Sadness Piano Song - "Alone In The Dark" Music by Vadim Kiselev \ Грустное Пианино - Один В Темноте

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  • The worst feeling isn't being lonely. It's being forgotten by someone you could never forget.
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  • @edaerdogan9088
    @edaerdogan9088 7 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    "Acıyor mu?"
    "Yokluğun kadar değil." Sonat...
    Kitabı bugün bitirdim ve duygularım tarif edilemez. Mükemmel bir kitap. Şafak saçlı kız öldü 😢

    • @dilekdogan255
      @dilekdogan255 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yalnız değilsin, bende dün akşam kitabı bitirdim, ve inanılmaz kalbime koydu.

    • @sedaa9486
      @sedaa9486 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@dilekdogan255 şuan bıtırdım ve burdayım hazarın müziğiyle..Tilki gitti, müzik tamamladı ve bitti..

    • @user-tw2pn3ce4z
      @user-tw2pn3ce4z ปีที่แล้ว +1

      10 saat oldu bitireli.Kiabın sonunu defalarca okudum.Sahne beynimde dönüp duruyor.Müziği kaç defa dinledim bilmiyorum.Yeni kitaba başlamak istiyorum ama aklım Sonat'ta.

  • @m00npresent
    @m00npresent 6 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Sevgilim o kadar gece ki neredeyse sabah...
    Müziklerini bile her dinlediğimde ağlayacak duruma gelmemi sağlan kitap... Seni seviyorum... Sizi seviyorum Hazan ve Hazar... Sonsuza dek

  • @Amber-hp2fk
    @Amber-hp2fk 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Yıllar sonra seni tekrar dinledim. Kardeşime ‘Sonat’ okuttum ve finalinde açmasam olmazdı ki... sizinle tanıştığımdan beri içimdesiniz bende iz bırakan tüm karakterler gibi. Belki yıllar sonra yine geleceğim. Ömrüm o kadar gece ki, neredeyse sabah...

  • @NADiA.Kossinskaja
    @NADiA.Kossinskaja 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Darkness is a beautiful place, and Life is born out of it...
    And when we go deep enough into the darkness of our souls, we find ourselves ... Thank you for this beautiful music

  • @moramour4000
    @moramour4000 2 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    “Acıyor mu?” diye fısıldadı Hazar’ın yüzünü okşarken
    “Yokluğun kadar değil,” diye fısıldadı çocuk gözlerini kapatmadan önce.
    Aklından geçen son cümleler hiçbir zaman Hazan’a okuyamadığı “Hoşça Kal” şiiriydi. Sözünü tuttu, şiiri okudu ancak onu öpemedi, öpemedi.
    Gözlerini kapattı, koştu müzikten adam, müziğin içinden Tilki’sine koştu.

    • @Irmaaakkkss
      @Irmaaakkkss ปีที่แล้ว

      Sayfa kaç acaba

    • @ruyalardakandirdi
      @ruyalardakandirdi ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yine agladim

    • @ChronoaScarlet
      @ChronoaScarlet 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      is that a novel? what's the title?

    • @ChronoaScarlet
      @ChronoaScarlet 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      is that a novel? what's the title?

  • @wanareff7709
    @wanareff7709 11 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    I hope someday there will be a peaceful world where everyone understand, respect and love each other. No painful loneliness.

    • @elocin1964
      @elocin1964 11 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      if you ask me, it might never come... humans are mysterious things, some build, others destroy, some hurt, others heal there will always be good and there will always be evil not only that but the wars will also continue, maybe in the future there might be an event where everyone will learn to work together... but until then... it dosnt seem the world will change

    • @sebring1960
      @sebring1960 11 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      A wonderful thought, though it could never happen.

    • @FlavioThepianist
      @FlavioThepianist 10 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      that's something I wish that could happened but this world will never be what I expected.

    • @juniorsir9521
      @juniorsir9521 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Such a world is coming pretty soon. God will make all things good through his kingdom.

  • @Griphh
    @Griphh 9 ปีที่แล้ว +814

    Normal people have no idea how beautiful the darkness is....

  • @martins1333
    @martins1333 11 ปีที่แล้ว +185

    I remember the days when I was younger and I ever hardly spoke to anyone and I had no friends. I was very lonely and I was use to be afraid of what people thought of me like why I don't have any friends and why do I seem so lonely to people. But now you know I've reached that point in my life where I honestly don't care what people think of me.
    To be actually quite honest with you, I like being alone all by myself, like living in the dark and I don't like getting involved anyway, it only causes trouble and nothing else.

    • @redfoxcat5537
      @redfoxcat5537 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Well you have me. You may not see them, but there are people who care about you, so you just have to keep running and keep looking. Instead of sitting around in the past you have to move forward to the future. Every day is hard for some people, but thats what makes us strong. Keep running towards what your goals are, keep doing good thinfs, helping people, reaching out. Never give up. Only then will you find true peace, happiness, and get away from loneliness. I used to think it was better too, but in reality having friends and everything is so much of an eye opener and a life changer, it's worth fighting foe.

    • @ConfusedLesbian
      @ConfusedLesbian 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I know that feeling I am lonely too and I was bullied. But I don't know why. Sometimes I feel like I have no strenght to continue.

