i remember i fell asleep on facetime with her, and I woke up to her with this song playing in the background and her surrounded in this red glowing light. she was so beautiful.
Most people prefer to listen to the ending without the noises but I like to listen to them because of what mac was trying to symbolize with them, the noises are there because he wants everyone to know that even when shit gets crazy all around you gotta stay on beat
Actually, the sound at the end of the song is the representation of losing someone you still love, and the resentment of them leaving you turns your love into hate, demonstrated through the calm sounds turning to scary ambient noises, that demonstrates frustration in something or someone you used to love.
this song is about mac demarcos relationship with his father, who was not really around or present when Mac was growing up, building tension between them as he grows, the entire album is a release of emotion on growing up without a father who loves you, i think it's beautiful
This song is just so beautiful. I love the ending and how all of these sounds come crashing down on you, it really adds to the meaning of the song and all of the emotions that flood your head. New favorite mac song
Everyone is talking about the end but I love the begging guitar part just makes me feel something. I listen to like thousands of different songs over a wide spectrum of genres and this has been the only song to really make me legitimately cry
the reason its so chaotic at the end is cause mac wanted to portrait that even when things get chaotic you gotta stay on beat, and i find that beautiful
[Verse 1] I'd say, see you later, if I thought I'd see you later And I'd tell you, that I loved you, if I did It's so strange, deciding, how to feel about it It's such strange emotion standing there beside it [Chorus] I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies [Verse 2] I'd say, see you next time, if I thought there were a next time Easy conversation, ain't exactly where we're at It's so strange, deciding, how I feel about you It ain't like I ain't used to going on without you [Chorus] I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
@@autisticrat53no way!! I was never in this place but... with those laughts and the type of the voice in the laught I thought it was something like that Actualy i thought exactly like that
iv'e fallen asleep to moonlight on the river so many times ---- its just a heavenly song you could listen to while looking up at the starry sky next to a river heheee
I loved her so much. Me and her were together several years, we grew up together and literally had a place together. We loved each other dramatically and since we met we talked all day everyday. I haven't talked to her in almost half a year. 2 days ago I walked past an area and it wasn't just an area, it was where we had our first kiss. It all came at me so hard I felt I can see it happening all over again, I remember she went home that day she got picked up and I ran outside and I started jumping around screaming out of happiness. It's all over tho. My best friend is gone, my lover, my everything
Grieve. It’s a loss, a different type of loss but a loss nonetheless. Time will heal your wounds but scars will remain as a reminder of mistakes. You will never really forget her but you will be wiser and you will find another. Take the time to get to know who you really are and try new things.. things that scare you. Stay safe and chin up.
I met this beautiful girl in Greece one day at the beach. Swimming in the sea I saw her there and decided to say hi. Instantly we found ourselves in a beautiful conversation. We came out of the water and sat talking for hours on end all day until it was midnight. I remember feeling so light and feathery around her, as if I was in a dream. She left Greece the next day to fly somewhere else and I remember still being in Greece on my own, shocked at the beautiful experience that I’d just had with this angelic girl. We stay in contact still to this day via phone and I hope to see her again in person🙏
Something about this song just makes me feel a bittersweet feeling and empty and it’s like I’ve lost something and want to cry but I can’t…but either way it’s very soothing and I listen to it at night a bunch.
The last bit with the distorted noises reminds me of when you’re lost in a crowd as a kid, trying to find the absent father that youll never find, the crowd taunting you. I think that’s what mac was portraying as the song is about his relationship with his father. (Not that I know if his relationship is good or not)
A part of me will always love him and that's just out of my control, but instead of looking back at the sad times I can look back at the happy times we spent together because it was good whilst it lasted :) this song helps me remember it all and reflect on how much I've changed because of it
How do you look back without sobbing at how they held you, said they loved you? How do you let go, when you never had the chance? I'm tired of this nightmare and wanna move on. Please, tell me how. I'm begging you.
