Take a walk and see what I see, the differences between you and me maybe difficult to see, I have no love for the world, And people I can't believe, I've had a life time of people getting close just to leave, Lost family members but mentally cannot grieve, Emotionally cold getting chills when I breathe, Sleepless nights no love to fit me like a sleeve and tell me I'm ok, Tell me that the storm will pass, And all my pain will fade away See my mind's at war and it never stops, Borders built and bombs are dropped, Take a walk with me and see what I've seen, Maybe then you would believe me that neither side of the grass is green
{Verse 1} 0:31 Do you Really Know What it’s Like? Anxiety, Depression, Every Day You Wanna Die? You Cant Feel The Light Cause The Only Thing You See is The Pain Inside With a Twisted Lies As Your Own Demise? It’s Really Sad When You Start To Hate Yourself But at The Same Time You Just Wanna Prevail You Want To Live Well.. Everyday You Survive But You Never Live Then You Claim You’re « Alright » But You Never Will.. I mean.. What’s The Point of Living Anymore? Everyday I Try, do my best They Still Close The Door.. Im Getting So Bored Even The Small Things Feels Like a Chore Honestly Just Get me Out of Here.. can Someone Even Hear me?.. Hear me? Hear me? Hear me?
Beats keep talking to me Visions keep coming to me I've had a taste of the green now it's taken hold of me. Thought I wouldn't find it but just-as-i-was giving up I uncovered its presence, when each line started to make sense It depends The key to the throne Like an overflowing river of abundance that flows inside us all
Look into my eyes you can see the pain, wonder why I feel so lost but I had to change, remove negative people out my life I need the space, use to see love but now I feel like an angel that fell from Grace, all I have is just a fake smile on my face, A tape replaying in my head of all my mistakes, Lost in my mind no happy place, Always showed love but did I ever get it back, No just fake friends that put a knife in my back, never care about how I'm doing no never asked, learned the hard way after my dad passed, Through the hardest time they were never there, the pain I would hide around them cause I was scared, If I showed them would they care, So I couldn't do it wouldn't dare, My ex girl broke my trust early on in our relationship, Maybe that's why everything I did there was no chance saving it, She became a drug that I was always craving, But in my heart I knew it wasn't worth saving, Mentally, physically draining, I ran out of patience, Done with wearing my heart on my sleeve, Cause seems that everyone I meet, Is just there to make it bleed, What is it I don't see, done with fakes neglecting, people disrespecting, Wasted time invested, All this fucking pain inside my chest shit, Done with all these games man I fucking quit, Never giving myself to anyone that ain't worth it, I can admit I have my flaws not perfect, But everyone deserves happiness I know I'm worth it, Copyright@MikeSoul
I love this beat and i love the hook. Its kinda my theme song for every relationship come to an end. Im still the one left broken and with all the emotions but having to be the tough and strong one to pick up the pieces fix my crown and hide the pain away and put on that poker face. Rebuild the walls and use allot more attitude and sarcasm to my frontal view. Cry deeply til the pain is washed away and the memories slowly fade to grey. And the lone wolf is here to stay.
I'm alone, no one to blame but myself Talking to my fears, then I dust em off the shelf Looking at the note on the counter I wrote myself Saying I'll be gone soon if I don't get any help ~ I'm fucking low and everybody around me knows it And everything is different, and I act like I'm not frozen Don't why know I feel this way, it's not the way ive chosen I don't wanna hide my feelings, or bottle up emotions
This is what came to my mind when i hear this vibes from beat I try see myself through you eyes cuz i can't see clear between so many lies Different size of shoes but i can't fit it feels like my head is spinning full of shit This is no hit,i just splash my mind in this paper sometimes i act like bully and a hater And later i regret it,i didn't mean it i'm apologize,i become a hypocrit It take's me a little bit time to see But what do you see,do you see yourself in me? This shit is scrary but you already know is time to let the old you to go
{Verse 3:} I Cannot Take It Anymore Im Not Prepare For The War I Wish That My Life Would Be Like Before When I was A Little Kid I used to adore Every single Things I Was Never Bored Give me The Force That I Need Im Begging You Please On my Knees.. Tell me This Anxiety is Not Me.. Can Someone Even Hear Me? Hear Me? Hear me? Hear Me?...
(Chorus) If you step into my shoes Maybe then, maybe then you’ll then you’ll know If you see it through my eyes Maybe then maybe then you’ll then you’ll go Oh maybe then you’ll know (Verse 1) You ever walk around and wish that you were someone else Feeling like everyone's got the answer but won't fucking help Spent so many nights alone, to know I don't like myself Just looking for a hand, I'm not looking for a fucking handout I can see it in your eyes you think you know my story But if you've never felt this pain, then you don't really know me They say it's all in my head, nothing we can do "I'm Sorry" I've never felt defeat, until the look in his eyes, said: "You're Dying Slowly" You get your hope's up thinking they'll be able to fix you But there's nothing they can fix when everywhere there's a fucking issue To young to feel this limited, and doctors don't have a clue So don't tell me that you know shit when it's something you've never lived through Because I feel like giving up every single fucking day Tired of waking up to my body slowly giving up on me Talk is cheap, so be careful what you say Because you don't know how tired someone is from carrying all of this weight (Chorus)
Man, sometimes the only way to get through life, is wondering and pondering if I'm doing it right. You gotta realize that opinions will differ, it's not just you and your own try hard to be bigger. It took a lot of time for me to figure this out, but I got it right, time to fight, so just hear me out. I think we have a right to have some sight, so just scope out the view and see the light. There are times like these where the goings get tough, but I'm telling you right now that I have had enough. It's clear enough to see the sky is blue, and I just realized my deepest thoughts were true. So please just along in this little journey of mine, I promise I will keep it going line by line. Here's what i have to think it's not time for lies, so look at this right and see it through my eyes. I'm going through this showing you this Flowing with it knowing with it Knowing rhythms flowing rhythms Showing you I'm going through this backwards, switch up the flows like I'm a rapper, I can tell that this I have not mastered, its not time for moving backwards, I will take this standards make em shattered and leave em all tattered, now I'm battered and all rattled, it's like I'm tackled leave me shackled Like it even matters like it even matters I have all this hatred and I will not let it consume me You need to let me go, live my life, and die when it's right my time don't fight Cause you know that I know maybe I don't really know But this is my last chance to fight for my heart at last We always have fight the demons of the night but some people can't see, that in the dark monsters are disguised they must be correctly analyzed People's demons may different maybe mentally or physically I'm not embellishing These demons can tear you down and others won't realize your struggles may just be different from theirs
See the world through my eyes, I seen promises turned into lies, Love thats turned into broken hearts, And souls lost torn apart; In a world with so much deception, Asking God for help but can't get any type reception, I'm just lost waitin for a blessin, Made many mistakes and learned many lessons, Why do I feel like I'm the only one getting tested, Felt defeat and got bested, Searchin for a ray of hope, And focuse on my goals cause I got it in the scope, Tunnel vision when it comes to my visions, Hit with precision, Cause I'm on a mission, Wanna know my story take a listen, Anything can come to life if you envision, You Dont need permission, Verse 2: Living in a world that's crazed, To have a little peace we blaze, On this journey we call life it's a maze, Ain't get no map with directions, And none of us are perfect many imperfections, Feel like they tryna divide us like sections, And many innocent people locked not to mention, A crooked world, For our future kids boys and girls, Tell me can we really aim for the stars, When they show no love just showin us bars, And they wonder why we say are dreams are so far, We ain't frail, Just scared to be judged if we fail, Cause when we told them about our dreams they bailed, Said we could be anything we wanted to be, And then tore down are dreams, I can see where the last generation failed, Build my ship and set sail,
If you ever saw love thru my eyes Just know I keep the hate inside I'm so high I feel hogtied down no lies Just truth in these lines I'm hard to fine I've dealt with scars I define its hard to live life When you know they'res nothing to find If you can see through my lens you would cry You would wanna die that's where I drew the line I've dealt with nights of suicide contemplating why my expectations were the reason being I have no time I don't wanna ruin something I like Something I wanna Pursue i might I've been winning the war but I lost that fight Maybe I was wrong maybe they were right..