    • @Chriss121
      @Chriss121 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      SilentF0X that's so true for me too. You just get used to it and when you accept what is and what will be, there is no disappointing anymore. Its a state of freedom, we all are wishing for, even when its in darkness.

    • @chriswilliams4993
      @chriswilliams4993 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too

    • @SuperGihani
      @SuperGihani 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      keep doing that@@redfoxcat5537

  • @cemileondes1400
    @cemileondes1400 6 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    ”Acıyor mu?” “Yokluğun kadar değil.”

  • @dogteeth5191
    @dogteeth5191 9 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    To all the "normal" people, being alone is such a terrible nightmare, and is the darkest thought they could have. But to people who actually can see their own path in life, and dont follow others's eyes... they are the ones that do not fear darkness because that is the path to the light.

  • @yrnxsqnc
    @yrnxsqnc 9 ปีที่แล้ว +130

    Bu parçayı her dinlediğimde içimi bir hüzün kapıyor. Gözlerim doluyor. Ve bunu dinlerken tek düşündüğüm şey, bir ölümün parçası olması. Sonat sayesinde keşfettim bunu. Her dinlediğimde bir kez daha okuyorum o kitabı. Bir kez daha ağlıyorum, bir kez daha hissediyorum bu parçanın ruhunu. Ve Sonat'tan gelenler tarzı bir şey demeyeceğim. Sonat'ı bu kadar küçük bir şey olarak görmeyeceğim. Zaten fazla bir kitlenin bu yorumu göreceğini sanmam, bir iki kişi dikkate alıp gelmiş bu kitabı. Hiç kimse, hak ettiği yerde değil.

    • @sosyalistsolcu4773
      @sosyalistsolcu4773 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      bende o kitabı okudum hala etkisindeyim müzik insanın ruhunda her tuşunda daha derin yaralar açıyor sanki kelimelelere dokulemeyecek kadar güzel bir müzik ve kitap

    • @yrnxsqnc
      @yrnxsqnc 8 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Kesinlikle. Sonunu ezbere, kelimesi kelimesine bilmeme rağmen her okuduğumda aynı etkiyi yaratan sayılı kitaplardan. Ve değeri bilinmiyor. Bilinmesini de istemiyorum aslında. Ergenlerin okuduğu kitap olmasını, ergenlerin dinlediği bir parça olmasını kaldıramam çünkü.

    • @zmrtnc
      @zmrtnc 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Gerçekten söylediklerinde çok haklısın. Müzikler öyle özenle seçilmiş ki. Ergen kitapları diye tutturmuşlar. Bilmiyorlar ki o kitabın içinde ne olduğunu.

    • @yrnxsqnc
      @yrnxsqnc 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Aynen. Ön yargılarını üzerlerinden atıp soyunsalar, geriye hiçbir şeyleri kalmayacak kayda değer.

    • @bosluktageziyorum490
      @bosluktageziyorum490 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yaren S. Biz bize yeteriz 💫

  • @Victim5and5Villain
    @Victim5and5Villain 11 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    There is an ancient sadness here for me ... a deep melancholy that speaks to my soul. I also play piano and I would want nothing more than to have this song underneath my fingers.

  • @s.gunefdogan8605
    @s.gunefdogan8605 8 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    "İmkansız, ulaşılmaz, eşsiz..."

  • @regularteenvampire
    @regularteenvampire 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    When I was shy of turning Nine years old, My older brother Micheal had died. it's been almost eleven years now and I can never seem to remember his face; how he looked. Nor ca I seem to remember his voice; how he sounded as he used to sing. When I hear this piece of music, it is like He has come back to me. I am truly thankful to Vadim, not just for the beauty of this piece but to the part of soul that this person has put into the music to move something; Feelings, so statueous, so cement. this isn't genious or brilliant, this is simply soul binding. I thank you.

  • @Mystic.Void24
    @Mystic.Void24 12 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I listen to this everyday.It makes me feel sad and happy.The piano playing sounds beautiful.I wish I could download it on my phone.

  • @gozde3555
    @gozde3555 8 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    "Sevgilim o kadar gece ki neredeyse sabah."

    • @aybukeaksoy4103
      @aybukeaksoy4103 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      mcxgozde sevgilim o kadar gece ki, neredeyse sabah

    • @gozde3555
      @gozde3555 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Chim Chim a evet yanlış yazmışım

    • @kadirbilgin1234
      @kadirbilgin1234 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ne kadar güzel bir müzik öyle değil mi?

  • @nadiahope1175
    @nadiahope1175 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    This music is beautiful.... And the scenes of darkness only remain us how lonely and lost we are in this world and,oh, how much we need God. Yes indeed, with Him even the darkness is beautiful

  • @thejakeakar
    @thejakeakar 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    mr. Vadim Kiselev sir your work ,your music your passionate for them its just beautiful ..i love to listen to your music most of times .,,.it takes be back to the younger me.. to the earlier times when my dad was still alive ,,when life was good ,,,when there was not that much violence in the world .when people was happy in life ,,,,
    thank you .........

  • @deniztuna4657
    @deniztuna4657 8 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    Hoşçakal,Tilki.

