When I Realized That I Was Transgender.

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ความคิดเห็น • 139

  • @toniherring
    @toniherring 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Your story is so important. I am 58 now and I wish things had been so different when I was growing up. Im MtF. I never had real friends in school I always wrore bagy clothes and had longer hair. I was bullied for years till I finally got my life and fought back but I still had problems for everyone. They left me alone because i think they just thought i was crazy then, lol. At that time I thought I was the only person like me but I was okk with that. I stayed a virgin until I was 18 because I was the only one like me I thought. Im sorry i ramble, lol. Point is i am so gllad you share so much of your life now because this wasnt there when i was growing up

    • @Rosiah
      @Rosiah  3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I'm glad you gave yourself the moment to finally shine :)

  • @aritaylor6351
    @aritaylor6351 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I had a really hard time figuring out I was trans since my dysphoria manifested as depression and social anxiety and body image issues. I had to experience gender euphoria, from presenting masculine and in a way that made me feel comfortable to know I was actually trans. Now that I’m aware, I definitely have severe dysphoria, but it took like 20 years for me to be sure.

  • @Introvertexe
    @Introvertexe 3 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    *no one is first because the creator is always first*

    • @JahMoneyyyy
      @JahMoneyyyy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Facts

    • @rapboi1259
      @rapboi1259 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Facts

    • @Rosiah
      @Rosiah  3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Smarttt

    • @israeliteprincess6166
      @israeliteprincess6166 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      And TMh God doesn't condone any of it . Just being honest.

  • @DaeshjiaVU
    @DaeshjiaVU 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    You’re so handsome I totally understand how you feel like having dysphoria is terrible and the anxiety that comes with it being Trans is so hard even though were transitioning in different ways I totally understand where your coming from

  • @dominiquedavis9834
    @dominiquedavis9834 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I genuinely applaud you for living in your truth. It takes a lot to speak your truth and you have no idea how many lives you touch.

  • @DevilAriana
    @DevilAriana 3 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    Bro I’m a young ftm and I just wanna say you really inspire to never give up and I love you for that man 💙

    • @Rosiah
      @Rosiah  3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Never give up 🙏🏽

    • @cleobrazy9862
      @cleobrazy9862 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      awwwwWWWWWWWWW AND U BET NOT GIVE UP or we gone fight 🙂 TY GOODBYE 💀 love y’all family

    • @DN-fs2kb
      @DN-fs2kb ปีที่แล้ว

      W mans

  • @Lets_Talk_About_it_Luv
    @Lets_Talk_About_it_Luv 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    First and foremost I just wanna say that you’re an inspiration to the trans community. It’s so refreshing to see a young FTM living his best life. I’m a MTF trans woman and I think you’re absolutely adorable😍😉... keep up the good work babe😊👍🏾

    • @Rosiah
      @Rosiah  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      💗💗

  • @iseeall7295
    @iseeall7295 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'm literally in tears, you're so incredible. I wish I had your life lmao. I'm so proud of you for some reason. Love you man.

  • @isiahkt
    @isiahkt 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    I just asked my mom for some hoodies, she said I can pick some. Looks like I can cop a hoodie👀

  • @itsmiracle2597
    @itsmiracle2597 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Your website looks so good. I can tell you
    Put a lot of effort into it and that you did not just throw it together. Much love and support always❤️.

  • @austinm7087
    @austinm7087 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    In my ela class there is many people that knew that I was “ born female “ and some that did not know. So the teacher called me a “ he “ and I felt embarrassed and so I wrote her a letter saying I don’t wanna be called a he or a she I just want to be called by my birth name or my nickname and she was really nice about it and accepted me.😁

  • @KinkyCurlyQueens
    @KinkyCurlyQueens 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    First off you was cute as a girl but you fine Now lol‼️‼️ I don’t know you but I’m happy you happy‼️ with love and respect ✊🏾

  • @tay8424
    @tay8424 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Thanks so much man. I finally got confidence to come out to my family i want to be trans so they all helped with the surgery and now i’m living my best life. Thanks for the good content i’m definitely coping the merch. Thanks again for basically being the person i look up too and giving me the confidence i needed Keep up the amazing videos!!!!!😁