(Chorus) If you step into my shoes Maybe then maybe then you’ll then you’ll know If you see it through my eyes Maybe then maybe then you’ll then you’ll go Oh maybe then you’ll know (Verse 1) Baby Look into my eyes then you’ll know I’m tired from the strain, And All this pain I’m Struggling to sleep at night, Layin awake cause my thoughts are so bright (So bright) So much pain it’s a shame I’m Only 20 yet I feel 40 I don’t wanna be famous I just want to express my pain It’s a lot to gain So many thoughts in my brain It’s as long as a train (As a train) Yea I’m tired from overthinking Bags hanging from my eyes going side to side If you could look through my eyes maybe then you can see the pain I hide on the inside (On the inside) Yea These thoughts grow wide I’m overthinking Look into my eyes Yea These thoughts grow wide I’m overthinking Look into my eyes (Into my eyes) (Chorus) If you step into my shoes Maybe then maybe then you’ll then you’ll know If you see it through my eyes Maybe then maybe then you’ll then you’ll go Oh maybe then you’ll know (Verse 2) If you look into my eyes then you’ll go So many thoughts going around like a show I’m overthinking what’s more to know I struggle with my thoughts (with my thoughts) They roll around like shopping carts(shopping carts) I just don’t know how to stop (how to stop) They have me pulled over like a cop (like a cop) Yea What’s left to say? I’m overthinking every single day I’m in my grave so I’ll lay Yea These thoughts grow wide I’m overthinking Look into my eyes Yea What’s left to say? I’m overthinking every single day Yea These thoughts grow wide I’m overthinking Look into my eyes (into my eyes) Yea These thoughts grow wide I’m overthinking Look into my eyes (into my eyes) (Chorus) If you step into my shoes Maybe then maybe then you’ll then you’ll know If you see it through my eyes Maybe then maybe then you’ll then you’ll go Oh maybe then you’ll know (Verse 3) Yea What’s left to say? I’m overthinking every single day Yea These thoughts grow wide I’m overthinking Look into my eyes (into my eyes) Yea These thoughts grow wide I’m overthinking Look into my eyes (into my eyes) Yea These thoughts grow wide I’m overthinking Look into my eyes (Chorus) If you step into my shoes Maybe then maybe then you’ll then you’ll know If you see it through my eyes Maybe then maybe then you’ll then you’ll go Oh maybe then you’ll know
Through my eyes you'll see a flame Look deeper baby can you feel my pain Don't let this be the same ole thang Putting priorities first not sitting round claiming gang Bruh be chasing some money chasing change
I'm messed up but you never put urself in my place Then you'll know it's not a phase Then you won't be needing result fast Cause you'll know that it's not a race I know you were sad but say you are fine How could u lie to my face Lost in my maze counting the days It was not up to you To change me It was up to me But I thought I had a time I never thought you'll leave All you had to do is believe It's never about you It was all my fault Maybe if you saw through my eyes I'll get through to you Humans come in pairs We are like shoes I thought that meeting you Will make me stop the booze I thought it was me and you Why I'm so cold ? Maybe of all the previous lies That I've been sold I thought meeting u Will beat the shot clock So I won't lose
When a beat makes me cry this is deep beat god bless i may just just this for a track i wanna get out man thanks and just for my self im not big or nothing fam atay blessed
If you step into my shoes maybe then, maybe then a then you'll know If you see it through my eyes maybe then, maybe then you'll then you'll go *[Verse 1]* They say no pain, no gain, Sent to war on the front line, God help - not again, Sick of crying, tired of trying, yes I'm smiling but inside im dying, The right person, the wrong time, The right script, the wrong line, The right poem, the wrong rhyme, and a piece of you that was never mine, I call him the devil. Because he makes me wanna sin, And every time he knocks, I can't help but let him in (made of quotes)
Through my eyes all I see is hate I had a chance to make it I just Contemplate Gotta put my dukes up and motivate I come from the dirt where the people don’t smile Shackles and hand cuffs everybody’s on trial I can’t believe you don’t see the love I’m bringing I tried to make a phone call but your line stop ringing I get nervous like you gotta save a little to make a purchase And that’s a fact you couldn’t see past my visions There’s a reason why I think before I make decisions I take my demons head on like a collision This is not that the new shit spit by the pool pit No I didn’t new it if I got love for you I’ll prove it Ima abouta lose it bc all my loved ones left me on a cruise ship Cruising Down ocean with my potion the reasons why I live with no emotion I’ve hurt others just like I’ve hurt myself Only chilled with a few when no one would help I had to take a look at where I came from The place where I grew up where I got my name from I used to run shit stay inside yuh lane son Bc I’m taking back what’s mine I got your doug Ima beast inside my prime boy I’m still young My future looking bright an the good times still come Baby you broken up an ran from me Left me in a fairytale a fantasy I get it your not into me But take a step into my shoes An walk the distance try to spend the time an the minutes Inside this crazy life I’m living
Everybodies looking all the ways to separate us, but they could never take you from cause we the greatest , if they try to take you off my plate cuz I'm a break all theirs bones to find out what their made of. Nice start to a flow I freestyled
Lately I’ve been thinkin, steady drinkin, heart filled with emotion I can feel it sinkin, I’ve been searchin, hopin for a reason, to keep myself from leavin this earth, wonderin why I’m still here breathin, wake up every morning go to war with my demons, life is a bitch and lately she’s been decievin, has me grievin over seein all these different things that got me feinin, for a better me look in the mirror don’t even recognize who I see, I’ve been feelin lost, searchin for that inner peace, at what cost, cause it feels like it’s killing me, waiting for this nightmare to turn to a dream, cause lately life ain’t what it really seems, trying to figure out who I wanna be looking back at a life full of regret, whats life really about the drugs,alcohol,and sex, memories of pain I can't forget, but fuck it nothing in life is ever set, I'll be dammed if I let my past affect my thoughts and how I live now, pitching for greatness just now entering on the mound, i use to feel lost but thanks to people in my life I'm back and ive found a new purpose to live for, heads above the water now I'll never drown, you can here the silent cries if you don't make a sound, life is what you make it so ima make it count, heads up cause I'm gonna live life to fullest alwayslooking up cause I know he's looking down, Im gonna do my best to shine brighter then the lights in this town Lately shit doesn't feel right, kinda of been looking for the light like god can you take me cause i don't think i can last another night, i can't seem to get these emotions and all the pain out no matter how much i write, they stay buried away inside, dealing with all the regret just wishing the negativity would leave my mind, cause I'm way to tired fight
[Kayla:] Give me a world that's equal on all sides [Aaron:] Let freedom flow as constant as the tides [Kayla:] I pray with each sunset, don't forget to rise [Aaron:] (Don't forget to rise) [Kayla:] I live without regret [Both:] For ordinary lives [Both:] I'm lookin' at life through my own eyes Searchin' for a hero to idolize Feeling the pain as innocence dies Looking at life through my own eyes I'm hoping and praying for a brighter day I listen to my heart and I obey How can I see it any other way? I'm looking at life (looking at life) Through my own eyes [Aaron:] I see a land with liberty for all [Kayla:] Yet still I know the truth will rise and fall [Aaron:] (Oooh yeah-yeh) That's just the way it goes [Both:] A word now to the wise The world was made to change Each day is a surprise [Both:] Lookin' at life through my own eyes Searchin' for a hero to idolize Feeling the pain as innocence dies Looking at life through my own eyes I'm hoping and praying for a brighter day I listen to my heart and I obey How can I see it any other way? Looking at life (looking at life) Through my own eyes [Both:] And I know when you're looking for the truth (Mmmhmm) If you go and read between the lines You'll discover how and why [Aaron (rap):] I take my heart into battle Give that freedom bell a rattle Get my independence signed Declare it on the dotted line In Philidelphia freedom ring And patriotic voices sing Red White & Blue never give up We represent America [Both:] I'm lookin' at life through my own eyes Searchin' for a hero to idolize Feeling the pain as innocence dies Looking at life through my own eyes I'm hoping and praying for a brighter day I listen to my heart and I obey How can I see it any other way? I'm looking at life (looking at life) Through my own eyes
Through my eyes i dont know if u know this Pain is what i feel but u might not notice And nobody cant really be sad about it Its the way i live, its the way it goes So much bad memory in my brain Sometimes it just make me insane I always tryna change, just to numb the pain But thats so hard, cuz i dont even feel the same And you have to watch out in what u got into Because nobody might be there whit you It takes time to heal, like what i got to deal whit Im always asking myself at the end is it whort it ? They said im crazy, yes , no ,maybe If you know me deeply youll probly run and be gone quickly So whos there for me Yeah Who cares for me I swear i can see nobody I feel so empty inside my body
If you've looked into my eyes, should look through my eyes, to see all the pain inside, cuz I still remember the days when you were mine, they always go through my mind, even though you've lied, made me think only of suicide, made me feel like I had no reason to be alive, it's not a lie, but I've realized, I can still rise, through this pain through rhymes, but I gotta survive, always in my dreams sometimes, and I don't even know why, I wanna die, I wanna go to the other side, but for now, I will no longer cry, it's my time to decide, I'll thrive, we'll no longer collide, I can't believe it was you I lied beside, but goodbye, no more days of you and I.
