Thank you Nik, it's really validating to hear a fellow musician talk about the song, and understand what we were trying to convey. We really appreciate you shining a spotlight on us
This is the most versatile band on the planet, people. I'm with Nik. I can't even understand how a band can have both this and songs like "Holy Roller" and "Aphids" in their back pocket. Wow...
@@DirtyBirdConway I don't see that as the same. They just added cleans. (which I can't get into) don't care for the FFDP sound. Spiritbox can do all cleans or all screams and be amazing with both.
Something I’ve noticed that doesn’t get enough recognition in this song is the ending riffs. The chaotic djenty riffs at the end are constructed in such a way that legitimately felt like If dementia could be a noise/sound....That was it. Like a haunting end to your life but that immediate relief when it’s all said and done with the ambient outdoor was a beautiful touch. That was artistically brilliant and captivated so much emotion.
The ending is really something else. I’ve always thought about the slow soft ending section after the end riffs as like when a person with dementia has everything come back right before they pass. I don’t know if that’s true or not, but regardless of the actual meaning the ending is really something beautiful. And I’m 3 years late lol
me at beginning: "oh sick a new Spiritbox metal song" me in the middle: *head banging with misty eyes* me after the song: *tears rolling down face* 10/10
THIS is how you set yourself apart in a genre flooded with bands. This right here, makes a statement and pushing the limits of what a band in this genre can really do.
My girlfriend who isn't into metal cried for 30 minutes after I showed her this, it hit her hard, as her family has history of alz's and dementia. Absolute masterpiece of a song, it's HEAVY AF but in a different way.
I did not expect to cry today, yet here I am crying. Both of my grandmothers had Alzheimer's before they passed. I'll never forget going to see my mothers mom, sitting at a table in the nursing home eating lunch with her, and my grandmother looking at my mom and asked, "who are you?". My mom lost it on the spot. I was too young to understand, but I still remember that.
This is honestly cinematography at its finest, such a compliment to some balanced vocals and range of professionals at work. Hit so deep on a personal level but felt like such a moving song coming from a group I have mountains of respect for. Them feels!!
Courtney is one of the best vocalists I have ever heard. From her screams to just her pure clean vocals. There’s very few artists on her level if there even is anyone else there.
Yeah, off the top of my head, I can only think of four who compare. Amy Lee (see "My Immortal" by Evanescence), Ronnie Radke (see "Brother" by Falling in Reverse), Oliver Sykes (see "One Day The Only Butterflies Left Will Be In Your Chest As You March Towards Your Death" by Bring Me The Horizon), and Chester Bennington (well... everything Linkin Park ever released).
@@LillyOmega2 those are 4 fantastic vocalists as well and those are great examples of them showcasing those vocals I love each of those songs and Linkin Park is my personal favorite band of all time.
This may be from a different genre of a band, but Kadeem from Loathe also has a great range of vocal from clean to scream. Kindly check Two-Way Mirror, Is It Really You, and A Sad Cartoon, or dang even the whole "I Let It In and It Took Everything From Me" Album
I balled my eyes out to this song. I lost my grandmother to alzheimers and watching her go through that was so painful and heart breaking. Much love to Spirit Box.
Lost my grandma a couple years ago to cancer and my Aunt to Alzheimer’s. This one really got me, and I couldn’t stop crying for a bit. It’s amazing that artists can bring out such emotions through their craft like this in such a powerful way. Just wow.
Prolly a good chance he hasn’t had to go through this with a grandparent yet. I can think of music that before I actually went through what the song was written about, I was totally not phased by it. Once I experienced it though the song took on a totally different perspective and feeling.
@@MrEL91N I haven't had to deal with it yet, but I can sense it'll happen with my parents and I will look after them until it's impossible. This music video + the video game Adios have just really brought it to my thoughts. Both rough for the same reasons.
They hooked me with "Circle With Me", but this song is pure emotion. A heart-puller and tear-jerker. They should win a Grammy for this album. Someone needs to nominate them. Let's start a campaign!
The nasty slowdown showing the fear and confusion that people with dementia and memory loss feel is incredible. The switch from that to the soft outro is what breaks me every time.
When I first listened to this song I thought it was so good, but then I actually saw the music video and I discovered it was about people who have dementia and memory loss I cried and had a new found appreciation for this song and the band as well. The way the music captivated the feelings the whole family was feeling was absolutely stunning.