  • @johnneyosborne6856
    @johnneyosborne6856 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    First I am an older guy and I want to commend you on what you're doing it takes a lot of Courage to speak openly on being an intersex man you are going to change a lot of people mine and perception of what an intersex man really is I have been watching your videos for a minute and I'm proud of you and my message is to keep doing what you're doing keep being the way that you are and regardless of the response you get from people cuz there will be haters be yourself

    • @nyumyu4265
      @nyumyu4265 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I don’t think he’s intersex I think he’s just a trans man. Intersex people are born with both male and female reproductive parts. He was born female and transitioned to male. It’s okay tho it’s easy to confuse

  • @nayaschannel6067
    @nayaschannel6067 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Shawn I'm most definitely putting the merch on my Christmas list . Much love and support 😝💗

    • @Rosiah
      @Rosiah  3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      ♥️♥️

    • @yourfavskit8584
      @yourfavskit8584 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Rosiah do you take testosterone for the rest of your life?

    • @sydneyreid7401
      @sydneyreid7401 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

  • @leol4418
    @leol4418 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Never clicked so fast love yah bro🙌🏾👹

  • @ericaschofield5690
    @ericaschofield5690 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    you are amazing, shawn. so excited to buy some merch :D

    • @Rosiah
      @Rosiah  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Haha sup Erica! Thanks for the kind words :)

  • @Cleobby18
    @Cleobby18 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Most definitely buying your merch ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ just gotta get my mom to do it 🤪

  • @AlatOnDemand
    @AlatOnDemand 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I’m AFAB and now I’m non binary, I’m only out to a few people plus my younger sister is prejudice against non binary ppl for no reason. I’m thinking about being out loud and proud later on , I’m taking things slow 💛🤍💜🖤

  • @DN-fs2kb
    @DN-fs2kb ปีที่แล้ว

    Bro i came out to my mom yesterday and she actually took it really well. It took a lot to come out to her and i was scared as fuck 💀 glad u made it bro, giving us hope for transition is amazing

  • @LaurenMonty
    @LaurenMonty 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Just wow, thats really all I can say... wow! Great story, and congrats on your journey hun

  • @wetpeach2625
    @wetpeach2625 3 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    I wanna be a trans man but I’m too scared to come out to someone I’ve been feeling like this my whole life but I have never came out.Still haven’t come out as liking females.I feel so uncomfortable being a female🤦🏽‍♂️

    • @drippyswagking6810
      @drippyswagking6810 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I'm a 16 year old ftm and I totally understand the stress about coming out I tried telling my parents when I was 11 but my parents said I was too young to understand and forced me into girls clothes I was so worried and felt that i would never be happy so I decided to be subtle and talk abt LGBTQ to see their reaction I finally came out last year and luckily they were supportive and I am currently on testosterone

    • @Laylowkianna
      @Laylowkianna 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      But what's wrong with being female? Why don't u like it?

    • @wetpeach2625
      @wetpeach2625 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      DRIPPY SWAG KING mbn I’m also 16 to still haven’t came out yet tho

    • @drippyswagking6810
      @drippyswagking6810 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@Laylowkianna there's nothing wrong with a female but me personally I am not a female I am a male and constantly feeling like your in the wrong body and not feeling like yourself Is extremely hard to handle

    • @drippyswagking6810
      @drippyswagking6810 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@wetpeach2625 I understand the coming out concerns and struggles it's by far one of the hardest parts

  • @pinnokkiothetransgenderguy9763
    @pinnokkiothetransgenderguy9763 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It took me a while to fully process my personal experience to the point of coming out and being proud to be a transmasculine person. I still struggle with some insecurities but I learned to love myself unconditionally and I am a trans man of faith in the almighty Lord Jesus Christ.