  • @ryancrane4758
    @ryancrane4758 8 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I went to reply on a comment to be a smartass but i got lost once again in music and failed to even type a sentence. Even typing this was difficult to complete while this piece was playing. Beautifully convicting.

  • @GIANTPANCAKES
    @GIANTPANCAKES 11 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    That is definitely the truest quote I have ever read about loneliness.

  • @superplaythroughs123
    @superplaythroughs123 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    Beautiful, a piece that truly shows the truth about life, a road to darkness, a pathway to nothingness, forever. Never to see the light again.

  • @hickimse9726
    @hickimse9726 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    İnsan kalp kırıklığından da ölebiliyormuş.

  • @ahmedjubori4760
    @ahmedjubori4760 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    When I listen to this music ,I remember that girl which I lost forever,, I just want to listen to her voice for one last time and tell her “I will never forget you"

  • @aybukeaksoy4103
    @aybukeaksoy4103 8 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    "Gözlerini kapattı, koştu müzikten adam, müziğin içinden Tilki'sine koştu."

  • @angeliquefitzgerald7595
    @angeliquefitzgerald7595 8 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    The most haunting song for me is this one... It makes my heart beat just a bit faster and puts me on edge....

  • @iremcakiic
    @iremcakiic 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    Certainly the world's most painful music . And of course the most beautiful . I'm listening and I'm crying.

  • @lovelyisshe4013
    @lovelyisshe4013 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I don't know much about you except that your music is beautiful and so inspirational. When I first heard your music I knew I wanted to do something like this. Now I have my heart set on being a composer and I just wanted to thank you for inspiring me. Without your music I would have never known that composing makes me happy and is something I love more than anything.

  • @sebring1960
    @sebring1960 11 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Vadim Kiselev, You are truly a master of your art. An incredible composition from a musical standpoint, yet alone, the music itself..... Thanks for sharing this.

  • @juhno7659
    @juhno7659 8 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    forgotten by someone you could never forget. So true

  • @theod99
    @theod99 11 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This melody brings one word to my mind "Forgotten" ..I know how it feels and it hurts. Thanks for uploading that awesome melody..

  • @woodyhoot
    @woodyhoot 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    dear connor i dont know you but the fact that you express the feelings you have i think you are a grest person to share your heart with others here and make us think about how precious life and family are thanks mikey

  • @photoexpress4194
    @photoexpress4194 9 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Браво маэстро, ничего великолепнее не слышал!!!!

  • @MyPastaIsGoodXD
    @MyPastaIsGoodXD 8 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I just admire piano music like this. I wanted and still want to be able to play piano, a beautiful sounding mechanism.

    • @amys5912
      @amys5912 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      It's never too late to start👍

  • @christianvennemann9008
    @christianvennemann9008 10 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I've been listening to this song a lot, since my grandmother died nearly 2.5 weeks ago. It's somehow helped me out whenever I've started to feel sad about her death.

    • @NotInThisDimension
      @NotInThisDimension 9 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sorry to here that. My baby sister died 2 to 3 weeks ago and i will never forget her.

    • @christianvennemann9008
      @christianvennemann9008 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Courtney Lunsford It's always the toughest during the first few weeks, when you're in the denial phase. I'm doing better, but I'll always miss her.
      I'm so sorry to hear about your sister. I truly hope you'll feel better soon. It's always very hard to deal with the death of someone so close to you. I'll definitely be keeping you and your sister in my thoughts.

  • @scahsaint6249
    @scahsaint6249 10 ปีที่แล้ว +125

    I'm in pain, deeper than just sensory perceptions or psychological issues and deeper than any sorrow you may of feel. The loneliness is spreading like a virus and the root is like a corrupt system. The pain is the message, the message that nothing will ever work for me. Nothing will ever love me, be there for me, care for me. The pain is a message for those already taken by the darkness. Now, i sit at the edge of oblivion, my soul is my best friend. The darkness is my home and is and will be all i ever will know. Happiness? That's a word with as much meaning as the word infinity. I wish i could smile again, laugh and love. That's just a distant dream clouded out by darkness. I reminisce the days where i would walk through the rains and woods with my friend experiencing the beautiful trance and wonder of this beautiful planet we call Earth. The days where it seems like you're on top of the world and life is a gift. Now, memories are lost in time like tears in rain. Darkness, Darkness my only home and pain is my reminder that i am now an empty husk and a fraction of what i use to be.Deep down at the deepest levels of my being i still have a flicker of light trying to shine through. A hope that maybe one day i will remember who i was and remember my former self. I would like to believe that, but it is far too late for me now. The darkness is in the very fabric of my being. I belong in the dark now and the light is just a hope of a distant dream. Do not walk the path of destruction and cherish every moment you have with friends,family and loved ones. I stand as a sentinel watching those who close to falling into the darkness and warn them of the true suffering that awaits them. It is too late for now, but for others i can help them create the future that I never had and never will have.

    • @TheCurx
      @TheCurx 10 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I believe you have spent too long listening to sad music. Go outside or read a book. Do something. To self-pity is one of the most unproductive and lazy things someone can do.

    • @scahsaint6249
      @scahsaint6249 10 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      TheCurx You are one clueless and feeble minded individual aren't you? That's pretty sad. Speaking of reading books, i think you should invest time in aquiring more knowledge.