I just noticed that pictures of Constance's family members have been slowly disappearing in the house throughout the video first, much earlier before even the furniture is becoming "unrecognisable" for her towards that outro/breakdown. If I wasn't already weeping from the first watch, the implications of that subtle feature just set things off even more.
I heard this song earlier today and Holy hell it hits HARD! The video hits me even harder, I've lost a family member to Alzheimers so this video is... it hits hard. Bravo again Spiritbox. Another banger and another reason why I'm hooked on this band.
This song unlocked a lot of emotional that I have been carried about the death of my grandmother last year. When my grandmother died I didn't cried, I didn't understood what happened. Today, after a 1 one year, just after heard this music, I cried, a lot! Thank you for this beautiful work! Amazing
Sort of, but not exactly. It’s the first music video and full song without cleans, yes. But the transitional song “10:16” is technically a fully clean song.
My grandmother also had dementia. My brothers and I were so close to her. It is such a tragic experience to be in front of someone your whole life just not even recognize or remember you. This is really a beautiful song.
I discovered Spiritbox through your collaboration with Bradley Hall on the 50 Years of Metal video. So much talent in one place and I am so grateful for it!
I've had this song on repeat for the past 4/5 hours. So haunting and yet so beautiful. After the 3rd listen, I couldn't hold back the tears. As Nik said, 'This is art'. Spiritbox just keep changing the game and I cannot wait for their next album (which hopefully will be announced ASAP) Going from 'Holy Roller' to 'Constance'??? Emotions all over the god damn place
I lost my grandmother this past fall. she was in her mid 90's, she had dementia. this song rings true with all of what was going on with her. she lived in an old farming town of maybe 500-800 people, we would see her almost every weekend. as she got older we actually saw her less and less. one day she had an accident that left her in a nursing home. and time spent with her only became less and less from then on. it was painful seeing her go through memory loss, and sleeping all day. she became less and less coherent, and unable to take care of herself. this song hits so close to home that it leaves me speechless. i love you oma, i can still see you smiling at us through the pines, always watching over us. rest easy.
Ouch... right in the feels. I'm not crying, you are. Reminded me of my grandparents who I lost a few years back. My grandpa had dementia. We were with him at the end and he recognized who we were and that we were there. Wow... that was beautiful. 🥺
Spiritbox is insane love them so much! Every single that they have released has been so different and this one might be my favorite so far! Almost cried while watching the video lol.
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This is one of the best videos i've seen in a while
To sum it up plainly. This song is an absolute beautiful fucking masterpiece. This band has some all around professional talent. Truly inspiring. Bravo.
when it's Sunday, you're just going through some Nik videos you didn't watch yet and end up crying cause this song's so freaking touching. uff, i say. uff.
The subject matter of the video along with the music at the end getting slower and darker, and heavier just hits so hard in the feels. It conveys the slow and terrifying descent into dementia.
Song + video = crying like a baby. Great synopsis though dude, it really is about the whole package, it creates an emotional ambience to create something beautiful.
This is the first time I heard you talk and for some reason your deep voice was not expected. Great voice, man. Also, didn't expect the 'dude, bro, yo' attitude :D great reaction video, my man
One thing I love about the video specifically is that in some shots things around the house disappear earlier in the video. Like pictures and other things. It's so fucking good dude, so good. The music, the point of the video, the cinematography. *chefs kiss*
It's a beautiful song and video. My mom was diagnosed with Alzheimer's so this hit me really hard. I'm loving this band more and more with each release.
I have lost my Mother, Grandmother, Grandfather and my uncle across the last 12 months. I've never heard of this band before, but this song brought tears to my eyes, it's beautiful and emotional. I just want to say thank you for introducing me to this, even if I am now crying.
Waited all day so this could be my first time hearing it. Great song, video, reaction, band. Everything is just so amazing Spiritbox gets better with every song they release, you can’t change my mind
Dude. This song reminds me so much of Flatline by Periphery, the feels and emotion of the song, but also the ending riff, but most of all… the TOPIC! 🥵 Flatline is one of the most meaningful songs to me, even today… And this song, in and of itself, is fucking BEAUTIFUL! 😭 But, in my mind, the link(s) between this and Flatline are like two crossed fingers of the same hand 😭 Your portrayal here was next to none - THANK YOU! 😭
This song legit made me cry the first time I heard it. It hit me so hard. I can actually feel it hitting again. I lost my grandfather to alzheimers, got to the point he had no idea who I was. For anyone currently going through that I'm there for you.