Everybody's looking for a way to separate us, But they can never take you away from me cause we the greatest, And ill never let em take you off my mother f**king plate cause, Ill be breaking bones to find out what their made of, Still writing to it but this is the extended hook I added to it when I listen to it.
My shoes are worn from the trail I been blazing at times it felt good cause she was so amazing but now my life feels like it's just waisting Waisting away thoughts make it hard to get through the day Lost for words and don't know what to say Lost ambition and don't want to play My heart broke cause she didn't stay All obstacles in my way
If You See through my eyes maybe you See the anger, the hurt, frustration, depression maybe you understand what I've been through and you'd care and I am trying to hold the pieces together like a puzzle but I am just everywhere and I dont know how to put the pieces back lord help me plz I cant do this anymore take away all my frustration and anger out
First attempt at rap When you alone Don’t know where you belong People cast their stones Judging a book by its cover Never try to uncover The truth about one another Even though we’re not so different Theirs ignorance and bickering Making fun, laughing and snickering About those less fortunate You’ll be surprised with our resourcefulness And how we win arguments This isn’t a test, just get common sense My hands are clean, you need a rinse What’s wrong boy, why you so tense Do you see yourself in me? Truth is a scary thing to see When your own life’s a mystery See it through my eyes Walk a mile and realize We are on the same side
0:32 You hurt me once You hurt me twice Here i am still by your side 7 years together and i caught a picture of you on your phone kissing some other guy Why? What did I ever do to hurt you. You say I hardly have time. You say I'm always working days and late nights. All the money I make is to keep our lights keep a roof over us. Even bought you a new truck. Even so you start conversations with another random dude. My dumbass still forgave you. And you question why, I act the way am. We turning 8 years soon and we ain't even married and we only 23. Im still fighting the pain inside of me if it's meant to be then it'll be sometimes I just wanna smoke a whole tree of weed. Or maybe I'm just so weak that this relationship i had to keep if only you could see through me
tired of this world, where i’ve lost too many people thinking about the ones she took, promised that she’d keep you now i learned to grow, learned how to better fix my soul now without her in my life, there’s room for me to grow. i never needed her , that’s something i should of known i thought she was my happiness, but now my mind has grown now i’m better off alone, we’re better off apart this is where the her story ends, with her ashes in my heart. wrote a whole ass song to this, to find out it was sold :(
Look walk and set the pace I mile in my shoes you have to inbrace the forthcoming in your face this tune has more hook then the captain that took his boat to where the sunken dreams are made of it's intellect listen to these words and then redirect the things that make a human vexed
Through these eyes Foresight there ain't no more like I strike like Hiroshima The clean up Stream up beam up into another universal dimension to the highest Expand my pineal gland at one stance Looking into the future through the past escaping the present A one jewel crescent An everyone mediation looking from all eyes from the skys Seeing the happy and sad crys How deep into space can my space further The dust from my bones awoken the shells have broken growing The one and only king of peace with no cease the up increase so bright that death has no sight living among the might from the drifty wind with no bend...
If you could understand what it would mean to be an outcastI ask you do you think you could rise? Hell could you last?Alone in your own thoughts faced with hatred on all sidesFeeling like everyone wish you'd suffered if you had diedI played that scenario in my nightmares so many timesDying inside to me is similar dying in your primeOne is just slower than the otherSomething I could never admit to my MotherI put a Ruger to my head loaded with one shotNot sure after it clicked it was even in the right spotCause sometimes that shit can just leave you damagedAfter that your just a burden listening to their criesYou see your in one room as time slowly fliesAsking yourself what if you tried harder to love yourselfThen maybe you wouldn't need a monitor to show your healthMaybe you would've found the courage to plead for helpCause now all your mother can do over your half dead corpse is whelp Cause your selfish feelings turned her life upside downTryna blow your brains out or slowly trying to drown
Eating when it’s Easter I remember with ya We were only kids And saw Are dad Instead of pictures Me Demi and Richard We had other wishes Always stand our ground And be around Been through the ditches Gittys in the streets I know you know , you know I’ve listened. Can only hope my children Will have a warmer image
All this work But it’s never enough Change doesn’t matter When you live without self love Moving past the problems They just keep stacking up The question is what am I running from Is it my emotions That got me in a hold Stuck and alone I got a family But I’m still searching for gold Try to find that happy place I call a home Nothing I dos enough until I’m cold My women’s got my back tho She picks me up when I’m at a low Stops me when I’m out of control And gives me so much hope It’s why it hurts to live broke Working everyday but where the worth Can’t even buy her a nice shirt Or a ring to put in her finger To show her that I mean it And I’m never leaving But my hearts bleeding Because I can’t give her the things that she’s needed Through my eyes are nothing but demons that are clinging as a man I feel like I should stop breathing
If you could see my life through my eyes then you know every step and stride is full anxiety trying not lose my mind, fire burning my soul, devils on my shoulder with the demons eating my skin inside out, I’m not bleeding on the outside I’m bleeding within, I can’t even think, this ship on the brink to sink and there’s no way of escaping our fate so we do nothing about it and accept it, all we’ve ever been is rejected, memories of being bullied it’s seems like death at this points is a blessing, it’s interesting that people become interested when you make interest, everyone has monsters under the bed and skeletons in the closet I’m fighting battles looking for what’s to come next, trying to relive some stress before it takes a toll and I’m another person who crashed his car and wrapped it around a pole, ambulance try to shock me back to life now I’m experience of life has to be a permanent hollow.
I know they will Never understand my agony think I’m living better cause the money coming rapidly thankfully We made through The tragedies So high up in the air Idk what’s gravity If u love me then come take a hold of me Close to the Edge i don’t think you wanna push me Don’t on my last I wouldn’t call on you to save me Why is it so hard for u to let a nigga be Cause after all I’m just trying to be me I See it all At a young age Couple homies a shell Or ended up in celll Seemed like the only way Out the city Was herse Or jail bus But the money saved us Heart ice cold Wrong move I leave ur brainless Use to play it cool But I’m run out of patience I got my niggas Moving like the masons They wanna cut me off Cause I’m playing the middle man I don’t see it I don’t touch it When I make it I break it If it’s mine then I take it Keep it real why u faking Lit the wood And I sit back under the tree See the fiend on the Conner Loosing her mind Lost a touch of herself She can’t tell She raggedy in her eyes In god we trust But when you got it you can’t trust them Cause jealousy turn ur nigga to Calvin Next u know U staring at end of muzzle See life is puzzle Got read between the lines And pick out the wicked from the evil Do whatever it takes to keep a smile on your people only one life to live U don’t get no sequel better live it before the time on your wrist stops and your heart beat drops I see it all I seen it all We kissing She moaning
There's a difference between you and I. The truth and lies. Only if you can view my life through my eyes, only then you realize and knew why I choose to fight. This do or die, so if I'm in my thoughts for a while. Its because I have fought in my true.
Yeah I remember those dark time Holding my pen then I started rhyme. I thoughts all gone end but voice in my brain said don't you worry friend. Then new thing began and then I started to change.