    • @lenay3054
      @lenay3054 10 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Turn to Jesus

    • @Jezzibolt
      @Jezzibolt 10 ปีที่แล้ว

      Do you think you are the only one? I'm wasting my breath...

    • @Jezzibolt
      @Jezzibolt 10 ปีที่แล้ว

      Invader Zim Maybe so, but I'm also just telling the truth. ^^

  • @fiftyshadesofchristiangrey7876
    @fiftyshadesofchristiangrey7876 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This takes me to another world and the emotions I'm feeling right now are indescribable. All the images make you imagine yourself in the middle of the forest where you can see the starry sky from below.

  • @spicyholly
    @spicyholly 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    This made me realise and remember that the people with the happiest smiles and eyes that see you each day are sometimes the saddest when they're alone. I looked into someone's eyes a few days ago and all this time I thought they were the happiest person on earth, but I honestly saw sadness and a sense of being broken in their eyes. I never even saw it before.

  • @eminedemirkol5820
    @eminedemirkol5820 9 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Hazaarrr :( Allah'ım ne dramdıı :/ Hunharca ağladıım

  • @aysunurturan3572
    @aysunurturan3572 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    "Sevgilim, o kadar gece ki neredeyse sabah.
    Neredeyse sabah Hazar.
    Neredeyse sabah."
    -Hazan Baranova.

  • @tilkikz9516
    @tilkikz9516 8 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    Sevgilim o kadar gece ki neredeyse sabah.

  • @SingingCrowie
    @SingingCrowie 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hey, thank you. It means a lot, actually. Just the thought that there are people who don't know you, but still care, makes it so much more worth it, thank you so much.

  • @cecepm9117
    @cecepm9117 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    wow. i was searching songs of feeling alone, and i got to this song and i read your comment and literally my tears were on my face in 1 second it was like God put me in this video to see your comment. it made me realise that sometimes you say youre alone and you have nobody to talk to and you have it right there, you have Christ there to help you, and when i realised this i felt so bad, like i cried a lot because he's been there everyday, i love him. thank you for expressing this

  • @Xani13
    @Xani13 8 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Why do I find this song so amazingly beautiful and inspiring?

  • @lydia56910
    @lydia56910 11 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    These amazingly beautiful notes, where will they bring me to?!!

  • @marriechapman5765
    @marriechapman5765 9 ปีที่แล้ว

    and yet I seem to be in trance with the melodies playing...dancing notes around me as I watch a play through of my life.. oh how beautiful sadness can show things...many people never see things through the eyes of an loving sad person..so painful yet so beautiful

  • @şəfəq-r2c
    @şəfəq-r2c 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Gözlerinin kapatdı adam, koştu müzikten, müziğin içinden Tilkisine koştu.....

  • @intothenhypen
    @intothenhypen ปีที่แล้ว +8

    7. Mektup
    Hazar,
    Dün yazmam gerekiyordu sana.
    Yazamadım.
    Kağıdı buruşturup fırlattım
    Mektubu almak için gelen Yana'nın suratına bakmadım.
    Ama o buruşuk kağıdı aldı, zarfın içine koydu.
    O buruşuk kâğıtta benim öfkem ve hayal kırıklıklarım saklıydı.
    Kelimelere bile dökemediğim.
    Ama dayanamadım, bugün yazıyorum.
    Beklemekten yoruldum.
    Bir hafta oldu.
    Bugün, yedinci gün.
    Yana'nın tuzağına düştüğümüz yedinci gün.
    Oyununu iyi oynadı.
    Mektuplarımın sana gelmediğini düşünüyorum.
    Artık biliyorum.
    Oturup ölümü düşündüm.
    Her şeyi göğüsleyip bunu düşündüm.
    Seni arkada bırakmak istemiyorum.
    Korkuyorum.
    İçim öyle acıyor ki.
    Yana'nın her gün ellerime verdiği umut paramparça oldu.
    Cam kırıklarına dönüştü. Ellerimi kesti.
    Kalbimi delik deşik etti.
    Umudunu kaybetmiş olanın, kaybedecek başka bir şeyi yoktur.
    Benim var.
    Umudum yok ama senin hayalin var.
    Seni kaybetmedim.
    Seni kaybedemem.
    Sensizliğe uyanmak istemiyorum.
    İşte bu yüzden,
    Şafak saçlı kız ölmek istemiyor,
    Hazan ölmek istemiyor.
    Tilkin ölmek istemiyor.
    Eğer ölürsem,
    Kararırsa dünyam.
    Seni sevdiğimi bil.
    Seni seviyorum Hazar Nikolai Baranov.
    Her şeyimle, eksiksiz...
    Seni seviyorum.
    Hazan, Tilki

  • @CharlesVeitch
    @CharlesVeitch 11 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    for the feels, bro. For the feels...

  • @lodrakk3114
    @lodrakk3114 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    Those photos with fog ,cold and dark relaxing me so much...

  • @alester5464
    @alester5464 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This song actually inspired me to play piano and now I'm even trying to teach myself this song. Thank you for your inspiring music!

  • @simonacaruso6408
    @simonacaruso6408 8 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    wonderfull music!

  • @intihardusunceleri7638
    @intihardusunceleri7638 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Çünkü bir Baranov daima kazanır.
    Sonunda her şeyini kaybedeceğini bilse bile...