@@biggosmallman746sometimes if you have to sob, don’t stop yourself from doing so. just keep your head up high. trust me, with time, you may not ever completely be back to how you were before you met them, but you’ll be even more beautifully put back together little by little with the experiences and lessons you gained from it. stay strong, the future is still bright (: from one healing heart to another.
i hate sad songs because it makes me unable to get up and do what i planned to do, it makes me want to just close my eyes, just sleep and rest. And only rest..
Mi último deseo en vida sería escuchar esta versión de la canción, en una tarde muy nublada frente a la playa. Sentado y cobijado, solo con los audífonos, y solo en general...
I remember reading that the actual meaning of the song is acceptance of death, his father was diagnosed with cancer and their relationship was not really good, so the song is actually of wishing that they could be closer but realizing that there isn't any time left for that.
this is easily the best song I’ve ever heard, listened to it hundreds of times in 2021-2023 and was my top song each year. It never gets old and it never fails to make me emotional. Mac Demarco is a legend and forever will be.
i listened to this song in the car with her holding her hand and looking at her eyes blinded with love and laughter. now i drink my pre work out and work out to this song to feel better about my self.
Gym > the girl who you thought loved you Gym > feeling bad for yourself Improving yourself > being the same person all day every day Working out > laying down, depressed The gym will never break your heart like she did.
This song reminds me of the feeling of being lost for so long until you finally find that place you call home when it all suddenly crashes onto you, the struggle, the hatred, the pain, finally knowing it was worth it.
Mac has cited Plastic Ono Band as an inspiration. This song is good as any on there, and you can really see the resemblance. This and the closer are so real and poignant. Incredible lyrics, pacing and production
this song really makes my heart hurt in such a good way. i love this song so much, but it gives me such bad trauma. i would go back in a heartbeat just to hear this song for my first time.
This song is all I have left of him, my dear friend passed away last year. These memories remind me of the simple little times we’d have together before he had to move. I’m still processing everything and I learned that he’s another person I have to live for now. See ya later cowboy, your forest friend.
It’s always nice to have that passage that helps take you back to the past, especially when you cherish and look back at it the good times with a smile. Keep that head up 🙌
I'd say, see you later, if I thought I'd see you later And I'd tell you, that I loved you, if I did It's so strange, deciding, how to feel about it It's such strange emotion standing there beside it I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies I'd say, see you next time, if I thought there were a next time Easy conversation, ain't exactly where we're at It's so strange, deciding, how I feel about you It ain't like I ain't used to going on without you I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
This song…. It’s so sad because it’s talking about death… my dad died 4 days ago… this song make me cry… I don’t want to go on without him but I have to… seeing all his stuff get donated… knowing he will never see me graduate high school or go to college… I’m not ready for that… I thought I had more time with him… I did not know he would die this early.. I thought I had untill I was a adult… I don’t know what I will do without him… all I know is that I have to keep going for him,for my little brother,for everyone in my family.. Mabye, yk, I will see you in another life dad… I miss you, so much…
This song reminds me of change, on how change is a good thing but as a result. Change is difficult in beginning stages because you have to accept the outcome not forget it.
i lose myself when the part ''im home'' comes. it is so pretty. it feels like realizing everything, realizing that you are surrounded by people, by different lifes. you are in an environment, you have so much thing to discover, to learn, to be happy with. you have a life, you are alive. you are life.
The ending were u hear a bunch of noices, almost like voices, overlaping eachother always sounded like to voices mocking me and laughing at me for my failures. Iv always heard it like that, makes me feel somewhat lonely honestly
anytime i look at him in the eyes, all i see through my mind is trees so vastly green that grows over your head, valleys of trees that stretch past what the eye can see that’s sit on mountains with a yellow glow that peaks through the cracks of them, him alone makes me feel like i can be safe, i just don’t know if im ready to really love again.
This song is like finally getting to where you wanted to be in life, but then remembering in the silence of the night how much it has cost you to get there.