Thank you Nik, it's really validating to hear a fellow musician talk about the song, and understand what we were trying to convey. We really appreciate you shining a spotlight on us
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Amazing song and video. I literally can't watch it all the way through without crying.
there s a reaons for that
This is the most versatile band on the planet, people. I'm with Nik. I can't even understand how a band can have both this and songs like "Holy Roller" and "Aphids" in their back pocket. Wow...
We love you guys!
“I don’t know whether to headbang or cry” perfectly sums up this masterpiece.
Nik has to listen to Dayseeker to feel something like that
@@proggod6118 Yes Dayseeker is beautiful!
Or make them suffer "erase me" "save yourself"
I did both.
Porque no los dos?
Nik's reactions just hit different 🦋
Release more amazing songs from them!!!
Please Nik react to Stain The Canvas : Like a God And Hell Made Me . UP PLEASE!!!!!!!! FOR HIM SEE THIS
Yaboi Riserecords in the house. Sup my dude
reactions with attitude
it's because he does a continuos reaction, without stopping the video.
"Did you almost cry?"
No.
I full-on cried. Twice already with this song today. Spiritbox is amazing.
Same. Like ugly cried.
Been crying every morning since they released it. I just can't fucking help.
Fr needed a good cry
me too fully cry
Same! Two times!!!
Media : metal is just noise
Spiritbox : *drops this song*
Oh my god this!
*lol
get u a girl who could do both
The media doesn't say that. You just wish they did
@Morbid Angel is better than Death I really fail to see why they can't be considered Metal.
Yo who tf cutting onions in here. Stop it
I wish people would stop coming round my house to cut their onions, its so frustrating!
Making it look like I'm crying and shit. How dare they.
It must be squidward.
The fact that they can do this and holy roller just shows the diversity they have. They can do it all. Fantastic.
Look at what Whitechapel did with The Valley.
@@DirtyBirdConway I don't see that as the same. They just added cleans. (which I can't get into) don't care for the FFDP sound. Spiritbox can do all cleans or all screams and be amazing with both.
@@silentjaybob345 That album sounded NOTHING like FFDP. Just because you have cleans does not equate to sounding like FFDP
@@silentjaybob345 Don't you dare compare that masterpiece to FFDP.
You should do a “Feels are reals” playlist - just sayin’...
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lmao bruh, im literally making that playlist for myself RN and I saw this comment.
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@@AutumnAbstract share
Daylilly would be on it
Something I’ve noticed that doesn’t get enough recognition in this song is the ending riffs. The chaotic djenty riffs at the end are constructed in such a way that legitimately felt like If dementia could be a noise/sound....That was it. Like a haunting end to your life but that immediate relief when it’s all said and done with the ambient outdoor was a beautiful touch. That was artistically brilliant and captivated so much emotion.
The ending is really something else. I’ve always thought about the slow soft ending section after the end riffs as like when a person with dementia has everything come back right before they pass. I don’t know if that’s true or not, but regardless of the actual meaning the ending is really something beautiful. And I’m 3 years late lol
me at beginning: "oh sick a new Spiritbox metal song"
me in the middle: *head banging with misty eyes*
me after the song: *tears rolling down face*
10/10
Hard same, bro.
facts
For a M.D. that had to call the death of a patient with Alzheimer last night, to listen this song.. dem feels are reals.
THIS is how you set yourself apart in a genre flooded with bands. This right here, makes a statement and pushing the limits of what a band in this genre can really do.
Was listening to this song all day long
Spiritbox never disappoint
As Trevor Delaplain wrote under the official video:
"This wasn’t one of their heaviest songs. but it was one their HEAVIEST songs!!"
My girlfriend who isn't into metal cried for 30 minutes after I showed her this, it hit her hard, as her family has history of alz's and dementia. Absolute masterpiece of a song, it's HEAVY AF but in a different way.
Always an honour having you react to something we’re apart of. Happy you enjoyed it man ❤️
This is one of those songs where the emotions hit so hard you have a hard time listening/watching it again.
I did not expect to cry today, yet here I am crying.