    • @kubraakdogan5488
      @kubraakdogan5488 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      "Acıyor mu ?"
      "Yokluğun kadar değil."
      🦊

  • @ozanciftci6791
    @ozanciftci6791 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Ben de sonat'dan gelmeyi isterdim fakat ben ruhumdan geldim ruhum getirdi buralara ikimiz selamlıyoruz hepinizi.

  • @annabaenaslillo8377
    @annabaenaslillo8377 11 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Increíble el piano, con cada nota, la melancolía aumenta hasta doler, pero a la vez es una melodía hermosa que acaricia con su dolor el alma... Hay muchos comentarios tristes... pero pase lo que pase, por oscuro que se vea el destino, siempre existirá la mano de un amigo, de una persona, dispuesto a dar un atisbo de luz, de esperanza... Uno aprende a caerse y levantarse, por dura que sea la vida, merece la pena vivir... Nunca nos hemos de rendir, nos lo debemos a nosotros mismos...

  • @NSLord123
    @NSLord123 10 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Vadim, You are right, It's worse being forgotten by someone, who One could never forget... But it's not the worst feeling. The worst feeling is losing that One, being away from the One, not being able to see the One, to touch the One, to talk to One...

    • @NSLord123
      @NSLord123 10 ปีที่แล้ว

      Being forgotten It's better... At least The important One, is doing well, even though I burn in Hell.

    • @jugular2797
      @jugular2797 10 ปีที่แล้ว

      No. The worst feeling is losing everything. To an extent in which there is no reason worth Living. I'll see you in hell my friends. Goodbye

    • @KeyyUnder
      @KeyyUnder 10 ปีที่แล้ว

      This is my case right now... *sigh*

  • @GHXSRU
    @GHXSRU 9 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    I'm am fine being alone. But I would be heartbroken if someone I couldn't forget forgot me or if I died and they didn't care.

    • @AlphaDalpha283
      @AlphaDalpha283 8 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      +DarkEnder I know that feeling..Even though I dont know anything about you,I'll remember you :)

    • @manuelperdomo5861
      @manuelperdomo5861 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too 😥😭

    • @kpdtox
      @kpdtox 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      you wouldn’t know because you’ll be dead

  • @lion3952
    @lion3952 8 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    seeing the girl that you loved dying between your arms and your tears and her tears meet together in her cheek and you say it's gonna be ok my dear it's gonna be ok like a whisper but she can't hear you. after a few seconds of desperate looks she hold your fingers and kiss the ring that she gave it to you in a rainy day like this day and the shadows that give you a sad look and suddenly you feel nothing and she's gone

    • @gitasmith6561
      @gitasmith6561 8 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      damn you bro... you make me cry

    • @cristianmyftaraga9255
      @cristianmyftaraga9255 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      do you write it?

    • @ccb4838
      @ccb4838 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lelouch Ell 😢🔫

    • @lion3952
      @lion3952 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yes i did it :)