Life is hard i just realized, Take a listen and See the world through my eyes, People makes Promises but most turn into lies, Seen em with joy and the strongest of em let out cries, Searching for a way out and find out where my destiny lies, The way i feel about this world is hard to describe, It's a love hate relationship till the day I die, I'm just doing what I have to do to make it by, Should I work that 9 to 5 or pick up the nine, And sell nickels and dimes, What’s my life if I resort to crimes,
Let me ask you you talk about depression act like it's a fucking joke But let me ask you ever put a knife up to your throat Thinking about doing it your screams reachin a new note The bottle in your hand Yeah the rope around your neck Tellin yourself do it this'll only take a sec When it comes to the topic you just brush it to the side But let me ask you ever lost someone to suicide Often the ones who seem alive carry the most pain inside Pushed it down for soo long real feelings hard to recognize Have parts of our past that we NEVER FUCKIN let outside Have you ever found a friend laying dead on the ground Panicking there's gotta be a way to turn this shit around Their heart stopped beating They're no longer breathing Refuse to believe what it is that you're seeing
Take a look into my eyes c'mon tell me what ya see smokin cig after cig it's gettin hard to breathe maybe i'll feel better if I take the time to grieve yeah, swear I need somethin to believe--- In jottin with this fucking pen yet another attempt to vent what I keep deep within make amends with the man up above please forgive me for my sins I don't wanna pretend that thats my smile is fixed trapped up in this abyss but I ain't callin it quits search for my purpose to live and walk with light again All these scars are a symbol of the pain I've felt swear that I've been through hell never askin' for help threw my pennies in the well, but my soul ain't for sale better know I'll rebel break straight out the cell in my head walk a mile in my shoes got a couple loose screws but I refuse to let go of the road that I choose Yeah I felt so alone, nobody pullin me through demons beat me black and blue finally I'm breaking through
Step into my shoes u will see my nightmares Go/ Thats A little intense isn't it/ Inmagine being me/ Write to cope with my shit/ Imagine solving without taking a hit/ U don't want to see wat I see/ Walking in a world of color/ Missing out cuz all I only see darkness/ Cherish the fearless/ They did it all alone/ To many scars to count/ Start to count ur self / Cuz u don't know why ur living for/
Stop the hate/ the commitment with no fate/ don't act like you dont know if you can relate/ wait listen then carry your wanted trait/ if you want to be real not fake/I guess then you take the risk/ make some hits/or be able to relate to these next lyrics/ Gotta woman in your life and you don't wanna let her go/gotta woman in your life that left than let her flow/ let her realize that your her loose tooth/her used to go to/let her realize you were the honey to her Pooh/ what I'm trying to say here is/ she's lost without you that's how it is/and I know this is no easy quiz/but your flaws were what she committed with/ You see depression is a battle/ it leaves you deep in the ocean without a paddle/it won't let you speak about it not even when it's not gonna look/ but don't think it don't say it like it's babadook/ People say they relate without stepping in my shoes/ do you know what it's like feeling like a fool/ disappearing and wanting to be the only one at school/ being the only one who's not counted as cool/ the only that lets his depression pull him down/ make him frown/ like a upside down clown/if so then I know how Your full of emotions to express/ but you can't because your chest is being violently pressed/ you can't breathe with all the pressure sweating like a dessert/ no desert more hurt/and the only thing you feel makes you welcome is a shirt/ I really don't like switching rhymes/ but I have to if depression is what I have to define/ but to sum it all up your fine/your kind/ keep trying/with this experience you wish depression is a crime and would serve the time/but in the mean time I'ma tell you all about mine/ I wake up feeling panicked/ vanished as I lose hope in my family/as I lose more hope in humanity/ this society is insanity/ full of profanity/ kids tryna ransack me/people say that Im lacking/ something important/ deported/ I can floor it/or pause it/ I can only hide/from this horrible home I call mine/but outta no where I see this girl shine/I quickly say your now my dime/I spend days tryna get paid/ but she spent her days getting laid!/is this why I'm considered walking hate/the boy whose picture is not made with red paint/ the boy who always feels like a tool/ for some girl to get with me and drool/ at some guys who look like some clueless fools with a face of a ghoul/ at this point I'm just a tool/ a moral support artist that cries up a pool/ Surely I'll get over this depression/ get over with these obsessions/with the ones that are testin'/ the angry ones I decide to give a lesson/ by putting me and them into a session/ pesting no rat I am resting guesting fainting with sounds of being reckless/ I got off topic I usually don't do that/ but I feel like the ocean has me as a wave check call it a durag/ no such thing as a cool dad/ Maybe one who is obsessively mad I'm sorry but I gotta go/ see you in the next row/ maybe with the next flow/ will I be back maybe if you guess so
Ah yeah Nhìn vào đôi mắt anh đi, em thấy điều gì Sâu thẳm trong đấy quỷ ám đang hiện nhiều vì Em đã đánh cắp linh hồn anh đi mất Linh hồn bay đi chỉ còn thể xác là duy nhất Bầu trời u ám đi khi mất em, chắc em không biết Anh đợi qua những cơn giông anh viết Về những thứ anh biết về sự cách biệt Với xã hội ngoài kia anh hoàn toàn tách biệt Phải chào tạm biệt ánh nắng, đóng rèm Phải quên đi một ánh mắt, ướt nhèm Phải làm thế nào khi anh đang mắc kẹt Trong đống tơ vương do chính em reo rắc lên Anh muốn nhắc tên em trong những bài hát Nhưng xen lẫn vào đó lại là cơn đau rải rác Nhưng anh phải hát, hát để mà quên Để nhắc về hiện tại không có ai gần bên Nhìn vào ánh mắt em đi, có anh trong đó Anh nhìn thấy thằng con trai đang đứng giữa giông gió Nó bao bọc một nhành hoa đang vùi mình trong gió Nhưng đó chỉ là hình bóng còn linh hồn thì không có Mỗi đêm vẫn mong nhớ, vẫn mong chờ Vẫn ngồi cầm điếu thuốc ngoài ban công lúc không giờ Vẫn nghĩ về điều gì đó mà nó không nhớ Một điều gì đó mà đây nó không chờ Nó chờ một nhánh hoa sẽ quay về Nó mong cuộc đời nó sẽ yên bề Nó chỉ mong cuộc sống thay đổi khi xoay ghế Nó muốn ký ức đó chỉ còn là thứ bên lề Nó xin đấng bề trên nó cất lời thề lên Nó đang dần kể tên những điều nó mong đến Nó mong nhành hoa đó sẽ lại được hiện lên Để cho tâm hồn nó được 1 ngày bình yên
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Do u make custom beats
@@kvng2real22 I do email me: Riddickxbeats@gmail.com
Riddick X Beats could you make something like this again?
Yoo..this beat taking?? Got doe dam..
hey if the beat is sold can it still be used for non profit use with full credit given?
Good luck to everyone who wants to become an artist one day don’t give up you have what it takes no matter what the situation is
Thank u for this❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Lyrics:
If you step into my shoes
maybe then, maybe then a then you'll know
If you see it through my eyes
maybe then, maybe then you'll then you'll go
Yo.. you mind if I use this ?...
Take a walk and see what I see,
the differences between you and me maybe difficult to see,
I have no love for the world,
And people I can't believe,
I've had a life time of people getting close just to leave,
Lost family members but mentally cannot grieve,
Emotionally cold getting chills when I breathe,
Sleepless nights no love to fit me like a sleeve and tell me I'm ok,
Tell me that the storm will pass,
And all my pain will fade away
See my mind's at war and it never stops,
Borders built and bombs are dropped,
Take a walk with me and see what I've seen,
Maybe then you would believe me that neither side of the grass is green
Really powerful words I can feel the emotion. Good job dude 😁
@@MrBmxer41 thankyou struggle to write this stuff
@@lukeward4017 Are you still going through this? Absolutely it can be hard to write but when it's real it comes out so much easier and better I find.
U recorded it?🔥
Yo!!
This is frickin amazing!!
Good work on this my guy!
Thank you bro!
Aye no problem... Keep doing it man.
I just downloaded it, imma see if I like what I put to it.
This beat has a beautiful piano and good hook, good work!
Thanks g!
{Verse 1} 0:31
Do you Really Know What it’s Like?
Anxiety, Depression, Every Day You Wanna Die?
You Cant Feel The Light
Cause The Only Thing You See
is The
Pain Inside
With a
Twisted Lies
As Your
Own Demise?
It’s Really Sad When You Start To Hate Yourself
But at The Same Time You Just Wanna Prevail
You Want To Live Well..
Everyday You Survive But You Never Live
Then You Claim You’re « Alright »
But You Never Will..
I mean..
What’s The Point of Living Anymore?
Everyday I Try, do my best
They Still Close The Door..
Im Getting So Bored
Even The Small Things
Feels Like a Chore
Honestly Just Get me Out of Here..
can Someone Even Hear me?..
Hear me? Hear me? Hear me?
How has it took me so long to find this beat 🤯 amazing
💎 This is the stuff right here!
Beats keep talking to me
Visions keep coming to me
I've had a taste of the green now it's taken hold of me.
Thought I wouldn't find it but just-as-i-was giving up I uncovered its presence, when each line started to make sense
It depends
The key to the throne
Like an overflowing river of abundance that flows inside us all
Look into my eyes you can see the pain, wonder why I feel so lost but I had to change, remove negative people out my life I need the space, use to see love but now I feel like an angel that fell from Grace, all I have is just a fake smile on my face, A tape replaying in my head of all my mistakes, Lost in my mind no happy place,
Always showed love but did I ever get it back, No just fake friends that put a knife in my back, never care about how I'm doing no never asked, learned the hard way after my dad passed,
Through the hardest time they were never there, the pain I would hide around them cause I was scared, If I showed them would they care, So I couldn't do it wouldn't dare,
My ex girl broke my trust early on in our relationship, Maybe that's why everything I did there was no chance saving it, She became a drug that I was always craving, But in my heart I knew it wasn't worth saving, Mentally, physically draining, I ran out of patience,
Done with wearing my heart on my sleeve, Cause seems that everyone I meet, Is just there to make it bleed, What is it I don't see, done with fakes neglecting, people disrespecting, Wasted time invested, All this fucking pain inside my chest shit,
Done with all these games man I fucking quit, Never giving myself to anyone that ain't worth it, I can admit I have my flaws not perfect, But everyone deserves happiness I know I'm worth it,
Copyright@MikeSoul
Look above bro👆👆👆👆
@@bossboston816 look at what good sir?