I was with my ex for 3 years. I still remember the way we felt on our first date how nervous and excited we were, I still remember the feelings of getting ready to go see her, I remember her family and her friends. I remember her smile. The last time i saw her I knew it was the end and I cried in front of her for the first time and she grabbed my face and looked me in my eyes and kissed me and said I love you and everythings going to be ok. When she left I knew that was it. And it was. Its been months and everyday gets worse without my best friend, I miss her beautiful fucking smile so much and I'd kill to relive it all. My beautiful baby is just fucking gone
@@toxicwaste380 it's been about a year since my long term relationship ended, and I understand exactly what you described. It's actually scary how similar your experience was to mine, I was subconsciously reliving it in detail while reading that. It hurts like hell but trust me, things will get better with time. You just gotta stay strong.
@@Soul_Cinema sux man. I lost a lot of friends. A lot of my friends were hers, and her little brother was like my best friend man. Its all gone now lol I have no friends no one to hang out with at all, go to work come home and just sit there man I dont even eat some days bc this shit makes it feel impossible
I first heard this song on a post that was showing a call and talking about "That one person you can call for hours" and it kinda made me realize something. The girl I had told I would marry, get property with, spend 8 hours almost daily on call with, talked about the travels we'd have, had faded from my memory. In 2 months. I am so used to having my hopes of someone staying in my life permenantly absolutely crushed, that my brain fogged it out, and that was perhaps the most soul crushing thing I have ever truly thought about.
my first love was in 5th grade. i fell in love with this boy who liked another girl. i listened to songs that reminded me him, but it was all kept a secret. after a while he told me liked me back but didn’t say a word. he even told his friends about me :) i didn’t want one of those old weird relationships, i wanted him and to hold him. we didn’t talk for over a year, and now we’re in the same school again. now we act as if nothing happened, he’s in a relationship with the prettiest girl. ive supported him all along, and now ive finally got over him. :/
i can only imagine standing next to a fuzzy memory of my beloved scribbles. scribbles is what they are to me now. edit: this was about my ex, who im getting over!
i remember i fell asleep on facetime with her, and I woke up to her with this song playing in the background and her surrounded in this red glowing light. she was so beautiful.
AWE THATS SO CUTE HOWS IT GOING WITH YOU TWO
my guy youre living it
@Chaxtic Tak było, nie zmyślam.
Bro you make a man cry reading that
@@Lamouranjalaee see how he says was? :(
Most people prefer to listen to the ending without the noises but I like to listen to them because of what mac was trying to symbolize with them, the noises are there because he wants everyone to know that even when shit gets crazy all around you gotta stay on beat
Yeah, it's just a tad bit annoying waking up in the middle of the night when this song autoplays and that part's screaming in your ears lol
what are those noises from
@@hah6360 To me, it sounds like distorted laughs and guitar chords but it might be something else.
@@hah6360laughs
Actually, the sound at the end of the song is the representation of losing someone you still love, and the resentment of them leaving you turns your love into hate, demonstrated through the calm sounds turning to scary ambient noises, that demonstrates frustration in something or someone you used to love.
this song sounds like falling in love with someone who doesn’t love you back
this song is about mac demarcos relationship with his father, who was not really around or present when Mac was growing up, building tension between them as he grows, the entire album is a release of emotion on growing up without a father who loves you, i think it's beautiful
@@morallygrey4071 THANK YOU. Someone who understands this isn't a romantic song. I suppose it could be seen that way, but that's not how Mac wrote it.
@misantropa9713 U just explained why I'm listening
This made me cry
Omg how do you know me!
This song is just so beautiful. I love the ending and how all of these sounds come crashing down on you, it really adds to the meaning of the song and all of the emotions that flood your head. New favorite mac song
4:44 this is what it felt like leaving my old friend group knowing that every moment we were together was replaceable to them.
damn that sucks hope everything better now
How are you doing now bro?
No it wasn't, and they'll know that later on ❤️
.... this is public
I sure hope i can replace my fake ass group.