  • @DaCheat4407
    @DaCheat4407 10 ปีที่แล้ว +37


    Now I might ramble a bit, but I want to share this with people about loneliness, and some background on my past experiences, and for those who took the time to read this...thank you.
    Loneliness is not something you want. I will tell you a little story of my life... and know that I mean everything I type in this, as I cannot deny the truth that was laid before my own two feet.
    I was in fourth grade, and I made one of my best friends in Kindergarten, his name was Tristan. We did everything together, and hung out everyday in school. But fourth grade was the year that my life changed altogether. It was just like any other Friday after school; I told him I'd see him next weekend, and he told me he would too. Next week rolled around, Monday. Some random lady we have never set our eyes on once entered our classroom that day. It was a bright sunny day that day; it was early morning, before the blue tint of the sky dominated the horizon outside the classrooms' window.
    The lady came in and requested that we sat in a circle on the floor, and that we did. She asked us if we knew Tristan, some nodded, some replied verbally. She then explained how he had saved his brother from being ran over by a car on late Sunday evening. By the time he arrived at the hospital...he was lost. I recall going to the funeral that following Sunday. I couldn't believe the news I had to bare in my heart...this tense, stinging feeling. A feeling of remorse. As the year passed on, fifth grade rolled around. I got picked on a lot that year, and I sorely missed my dear accomplice Tristan. Fifth grade year was the year 2008, when the stock market crashed.
    At the end of my fifth grade school year, my dad quit his job because he could not take the incredulous, irresponsible work his superior manager had given him. My family's income plummeted. Three months before my school year ended my mom had to move to Minnesota to stay with my relatives and work in the Twin Cities as a nurse to provide a living for us, to help us. (My mother, father and I moved to Minneapolis in 2008.)
    As we moved, I was informed that we had to...leave my brother and my two childhood dogs behind. This was the last time I ever got to see my brother for a long time.
    (Going to fast forward a bit)
    As I passed sixth grade, I encountered a lot of pain and suffering, not only from the kids that picked on me so willingly, but from the aftershock of moving, and losing my brother physically. My uncle passed away from a brain tumor in sixth grade, and my mother turned to my teacher, who was a very considerate man, to provide some conversion and chatted with me occasionally as to ascertain how I felt.
    I eventually went into mental therapy, to seek relief from the ever-growing sense of doubt in my mind. As that year ended, I moved yet again to another school district in Minneapolis, MN. Middle school rolled around, and I was all alone, again for the second time. Meanwhile, my brother had met someone who was not who they turned out to be. She forced my brother to erase his Facebook, never talk to us, and to keep him to herself. Of course she did this cunningly, and my brother was oblivious to this as he was trying to re-assure the doubts in his head. Because of this long event that raged on for years, I never got to see my brother. I never truly got to be with my brother for a pro-longed period of time until this year, 2014. Six...years without my blood brother, my sibling.
    He never called me, never texted me, nothing. I've always idolized my brother, and looked up to him like pupil would a professor or teacher. During this rough time in Middle school, I was constantly isolated from people, I managed to make some friends, but as we delved into 8th grade it only got worse. By the time 8th grade came around I was stable, but the burning feeling of pain still tore into my heart. I still managed to hoax a smile and proceed to help my own friends with their life problems, while I suffered from my own.
    I eventually succumbed to a mental breakdown, the loss of my psyche was too much for me to handle. I had....vivid, surreal visions, things I wish not to speak of, but I must. I saw visions of people being slaughtered in my head, a torrent of blood being spilled upon a dark wall, like in those comic book scenes. My head preached that I couldn't trust the sincerity of my own friends, as I was cynical of them; and I steered away cautiously from them from time-to-time.
    I have much more to tell, but it is more than I can type. But the only thing that kept me alive was something that seemed so flawed, but it sufficed so well. I cried, and pleaded for someone, some girl who could lift my spirits from such a hard time in my life. I was determined to find a girlfriend, and I waited patiently for that time. Eventually I did. But this strategy was so foolproof. I never turned to drugs, to violence, to alcohol, or anything of the like.
    It goes to show that just sticking it out in the tough times can really help you. I do not regret these past experiences, as I have more intelligence and wisdom than my own peers do. I tend to not enjoy my own age group, as I am in high school, and these experiences have defined who I am today. But whether you feel happy or sad, don't steep so low like I did. Your own psyche will eat you up from the inside, and tear you apart.
    Whether or not you have such a troublesome life like I have, never stray from these words I am about to murmur, as I have come up with this very saying to help myself learn from life.
    "Live in the present, and enjoy who you are and what you have, your friends and family. Look forward to the future you have, but also gaze back upon the past and reflect on your past life, and experiences." Age does not define your wisdom and life choices, experience does. So whether you feel like you are unable to press on in rough times, know that in the end, it will affect you positively, and negatively.
    I am permanently scarred from my past, mentally. I can no longer handle stress very well, and I think almost too much to the point where I over-think about everything. I am more cautious of the people I befriend, even close friends. I cannot take sarcasm, and I take everything so seriously. Despite not having my brother witness myself grow up, as an adolescent in high school, my own flesh and blood brother, I do not regret my past. I now cherish what I have and I love the people I care about.
    Do not ever forget the memories of your life, because memories define who you are as a human being, an individual. Keep them to your heart, and it is all right to remember the pain, the sorrow, the joy of life. In the end, the best advice I can give you is to not give up, just wait patiently like I did. Try to fight through the pain everyday. I found the girl that made me a happier person after middle school, she changed my life, positively. Do not despair, because life has its doubts, and its joys. Wait, and you will get your joy, you will just learn from the pain you've experienced as well if you keep going on.
    I bid you the best of luck in your lifetime, and know that I too know pain. But I have always put my friends or acquaintances before my own nurtured health. I know pain, and I know joy too. Stay strong, stay determined, and SET yourself a goal to strive for through such a time. Best wishes and condolences, friend.
    Sincerely,
    DaCheat4407

    • @immangelMC
      @immangelMC 10 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I feel sad for you. I Hope you feel much better right now and stay strong please (: We all have problems and please, keep your head high and smile =)

    • @Ajtwist23
      @Ajtwist23 10 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      jesus is with yu stay wise and humble ..god bless. jesus is your rock . and believe I'm a 18yr old black male from the ghetto. i love god. and your story made me think hard . thanks man

    • @DaCheat4407
      @DaCheat4407 10 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ajtwist23 Your welcome, may you always find light, even in the darkest fathoms of your life. :) Take care brother.

    • @DaCheat4407
      @DaCheat4407 10 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      angellplaysMC Thank you for your kindness. I am much better now yes. I have grown and matured today from these past experiences, and I am glad to have gained wisdom from them. Just keep smiling yourself and hold on like I did when things get bad and you'll find a way to pull yourself out. c:

    • @Denapekka93
      @Denapekka93 10 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      SAVAGE308SNIPER Seriously, bugger off. Clearly you aren't mature enough talk about severe depression let alone to depressed people. What the hell gives you the right to be so rude to others. This is very serious stuff here you're mocking. I certainly don't believe in god, but isn't golden rule applyable to almost every situation and all around good generic way to live your life? .

  • @queenofhearts4475
    @queenofhearts4475 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    I know what you mean. It's hard to have faith when bad things happen so often. My daddy who has been a pianist/organist for the Christian ministry for more than 50 years had his driver's license revoked today because his is now considered legally blind. He can barely see the keys to play anymore, and I am heart sick to know that I may never hear him play again. It was one of the few things in my life that brought comfort to me. After all those years of service this is his reward from God.