@@MrBmxer41 I love it, I hope you allow me to use the text adapt and and make it into my own version?
@@julien4414 No sorry
you got this.keep going
I love this beat and i love the hook. Its kinda my theme song for every relationship come to an end. Im still the one left broken and with all the emotions but having to be the tough and strong one to pick up the pieces fix my crown and hide the pain away and put on that poker face. Rebuild the walls and use allot more attitude and sarcasm to my frontal view. Cry deeply til the pain is washed away and the memories slowly fade to grey. And the lone wolf is here to stay.
Love that melody ❤️
Amazing beat love the hook amazing job stay blessed
Love every beat I hear from different people to no lie
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I'm alone, no one to blame but myself
Talking to my fears, then I dust em off the shelf
Looking at the note on the counter I wrote myself
Saying I'll be gone soon if I don't get any help
~
I'm fucking low and everybody around me knows it
And everything is different, and I act like I'm not frozen
Don't why know I feel this way, it's not the way ive chosen
I don't wanna hide my feelings, or bottle up emotions
This beat is amazing 💪🏻💯
Check out the song I made for this! soundcloud.com/youneedtoreload/through-my-eyes-prod-by-reddick-x-beats
Listened to it. definitely one of the better ones ive heard for this beat 🔥🔥
Recklent Aye thank u means a lot🔥🙏🏽
You got to take your shots
When they come
Don't get lost in thoughts you can't overcome or listen to the lies,
This is what came to my mind when i hear this vibes from beat
I try see myself through you eyes
cuz i can't see clear between so many lies
Different size of shoes but i can't fit
it feels like my head is spinning full of shit
This is no hit,i just splash my mind in this paper
sometimes i act like bully and a hater
And later i regret it,i didn't mean it
i'm apologize,i become a hypocrit
It take's me a little bit time to see
But what do you see,do you see yourself in me?
This shit is scrary but you already know
is time to let the old you to go
Tuff right there ❤🔥👍💯
{Verse 3:}
I Cannot Take It Anymore
Im Not Prepare For The War
I Wish That My Life Would
Be Like Before
When I was A Little Kid I used to adore
Every single Things I Was Never Bored
Give me The Force That I Need
Im Begging You Please On my Knees..
Tell me This Anxiety is Not Me..
Can Someone Even Hear Me?
Hear Me? Hear me? Hear Me?...
Yes I can
(Chorus)
If you step into my shoes
Maybe then, maybe then you’ll then you’ll know
If you see it through my eyes
Maybe then maybe then you’ll then you’ll go
Oh maybe then you’ll know
(Verse 1)
You ever walk around and wish that you were someone else
Feeling like everyone's got the answer but won't fucking help
Spent so many nights alone, to know I don't like myself
Just looking for a hand, I'm not looking for a fucking handout
I can see it in your eyes you think you know my story
But if you've never felt this pain, then you don't really know me
They say it's all in my head, nothing we can do "I'm Sorry"
I've never felt defeat, until the look in his eyes, said: "You're Dying Slowly"
You get your hope's up thinking they'll be able to fix you
But there's nothing they can fix when everywhere there's a fucking issue
To young to feel this limited, and doctors don't have a clue
So don't tell me that you know shit when it's something you've never lived through
Because I feel like giving up every single fucking day
Tired of waking up to my body slowly giving up on me
Talk is cheap, so be careful what you say
Because you don't know how tired someone is from carrying all of this weight
(Chorus)
Can I use your lyrics.. I'll credit you
@@Shhhhdevilllll go for it, send me a link
Man, sometimes the only way to get through life, is wondering and pondering if I'm doing it right.
You gotta realize that opinions will differ, it's not just you and your own try hard to be bigger.
It took a lot of time for me to figure this out, but I got it right, time to fight, so just hear me out.
I think we have a right to have some sight, so just scope out the view and see the light.
There are times like these where the goings get tough, but I'm telling you right now that I have had enough.
It's clear enough to see the sky is blue, and I just realized my deepest thoughts were true.
So please just along in this little journey of mine, I promise I will keep it going line by line.
Here's what i have to think it's not time for lies, so look at this right and see it through my eyes.
I'm going through this showing you this
Flowing with it knowing with it
Knowing rhythms flowing rhythms
Showing you I'm going through this backwards, switch up the flows like I'm a rapper, I can tell that this I have not mastered, its not time for moving backwards, I will take this standards make em shattered and leave em all tattered, now I'm battered and all rattled, it's like I'm tackled leave me shackled
Like it even matters like it even matters
I have all this hatred and I will not let it consume me
You need to let me go, live my life, and die when it's right my time don't fight
Cause you know that I know maybe I don't really know
But this is my last chance to fight for my heart at last
We always have fight the demons of the night but some people can't see, that in the dark monsters are disguised they must be correctly analyzed
People's demons may different maybe mentally or physically I'm not embellishing
These demons can tear you down and others won't realize your struggles may just be different from theirs
See the world through my eyes,
I seen promises turned into lies,
Love thats turned into broken hearts,
And souls lost torn apart;
In a world with so much deception,
Asking God for help but can't get any type reception,
I'm just lost waitin for a blessin,
Made many mistakes and learned many lessons,
Why do I feel like I'm the only one getting tested,
Felt defeat and got bested,
Searchin for a ray of hope,
And focuse on my goals cause I got it in the scope,
Tunnel vision when it comes to my visions,
Hit with precision,
Cause I'm on a mission,
Wanna know my story take a listen,
Anything can come to life if you envision,
You Dont need permission,
Verse 2:
Living in a world that's crazed,
To have a little peace we blaze,
On this journey we call life it's a maze,
Ain't get no map with directions,
And none of us are perfect many imperfections,
Feel like they tryna divide us like sections,
And many innocent people locked not to mention,
A crooked world,
For our future kids boys and girls,
Tell me can we really aim for the stars,
When they show no love just showin us bars,
And they wonder why we say are dreams are so far,
We ain't frail,
Just scared to be judged if we fail,
Cause when we told them about our dreams they bailed,
Said we could be anything we wanted to be,
And then tore down are dreams,
I can see where the last generation failed,
Build my ship and set sail,
thank you for the ideas my guy
Oh my God😱
This is incredible 😱
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Wouldn't it be funny if God was listening to this track looking for inspiration.
Endlich hab ich das Sample gefunden 😎
Grüße an Azad, über über krasser Song 👌🏻
I'm gonna use this for non profit use. Its a good beat.
goes hard!
If you ever saw love thru my eyes
Just know I keep the hate inside
I'm so high I feel hogtied down no lies
Just truth in these lines I'm hard to fine
I've dealt with scars I define its hard to live life
When you know they'res nothing to find
If you can see through my lens you would cry
You would wanna die that's where I drew the line
I've dealt with nights of suicide contemplating why my expectations were the reason being I have no time
I don't wanna ruin something I like
Something I wanna Pursue i might
I've been winning the war but I lost that fight
Maybe I was wrong maybe they were right..
This beat is amazing, love it!
The best i ever heard
(Chorus)
If you step into my shoes
Maybe then maybe then you’ll then you’ll know
If you see it through my eyes
Maybe then maybe then you’ll then you’ll go
Oh maybe then you’ll know
(Verse 1)
Baby Look into my eyes then you’ll know
I’m tired from the strain,
And All this pain
I’m Struggling to sleep at night,
Layin awake cause my thoughts are so bright
(So bright)
So much pain it’s a shame
I’m Only 20 yet I feel 40
I don’t wanna be famous I just want to express my pain
It’s a lot to gain
So many thoughts in my brain
It’s as long as a train
(As a train)
Yea
I’m tired from overthinking
Bags hanging from my eyes going side to side
If you could look through my eyes maybe then you can see the pain I hide on the inside
(On the inside)
Yea
These thoughts grow wide
I’m overthinking
Look into my eyes
Yea
These thoughts grow wide
I’m overthinking
Look into my eyes
(Into my eyes)
(Chorus)
If you step into my shoes
Maybe then maybe then you’ll then you’ll know
If you see it through my eyes
Maybe then maybe then you’ll then you’ll go
Oh maybe then you’ll know
(Verse 2)
If you look into my eyes then you’ll go
So many thoughts going around like a show
I’m overthinking what’s more to know
I struggle with my thoughts (with my thoughts)
They roll around like shopping carts(shopping carts)
I just don’t know how to stop (how to stop)
They have me pulled over like a cop (like a cop)
Yea
What’s left to say?