Everyone is talking about the end but I love the begging guitar part just makes me feel something. I listen to like thousands of different songs over a wide spectrum of genres and this has been the only song to really make me legitimately cry
You're right, it's a great song
the reason its so chaotic at the end is cause mac wanted to portrait that even when things get chaotic you gotta stay on beat, and i find that beautiful
i love the way the synths project such hatred once the chorus starts
Just when you thought it couldn’t get slower
That’s what she said
0.25x speed
[Verse 1]
I'd say, see you later, if I thought I'd see you later
And I'd tell you, that I loved you, if I did
It's so strange, deciding, how to feel about it
It's such strange emotion standing there beside it
[Chorus]
I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes
I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
[Verse 2]
I'd say, see you next time, if I thought there were a next time
Easy conversation, ain't exactly where we're at
It's so strange, deciding, how I feel about you
It ain't like I ain't used to going on without you
[Chorus]
I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes
I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes
I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
what does the voice say at the end?
@@elmalyeuvisual400I was tickled by my uncle (I translated)
@@autisticrat53no way!!
I was never in this place but... with those laughts and the type of the voice in the laught
I thought it was something like that
Actualy i thought exactly like that
this song just feels like when u know you have to end things but dont have the strength to
Accurate asf, we have invested time already 🥺
Literally thinking about it rn
This is literally why im listening to this song
unfortunately I had the strength to do it, and it just sucks 😞
literally my current relationship
i love how i clicked this by accident and now I hear it almost every night.
I can only grieve over my grandma to this song
@@sockstealer1417 im so sorry to hear, i hope ur doing well and hoping ur grandma rest in peace 💓
What's up man, how are you these days?
You both alive?
I hear this every night were I can't sleep
i am so proud of my music taste.
I’m proud of your music taste too
douche
Fr we out here living life the good way
tiktok taste
samr
fuck this is the saddest slowed down mac tune ever
it was already sad enough in the right tempo
iv'e fallen asleep to moonlight on the river so many times
----
its just a heavenly song you could listen to while looking up at the starry sky next to a river heheee
Fr
The ending brings me back tbj
@@Pinkshark27 right? I love it
too many mosquito there?
@Necrofelineosexual333 hey are you ok you can talk to me if you want
I listened to this song the night my dog died. Just reminds me of her now.
im sorry :(
i’m sorry
Damn💔
❤️🙏🏻
Thinking about loved ones and me dead and dying and questioning my faith in religion makes me eternally sad
I loved her so much. Me and her were together several years, we grew up together and literally had a place together. We loved each other dramatically and since we met we talked all day everyday. I haven't talked to her in almost half a year. 2 days ago I walked past an area and it wasn't just an area, it was where we had our first kiss. It all came at me so hard I felt I can see it happening all over again, I remember she went home that day she got picked up and I ran outside and I started jumping around screaming out of happiness. It's all over tho. My best friend is gone, my lover, my everything
Stay strong bro. You got this 👍
have you tried a faith in any religion i recommend Christianity
@@drpepper1053 For what? what does it give you?
@@agnosticpreacher6911 sth to believe in, some people need it
Grieve. It’s a loss, a different type of loss but a loss nonetheless. Time will heal your wounds but scars will remain as a reminder of mistakes. You will never really forget her but you will be wiser and you will find another. Take the time to get to know who you really are and try new things.. things that scare you. Stay safe and chin up.
I met this beautiful girl in Greece one day at the beach. Swimming in the sea I saw her there and decided to say hi. Instantly we found ourselves in a beautiful conversation. We came out of the water and sat talking for hours on end all day until it was midnight. I remember feeling so light and feathery around her, as if I was in a dream. She left Greece the next day to fly somewhere else and I remember still being in Greece on my own, shocked at the beautiful experience that I’d just had with this angelic girl. We stay in contact still to this day via phone and I hope to see her again in person🙏
Bro is cooked 💀
That sounds amazing
its just a slowed down song, but i needed it more than you know. thank you.
is it just me who tears up? idk why but it brings me such a wave of nostalgia and emotion
omg yesss .