  • @Hawkeyeshy06
    @Hawkeyeshy06 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I know this video is old but I jus came forward to my mom about how I feel. For a few now I’ve been looking at myself and not seeing me(female) I looked at myself in the mirror and seen myself as a male. I’m 17 , I want to go transition but I’m having my doubts. But at the same time I don’t feel comfortable with who I am as a female. Any advice from you would really help. Much love king❤️

  • @melomcfarlane6824
    @melomcfarlane6824 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    hey shawn i can never miss your vids love em

  • @tsparisgottiofficial514
    @tsparisgottiofficial514 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    WOW IM MALE TO FEMALE I HAD NO CLUE YOU WAS FTM YOU LOOK AMAZING

  • @nzisawambua4141
    @nzisawambua4141 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I swear this has to be the most traumatic thing a child can go through...I'm happy that you are a happy gentleman now❤️💋❤️

  • @nayaschannel6067
    @nayaschannel6067 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Wassup Early Squad . Hope you have a beautiful rest of the day💕. Remember God loves every single one of us🙏🏾. Much love💗. 💛💙💜💚❤

  • @Christina-zh2rh
    @Christina-zh2rh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    2:10 I like how his voice got deeper when he got back on topic🤣

  • @rapboi1259
    @rapboi1259 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I can’t get over how pretty u are 😫

  • @VioletGaming-x7z
    @VioletGaming-x7z 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    How did you make that website . I’ve been trying to start a clothing line 😭 also nice transition 👌🏾🔥

  • @IndigoSoulCatcher
    @IndigoSoulCatcher 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    My sis asked me what I wanted for Christmas, I said a hoodie😈😈😈I'll be getting one or two of your merch for Christmas😏😁

  • @tyboogie9347
    @tyboogie9347 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Yu are soooooooo handsome 😍....idk if anyone told yu but im soooooooo proud of yu for standing up for wut yu believe in

  • @VictoriaWamer
    @VictoriaWamer 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Been away for a hot second but I’m back 🥴🤟🏾

  • @jelanismith4241
    @jelanismith4241 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m ftm and when I was little I’d leave my two peice at home and hide it on purpose so my mom would have to go home and look and when she didn’t find it she would bring me my brothers swim clothes

  • @kaibarton4932
    @kaibarton4932 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I got a binder from underworks and I was so excited but....my chest is large so it doesn't do anything *sniff *sniff so I wish I could get one from gc2b but I dont have money:(((

  • @karab2758
    @karab2758 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am thinking about being transgender and ur helped alot🌈🌈❤love you🌈🌈

  • @ebknana4781
    @ebknana4781 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    nah Cuz you type firee 😆

  • @GenaGilder
    @GenaGilder 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    When I was younger, I used to wrestle and play basketball and football with the boys in my family and neighborhood. I would take off my shirt or put it over my head just like them. I remember when I was about 10, I was playing football with the boys in the neighborhood and I decided to take my shirt off. The boys got to laughing and pointing at me talking about my “mosquito bites”. I was so embarrassed! To note, they thought I was a boy until that day. I knew I was a girl, but I related more to being a boy and was pretty much accepted as one. Going through puberty, I began to identify more as a girl though I overall pretty much dress as a “tomboy” to this day.

  • @juniorwheelerfp9782
    @juniorwheelerfp9782 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My mom knows. I came out over a year ago and idk if she will ever accept me. I can’t live like this much more. I want to buy a binder but I can’t buy one myself and my mom is the only family member or even adult. I hate it here

    • @Blackk802
      @Blackk802 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sorry you feel that way. I know it sucks and I’m not sure how old you are but if you are 15 or 16 years old...get you a job whether it’s fast food or whatever. Make money and buy and save what is needed. Move in with a family friend that’s accepting or go to college and stay on campus and be yourself. You are beautiful and I’ve been through the same thing. Now I am married to my college sweetheart and living my life as I want. It’s possible and I believe in you.

    • @juniorwheelerfp9782
      @juniorwheelerfp9782 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Blackk802 thank you so much I was not thinking anyone would even see my comment I was just venting because I have no one else to go too. But seriously thanks a lot

  • @justdanny5562
    @justdanny5562 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm fashoo buying the hoodies

  • @rhiluvz
    @rhiluvz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'll see if i can cop me a hoodie :)

  • @eleven7027
    @eleven7027 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Can u ship your merch to Philippines?