  • @kaleighgoode7245
    @kaleighgoode7245 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    You took the words right out of my mouth. I have been struggling with that as well. I have been asking myself "What if I died tomorrow, how will I be remembered and will I even be remembered?" Thank you for your words. They made me feel less alone. I hope you feel less alone too someday. By what others have said about your comment you had the same impact on them.

  • @jasminesmith8197
    @jasminesmith8197 9 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This reminded me of the dead family I lost 😔...

  • @iremgaming8647
    @iremgaming8647 8 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    sonat ❤

  • @walllball
    @walllball 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    What a lovely surprise to finally find how unlonely being alone really can be.

  • @XxlovelyredrosexX
    @XxlovelyredrosexX 10 ปีที่แล้ว

    i don't know what to say,this piece is absolutely astonishing,memories of a dark time come rushing back as i hear this beautiful melody...

  • @a.n3582
    @a.n3582 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Sevgilim, o kadar gece ki neredeyse sabah...

  • @iremgulluk4714
    @iremgulluk4714 8 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    Ekranda Sonat' la değil de elimde Sonat' la dinlemekde nasip olacak inşallah en yakın zamanda...

    • @sudearslan82
      @sudearslan82 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Oldu :')

    • @selilgun5816
      @selilgun5816 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      İrem Güllük şu an elimde ve ben burdayim..

  • @saraandersen
    @saraandersen 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I’m smiling but deep inside I’m dying 😔

  • @sebring1960
    @sebring1960 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Still after all these years, its so Hauntedly beautiful. A true timeless piece of artistry. Thank you again.

  • @claudinerico8256
    @claudinerico8256 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Beautiful. love 💕. Que c'est beau ces notes jouées au piano 🎹. QYE de beauté. Je suis transportée et les immages en font vont avec. Merci à vous pour ce moment de grâce 💝

  • @xsive198
    @xsive198 10 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Strength and solitude run side by side.

  • @DigitalCyborgman
    @DigitalCyborgman 8 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    PAIN is the rehearsal of DEATH

    • @vikas81709
      @vikas81709 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      In this music is like feeling happiness and sorrow … Literally its touch the soul so I like it ...

    • @oppothumbs1
      @oppothumbs1 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Death is a release from pain.

  • @بنتعائشة2
    @بنتعائشة2 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Mavi gül :)

  • @annabaenaslillo8377
    @annabaenaslillo8377 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amazing piano, with every note, melancholy increases to hurt, but at the same time is a beautiful melody that caresses the soul with its pain... There are many sad comments... but whatever happens, dark destiny, to be always there the hand of a friend, of a person, willing to give a glimpse of light, hope... One learns how to fall and get up.

  • @inspired_themnikkie258
    @inspired_themnikkie258 8 ปีที่แล้ว

    I feel the pain the loneliness and darkness of the world listening to this song.... it's so sad intense and full of hope at the same time
    ....

  • @harleyfreefirst
    @harleyfreefirst 11 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    very nice..

  • @gozde3555
    @gozde3555 8 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    "Şafak saçlı kadın ölmek istemiyor."

  • @phuonghiennguyen1298
    @phuonghiennguyen1298 10 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You cannot protect yourself from sadness sometimes...

  • @jabonramirez5180
    @jabonramirez5180 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    Masterpiece .. Being alone is just the best since in this world everyone will at sometime forget you and will hurt your feelings

  • @mehme6510
    @mehme6510 11 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Being lonely is more painful than getting hurt, that is what i would say after listening to this song, now if you excuse me, i will be crying in the corner over there, thank you ;-;

  • @aysegul2709
    @aysegul2709 8 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    Sonattan gelip bu şarkıyı dinledim ah Hazar ahh 😭

    • @kadirbilgin1234
      @kadirbilgin1234 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sonat nedir?

    • @zeynepyapar5880
      @zeynepyapar5880 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@kadirbilgin1234 kitabın adı kitabın sonunda da bu şarkı çalınıyo piyanoda

  • @chocopie3203
    @chocopie3203 10 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I cried

    • @headfirst1987
      @headfirst1987 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You should try listening to it while listening to rainymood.com
      Recommend bringing a mop for the number of tears

    • @davidduran9797
      @davidduran9797 9 ปีที่แล้ว

      headfirst1987 good idea with rainy mood

  • @Amadeu.Macedo
    @Amadeu.Macedo 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    The breeze bears the scent of scorched dreams
    An amalgamation of elapsed grievances
    Hovering in the smoke of wasted initiatives
    Sinking in the sea of longing, hopelessly…
    The acute sadness lingers without a purpose
    A combination of neglected expectations
    Swimming in a bottomless lake of despair
    Struggling with unmet desires, helplessly…
    A brisa traz o aroma dos sonhos incendiados
    Uma amálgama de queixas perdidas
    Pairando na fumaça de iniciativas desperdiçadas
    Afundando no mar da saudade, sem esperança ...
    A tristeza aguda permanece sem um propósito
    Uma combinação de expectativas descuidadas
    Nadando num lago de desespero sem fundo
    Lutando com desejos não atendidos, irremediavelmente ...