Something about this song just makes me feel a bittersweet feeling and empty and it’s like I’ve lost something and want to cry but I can’t…but either way it’s very soothing and I listen to it at night a bunch.
this is... beautiful
I like how your the first person I found that was 4 years ago
NAH BRO THE ENDING
this is my favorite song of all time, and slowing it down made me fall in love with it so much more
The last bit with the distorted noises reminds me of when you’re lost in a crowd as a kid, trying to find the absent father that youll never find, the crowd taunting you. I think that’s what mac was portraying as the song is about his relationship with his father. (Not that I know if his relationship is good or not)
A part of me will always love him and that's just out of my control, but instead of looking back at the sad times I can look back at the happy times we spent together because it was good whilst it lasted :) this song helps me remember it all and reflect on how much I've changed because of it
Real I miss him but we weren’t meant to be I wish him the best tho
How do you look back without sobbing at how they held you, said they loved you? How do you let go, when you never had the chance? I'm tired of this nightmare and wanna move on. Please, tell me how. I'm begging you.
@@biggosmallman746sometimes if you have to sob, don’t stop yourself from doing so. just keep your head up high. trust me, with time, you may not ever completely be back to how you were before you met them, but you’ll be even more beautifully put back together little by little with the experiences and lessons you gained from it. stay strong, the future is still bright (: from one healing heart to another.
@@biggosmallman746eat your feelings and embrace the void
I found this in my best lsd trip...
Im so glad with the universe
Woooow nice 👍🏾
Yo same
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IT HURTS
i hate sad songs because it makes me unable to get up and do what i planned to do, it makes me want to just close my eyes, just sleep and rest. And only rest..
Bro I like .....cried cried to this tf ouch
Feel ya
HA LOSERRRRRR
me too. 😂😔
You can't break what's already broken
@@NoirNegotiator7brocen 😔
I hate being around people
Me too
Same girl same.
Real asf bro could never find a comment more reletable
Starting now.
social anxiety real
I feel sad when I listen to this. I don't want to go too deep but..... This song makes me remember the good moments between me and her
Hope you’re doing better 🫶🏻
I just miss her bro
real
Real shit bro
I love this and the original but this one is just more soothing to the ear
Mi último deseo en vida sería escuchar esta versión de la canción, en una tarde muy nublada frente a la playa. Sentado y cobijado, solo con los audífonos, y solo en general...
real
Espero que un día podrás hacer eso
I remember reading that the actual meaning of the song is acceptance of death, his father was diagnosed with cancer and their relationship was not really good, so the song is actually of wishing that they could be closer but realizing that there isn't any time left for that.
oh my god...
Rest in Peace Akira Toriyama san the story of Dragon Ball will live on forever ❤️🕊️
🙏
❤❤
Overrated
@@999Kingz🤓
@@silliebilly6274 drop the pants lil bro
this is easily the best song I’ve ever heard, listened to it hundreds of times in 2021-2023 and was my top song each year. It never gets old and it never fails to make me emotional. Mac Demarco is a legend and forever will be.
Y’all halo reach is sick
i listened to this song in the car with her holding her hand and looking at her eyes blinded with love and laughter. now i drink my pre work out and work out to this song to feel better about my self.
Gym >
Gym > the girl who you thought loved you
Gym > feeling bad for yourself
Improving yourself > being the same person all day every day
Working out > laying down, depressed
The gym will never break your heart like she did.
@@adriannd very true my friend
This is how “one of those days” feels
This song reminds me of the feeling of being lost for so long until you finally find that place you call home when it all suddenly crashes onto you, the struggle, the hatred, the pain, finally knowing it was worth it.
The ending is literally my favorite part thank you for keeping it in
Hi do you know what it means because I just woke up to morphed satanic laughter and I'm terrified and confused
ME TOO BRO @@venusflytrap1927
Fuck the explosive ending sounds even more depressing in this version thank you c':
That one soul crushing feeling reminding you we are all mortals when you hear that your friend slit their wrist.