I’m overthinking every single day
I’m in my grave so I’ll lay
Yea
These thoughts grow wide
I’m overthinking
Look into my eyes
Yea
What’s left to say?
I’m overthinking every single day
Yea
These thoughts grow wide
I’m overthinking
Look into my eyes (into my eyes)
Yea
These thoughts grow wide
I’m overthinking
Look into my eyes (into my eyes)
(Chorus)
If you step into my shoes
Maybe then maybe then you’ll then you’ll know
If you see it through my eyes
Maybe then maybe then you’ll then you’ll go
Oh maybe then you’ll know
(Verse 3)
Yea
What’s left to say?
I’m overthinking every single day
Yea
These thoughts grow wide
I’m overthinking
Look into my eyes (into my eyes)
Yea
These thoughts grow wide
I’m overthinking
Look into my eyes (into my eyes)
Yea
These thoughts grow wide
I’m overthinking
Look into my eyes
(Chorus)
If you step into my shoes
Maybe then maybe then you’ll then you’ll know
If you see it through my eyes
Maybe then maybe then you’ll then you’ll go
Oh maybe then you’ll know
Jayden Bell I’m sorry I’m finna use these actually 😂. Aye but if you wanna Colman some day then lemme know
Through my eyes you'll see a flame
Look deeper baby can you feel my pain
Don't let this be the same ole thang
Putting priorities first not sitting round claiming gang
Bruh be chasing some money chasing change
I'm messed up but you never put urself in my place
Then you'll know it's not a phase
Then you won't be needing result fast
Cause you'll know that it's not a race
I know you were sad but say you are fine
How could u lie to my face
Lost in my maze
counting the days
It was not up to you
To change me
It was up to me
But I thought I had a time
I never thought you'll leave
All you had to do is believe
It's never about you
It was all my fault
Maybe if you saw through my eyes
I'll get through to you
Humans come in pairs
We are like shoes
I thought that meeting you
Will make me stop the booze
I thought it was me and you
Why I'm so cold ?
Maybe of all the previous lies
That I've been sold
I thought meeting u
Will beat the shot clock
So I won't lose
When a beat makes me cry this is deep beat god bless i may just just this for a track i wanna get out man thanks and just for my self im not big or nothing fam atay blessed
If you step into my shoes
maybe then, maybe then a then you'll know
If you see it through my eyes
maybe then, maybe then you'll then you'll go
*[Verse 1]*
They say no pain, no gain,
Sent to war on the front line, God help - not again,
Sick of crying,
tired of trying, yes
I'm smiling but inside im dying,
The right person, the wrong time,
The right script, the wrong line,
The right poem, the wrong rhyme,
and a piece of you that was never mine,
I call him the devil.
Because he makes me wanna sin,
And every time he knocks,
I can't help but let him in
(made of quotes)
i fw that shit
I will buy these lyrics ahaha
@@rne1800 I can ghost write for you, for the right price
Ghost write for me $$
How much do u take??
Through my eyes all I see is hate I had a chance to make it I just Contemplate
Gotta put my dukes up and motivate
I come from the dirt where the people don’t smile
Shackles and hand cuffs everybody’s on trial
I can’t believe you don’t see the love I’m bringing
I tried to make a phone call but your line stop ringing
I get nervous like you gotta save a little to make a purchase
And that’s a fact you couldn’t see past my visions
There’s a reason why I think before I make decisions
I take my demons head on like a collision
This is not that the new shit spit by the pool pit
No I didn’t new it if I got love for you I’ll prove it
Ima abouta lose it bc all my loved ones left me on a cruise ship
Cruising Down ocean with my potion the reasons why I live with no emotion
I’ve hurt others just like I’ve hurt myself
Only chilled with a few when no one would help
I had to take a look at where I came from
The place where I grew up where I got my name from
I used to run shit stay inside yuh lane son
Bc I’m taking back what’s mine I got your doug
Ima beast inside my prime boy I’m still young
My future looking bright an the good times still come
Baby you broken up an ran from me
Left me in a fairytale a fantasy
I get it your not into me
But take a step into my shoes
An walk the distance try to spend the time an the minutes
Inside this crazy life I’m living
Everybodies looking all the ways to separate us, but they could never take you from cause we the greatest , if they try to take you off my plate cuz I'm a break all theirs bones to find out what their made of. Nice start to a flow I freestyled
Lately I’ve been thinkin, steady drinkin, heart filled with emotion I can feel it sinkin, I’ve been searchin, hopin for a reason, to keep myself from leavin this earth, wonderin why I’m still here breathin, wake up every morning go to war with my demons, life is a bitch and lately she’s been decievin, has me grievin over seein all these different things that got me feinin, for a better me look in the mirror don’t even recognize who I see, I’ve been feelin lost, searchin for that inner peace, at what cost, cause it feels like it’s killing me, waiting for this nightmare to turn to a dream, cause lately life ain’t what it really seems, trying to figure out who I wanna be
looking back at a life full of regret, whats life really about the drugs,alcohol,and sex, memories of pain I can't forget, but fuck it nothing in life is ever set, I'll be dammed if I let my past affect my thoughts and how I live now, pitching for greatness just now entering on the mound, i use to feel lost but thanks to people in my life I'm back and ive found a new purpose to live for, heads above the water now I'll never drown, you can here the silent cries if you don't make a sound, life is what you make it so ima make it count, heads up cause I'm gonna live life to fullest alwayslooking up cause I know he's looking down, Im gonna do my best to shine brighter then the lights in this town
Lately shit doesn't feel right, kinda of been looking for the light like god can you take me cause i don't think i can last another night, i can't seem to get these emotions and all the pain out no matter how much i write, they stay buried away inside, dealing with all the regret just wishing the negativity would leave my mind, cause I'm way to tired fight
[Kayla:] Give me a world that's equal on all sides
[Aaron:] Let freedom flow as constant as the tides
[Kayla:] I pray with each sunset, don't forget to rise
[Aaron:] (Don't forget to rise)
[Kayla:] I live without regret
[Both:] For ordinary lives
[Both:] I'm lookin' at life through my own eyes
Searchin' for a hero to idolize
Feeling the pain as innocence dies
Looking at life through my own eyes
I'm hoping and praying for a brighter day
I listen to my heart and I obey
How can I see it any other way?
I'm looking at life (looking at life)
Through my own eyes
[Aaron:] I see a land with liberty for all
[Kayla:] Yet still I know the truth will rise and fall
[Aaron:] (Oooh yeah-yeh)
That's just the way it goes
[Both:] A word now to the wise
The world was made to change
Each day is a surprise
[Both:] Lookin' at life through my own eyes
Searchin' for a hero to idolize
Feeling the pain as innocence dies
Looking at life through my own eyes
I'm hoping and praying for a brighter day
I listen to my heart and I obey
How can I see it any other way?
Looking at life (looking at life)
Through my own eyes
[Both:] And I know when you're looking for the truth
(Mmmhmm)
If you go and read between the lines
You'll discover how and why
[Aaron (rap):] I take my heart into battle
Give that freedom bell a rattle
Get my independence signed
Declare it on the dotted line
In Philidelphia freedom ring
And patriotic voices sing
Red White & Blue never give up
We represent America
[Both:] I'm lookin' at life through my own eyes
Searchin' for a hero to idolize
Feeling the pain as innocence dies
Looking at life through my own eyes
I'm hoping and praying for a brighter day
I listen to my heart and I obey
How can I see it any other way?
I'm looking at life (looking at life)
Through my own eyes
Through my eyes i dont know if u know this
Pain is what i feel but u might not notice
And nobody cant really be sad about it
Its the way i live, its the way it goes
So much bad memory in my brain
Sometimes it just make me insane
I always tryna change, just to numb the pain
But thats so hard, cuz i dont even feel the same
And you have to watch out in what u got into
Because nobody might be there whit you
It takes time to heal, like what i got to deal whit
Im always asking myself at the end is it whort it ?
They said im crazy, yes , no ,maybe
If you know me deeply youll probly run and be gone quickly
So whos there for me
Yeah
Who cares for me
I swear i can see nobody
I feel so empty inside my body
I'm getting that 1-800 vibe from Logic, mixed with a little bit of Let You Down by NF himself.