  • @foodandfuntraveler5859
    @foodandfuntraveler5859 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Your music is JUST... Amazing!!!!! This song should be on a CD. Someone please give this person a music contract!!!👏👏👏👍👍👍👌👌👌👌

  • @ゲンゴロウ-j2q
    @ゲンゴロウ-j2q 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    心の奥底へ入ってくる曲が胸を締め付けますね。

  • @iremevin4681
    @iremevin4681 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Sevgilim o kadar gece ki neredeyse sabah :(

  • @grimdarkrising3767
    @grimdarkrising3767 8 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Life is meaningless, you will die. All that awaits is the same primordial stillness. We are alone, in a deep abyss filled with greater beings that are indifferent to our presence. Horrifying. I wish it weren't true. And so it is, that humanity's greatest curse is our awareness of this world, it only brings fear. Perhaps it is true as they say, ignorance is bliss.

    • @oliviab751
      @oliviab751 8 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      well, you're a bundle of sunshine today, aren't you

    • @grimdarkrising3767
      @grimdarkrising3767 8 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Olivia Bing Sushine hurts my eyes.

    • @noctiferrise8573
      @noctiferrise8573 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'd reply more deeply, but Cthulhu is chasing me down the street whilst I'm on my phone. Stupid octopus

  • @moozycla6
    @moozycla6 9 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    Why I love Eerie places, snow, fog, dark woods and mysterious forgotten lands, tell me people. Am I a fucking moron?

    • @Myrskylintu
      @Myrskylintu 9 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      +Moozy Mathers -- No, you're not a moron. You're someone who travels his or hers own path, discontent with the world that the governments and massmedia tries to shove down our throats. You're someone who will find great pain and glory by the road that you travel. But my friend, such a way is well worth to traverse.

    • @moozycla6
      @moozycla6 9 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      AzureTemplar Wait, mate. So you're telling me that is normal to love dark places, in general? I think that's because of my social anxiety? I'm mostly sad and depressed, but has it something to do with my taste of being comfortable in eerie places. I feeling relaxation while even watching on dark places. Is that dangerous to me? I mean, I may turn bad someday, cause of my dark-mind. Even though I'm a vegan, but I'm stressed and thinking too much from time to time. Jesus, that's not your problem, why the hell I'm writing this to you, sorry, dude. I totally lost the point. Cheers, and thanks for your answer.

    • @Myrskylintu
      @Myrskylintu 9 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Moozy Mathers -- I'm not saying that it's exactly normal as far as social norms go, but I feel like it's acceptable. This is coming from someone who is also socially anxious. As for the dark places, so long as you remain reasonable and maintain caution, you should be quite fine. A rule of thumb that I've been following: "Only bring into the night that which you are prepared to find from there."
      As for the whole thing being my problem, it's really quite all right. I ... well, I guess you could say that due to my rough past with life I've come to realize that the world can be an evil place at times, and it's not going to get any better by just hoping for the best. Thus I ... I've taken it upon myself to find people who are lost with themselves or aren't very confident, and I seek to raise them, to give them a reason to arise time and time again to see another moonrise. I'm no miracle-worker, but a kind word here or another there can indeed give a hope of a better tomorrow.
      Now, I lost the point, too... Cheers. :)

    • @yukanazakiareuchi2126
      @yukanazakiareuchi2126 9 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      we're on the same boat

    • @mohamedhendy1903
      @mohamedhendy1903 9 ปีที่แล้ว

      +Moozy Mathers if you are what will change ?! all people get here like you dear

  • @RebelStudent
    @RebelStudent 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow,just...I don't have words ;( Old memories...love...

  • @mdlunasofficial7478
    @mdlunasofficial7478 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    ОН МУ God!... while I'm listening for this music my eyes didn't stop crying but thanks so much does this music is so beautiful and amazing because ‫ I have felt that it was care about me

  • @eamanhajri4939
    @eamanhajri4939 10 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    best music

  • @eylulaksakal847
    @eylulaksakal847 8 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    hazar❤

  • @jobloggs5114
    @jobloggs5114 11 ปีที่แล้ว

    Since losing my wife, music is my comfort. This track brings tears and memories....

  • @MrOckhamsRazor
    @MrOckhamsRazor 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is different...
    ..listening to TWO of Vadim's at the same time... doubling the depths of the neural abyss !
    Thank you....

  • @tootoey4668
    @tootoey4668 9 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I'm. ..... . Alone in the dark. :'(

  • @mylittlesecret2717
    @mylittlesecret2717 8 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    everybody here being all depressed or making deep lines, then there is me, well hello, i came here to get music so i could sleep
    arent i an limited edition

    • @tannerpies8257
      @tannerpies8257 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Not gonna lie listen to music like this every night to go to bed

  • @ArmishFatimakhan
    @ArmishFatimakhan 9 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    wonder full heard touch felling after listen this

  • @claudiu6388
    @claudiu6388 8 ปีที่แล้ว

    I would listen this song over over and over again.....so beautiful!

  • @zee7375
    @zee7375 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m astounded as to how people could dislike this beautiful masterpiece

  • @dilara6825
    @dilara6825 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Şafak saçlı kız ölmek istemiyor""