2019

2019 has been the best and worst year of my life. i’ve been my happiest self and my saddest self this year but through it all i have learned so much about myself and life we’re all lucky enough to live.
when i was my happiest self i never wanted it to end but one thing i learned this year is that you can’t live a happy and perfect life 24/7. life isnt perfect (though i wish it could be). i wanted to be happy and having fun 24/7 so i pushed down & tried to distract myself from any problem, pain or other emotion i was feeling.
what you don’t see in these videos is that i eventually hit rock bottom and lost myself and thought i would never come out of the darkness.
after time i realized that there is going to be hard times in life but learned i’m strong enough to overcome them even when i think i have nothing left in me.
2019 was filled with laughter, smiles, A LOT of tears and the best memories ever. thank u to everyone who stuck by my side through it all.
im promising myself to make 2020 a year of healing, happiness, and confidence. a new decade of striving to be my best self, having a butt ton of fun (#roaring20s), and remembering what’s important so i don’t loose that ever again.
i don’t own the rights to any of this music :)))

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