Ivan B actually used this on his new album called remains call maybe then, all of them are good too including this one you should check him out
@@leeblackwolf3158 I listen to Ivan's music actually. Just didn't check out the new album yet.
trap trap trap thats all we know 🔥 Good work bro
If this is sold can i not upload to spotify if i get a lease?
If you've looked into my eyes, should look through my eyes, to see all the pain inside, cuz I still remember the days when you were mine, they always go through my mind, even though you've lied, made me think only of suicide, made me feel like I had no reason to be alive, it's not a lie, but I've realized, I can still rise, through this pain through rhymes, but I gotta survive, always in my dreams sometimes, and I don't even know why, I wanna die, I wanna go to the other side, but for now, I will no longer cry, it's my time to decide, I'll thrive, we'll no longer collide, I can't believe it was you I lied beside, but goodbye, no more days of you and I.
Everybody's looking for a way to separate us,
But they can never take you away from me cause we the greatest,
And ill never let em take you off my mother f**king plate cause,
Ill be breaking bones to find out what their made of,
Still writing to it but this is the extended hook I added to it when I listen to it.
My life ain't that fantastic 🥺💯
Bro this fire 🔥 ima need to hop on this
God bless everyone reading this
My shoes are worn from the trail I been blazing at times it felt good cause she was so amazing but now my life feels like it's just waisting
Waisting away thoughts make it hard to get through the day
Lost for words and don't know what to say
Lost ambition and don't want to play
My heart broke cause she didn't stay
All obstacles in my way
If You See through my eyes maybe you See the anger, the hurt, frustration, depression maybe you understand what I've been through and you'd care and I am trying to hold the pieces together like a puzzle but I am just everywhere and I dont know how to put the pieces back lord help me plz I cant do this anymore take away all my frustration and anger out
I made a song that got over 10 plays on this beat can I still get a lease id hate to waste the track
Actually almost 15 plays now
is this free for personal and commercial use?
what does that mean? is it?
No, I’ve already bought the exclusive rights to it a few weeks ago, but you can still use it for non-profit.
First attempt at rap
When you alone
Don’t know where you belong
People cast their stones
Judging a book by its cover
Never try to uncover
The truth about one another
Even though we’re not so different
Theirs ignorance and bickering
Making fun, laughing and snickering
About those less fortunate
You’ll be surprised with our resourcefulness
And how we win arguments
This isn’t a test, just get common sense
My hands are clean, you need a rinse
What’s wrong boy, why you so tense
Do you see yourself in me?
Truth is a scary thing to see
When your own life’s a mystery
See it through my eyes
Walk a mile and realize
We are on the same side
this lowkey heat 🔥🔥🔥
byron blasingain thanks, glad you liked it
Very good bro⚡
Martin Payne can I use this I make depressed music and I’m to depressed to write sum rn and I need to drop a song tomorrow I’ll give you proper credit
Nice man
This song is Maybe Then by Ivan B just without the vocals.
0:32
You hurt me once
You hurt me twice
Here i am still by your side
7 years together and i caught a picture of you on your phone kissing some other guy
Why?
What did I ever do to hurt you. You say I hardly have time. You say I'm always working days and late nights. All the money I make is to keep our lights keep a roof over us. Even bought you a new truck. Even so you start conversations with another random dude. My dumbass still forgave you. And you question why, I act the way am. We turning 8 years soon and we ain't even married and we only 23. Im still fighting the pain inside of me if it's meant to be then it'll be sometimes I just wanna smoke a whole tree of weed. Or maybe I'm just so weak that this relationship i had to keep if only you could see through me
What's the bpm
tired of this world, where i’ve lost too many people
thinking about the ones she took, promised that she’d keep you
now i learned to grow, learned how to better fix my soul
now without her in my life, there’s room for me to grow.
i never needed her , that’s something i should of known
i thought she was my happiness, but now my mind has grown
now i’m better off alone, we’re better off apart
this is where the her story ends, with her ashes in my heart.
wrote a whole ass song to this, to find out it was sold :(
We all got this just believe
If you can’t see the pain through my eyes, then you wouldn’t understand the lies
Look walk and set the pace I mile in my shoes you have to inbrace the forthcoming in your face this tune has more hook then the captain that took his boat to where the sunken dreams are made of it's intellect listen to these words and then redirect the things that make a human vexed
Will u put a copyright claim ? If I use this beat for my track only for TH-cam content ?
Some guy in Indiana wrote a big hit song to this track it's amazing.
Name.?
Damn we really need to work. Amazing 🙌🏼
💎💎💎 Damn.
Through these eyes
Foresight there ain't no more like
I strike like Hiroshima
The clean up
Stream up beam up into another universal dimension to the highest
Expand my pineal gland at one stance
Looking into the future through the past escaping the present
A one jewel crescent
An everyone mediation looking from all eyes from the skys
Seeing the happy and sad crys
How deep into space can my space further
The dust from my bones awoken the shells have broken growing
The one and only king of peace with no cease the up increase so bright that death has no sight living among the might from the drifty wind with no bend...
good stuff.keep it up
If you could understand what it would mean to be an outcastI ask you do you think you could rise? Hell could you last?Alone in your own thoughts faced with hatred on all sidesFeeling like everyone wish you'd suffered if you had diedI played that scenario in my nightmares so many timesDying inside to me is similar dying in your primeOne is just slower than the otherSomething I could never admit to my MotherI put a Ruger to my head loaded with one shotNot sure after it clicked it was even in the right spotCause sometimes that shit can just leave you damagedAfter that your just a burden listening to their criesYou see your in one room as time slowly fliesAsking yourself what if you tried harder to love yourselfThen maybe you wouldn't need a monitor to show your healthMaybe you would've found the courage to plead for helpCause now all your mother can do over your half dead corpse is whelp Cause your selfish feelings turned her life upside downTryna blow your brains out or slowly trying to drown
You record this ?
very good song 🍂.
Eating when it’s Easter
I remember with ya
We were only kids
And saw Are dad
Instead of pictures
Me Demi and Richard
We had other wishes
Always stand our ground
And be around
Been through the ditches
Gittys in the streets
I know you know , you know I’ve listened.
Can only hope my children
Will have a warmer image
All this work
But it’s never enough
Change doesn’t matter
When you live without self love
Moving past the problems
They just keep stacking up
The question is what am I running from
Is it my emotions
That got me in a hold
Stuck and alone
I got a family
But I’m still searching for gold
Try to find that happy place I call a home
Nothing I dos enough until I’m cold
My women’s got my back tho
She picks me up when I’m at a low
Stops me when I’m out of control
And gives me so much hope
It’s why it hurts to live broke
Working everyday but where the worth
Can’t even buy her a nice shirt
Or a ring to put in her finger
To show her that I mean it
And I’m never leaving
But my hearts bleeding
Because I can’t give her the things that she’s needed
Through my eyes are nothing but demons that are clinging
as a man I feel like I should stop breathing
If you could see my life through my eyes then you know every step and stride is full anxiety trying not lose my mind, fire burning my soul, devils on my shoulder with the demons eating my skin inside out, I’m not bleeding on the outside I’m bleeding within, I can’t even think, this ship on the brink to sink and there’s no way of escaping our fate so we do nothing about it and accept it, all we’ve ever been is rejected, memories of being bullied it’s seems like death at this points is a blessing, it’s interesting that people become interested when you make interest, everyone has monsters under the bed and skeletons in the closet I’m fighting battles looking for what’s to come next, trying to relive some stress before it takes a toll and I’m another person who crashed his car and wrapped it around a pole, ambulance try to shock me back to life now I’m experience of life has to be a permanent hollow.
writing something to this for non profit do you want to hear it when I'm done brother?
Ya know it. Bout lessons for all that are always followed by blessings from above bec he spoke first and God was and is LOVE.. JH
Nice track.