Mac has cited Plastic Ono Band as an inspiration. This song is good as any on there, and you can really see the resemblance. This and the closer are so real and poignant. Incredible lyrics, pacing and production
Funny how the sounds near the end used to irritate and scare me, now it just feels right and comfortable after listening it many times.
this song really makes my heart hurt in such a good way. i love this song so much, but it gives me such bad trauma. i would go back in a heartbeat just to hear this song for my first time.
i come back to visit this every time i miss my friend, i know ur up there watching over me 💜
I hope she always looks at me the way she does now. Her eyes are so beautiful, full of life and curiosity.. full of adventure.
“i’ll talk to you later babe, night.”
never gonna forget those words. 😭😭
what happened?
No one cares
@@LunarBootes cry about it
This song is all I have left of him, my dear friend passed away last year. These memories remind me of the simple little times we’d have together before he had to move. I’m still processing everything and I learned that he’s another person I have to live for now. See ya later cowboy, your forest friend.
It’s always nice to have that passage that helps take you back to the past, especially when you cherish and look back at it the good times with a smile. Keep that head up 🙌
I'd say, see you later, if I thought I'd see you later
And I'd tell you, that I loved you, if I did
It's so strange, deciding, how to feel about it
It's such strange emotion standing there beside it
I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes
I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
I'd say, see you next time, if I thought there were a next time
Easy conversation, ain't exactly where we're at
It's so strange, deciding, how I feel about you
It ain't like I ain't used to going on without you
I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes
I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes
I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
shi reminds if the old friend group.. i dont know what happend.. i miss them sm )':
Thank you Mac, this song has helped me in my lowest moments and I can only imagine what you had to go through to make it
this song feels like saying goodbye
I miss my grandpa 🖤♓ since my grandfather passed away nothing was the same.
i’m so sorry my love
@@eligaming2249 ❤️ I send you love from here Argentina
Towards the end of the song 5:30 is like me fighting my depression
we are in the same
I've never related to a comment in such a way
cringew
Real
Hope things have gotten better
This song…. It’s so sad because it’s talking about death… my dad died 4 days ago… this song make me cry… I don’t want to go on without him but I have to… seeing all his stuff get donated… knowing he will never see me graduate high school or go to college… I’m not ready for that… I thought I had more time with him… I did not know he would die this early.. I thought I had untill I was a adult… I don’t know what I will do without him… all I know is that I have to keep going for him,for my little brother,for everyone in my family.. Mabye, yk, I will see you in another life dad… I miss you, so much…
Me too, man. Me too.
This song reminds me of change, on how change is a good thing but as a result. Change is difficult in beginning stages because you have to accept the outcome not forget it.
it hits deep into the soul
Thank you for this
Your channel is so underrated
took cid w this song playing with one of my bestfriends this song will forever be remembered
When it comes to the last 7 minutes and 3 seconds of my life, this song will be playing.
HELP I LITERALLY DID NOT REALIZE IT WAS ALMOST 8 MINUTES??? IT FEELS SM SHORTER
this song made me feel so nostalgic i even had the feeling that the best part of my life already passed and i’m wasting my present
this song really made me cry about something that happened years ago and i really needed the cry thank you so much for it
I love the noises at the end so much dude
Moonlight on the river✨❣️
im gonna die this is perfection
i lose myself when the part ''im home'' comes. it is so pretty. it feels like realizing everything, realizing that you are surrounded by people, by different lifes. you are in an environment, you have so much thing to discover, to learn, to be happy with. you have a life, you are alive. you are life.
This song feels like the ending to a movie or a really good book
This song is everything
This song sounds like watching the person you fell inlove with slowly fall inlove with another person..
heaven 👁✨👁
and I wish I was loved
Obra de arte meus amigos, apreciem!!!
