make friends. Sometimes being alone is better. Hope he's happy at the end of the day though. Respect to you guys for reaching out and asking him to hangout
That man needs a hug!! All of them did an amazing job by giving him words of encouragement but you can tell by their responses that they have no clue what he is going through!! That mans needs s hug, he needs to vent, and a professional to converse with!! Much love to him!!
This deep you can have it all and still struggle with life just imagine what the less fortunate go through
Im tired too brother i feel you. I hope to god he's better a year later.
God bless his soul. I feel him on so many different levels.
I needed this, i lost my dad to cancer i feel his pain, that "you aint got nothing left" 💯💯💯💯... thank you mike for your story
I agree with Michael Beasley and I've been on both sides of the fence. I was the one with nothing left and I was the one that doesn't understand. Its super crazy and the pain can be so unbearable to the point were your at your wits end because not so much for not having someone, but the self shame and self value is depleted and you have no one to reach out to to escape reality to feel so small and to think that there nothing else this world has to offer you. To cry yourself to sleep or to feel that you deserve what you are experiencing because of the mistake you made. Many people have hit the bottom. I have hit rock bottom so many times throughout the years and the only person I can talk to is when I close my eyes and pray or to feel that this world is you. To literally have no hope for the future. I literally had to choose myself because no one would and to feel normal I would have escapades because I wanted to do what everyone else was doing. To feel normal to have no barriers to be free. To be loved and accepted for who you are and that no one would because the world is such a bad place. God was my only solution and family but ultimately I was alone and felt 100% like Mr. Beasley I don't trust myself and feel bad but life is going to get better. Pray and ask god for guidance, love, protection to heal your heart, mind and body. Take one day at a time and try to block and ask God for forgiveness then forgive yourself and then ask God to heal your heart, ask for a healthy mind, I'm really truly sorry you are going through your pain and trauma and your loss. God is love and that's where you should seek refuge. I'll be the person and apologize. I'm truly sorry and I will pray for you only. You deserve all blessings and I hope you gain whatever your trying to achieve if it is positive. I discovered that honesty can make you self conscious and the fear that someone could truly want you for you as you are scars and battle wounds and all. to give you a place of rest in this world to have someone to go and turn to. To love you without any motives. May God Bless you in all you do.
He's right about the laughing part, people laugh behind somebody's back when they going thru something. Beasley a good man for realizing and observing that.
I felt this to the soul man! I can't help but tear up as I listen to him speak. Only reason I'm still holding together is became of my two baby girls or who know where I'd be at.
Tears just falling. Cause I feel this in my soul. 😪
This was, by far, one of the best interviews I have seen in a while. I'll be honest, I have never heard of Michael Beasley (because I don't keep up with sports) but this made me cry. I know what it's like to have no one to talk to and open up... it's lonely and it hurts. You just want to be loved, appreciated, and seen. I hope he is able to let down his walls and allow people to get in his circle. I have learned, and am still learning, what happened then was then. I don't have to go through things alone. There are good people out there who want me to succeed and be happy. The same applies to M. Beasley. I pray he finds a way to start trusting people and allow them in his circle. 🤗 We all need support/friends...
More of us deal with that than necessary. God bless these brothers.
This is truly heartbreaking. I hope that he finds those "good people", i hope these guys can be those guys. I also hope that he can find professional help.
THIS HAS TOUCH ME. I JUST WANT GIVE HIM A HUG. GOD TOUCH HIM.
My first time seeing this wow!! This broke my heart ♥️ 😞💪🏽 he was so honest.
I pray that he gets the help that he needs. This made me cry. He's hurting so much. For those of you that considered yourself his friend, shame on you! I'd never desert my friend in time of need. Please Michael trust someone, just one person at a time, and allow them to help you please!!!! You're so deserving of so much better than what's been happening to you in your life. Learn from it, grow from it, overcome it, and live your life to the fullest! I'm sending you love and support all the way from Cali. ❤❤❤❤❤❤ YOU will be the the Victor no longer the victim! God Bless You.