Both of my grandmothers had Alzheimer's before they passed. I'll never forget going to see my mothers mom, sitting at a table in the nursing home eating lunch with her, and my grandmother looking at my mom and asked, "who are you?". My mom lost it on the spot. I was too young to understand, but I still remember that.
This is honestly cinematography at its finest, such a compliment to some balanced vocals and range of professionals at work. Hit so deep on a personal level but felt like such a moving song coming from a group I have mountains of respect for. Them feels!!
Courtney is one of the best vocalists I have ever heard. From her screams to just her pure clean vocals. There’s very few artists on her level if there even is anyone else there.
Yeah, off the top of my head, I can only think of four who compare. Amy Lee (see "My Immortal" by Evanescence), Ronnie Radke (see "Brother" by Falling in Reverse), Oliver Sykes (see "One Day The Only Butterflies Left Will Be In Your Chest As You March Towards Your Death" by Bring Me The Horizon), and Chester Bennington (well... everything Linkin Park ever released).
@@LillyOmega2 those are 4 fantastic vocalists as well and those are great examples of them showcasing those vocals I love each of those songs and Linkin Park is my personal favorite band of all time.
This may be from a different genre of a band, but Kadeem from Loathe also has a great range of vocal from clean to scream. Kindly check Two-Way Mirror, Is It Really You, and A Sad Cartoon, or dang even the whole "I Let It In and It Took Everything From Me" Album
They... omg im crying because this is sad and HEAVY
😂
was just like wow nik hasnt reacted to this yet, refresh the page and boom 30 seconds ago lol
First thing I did after I heard this song was call my grandma. This one hits hard...
Exactly, did the same like right now...
Hell, I'll do the same.
I just discovered this band. They are so fucking great man.
100% can’t get enough!
I balled my eyes out to this song. I lost my grandmother to alzheimers and watching her go through that was so painful and heart breaking. Much love to Spirit Box.
Lost my grandma a couple years ago to cancer and my Aunt to Alzheimer’s. This one really got me, and I couldn’t stop crying for a bit. It’s amazing that artists can bring out such emotions through their craft like this in such a powerful way.
Just wow.
How did you not cry to this? I can't handle it.
Same reason I didnt. People were around
Prolly a good chance he hasn’t had to go through this with a grandparent yet. I can think of music that before I actually went through what the song was written about, I was totally not phased by it. Once I experienced it though the song took on a totally different perspective and feeling.
@@MrEL91N agreed. I lost my grandma last year and this song is very emotional to me.
Lol!
@@MrEL91N I haven't had to deal with it yet, but I can sense it'll happen with my parents and I will look after them until it's impossible.
This music video + the video game Adios have just really brought it to my thoughts. Both rough for the same reasons.
They hooked me with "Circle With Me", but this song is pure emotion. A heart-puller and tear-jerker.
They should win a Grammy for this album. Someone needs to nominate them. Let's start a campaign!
This was easily one of the best/most emotional experiences I've had with music this year. Spiritbox does it again.
The nasty slowdown showing the fear and confusion that people with dementia and memory loss feel is incredible. The switch from that to the soft outro is what breaks me every time.
When I first listened to this song I thought it was so good, but then I actually saw the music video and I discovered it was about people who have dementia and memory loss I cried and had a new found appreciation for this song and the band as well. The way the music captivated the feelings the whole family was feeling was absolutely stunning.
Courtney has the cleans of an angel, and the screams of a demon. Goddess.
Hey.. You have to recommend this one to Alex Hefner. He started with Holly Roller and he didn't like it. He has to check out another Spiritbox song.
Haha Holy Roller shouldn’t be anyone’s introduction to this band 🤣
@@Traviolie Agree
@@Traviolie Except when you like Nails, Meshuggah and Converge. Like me!
@@teiwaz656 I don’t find Alex’s opinion genuinely honest anyway. He’s down with all of Slipknot but gets spooked over Holy Roller? Lol
Nobody care. He is just a clown.
Been waiting for this reaction all day. This song hits the feels so hard and the video contemplates it beautifully
Her voice and the way they made this song is absolutely beautiful ❤️
I just noticed that pictures of Constance's family members have been slowly disappearing in the house throughout the video first, much earlier before even the furniture is becoming "unrecognisable" for her towards that outro/breakdown.
If I wasn't already weeping from the first watch, the implications of that subtle feature just set things off even more.