  • @JahMoneyyyy
    @JahMoneyyyy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I'm not gonna say first, BUT IM HERE EARLYYY #earlygang

  • @callousbailey3634
    @callousbailey3634 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love you 🖤

  • @hbkjnizzy
    @hbkjnizzy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    💙💙💙#transmenarethebestmen

  • @tonyacurrie4163
    @tonyacurrie4163 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    is any of your merch kids sized hoodies?

    • @Rosiah
      @Rosiah  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      No :( unfortunately I didn't even consider that! My smallest is unisex small.

  • @SincerelyKera
    @SincerelyKera 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    ❤️

    • @Rosiah
      @Rosiah  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ♥️

  • @Eva-no9nu
    @Eva-no9nu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Ok you beautiful

  • @trey4970
    @trey4970 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Shawn 🤠

  • @Heluvsmeuh
    @Heluvsmeuh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I am scared to tell my mom can someone help me plz

    • @AlatOnDemand
      @AlatOnDemand 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Your safety comes first, are you in a safe environment if stuff turns left?

  • @raykingamvs384
    @raykingamvs384 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    baby what happen to your finger i will buy your merch hope you feel better

  • @tannjahnmp3
    @tannjahnmp3 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    What if my personality is more like a male instead of female? What if I don't feel like I have dysphoria? Not tryna be rude just clueless

  • @Om6_layla
    @Om6_layla 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    ik i’m not the only who got tight when he said “i don’t really know how attractive i am” MY GUY!! i like girls but GHEEE😭😭

  • @mae.2138
    @mae.2138 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I always thought it was pronounced like ro-sye-ah ig not

    • @Rosiah
      @Rosiah  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’d need to hear you say it cuz I just keep reading it the way I know it 😭

    • @martyyymarttt
      @martyyymarttt 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      i think she means like Rose-iah

    • @mae.2138
      @mae.2138 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      miss marvelous martha yea

  • @haberlegendarisk7564
    @haberlegendarisk7564 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    King

  • @LifeOnCoach
    @LifeOnCoach 3 ปีที่แล้ว

  • @damnsheiceyy
    @damnsheiceyy 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    wait so you don't choose to become trans? i thought people like acted like the gender they wanted to before the transition so thats why they chose to change genders hm .... tell me if im wrong or not pleaseee oh and rosiah you are a handsome man 😍

    • @t.deshawn6519
      @t.deshawn6519 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      No. You don't choose to be trans. You feel what you feel, and that comes directly from the way your brain is made. So if someone is assigned email at birth, but feels male, they may choose to dress as a male, or "act" however they feel comfortable. They may choose to bind their chest, or they may choose to start testosterone or have surgeries. But they did not choose to have a male brain. I hope this made sense

    • @damnsheiceyy
      @damnsheiceyy 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@t.deshawn6519 yes it did thank you

  • @Lyfehurts66
    @Lyfehurts66 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    HMMMMMMMM.....

  • @jayugly8284
    @jayugly8284 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m first lol

  • @samyajohnson3051
    @samyajohnson3051 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    First❤️

  • @wetpeach2625
    @wetpeach2625 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    First🤗

    • @Rosiah
      @Rosiah  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Nice to talk to you

  • @arkfvnty1382
    @arkfvnty1382 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    First

  • @joshuajean-baptiste7799
    @joshuajean-baptiste7799 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Believe in JESUS, we are all sinners deserving the wrath of GOD, because we sin against a holy and just and perfect GOD. Therefore we all deserve the punishment hell but GOD in his rich grace and mercy by which he loved us sent JESUS to die for us on the cross to leave his throne and suffer for us. To be the perfect sacrifice for us because he himself was sinless and perfect. That if we would have a repentant heart and believe in JESUS we will be saved from the eternal punishment.

  • @kashoutmj8502
    @kashoutmj8502 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    First

    • @Rosiah
      @Rosiah  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      ♥️