Man... He needs a good support system around him
You can tell he genuinely felt like he's at his end and I felt that in my soul that I'm tired hit different when life just be hard bro
I feel his pain so much. I have given my all to my kids and ex never enough. Married my soulmate she died from Covid ripped my heart out. Like B I’m tired and I just can’t go on like this. I got money,truck home paid for not happy just tired 🙏🏽
This man feeling hurt me to my soul
I hope that they held him up and help him get to a good space because that was definitely a cry for help
These Brothas…PRICELESS✊🏽🫶🏽✊🏽 Watching this again, I empathize with his Mind, Body, & Soul, that gripping pain, all too much💔💔
Hold on to your kids, Mr. Beasley. They are the gifts you’ve been truly blessed with 24/7/365❤! Many people do not have children of their own (me😿) to LOVE/RAISE/TEACH🙌🏽🙌🏽. Reciprocity of Love from your kids YOU WIN💯 THAT’S GOLD✊🏽🙌🏽✊🏽Keep expressing yourself; WE HEAR YOU, MAD RESPECT FOR YOU, & LOVE YOU-NO STRINGS🙏🏽 I’m the baby of 8, & before I could wake up, I knew what Hate/Jealousy/Crabs-In-The-Barrel meant by my undercover siblings’ rivalry. But God, FOR REAL, showed me the way OUT, ONWARD & UPWARD🫶🏽☝🏽🫶🏽 No hate! He Never Lets Me Down…EVER, & HE KEEPS HIS PROMISES! That’s a Personal Relationship that will ALWAYS come through; without fail😍. REMEMBER: God Loves You & So Do I…no strings, just real Love & Respect. Thank you for sharing on this safe space✊🏽👊🏽🙌🏽🙏🏽🙌🏽✝️🫶🏽
This podcast helped me let it all out bro real recognizes real
My heart is broken for this man. That's so painful to watch. I've cried like a baby!!!! I am so sorry for what he is feeling. I hope he has since gotten help. ♥️
Everybody need help & everybody walk around like they got it all together 💯
What he said at the end is absolutely true! The only way to have peace is to create community! Safe ones. Starts with the family! We really should be trying to keep families together, to work on communities, not competing with each other over every single thing! We should be uplifting each other! We’re all we got!
This phase of the athletes should be talked of more, once the done playing
I feel it. I have full custody of my 5 year old son, his mom took off doesn’t work and has some mental health struggles.
We already lost our house and became homeless, I just found out this week my job wont let me change schedules when he starts school in September, so thats gonna be gone too.
I was able to hold onto my job cause i got a daycare voucher, but when he starts school in September my employer made it clear im out of a job.
I reach out to old and new friends and just get left on “read”. I had to delete my Facebook because it hurt too much seeing them and their young kids having big cookouts, holiday partys, birthdays, weekend trips and never getting invited.
I would kill to get an invite, but im not that guy that’s gonna beg for an invite or look for a sympathy invite.
I think everyone just looks at me like a loser cause his mom took off and they all have wives and girlfriends.
If I didn’t have my son i would just end it all tbh. Every day i wake up from sleeping on the floor in the attic of my family member’s house that took us in and hate my life.
I try to save money but I cant even afford to eat most nights. After i feed my son and make sure all his needs are met and pay the bills i have there’s nothing left.
i can usually only afford to eat once a day, so i have lunch around noon and thats it. My son got invited to a birthday party for this brother and sister from his daycare and I couldn’t even let him go cause I couldn’t afford 2 gifts. Then he asks me if he can have a big party for his birthday and i dont know what to tell him. Even if i could afford it we have noone to invite.
Someone in my family is getting married in a few months, and everyone in my immediate and extended family got invited but me. I get it though i dont feel bad for myself. I used to get included in everything but now im just “the loser who’s girlfriend’s took off and left”. Its hard to shake that stigma.
My sons even been asking about a summer vacation lately and I can’t afford $300/night for a hotel. Thats why I deleted my Facebook, seeing all my “friends” go on vacation together with their kids and and get cottages and air bnbs while they and their kids had the time of their lives ate me alive. I cant be mad at them though they dont owe me anything. I deleted my social media and noone noticed. I havent got a phone call from anyone besides my family in probably close to 2 years.
Idk how I ended up like this, I don’t do drugs, barely drink, im loyal and treat everyone nicely. But like Beasley said im tired and im sure people laugh at me instead of trying to offer my son and I a hand and pick us up off the ground
Not black men, it’s men and we do it on our own all the time. I’ll always be alone and be by myself forever. Everyone’s fake you just don’t have the proof. Beasley is so real
This is deep , i pray 🙏🏾 he gets through this situation.