2 years old and I am just hearing this song and seeing the video for the first time. That was very moving. 😢
3:56 Confused headbang.
lmao yes
Spiritbox is definitely one of my favorite bands currently, im so excited to hear more from them!
Straight to the playlist
I heard this song earlier today and Holy hell it hits HARD! The video hits me even harder, I've lost a family member to Alzheimers so this video is... it hits hard. Bravo again Spiritbox. Another banger and another reason why I'm hooked on this band.
Everytime that I hear this song I find myself crying. Its such a beautifully sad song. I love Spiritbox so much, they're such a talented band.
This song unlocked a lot of emotional that I have been carried about the death of my grandmother last year. When my grandmother died I didn't cried, I didn't understood what happened.
Today, after a 1 one year, just after heard this music, I cried, a lot! Thank you for this beautiful work! Amazing
man... this just hit differently
this song made me cry. legit. tears. My grandmother went through the same exact thing. We lost her last year :(
Sorry for your loss mate :(
Can relate. Dementia, couldn't see her due to COVID and passed during it.
This song really hit home hard.
@@depress0coffee:*( sorry to here man. It's a beautiful yet sad ballad. . My gma was the matriarch to the whole family
This is their first ever fully clean vocals song
Sort of, but not exactly. It’s the first music video and full song without cleans, yes. But the transitional song “10:16” is technically a fully clean song.
My grandmother also had dementia. My brothers and I were so close to her. It is such a tragic experience to be in front of someone your whole life just not even recognize or remember you. This is really a beautiful song.
Listened to it on repeat while writing my college essays, one of my favorite songs of the year :)
I discovered Spiritbox through your collaboration with Bradley Hall on the 50 Years of Metal video. So much talent in one place and I am so grateful for it!
I don't know how I didn't cried when I heard it. But had nonstop goosebumps!! Emotions taken to the next level.
First song to ever make me actually cry. This band never ceases to amaze.
I've had this song on repeat for the past 4/5 hours. So haunting and yet so beautiful. After the 3rd listen, I couldn't hold back the tears. As Nik said, 'This is art'. Spiritbox just keep changing the game and I cannot wait for their next album (which hopefully will be announced ASAP) Going from 'Holy Roller' to 'Constance'??? Emotions all over the god damn place
I lost my grandmother this past fall. she was in her mid 90's, she had dementia. this song rings true with all of what was going on with her.
she lived in an old farming town of maybe 500-800 people, we would see her almost every weekend. as she got older we actually saw her less and less. one day she had an accident that left her in a nursing home. and time spent with her only became less and less from then on. it was painful seeing her go through memory loss, and sleeping all day. she became less and less coherent, and unable to take care of herself. this song hits so close to home that it leaves me speechless. i love you oma, i can still see you smiling at us through the pines, always watching over us. rest easy.
Reminds me of what bands like God is an Astronaut do but in a Spiritbox way and felt drained after listening to it. Awesome track
Ouch... right in the feels. I'm not crying, you are. Reminded me of my grandparents who I lost a few years back. My grandpa had dementia. We were with him at the end and he recognized who we were and that we were there. Wow... that was beautiful. 🥺
"BRUH, IT MAKES YOU FEEL OMG" is definitely spot on.
Spiritbox is insane love them so much! Every single that they have released has been so different and this one might be my favorite so far! Almost cried while watching the video lol.
This is one of the best videos i've seen in a while
If you want some more powerful emotional vocals you should listen to Dayseeker, if you don't already. One of my top bands this past year for sure
I just recently found Dayseeker & I'm in love.
Love them
They’re one of my fav bands of the year too.
I love them so much 💜💜
Also, Bloom vocalist does this well in a scream way
To sum it up plainly. This song is an absolute beautiful fucking masterpiece. This band has some all around professional talent. Truly inspiring. Bravo.
They bring it every time. Never have put out a bad song.
Unreal that a group of people can be so talented and connect to so many people through their music. Another masterpiece.
This song is the pure definition of the word "heavy"
when it's Sunday, you're just going through some Nik videos you didn't watch yet and end up crying cause this song's so freaking touching.
uff, i say. uff.
Yoo I watched this before Nik, i'll mark this day in my calendar, kinda proud of me rn ngl
The subject matter of the video along with the music at the end getting slower and darker, and heavier just hits so hard in the feels. It conveys the slow and terrifying descent into dementia.