This is great
The ending were u hear a bunch of noices, almost like voices, overlaping eachother always sounded like to voices mocking me and laughing at me for my failures. Iv always heard it like that, makes me feel somewhat lonely honestly
Bros really venting in youtube comments💀 and they wonder why nobody likes them
I love Mac Demarco with my heart 🖤
anytime i look at him in the eyes, all i see through my mind is trees so vastly green that grows over your head, valleys of trees that stretch past what the eye can see that’s sit on mountains with a yellow glow that peaks through the cracks of them, him alone makes me feel like i can be safe, i just don’t know if im ready to really love again.
everybody thought i listen to rap but this was the thing that im banging my head to ‼️‼️‼️‼️
I used to listen this song with sadness in the past, but now it hits different in a peaceful, optmistic way, it's beautiful
This song is so beautiful
This song is like finally getting to where you wanted to be in life, but then remembering in the silence of the night how much it has cost you to get there.
I remember listening to ts on loop 😭😭
This song feels like a flowing river leading to a waterfall. (calm beginning being the flowing water and the ending being the waterfall drop)
i love the sounds of terror and despair playing
I remember that I listened to this with my ex on our first date, she broke up with me a month ago after 1.5 years together, damn this hurts a lot...
Damn I’m sorry man. I really do hope that you feel better and know that you are great no matter what :)
I was with my ex for 3 years. I still remember the way we felt on our first date how nervous and excited we were, I still remember the feelings of getting ready to go see her, I remember her family and her friends. I remember her smile. The last time i saw her I knew it was the end and I cried in front of her for the first time and she grabbed my face and looked me in my eyes and kissed me and said I love you and everythings going to be ok. When she left I knew that was it. And it was. Its been months and everyday gets worse without my best friend, I miss her beautiful fucking smile so much and I'd kill to relive it all. My beautiful baby is just fucking gone
@@toxicwaste380 i'm so sorry. i hope you're doing well. i can't imagine how that must be, but keep your head up. you got this.
@@toxicwaste380 it's been about a year since my long term relationship ended, and I understand exactly what you described. It's actually scary how similar your experience was to mine, I was subconsciously reliving it in detail while reading that. It hurts like hell but trust me, things will get better with time. You just gotta stay strong.
@@Soul_Cinema sux man. I lost a lot of friends. A lot of my friends were hers, and her little brother was like my best friend man. Its all gone now lol I have no friends no one to hang out with at all, go to work come home and just sit there man I dont even eat some days bc this shit makes it feel impossible
Idk who's idea the ending was but i love it
I always think about my grandma when I listen to this.
i think of a girl who'll never like me back the way i do
I first heard this song on a post that was showing a call and talking about "That one person you can call for hours" and it kinda made me realize something. The girl I had told I would marry, get property with, spend 8 hours almost daily on call with, talked about the travels we'd have, had faded from my memory. In 2 months. I am so used to having my hopes of someone staying in my life permenantly absolutely crushed, that my brain fogged it out, and that was perhaps the most soul crushing thing I have ever truly thought about.
thank you
Why does the beginning feel so nostalgic🤤
top 3 comfort song
my life feels so lonely without being in love with someone
Real
in love with someone who doesnt love me back
Real
the word home itself makes me feel cozy and comfortable
Listening to this Soothing music in 2024🩶🪽
my first love was in 5th grade. i fell in love with this boy who liked another girl. i listened to songs that reminded me him, but it was all kept a secret. after a while he told me liked me back but didn’t say a word. he even told his friends about me :) i didn’t want one of those old weird relationships, i wanted him and to hold him. we didn’t talk for over a year, and now we’re in the same school again. now we act as if nothing happened, he’s in a relationship with the prettiest girl. ive supported him all along, and now ive finally got over him. :/
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womp womp too bad so sad
this song sounds like loving someone who u cant have for years and ur writing about them on ur backyard porch before ur death
Take your chances brother, one day we will die and leave nothing but our belongings for strangers to keep some day
I will never look at this song the same way... I will always remember HER
i can only imagine standing next to a fuzzy memory of my beloved
scribbles. scribbles is what they are to me now.
edit: this was about my ex, who im getting over!
Happy for you