Yup, it was the Claratyne
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 1 ก.ย. 2020
- Following up from yesterday, turns out yeah, Claratyne made me depressed. No more antihistamines for me then! Will try nasal sprays for hay fever instead.
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Sorry about claratyne
At least I'm not actually depressed tho! ^_^
There's a few other factors with this whole depressing covid thing too that has a mental impact, ive had to be a bit more vigilant lately with being down and fighting the urge to over eat. You're a depression expert now so when it creeps up you have a good chance to understand it and put the right strategy in place to pull yourself back out, its an ongoing process ;)
Nah this was definitely not a covid thing, I've been dealing with lockdown pretty well, but this shit came on so suddenly and so severely, in hindsight I should have suspected something chemical right away. Next time I'm sure I'll figure it out faster. And I've now learned so much about antihistamines, just been googling a lot and it turns out histamine is a neurotransmitter? Why do doctors and psychs never talk about this!?!?
@@DestroyerMariko I have my doctor well trained, when I see him I tell him what's wrong with me and what script I want and wether I need a script and he just signs it off lol
In other words I don't trust doctors with my health
I think that's the opposite extreme. They have medical degrees for a reason. The problem I'm complaining about is that there isn't widespread knowledge about a very specific issue with potentially large implications. It may be a problem with not enough research being done, and/or it being a niche effect that doesn't impact enough of the population to have gained attention. I'm not talking about overall distrust of the medical system. Though if your doctor is that compliant and disinterested and you don't have a medical degree of your own, yeah maybe don't trust your doctor and get one who's not such a pushover and will actually care enough to look out for your health. The fact that doctors make mistakes doesn't make them useless, it makes them human, with all the limits that entails.
The think is Mariko is that the things my anxiety tells me is true :(
Are they? Or is it just telling you that? :O
Occasionally anxiety can be useful for alerting you to a real danger you need to deal with.
Diagnosable anxiety though, tends to lie and make things seem a lot worse than they really are.
You'd probably have to talk to a psychologist to figure out which it is though.
@@DestroyerMariko Well i fear about me getting cancer cause i stay up so late.
Lol don't worry so much about that, it only raises the chances of cancer by a small amount, and being young your risk is already small.
Anxiety has exaggerated your perception of the risk.
Statistics can also be misleading. For example, let's say a certain food doubles your risk of a certain disease. Sounds bad right? But we look at the disease and it turns out your chance of getting it is 0.01%. That means doubling your risk only gives you a 0.02% chance of getting that disease. Tiny! Nothing to worry about then! Make sense?
I'm on the anti psychotropic Clozoril. It is the strongest among them. I have to do blood work for its safety once a month. There's the side effect of slobbering in my sleep. Can't sleep on my back. Have been in the mental hospital at least a dozen times. Most recently for a year and a half I believe. Was conserved for a few years. Lost my conservator recently and am being moved to a lower level clinic.
Wow, sounds intense!
Well yeah but the only thing that upset me today was that I have to wait until tommorow to get my check.