The video made me tear up lmfao
Aww man this one just oooof. My grandma is suffering from dementia... This one hit just all the places down there. Goosebumps and tears.
this band is on a whole other planet. we do not deserve them :'D
Song + video = crying like a baby. Great synopsis though dude, it really is about the whole package, it creates an emotional ambience to create something beautiful.
I am the only one getting Huge deftones vibes when that chorus kicks in?
This is the first time I heard you talk and for some reason your deep voice was not expected. Great voice, man. Also, didn't expect the 'dude, bro, yo' attitude :D great reaction video, my man
I walk the fine line of crying or headbanging everyday...
This song blew me away on my first listen. I fuckin love everything Spiritbox puts out and this was no different.
hI Nik :D Great content bb, already know it'll be good.
Lol Microsoft Paint
@@MotivationItself 😎 it is i, the default photo editor for windows
One thing I love about the video specifically is that in some shots things around the house disappear earlier in the video. Like pictures and other things. It's so fucking good dude, so good. The music, the point of the video, the cinematography. *chefs kiss*
It's a beautiful song and video. My mom was diagnosed with Alzheimer's so this hit me really hard. I'm loving this band more and more with each release.
I have lost my Mother, Grandmother, Grandfather and my uncle across the last 12 months. I've never heard of this band before, but this song brought tears to my eyes, it's beautiful and emotional. I just want to say thank you for introducing me to this, even if I am now crying.
Last year I came this early my fiance slapped me
lol
You're only having sex once per year? Need to sort that out, my man.
What a raw reaction... you know it’s a good one when Nik’s reaction after is just “wow”. I agree this song is pure art
“The only constance is change”
Your channel is my favorite place to come to be introduced to new music 🙌
Courtney said in a podcast that she wanted to be like Deftones.
Could definitely get that vibe, especially in the chorus.
@@youpeopleareallinsane 100%
This song. It’s. It’s. So LOVELY. The cleans and the drops. PLUS THE SLOW DOWN. So nasty.
Is this like Shoegaze meets Metal? Kinda reminds me of Loathe
I also love this band! I found them browsing on TH-cam last year and I am obsessed!
Has a deftones vibe from their latest album
It's a very emotional song, but it also has lyrics that make you think. In the end, he falls into a daze.
Nik you missed the live chat.We were all spamming your name
Waited all day so this could be my first time hearing it. Great song, video, reaction, band. Everything is just so amazing
Spiritbox gets better with every song they release, you can’t change my mind
Between this and Tide I'm feeling like I'm about to die from a heart attack, they released almost simultaneously
Good god Tide is good
@@reallybigshoe40 and I love how EVERYONE loved the ending
@@N.W.art. rare to get two songs released nearly on the same day with not a bad note between them
@@reallybigshoe40 true thing, such masterpieces both of the songs, it's weird to think we never listened to them like 2 days ago
Tide?
By far my favourite spiritbox song so far. Couldn't stop the waterworks when I first heard it
This was a whole other type of heavy... :(
Hit the nail on the head my dude. Stellar song from a band that produces nothing but incredible songs.
yo
epic
didn't watch it yet though
Dude. This song reminds me so much of Flatline by Periphery, the feels and emotion of the song, but also the ending riff, but most of all… the TOPIC! 🥵 Flatline is one of the most meaningful songs to me, even today… And this song, in and of itself, is fucking BEAUTIFUL! 😭 But, in my mind, the link(s) between this and Flatline are like two crossed fingers of the same hand 😭 Your portrayal here was next to none - THANK YOU! 😭
Tallah overconfidence please broski!!
He's listened to it on Twitch 😄
@@twinny_mi omg I hope there a vod!?
@@dmpunk I honestly don't know if there's a video, look on his Twitch you may see it there
@@twinny_mi ahh not in the last 6 days, must've been before. oh well, thanks anyway!
@@dmpunk you're welcome!
The clip is so well done and produced, besides the music (which is something too :x)
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no... that was me lol
This song legit made me cry the first time I heard it. It hit me so hard. I can actually feel it hitting again.
I lost my grandfather to alzheimers, got to the point he had no idea who I was. For anyone currently going through that I'm there for you.
OK I've watched like ten reaction videos before yours, and yours was the best!