I know they will
Never understand my agony
think I’m living better
cause the money coming rapidly
thankfully We made through
The tragedies
So high up in the air
Idk what’s gravity
If u love me then
come take a hold of me
Close to the
Edge i don’t think
you wanna push me
Don’t on my last
I wouldn’t call on you to save me
Why is it so hard for u to let a nigga be
Cause after all I’m just trying to be me
I See it all
At a young age
Couple homies a shell
Or ended up in celll
Seemed like the only way
Out the city
Was herse
Or jail bus
But the money saved us
Heart ice cold
Wrong move
I leave ur brainless
Use to play it cool
But I’m run out of patience
I got my niggas
Moving like the masons
They wanna cut me off
Cause I’m playing the middle man
I don’t see it I don’t touch it
When I make it
I break it
If it’s mine then I take it
Keep it real why u faking
Lit the wood
And I sit back under the tree
See the fiend on the Conner
Loosing her mind
Lost a touch of herself
She can’t tell
She raggedy in her eyes
In god we trust
But when you got it
you can’t trust them
Cause jealousy turn
ur nigga to Calvin
Next u know
U staring at end of muzzle
See life is puzzle
Got read between the lines
And pick out
the wicked from the evil
Do whatever it takes
to keep a smile
on your people
only one life to live
U don’t get no sequel
better live it before the
time on your wrist stops
and
your heart beat drops
I see it all
I seen it all
We kissing
She moaning
Ok I'm gonna use it, it's amazing by the way
The beat sounds really nice, the hook is alright although it doesn’t sound like it was mixed in very well
Thanks g!
There's a difference between you and I. The truth and lies. Only if you can view my life through my eyes, only then you realize and knew why I choose to fight. This do or die, so if I'm in my thoughts for a while. Its because I have fought in my true.
Sick bro, back to the lab 👌
Beautiful work would you mind if I use it on the freestyle
Beautiful
God tell me what to do I don't know what to say anymore. Lately I've just been so torn. So many thoughts on my brain. I'm just feeling so alone
I've been meaning to write to this and when I do, I hope you hear it!
Yeah I remember those dark time
Holding my pen then I started rhyme.
I thoughts all gone end but voice in my brain said don't you worry friend.
Then new thing began and then I started to change.
How much for this beat
💧🔥
Can I still use this beat for non-profit use?
Go back in time
When i thought i was a one of kind
But if you only scene what seen
It was because I was left behind
... dude, jss stop.
So has this been sold already because it's not in the track list on your website?
Life is hard i just realized,
Take a listen and See the world through my eyes,
People makes Promises but most turn into lies,
Seen em with joy and the strongest of em let out cries,
Searching for a way out and find out where my destiny lies,
The way i feel about this world is hard to describe,
It's a love hate relationship till the day I die,
I'm just doing what I have to do to make it by,
Should I work that 9 to 5 or pick up the nine,
And sell nickels and dimes,
What’s my life if I resort to crimes,
Let me ask you
you talk about depression act like it's a fucking joke
But let me ask you ever put a knife up to your throat
Thinking about doing it your screams reachin a new note
The bottle in your hand
Yeah the rope around your neck
Tellin yourself do it this'll only take a sec
When it comes to the topic you just brush it to the side
But let me ask you ever lost someone to suicide
Often the ones who seem alive carry the most pain inside
Pushed it down for soo long real feelings hard to recognize
Have parts of our past that we NEVER FUCKIN let outside
Have you ever found a friend laying dead on the ground
Panicking there's gotta be a way to turn this shit around
Their heart stopped beating
They're no longer breathing
Refuse to believe what it is that you're seeing
Take a look into my eyes c'mon tell me what ya see
smokin cig after cig it's gettin hard to breathe
maybe i'll feel better if I take the time to grieve
yeah, swear I need somethin to believe--- In
jottin with this fucking pen
yet another attempt to vent what I keep deep within
make amends with the man up above
please forgive me for my sins
I don't wanna pretend that thats my smile is fixed
trapped up in this abyss but I ain't callin it quits
search for my purpose to live and walk with light again
All these scars are a symbol of the pain I've felt
swear that I've been through hell never askin' for help
threw my pennies in the well, but my soul ain't for sale
better know I'll rebel break straight out the cell in my head
walk a mile in my shoes got a couple loose screws
but I refuse to let go of the road that I choose
Yeah I felt so alone, nobody pullin me through
demons beat me black and blue
finally I'm breaking through
I Really Love It, ThAnkYoU!
Step into my shoes u will see my nightmares Go/
Thats A little intense isn't it/
Inmagine being me/
Write to cope with my shit/
Imagine solving without taking a hit/
U don't want to see wat I see/
Walking in a world of color/
Missing out cuz all I only see darkness/
Cherish the fearless/
They did it all alone/
To many scars to count/
Start to count ur self /
Cuz u don't know why ur living for/
Stop the hate/ the commitment with no fate/ don't act like you dont know if you can relate/ wait listen then carry your wanted trait/ if you want to be real not fake/I guess then you take the risk/ make some hits/or be able to relate to these next lyrics/
Gotta woman in your life and you don't wanna let her go/gotta woman in your life that left than let her flow/ let her realize that your her loose tooth/her used to go to/let her realize you were the honey to her Pooh/ what I'm trying to say here is/ she's lost without you that's how it is/and I know this is no easy quiz/but your flaws were what she committed with/
You see depression is a battle/ it leaves you deep in the ocean without a paddle/it won't let you speak about it not even when it's not gonna look/ but don't think it don't say it like it's babadook/
People say they relate without stepping in my shoes/ do you know what it's like feeling like a fool/ disappearing and wanting to be the only one at school/ being the only one who's not counted as cool/ the only that lets his depression pull him down/ make him frown/ like a upside down clown/if so then I know how
Your full of emotions to express/ but you can't because your chest is being violently pressed/ you can't breathe with all the pressure sweating like a dessert/ no desert more hurt/and the only thing you feel makes you welcome is a shirt/
I really don't like switching rhymes/ but I have to if depression is what I have to define/ but to sum it all up your fine/your kind/ keep trying/with this experience you wish depression is a crime and would serve the time/but in the mean time I'ma tell you all about mine/
I wake up feeling panicked/ vanished as I lose hope in my family/as I lose more hope in humanity/ this society is insanity/ full of profanity/ kids tryna ransack me/people say that Im lacking/ something important/ deported/ I can floor it/or pause it/ I can only hide/from this horrible home I call mine/but outta no where I see this girl shine/I quickly say your now my dime/I spend days tryna get paid/ but she spent her days getting laid!/is this why I'm considered walking hate/the boy whose picture is not made with red paint/ the boy who always feels like a tool/ for some girl to get with me and drool/ at some guys who look like some clueless fools with a face of a ghoul/ at this point I'm just a tool/ a moral support artist that cries up a pool/
Surely I'll get over this depression/ get over with these obsessions/with the ones that are testin'/ the angry ones I decide to give a lesson/ by putting me and them into a session/ pesting no rat I am resting guesting fainting with sounds of being reckless/
I got off topic I usually don't do that/ but I feel like the ocean has me as a wave check call it a durag/ no such thing as a cool dad/ Maybe one who is obsessively mad
I'm sorry but I gotta go/ see you in the next row/ maybe with the next flow/ will I be back maybe if you guess so
yo, man, is it cool if I record this?
Damn.... Loved it
Ah yeah
Nhìn vào đôi mắt anh đi, em thấy điều gì
Sâu thẳm trong đấy quỷ ám đang hiện nhiều vì
Em đã đánh cắp linh hồn anh đi mất
Linh hồn bay đi chỉ còn thể xác là duy nhất
Bầu trời u ám đi khi mất em, chắc em không biết
Anh đợi qua những cơn giông anh viết
Về những thứ anh biết về sự cách biệt
Với xã hội ngoài kia anh hoàn toàn tách biệt
Phải chào tạm biệt ánh nắng, đóng rèm
Phải quên đi một ánh mắt, ướt nhèm
Phải làm thế nào khi anh đang mắc kẹt
Trong đống tơ vương do chính em reo rắc lên
Anh muốn nhắc tên em trong những bài hát
Nhưng xen lẫn vào đó lại là cơn đau rải rác
Nhưng anh phải hát, hát để mà quên
Để nhắc về hiện tại không có ai gần bên
Nhìn vào ánh mắt em đi, có anh trong đó
Anh nhìn thấy thằng con trai đang đứng giữa giông gió
Nó bao bọc một nhành hoa đang vùi mình trong gió
Nhưng đó chỉ là hình bóng còn linh hồn thì không có
Mỗi đêm vẫn mong nhớ, vẫn mong chờ
Vẫn ngồi cầm điếu thuốc ngoài ban công lúc không giờ
Vẫn nghĩ về điều gì đó mà nó không nhớ
Một điều gì đó mà đây nó không chờ
Nó chờ một nhánh hoa sẽ quay về
Nó mong cuộc đời nó sẽ yên bề
Nó chỉ mong cuộc sống thay đổi khi xoay ghế
Nó muốn ký ức đó chỉ còn là thứ bên lề
Nó xin đấng bề trên nó cất lời thề lên
Nó đang dần kể tên những điều nó mong đến
Nó mong nhành hoa đó sẽ lại được hiện lên
Để cho tâm hồn nó được 1 ngày bình yên
I want this beat
ima use this beat bro